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speedydestinydream · 1 year ago

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I think "countdown to his final show" and its direct continuation, "and i'll be in denial for atleast a little while" by drewsterling on ao3 are the only fics to send me on the verge of tears. Not like. Full on crying but I teared up a lot. I don't cry over books, let alone fanfiction, but these fics have DESTROYED me mentally I cannot stop thinking about them

This is a recommendation if you love heavy angst and pain and suffering and misery because that's the only thing you'll find. no happiness. no joy. only sadness and grief and it's written beautifully

I could talk about these fics all day they have hurt me SO MUCH and I LOVE THEM

#THESE FICS DO INCLUDE A TW FOR DETAILED SUICIDE!!!#you probably should not read these if youre extremely sensitive to heavy and dark topics #you can look at the fics tags to figure out what you might get yourself into #im so miserable about these fics #its basically just jakes life disintegrating into shambles. but more realistic than most fics about it and way more painful #''and ill be in denial for at least a little while'' isnt finished yet but the author is still updating #they updated like. 2 days ago? 3?#im making this post because i just read chapter 3 of the sequel/aftermath and it fucking killed me #especially drew and haileys argument. it was so toxic but interesting holy fuck #i wish to write angst as well as this author does. one day ill get there #fic recs #fanfic recs #fanfiction recommendation #tmf #the music freaks #tmf fanfiction #tmf fanfic #tmf fanfic rec #i started reading “and ill be indenial for atleast a little while” (i hate typing all of that repeatedly) chapter 3 at like 5:00am #or maybe like 5:30 am idk #and its like 6:00 am and i just want to go back to sleep because i can barely process what happened #these fics have hurt me emotionally they are amazing!!!#the music freaks rosyclozy #tmf rosyclozy #the music freaks fanfic #the music freaks fanfiction

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