#even if it was a kiddo he found in the snow the same way graey and nick found him. she was his everything for that time | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

sunsctrodeo · 9 months ago

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A few days ago (I think), Eve sent me an artist that draws a lot of Boothill and Clara interacting together, siblings stuff and such. And it has only intensified how much I think Boothill both adores children, as someone who was a father— and simultaneously is so pained when he does interact with them. Loves them to pieces, would think Clara and others are such good kids, but he can never fully ignore the pang of nostalgia and missing his own kid that comes with it.

#* . ⊹ 𝙛𝙖𝙣𝙣𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙝𝙖𝙢𝙢𝙚𝙧 › out of chara #child death /#it's just part of his backstory but man #i think about how his kid was just starting to walk #and thus he wasn't even a father for a long time #at most it wasn't much over a year #even if it was a kiddo he found in the snow the same way graey and nick found him. she was his everything for that time #at least in my head #when he gets to interact with kids now he just misses them so much and i think about it constantly #i keep looking at that twitter account and just (cries into my hands)#i love love LOVE him interacting with clara and other kids but i think it truly just comes with at least a vague sense of pain and loss #returning to the front of his mind #i wish i had the words to properly explain what i mean but man #all i can do is think and sob about it lksmfvlkdm #so hi guess where my head is at today

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