#especially this close to Christmas (even though I know nobody is buying this nail polish for me so if I’m gonna get it I have to buy it)
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god I’ve become a retail therapy girly
#I’ve had a shit few days and my solution to that has been to order things online#I just ordered some nail polish (in my defence it was on sale and came with a free additional bottle)#and like. really I work so that I can afford to do shit like this (I still live at home so my bills are mostly car and school related)#and I like getting things that bring me joy! shopping is fun!#but I also feel guilty buying shit for myself#especially this close to Christmas (even though I know nobody is buying this nail polish for me so if I’m gonna get it I have to buy it)#idk. Part of me knows that even if I like. Waited until my next pay check so I didn’t feel as silly about it#I still would have wanted those polishes and would have bought them anyway#bc I’ve already been considering them#so better to get them cheaper and get a bonus item#but still. even though I am in my era of fiscal irresponsibility I am self aware enough to feel bad about it#I should start going to therapy again instead of just buying shit#that would be better#and cheaper#however. that requires me to talk about my feelings! and buying nail polish means that I get happiness and cool looking nails!
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