#esp since my ass does NOTHING IM JUST A SACK of shit or something idk
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it’s probably just the depressions and the dissociative disorders but I often feel like I’m just possessing my own dead body
#i feel wrong. fake. gone. in a way that I can never explain#i few twisted like im watching someone just. wither away and I want to help them but it’s me#everything feels so heavy and so weird#and idk it’s like the small things#my lips seem to move different my eyes seems slightly too far apart#my reflection takes too long to change#just a second too long#am I losing my fucking mind#n of course this isn’t helped by the misfit toys#hm. that’s very specific wording that I personally don’t use#I’m not gonna dwell on it too much but I see u#either way#idk I just feel too long too short too unbaalanced#it may be the drink. I feel so much resentment for so many people rn it’s insane but but but the stuff I use to help w my bpd rlly works#just cause I feel like ass at one moment doesn’t my feelings r right n even if people constant treat me like SHIT it doesn’t actually mean#they treat me like shit I just perceive it#at least Chevys back home for another day. so many of those thoughts go away when they’re around#I just wish my brain knew it wasn’t like. always go time I want to be able to relax fr#esp since my ass does NOTHING IM JUST A SACK of shit or something idk#it’s 2am I have to be up at 8 lmaooo i fuckin hate it here. I’ve gathered that I’m just depressed and nothing is actually wrong#well I mean there is. I’m very mentally ill and am constantly surrounded by stressors so I’ll never really be able to heal until I leave#but besides that things r pretty okay :’) I will be okay#I thought abt my butch once and now I’m 60% less breakdowny I love lesbianism
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