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good morning sibyl ā¦ prompt: sleepy buddie š“š¤©
omg yay....this is the one i kinda started last night because i was excited!! also im sorry hima...i broke the rules right off the bat because this is slightly over 1k šš plz forgive me....
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Itās late when they make it back. Christopherās been passed out since they crossed the state line. Eddieās absolutely exhausted, a little delirious from eleven and a half hours in the car but so, so happy as the little house on Bedford Drive comes into view. He gets Chris awake enough to shuffle inside and get into bed, and then drags their bags inside, leaving them in the front hall. Everything else can wait.
Tomorrow theyāre going to head straight to Buckās in the morning to surprise himāEddie promised Chris it would be the first thing they did when they got back to LA. Heās already checked with Bobby to make sure heās not on shift.
Heād been too scared to tell Buck that they were coming home. Terrified that Chris would change his mind, or that his parents would try to stop them, or that something would happen to snatch it all away from him again. It hadnāt feel real, hadnāt felt permanent, until he walked up the front steps.
Now, easing down the familiar creaky hallway and pushing open the bedroom door, Eddie lets out the breath heās been holding since the day Chris left.
The sight that greets him on the other side of the door steals that breath right back.Ā
Thereās someone lying in his bed. Eddie knows itās Buck before he can even understand how he knows itās Buck. As if he could recognize him from just the outline of his sleeping body in the dark.
In the wake of his initial surprise, Eddie is filled with something he can only call peace. Heās home. Theyāre home. And somehow, it makes sense that Buck should be here, asleep in Eddieās bed like he belongs there.
Moving quietly, Eddie sheds his pants and exchanges his road-worn henley for a fresh t-shirt. Then he moves to the other side of the bed and climbs in beside Buck.Ā
āāāddie?ā comes the sleep-roughened rumble of Buckās voice.Ā
āHey,ā Eddie says softly in the dark. āI didnāt mean to wake you.ā
āSāokay. ām glad. Youāre here,ā he says, or maybe itās Iām glad youāre here.
āIām glad youāre here, too,ā Eddie says, settling onto the pillow next to him. Under the blankets, Buck moves, rolling toward him, tucking all that bulk against Eddie. Eddie wraps an arm around him, letting himself, in this quiet, unguarded moment, live in the spaces of Buckās body, in the warm certainty that no matter how far he goes, Buck will always be his home.
He breathes in, letting all the tension of the last few weeks dissipate, and presses his cheek into the hollow of Buckās throat. Sleep is creeping up on him, waiting to pull him under.
Buck lets out a little hum, almost a moan, and turns his face toward Eddieās.Ā
Itās as natural as anything to meet him there, lips nudging together in a kiss thatās sweet and soft until it isnāt. Until Buck grabs the back of Eddieās head, angling his face to kiss him deeper, until Eddie opens his mouth to greedily drink every sigh and whimper from Buckās mouth, until he presses Buck down against the sleep-warm sheets and kisses him and kisses him and kisses him.
But sleep is still lapping at his edges, and soon the near frantic need slows into something languid and undemanding.
Buck sighs his name, sounding half a step from sleep himself, and they settle again, tangled together.
āIām gonna tell you everything in the morning,ā Eddie promises. Means it, too, when he says everythingāeverything that went down in El Paso with his parents, with Chris, everything heās been keeping back from Buck because he couldnāt bear to tell him with eight hundred miles still between them. āBut tonight I justāIām home. Weāre home. And I love you. Thatās the most important part.ā
āI love you, too,ā Buck says, as easy as anything. Like itās something heās said a hundred times before. And maybeāmaybe it really is that easy.
Buck hums again and between one breath and the next Eddie feels him drop back off.Ā
He follows soon after.
When Eddie wakes, heās alone. It takes him a full minute to even remember where he isānot in Texas anymore thank godā and an additional few seconds to remember that Buck was in his bed last night.
Thatās also about when he hears the sound of the kitchen door closing just a little too hard.
Heās out of bed so quickly heās almost dizzy, stumbling across the hall and into the kitchen where he finds Buck.
Buck who is not, as Eddie might have thought, shuffling around in his pajamas trying to get the coffee going for them. Instead heās standing fully dressed, shoes on, with a duffle bag slung over his shoulder.
Eddie leans against the doorway. āWere you seriously gonna try to sneak out?ā
Buck jumps at the sound of his voice and then immediately goes rigid, his head angled down like a dog waiting to be scolded for bad behavior. āEddie.ā
āWell?ā Eddie asks.
āIāā Buck chokes out, his shoulders stiffening, his hand clenched around the strap of his duffle bag. āIām sorry.ā
āFor sneaking out?ā
Buck nods, face red and bright. āForāall of it. For being in your house when you wereāwhen you were gone. For sleeping in your bed. Forāfor last night.ā
āYouāre sorry for last night?ā Eddie echoes. āBuck, you kissed me.ā
Buck flinches. āI didnātāI thought I was dreaming.ā
āWhat?ā
āWhen you woke me up last night IāI thought I was still dreaming,ā Buck says. āThatās why I kissed you. And then I woke up this morning and you were really there and that meant Iād really, actually kissed you, and Iāā
āFreaked out and decided to sneak out of the house before I woke up?ā Eddie suggests.
Buck nods miserably.Ā
āAnd at any point in this freak out did it occur to you that the fact that you really, actually kissed me means that I really, actually kissed you back?ā
āIāoh.ā
āYeah, oh,ā Eddie repeats, unable to stop the smile from spreading over his face.
āYou wanted it,ā Buck says slowly. āYouā¦ā
āWant it,ā Eddie corrects, crossing the space between them and taking Buckās face in his heads. āReally, actually.ā
Buck drops the duffel bag on the ground. Eddie kisses him, as sweet and slow as heād kissed him last night. Buck makes a noise that sounds like wanting and kisses him back, holding onto Eddieās arms, thumbs digging into the soft parts of his wrists.Ā
āThis is real, Buck,ā Eddie murmurs between lush, indulgent kisses. āIām really here. Iām really home. And I really love you.ā
āI love you, too,ā Buck says, and itās so different from the way he said it last night. In the light of morning, the words are tremulous and precious, but still easy, so easy.
Eddie smiles, and before he can kiss him again, Buck pulls back.Ā
āAndā¦you donāt think itās weird?ā he asks anxiously. āThat I was, uhāliving here?ā
āWell, that explains the duffle bag,ā Eddie says mildly. His hand finds Buckās shoulder, his gaze finding Buckās. āBuck, everything has felt wrong since the second Christopher walked out that door with my parents. Last night was the first time in my life that everything, finally, felt right.ā
āOh,ā Buck says, eyes pink and wet. āThatāsāme, too. Thatās why I thought it had to be a dream.ā
Eddie kisses him again and this timeāthis time the kiss turns from soft to molten. Eddie had been too exhausted last night to even think about anything more but nowānow heās definitely thinking about it. And judging by the noises Buckās making and the way his hips hitch against Eddieās, heās thinking about it, too.
āYou know,ā Eddie says breezily, walking them backward out of the kitchen and back toward the bedroom. āWe had a pretty long drive yesterday. Chrisāll probably be asleep for the next few hours. Maybe in the meantime, we can see if I can make some of your other dreams come true.ā
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<Caleb x fem!reader>
where both you and Caleb end up doing more than butt heads about his given curfew for you.
genre/warnings: smut, pwp, mutual pinning, mutual obsession & possession, jealous!Caleb breeding kink, multiple orgasms, a lot of cum..., perverted!MC, friends to lovers?, squirting, unprotected sex, morning sex, pure Caleb brain rot, it gets pretty nasty
a/n: Caleb, Caleb, CALEB XIA YIZHOU šš the way I've been giggling over Caleb while watching his story and going back to my home screen with Sylus looking at me with his arms crossed.... Anyway, enjoy this Caleb brain rot š„¹š©· I'll do one with Caleb's military air force uniform when I can šš«”
I JUST SAW THE NEW BANNER DROP IM NOT OK IF ANYONES WONDERING.
w/c: 3.5K
Effortless. That is what Caleb feels like when his affections come to you. It bubbles and boils over when he thinks he's able to put a lid over it, and it overflows instead. It leaves him so defenseless. Yet, he can't seem to stop. It's the only thing that keeps him going in this hell.Ā
The only thing he feels is the metallic necklace barely weighing on his chest. It almost feels like you're here with him.Ā
And if you are, he wants to keep you here with him. Forever.
His eyes slowly open. His eyes focus on the hologram clock hovering at the side.Ā
You're supposed to be back already.Ā
Caleb contemplated on driving out to find you since he has your location pinging on his phone.
Since when did you have that many friends in Skyhaven? Why doesn't he know about them?
He checks the messages he's sent you, all unread.Ā
Caleb has to remind himself to stop clenching his jaw and biting his tongue.Ā
His stare towards the door grows anxious by the minute. Then he strengthens his resolve and marches towards the door, ready to leave and look for you.Ā
The second he pulls down the door handle, the jingle of the door unlocking from the outside sounds and the door swings open, making you and Caleb jump when he catches you in his arms from bumping into each other.
āCaleb!ā You squeal, flustered at the way you completely ran into him. His warmth is radiating over to your skin. āAre you okay? Where were you gonna go?ā
You watch a small pout form on his lips. He truly looks like a puppy when he does that, you can't help but think.Ā
āLook for youā, he curtly replies, making sure you've regained your balance before he releases your arms.
You straighten your posture, and sheepishly touch the nape of your neck, immediately avoiding his gaze.Ā
āAh, right. Well, I got carried away with chatting with my friends and allā¦āĀ
Caleb crosses his arms. His pout turns into a frown, and his eyebrows are scrunched.Ā
Shit. He looks mad.
You inch closer to him, your fingers grazing over his knuckles.Ā
āI'm sorry, Caleb. Don't be mad okay? I'm home now, safe and sound, in the flesh, aren't I?ā
Caleb breathes steadily, keeping his expression the same, but when you take his palm and nuzzle your cheek against it, Caleb feels the anxiety and frustration dissolve. He wants to reprimand you about the curfew, and why he implemented it in the first place. If youāve stayed missing for a second longer, he would have completely lost it. But the moment his palm nearly touches your lips, it all dissipates, as if it never existed.Ā
Caleb exhales a sigh of defeat, letting it go just this time, alongside the countless times he did.Ā
āGo shower. I left the heater on for you.āĀ
You respond with a cheeky smile that makes something in Calebās chest bloom, and he lets you go, watching you disappear into your room.Ā
Caleb hears a knock on his door. He walks over and opens it, watching you coming into view.Ā
āIs there something you need, pipsqueak?ā
You squeeze through the crack of the partially opened door and occupy his bed.Ā
āI'm just bored.ā
Even though Caleb cocks his eyebrow, he still sprouts his smile, walking over to join you on his bed.
āNot because you're trying to make it up to me for coming back past curfew?ā
Shit.Ā
Your smile playfully drops to a pout. āI got carried away yapping with my friends. You know I didn't mean toā¦āĀ
Caleb crosses his arms again.
āI could tell. My messages were all left unread.ā
You curl your fingers to your lips when you realise you've been caught.
Caleb seems upset but you still see the softness beneath.Ā
He sighs.Ā
āI'm doing this for your own good, pipsqueak. I don't like you getting caught up in this.ā
Caleb likes to think that it is that way, but he knows that it's more than just that.Ā
āAs you can tellāā youāre showing off your bodyāyour arms first then your legs, then your abdomen. But what Caleb didn't expect you to do was lift up your shirt slightly, your skin exposed, and have your shorts hike up your thighs, just to prove your point. āNothing! You can check me for tracking devices too if you want to.āĀ
Something snaps in him.
āSo do you let your friends inspect your body like that?āĀ
He crawls onto the bed, watching the smile slowly drop from your face.Ā
Calebās fingers trace your bare skin, drawing goosebumps from how ghostly the touches feel. His fingers slide from the top of your knees, and towards your thighs.
āDo you know how worried I was when you didn't answer my messages?ā
Youāre about to part your lips to respond, but he cuts you off.Ā
āI was wondering what conversations you were having that you ignored me.āĀ
āCalebāā
Heās completely trapped you against the headboard of his bed. He's trapped you with his stare.Ā
Caleb inches closer, until he's close enough. His eyes glance down to your lips for a split second before his gaze meets yours again.Ā
Your breath is shaky when he leans in closer.Ā
Then he turns away.Ā
What the fuck?Ā
You watch in disbelief as he pulls away, your breath still caught in your throat from the tension.
Calebās signature smile returns and you feel his palm stroke the back of your head.Ā
āYou should go back to bed. It's late.āĀ
He turns to open his door for you to leave.Ā
āMaybe I should start coming home later too.āĀ
He pauses in his steps.Ā
āI don't think that's a bright idea, pipsqueak.ā
You slide off his bed and walk towards his door.Ā
āMaybe not. But I have brighter ones that consist of escaping your curfew.āĀ
Youāre ready to leave the room with your victory, that is, until the door before you completely shuts. You see his shadow tower over you from behind.Ā
You turn to face Caleb, your arms are crossed.Ā
āDidnāt you ask me to go to bed?āĀ
āChanged my mind. I wanna make sure you're thoroughly inspected.ā
Youāre facing Caleb, back on his bed again. He starts with your face, but he lets his fingers linger around your lips, brushing across your bottom lip. You turn away, and his fingers catch your chin, forcing you to face Caleb.
āNo looking away.ā
His eyes are devouring every patch of skin that exists on your body. Even though you're clothed, you feel naked when he has his eyes on you this intensely. His fingertips trace back to your lips and he slides it down painfully slowlyāpast your chin, down your neck, through your sternum, past your stomach, and stops right above the elastic of your shorts.Ā
You want to shift, but you realise you can'tāyour body suddenly feels weighed down to the bed, and that's when you realise Caleb has you held down with his Evol.
The softness in Calebās eyes disappears, and something else replaces it. You watch him tug your shorts off you, and all you can do is watch helplessly.Ā
His kisses tickle from your ankle, and he builds them upwards at an agonising pace, each kiss feeling warmer as he travels up your thigh.Ā
Your heartbeat only accelerates from there, watching Caleb inch closer and closer to your cunt. Your thighs tense up from the sensitivity, the warmth of his lips spreading over your skin when you feel his tongue come in contact with your skin.Ā
āThat ticklesā, your voice is soft, as if the defiance in your tone before never existed.
Calebās lips press against your clothed pussy. Despite the fact that youāre trembling slightly, you've completely soaked your panties, and Caleb is more than happy to soak them even more.Ā
He buries his tongue, wetting the fabric even further. The pleasure draws soft moans, but evidently, it's not enough.Ā
āCalebā¦ Could you lighten your Evol?ā You plead. You want to feel him so bad.Ā
Your body instantly lightens, and you almost think you're gonna fall off the bed.Ā
Something else holds you down this time, and it's Caleb.Ā
He tilts your chin up to have your lips meet his, now his kisses melting off the thoughts in your brain. Warmth burns through your skin. It takes you seconds to realise Caleb is lifting your shirt off you.
The clothing article is the next victim tossed somewhere else on the bed.Ā
You take his cheeks to your palms.
āI really need you now, Caleb.ā
The softness returns to his eyes momentarily.Ā
āAre you sure you're okay with this?ā
āI'll hop off right now and head straight to bed if you don'tā, you huff. Fuck, the anticipation is just clawing through your insides, begging for Caleb to do something.
He playfully scoffs.Ā
āWe both know you wouldn't.āĀ
Caleb tugs your panties to the side, and lines himself to your hole.
He thrusts into you in one swift motion, and you feel it all the way in. It knocks your breath out of you. Caleb watches you helplessly gasp for air and adjust to his size. Heās just filled you so full.Ā
Heās still supporting you so you don't fucking pass out. He feels you scratch all over his back from the pressure but he stays still, at least, until you've adjusted.Ā
āShit. You're so fuckinā warm for meā, he hisses into your neck, trying his best not to thrust into you. You feel so tight for him, he feels so good just staying there.
He stretches you open for himāyour pussy fluttering at the feeling of him filling you up. The pressure slowly fades and you quickly adjust to his size.
Your vision blurs when he thrusts into you from belowāthe sensation so overwhelming that it's making you tear up.Ā
āSo goodā, you sigh, struggling to keep your eyes openāalmost impossible when his cock is hitting your g-spot over and over again. Sparks burst into your eyelids whenever he hits the spot and it's evident that he knows heās able to unravel you just like that, so easily.Ā
āCalebā¦ā, you moan. Calebās still fucking you, feeling the way you're just squeezing him, watching the way your fingers have gone clawing his back to his bedsheets, the way your tits are bouncing from fucking you, the way your eyes practically form hearts when he knows he's hit your sensitive spots.
āFaster, please. You feel so fucking good.ā
He knows you shouldn't have said that. You're the only person who can rile him up like this. How the hell are you making him break his resolve when he's supposed to be upset with you?
He leans in, practically hovering over you. His fingers cup your cheek and he forces you to meet his violet eyes.Ā
In your fucked out haze, you blink, confused when he slows down. He pulls out completely, and you're about to complain until he rolls your soiled panties off your legs, tossing it to somewhere on the bed.Ā
You gasp when you feel his thumb graze over your wet and throbbing clit.Ā
āI'm gonna make you wonder what the fuck wrong with your bodyā, Calebās voice reaches your ears. His words sends a shiver down your spine.
āYour little pussy is gonna throb every time you think of me.ā
That's all the warning he gives before his arms tower over you, holding your wrists down above your head.Ā
He fucks you into an orbit and you're practically helplessāforced to take his thrusts over and over. But fuck, it feels so good. It feels like fucking heaven.Ā
You like how dizzy it makes you feel. You like how he's not stopping, no matter how much tears stream down your face, and how pathetic you sound crying and moaning his name.Ā
āFuck! Caleb, it's too muchāā you whimper, the strange feeling building up in your stomach. It feels like it's about to snap any second.Ā
He acknowledges your words, but he doesn't bother slowing down.Ā
āDidnāt you promise me to be a good girl and take all of it?āĀ
āCalebā!ā
Your voice sounds so heavenly when you call his name.
The fluids fountains out of you, soaking everything near it's vincityāincluding the both of you. Your orgasm continues to wash over you and more fluids spray out.
Caleb watches you squirm and jolt while you make a mess all over him.Ā
He lets go of your wrists, the slight redness forming onto your skin, and his thumb caresses your bottom lip.Ā
Despite your arms feeling sore from resisting against his hold, you wrap them around his neck, pulling him close to catch his lips. He's taken back for a split second, but he returns the kiss, letting his soft moans drown into your lips while you clench around him.
When you both pull back, it's Calebās turn to have his eyes glazed and his cheeks dusted a soft shade of pink.Ā
āy/n, if you keep doinā thatāfuckā, Caleb groans, his fingers closing into a fist against the sheets. His breath is shaky. The euphoria is threatening to spill overāthe fact that you're trapping him in like this with you, just the two of you solely existing together right nowāhe could get high off this feeling. He doesn't need anything else.Ā
āI'm so close. Shit.ā You watch the bead of sweat trickle down his temple, down to his cheek, to his chin, and then it disappears into the mess the both of you made below.Ā
Calebās voice makes you refocus on him.Ā
His palm presses against your cheek again, his thumb brushing lightly on the corner of your lips.Ā
āYou're gonna take all of it like a good girl, yeah?āĀ
You nod, almost too eagerly. Caleb can't help but think that your face after being fucked looks breathtakingly beautiful. It makes him want to hide you further. The world doesn't deserve someone like you.Ā
He crashes his lips with yours, melting into the kiss while he pumps you full with his thick cumāmaking sure he has himself seated deep inside so nothing spills out. At least, not until he pulls out.
The high slowly descends, and the both of you are left panting, getting lost in each otherās eyes just for that moment before Caleb slowly pulls out.Ā
Caleb then reaches for the glass of water perched on his nightstand to offer you. You take a good few sips of water, and hand it back to Caleb, who takes a couple of sips as well. He notices the way your cheeks are still flushed and that you're blinking more. He plants the empty glass onto the nightstand, ready to carry you to wash up and probably change the sheets after.
In a daze, you notice Calebās cum seeping out of your hole in small loads. You wet two fingers and slide them to your pussyāand you push the thick fluids back in, your body jolting in pleasure while you're pretty much fingering your pussy with Calebās cum.
Caleb swallows hard while he watches you pleasure yourself. Heās about to say something but you cut him off.
āYour cum keeps leaking outā, you point out, giving him the full view of your cum-soaked pussy. You look up at him with an innocent, poison-soaked gazeāyour lashes wet and your thighs trembling from each time you feel his cum leak out of you.
āItād be such a wasteāā, you mutter, shivering one more time when your fingers fuck you again, the room only filled with your voice and the wet squelching sounds from your pussy.
āāif it doesn't stay inside.āĀ
You barely have time to process what happens next. The next thing you knew, Caleb has your hands pinned above your head with one hand, and the other on your cheeks. His legs stop you from closing yours, and you feel his wet thickness hard once more, resting on your pubic bone.
āYou know, pipsqueakā, his voice drops an octave lower. His voice is clear, and he makes sure you hear him. āIt's okay to just ask for more.ā His eyes reflect such a gorgeous shade of wild you've never seen before, and it looks fucking good on him.
No warningsāyour cunt is just wet and sopping that Caleb stuffs you to fullness once moreāyou give up trying to keep your eyelids open, your mind only processing the way heās fucking so deep into you again and again.
āYou know I'll always give it to you.āĀ
The way his fingers are cupping your cheeks stops you from answering. Well, he doesn't need a verbal response, especially not when youāre clenching him so fucking tight when your orgasm hits you for theā¦how many times was it now?
You feel stings that slowly dull around your shoulders and chest. The bites Calebās given you are as red as the ruby on his apple necklace.Ā
The night is drowned with sounds and sensations of both you competing to send each other to the heavens.Ā
What day is it now?Ā
Caleb blinks his heavy eyelids open. He soaks in the atmosphere around him, and it doesn't take him long to realise that you're lying on his arm.
Thankfully, it's not numb. Your hair tickles his cheeks.Ā
He notices the light peeking through his curtains. It's probably daytime.Ā
Caleb presses his lips against the back of your head, while he pulls you closer. He almost jolts when he hears a soft moan coming from you.
For some reason, something feels funny.Ā
He attempts to shift slightly, and realises the predicamentāhis dick is still hard as fuck, and heās still nestled so fucking deep in you. Fuck. Did the both of you fall asleep mid-sex? The feeling bleeds into him again.Ā
Are you even awake to realise this?Ā
Caleb bites his inner cheek, the hardness only builds. Shit. Even after all of that, you're still this warm and tight?Ā
He watches your breathing steadily.Ā
He hooks your leg over his arm almost too easily, giving himself easier access to fuck you deeper. Your sleepiness is slowly dissipating, overtaken so fucking quick by the burning desire once more.
His thrusts bear slight friction at first, but somehow that only adds to the pleasureāthe rawness, the fact that he's left a mess in you and kept that way, and that he gets to do it all over again in the morning.Ā
āCaā¦Caleb..!ā You squeal, uselessly fisting the pillows while Caleb rails you from below.Ā
āSo perfectly warm for me, y/nā, his morning voice dousing you. He takes advantage to litter more bites to the back of your neck and shoulders, and spoils you with his strained moans when he reflects the way you whimper whenever he hits your sensitive spots.Ā
You sheepishly bury your teary face into the pillows, and Caleb pushes himself impossibly deeper, forcing you to face him when you jolt in surprise. His violet eyes are eating you up. You hear his voice ring in your ears.
āWanna make you cry more like this. You're so pretty when you cry when I'm splittinā you open like this.āĀ
More tears stream down your cheeks whenever your g-spot gets abused over and over. Caleb forces you to meet his gaze. His thrusts are slower, but harder.Ā
āShit, you're really gonna milk me dry, yeah?ā Caleb hisses when he feels you flutter around him. Your cum is mixed with his, and drips down his cock, to his balls.Ā
Caleb pulls you tighter, deepening the kiss one last time while he breeds you full over and over for nth time since the last night, devouring your whimpers when the words you muttered to him last night comes into memory. You're so dizzy with pleasure, and Caleb has stolen all of your breaths.Ā
He finally pulls out, his cum endlessly drizzling out of your abused hole, and it almost sets him off again.Ā
Nonetheless, he forces himself to get out of bed so he can get a towel and clean you up.
Another loving kiss he presses onto your temple.
āI'm gonna get a towel, pipsqueak.ā His husky whispers send shivers down your body, and the warmth of his touch lingers on your thighs for a lot longer than you realise.
He leaves the bed for the bathroom.Ā
You nuzzle into the pillows Caleb was just lying on, drowning yourself with his scent. The wetness that sticks between your legsāyou can't tell if it's your fresh arousal or if it's his cum anymore.Ā Ā
Not that it mattered since steadying your breath when you realised he was still in you when you stirred before him to see what he'd do next, gave you such a big reward.Ā
And you'd do it all over again. You would say things to get under his skin, just to get a rise out of him, just to keep his attention on you, always.Ā
You wanted to keep his strained voice when he called your name, the way he looks at you with so much desperation when he breeds you full, in a bottle and store it for your perverted indulgence.Ā
No one else needs to know that this part of Caleb exists, because he belongs to you.Ā
The dim light catches your attention underneath the thick sheets. You take the device, unlocking the phone with your fingerprint.Ā
6 missed calls.Ā
You swipe them away. You shut off his phone.
He doesn't need to know.
He doesn't need to remember.
At least, not when he's with you.Ā
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Danny fake guardian angel au
You know how sometimes itās highlighted how you have to be very careful on what you say in the presence of a spirit because they can twist your words and end up bidding yourself to it?? well uno-reverse-card the spirit also has to be careful on what he says because when Danny had said he owed the dude one for coming to his rescue in a gala Vlad had dragged him to, he didnāt expect that to be taken literally.
danny: wait seriously?? i literally say that all the time!
cw: not after being crowned ghost king, you havenāt
danny: butābut I was also human when I said it. doesnāt that protect me or smth
cw: *shakes his head*
danny:
danny: omg this is a nightmare
cue timmyās brucequest period (cuz heās the guy) being so high strung and tired, he just wants some company, which is a so low stakes thing to want the deal Danny unintentionally goes sure we can do that and pulls him towards the guy, despite Timmy never outright saying he wants company. (tim always speaks in the sanctity of his own mind, not out loud)
So. random spirit manifesting. Tim going all who the fuck are u
and Danny panicking and saying your guardian angel
Tim not being impressed while Danny promptly blushes like a moron because that did not come off as he wanted it to.
Yes accidental dead tired where the dynamic goes from Tim trying to shake this probably demon that somehow latched to him being all like ??? dude leave me alone, and Danny being there like bitch iām trying
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huh. im actually being protected by a spirit like he said he would. heās strangely an idiot but also heās overpowered and just never leaves my side which he says itās an angel obligation but I think itās bullshit but also hoping itās not because it appeals to my crippling fear of abandonment (anyways he really seems to take after those little cartoon angels that poof into your shoulder to keep from me doing wrong decisions) translate into my future boyfriend seems increasingly appalled to what i am up to
meanwhile danny
Bitch you better thank your god Iām dead because otherwise I would already been killed. I did not sign up for a assassins what the fuck I thought you were a normal civilian not a literal superhero and omg that is a fruitloop. no no back off you wrinkly raisin this is my emotional support idiot you canāt have him and what do you mean youāre messing with time whatever this way I can get back to clockworkā
#danny fenton#danny phantom#tim drake#dp x dc#batman#dc#dp x dc prompt#Dannyās obsession in this au is space not protection#but#just danny saying uh yeah sure Iām your guardian angel and having to commit to the bit#seeing this tired competent idiot and going sure i can protect him#not knowing tim is literal go big or go home in his increasingly unhinged fourty step plan#danny: i did not sign up for this#tim: literally leave I donāt care#(they say)#(they got attached)#itās so interesting to me because danny couldāve just duplicated and be invisible the whole time#it would take lots of energy but the deal was literally to just be company#be a presence#danny was the idiot that went yeah uh im a protector spirit#so uh imma protect u#tim at first: sounds fake but okay#also ANGST potential at first if Tim finds out Danny is stuck with him against his will#like this is my precious prettiest boy that is insecure that out of all the Robins he wasnāt chosen#so that is like a sore spot for him#he could find out Danny is stuck and out of spite lead a side mission to help him get rid of him#even if the feelings are already thereš#dead tired
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I made Two Time and Chance from Forsaken (Roblox) in Flight Rising!
M Mirror (Dark Shadow eyes) White/Basic | Obsidian/Peregrine | White/Basic
Black Renaissance Shirt, Proper Pants, Respectable Alabaster Spats, Dire Kelpie Mane, Dusk Rogue Wing Guard, Black Aviator Gloves
M Bogsneak (Dark Shadow eyes) Moon/Basic | Obsidian/Facet | Obsidian/Basic
Black Shades, Crossbow, Classy Waistcoat, Sinister Dress Shirt, Classy Pants, Classy Spats, Well-to-do Sable Spats, Classy Tail Spat, Hunterās Hat
Bonus: Two lives, two scries. Amirite?
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F Mirror (Rare Ice eyes) White/Speckle | Obsidian/Peregrine | White/Spines
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just all of this from moa regarding frank/hazel/leo. the most uncomfortable romantic tension ever because nobody understands it and nobody involved wants it to be there
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especially "Hazel's eyes glittered like gold. 'Gold is easy,' she said. It didn't seem that way to Leo--not when he looked at her." like we can interpret this in a few ways. what an interesting thing to think about a girl you just met
and the whole "if this is a private special thing that she's only done with her boyfriend then I either really don't want to try it or I really really do want to try it" like STOP cut the cameras
#also he's only riding with one arm around her??? on ARION?? bro relax š#a frank pov would have been so entertaining here like god I would have loved to see exactly what their loud argument looked like#leo is explicitly attracted to hazel but his romantic feelings are explicitly ambiguous. like he really doesn't know what's going on#he clearly feels Something. but what is it. mostly infatuation imo. he's a teenage boy with feelings that he doesn't want#towards a girl who doesn't want him like that. idk it's just kind of sad and relatable if you've ever been in a similar position#(this is where I remind everyone that hazel is 14 in hoo not 13. closer to being 15 than 14 really. frank and leo are not weirdos)#I love the detail about big bro percy being protective towards hazel even tho it sucks for leo š poor guy#anyways this would have been more interesting if frazel were more slow-paced and didn't get together until hoh or something#like hazel is 100% off the table in this situation so the tension (and the resolution to it) feels kind of meaningless and inconsequential#frank is hazel's anchor to the present and leo represents her lingering inner conflict regarding sammy and her past#choosing between the two (present/past) would have been more thematically significant#but that doesn't really happen because she's already fully committed to frank so the choice is already made#one of the big questions you can ask about moa is āok so what was the point of the whole sammy thingā and doing ^ something like this#would have helped imo. but everyone that isn't me hates love triangles so yk. probably I'm the only one who would have enjoyed that#or like all three of them should have kissed each other. in my head they did actually#the audience is gonna boo me for this but while I understand why leo and hazel were both weirded out by the sammy revelation#from a reader's pov I'm just like Ok but come on is it really that much weirder than being a demigod and dating your cousins#hazel levesque#frank zhang#leo valdez#pjo hoo toa#percy jackson#piper mclean#frazel#heroes of olympus#riordanverse#pjo#frazeleo#percy jackson and the olympians#hazeleo
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oh my fucking god i feel. SO stupid rn at How i didnt make the (super sane very normal just absolutely. Yes. Surely) connection earlier but uhh
so anyway im now like 89% certain that whatever the "traces" of the narwhal that remain on ajax and facilitate their (ever-growing) innate connection are like. an actually fundamental aspect of it (them?) more or less.
why? because if you consider its pov just for a moment. the narwhal was literally about to depart teyvat for good. it had nearly finished consuming the primordial sea and preparing to breach surface to finish the job by eating the french for the leftovers their human bodies were made from. its an interstellar voyager it does not linger on planets it devours. it goes glug glug and it leaves.
and like if it wasnt for traveler intervening its confirmed through narzissenkreuz and renes world formula that teyvat wouldve just been destroyed. no one could have stopped the narwhal not neuvillette not focalors not anyone.
so what was the one other thing it did right before going for that french brunch? calling for ajax. getting them reunited in the primordial sea. like all the possible implications aside bc theres many different ways to speculate on the exact reasons why and the nature of that link. the point remains.
it wasnt leaving teyvat without finding him.
like the narwhal is about to fucking Dip from this cringe planet and whatever part of it that ajax carries within himself his narwhal Absolutely wanted to be reunited with. what the fuck am i supposed to read from that. hoyo???????!??! answers?!?!?!
and its not only the calling from the narwhal side itself either bc this is ALL coinciding with the growth of a 'restless power' within ajax and his vision malfunctioning (the things celestia is literally confirmed to harvest energy thru to repair its damaged authority) and his connection with the narwhal reaching an actual conscious level (arguably subconscious n emotional too bc i find it Curious his mood is poor right as the narwhal is repeatedly described as positively malding to the point its boss fight mechanic is literally a rage meter). ajax' power is growing. his destiny is starting to shift and something is drawing him to fontaine... right as the narwhal is getting close to finished with the primordial sea. funny how it overlaps eh. how it aligns š¤Øš¤Ø why are they orbiting each other like this (they should kiss)
(& not to even Mention how ajax just Happened to get that absolutely exponential and borderline unbelievable feat of power spike in extending his foul legacy endurance as massively as he did. while. within the primordial sea. with his narwhal. who had at that point all but incorporated the power of that sea into itself. i s2g if childe was getting passive home turf co-op bonus exp with a 4x multiplier automatically the whole 40+ days šš)
#man the way its lovely reunion but tjen ajax fucking ATTACKS IT ON SIGHT you couldve gotten married!!!!11!1 fucking unbearable i am in agony#anyway contrary to popular belief we still have no fucking clue whether ajax' link to the narwhal was innate#skirk saying the traces remain on him after meeting it isnt saying tht much. the parts he shares w it couldve well been innate but dormant#instead. also just the fact that he woke it up already shady#then like. monoceros caeli being his from the beginning is completely plausible despite ppl acting like its been confirmed his const change#and like them being halves of the same entity on some lvl would make the narwhal being so weak without him n until ajax found it again#make very much. sense. anyway ajax toxicity jokes aside if the narwhal was just trying to eat him point blank without even a hello#i do get why hed react aggressively. but also bros been telling everyone n their mom hes fighting his narwhal the seconf he finds it againš#so i feel somewhat confident in assuming he started that 40+ days brawl#anyway if ajax Isnt the celestial narwhal on some level or possibly becoming it as their link grows.#riddle me this atheists. why is his 3rd phase boss theme. the song about His individual murderous rage at us#bc he thought he was outplayed by us. His personal wrath#whys the song for that called the wrath of the celestial narwhal. of the star swallowing whale. Hmmmge. his individual rage.#why does tusk of monoceros caeli speak of him embracing the narwhals innate qualities as embracing mere parts of Himself#funny how tjat goes!! (the OST n boss drop is not 100% serious theory but it does drive me insane. bc why would they phrase it like that)#anyway either theyre 2 halves same original entity or theyre soulmates idgaf . they should fold teyvat in half and eat it for brunch#aaand im going to be consumed by this realization for the next month wish me luck#WHY DID IT NEED HIM THERE SO BADLY???? HUH??????#i mean relatable dont we all. but its sooooooooo inch resting. Curious indeed#rambles#genshin#childe#childeposting#narwhalposting
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Saw a few of these posts and...I need motivation. My energy level has dropped drastically since Monday and I'm just feeling... š«
Rules: Make a 24hr poll listing the titles of every WIP you want to work on. (Itās fine if you only have one, still make a poll for the vote count). Whichever WIP title gets the most votes, write 1 sentence for every vote received.
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i wish it wasn't so normal for people to complain about unfinished wips or fics that take a long time to update. because sometimes i think i have a really fun idea for a fic but it'd take a while for me to write, and i like talking about my work as i do it and i don't like writing entire fics over like 20k without sharing, because i lose steam. so if i were to write and post that cool fic idea, it'd be as a wip. and then i think about all the people who just refuse to engage with wips, or all the other people who would just go "update pls" all the time, and of how people only really comment in the first 24 hours something is posted and then it's lost to obscurity, and then i just go "actually whats the point in going through the effort writing this out? i'll just daydream about it now and then and be done with it." and then i don't write it. alas!
#rimi talks#shoutout to that one person who followed me from resi fandom and commented on one of my dc fics like ''pls update that resi fic''#also shoutout to all those tumblr posts about how theres nOthInG wOrSe than finding a GoOd FiC but its uNFiNIsHeD#i used to really like writing longfic but these days i kind of shy away from it bc it rly does get discouraging#like they say ''write for yourself'' and i do but i certainly dont share just for my own satisfaction yk???#anyways. i already have space fic and theres no need for me to start another fic. even if it would be fun.#ive also just been in a Mood about writing since yesterday and thats not helping matters š#but it feels like a stupid thing to be in A Mood about. idk. whatever jdlksk hopefully itll pass and ill be normal tomorrow :/#bc talking to duck earlier today we came up with a really fun mermay fic premise. but. writing? me? multichap again? lol. lmao even#like i would love to!!!!!! having two ongoing multichaps wouldnt kill me i like to pingpong between wips#but dealing with people whining about update times or telling me they refuse to read bc its a wip...... dunno if i can do that again fellas#okay. enough woes and whining. i guess i will go play a video game
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Just finished my first playthrough of type 0
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w's for the day:
Facen't
.... by which i mean i got the radiator assembly off of the mini on my own. got a couple other things off as well, and i've been keeping everything labelled and recording how things go together. recording and labelling is probably making it all take half again as long, but fuck me if it wont be good to have later.
my cousin helped me find + assemble the engine hoist and stand, which are both fuck off heavy as hell and were tucked in the back corner of one of the garage bays bc of course. it's so strange that he's 15 now.
my syllabus for enviro chem got posted !
annnd finally we found a fill for all of my raid days that i'll miss yippee
#struggling with recording my hours worked because i feel like i'm always trying but i work so slowly :( but also i've literally been working#on a car i've never touched beforw for a day and a half and i already think i'll be able to pull the engine tomorrow#it's been really difficult to internalize that even though i feel slow in every sense of the word when working on cars#the fact that i'm able to work on them at all is not actually a common skill in the way i feel like it is#my brain: i dont think it's worth 8 hours of work today.... :(#the rational man inside me who looks suspiciously like sevrin ffxiv: you are REMOVING THE ENGINE FROM A CAR#WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT#JUST REMOVING ONE AND DROPPING A WORKING ONE IN IS LIKE $1500 IN LABOR ARE YOU NUTS ????#<- had to look up how much replacing a mini engine costs as a shop for this bit and it did genuinely make me feel better šššššš#also. boy looking at a syllabus for the first time in a while brings up some feelings. whoof.#yramtd
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the real dark urge is the desire to replay this expansive endlessly variable rp-rich experience with the exact same character and LI and decisions except theyāre a durge now. the other real dark urge is to make my durge a gnome
#just a funny little guy but for. The Atrocities.#i just donāt feel ready to be done with lux yetā¦!! š ive even been putting off playing bc I donāt want their story to endā¦#and there's the appeal of replaying a character after you know them and the game better and can make more in-character choices...#and I from what ive gathered durge/astarion is top notchā¦#but I want to romance EVERYONE and I want to do all the origins and it's already probably unfeasible that i'll actually play it that much#so it just feels kind of wastefulā¦ and i do already have a fairly well-developed backstory for lux that i like a lotā¦ decisions š#talkin#bg3
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I really need to be cleaning my room but. fanfiction I'd write if I had time but I Do Not
There are several ghiralink fic storylines that are along the lines of "Link gets exactly what he thinks he wants and turns out it isn't really what he needs" (whether real or a dream-state) that have him taking Ghirahim's sword and gaining complete control over him and the themes are of personhood and power and complacency. be careful what you wish for type things. A few that are Ghirahim killing Link/Link losing and realizing he would rather have him alive and fighting instead of dead/given up because it was more fun than way, but usually end up being sad. oh well I guess for the former and teaming up with Link to defeat Demise for the latter.
What I want to write is the themes of scenario 1 but role reversed so it's like scenario 2 with Ghirahim having the "this isn't what I wanted" moment. Ghiralink adds, usually as a joke, a level of "if I can't kill you, maybe you could join me ;)" and I want to write more or less Link doing that, Link being a perfect subservient extension that does everything he wants him to and he doesn't regret it (he can't), but Ghirahim having the realization that he doesn't want someone who is nothing more than an object for him to use. A doll. A sword.
And then, how Link has guilt over Fi and the Master Sword and his role as hero and how Hylia controls him but he's no better than her, Ghirahim realizing Link is now what he is to Demise and rethinking his own position. Is this what Demise thinks of me. Is that why he treats me the way he does. And he takes his anger out on Link but Link can't fight back anymore. Link doesn't want to fight back anymore, and not in a depressed it's hopeless kind of way, but in the same way Ghirahim accepted Demise pulling the sword out of his chest.
When Ghirahim is empty and goes isn't this what you wanted, Link can genuinely say no because he has a hero's heart and conscience and never meant for anyone to get hurt. When Link goes I am what you made me, Ghirahim has to face that fact that yes, he is, and he is made in my image, and I do not want this anymore.
#ghiralink#ghirahim#I want skyward sword bad ends but I want them completely different from what is already out there#I want the dark ending from Ghirahim's POV where he got what he wanted and everything is perfect and Link isn't ever an issue anymore#and like honestly. I don't want it to be a sex thing. like yeah that could be part of it but I don't think it would work as well#how I wanted the sword spirit au to go but did not manage to make it work this way š#I want Demise to win and Link to live and Ghirahim to know he does but not see him for a few weeks/months. to not even think about him#or feel any guilt that he's probably rotting away in a dungeon or getting tortured or whatever. no even excited about that just apathetic#and entirely focused on Demise (who is in turn pretty apathetic about him but he doesn't even realize) until one day he sees Link and he's#*not* a prisoner. he's just another solider in a demon army or a regular servant or maybe even a bodyguard to Demise. and he speaks with him#and there's no trace of animosity or anger or sadness or anything. there is no war in ba sing se etc.#and then I don't have anymore than that it's just kind of wouldn't that be fucked up huh#for Ghirahim to have absolutely no underlying thoughts of demise actually sucks or foreshadowing he's not the perfect blade he presents as#and all of that to snap when he sees an enemy completely changed. he wanted Link dead. even when he says you could join me#he would expect push back and fights and relapsing into wanting to be the hero. he never considered what if he wasn't an enemy at all
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Secret level where is roll. Where is she secret level WHERE IS SHE.
#-SHAKING THEM VIOLENTLY-#speaking in binary#if roll isnt even gonna get anything i guess we can say goodbye to any of the robot masters having Characters š#not sure how to feel about this one fellas#art style is Mostly good except for. certain angles of rock.#no more hyper realistic animation please love death and robots already wore me out so bad#maybe itāll turn out good but ehhhh i dunnoooo
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having pms is like. the bubble tea store gave me milk tea when i asked for fresh tea and now i have an $8 drink that isnt what i wanted. im going to fucking kill myself
#the talkies#but i ordered a fresh teaā¦. šššš#i dont even want a milk tea bc the extra dairy will make me break out and my skin is already shit#why do i feel like i wanna cry over this
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you know im in deep when im legitimately sad that coryo turned out to be so bad down the line fndndndndn
its 2 am im wallowing in the tags
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Love Loses šš (aka second-worst festival you could possibly drag Moe into)
+ some rough sketches of the outfit!!!
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I'm not too committed to fleshing it out, but I imagine it would most likely have a green color scheme, forget-me-nots and possibly pansies incorporated into its design (would probably have to figure out how all that would work together LMFAO but again. Not super committed to the thought!)
#fire emblem#feh#the pansies are a cool idea actually beyond the queer connection i have this bigass flower meaning book#and there's potential there!#i was just doodling though. plus i have other dod wips i consider to be more 'canon' in my heart#IT'S JUST. IT'S JUST. THE GOOFIEST THING EVER SOMETIMES.#like yeah i made this guy specifically to hang out w my blorbos. yeah it's going to fuck off completely now.#it's already fucking gone. good fucking luck finding it again.#moe is just. you're better off without me. the idea of leaving sharena behind fucks me up so bad i'm gonna throw up.#this doesn't say anything about me at all. i'm easily replaceable. and i'm okay with that.#yes i'm wearing the forget-me-nots. no that doesn't mean anything. and neither do the pansies.#don't worry about it šš#also i think the dysphoria acting up is actually less about the outfit (esp since alfonse is wearing something similar)#and more about the social 'role' it feels its being forced into. even if its the only one feeling this way#dysphoria will do crazy shit to you and fucl your entire life LMFAOO#i do think its suffering w those thighs out though. poor thang š#fe alfonse#moe tag#summoner oc#my art
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