#esthy

[musicarenagh]

"What's it Gonna Take": Esthy's Powerful Ballad of Desperation and Longing Esthy’s latest single, "What's it Gonna Take", feels like the sound of rain falling on a sun-drenched cactus. You're never quite sure if it needs saving—thriving in its dryness or quietly gasping for water. https://open.spotify.com/track/5YqzjDifXtsZTdea85fwrU?si=lD5I_KlwSaOPruQeXz1DJg Heartbreak bruises softly here. It doesn’t shout, it observes. The lyrical questions spin on a slow axis: “Was it me? Did I miss that crack in the windshield when the road looked perfect?” Yet, here’s the killer—Esthy knows the car crashed miles ago. Or maybe it’s still veering off in slow motion. Who’s to say? But boy, does she wish she could rewind to that dizzy twist of fate that wasn't quite yet fated. Vocally, Esthy hovers like smoke, but with resolve—the kind of voice that carries both weight and wind at the same time. It matches the thick, spatial production underneath. A lot of pop-RnB these days is glossy and vacant, but the production here feels rich like the inside of a thousand-year-old tree. You know it’s been through some stuff. [caption id="attachment_57061" align="alignnone" width="1432"]

[pyxinavis]

Some sketch portraits of some of the dnd pcs I’ve played or will be playing (in the same setting).

Top Row: Phoebe Lockheart (Divination Wizard), Lucielle Eclaire (Lunar Sorcerer) Bottom Row: Sonja Isabelle (Soulknife Rogue), Aimee Saint Fontaine (Sun Soul Monk), Esthis Kellrix (Storm Herald Barbarian)

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[juggalogojackerbox]

I have two moms so I forgot it was even fathers day yesterday but I drew Onycraft with his kids a day late regardless, dad time %)

[crafengoverse]

Handfull of OC doodles from 2day god bless, featuring Onycraft shenanigans and Lommus trying his best

[bunnysisu]

my therapist L left. i am trying to get in with my old therapist (also an L) but they said she has a waitlist :(

my grandmother tried to argue with me tonight that it takes fifteen minutes to boil a cob of corn. god sometimes i hate her

i am going to go to esthetician school once i finish my associates. next june!!!!!!

i have absolutely no motivation for my current class. i’m tenish months away from graduation i just need to hold it together!!! no senior slide!!!!

my mom went to a yoga retreat this morning and it’s til sunday i already miss her

i have a job interview tomorrow at 8:30!!!!! it’s at the same chain coffee shop i’ve worked at on and off for 8 years… just at a different location. i mean i haven’t worked in 3 years so i’m basically shitting myself lmao

i’ve been enjoying my cannabis gummies… just had a heart-stopping moment of “oh shit they better not drug test now!!!!” but then remembered that it’s finally legal here huzzzzahhhh my idiot stoned brain.

i’m up to 10g in my ears!!! no pain, nice and slow.

my brother is living with my dad again so he’s not homeless anymore but is still doing drugs/is extremely mentally ill/impossible to be around because he’s so symptomatic.

08.18.23

[esthie-real]

something about sleep being death's brother and yawning being infectious is so cool. i like to imagine little pieces of soul release into the air. asking others to release a bit so that they won't be alone

[grisailledreams]

Trans folks will always be welcome to see me once I get my esthi license.

I can think of no better way to use that trade than to be a source of gender-affirmation (phrased because I’ve had a trans friend tell me during a work-related discussion that spa services are gender-affirming for them) for a community so in need of safe spaces.

[diet-cokette]

man why do brazillians hurt more now than they used to... Last two hurt like a bitch

[wrxthbornx]

𝐜𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫 -> no coreto de afrodite ❝ it’s only a matter of time. ❞ said @essalis

Quem a conhecia, sabia perfeitamente que o coreto era um local pouco usual para Daphne. Conseguia contar pelos dedos de uma mão apenas, quantas vezes tinha ido até ali durante seus vinte e dois anos de vida, e no acampamento. Mas com os outros campistas ocupados com demasiadas tarefas ou distraídos com o que havia acontecido, parecia ser dos poucos lugares onde a filha de Ares conseguia algum tempo a sós. E ultimamente estava precisando disso, por muito que adorasse seu chalé, tinha dias conseguia ser caótico, e embora fosse sua função arrumar isso, hoje simplesmente não tinha qualquer vontade. Estava debruçada sobre a fonte no meio do coreto, a mão vagueando sobre a água, molhando as pontas dos dedos na mesma, pela primeira vez tomando atenção nos detalhes ali quando ouviu a voz da filha de Poseidon. "Espero que seja apenas uma questão de tempo até encontrarmos esse traidor... É a isso que se refere?" Perguntou, logo depois virando o rosto para a encarar.

[andivmg]

what’s your current skin care routine girlie :3 your skin is so clear and with your esthi training I’ll trust anything you have to say <3

ahhhhh yes okay here we go

some info first: i have combo-dry skin that’s pretty sensitive and i get a lot of redness in my cheeks. i also have a few dark spots that i’m currently trying to get rid of. also i get facials pretty regularly bc i’m in school so that also factors in lol. I focus mostly on hydrating my skin and trying to calm it. i’ve found that korean skincare works for me pretty well but that doesn’t mean you have to use it as well. one thing they’ve taught us is to look at ingredients rather than whatever claim is on the bottle, and that no face is the same. before treating anyone, we look at the skin and choose products that we think are best to target their concerns. so for my redness and acne, i use a calming serum. for my dark spots, i use a serum with vitamin c and other antioxidants. for hydration, i use a lot of products with hyaluronic acid in them. so this routine works specifically for me and my skin concerns. that being said, this is what i do.

the routine:

1. oil cleanser (pm only): anua heartleaf pore control cleansing oil

2. foaming cleanser: round lab 1025 dokdo cleanser

3. toner: haruharu wonder black rice toner

3.5. exfoliant: moonjuice acid potion (once a week and at night)

4. idek what to call this, it’s like a toner/serum: cosrx peptide 6 skin booster

5. essence: cosrx snail mucin

6: serums:

fation nosca 9 trouble serum 5

numbuzin no. 5 vitamin concentrated serum

cosrx hyaluronic acid 3 serum

7. moisturizer: cosrx hyaluronic acid cream

8. sunscreen (am): roundlabs birch sunscreen

as u can see i love cosrx lmfao it wasn’t even on purpose i just found that their ingredients are really good and their product claims match up with the ingredient list. it’s one brand that i think i could recommend to a lot of people. they have a bunch of products for all kinds of skin types and concerns which is really cool. so, even if your skin concerns aren’t the same as mine you could take a look at their website and see if there’s any products there that work for u.

(i’m a cosrx dickrider sorry)

[musicarenagh]

"What's it Gonna Take": Esthy's Powerful Ballad of Desperation and Longing Esthy’s latest single, "What's it Gonna Take", feels like the sound of rain falling on a sun-drenched cactus. You're never quite sure if it needs saving—thriving in its dryness or quietly gasping for water. https://open.spotify.com/track/5YqzjDifXtsZTdea85fwrU?si=lD5I_KlwSaOPruQeXz1DJg Heartbreak bruises softly here. It doesn’t shout, it observes. The lyrical questions spin on a slow axis: “Was it me? Did I miss that crack in the windshield when the road looked perfect?” Yet, here’s the killer—Esthy knows the car crashed miles ago. Or maybe it’s still veering off in slow motion. Who’s to say? But boy, does she wish she could rewind to that dizzy twist of fate that wasn't quite yet fated. Vocally, Esthy hovers like smoke, but with resolve—the kind of voice that carries both weight and wind at the same time. It matches the thick, spatial production underneath. A lot of pop-RnB these days is glossy and vacant, but the production here feels rich like the inside of a thousand-year-old tree. You know it’s been through some stuff. [caption id="attachment_57061" align="alignnone" width="1432"]

[pyxinavis]

A bit late, but I got to play in another oneshot so this is my Aasimar Storm Herald Barbarian, Esthis Kellrix (with her kobold husband Setre). Not some of my best drawings but that’s okay haha

She uh, she and her party got thrown into Acheron at the end of the oneshot.

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[roaenexists]

currently simping for the la roche pose cicoplast balm b5 or whatever it's fucking called idc it only changed my life

[spidergod]

i dunn !! I don’t know what you mean bye dievice? :; ( device what device? a bomb?? I don’t have one of thsiee I I don’t know how to make one t but that d be sooooo funny esther would be like!:: KABOOOM!! Hahaha BAM BAM! a but I like wha? what device?

esther laughed at the thought of roseann not knowing what a phone was! "hahahah!! you are so fucking stupid!! hahahahhahah!!!--"

[bunnysisu]

i am switching to full time school (2 classes at a time) because i only have FIVE classes left and want to be done asap.

i thought i would go to esthetician school when i finished my associates but now i’m thinking i’ll transfer to a 4 year school for psychology. esthi school can wait tbh.

(TW) my childhood best friend’s older brother who molested both of us + their little brother, he died of an overdose a week ago. i am not sad.

my grandmother is driving me fucking insane sometimes i wish she would just die. my mom bought her a new keurig for christmas and my grandmother said i can’t use it since i “ruined [her] old one” by “putting something other than coffee in it”. ???? how selfish can she get?! i didn’t ruin the old one, btw, i think it just got old and cruddy.

it’s christmas though!!!!! going to pick up my dad at 3:30 and then go to my sister’s where we will eat chili (yuck) and open presents!!! (yay!)

i have lost 55 pounds. i am determined to lose 100 more.

12.24.23

[sailor-strawberry-moon]

I translated "Cotton Candy Skies" into Japanese because I was bored and im very proud of how it turned out