#espektros

[spilledcoffeefrommy]

08APR2023, SAT.

In cooperation with the new logo design of tumblr (charaught!), my very first time to try an OJ Espresso! 🧡🖤🤎 I’ve been curious about what this drink tastes like for months now. Personally, it’s a weirdly delicious, wackadoodle twist on iced coffee. Kind of drinking a bingo orange flavored cookie, which I like. Hahaha. Dunno what that says about me coz the fam disagrees. Well, one thing’s fo sho, acid ain’t got nothing on me. 🙃

[evisconti]

@espektros​ said  :   ✏   //   draw   ernesto   rn   or   perish

BRRRRRRRRRRRRR if evil killer murderer why sexy. why in love with him hm?     /     dnrb unless ur the asker

[stasammenarchive]

@espektros​ || ❤ ‘d for isabela !

          isabela had never left the encanto -- never, not once in her 22 years, had she stepped foot outside of the magical valley that had protected her family and the village that lay inside of it. her abuela would have never allowed it before - she had too many responsibilities, she was too important to the family to see what lay beyond the magical mountainous ranges -- and she had never dared to ask.       but things were.. different, now,  and so, for the first time, isabela found herself in a larger, neighboring town, having travelled with the merchants.   immediately, she was fascinated.     there was so much to see, so many new faces she had never seen before! 

       curious, isabela wandered away from the merchant carts, heading away from the market and towards what she could only assume was the plaza. she watched the people as they passed her by, some giving her curious glances, to which she merely smiled contently in response. hearing the house of music, specifically a guitar, the young woman paused, before turning in order to follow the sound, tucking some of her hair behind her ear as she moved. eventually, she came across a man, performing in front of a small gathering of interested listeners, and she tilted her head to one side as she observed the performance, a smile appearing on her face. he WAS good.. quite good, in fact. 

     “ maravilloso! ”    isabela enthused, clapping her hands together lightly as the music came to an end. it was different to the music she was used to hearing at home, but no less enjoyable, and if there was something that isabela could appreciate, it was music.     “ that was wonderful, señor!

[thcbrawn]

@espektros snagged a starter

She was trying not to freak out. Really, she was.

But HOW could ANYONE keep their cool with ERNESTO DE LA CRUZ in town? She had EVERY record the man ever sang on-- had seen all his films [several times], and HERE he was-- visiting THEIR village.

Pacing back and forth, she took a few calming breaths, fanning herself. It was hot outside-- unusually warm. That had to be the reason why her cheeks were burning. Maybe it was sunburn-- she’d have an empanada at home later. AFTER getting his autograph. And one for her mother, too. Julieta had entertained Luisa’s passion about Ernesto over the years with the compassion and understanding only a mother could have.

Running her sweaty palms over her skirt, she stiffly walked up to the musician. He was-- shorter than she expected him to be. Then again, Luisa herself was one of the tallest people in the village, and outright the tallest woman.

“Señor De La Cruz?” Her voice cracked as she spoke. She fumbled in her skirt pocket for the pencil and paper, accidentally breaking the writing implement in half as she held it out.

“I uh--” Nerves got the better of her as she blurted; “Would you sign my movies?” A squeak of embarrassment followed.

“I mean-- I love your autograph-- will you sign my movies?” Again, she bungled the words. “Uh-- sign?”

A short, simple request would probably be the best route, now that she’d thoroughly embarrassed herself.

[shpeshiftt]

🗣 camilo for ernie ~?

"That guy is so fucking cool! Man, I can understand why he is so loved!"

"I mean. Don't let him hear all of this. You know, he can be more egotistic than me sometimes. Shocker, isn't it? Anyway. The family loves him, so does the town and people all around the world. Even though he's sometimes.. You know, bossy and annoying. I love him. You know? He's like, every big brother. Just cooler. You know. Man, I said you know a lot. Again, do not tell him about this."

[lunariet-arc]

just popping in here to say hello and that your blog is absolutely gorgeous 🥺💕 you've done such a wonderful job with it!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA   !!!   this is so very sweet of you,   i'm weeping omg   !!!   thank you so so so so so so so so much for your kind words and i honestly hope that we can interact together and have a lot of fun soon   !!   i can't wait to bother your precious babs with my smol moon lady   !!   🥰💖🌙

SENDING YOU THE BIGGEST SMOOCH,   MWAH.

[practperfection]

*  ☂     •     for  ferdinand,  the  little  bull.

❝   Pardon  me,  good  sir    ━━━━   but  I   seem  to  have  stumbled  upon  a  rather  large  lot  of  flowers  who  are  missing  their  tenor.   ❞  

a  woman  in  white,  delicately  commanding  and  perfectly  poised,  appears  upon  a  pretty,  purple  horse  adjourned  with  flowers.   a  lacy,  wide  -  brimmed  hat  upon  her  pinned  up  hair;  a  red  band  of  silk  around  her  waist.   this  woman  has  presumably  walked  straight  out  of  a  carousel  carving  . . .  a  painting  of  a  being     ━━━━   if  magic  were  real,  that  would  be  the  case,  anyhow    ━━━━    and,  well,  who  was  to  say  that  magic  isn’t  real  ?  

there’s  a  delicate  albeit  firm  clearing  of  her  throat;  a  simple,  soft  “  woah,  ”  and  light  pull  -  back  on  the  reins,  and  the  woman  and  her  horse  stop,  just  outside  of  the  gate.   in  a  light  sweep,  the  woman  dismounts,  and  stands  beside  her  horse,  tall  and  dignified  beside.  she  places  one  hand  upon  the  horse’s  neck  and  looks  upon  the  young  bull  before  her.  she’s  smiling,  but  only  just  ;   a  blue,  almost  violet  smile  . . .   and  it’s  mostly  from  her  eyes.

MARY  POPPINS  HAS  ARRIVED. 

❝  I’ve  heard  you’re  a  rather  strong  singer  around  these  parts.    Might  you  consider  filling  in  ?   ❞  

[battleshot]

                                 𝙎𝙃𝘼𝘿𝙄𝙉𝙂 𝙑𝙄𝙀𝙒 𝙁𝙍𝙊𝙈 𝙇𝙄𝙂𝙃𝙏 𝘼𝙉𝘿 𝙍𝙀𝙁𝙇𝙀𝘾𝙏𝙄𝙊𝙉,   Bright cherry red briefly blinding peripheral. Stray blond swaying in the direction of the wind. Idle in his position,   𝑏𝑢𝑠𝑦 𝑑𝑜𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑛𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔   as another familiar blond comes into view.

"𝑏𝑒ℎ𝑜𝑙𝑑! 𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑠𝑐𝑒𝑛𝑖𝑐 𝑏𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑟𝑖𝑑𝑒 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑡ℎ𝑒 ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑑𝑠𝑜��𝑒 𝑠𝑡𝑟𝑎𝑝𝑝𝑖𝑛𝑔 ~𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟~ 𝑏𝑙𝑜𝑛𝑑𝑒, 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑟𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑢𝑝!" 𝑟𝑜𝑐ℎ𝑒 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑚𝑎𝑘𝑒𝑠 ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑠𝑝𝑒𝑐𝑡𝑎𝑐𝑢𝑙𝑎𝑟 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑙𝑒𝑠𝑠-𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑛-ℎ𝑢𝑚𝑏𝑙𝑒 𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑟𝑎𝑛𝑐𝑒 𝑖𝑛 ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑟𝑒𝑑 𝑚𝑜𝑡𝑜𝑟𝑐𝑦𝑐𝑙𝑒, 𝑐𝑖𝑟𝑐𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑝𝑟𝑜𝑚𝑝𝑡𝑜 𝑏𝑒𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑒 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡𝑜 𝑎𝑛 𝑎𝑏𝑟𝑢𝑝𝑡 𝑠𝑡𝑜𝑝. "𝑠𝑜𝑟𝑟𝑦 𝑖'𝑚 𝑙𝑎𝑡𝑒 - 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡'𝑠 𝑝𝑟𝑒𝑡𝑡𝑦 𝑒𝑚𝑏𝑎𝑟𝑟𝑎𝑠𝑠𝑖𝑛𝑔, 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑛 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑚𝑒! 𝑖 𝑝𝑟𝑜𝑚𝑖𝑠𝑒, 𝑖'𝑣𝑒 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑚𝑎𝑘𝑒 𝑎𝑚𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑠!" 🥺          @espektros​​    + Roche

He identified the voice straight away, and azureous optics sparkled, blazing brighter than previous days. A radiant smile became him, radiating fair-freckled features. Near bouncing for joy, combating the urge to run to him, 'less he wished to be trampled...             Well-worn leather boots try to keep up, spinning in circles as he witnessed the taller male dance around him in his usual fashion.     ❝     Roche!    ❞    He shouted with glee. Only whence he came to an abrupt halt did the blond charge at him. Was that a tear or two threatening to glisten down his cheek? Arms project themselves around him,   𝑎𝑠𝑠𝑢𝑟𝑒𝑑𝑙𝑦 𝑛𝑒𝑎𝑟 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑐𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔 ℎ𝑖𝑚 𝑜𝑓𝑓  as he pulls him in close. One hand instantly familiarised itself at the back of his head, touching his hair once again, breathing in that recognisable scent.    ❝    You're!    ❞    leaning back just slightly to witness the beauty of his partner up close and personal.  Lower lip quivering as he instantly captured Roche's with his own. Eyes tight shut for a moment, barely acknowledging any words the other had actually spoken, caught up in this 𝒔𝒖𝒓𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒍 𝒔𝒑𝒆𝒄𝒕𝒂𝒄𝒍𝒆. If time could have frozen, that would have been  perfection  in its most refined form. And now does he take one hand, lacing their fingers together like they oft used to do. Dates, nights together, even their goodbye, which was claimed to be a 'see ya later,' and within that gentle squeeze was everything he struggled to say. Smiling through blurred version. Softly spoken ~

         ❝     You came back for me...     ❞     Just like he promised he would. 

[lloronala]

@espektros​ said:  "i got a surprise for you." // ernie to imelda <3 could be in good au or pre-death!

❁ ❁  “  I don’t like this sound of this.  ” She couldn’t stop herself from being honest, looking at him suspiciously. For as long as she had known him in life & death, they always were at each other’s throats. But, she had somehow grown familiar with their bickering routine, to the point where she, unfortunately, knew most of his tricks. & now seemed like an appropriate time more than ever for him to pull one.

Should she give him the benefit of doubt, though? Maybe for once in his entire lifetime, he was being honest with her.

Continuing to study his face, she tried to find any traces of mischief. If there was one thing he was skilled at, it was to cover his tracks & pretend everything was fine. She eventually learned to not trust him entirely, although once in a while a miracle occurred.

Should she accept? No, no---that was a risk in which was too dangerous. She wasn’t gullible, after all, especially when it came to him. After a long pause, she stared at the ground, where she happened to look at his shoes. 

“  Ay, your shoes.  ” Kneeling on the ground, she couldn’t help but pick his foot up without consent, giving it a quick look before tossing it back to the ground. “  I don’t know what you do with your zapatos, pero it’s absolutely tattered on the bottom. I’m making you a new pair---but only because it’s bothering me.  ” Allowing him to enter the workshop part of the store, she went ahead first, not even thinking about waiting for him.

“  If this was the surprise, then I’ll admit---I am very surprised at how poorly you take care of your shoes. ¿Don’t you know how to look after yourself without me needing to do it for you?  ”

[thefatalmarksman]

AGGRESSION   //   SEXUAL  TENSION . | Accepting!

@espektros​ sent:  👔 // grab my muse by the collar & pull them closer . // roche but yknow like. MENACINGLY. mayb sexily

Slowly but surely, Luxu’s newest experiment was regaining his former strength---perhaps even more powerful than before. He’d wondered if he would last for much longer, at first, as withered and frail as he had appeared for some time---but there had remained, even at his lowest, a will that burned within him, a will to survive. And that was perhaps what prevented Luxu from abandoning him altogether: that oh-so incredible urge to live, despite all odds.

Luxu admired humans like that.

Though, he had to wonder if his little companion should truly be considered “human” anymore.

The sparring match to test his companion’s growing strength had Luxu demonstrating a lower level of energy, knowing well that his full capabilities might tear his partner apart if he didn’t choose his movements prudently---and yet, Luxu had to admit, he’d come out the other side of the encounter against a wall, left rather impressed.

For a flicker of a moment, the flesh of his jaw split down the center and bone clicked apart---an instinct when this close to a creature of such delectable form---before shuddering back closed, his smirk stretching the scar upon his cheek as he purred, teasingly, “If ya wanted me to come in for a smooch, ya should just say so.”

[evisconti]

      welcome   to   the      “   killed   by   ernesto   for   one   reason   or   another   ”      club   ,      bruno ..

[stasammenarchive]

@espektros​ asked: ❛ if you don’t have gloves, you can just hold my hand. ❜ / from ernie ;;; ms isabela i am so sorry.

winter starters || ❤❤

      “ oh? and that’s a good replacement, is it? ”     the shameless flirting is something she had come to grow accustomed to when it came to ernesto de la cruz, and she would be lying if she said she wasn’t flattered by the attention. he certainly was charming.. and a handsome man, to boot --- she enjoyed the game of it all, in a way. it was different, new and exciting, and she enjoyed the thrill of things that were new.    and so, her words were teasing as she turned to face the musician, shifting a hand to place it lightly on her hip. 

    “ should i be surprised if i find that any gloves i might have brought with me have gone missing? “ her lips pulled upwards into a small grin, and she shook her head with a quiet laugh, wiggling her fingers lightly at him.     “ i think my hands will just endure the risk of cold air.. but if they do need warming up.. maybe i’ll let you know. ”

[waitlifted]

plots please (ernesto if you'd like?)

send ‘plots please’ for 3+ plot concepts (accepting)

ernesto and cassandra in the land of the dead bonding over having been absolute monsters to their best friends and only ones they ever really loved when they were alive, but it's a little late for regrets since there's nothing they can do about it now

honestly all the parallels we could make between these two has me absolutely barking like. the experience of having one person who meant the world to you but then that feeling gets twisted and twisted until you wind up throwing it all away for some attempt at what you think will be better and more fulfilling even though it just winds up being empty

I normally have my afterlife verse cass kind of realizing what she did to rapunzel was bad and getting filled with guilt and regret but. if she meets ernesto early enough and winds up spilling to him (because afterlife!cass is a lot more open, mainly because there’s not really any fear of consequences anymore lmao) and finding out he did a similar thing that might wind up validating it in her head which would lead to some interesting developments I feel

[galaxietm]

          @espektros​ / en.canto sc!

      “I love my family. They may be a little out there at times, but what family isn’t?”

[strfd]

20 for the hc arcana meme!

.⭑･ﾟ~ MAJOR ARCANA. open.

20.  judgement  :  is your muse forgiving of themselves ? how about of others who wrong them ?

nope . not at all . i have mentioned this but nobody can put cloud down more than he already puts himself down . he’s a failure . that’s what other people see him as . that’s what HE sees himself as . he STRUGGLES with forgiving himself . in many ways , he still has yet to forgive himself for anything that’s ever happened in his life . like , its most LIKELY not going to happen until LONG after tifa helps him through that - she’ll have to constantly & consistently remind him which she does not HAVE to by any means - but he can’t really be blamed for it . he STRUGGLES with very poor mental heath . he always has , even from a young age , & he’s never truly gotten the help he needed . it only just got worse as he got older & went through so much trauma . which leaves him in a CONSTANT state of doubt - even AFTER tifa helps put him back together . 

he’s just not okay . he’s never okay , really . he has survivor’s guilt . it’s easy to tell him that it’s okay , that he’s okay & that he did his BEST . but saying something is different than DOING something . & i don’t 

but it seems like DESPITE being so hard on himself & not really being forgiving of himself , he still manages to keep going , somehow . sure , maybe it’s a struggle . maybe there are days where he doesn’t want to get out of bed or even wake up , but it still doesn’t STOP him . perhaps it is because of this harsh judgement of his that helps with that . 

now , in regards to others ? hmmm ... depends on the person . but honestly , for the most part . no . he doesn’t . this doesn’t make him a GRUDGE holder though . the problem is that he really DOES blocking out a lot of trauma . he may not remember WHAT it was that he had been wronged of - in the instance of his poor mental health just fucking him over - but he’ll be extremely weary and careful . he’ll still be distrustful towards those who have hurt him or those he cares about & he is completely valid to HAVE those feelings . the chances of him forgiving are very slim in these instances , but he also sometimes just doesn't seem to have any care either to have personal vendettas either . plus , he’s more than capable of MOVING on for some things . so , really , its more so on what cloud defines as being WRONGED in the first place that makes this dependent as well . you know ?

[stcries-a]

   There was something off about the gentleman before him.   It’s not as if the large alebrijie hadn’t heard of this man before,  far from it considering his face was plastered across almost every wall.   Adoration was something the souls here seemed to associate with him,  but for the feline,  that couldn’t be far from the truth   ...   She sensed what others didn’t,  and before anyone else knew it,  fangs were bared in a low snarl,  back arching to make herself look larger than she already was   ( shouldn't be too hard to intimidate this one   ... )

Pepita didn’t care who this man was or what reputation he held within the two realms he resided.   If there was a danger to her family or those they held dear,  the alebrijie would be certain to protect them.

        disney starter call,   @espektros​​​.