#especially bc i’ve not been doing well mentally bc of seasonal reasons and march birthday reasons
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last time i was really online i mentioned that momo was showing signs of a flare up despite the radiation treatment which is. unfortunately still true. the important thing however is that while the behavioral signs are there he’s still able to produce urine and it’s not bloody. i really don’t know what’s going on with him, honestly.
#r#he has his hill’s science stress food and i play with him every time he starts to get antsy#and i’m giving him gabapentin every nine hours#it’s really frustrating.#fic is so painful for cats and it’s like. at any point they can hit a blockage and if it’s not caught in time they will die.#and even if it is caught that’s thousands of dollars at the vet to get them unblocked every time.#and momo has fic flare ups at a very high frequency#i’m talking since he was diagnosed in october he’s had them once every week or every two weeks.#it’s why the radiation treatment was offered right away#incredibly stressful for him and for me#another week and we’ll see where he stands#the oncologist is calling me next monday#i’ve been logging every time momo uses the restroom and how he reacts and everything#so.#if i give the doctor all this info and they tell me it sounds like it didn’t work…#i mean he’s not bleeding!! and he is still peeing!! but he’s just acting the same??#i really don’t know when it will get better#i worry the treatment didn’t work and i also worry he will need it again#because it’s so expensive#i mean.#i will make it work but we’re also coming up on zuko’s last months#so the added stress of all this has been really rough#especially bc i’ve not been doing well mentally bc of seasonal reasons and march birthday reasons#hence why i’ve been offline#i just have a lot going on#i mean zuko literally has a cardiologist appointment tomorrow to see if his meds are working or if his heart failure has hit the limit#of what medicine can feasibly do for him.#just….. yeah.
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