#even that I willl miss

[chiistarri]

this is horrible my heart is beating just thinking about him

[bestedoesmeow]

dad carlos sainz jr & mother y/n

instagram au

in which you and carlos finally go on a holiday alone after years but you miss the kids more than you thought you would

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very much needed break with the boo, ( I miss the kids so much )

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→user: you are so beautiful

→user: my dream is to be a young mom of three and a wife of a f1 driver😣

→user: I just love them but already missing dad carlos content y/n🙁

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→carlossainz55: It's been wonderful mi querida

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hola querida, how is your trip going?

hiii reyes!! its been wonderful, thank you for taking care of the kids would never thank you enough. How are you?

we good don't worry, don't even mention it we are having wonderful time😇

look at them

we went for a swim

OH MY GOD, MY BABIES

THEY LOOK SUPER REYES, THANK YOU I LOVE YOU

we love you too😘

went out for dinner yesterday!

they look so pretty reyes, I miss them so much omg

thank you again for everything😗

we are good too, someone is feeling himself

oh mi guapo hijo, kiss him from his cheeks honey

I WILLL

carlossainz55

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we are back as a family, couldn't wait longer. So happy to be together on mama's birthday... we love you mama, so lucky to have you, I am so glad we are in this together. Te amo, feliz cumpleaños 😍

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landonorris: happy birthday y/n!!

scuderiaferrari: wishing the best birthday to our wonderful mother :)

charles_leclerc: what a lovely photo, happy birthday!

user: oh my god happy birthday the most beautiful wife out there😖

[thatsmybook]

Simon's face always puzzled me in this shot because I couldn't put my finger on what he was concerned about. I've just figured it out and it's not about the poison cake.

When Simon breaks up with Wille at the end of this episode, he is saying that he doesn't feel that being with Wille is good for him. He thinks that being Wille's boyfriend is adding complications to Wille's life - so though it doesn't seem like it at the time - this is him making a loving decision for himself and for Wille.

He says to him that I see that everything you have to live with hurts you and it hurts me.

Then I remember his face at the children's event earlier when Wille insists that August be sent back to Hillerska.

Because in that moment, he has remembered what Wille said to him last season - he can be free if he has August as his spare.

They don't often talk about Wille's role as Crown Prince. That moment outside Simon's house with Ayub and Rosh in season 2 and this moment at the children's event are some of the only times that Simon sees Wille in his role.

Even though August showed obvious signs of being right for his royal role at that event: engaging well with the children and adults, Wille is angry with August and sends him away.

In Wille being angry in this instance, Simon sees that Wille is instead wanting to claim the role and NOT be free.

Then Wille tells him that he needs him at the family dinner. In a very insistent and demanding manner. Simon is starting to realise that Wille is keeping himself in his role as Crown Prince because he has Simon by his side. He sends August home. He only wants Simon in these royal circumstances. Not the better-qualified-for-royal-life August. This is a role that is hurting Wille. So by removing himself from Wille's side, this is Simon signalling to Wille to free himself as he said he could last season.

So anyway, I've said this before that there are moments on this day that all add up to Simon's decision on this day to not wait one moment more to make a change. But I'd missed this one. I hadn't understood why he was concerned that Wille was sending August away. Surely Simon hates August, too, and can understand why he doesn't want to hang with him at the castle?

But then I remembered what Wille said last season about being free and then in the next episode Wille's Song included the line about remembering how he can be free. Like a chess piece, Simon removed himself from the board. He sacrificed their love so Willle could be free.

[thinkingotherwise]

HELLO! again me! Hehe... can u pls do "if you are playing soccer like Blue Lock(anime) what they would do or their reactions???" I wanted this so badly and if u look you willl remember me! Eheh

Oh my, I admit that I read some of the manga. I'm not that much a fan of football (don't know half the things that are happening during matches - but I did watched them sometimes), so I made the reader's character based on different players.

Kyotaro Sugishita, Hayato Suo, Haruka Sakura x Football Player! (Blue Lock!) reader

Kyotaro Sugishita

Despite his sulky mood and standoffish personality, this man was at your every game. Although he didn't look like it he was your cheerleader, your greatest admirer during the matches and practices. Your brain was a mystery to him. Your skills at predicting the opposing team's moves and then leading your own to victory could make him stare at you as if hypnotized, not minding anything else that happened around him.

As Kyotaro watched the football match unfold, he couldn’t help but be captivated by you. All your strategies were amazing and so successful in providing more points for your team. Your mind really did work faster than the players on the field. And he loved seeing the satisfaction on your face each time you stole the ball from the opposing player.

Kyotaro's eyes always widened as he admired not just your tactical mind but also how effortlessly you got past everyone and scored. Like you often told him whenever you talked about it. “It’s all mostly anticipating their moves. You can’t just rely on skill only.” Your voice echoed in his head as his eyes followed you on the field.

While he was all about strength and physicality, you were intelligent and unstoppable. You were the brains to his brawn, complementing each other in an exciting way.

Hayato Suou

You were a little like Hayato, meaning you had this hidden strength that someone could see only whenever you showed it off. When you were on the field shooting goal after goal, your powerful kicks were a force to be reckoned with. Not to mention the accuracy you trained for years to achieve, it always made people shocked, sometimes even yourself.

The two of you were hanging out at the park, you trained your skills while he enjoyed a moment of relaxation and meditation. You had been training hard, and he had seen you nail all the shots countless times.

You were focused, eyes locked on the goal, as you lined up for a powerful shot. With a swift kick, the soccer ball soared through the air, whistling past him with impressive speed. Suo didn’t even flinch as it zipped just centimeters from his face. Instead, he stood there, looking at you as he meditated on the grass. “You alright? I almost took your head off there!” You asked worriedly, running over.

A hint of relief crossed your face as you became aware of the smirk appearing on his lips when you stopped in front of him all anxious. “You wouldn’t miss. I trust you to hit your mark.” He shrugged matter-of-factly and your face bloomed in happiness that he believed in your skills so much. "It seems like more than you yourself." He added teasingly flicking you on your forehead.

Haruka Sakura

Haruka was known to thrive on competition, so when he met you, a fiercely egotistical football player, he unknowingly stuck to you. Your practices, although based on different sports, quickly turned into a series of friendly rivalries, each trying to outdo the other.

As you trained, your relentless drive pushed him to give his all. He admired your determination. Every time you drilled a perfect shot or executed a flawless play, being successful in your sport, he felt the urge to raise the bar during sparring sessions with others and prove to himself that his abilities were on par with yours. Simply saying, he wanted to prove that he was someone you could truly admire and rely on, just like you did him.

Yet, there were moments when your confidence wavered, when a bad practice left you frustrated and doubting yourself. One afternoon, after a particularly tough training, you kicked a ball in frustration. “I’ll never get it right!” You groaned out feeling helpless.

He looked at you shocked and slightly weirded out because come on had you seen yourself on the field? You were doing such things easily and so effortlessly. The time spent together let him know that sometimes you just need a little pick me up.

“Hey, don’t be so hard on yourself. You’ve got the talent. I mean, who else can pull off those insane tricks?” Hakura stepped closer, his tone earnest and a little annoyed trying and failing to show that he didn't care that much. He did.

He smirked, feeling a surge of pride as you resumed your practice. With every competition and every word of encouragement, your rivalry changed into respect and admiration for each other.

[lychee-bearx]

Quite self indulgent if you ask me. but i wanna cry so . ig this willl have to do

♡

𝒾𝓉'𝓈 𝓉𝑜𝑜 𝓁𝒶𝓉𝑒 - marc s.

In which you finally lose your last straw with marc

paring: marc x fem!reader

wc: 1.26k

theme: angst, not really happy ending

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You were too tired to do this anymore.

You couldn’t stand it. All the excuses were too much.

“I'm sorry, but I can't tonight. I have things to do.”“The number you’ve reached is not available at this time. If you’d like to leave a message, press 1”“Can’t baby. I'll see about it tomorrow.”

The feeling of loneliness and emptiness hung around your head. It followed you like a curse. You remembered the good times. The times you spent together making a mess in the kitchen, or watching a scary movie curled up on the couch. Those times where you would go on long drives without any care for the world. Those times where only you could think of each other..

But they were all gone. The memories kept fading each and every day. There’s nothing to do about it anymore. 

-

“Marc please answer me…please”

The moon hung high in the sky as you waited anxiously to hear the phone ring. Sitting on the floor next to your bed wasn’t ideal, but it definitely beat being in a bed that didn’t feel like home anymore.

After the fifth ring the phone went dead again. No answer. The tears ran down your face as small sobs left your mouth. 

Why didn’t he call me back? Why isn’t he answering?

You decided it wasn’t worth it. You curled up onto your bed and covered yourself with the warm cozy sheets. You slowly drifted off to sleep, trying not to worry over the man you loved so deeply. You hoped you woke up the next morning with him next to you.

-

But alas that didn't happen. The bed was cold and empty as you woke up with puffy eyes. Your heart ached for him to come back. You missed him. You missed his hugs, his smile, his laugh. You missed how his presence made you feel safe. You tried calling him again and again to no avail each time.

“He’s just busy. He’ll come back.” you told yourself..

-

He didn't come back until 8 days later. 8 excruciating days of calls that weren’t returned. 8 days where texts were read but not responded to. 8 days where the sunken feeling of being alone set into your heart.

It was 3 am. You woke from your slumber to get yourself a glass of water when you heard the door open.

You turned your head to see him. The man you’d thought to be the man you could trust. The man who had your heart ever since you were with him. The man who fixed your broken heart. The man that you could never let go of.

“Where have you been, marc?” your voice trembled, already feeling your heart sink as you watched him sit into a chair.

“Mission” he replied in a monotone voice.

“You didn’t tell me. You didn’t return any of my calls. You read my texts but didn’t respond! You didn’t even leave a note! Marc i was-” you started. Your emotions piling over you.

“Get off my back will ya? I had a god awful week and all i need right now is fucking rest. I don’t need to deal with you and your stupid nagging.” he grunted, laying his head into his hand

That was it. That was the last straw.

You had spent time and time again trying to give him the benefit of the doubt. Always giving him excuses as to why he wouldn’t pick up. Always trying to forgive him when he gave you his “im sorry it won't happen again” speech. 

But it did happen. Over and over and over again..

And this was it.

You were done.

“I'm sorry you have to deal with me. I never knew that it was such a burden. I’ll go.” you said with a lump in your throat.

“Ok then. Leave. Jesus.” 

And that’s what you did. Packed a bag with your most important things and left.

-

Marc was used to waking up to the smell of your cooking. A warm meal to help him recover from the shit he’s seen. But the morning he woke up half naked on the couch, the apartment was empty. No sizzling pancakes. No distant humming coming from you. Just silence and cold.

He was confused for a minute. He walked all over the apartment looking for any traces of you. Some of your clothes were gone. Your favorite stuffed animal. Your toothbrush and toothpaste. He searched his pockets to find his phone. He opened it to find 26 messages and 29 missed calls from you. He attempted to call you, but when he put the phone to his ear, the phone operator said that the number wasn’t available anymore.

Now he was super confused. What happened?

It wasn’t until he sat down at the table did he remember the early events of that morning. How he told you to leave after you were expressing your worries to him.

Fuck.

He fucked up so bad

Fuck.

-

You got up from the couch of your best friend’s apartment when you heard a knock at the door. SHe was at work and told you to crash as long as you needed. Thankfully, today was your day off, so you spent it on a self indulgent day. 

You walked to the door in your fluffy bunny slippers and your makeup headband. You opened the door to see him.

Marc.

“Baby,” he started..

“No.” you said, closing the door. But he stopped right before it could shut.

“Please , wait, just hear me out for a sec.” he pleaded.

You decided to listen to him, already making up your mind to stand your ground no matter what.

“Look, baby, i'm so so sorry. I'm sorry for not responding to you, or-or returning your calls and not returning your calls. Im so sorry baby, i promise it will never happen again. I promise. Please please please come back to me im so sorry…”

You could tell the emotion and regret. But still. It didn’t make u0p for the pain and sorrow you’ve felt for the last few months.

“Marc listen. I loved you. I was there for you. I supported you. But you took advantage of that. I can’t keep betting on your life. I can’t keep waiting until ungodly hours in the morning. I love you but i don’t think this will change. Im sorry.”

You felt his heart sink. You felt it because so did yours.

Marc didn’t respond after that. He just turned away, heartbroken and filled with sorrow. 

What will i do… without her?

-

9 months had passed. You moved into a new apartment. You got a pet cat you named oreo. You had a very well-paying job. You had everything. You have been happy for a while now. You found joy in little things. 

You were happy

You were.

Right?

-

Marc on the other hand wasn’t doing well. His life was in shambles. He slept constantly. He didn’t listen to anyone. He stayed cooped up in your old apartment, trying to recreate the old memories with you. 

But nothing worked. He had to see you.

He had to.

- 

It was a busy day. You had just gone shopping with your friends when you finally sat down at the food court. You got to the table a bit before them, so you were scrolling on your phone when you felt a light tap on your shoulder. You turned around to see him.

Marc.

Your marc.

“Hey” you started..

“Hey…can I talk to you?” he responded.

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welp

[smoll-tangerine]

[a/n]: i somehow couldn't find this ask anymore (it probably got deleted) but thankfully, i had it saved on a google doc! i'm slowly going back to writing the remaining requests from my one-year anniversary event! to the user who sent me this request, thank you so much for your support!! i see that you have deactivated but i hope that somehow, you'll find your way back to this request of yours! also, yay, my first haechan request! i'm not too familiar with him/his character, but i hope you guys willl enjoy this nonetheless!!

lee donghyuck/lee haechan: character unlocked!

PAIRING. haechan x female reader GENRES. romcom, fluff, college!au PROMPT. "i'm always flirting with you. keep up." WORDS. 683

You were breathless by the time you got to the hospital, slightly feeling guilty that you couldn’t make it on time to see your boyfriend head in for his colonoscopy. 

Both of you were practically adults now, only a year left before you two graduate from college, and yet he could still act like such a child. Especially when he found out that you were going to be late for his appointment.

But then he stopped whining when he found out that you were going to be late only because you decided to attend the class – the one he was missing due to his appointment – and take notes for him so that he didn’t miss anything. 

“Hi,” you greeted the receptionist. “I’m the guardian for Lee Donghyuck? He had a colonoscopy at 3pm.” 

Her eyes lit up in what seemed to be amusement and motioned the door behind you. “Ah, so you’re the girlfriend he was telling everyone about. He should be coming out soon. Get ready.” 

Your brows furrowed in confusion, wondering what exactly should you be getting ready for. 

The second she finished her sentence, you saw Haechan come out with the hospital staff pushing him to his room. 

“Donghyuck!” you exclaimed happily. 

Your boyfriend seemed drowsy, probably the lingering after-effects of the anaesthesia. You had to hold your laughter back from how goofy he looked, especially combined with the hospital gown and the messy hair. 

“Who are you?” he asked as he smacked his lips a few times. 

You frowned at his question. “Are you really asking me who I am?” 

“Mhm, yeah.” He hummed and then giggled. “You’re pretty.” 

Oh, you wished you could film this moment and show it to the rest of the boys. Renjun would  totally make fun of him for this. But you also wanted to keep this moment to yourself. Was that selfish of you? 

“Can I have your number?” 

“You already have my number,” you answered, slightly annoyed, but also amused. 

“Stop lying. I don’t have your number.” 

“Donghyuck, I’m your girlfriend. I’m pretty sure that my number is on your phone somewhere.” 

“You’re my girlfriend?” Donghyuck gasped, almost exaggeratedly. “Wait, where’s my phone. I need to make sure that it’s true.” 

“How about I’ll give your phone back when you’re feeling a bit better, yeah?” 

“I’m feeling awesome, though?” 

“I bet you do.” You snorted and patted him on his head. “Stay here while I get your discharge papers, alright?” 

“Can’t you bring me with you?” 

You looked him up-and-down with a side-eye. “In your current state? Yeah, no. Why do you want to stick to me so much? Just be a good boy and stay in your bed until the anaesthesia wears off.” 

Donghyuck pouts, his bottom lip jutting out in disappointment. “Is it so wrong of me to want to be next to my girlfriend? I guess I’m a sugar because I stick to you like glue-cose.” 

You made a face of disgust and apprehension. “Babe, that was so bad. It wasn’t even funny.” 

But that didn’t stop him from dropping another line on you. “I wish I were adenine so that I could be paired up with YOU. Get it? Like adenine is paired with uracil, and uracil’s symbol is the letter ‘U?’” 

You sighed through your nose. 

“Oh, oh, I got a better one! If I were an enzyme, I would be a helicase so I can unzip your gene,” he said and looked super proud. 

Was this how he was able to seduce you and ask you out? 

“Are you really flirting with me, right now? In this state?” you asked him while pinching his cheeks. 

While you were slightly unimpressed by his choice of pick-up lines, you still somehow found him pretty endearing. 

“I’m always flirting with you. Keep up.” 

You shook your head and left to grab his discharge papers. 

You regretted just the slightest for not filming him. 

But Renjun’s cry of anguish when he found out that you didn’t film Donghyuck at a moment of weakness completely made up for it.

[nerdthatsiriuslylovesteaxx]

Helpless part 13 (Hello I hope someone is listening)

"Morning Death boy."

"What time is it?"

"Eight o'clock I the morning."

"Goodnight Giraffe."

"Get up, we're getting breakfast."

"Let me sleep."

"Nope." Nico was refusing to get up so Will decided to do the only logical thing and pick him up.

"Put me down Solace."

"Don't think I will Death breath."

"That's a new one."

"Thought of it on the spot."

"Good for you Sunshine, now put me down."

"Not a fan of that idea." Will ran, carrying a very pissed Nico. "Hey Percy."

"Hi Will, should I ask why you're carrying Nico and also how you haven't gotten murdered yet?"

"Well he wouldn't get up so it was to only logical solution."

"Fuck you." Nico muttered,

"I wish you luck on not getting murdered."

"You know I could just shadow travel away?"

"No you quite literally can not, it would kill you."

"Great."

"Neeks."

"Do you have a death wish Will?"

"He's harmless."

"I have killed people William."

"I can confirm this, I was nearly a victim."

"Let's not forget you also tired to kill me."

"Why are you two trying to kill each other?"

"We don't talk about that."

"He's annoying as fuck." Percy and Nico said at the same time, locking eyes with each other, leading to a mildly concerned Will.

"Okay.... I'm going to pretend this never happen." Will placed Nico on the floor.

"Finally."

"Di Angelo, me and Jason-"

"-Jason and I."

"Not you to, same thing. We have decided to kidnap you, you're finally joining us on the big three table."

"Why exactly?"

"You'll get lonely."

"I'm perfectly fine being alone."

"Too bad, sucks for you."

"Stronzo." Nico muttered under his breath before waking off to join Jason, Percy went to follow him but Will pulled him back.

"Make sure he eats three full meals a day, shove it down his throat if you have to. I'm not joking, if he's refusing to eat or drink hold him down and make sure he eats for the next few months. I don't know how he's still alive at this point."

"I'll make sure he eats; mate you alright? Your eyes are bloodshot, when's the last time you slept?"

"A few days ago, I'm fine."

"A few days?! Mate, you need to sleep."

"I'll survive, pure chaos in the infirmary. Oh, don't tell Nico this but, you know how Aphrodite kids can speak French because it's the language of love? I can speak Itallian because it's the language of music, so if you were wondering, when he walked off he called you an asshole."

"Eh, not surprising. I'll catch you around Will."

"Yeah see you round." Willl walked off to join his siblings at the Apollo table.

***

"Don't think we didn't hear that, you're taking today off and no night watch until Tuesday." Kayla said pulling Will down and shoving a piece of toast in his hand, "And you're eating breakfast today, you've skipped it for a week."

"I've been busy."

"Would you like me to show you a list of every single person you've told to stop skipping meals? Let me start the list, Nico, Selina, Leo, Beckendorf, Annabeth, Michael-"

"Okay, okay you win. But I can't take the day off-"

"Not optional, go pine over Nico for the day or something. Maybe even, you know, sleep? Can't remember the last time you did that, more than a week."

"Oh shut up."

"Actually, I have a great idea." Austin interrupted, "Go talk to Cecil and Lou Ellen, they tired to kidnap you many, many times."

"Shit, yeah I should probably go talk to them." Will tried to get up but was held down by his younger siblings,

"Not so fast, you're still eating breakfast." After being force fed three full plates and swearing on the river of Styx that he would get eight hours of sleep that night he was finally allowed to leave.

***

"Finally, we missed you. We've been waiting for you to get off work for the past week." Lou Ellen said punching him in the arm.

"I should probably tell my siblings the kidnapping's off..."

"The what?!"

"Well me and Cecil tried, but Kayla found out we were coming and stopped us."

"So then I thought if I got the rest of the Hermes kids in on it they couldn't stop all of us."

"Of course you did."

"Well you're always in the infirmary."

"I've been busy for a few days, that's all."

"Well I know you haven't slept properly for the last eight days, and that you always insist on taking night watch."

"And anything difficult, and Nico."

"So? I'm fine, just busy."

"You're overworking."

"No I'm not."

"Will when was the last time you took a break?"

"Last year, Michael and Lee's funeral, I took half a day off."

"You can't do that to yourself."

"I can't let Kayla and Austin burn themselves out."

"Gods, I can't do this right now. I'm going to trust your siblings to talk some sense into you; want to go steal something?"

"I'm down, we just need to be back by three. In time for the thing." Lou Ellen smirked,

"Ohh rightttt."

"What did you do?!"

"You'll find out Sun boy."

"I'm scared."

"You should be."

***

_______

I wonder, if nobody is listening to my voice. Am I making any sound at all?

I hope you're prepared for what's coming soon.

[azullumi]

albedo — in love headcanons ☆彡

summary — albedo and his feelings.

pairing — albedo/gender-neutral reader

tags — a little bit of angst, some fluff, kind of pining at the beginning also; headcanons

word count — 706

To love is to be a being in their most flawed and barest form. To be consumed by a reckless kind of emotion, having yourself driven by an insatiable thirst.

He envies the earth that gets to hold you, he envies the dirt that you walk upon and leaves trails behind, he envies the birds that get to sing melodies to you, he envies the blanket of your bed that gets to wrap your body and wishes it was him. He wishes it was all him.

He first admires you from afar, from a distance he calls safe even if it leaves him desiring and wanting to get closer to you but he can't. Even with the torturous feeling of wanting to feel his fingertip against your skin, he held himself back.

But things will never go the way he intends it to be. Suddenly, the gap between you two had closed and he is now lacing and weaving his fingers against yours just like in his dreams. He can now feel the softness of your palm and his lips against yours, molding perfectly like two missing puzzle pieces.

If ever this was really a dream of his, an extremely realistic one, he would never wish to wake up from it.

Albedo is good at nearly everything except for expressing himself and his emotions completely due to the fact that he is not a human, in essence, and has a hard time relating to humanely things but he assures you that he lays himself bare just for you and that he knows that what he felt for you was sincere and genuine love and affection.

"(Name), you do not hold my heart."

"You are my heart itself, my soul, the physical embodiment of my weakness. I fear that when the time comes and if you ever ask me the world, I will gladly give it to you."

Words of confession roll off his tongue so easily as if it was the natural thing to do, often leaving you flustered with the way he uses his words at you. Albedo's nonchalant expression is always replaced with a tender look filled with admiration, adoration, and sweetness.

Albedo finds different ways to show you how much he loves you and cares for you. He would look after you and would get immediately worried at a small change of your health.

Although he lets you accompany him whenever he goes up the mountains of Dragonspine so he could continue on with his research. Normally, he wouldn't let anyone touch any of his materials or enter his laboratory easily but you're not just anyone. He even lets you help him with what he's doing— if it's safe enough for you— even if you have no prior knowledge or experience.

"And should you ever leave me, I don't know what I will do."

He fears that he'll have to learn everything by himself. He would have to learn the things that he has already gotten used to before but was then replaced or changed because of your existence and arrival in his life. He's anxious at the thought that he will wake up without you by his side and the warmth beside him is no longer.

He's afraid that he's already too used to you being around and that being alone will soon feel suffocating even if it's something normal for him for a long time already. He fears that he might seek out for your touch which no longer exists and he can no longer feel.

One day, you, too, will disappear. The time will come wherein you'll never know what his name would sound like at the tip of your tongue nor will you ever remember the way you held his hands but everything will remain with him. He knows that but now, right now, he'll just indulge himself in this fleeting moment with you even if it will crumble him to dust sooner or later.

Time willl past and his memories might fade but paintings of you that he has created will continue to exist. You will live on even after you have passed, just in forms of words and paintings that he never had courage to show you.

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[the-phantom-author]

I feel like it would take Hasan so long to confess or ask her out! Like he’d pine for months and be jealous about other dates or a casual relationship you have with that guy and never say anything. Until his feelings get worse and worse where he gets super upset when he’s alone and realizes he’s never gonna be with her (which is not true but he’s a drama queen) :(((

until one day will snaps him out of it and is like??? Just tell her how you feel!!!

I rewrote all your ask and just placed them in one place, hope that's okay with you! 🩵

I’ve been so unbelievably obsessed with jealous! Hasan!!! Where the reader and him are not together and have been friends recently and at first he just sees are as a good presence in his life. The more they hang out though (whether it’s in a group setting or just the two of them) the more he wants her around and the more quickly he feels he misses her when she’s gone :(

But then one day she’s staying over and he had just ended stream. He walks into the kitchen to see her all dressed up in a beautiful dress, hair and makeup done and he’s like wait hold on..??? Wow ??? And he joins the conversation not thinking about the reason she’s dressed up until she’s literally like oh shit I’m gonna be late for my date! And Hasan just immediately feels a sinking in his chest and doesn’t get why. He doesn’t say anything as she leaves and doesn’t even notice the frown on his face but you know who does??? WILLL!!!!

I feel like it would take Hasan so long to confess or ask her out! Like he’d pine for months and be jealous about other dates or a casual relationship you have with that guy and never say anything. Until his feelings get worse and worse where he gets super upset when he’s alone and realizes he’s never gonna be with her (which is not true but he’s a drama queen) :(((

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It's the way that Will would be suspicious of Hasan from the very beginning. He's really like "Hasan what do you mean 'you just want her around always, and everything's less fun when she not here.'"? So he's just immediately keeping an eye and ear on you, just to see if he can pick up on any hints that you also like Hasan.

But there's a gas leak or your building is under renovation and Hasan offers his place for you to stay at while it gets fixed. One afternoon, after months of Hasan acting like fool because of you, Will is over early to record Fear& and he sees you milling about the frontroom messing with Kaya or Fiona, and he starts questioning you. And I do mean full force integration on your feelings about what your looking for in a guy when dating. Market research

It's also from that day forward he pays more attention to how you talk about Hasan, because he knows that Hasan is down bad and if you are also down bad and just don't know it, he can set you two up.

The entire time Hasan is pining he is complaining to Will about your dating life. Hasan is also having an attitude with you so you're also complaining to Will about that. Eventually he has enough of it from the both of you, even if your's is a valid thing to complain about, he just sees when Hasan is in a mood again and all but drives him over to your place to make him ask you out.

[ohdudedhesflirting]

I just miss you

Word count : 600

Pairing : non-idol!Matthew x gn!reader

Synopsis : Missing your journalist boyfriend Matthew

Notes : I have been struggling to write recently and this is just me trying to write, I promise I'm working on those request !

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"A penny for your thoughts ?"

"Hmm ?"

Looking up from your book, you looked at your boyfriend, Matthew which had just came back from his day at work.

Matthew was a busy man. Ever since he had finished college and had started his job at the tv station as a news anchor he had been busier than ever. You knew that and you understood. Yourself, you were quite busy, waking up early and always finishing late.

The both of you had met in college, during your second year, introduced by a common friend in a party. WIthout him you would have never met, he was sudying journalism and you were studying english litterature, not so distant but not close enough to have been able to met.

Getting closer to you, Matthew positionned his hands on your hips, briniging you closer to him. Slowly he forced you to put your book down and look at him. He knew you could never resist him, not when he was looking so incredibly good and his sparkling eyes were questionning you

"Talk to me"

This time it was your turn to question him with your eyes, playing innocent as if you were not understanding what he was telling you.

"Y/N come on, talk to me, please"

Slowly laughing, you looked at him. He knew you perfectly and of course he had noticed the fact you were giving him the cold shoulder ever since he had came home.

It would be lying to say that the distance and the heavy workload from the two of you were not getting to you… But you simply missed your boyfriend.

"It’s nothing Matt really"

Pouting at your response, Matthew engulfed his head in the crook of your neck. Begging you to tell him what was in your mind.

"I just miss you"

Getting his head out of the crook of your neck, he looked at you, slowly understanding what you were trying to say.

You continued "It’s just, I’m proud of you and of your work and I love seeing you on tv but I just wish I could see you in real life more, we moved in together to see each other more and I just feel like it is the opposite of that."

Hearing your words, Matthew could not stop himself from feeling terrible. He knew that his work time and his job were not the most accomodating ever, and even more since he was preparing a surprise for you.

He had accepted to take on more work hours, finishing late and covering some topics for his colleague only to get more money. It had been a while that he wwas thinking of proposing to you, and he knew how important that was for you, wanting to offer you the best, he had taken in more workload to get the prettiest ring and to prepare for the wedding of your dream.

Of course it was a surprise he could not very much spoil no matter how much he actually wanted to.

Bringing you closer to him, he put both of his hands to your cheeks, forcing you to look at him.

"Everything will be different soon I promise, just give me a little time and I promise you I willl be there by your side."

Looking at his immense eyes, you questionned him. You knew that you could trust him but a part of you were just tired, and wanted him back by your side entirely.

"Just trust me, everything will be back to normal soon, I will be back to you."

[missamyrisa2]

you look so gorgeous in your new profile pic! you are a fashion icon for real~ ♥︎

also i may or may not be into scenarios where the ler/dom is fully clothed and the lee is totally nude... and i may or may not be imagining a certain ticklemama sloooowly undressing me and teasing me for being naked while i look at her pretty clothes... 🤭🤭🤭

Awwwweee~!! Thank youuu sooo soo much you are too kinddd~ and the first to notice it! Maybe I'll post the full pic next <33

eeeeee~ You're talking my language cutieeee ~ I sooooo adoreeee the helplessss cutely nekkiddd tickleeee and fully clothed tickler dynamic, it's such a delightfully cute setupppp ~ and I willl of courseee take allll the time in the world to graduallyyyyy take away your layers of clothesssss ~ I'm not just stripping youuuu I'm capturing allll your protection, one item at a time. This topppp? Nooo that's not yoursss nopeeee this is mine nowwwww and we're lifting it slooowwllyyy yess can't rush the belllyyy reveal, noooo ~ uppp and uppp it goessssss there's some riiiibbiessss and your royal chest buttons oooooh ~ that fabric just keeps climbing huhhhhh and now you can't even seee you silly goooseeee I can poke and stroke that tummyyyyy ~ orrrr maybeee hmmmm~ yesss that's just meee brushing your tummmm with my outfit mmhmmm ~ you feeel the softnesssss of my dressssss and the cooool metal of my belt huhhhh such a tinglyyy silly sensation yesssss ~

Let's just keeeep your arms tangled in that top for a sec huh? You're sooo cute like thatttt and I wanna seeee you wiggle and writhe when I undo your bottoms and let them gradually shimmyyyy downnn ~ oooh you don't wanna shimmyy? Maybe you just need ~motivation~ let's seee you dance nowww cmon dance your bottoms offff while I tickle at your siiiidesss and your hiiiips with my thumb ruubbbbiessss~ there you goooo such a cuteee cute wiggle you have~ look at you goooo awwww pretty thing getting alll nekkidddd for meeee ~ ahh yessss these silly bottoms ~ you won't be needing these anymore noooopeee these are mineeee ~ and let's just get that top offf huhhh? Yeahh freee those arms and let me seeee your ticklish eyessss ~ yesss eyes are ticklisssh you I can seeee how they shift and move when they're telling me you're adorable and hopelessly sensitive ~ andddd wanttttyyyy~ mmhmmmm don't lieee to your ticklemama I seeee itttt ~ and I seeeee how you wantttt a biiig snuggglyyy ticklyyy hugggg ~

Nowhere to run or hide nowww you're almost allll naked and ooh, you're also alll mine! And I'm taking you down uhuhhhh taking you right to this bedddd with my bigggg snuggly huggg ~ awww do you feeeel alll that luxurious material and lace and your skin? Isn't it justttt divine, the feeeeling of a lovely outfit hotwiring you like thissss? I can just brush and graze and squeeeze you to meeeee and you'lll go crazyyy huhhhh~ ooh yesss that soft material is getting on your royal chest butttonsss and my belt keeps teasing your bellyyyyyy ~ which meansss my hands are freeee to tickle those pittiessss mmhmm yep armsss up cutie pieeee there's a cutieee! Opening up for meee like the sweeeet ticklekitten you areeeee ~ coochie coooo~ laugh itttt up get allll those amazing giggliesss outtttt ~

Yesss I dooo believe that's my finger hooked in your cute undiesss mmhmmm~ oh yes squirm and writhe. Let's tickleee those thighsssss and get your legs moving. I'll just keep my hand hooked hereeee and oooh we'll seee what happensss, see what kinda cards we get back with this bet mmmhmm~ becauseee I bettttt I just happen to betttt that you're gonna wriggle alll around when I tickle you likeee thisss little pinchyyy tickliessss and these undiesss ohhh they're gonna stay with meeee because you can't help yourselffff you just wannna be allll adorably helplesslyyyy naked for your ticklemama you don't wanna miss anyyyyy ticklessss nooo you love your tiiickles huh? Tell meee how much you loooove your ticklesss mmhmm~

And there we goooo look at youu ~ just look at youuu tumbling all around and showing off that royal areaaaa ~ you just wanted me to seee that ticklish tushhhh didn't youuuuu that's why you tumbled down and your undies came down your legs for meeee ~ look at that peeeeeach! Do you have a ticklish peach huhhh? You're all bouncyyy darlingggg ~ is it because my nails are behind your kneeees? Yeahhh is that a spottttt? How abouttt hereee? On your thigh backssss? Awww look at you writheee yesss pound those handsssss kick those feeeet ~ it's nottt stopppingg nopppee nopeee ~! this is where you belong, alll nakeddd and ticklish and tickled and taunted by your ticklemama yessss ticklemama knowwwsss she knowwsss how much you loooove thissss ~

How about some back snugglesss? Back snugglesss? Yesss sooo lovellyyyyyy I can lay over youuuu and let you feeell all this material and alll my long soft hair draping down like ticklyyy curtainsss and ohoo yesss I'm gonna squeeeze those sides yes I ammmm and I'm gonna strum those riiibbbiess from back hereee~ up and downnnn and you can giggle it allll outtttt ~ ahhh it's like outfit is tickling you huhhh and my hairrrr ~ yesss I'm just tickles head to toe aren't I? Mmmh ~ that's why I'm the ticklemama and you're the adorableeee cutieeee pie caught in my web mmmhmmm~

Sooo let's justtt get youuu turned over my pancake ~ come onnn come onn flip for meee I'm gonna poke and poke and poke until you dooooo~ yesss ticklemama wants a gooood look at your front ~ yesss the front! Mmhm gotta tickle the fronttt oh yess we do yes we doooohooo! Nowww if you would justtt cooperate with meeeee I have my scarves allll ready for youuuuu yessss the pink and purple for your armsssss and we'll get you nice and snuggggg and oh yess tickle tickle on these underarmssss gotta testtt with my flittering nailsss in your pittiessss mmhmm and now your anklesss I looove to tie ankles with my black sparklyyy scarves I just don't know whyyy mmhmmm~ and tickle tickle tickleeee under your toesss let's see them scrunchhh and see you try to kick freee noooope ~ you can kick and pulll but you're not going anyyyywheree noooopeee!

Whewww what a little journeyy huh? Sooo much work to get you alll gigglyy blushyyy silly naked and stretched out for meeee ~ And nowww you can just giggle your sillyyy head offff because I have oooh ~ I have my blush brushhhh and I yesssss I'm gonna braid my haiiiir realll quick and we're gonna take my brushhyyy and my braid tippppp and we're gonna just stroke and stroke and brush and brush this bodyyyyy and hummmmm the happiest happ happpp melodiesss across your bellyyyyyyy and don't you worrryyyy you'll still be sooo cutely naked and helpless to the softttt caressesss of my lil outfitttt the whole timeeee ~<3

[k-x-tana]

'I see you'

Pairings: Merida DunBroch & Hiccup Haddock Horrendous III (mostly platonic)

Word count: 5,424

Synopsis:

After reuniting with his mother during a crusade for magic, Hiccup is overwhelmed by the things that this event has awakened, however, he is not alone, a good friend comes to help him.

Or, where Merida and Hiccup tell each other parts of their lives that they hadn’t allowed themselves to share with anyone else.

(Most of this is just Hiccup and Merida telling each other how they viewed their stories)

Warnings: Abandonment issues, regret, insecurities.

Author's note:

Hi everyone! First of all, this is my first fanfic ever, I wrote this just to please my 9-year-old-self and she was obsessed with mericcup, but it has little to no romantic content, it's more of a character study, I needed to understand MY Hiccup, because I changed A LOT of the HTTYD plot, I really just stayed with the first movie, the rest it's just little bits of all of the other things, so keep that in mind. For me it's just the start on a slow burn but but you don't have to see it the same way.

Also, this is part of a RoTBTFD saga, and if you just like all of this people being friends, no shipp drama (not even the canon one), then the first book of said saga is for you, no shipps, just friends and bonding and a little bit of angst, after that, there willl be slowburn mericcup, so stay tuned! (The thing with Hiccup and Valka would be fixed eventually, it's in their nature to understand).

Thanks for reading!

Other places to read:

AO3 (english)

AO3 (spanish)

Wattpad (spanish)

That morning, Hiccup discovered that her mother had not been killed by a dragon, leaving no trace behind, but left Berk, she had seen how a dragon showed curiosity for her son, saw that dragons are not bloodthirsty beasts, she thought maybe there was something else behind all this ridiculous war, but if so, in the village they would never listen to her, they would probably throw her overboard; being the village chieftess would not gain her any privileges. So she left her son in the care of her husband, and left the only home she had ever known.

When Valka and Stoick reunited, she was sure he would hate her; but her husband simply took her face, wiped her tears and welcomed her back into the family; turns out that Vikings don’t usually stop to think about the past. Or, well, most Vikings.

At first Hiccup was happy, but as the day went on, he began to think about what it meant for his mother to be gone, everything plummeted when in his mind a short, simple and hurtful phrase echoed: "So, that’s why she left me".

That terrible idea did not come alone, it took many different forms, but so far it had not left him alone. Hiccup retained his emotions as much as he could, it wasn’t something he used to do, but this time he didn’t really know how to act, so he kept a slight smile all day and just watched her parents dance, love and tell how much they had missed each other. During the night everything exploded. In his insomnia, Hiccup was scheming so many ideas and questions that he thought he would ignite at any moment. Then he began to feel that he was short of air and that he had a big, heavy lump in his throat, he needed fresh air urgently, so he began to walk towards the exit, and he inadvertently started running; he only stopped outside the ice cave, then the air began to fill his lungs again, but it was not enough to continue to hold the cry and fell on his knees. Shortly after that, Toothless arrived, he brought a boot and a blanket, the dragon had accompanied him for many nights where it was only him, Toothless, the fire of the chimney and his silent tears, today he did not care to let out sobs or gasps, he was tired of being silent.

The pair of friends were huddled together, until the sound of the iron falling interrupted them.

-Hiccup? Oh my, are you hurt? Is everything okay?

It was Merida, her hair looked even more agitated than usual and she had an untied boot. What they heard was the girl’s huge sword that she had dropped to the ground as soon as she saw Hiccup hugging Toothless and rushed over to make sure they were okay.

-What are you doing up?

-I... couldn’t sleep and I heard you running away, I thought something would have attacked you, besides, I don’t know if your sense of direction is as bad as Corona’s and I didn’t want you to get lost here by yourself.

She finished scanning them and their agitated breathing began to stabilize, apparently no one had hurt them. However, she noticed his friend’s wet eyes and the dragon’s sad look.

-Oh Hiccup, do you need anything? I can give you some space, or listen to you or just stay with you without talking or-

-Stay. Please stay.

The boy wiped his face a little, sat on the edge of an overhanging rock and pointed the place to her. She sat and then turned to him:

-Do you... want to talk?

-I’m not sure, but I’d like to try.

-Whatever you need.

She smiled at him, and he returned the gesture. Toothless moved a little so that Merida could reach his head to scratch it. Hiccup took a deep breath:

-These days have left me exhausted, but today more than tired, I am... confused, I think, a little angry even. Meeting your mother after 20 years shouldn’t be so painful, I should be happy, all my life I was imagining what my life would have been like if she had been with me at Berk. I thought that would have made the days where I haven't met Toothless yet, well, easier. I never imagined there would be a life with her away from the island, and now I’m not sure what I would have preferred, or why I care so much to answer that question.

-How did you imagine your life with her before?

-Well... I don’t know, I think that more than having her with me, I needed someone to keep me company, anyone. I know it’s hard to believe, but I wasn’t always "Berk’s pride".

In the last sentence Hiccup made his voice deeper and bent his arms showing his thin biceps. "At least he still maintains his terrible sense of humor," she thought. Then the boy returned to his hunched pose, resting his elbows on his knees.

-I tried to fit in as much as I could with the other Vikings, to be strong and big like them, but as hard as I tried I could never, not quite. You know? For the last attack before we faced the red death, my father needed volunteers to go on an expedition to find the nest, and nobody wanted to go until he said that whoever stayed would have to take care of me. Of all the adults in the village, only Gobber, the old woman and a couple of farmers stayed on the island. Maybe they didn’t see me as a productive member of the community, and I was always screwing up, but they didn’t gave me a chance to prove otherwise either, they’re too stubborn to do something like that. Before I understood that dragons are not enemies, I was always to be equal to others, or not to get in the way. I was so lonely for so long.

Merida thought of her father, he taught her that she had potential, to develop it, she couldn't imagine what life could have been in the castle without him. However, the walls of the castle were very lonely as well, more so when her brothers were not yet born.

-And today, to see her, to know her a little... We are very similar, now I see that all of this-

He pointed at all of himself.

-Didn’t came out of nowhere. I think having her would have made me feel accompanied, understood. And the worst thing is that she saw Berk, she lived there, Gods! She was the head of the village! , she saw everything that was wrong about dragons, and she saw me, she knew I was not as strong as the rest because I came early to this world and almost died in the crib. Still, I don’t understand what made her think Berk was a good place to leave me all alone. And I know it’s unfair to say that, I had my father and Gobber, but being the Chief while grieving her, I wasn’t his only responsibility, since I was 7 he left me almost totally in charge of Gobber, and neither of them ever listens to me. I don’t understand how anyone can make that decision... But I’m willing to listen, maybe I don’t like what she'll say, but I think I need answers.

The boy turned to see his friend, and was surprised to see her gaze fixed on him, it seemed that she was about to release an arrow, one would think that that expression would be intimidating, but Hiccup had seen her frown the same way when Jack showed her the way, or when Rapunzel explained to her how they had solved the whole matter of her hair, the sun and the moon; she was simply paying attention to him, only that he had never seen her so determined (and so close). The boy felt the heat running down his face to his ears and looked down, he thanked for his tan skin and Odin who hid the sun so she wouldn't notice. Even now that he was used to being listened attentively by the entire village, he had never talked about that part of his life with anyone, not even Astrid, because it was not necessary, she had seen it with her own eyes.

-What about the blonde girl? I thought you and her... Well, you have a very strong connection, I thought she would have been with you since the beginning.

-You mean Astrid?

-She’s the only blonde girl in the group, Haddock, I doubt you can mistake her for Gobber.

The boy smiled slightly, she was right, and he really needed sleep.

-Oh, well, she became my friend thanks to Toothless, like everyone else, although our story is a little more complicated than that. I remember when we were barely 10 years old I used to go out and walk in the woods as far as I could, and once I got lost, that time I thought the rest of my life I would live among deer and rabbits, but she found me, told me "no Viking should be left behind", then took my hand, guided me through the forest showing me in detail what was the way back. By the time we saw the village again, she had my heart in her hands.

-You really are easy to impress, huh?

-Hey, that was the first time someone from the village care to help me. And the first time someone called me a 'Viking'.

-As you say, lover boy.

-Well, after that, it was about four years of absolutely nothing, at best she scolded me, saying that I had to take my place among others, take things seriously or try harder. Today I understand why she told me all those things, she was one of the few who had a little common sense, and it was always central to her the commitment to Berk and the community, without blind trust, of course. She was the first to trust me and Toothless, the first to know about him, and the first to support me in the fight against the red death. But it was only until that moment that she really saw me, that she regarded me as more than just another child in the village. And after the battle with the dragons ended, she... Well, she fell in love with me, and she didn’t know what to do with that, so she acted like nothing happened, and when I tried to get close to her, she would get me away, usually with hurtful words.

-How did you solve that? You look so close now...- She had the same eyes a kid has when the bedtime story gets too exciting.

-Actually, we fixed it because I exploded and asked for an explanation

-Did you have to explode to ask for an explanation?

-Huh, I guess so.

-And did you told each other how you felt?

-It sounds easier than it is, but yes, long story short we did. Now that we knew that we loved each other, it seemed pretty easy to fix everything, right? Well, we tried to be together for a while, but we realized that we wanted different things, she wanted to stay and I wanted to leave, and that what was good for us was just to support each other and that made our friendship even stronger, she would make sure I don't lose the floor and I would help her... Well, I’m not really sure, but she likes me a lot so I guess I have to do something right. She’s like my soul mate and she’s one of the most important people in my life.

-So you’re not together now?

-Nope, this guy is single. Why? You interested?

Hiccup arched an eyebrow and gave her a smirk. A very dumb one. Merida let out a chortle, although it really sounded far away from a normal laugh.

-Okay, I have experience with rejections, but you didn’t have to make fun of me like that.

Hiccup’s remark only made her laugh more, and instead of feeling offended, the laugh became contagious.

-I guess I have a bright future, I have found my mother, new friends, a mission, an opportunity to learn more about dragons... Maybe I didn’t get a girlfriend with a stunning Scottish accent, but whatever.

-If you keep making me laugh we’ll wake up the others.

-It seems that I touched a nerve.

-You have no idea.

-I could, if you'd like to tell me...

-I would like to, but I’m not sure this is the right timing, you are my priority right now.

There was silence for a moment, a warmer feeling in Hiccup's stomach.

-Gods, you have no idea how much I like to hear that.

Hiccup smiled at Merida, and this time she was the one who suddenly had her face as red as her hair. She didn’t thank anything nor anyone, she was well aware that even in the dark night her carmine face was evident.

-I’d like to say that to you more often, but if you’re going to get all sentimental every time I do, then I think I’ll keep it for special occasions only.

-Ha ha, how funny, even when you blush for my charms you take advantage of my vulnerability.

-You’re not as charming as you think, Haddock.

-Ouch, okay. Thanks for your consideration, but I think a distraction might help, let me listen to you for a while, would you?

Merida sighed, took her hands to her face, hoping the cold touch would help lower the temperature of her cheeks.

-Okay, I’ll tell you.

Hiccup got up, moving a little away from the edge, Toothless accompanied him and settled down so that the two friends could lie down on him and look at the stars. Merida understood and settled down on the side of Hiccup, arranged the blanket that Toothless had brought to cover them both.

-You see, a few years ago, my mother sent three letters to the lords of the allied houses, Macguffin, Dingwall and Macintosh. I had already reached the appropriate age to make the traditional games for the heirs of each house to fight for my hand in marriage.

-Wow, do they really do that in your village?

-I’ll get to that. And actually, we are a kingdom.

-Alright new-world girl, get on with your story.

-So, all my life I lived inside the castle, I only went out to ride Angus or for some lesson; I do not know how my mother expected me to be ready to marry when I had only had human contact with my family and the people who work in the castle; or maybe that’s the whole point. Anyway, back then, my mom and I had a terrible relationship, she wanted me to become this perfect princess, a symbol of righteousness and grace that is always at the service of all and whose life is limited to tending the castle and the lands. And I’ve never wanted that, I mean, now I understand why all the boring protocols I’ve been taught throughout my life are important, and why I'm important. But at the time my mother only thought that this was the only goal of my life and I thought that nothing that happened made sense.

-I think I would have thought the same as you.

-It was difficult not to do so when no one ever explains you the reason for something but force you to obey it.

-Touché.

-When the lords and their sons arrived, my mother explained the rules "Only the firstborn of each clan can compete for the hand of the princess of DunBroch", and well, I am the firstborn of my clan. And, according to tradition, the princess chooses the activity with which the clans compete.

-Let me guess, you chose archery

-Duh. Nonetheless, when I faced the clans to defend my hand I almost started a war. My mother was furious, we had a big fight and I thought that the only way to achieve what I wanted was by changing my mother so that the thought that bethrothing me to some lord was not necessary. I took Angus and I rode into the forest, we reached some very old stone steles, in my kingdom we say that those stones were placed by benevolent trolls, and that there they wrote instructions to control magic, as a symbol of peace between the men and the creatures of the forest. It’s a very important magic center. When I got there, the first thing I saw was a path of little blue fire-like creatures, what we call Will-o’-the-whisp, souls that decided to stay longer on earth to guide the living to their destiny. They took me to a witch’s cabin and I asked for an enchantment to change my mother, I wanted her to stop believing that marriage was a good idea, but when I came home and gave the enchantment to my mom, she turned into a bear. Once again I acted without knowing the consequences.

"Magic really is strong in DunBroch", he thought while trying to hide his amazed expression. At the same time, he remembered having an encounter with something very similar to this souls Merida described, but kept it to himself.

-Then I had to take her out of the castle, and try to find answers. Meanwhile, my mom and I had the opportunity to get to know each other a little better, she listened to me and I listened to her, or something like that, she was a bear, she couldn’t communicate with anything but gestures.

-That explains why it is so easy for you to understand Toothless.- he said, althoug he didn't mean it to be outloud. He scolded himself.

-You think so? Corona is also tactful with animals and this boy gets along very well with Jack.

She said as she scratched the dragon’s forehead, he seemed very comfortable and happy.- He relaxed a bit, he hadn't lied anyways.

-Yes, but you listen more calmly and do it more often, I think you are the only one who "converses" with him besides me. I would even say you're his second favorite, after me, of course.

Toothless turned a little to lick Merida’s face.

-Toothless, I told you that doesn’t come off! Stubborn, giant lizard. Wait, I have a handkerchief over here.

-Don’t worry, that's how you show affection, don’t you? oh, poor boy, the bad Viking mistreats you?

Toothless nodded, feigning a painful scream as Merida scratched his chin.

-Great, another rejection.

-What can I say?, everyone wants a little of me, you should get used to it.

-And here I thought that this trip would lead me to make more friends, not to lose those I already have.

-Do you want to keep listening to my story or are you going to keep feeling sorry for yourself?

-Please continue, at least I will know well who is leaving me alone in the world once more.

Merida rolled her eyes, but she contained laughter.

-Well, we went back to the witch’s cabin, and it turned out she left us a message, said we only had two days to undo the enchantment or my mother would become a bear forever, and just recited a couple of rhymes as a clue.

The girl cleared her throat a little and gave a more mystical tone to her voice:

-’Fate be changed, look inside. Mend the bond torn by pride.’

Hiccup felt chills, sometimes he forgets that Merida can have visions and recite prophecies, when the girl’s blue eyes became glassy, as if looking at something in the distance, while speaking in Gaelic.

-That was really creepy.

-I think you’re too soft.

-Oh come on, attacking me again. Better keep talking.

-As you wish. The point is that it didn’t really tell us anything, so we left, frustrated. Well, before that we made a couple of weird mixes with the jars the witch had left and almost destroyed the whole cabin.

-I think we should reconsider entrusting you with the spell...

-Haven’t you just say you wanted a chance to prove yourself despite your mistakes and-

-Okay, okay, I get it.

-Better. Then we were discouraged and nervous, but once again the will-o’-the-whisp guided us, this time towards the ruins of an old kingdom. That’s where I had my first vision. I touched a broken carved stone, and I saw a man become a bear in an ancient throne room. You see, my mother always told me the story of an ancient kingdom, the king divided the kingdom among his four sons before he died, but the elder was superb, and proclaimed himself the legitimate leader of all the land above his brothers, The war on those lands continued until my father and the lords united to defeat a common enemy. Remember when I told you how my father lost his leg?

-He was attacked by a bear called Mort

-Mor'du, but yes. It turned out that in all that time, the greedy son who faced his brothers became Mor'du, he wanted the strength of 10 men and asked the witch for the same enchantment as me. When I returned to the present and saw the broken stone, I understood what the witch told me: during the fight with my mother, I cut in half a tapestry that she was making, the whole family was in it, I sliced my sword right were my mother and I held hands. That tapestry had to be mended. Suddenly, in the shadows I saw a huge beast full of arrows that pierced his thick skin, a blind eye, and a black and ruffled fur that was advancing dangerously towards me. Without knowing it, we had entered Mor'du’s home. My mother and I ran and we managed to lose him. Now that we knew what to do, we went sneaking to the palace. Meanwhile, in the castle, things were getting tense, the lords wanted to know which clan I was going to marry. My father defended me every second...

Merida smiled slightly, remembering her father's courage.

-Before mending the tapestry we had to avoid a war, so I went to talk to the lords while my mother explained to me with signs what to say, and against all odds, my mother asked me to say to break with tradition and give me and the young heirs, the opportunity to follow our heart and find love in its time.

-That's hard to believe, amazing.

-I know, I wouldn't have expected it, I was honestly about to pick one of those three before my mother stopped me to give a precious speech about making our own decisions.

-Really? Which one were you going to choose?

Hiccup's eyes were mischievous. In less than a second, Merida’s face was boiling.

-It is not important.

-Oh, come on, I don’t even know them.

-Most likely you will.

-Even if I have the pleasure of meeting then, I promise not to tell anyone.

-Hiccup, I trust you, I’m not worried that you’ll tell them, I’m worried that you’ll know.

-All right, I won't insist further.

Until then she had not wanted to tell anyone, but Hiccup had entrusted her with a vulnerable part of his life. It wasn’t that she owed him anything, but she wanted things to be reciprocal, so she took a deep breath and let go:

-Macguffin, I would have chosen Macguffin.

Hiccup seemed surprised, but ventured to ask more.

-What is Macguffin like?

-Well, today I know he’s kind, altruistic, sensitive and a great friend, but at the time I would have chosen him more than anything because the other two guys didn’t show their best side, Macintosh had a terrifying outburst of anger when his shot wasn’t perfect, And Dingwall just looked distracted and you could tell miles away that he was only there to do a duty to his clan, at least Macguffin seemed interested in me and not in my title. Although if we’re strict, I should have been Lady Dingwall, he was the one who hit his the bullseye, even if it was mere coincidence.

-Merida Macguffin... It doesn’t sound so bad. They match.

The girl hid her face between her red curls, and spoke to Hiccup in a very faint voice.

-For Gods’ sake, Haddock.

The boy laughed.

-Come on, Merida, I’m just messing with you.

-I know...

-Why don’t you finish your story instead? I suppose you managed to break the spell.

The girl looked up at Hiccup, nodded and came out of her hiding.

-Fortunately, although it was not easy, the will-o'-the-wisp led me once again to the stones, they were about to kill my mother, I had to fight with my father, and if it was not enough trouble, Mor'du decided to go out to greet. My mother and the devil bear had a gruesome fight, but Mom got one of the stones to fall on him. When Mor'du stopped breathing, his soul came out of his body and gave us a little bow, before turning into a whisp himself; it seems he just needed someone to free him from the bear skin he got himself into. When it was all over, the sun began to shine, I hurried and covered my mother with the tapestry, begging the gods and fate not to be too late. And for a moment it was it, I saw my mother lose the white in her eyes and become just a creature of the forest, and I felt the weight of the world on me. I thought I had lost her forever, and it was my fault. There are still days when I have nightmares where I really lose her like that, where i loose her because I was selfish and stubborn.- He saw something in Merida, something he thougt impossible: fear, regret.

-That day, life gave me another chance, and my mother returned to her human form, just like my brothers. After all the fuss, my mother and I really changed, I took her lessons more seriously, and she was more patient with me. Now we both hear each other, and we understand each other, we’re closer than ever.- Merida was watching something beyond the sea in front o of them, her eyes full of love and pain at the same time. She was far from home.

-Despite everything, I wanted to learn more about magic, how to use it, stop it, and mold it as much as possible. So without telling my parents, I went to take lessons with the same witch who gave me the spell that time, I mean, she just gave me what I asked for, and I know some problems would have been avoided if she had explained in detail what was going to happen and how to undo the spell, but she’s the only one who knew magic in the whole kingdom, and being something so alive and so present in our lives, it seemed wrong not to know anything about it, even if in doing so, I hurt the relationship with my family... My parents didn’t want me to go near magic again, but being in DunBroch that’s impossible.

-I think I understand you, the dragons were also as present in our life as the sheep and we never stopped to think why they attacked us. We just took the war for granted.

-You know? The relic I’m trying to save on this mission belongs to one of the clans, blesses them with good harvests every day of the year, and we all rely heavily on those harvests during the winter, if I didn't have asked the witch for help, right now we wouldn’t know what to do, chaos would ensue and everyone in the kingdom would be dead by next spring. I honestly think we all make a great team, I’m sure we’re gonna make it. I know that even after we recover the magic of the relic, we have a lot ahead of us. You don’t know how grateful I am to everyone for helping us with this and trusting me.

Merida tried to hide a yawn, and failed. Hiccup sneered.

-Don’t you think I should have been the one bored by your story? Or doesn’t Her Majesty usually sleep late?

-My story was not boring, Haddock. And, just so you know, I sleep a lot, sometimes in the castle, it is necessary for my mother to take the triplets to bother me to get me out of bed. And between my unexpected insomnia, Toothless and this delicious blanket, I’m more comfortable than you’d expect to be out in the open at midnight.

Hiccup realized that he was also starting to feel heavy on his eyelids. Finally, he was resting.

-Sorry I woke you up and worried you, but i'm thankful that you did.

-Hey, we’re more than a team, okay? We’re friends. The day you need me and I’m not there for you is the day my heart stops beating, I promise.

He took a moment to see the stars shining on him, and then to Merida and the kind smile she had over him. There was something comfortable in her, and not just that, she was amazing in all kinds of aspects; he found himself mentally listing all of them.

-Well...- She looked nervious and her cheeks were light pink, maybe he stared at her a little too long- I think it's time for us to go back before we fall sleep here, don't you think?

-Yeah, sure, you're right.- He got up in a jump. -Let's go.- He extended his hand to help her get up, she took it.

-I'll take the blanket!- She said in a playful tone, and hurried to cover herself with the thick fabric.

-How considerate of you...- He looked at her like she was dressed in jewels and silk. Fortunately, Merida was already walking back and didn't noticed.

That morning Hiccup thought that he would have a broken heart for the rest of the trip at least, but as he saw her leave, he realized that he wasn't so sure anymore.

[princessbratzblogz]

wishing she was inside of me.

I need my mommy.

wishing she was curling her fingerings deep in my cunt, rubbing my core of built up orgasm.

I need my mommy.

slowly rubbing my clit, in a circle

then spread my slit.

ugh I need my mommy.

grinding on my own finger isn’t enough, only her fingers makes my overfilled well drip.

the way she pulls my hair and forces eye contact.

the way she sluts out my ego. forcing my masculinity to be handled with femininity.

softening me up by slutting me out.

mommy I miss you.

only you can touch it like that and do it well mommy. only you can bounce on my cunt, and make my clit so big it slips in you while we scissor.

keep making me throb mommy. because only you will be able to satisfy the throb mommy.

I’ll be a good boy and wait, but please force me to be a good boy.

I have too much pride, fck it out me till it’s dripping.

Show me that my pride can easily get slutted away. Degrade me with your kindness while making me hear what I let you do to me.

Let me beg you for more. so you can see how serious of a need it is for you to please me. So much of a need, I’ll wait for whenever you’re willling. Because everytime is the best time.

Just know that, even though my cunt needs you alll the time, I’m so needy for you mommy I’ll take you anytime.

Anytime you allow it mommy.

I may be a boy, but I love when you are In charge.

I may be dominant outside of bed, but only you can force me to be submissive in it.

so let me throb mommy, just please when you do give it to me, give it to me good mommy. show me why I’m pathetic and patient for mommy. 🩷

because you do so good everytime 🙇🏾

- a healing trans boy 🤓✊🏾/dude Capricorn

[lpsluvblr]

Ok, here goes, some Vinnie touch-centered headcanons:

this one might be obvious at this point but his love language is very much physical touch

his favourite ways of being hugged is to be hugged from behind or being picked up in any way to get hugged

he looooves massages, professional or not, foot or back massages are great for him. He was not aware how great it would feel for him until one day he went to a spa with Zoe, not thinking much about it, he was just mainly going there to spend some time with his friend, you know? But then he received a massage and was never the same again

kinda related to the previous one, but he loves massage chairs and whenever seeing one, like in a shopping mall of something, he can't help but spend his money on that sweet sweet massage chair (idk how common it is actually so I thought I should explain that what I mean is that in especially bigger shopping malls here there are sometimes one or two massage chairs that you can use for a certain amount of time for certain amount of money and that's what I mean)

as much as he is not willing for his hair to be touched because he doesn't want it messed up, he's more than happy to let someone play or experiment with it because just kinda touching around his scalp and pulling on his hair feels sooo good, especially the pulling part

sometimes when he really craves touch and it so happens that someone else (that he wants to be touched by) is standing right next to him but not quite touching he willl be so distracted by it because he wants that touch so much he just keep focusing on that person and he swears he feels the hair on his arms standing in anticipation

whenever he is especially content with touch and is in a standing position he will lift one of his legs, happens especially with kissing but can be anything really

he's perfectly fine with being picked up at any moment for any reason, no warning needed, and in any way too, be it sitting on someone's shoulders or back or being held bridal style but also being picked up like a luggage or upside down is fine with him

if he really wants your attention and is not getting it (or just feels like it) he will cling to one of your legs with his entire body, so now you have a choice, either give him what he wants or try walking like it (orrrr I mean you can try to kick him off, shouldn't be that hard actually)

he loooves touching muscular people because first - it's impressive, second - it feels so different to usual soft not muscly skin and I mean, it's not like most people he knows have any sort of muscles. So if he has a permission, yes yes he wants to touch the pecks and he also wants to test the strenght by hanging off of their arms and stuff like that

ok, and a last one for now, sometimes he will pretend to trip just to "accidentaly" fall into someone's arms. No no, he didn't do that on purpose, he just tripped, you know like he often does, and just so happened to fall into someone's arms >:3

Ok this took some time to get to too sorry haha but as always I’m so excited that this was sitting in my ask box so let’s GOOOOO!!!

-This first one I agree 100% he can’t live without touch it’s a fact at this point even if he acted like he could I believe he really couldn’t especially if the person he wants touch from isn’t around then he’s just sad awe give him all touch this man needs this 😩

- hugs yes he needs all the hugs it’s a way he can be so close to someone plus being squished/squeezed seems like something he associate with a positive feeling kinda like oh they are squeezing me with this hug that must me they really missed me or maybe they need that hug as well? So he’s happy to do so. On a side note he’s so easy to pick up and at this point it’s easier then walking so if the offer is there of corse he’d jump on it lol and being lifted a chance to be tall for a bit yes please!

- him going to the spa so much they’d know him by name and what he wants his friends may have to have an intervention for him Zoe doesn’t know it yet but she’s giving him a new addiction lol and he seems like the type to also spend money on what makes him happy so every pay check would just be spent there but he wouldn’t see it “darling you have a problem” “what no I don’t!” “you can’t make me stop” and they’d. Try to explain to much of a good thing to him but they’d support his happiness and relaxation by saying he could do spa dates with Zoe instead lol

- every time he goes to the mall he just books it to the chairs lol they just leave him there “oh he’s fine we know where to find him” or they make Vinnie the meeting spot like “meet back to Vinnie in an hour?” Bonus sometimes he falls asleep but it’s such a good nap though!

- his hair though you don’t know how many styles I’ve pictured him with but I know you like it long for him so I’m going to go with that for this but yes! That and the girls style it in so many ways and he just sits/ lays there and lets them relaxed plus having it washed by someone else he’d be in heaven letting it happen I have to admit I agree with him lol

- THIS ok so he just is there and they are so close but he just can’t get to what he wants (poor thing) I wonder if he’d eventually find a way to get closer to that person or just let them be and sit there in space dreaming of their touch or he goes home imagining that a pillow for example would be what he didn’t get in the moment and he hold regret but imagine when he did get what he wanted he’d never let it go.

- awe this one is such a classic I feel like if just shows that he’s so happy but listen if he had a tail it would be wagging imagine little wags when he’s happy but back one track to his little happy leg habit soooo cute!!

- again Vinnie is just made for this I mean he’s small and chill so he’s just down for whatever lol plus it could be useful for a bunch of reasons like imagine (he’s mad and wants to fight someone and he gets picked up and leaves with said person or he’s super drunk and he just gets thrown over the shoulders of someone and is like “ok” there’s so many real this man can just be scooped he loves it so much though.

-Lol this one made me laugh he just won’t let go image he’s clinging while whining too the more the better so he’ll have a better chance of getting what he wants and he’s strong when he wants to be so I guess that person is stuck with him now until he decides he’s done with you 🤣

-I think I know where this one came from 🤭 but this man cannot resist muscles,abs I mean not just staring but getting to touch would be sensory pleasure for him and I bet he could just sit there for hours just touching muscles and being like 🤤 its why he can’t go to the gym anymore because he just can’t handle all the muscle men being in one place and he hopes they all eventually ask “wanna feel?” And then they flex for him plus him hanging off of things is also something I headcannon him doing for fun like minka so yeah why wouldn’t someone’s body be one of those things lol

- manipulation I LOVE not as dumb as you think he is hehe especially with Sunil I swear he’d also act like it kinda hurt to get extra attention even going as far as to make a popping sound at the right moment for extra affect BUT really that’s a true headcannon right there I mean did you see the first episode bro knew what he was doing 😆

This was so much fun! Gah I gotta get to sending you more things too I love seeing how others see them especially your beloved I learn new things about him everyday and it inspires me so much Thank you!!! 🙃

[captainofthestrangestship]

Look I love emo McCoy who blows up his life because of the things that happen in STID or in Beyond as much as the next guy but what about an aos!McCoy who doesn’t do that and actually likes being on the Enterprise?

So the events of Beyond happen slightly differently so that both Jim and Spock both decide to leave the Enterprise, ie for this they have to be way more emotionally closed off than they actually are at the end of the movie. Meaning after they go through the hours of debriefing necessary after Beyond, Jim tells Spock that he’s accepted the role of vice admiral on Yorktown, saying he’ll recommend Spock for the Captaincy. Spock stands there for a second, like this is super awkward, I have decided that my presence is more requited on New Vulcan and I am continuing Ambassador Spock’s work.

They would stand there in an uncomfortable silence neither willing to talk through this and if its even a good idea or not and then they both nod at each other, “this was a great discussion, good luck on New Vulcan” “I wish your endeavour as Vice Admiral is fulfilling” and get the hell out of there.

At some point later Jim finally tells McCoy, he’s been putting it off since he knows Bones will try and talk him out of it and he really can’t handle that.

Bones of course tells him he’s being an idiot and what the hell do you think you’re going to do behind a desk. Jim just tells him its what he wants and that he’s doing what best for him. Bones doesn’t push too hard and just tells him some day he’s going to wake up and hate his life so much that he would be willling to steal a spaceship just to be captain again.

But then Bones sorta throws him for a loop, and tells Jim he’s going to miss him and the Enterprise won’t be the same without him. Not that he would ever admit it but Jim was sure that Bones would also leave the Enterprise if he left and maybe even take a position on the Yorktown, Cos like Bones hates space and Bones has sorta gone above and beyond for Jim. Jim really doesn’t know what to do about this. Since he’s emotionally closed off he does’t ask Bones to leave the Enterprise with him, so he just lets that idea go.

So McCoy stays as CMO because he’s already done the whole running away when things get tough thing and he actually loves being in space and exploring the great unknown, he just likes to complain. Also he can’t exactly hypo Jim and drag him back onto the Enterprise to be captain

Meaning Sulu becomes captain, Uhura is still chief communications officer, Chekov is the navigator,  Scotty obviously stays as CE, Carol comes back as science officer and some rando is the pilot. (dont know who the first officer would be either Uhura or Chekov or maybe a new person who’s older)

Over the next five years McCoy stays in touch with both Jim and Spock, basically trying to get both of them to realise they belong on the Enterprise but neither budge. 

The crew have fun wacky hijinks in space, while Jim and Spock both grow to hate the work they’re actually doing. Maybe Jim gets promoted to admiral which he some how hates even more. Spock realises he still is sorta out of place among Vulcans and has not actually married a good Vulcan girl and had children like he thought he was going to (how he survives pon farr is anyones guess) McCoy can see it on their faces when they talk but he’s stuck in the middle of deep space so theres nothing he can really do. (he also knows they have to come to this realisation themselves) However McCoy is having a great time, loving space, loving his job and doing the badass doctor thing. (I do think he tells them this hoping it will change their minds or maybe make them jealous or to be like what the hell guys I’m enjoying life, you guys should be happy too. This does not work)

Then finally the five year mission is over, Jim and Spock both go to Earth to see the triumphant return of the flagship. 

McCoy just looks at both of them for a few moments and asks if they’re ready to steal that spaceship yet (and to get their heads out of their asses)

[goatlingsvent]

its genuinely so sad how little old ads move on site. people bumping threads over and over for months asking for those rare old things like dotd and reinling and swn but getting nothing in response willl never not feel a little tragic. i miss when old users actually played the site like when i joined. can yall come back even if its just to sell please we're desperate out here

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