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05aaphrodite · 2 years ago

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ℙ𝕒𝕚𝕣𝕚𝕟𝕘𝕤: childe x reader, ayato x reader

𝕋𝕚𝕥𝕝𝕖: anything for mora (Part I)

𝕋𝕎𝕤/ℂ𝕨𝕤: obsession,overpossessive,physical abuse,guilt tripping & gaslightning,kidnapping

𝘓𝘰𝘰𝘬 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘨𝘰𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘢.

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Part II

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Living in a penurious household held my childhood dreams back to be the eminent adventurer of liyue, I wanted to be like those adventuresome kids at my age where they would go to the outskirts of liyue for fun then collect artifact things. Unfortunately dad forced me to work as a fish seller so our family is able to afford a better home or food, I would sit on the stall for 2-7 hours a day but the results are nothing new, just an empty jar.

As I grew older, I worked as a food vendor, while it atleast earned around 50 mora compared to being a fish seller, my siblings are obnoxious, everytime I earn 500 mora which leads to them robbing my wallet in the middle of the night to buy on this local toy shop run by some old lady. I barely eat nowadays and didn't notice I was fatigued until one busy day.

"Have a nice day.." I hand the mora meat to the customer when all of a sudden I felt the weight of the food before it slid out of my hand making a mess on the stall.

"Woah- ma'am are you okay?"

The stranger caught me in his arms preventing me to touch the ground, I muttered an apology "I'm sorry for dropping your food sir, you may take the mora back."

"No, I can make it at home so no worries, let me get Dr Baizhu." I release myself from his arms as I maintain my position "It's okay, I'm fine, just a little tired." I took the mora meat off the ground before throwing it to the trash. Great I got embarassed by my siblings yesterday because I refused to fall for their petty pranks and now I made a mess infront of a stranger.

"You don't look too well miss, have you eaten?" the ginger asked in a worry tone, I shook my head as I clean the remaining mess, as the result of my money getting stolen by my family for their own needs, I was eventually thrown out and made me the mora machine of the family "Here, let me treat you somewhere." he gently smiled as he reach his hand for me to grab, I fidgeted my hands reluctantly to accept his request. To my family, mora matters the most, and I mean the pinnacle of l/n, if I go with a rich man who would spoil me everything, they'd consider me a traitor and disown me. They put the burden on me since I'm the oldest of my siblings, every move they expect me to be hardworking to the point I'm only fed apples "I'm sorry, I'm not sure if my family would like it.."

"Why not? You need to eat something at least just one meal." I pressed my lips firmly then gaze around to see one of my siblings eating with their friends, envy struck my heart as I lowly sigh "You okay? You should rest in my home for a while."

I gaze at his eyes to accept, eventually giving in to the hunger "I'm hungry, take me somewhere."

The stranger then took me to a well known restaurant that sells seafoods, Xinyue Kiosk. Ever since I was a child, I longed to eat the mouth watering scrumptious seafoods they serve, seeing the sight of the restaurant again puts my mind and stomach at ease.

I clasp my lap to ease the awkward tension on the air, never have I experienced being taken out, let alone someone affluent.

"The seafood here is one of the finest liyue cuisines I have eaten, I would put in a good word for golden crab."

I skimmed through the menu with little hesitance, it's like how my mom told me not to get picky over a sunsettia. "What's the cheapest here?" I flip the menu book while biting my lower lip "Just order anything you desire, there's no need to have second thoughts about the bill." He reassured "I can even pay the whole menu for you." The ginger chuckled humorously. Somehow his words did reassured the anxiety inside me, the sight of the mouth-watering golden shrimp balls piqued my interest "How does golden shrimp balls sound for you?"

"Golden shrimp balls is a perfect meal to fill your empty stomach during busy hours, its aroma gets you trapped in an endless taste of sweet potatoes." He rests his chin on his palm with charming eyes, for some reason being with him eases my worries and doubts about trying something new unlike my unsupportive parents who dissaproved my adventuring hobbies saying 'it's a waste of time and that I would gain nothing from it but junk'. Atleast I'm not deceiving people around for mora...

After our time with each other, we gradually got accustomed with each other's company. He's such a fun guy to hang out with, not to mention a bit flirty "I know a place in snezhnaya, you would enjoy the niveous and fleecy scenery of it." He winked, a giggle escaped mine as I tuck a hair behind my ear "You truly are a winsome fellow."

The sky eyed then halted in the middle of the bridge before he turn to look at me "My apologies, it seems like I forgot to ask your name earlier." Oh right, all this time we haven't introduced ourselves properly "It's alright, my name is Y/n." I touch my chest "Ajax, just call me Childe."

And that's where everything started, how I saw our love through rose coloured glasses.

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I went home panting in exhaustion while carrying a bag of artifacts, good thing I was rescued from a hilichurl attack on my way home, I didn't even realize the sun was setting on the horizon and I almost missed my 7:30 curfew.

"Where the hell were you?" A threatening voice appeared from the arch hallway. Frightened, I composed my posture as I eat humble pie, I couldn't tell him about how a yaksha adeptus saved me from the hilichurls, he would bent out of shape if I did.

"You sure you weren't with some atrocious bloke?" Childe's eyes narrowed, my eyes widened for split second before shaking my head, I was anticipating on what would my fate be next if he caught me lying. He forcefully grab my wrist then throw me to our shared bedroom, next thing I know he cuffed me to the headboard "You were 5 minutes late from your curfew, pull the same mistake again and I'll make sure you'll never see the light of a day ever again." Childe said followed by a loud slam of the door before hearing a lock, I sighed in defeat as I rest my head on the walls. I don't know what went through him and how it made him like this. It all started when my perspective of him changed when he confessed that he's a fatui harbinger, I've always heard from others on how the fatui are bad people who do nefarious things, the traveler and paimon just brushed it off when I told them that the 11th harbinger and I are in a relationship until they took note of the possesive traits he has that led me to being isolated for a while when I inquired Zhongli for the history of an artifact I picked up from my adventures. It was not only them who noticed Childe's uncomfortable demeanor, in fact my inazuman fugitive friend would always check on me every time we meet, he knew me being with men would outrage the harbinger even for a split second so we just usually hang at Beidou's ship.

Suddenly everyone's opinions about our relationship made me doubt my feelings, if I never got with him I would still be walking outside with my own free rules at this hour, but he gave me a good life and I became financially stable because of his money, I was able to support my family even though they were wary of him, my thoughts then led me to this conclusion. I got with him because of mora, I never genuinely loved him, I was just enamored on how he'll do anything for me and how he treats me. Now my answer that day really changed how I live right now.

If I told him that I'm breaking up with him, he would freak out and do the worst things possible to me, he's a dangerous war machine so instead, I'll relocate somewhere.

The sound of silence faded when the door opened, he closed it behind before slowly walking to me then sat on the edge, he showed signs of remorse before sighing.

"Look, I'm sorry that I got aggressive earlier, I just wanted what's the best for you." The harbinger gazed down, to my surprise he's actually apologizing about his wrong doings "I didn't mean to get mad at you, I was just worried that's all, I'm scared to lose you and you're the only one who could truly understand me and my nature." He hold my thigh as he rubbed it gently "You're so important to me Y/n, I love you a lot and I'll kill for you." The ginger leaned close until our foreheads touch. I somehow felt pity for him, after hearing about his past, I continued to be there for him and support him in every way even when he mistreated me a lot. I cupped his cheeks as a response "I understand, just don't scare me again."

After 3 days of isolation, I set foot into qingce village to accept commissions from elderly people, I tried to avoid their questions regarding my sudden dissapearance, Childe promised me 1k mora if I kept my mouth shut about that one night incident.

The sound of the flowing waterfall as the refreshing nostalgic wind soothes my senses as I sat down on a nearby bench to take a quick break, my legs feels cramp from all of the wood carrying, I chug from my water bottle before releasing a satisfied sigh, I took a moment to enjoy the pleasing scenery of the old village.

"How's your well being now?" A familiar voice turned my head, I continue to look at the aesthetic scenery "I see, he threatened you again." My expression dropped as I gaze on the ground, Kazuha sat next to me with his reasurring presence "Do you have the courage and confidence to do it?" I twiddled my necklace as soon he asked that, Mondstadt would be the closest and easiest nation to move in, but my motive is to move somewhere far away from him.

"Where should I go? I'm fine with any places, as long I'm 100% far from him." Kazuha discerned my desparation as he paused for a moment.

"Inazuma's beautiful sceneries are for you if rosy pink cherry blossoms are your cup of tea, you can also get a decent job there and a perfect structured home, the wind tells me it's one of the nations that would be sheltered and safe enough for you to reside in." Inazuma, the last time I heard about the electro nation was when the vision hunt decree was ongoing while it went to a lockdown, thankfully the borders have been lifted up because of traveler "Thanks for the wonderful suggestion, I'll move there as soon as possible." Congenial smiled plastered on my face, the samurai returned the smile.

"Here, he must've starved you during those 3 days." The white haired then hand me grilled tiger fish, I offer my thanks before munching the fish down. Him starving me was basically his way of showing how 'I can't live without him since he has all the privilege and mora'.

"I'll get ready by tomorrow morning, I've gathered enough mora throughout my adventures and commissions."

"No need, Beidou and I will give you a free ride." I looked at him wide shock before involving him to a genuine tight hug "Thank you... Thank you very much!" The hug I gave felt more genuine and sincere than the forced hugs I give to Childe.

As I walk my way home, I encountered traveler and Paimon then we decided to hang at wanmin restaurant, as usual I avoided their questions regarding my dissapearance "Paimon and Aether kept looking for you everywhere!! Even Childe was worried!" I dropped my gaze upon hearing the last sentence, traveler immediately took the hint then gave Paimon a look, the both of them expressed concerns as I reassured them "Don't worry, I'll be leaving liyue soon."

"Whatt!!?? You're leaving liyue!?!???" We both shut Paimon up which resulted to her apologizing "I'll be going to inazuma with the help of the crux tomorrow morning." I counted the mora on my hands "Traveler, will you accompany me to my travel?"

"Of course Y/n! Anything for you!!" Paimon gleefully accepted as Aether nodded, I express my gratitude to the two travelers before leaving soon since it's almost my curfew. The moment I saw Childe standing in front of the door froze my ability to walk.

"Why were you with the traveler earlier?" As expected, he looked pissed again "Because they're.. my friends?" I hold my breath while gripping the strap, the ginger looked unconvinced "They're also your friends right? Don't you trust them to be around me?" A sigh escaped me. At the moment, he grabbed my wrist then pull me inside, next thing I know a painful slap landed on my face "You fucking whore, I thought you already learned your lesson 2 days ago."

I clasp the red cheek before I finally had enough of it.

"So I'm not allowed to interact with humans anymore? Why is it that you get to interact with your female co workers but you can't even let me be friendly with a stranger!"

Childe was taken aback at my sudden retortion as he grip his fists "At least I don't go around being flirty with random women."

"What's wrong with you? So basic kindness is being flirty to you now?-" The sound of his hydro powers blasted against me that I was slammed on the wall before dropping to the ground. I groaned in pain as I clasp my chest and stomach for comfort "I'm sorry, you made me do it."

This moment sparked my determination to move to inazuma, I glared at my now ex boyfriend before storming into the bedroom. I sealed a lock on the door before packing my habiliments and things, a tear rushed down as I grip my own hair out of frustration "Look I'm sorry, I didn't mean to, you shouldn't have yelled at me back." At the moment, Tartaglia was banging on the door as I cower in the corner, each daunting bang on the wooden door gets defeaning, his hydro powers then blasted the door open which turned my whole body into cryo state. My safe place once now biggest nightmare gingerly walked across me with dark aura glint in his eyes, staring into his dull eyes felt like eternity as he crouch down on my form, I tear my gaze away still shivering “You don't have to do this, I have my own life, just let me go.” I impulsively bit my nails as to ease the terrifying tension between us, the ginger haired just stared at me with no emotion and not even signs of remorse on my frightened state, his gloved hands brushed a tear that escaped mine before caressing my skin gently “Never.” Childe said as he stood up then left me alone. My body petrified while my mind kept replaying past events that occurred just earlier, watching all of these unfold made me firm about my decision, I'm definitely leaving this hellhole.

Sleeping felt fast, maybe I'm too determined to leave, it's a good thing that I'm hearing the birds chirp in the morning, I can't finally wait for the day I live with my free will. The harbinger gave me a kiss and hug before heading off to his fatui duties as expected, I readied my belongings as I grab my bag and my map, I wore a hoodie incase the fatui tries to track me down before finally exiting our home.

I clutch the map near my chest like a lost bird as I reach guyun stone forest, I held my breath in staying vigilant while scanning for beidou’s ship, I hope I'm not too late..

A hand then tapped my shoulder which led the whole me into a paralyzed shock “Follow me.” My body loosened up upon hearing my friend’s name, I followed Kazuha until we reached the alcor. Along with Beidou, I saw traveler and Paimon as they beckon me to come, I take a glance behind before shooting them a smile.

As we boarded in the ship, Beidou ordered to sail the ship to inazuma, feeling a relief on my chest while gazing at liyue harbor far away “Don't worry, he can't hurt you here now.” Kazuha rubbed my back with his usual reassuring smile that calmed my senses no matter what, I sent him my gratitude before enveloping him to a warm embrace “We finally got you out of that maniac’s control! Me and Aether will promise to protect you from him no matter what!” Paimon’s jolly cheer made my heart smile as I giggled “I don't deserve any of you.. After all everything you guys did for me..” I watched the ripples course alongside the ship, the comfort of it brings me to a comforting fact that I'm away from my abuser, for the second time I felt so free the last time being a slave to the l/n household, I've finally get to make decisions on my own and talk to anyone to my desire.

It felt like days since the travel, to my surprise it only felt like 2 days, we were able to overcome the lightning strikes that surrounded the area, far away from the ship I caught the foggy view of Ritou that led to a secure smile on my face “We're almost there.” Paimon stated, I grabbed my belongings as I wear my hoodie just in case of any fatui sightings “You should create an alias so in case that harbinger knows your whereabouts, it'll make the searching hard for him.” The white haired samurai suggested, I nodded to keep in my mind.

At long last, we arrived in Ritou safe and sound before Traveler and Paimon accompanied me for a tour around inazuma. The sakura trees flow freely as the gentle breeze greets me with enthusiasm, never in my life have I felt so relieved and stress free, now that I have a bag of mora on me there's no need to worry about being drowned in debt.

After traveler and Paimon toured me around the city, I sent them my gratitude before bidding farewell, now all I need is a good night rest then I can apply for a job tomorrow.

Normally I would wake up to my hands chained on the headboard as it starts with Childe’s tedious morning kisses and hugs along with a controlling lecture, now I hear freedom birds chirping as the sun filtered through the windows as if it's greeting me for a new day, I start my breakfast with black back perch stew. When I have the time, I can learn how to make inazuman cuisines.

After eating, I decided to apply as a maid for the yashiro commission, it's one of the least I can do for the time being before I work a job I'm capable of. As I'm accepted on the job, I met a guy named Thoma, he toured me around the Kamisato estate while he teachs me the basics of housekeeping, I did learn quite a few things about cooking and cleaning during the time I was held captive at the harbinger’s house, I was also forced to do most of the household chores when I was still living with my execrable family “I assume you have knowledge about most of the housekeeping stuff?” Thoma inquired, I nodded “Yes, I am an expert at gardening stuff and cooking, though I'm yet to learn inazuma’s local cuisines.”

“Good, that saves me from explaining then, I'll teach you our local inazuman cuisines that Lady Ayaka and Lord Ayato loves.”

I shot him a curious smile as I follow him to the kitchen. On our way to the cookery, we pass by the head of the Kamisato clan before bowing our heads, I can't help but feel trapped under his gaze, the way he maintained a prolonged eye contact to me is enough to make my heart beat in a speed of light, he looked quite charming and refresh as he leave the room. Still captivated by his eyes, Thoma brought me back to reality by leading me the kitchen room.

The sun was setting down by the time I learned about inazuman cuisines, I find myself fond of their grilled unagi fillet, it's scrumptious flavor satisfies my stomach and brings new to my taste buds, I'll definitely hunt for more unagi meat “You should take some quality rest right now, we'll do more work tomorrow.” I nodded before thanking the fixer, I definitely learned a lot from him today.

As I was about to leave the estate, I suddenly hear my name being called by Lord Kamisato, I went to his office as expected “May I request a cup of herbal tea?” The head said as he jot down on his paper work like a workaholic he is “As you wish, my lord.” I bowed before taking a quick glance on his enticing face, I can't help but feel mesmerized on him as whole, his presence sends butterflies to my stomach, it's like I'm trapped under a spell.

I delivered the tea to him as he sent his gratitude, I watched him took a sip of the cup before continuing on his work, all off a sudden my body feels weak and my mind at haze.

“Do you need something?” Lord Ayato’s voice then snapped me out leading a pink faced me “N-nothing…” I can't be embarrassing myself right now… not in front of the head.. “Anything else, my Lord?”

“Ah yes, I'd like you to distribute these paper works of mine, put this one into the right folder and this one to the left folder.” He pointed on the pile of paperworks beside “Understood my Lord.” I swallowed my saliva before picking the papers up, why do I feel weak whenever I'm alone with him? I never felt this way with Childe when we first met, could it be inferiority since he's a noble?

The air in the room seems different, it's like a mix of comfy and mousy temperature, it's a good thing he hasn't picked up the sound of my beating heart while I was distributing papers, he let out a quiet sigh as he leaned on his chair for a moment, I kept distributing papers while taking sneaky looks on his face.

“Dear Y/n, if its okay with you, can you massage my back as I do my work?”

I choked for a split second before composing myself “Y-yes! Sure!” I sheepishly smiled then went to him “Pardon for my uhm.. foolish actions earlier, it was just unexpected I didn't knew how to-”

“It's alright, just do what you do.” The blue haired continued writing, I hummed then took a deep breath, I start kneading his shoulders and back before trailing down then pressed his back a little harder “Ah.. That's the spot..” he let out a sigh of relief leading to flustered me pressing my lips, I began to rub circles on his back neck “Keep going, you're doing great.” I blushed at his statement as I continued massaging, never knew I had this opportunity to please the Lord like that..

The next day I found myself dusting the windows of the estate, last night kept repeating on my mind like a catchy scene you watch on theatres, I can still smell the sweet scented perfume he has that passed on my palm, he truly is a wonderful charmer as locals say.

“Miss Y/n, the Lord would like to have a morning tea with you.” one of the maids approached me, pink faced me made a return again “G-got it..” I put the brush down as I made my way to the outdoor tea table area. And here the Lord sipped tea by himself, I can't help but notice the way he looks elegant while just sipping tea, looks like I got myself being infatuated with someone again am I?

I bowed before sitting on the cushion, I took a sip of lemon tea as I try to maintain my posture, I'm one of the luckiest people to have a morning tea with the one and only Lord Kamisato Ayato.

But now I'm starting to wonder, why me of all people? I never really stood out from people, even if I got myself a lunatic ex “You're probably wondering why I'm asking you to be around me lately.” he puts his cup on the saucer then stared into my eyes, the long eye contact made me avert his gaze due to diffidence, looking into his sky blue eyes makes me feel small everytime, is this his goal?

“Lord Kamisato, it's fine with me if you want me to be around you longer, I don't mind.” I sheepishly smiled while pretending to admire the scenic sakura trees that perfectly compliments the charming atmosphere “I see..”

The head took another sip again, finishing all the contents before putting it back down to the saucer, I twiddle my hands under the table “Actually, I asked you for a morning tea with me because you piqued my interest since you became my maid.”

I coughed into my hands while looking at him wide eyed, interesting? I don't get it, I'm just like the other maids here, working for mora.. unless their goal was to seduce Lord Kamisato which is highly possible considering the amount of love letters he has in his office “May I ask why my Lord? What's so interesting about me?”

“I'm glad you asked.” he smirked as he puts his hands together, suddenly the tension in the air feels different “I couldn't care less when someone from a different nation works for me, but when it came to you, it felt different.” I listened intently as he continued to gaze into my eyes “You may not be aware but before you arrived here, people have been talking about your heroic deeds when you saved a group of people during an earthquake in the chasm, my retainer was one of those people you put your life to.”

I can't remember when did that happened, I only recall a few things that happened during my journeys, like discovering 4 ruin guards in the guyun stone forest “My retainer remembered being shoved to a nearby land by you, they said you couldn't almost make it because the ground under you collapsed also, thankfully a certain someone managed to save you.” and that's where everything clicked in.

ꜰʟᴀꜱʜʙᴀᴄᴋꜱ ᴛᴏ ᴄʜᴀꜱᴍ⋆·˚ ༘ *

“It can't be, it must've been a wrong direction..” alas, I've been fooled again, looks like I never learn during my penniless days..

I crumple the treasure map before throwing it to the ground. Suddenly, I overheard a group of people discussing about a particular topic, more like an argument?

“No way, there's no way a treasure isn't here, I even checked twice for the location!”

“You do know that we’ve been tricked into this right?”

“But still, the treasure should be underground!”

The chatter continued as I eavesdrop, so I wasn't the only victim here? They seemed determined that one of them was willing to explore the dangerous underground mines, I slowly sighed to myself, if only I have that much determination…

The ground below me started shaking like crazy, I could sense hydro energy radiating on the surface. Panic entered people as they try to maintain their balance albeit the ground below them is starting to split in half. Using my remaining energy and stamina, I ran to them then shove them to a safe ground, thankfully it was the only 3 of them and I managed to save them in time, however I tripped on something which resulted to scraping my knee “Let's help the young lady!!” One of them reaches out to grab my hand but before I could grab their hand, the surface below me successfully split in half, separating me from the adventurers “Help!! Somebody-” my body lose grip before falling.

And when I thought it's my demise, someone then carried me to safety, placing me with the rest of adventurers “Oh thank rex lapis she's saved..” I panted heavily, that near death experience really made me froze and rethink my life decisions. I look at my savior and it was none other the yaksha adeptus Xiao, but how? I never called his name out “Just be careful next time, Y/n.” With that, the adeptus teleported and dissapeared.

“I called his name out, it's a relief he appeared quickly.” One of the adventurers stated, they all sent their thanks to me after saving their life then gave me mora in return. Relieved that everyone is saved, my mind still fishes answers about past events, who caused this earthquake?

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The hydro energy, Childe…

No, it can't be, he was watching me the whole time? All the steps and journey I had far from home, he was silently watching me like a bird from distance.

A shiver suddenly ran down to my spine, don't tell me he's also watching me and Ayato having tea time, right?..

“Miss Y/n, is everything okay?” The head shot me a worry look “Y-yes! Just spaced out for a bit.” I chugged all of the remaining liquid from the tea.

“You sure? I swore that I saw your expression dropped for a minute.”

“No, I'm just.. a little surprised that my heroic deeds would reach here.” I chuckled wryly as the air between us suddenly got awkward “Oh, I see..” He let out a quiet chuckled, I now realized that the longer I'm with him, the more I fall.

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Childe wasn't very happy when he found out, the moment he saw her drawers empty and clothes gone, only leaving her scent on the bed they shared, the world felt unreal for the harbinger as he desperately try to find traces of her sudden departure, something then clicked on his mind. Kazuha

“I'm not going to be mad, do you have any knowledge about Y/n’s whereabouts?” He ‘genuinely’ smiled as he crossed his arms, the menancing demeanor he releases makes the ronin pout in annoyance “And why do you ask?” the samurai’s response annoyed Tartaglia to the extend, how does one dare to question love?

“Because I'm her boyfriend, can't a man be concerned about their lover’s sudden dissapearance?”

“Boyfriend? Doesn't seem like a relationship thing where your significant other is afraid of your mere presence.”

Childe gritted his teeth as he balled his fists “You dare to talk to a fatui harbinger like that?” the tension was heavy between them, the wind told Kazuha that a duel will spark between both sides “Well, I couldn't care less about Y/n’s whereabouts.” he slid his gleaming blade with his fingers, the isshin blade that holds a important history from the past, compared to the breezing wind earlier, it became ominous “And even if I did, I wouldn't tell you, not even a small single hint.”

The bloodthirsty being drew his hydro sword out in response, oh he has been waiting for this perfect opportunity to duel the wandering samurai of inazuma, Kaedahara Kazuha.

“Seems like I have no choice, sorry man, you seemed nice, I only wanted to ask a simple 𝘲𝘶𝘦𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯.” He raise his sword up, the two men waiting for the other to make a move, as long it's for Y/n his dear friend, Kazuha will draw his blade in a heartbeat.

ꜰʟᴀꜱʜʙᴀᴄᴋꜱ ⋆·˚ ༘ *

I watch her peaceful sleeping figure from afar after our heated argument, guilt washed over me as I admire how the moonlight painted her face so well, a figure so loveable yet hard to keep..

I recount the times I held back on challenging the yaksha adeptus for particular reasons, without him maybe my precious Y/n could've perished.. but I prefer it that way, but that means I won't have her sleeping by my side this moment. I brushed a lock behind her ears, each tranquil seconds that brings comfort to my heart, alone with her is what I would wish to the 7 archons

“You're not going to leave… are you?”

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gennabi · 3 years ago

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soulmates? soulmates.

barista!chifuyu x reader (no prns) • 1.4k

platonic; fluff, prob some angst idk, humour??, soulmates au obviously, barista au

ft. bff kazutora + one mention of boss!inupi , second hand embarassment (im sorry) , i wrote this while thinking its like a drama/show if that makes sense , a warning that im going for humane characters so everyone will have flaws 😁

soulmates? soulmates. masterlist

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24 hours.

one day until you meet the so-called "love of your life". you slouch yourself against kazutora's side as you lay your head on his shoulder. he groans. "what is it this this time?" you lift your wrist wordlessly and he gapes, eyes widening so much you think they might pop out, "no fucking way..."

muttering string of curses, you let your hand fall dramatically before you roll your eyes in annoyance. "stupid soulmate."

"so... what are you going to do?" he asks once his brain somewhat registers the shock. "apparently people can sleep through them, or at least that's what i found on the internet," you purse your lips and nod to yourself. your best friend turns to you and there's a crease between his eyebrows, "sleep?" you confirm, "sleep."

he stays still for a moment, racking through ideas of what might be helpful and then, an excited 'oh' leaves his lips. "why don't you.. just stay at home?"

you frown at that. you too once upon a time thought that would be a great idea. but it appears that the universe loves picking fights. because when you searched it up, hundreds of stories popped up. and that yes, unfortunately, they met their soulmate anyway. from their soulmate being the one to deliver their parcels to their house, to straight downwards "i accidentally threw the ball too far, please let me pay for your window". by the encounters you've read, you're confident that the gods or whoever invented soulmates are giggling and kicking the air every time. is that why they create soulmates in the first place? to pass by their free time with joy over people's agony?

and when kazutora hears your explanation, he mirrors you as a frown of his own surfaces. "shit. that must suck...."

it's times like this that you envy kazutora so much. you see, your one hell of a best friend is very fortunately soulmate-less. and it hurts that every day you're reminded of it by the absent of numbers on his wrist, but you choose to say nothing about it. because even if you do, what can he even do for you? cause it's certainly not his fault that you have a goddamn soulmate.

you only sigh in response as you nuzzle your head further onto his neck. "it does."

12 hours.

it's nine in the morning when you're awake. finding yourself in the comfort of kazutora's bedroom, you immediately head for your house. oh, did you forgot to mention that you and kazutora are neighbours? sweet right. totally scored a goal there.

you quickly exit your house as soon as you finish donning yourself your work attire. you catch a glimpse of your dual hair coloured bestfriend unlocking his door when you walk past his house, a wish of safe journey following afterwards.

oh. did you mention that you're actually late right now too?

you mentally curse kazutora for letting you sleep in when he knows you're going to sleep like a log because damn his bed is to die for─ have you seen his mattress? one dip and you're out of this world. your loathing session is interrupted by a loud grumble and you groan. great. first thing in the morning and your stomach is already aching.

fuck you, kazutora.

4 hours.

"why am i the one at fault here?" you can picture kazutora rolling his eyes through the phone as you're walking home. letting a sarcastic chuckle slip past your lips, you glare at the air. "oh i don't know? maybe because i wasn't planning to? and you slept later than me anyway and you know that mr.inui is so fucking strict too." your bestfriend opens his mouth to defend himself when you cut him off. "he told me to come to work by seven tomorrow. he's so ruthless.." "alright, alright. babe. now, go get yourself a breakfast first. i promise i won't do it again, i didn't know. and stop crying, you sound ugly." "hey i wasn't crying─" a hiccup bubbles on your throat and you chew your mouth in embarassment. "fine.. thank you kazu."

you end the phone call and look around for any nearby cafe. you spot one thankfully and let yourself in and as if on cue, your stomach lets out a noise for the nth time.

the blue-eyed waiter at the counter lightly chuckles when their eyes meet yours and you could only muster an awkward smile as you seat yourself. they make their way towards your table, pulling out a small note and a pen in the process. and while you're grateful they're the only one who heard it, you think they decide to serve you only to mentally laugh at your misery more.

you order (normally, thank lord) and they confirm it before excusing themself back to the counter. looking for something else to distract your mind on─ and totally not so that you won't embarassingly meet eyes with the waiter again, you opt to resume your work while waiting. mayhaps it'll ease the burden of tomorrow. just thinking about tomorrow makes you sick.

your food soon came and in an instant, all your responsibilities are swiped off the table as you heartily dig in, of course not before thanking the waiter. you've been dying all day long, can't blame you for doing so. and when you're sure you've scrapped off every inch of the plates, you resume your work because hey, who wants to stay up all night doing work? obviously not you.

and so with your back slouched (you should totally work on your posture by the way) and eyebrows furrowing, you let the screen of your laptop consume you whole.

you remember forcing yourself to sleep when the digits on your wrist states 2.00 in all its glory. you were getting kind of tired from all the work and granted, you had a food coma so what better way than to just sleep right there and then? sure, you could've just went to your home since that's what you initially planned anyway but your head were pounding way too loud to your liking for you to even lift it.

and when you flutter your eyelids open, you're greeted with the same waiter as before, seated opposite you. eyes droopily scanning your surroundings, you take in the dark and empty cafe, minus the lights shone at your place, the counter and what you assume the back room. and that the sign on the door is already turned over to 'closed'.

groggily stretching your back, you yawn. "sorry for sleeping. what time is it─," your gaze naturally shift to their nametag, "─chifuyu?"

"10.40."

"shit─ you could've wake me up, i'm so sorry."

"you looked comfortable so it's fine."

blinking your eyes at chifuyu in disbelief, you throw your head back as a strange noise leaves your throat. first they had to hear that weird sound from your belly and now they probably would've heard you sleep talking or saw you drooling even. give it to chifuyu for witnessing things only kazutora does just by being a mere stranger.

chifuyu softly smiles at you when they stand on their feet. "i'll go prepare something for you to freshen up to." you quickly whip your head up to protest. "no, no, it's fine." "don't worry, it's on the house..

and nice to meet you. i'm chifuyu. he/him."

you silently watch as his figure disappears into the back room. lifting up your hand for a final check on your foolproof plan, you're mortified to see the numbers still there. it should've been gone by now!

..don't tell me... chifuyu is my soulmate?

no. no. if that were the case, the timer would've erased themself the moment you woke up. so then what is this? did the universe caught up to you and went two steps ahead by pausing the countdown until you meet your soulmate? are you fucking kidding me...

in so much despair, you turn to chifuyu and wail when his footsteps are heard. "chifuyu!!"

"um please don't cling on me!! uhh.."

"y/n!!! it's!! y/n!!! no!! pronouns!!"

"okay y/n, please don't cling on me!! you're going to make me drop─"

clack!

and let's give it to you for being a total bother to a stranger named chifuyu.

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alberivh · 3 years ago

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wanders of ghost (ghost au)

headcannons and short fic of ghost!kaeya as your platonic s/o and a wandering friendly soul at your resident

kaeya x gn!reader

(Mentions of Death) hints of angst, fluff, comfort hurt (contains some of the characters backstory) , curses/cuss

a/n ; what if kaeya died because of his brother blow attack and became a wandering ghost at his mansion yeah definitely not writing it into a hc’s or anything…./this post exist/

Kaeya

the first time you saw him, you just think he is just some kind of intruder and realized that his body were kind of fading away for some reason…Yes it took you a minute to realized, but the ghost in front of you were just asking you some type of stuff like “are you here to bust me out or do you actually live in here?” it genuinely confused you for a bit because he seems too fucking neat to be a ghost. Like why is he so charming? That’s not very polite.

Then afterwards…you both became best bud with one another? Yes he’s still pretty embarassed and such but it doesn’t matter because you’re best buddies with him now!

kaeya is very easy to get embarassed, knowing he’s pretty new to this ghost-life, he always doubt himself to be alive or not. He’s not new to this things…well at least for now. and maybe those are the main reason why he always play his piano at the middle of the night without you begging at his knees to play the song you’ve used to wrote. His piano is the source of his energy after all, the one who could connect him with his afterlife. Yes you hear his melodies at 3am in the stairs, you don’t want to embarass his cheeks into a flustering mess again like before.

he genuinely loves to play with your cats. He wants to headpat them and such but they never notice he was here and it left his heart-ache. He really just want to play with your cats like how normal human does..he even brought the cats flowers but they seems to ignore it and think as if it was nothing. so till this day and on-wards he always envied you for being able to squeeze or pet them.

you’re the one who teach him how to be flirty with the ladies and scared them the fuck away. Yes you both are complete menace and no, he wouldn’t be able to prank you; when all you’ve ever see till these years are those bloody ass ghost, he wouldn’t be able to compete with those memories. But what he does to take advantage of this skill…he flirts with you on daily and it drops your face into a flustering mess. “Dove are you sure you’re not going to kiss me now?” “Kaeya you’re a ghost how am i supposed to kiss you now?” “Well explainable…then let me just kiss you as exchange!” “wait fuck kae—“ yeah he kissed you and it left some lingering feeling beside it. So now you were rolling around the hall thinking about your life decision, realizing a ghost just kissed you.

as your bestest buddies, expect him to do so many things for you. that time when he saw you crying over your work, he feel some sort of guilt surrounding him. It makes him feel as if he wasn’t doing much enough for you. So for future lesson…he decided to haunt your boss to gave you lesser frustrating works or just works in general and it actually works for some reason? You got a promotion thanks to kaeya’s help but still, it doesn’t seem enough.

You were trying so hard to always make him feel in company but he never seen through those busy days and you, yourself, So he decided for once…to play you something. Well, he heard this song was called “clair de lune” and it seems interesting to try it out and he remembered how he would find piano to be a form of relaxation. So, once his fingertips touch the nots of the piano, he found a deep exhale from behind his piano counter. It was you holding back your composure and this time, kaeya wasn’t blindfolded. He was happy to know you, he was. And this is a form of kaeya’s appreciation.

“you sure have a beautiful melodies..and maybe…that part of you could be considered as lovely” laying on your couch. You found kaeya to be more alive, everytime he plays the piano, everytime you found him to be more bareable to understand. Kaeya is a beautiful soul…but isn’t it tragic how such a soul pass? well, maybe that’s the reason why you’re holding the grudge to set him free. Maybe that’s the reason why he was meant to stay, just for somebody to took you company. Because who are you without him staying? maybe the grudges who hold you back are your own selfishness. He was a ghost..a purehearted soul who have pass.

“thank you for staying…kaeya”

you exhale those word until the last nots of the rythym ends, it was hard to say such a thing; When you know it would took you to an unending spiral of thoughts, you done nothing but stare at the empty ceiling. no one would hear it any longer. Nobody would hear you any longer. You have set him free. He has took great pleasure to hear that words from you, so it’s time to bare our farewell. To another universe where you could met him again. So tears dwell on your face, leaving marks to the unknown. You wish you never be friended with an innocent soul. You wish you never have to witness a lost, for the second time since forever.

Kaeya. You’re free now.

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midearthwritings · 4 years ago

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Wings wouldn't help you

Lindir brings you back to life.

Words Count : 1,321

Pairing : Lindir & Reader

Warning : Depression

Author's Note : Request sent by @jojo-javabean24 .

If anyone reading this is suffering from Depression, or think they might be Depressed, please reach out for help. You are not alone and it does get better.

Beneath your cheek, the pillow is hot, and wet. It is uncomfortable but you cannot bring yourself to move. The tears won't stop falling, they burn and bruise your skin mercilessly. The room is dark, blurry. Your eyes are wide open but you cannot see, the emptiness of your soul infecting your body, taking your senses away. It has been days since you had last left the comfort of your bed, and it would probably take even longer for you to leave it again. The smell coming from you is unpleasant, and you know a bath would be more than welcome. But you cannot bring yourself to care. The smallest movement hurts in a way you didn't think was possible. Would you even be able to reach the door?

The night is quiet, beautiful. Through the window, the Moon stares at you. She mocks your sick figure. While you feel empty, incomplete, she's whole and wonderful, steals everybody's attention. She even has yours, as you stare back. How you envy her, broken hearted and dying slowly in your bedsheets.

"I wish I knew how to ease your pain." You had forgotten his presence, and his voice startles you. His hand, gentle and barely touching you, caresses your arm reassuringly.

You want to answer, to let him know you are still here and that you too, would love to know. The words get stuck in your throat and you choke on them. If you try harder, you know you are going to throw up.

He does not force them out. He just stays there, by your side. It is nice, in a way, to know you are not so alone. If only it could be enough to end the tears.

When the weight of his palm disappears, you feel cold. A brutal winter wind, destroying everything and leaving nothing.

Soft notes rise, chasing the cold away. The chants of a harp. It is low, a whisper, as if he was playing from afar. But you know he's close. In the dark, you imagine his slender fingers tickling the cords, bending them to his will, making them sing for you.

The melody is new, something you have never heard before. The pounding headache is not enough to stop the pictures to form themselves in your mind. There are no words, maybe not even a title to the piece, but it is about hope, about love.

The words pour out of his mouth like the clear water in Rivendell's baths. They fall into your ears, a foreign song of which you do not understand all the lyrics. You can only catch a few words, here and there. He talks of flowers, and birds, of the sun and other stars illuminating the sky. Breathing quietly, not to disrupt his reading, you trace invisible patterns on the silky sheets. You draw the curves of each syllable, paint the rhymes as they leave his lips. The symphony of his verse warms your heart. Somewhat, it soothes the pain.

Lindir too, is beautiful. The brown cascade flowing down his shoulders, adorned with a delicate tiara makes him look divine. He reminds you of the trees basking in the pale moonlight. Perhaps one day you will have him sit for you, get his portrait done.

Slowly, his voice dies down, and with it, the beautiful words. Already, you miss them and wish for more.

"Was it to your liking?" The uncertainty of the his question makes you smile. His eyes reflects the turmoil inside him. Never had you wished for him to suffer from the sadness devouring your soul. Guiltily, you take his hand in yours. The smooth skin reminds you of an infant's.

"It would be, if only I knew the meaning of it." A light shade of red colors the tip of his ears, and your smile only grows bigger.

Many moons had passed since the first time you spoke to one another, and you still find it easy to embarass him. You know the path is still long before he feels entirely at ease with each word you say, before his shell breaks completely. Even if it never does, the love you have for Lindir will not fade.

With a soft caress of your thumb on his hand, you silently apologise for your mockery.

"Lindir, Mellon Nín, read to me again." Shutting your eyes, you listen as the soft-spoken elf lulls you into unconsciousness.

Written, the words look as beautiful as they sound. For the hundredth time, you read them, your eyes lingering on each curve of Lindir's handwriting. Although reading it yourself is not the same as when he did it for you, you never get tired of it. You know the poem by heart now, and the translation he provided is not needed anymore for you to understand.

Wildflowers and discarded feathers fill your mind. You can imagine the sun peeking through the clouds so clearly, it feels as if you were currently watching it. As a soft sigh escape your lips, the windows calls for you. The green leaves waving, pleading for you to come outside. This bed held you captive for so long. You laid there, drowning in your own sorrow, waiting for death to take you away. Now you miss the gentle wind, the birds chirping happily amongst the trees.

Quietly, the door opens and closes. He does not knock anymore. He stopped when he realized you never answered. You don't mind.

"Mae govannen, Lindir." You greet him, folding the parchment in your hands. Soon, the strong scent of sugar assaults your nostrils, sweet and enticing, making your stomach groan. "What is it that I smell?"

The bed shifts as he sits down next to you. On a silver tray lies a dozen of delicious looking pastries. It is only as you look at them, mouth watering, that you realize you are hungry.

"I baked them myself." To say you feel privileged in this instant would be an understatement. You will forever be grateful for the way he is taking care of you. Even when mortality finally parts your ways, your gratitude will remain.

Shyly, you take the smallest looking one. As you bring it closer to your face, the smell fills your nose. It is sweet, intoxicating. You take a bite and let a pleasantly surprised noise. It looked good, but once on your tongue, it is exquisite. It tastes of fresh fruits, a little bit of honey and perhaps, of mint. The ingredients balance each other perfectly. When you swallow, there is no bitter aftertaste, and you pop the rest into your mouth.

As you eat, his eyes never leave you. The worries slowly faded, replaced with hope. For a second, you look at him as if he was a mirror. Days had passed, and with it, the heartache and crippling emptiness. In your heart is now a new feeling of joy, peace.

"I did not know you could bake so well." You point out. You lick your fingertips, cleaning the sticky remainders of sugar.

"Neither did I." He replied with a smile, visibly satisfied with your words. Or maybe is he simply relieved to see you so eager to eat?

And you, too, are relieved. The harp is still standing proudly in a corner of your room, the one on which he played the softest songs as you cried. In your lap, the folded poem still lies, waiting for you to read it once more, for it was written for you. And the many little desserts he spent so much time baking, never before had you tasted something that good. Without Lindir, without his love and his care, this flicker of hope would have died down long ago. Now, the flame burns, big and strong in your heart, promise of better days to come.

Perhaps it is time to welcome the Sun back into your life.

#the hobbit #the hobbit imagine #the hobbit reader insert #lindir #lindir x reader #lindir x you #lindir x y/n #lindir imagine

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mr-walkingrainbow · 7 months ago

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Don’t forget us Gays hysterically shipping Anxiety x Ennui ❤️ Electricnoodle or Anxienn

Also I think theirs a portion of people who ship Ennui x Fear. Which I oddly only ship when it’s that very hyper specific trans masc Ennui who always has scrungly mustache and beard whiskers. Their Nervenoodle

Theirs also Anxiety x Joy! I don’t remember their ship name.

I think I’ve seen a couple Ennui x Disgust

OH! And I do love the Digust x Fear x Anger polycule ship

I’ve seen maybe two or three posts for Ennui x Embarassment

A singular post for Anxiety x Envy (Anxienvy?)

I might have seen a couple Anxiety x Disgust posts too.

I think that’s all the new inside out 2 ships!!!

As an OG Inside Out fan, seeing the ship bait in the film was kinda funny considering the old Starnerve v. Disear feud, and like... gee, everyone got shipped with Sadness. Do I even remember most of the ship names?

Joyness: Joy/Sadness

Tearbrick: Sadness/Anger

Feanger: Fear/Anger

Disear: Disgust/Fear

Brickcoli: Anger/Disgust

Brickstar: Anger/Joy

Lemon Lime: Joy/Disgust

Starnerve: Joy/Fear

I know Sadness/Fear was shipped a bit but I cannot for the life of me remember that ship's name. Nor do I remember Disgust/Sadness :') I wonder if anyone else remembers.

Now we have Embarrassment/Sadness ship bait, which I'm honestly all for. I used to ship her with an OC. Fear/Anxiety was pushed too, but I'm kinda meh on that. The Fear and Disgust recasting really put a damper on their new scenes, and thus made their interactions with the other characters slightly less engaging. Brickstar got even more content than it already had (I should do an analysis of that 😅) And Disgust got to simp over a video game character, so, good for her 😅

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everafterkeiji · 4 years ago

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Song: Certain Things by James Arthur

Summary: When the setter's decision led him to a war with his heart.

Pairings: Keiji Akaashi x fem! reader

Word count: 5.3k

Genre: angst

A/N: i used to listen to this song nonstop and it just suited how sad this is so no happy endings for this one🤺

"Keiji!"

You watch as she runs up to him, engulfing him in the sweetest hug you could ever imagine. How you envy the feeling of being welcome in his arms. His eyes soften at the sight of her, as she rambled on how amazing he was. He gives her his heart fluttering smile as he lets his palm set on her shoulder, kindly thanking her for watching and supporting him throughout the entire game.

Did your shouts of love become silent to him?

She grabs his towel, patting it lightly on his forehead as he blushes finding the gesture extremely embarassing for the girl he longs for to just wipe away his sweat. He tries to stop her but she insisted, even grabbing her water bottle and giving it to him, asking him to drink some water and rest.

"Hey hey hey- look at me please."

Bokuto says, coming from behind you. You turn to him with water baring eyes, a heartache eating you up with every second you continue to watch. Bokuto sighs as he pulls you in his arms, his chin resting on your crown, as he caresses your hair as you let out an agonizing sob. Bokuto sees the way Akaashi didn't bother to spare them a glance, as Akaashis overall being was captivated by the girl that was beside him. He coes her, whispering how he's got her and he'll never have the courage to let her go, the way the dark haired boy did.

"We won today yeah? Why don't we celebrate?" Bokuto tries to tone his voice in his usual cheery self but feels defeated when he sees her. Y/N looks up at him, he tenses up as he holds your head, an instinct that you were going to look again. You were mid way into letting your eyes land on them but Bokuto stopped you as he held your face in his palm, looking at you with an expression you were well familiar with.

"Y/N."

" 'Taro, shit I'm sorry!" You shouted before wiping away your eyes as his heart winces seeing his friend poorly attempt to regain the sunshine that she once was. Puffed cheeks, swollen eyes, red tinted nose, what a cruel sight yet she dared to cover all of these with a smile. It was disgusting how she made it look so believable, fooling almost everyone that witnessed her little facade. Bokuto falling for it countless of times but has learned to tell the difference every now and then, fitting in for the spot of her once best friend who knew exactly what she was truly feeling.

Akaashi would've read her like a novel he loved but it seems like it wasn't as timeless anymore.

It was now up to Bokuto to handle the shattered girl, even when her own broken heart pierced through her like a knife everyday.

"I-I know a good place to eat at! Maybe then I can treat you for being my favorite ace?" She offers with a sickening chuckle. She was achingly trying. He only gives her a smile, accepting her efforts of hiding how empty she felt. He lets his arm fall on her shoulders, comforting her with everything he can do.

"Oh! I'd like that, kind of like a double date huh? Seems like I get to treat my favorite setter too!" Akemi states, eyes darting towards Akaashi as he becomes flustered with her words. Bokutos eyebrow furrows, and with a pout he tries to insist that you didn't want her to accompany them, but you let your arm come before him as he questions your decisions.

"Sure! The more the merrier right, Ko?" Akemi claps her hand as she gathers her things, Akaashi doing the same. Bokuto takes notice of your longing gaze as he pulls you with him.

"So is that right? I'm your favorite?" Bokuto teases, as you laugh punching him lightly on his shoulder. He chuckles but was taken by surprise as you wrap your arms around his neck, standing on your tip toes to reach him. He immediately wraps his arms around your waist as you pat his hair, nuzzling your face in his neck as you smile, feeling gratitude for an amazing friend like him.

"You were fantastic earlier, I'm sorry for being so-" Bokuto cuts you off with a shout of triumph, making you confused as he pulls away. He wouldn't let her continue her sentence, knowing he couldn't stand hearing her blame herself for something she couldn't handle.

"Ah! What a starter! Thanks Y/N! No wonder I'm the best huh?" He shouts closing his eyes, putting his hands on his hips smiling to himself. You laugh, enjoying how it fed his confidence. Akaashi turns to the two of you watching how Bokuto oddly portray his muscles as you laugh loudly. Akemi smiles beside him, finding the duo quite suited for each other

"They should date! Bokuto makes her so happy!" She claims, as Akaashi blinks, shaking his head turning to meet her green eyes.

"She hates guy who shows off their muscles like that. She think's its a bit cocky." Akemi laughs at Akaashi, since what he said sounded like a known fact.

"Maybe everything can change when she's with him."

She states, making his eyes widen. Impossible. She can't just switch her words just because of Bokuto. He says to himself. Once he hears how genuine your laugh was and realizes that the ace was the cause of it, he stiffens at the thought of the you and the captain together. Akaashi was the one to introduce you to him so it was a surprise you two would come together like that, especially when he felt how Bokuto adjusted to you quite quickly.

"Ooh Y/N likes that color! Will you get it for her, Akaashi?!" Bokuto asks, pointing excitedly at a plush toy. Akaashis blue eyes turned to the location where the finger was pointed and he smiles seeing an immensely cute plush toy he knew you would love but this glee ends when he realizes that Bokuto managed to remember your favorite color.

"Bokuto-san, I'm impressed you knew what she liked." He said with an amused smile. The other boys eyes glimmered in the moonlight, remembering your past conversations with him.

"It's easy! Y/N always talk about many things and it's so freaking awesome. You've known her for the longest time right 'Kaashi? She's so cool." His words bring a smile to the setters lips, loving how Bokuto got along with you so well.

"Oh wait! Akaashi!"

"Yes, Bokuto-san?"

"Well! You've been with her since you were young right? So that means.. you like her!"

Akaashi coughs on his water looking at Bokuto. Bokutos cackle echoed through the air and his words consuming Akaashi's thoughts.

"I do like her but not romantically ok?" He defends, but Bokuto let's out a displeased scoff skipping ahead of the flustered setter. Happily moving knowing he's got him on a hot seat.

"That can change Akaashi!"

And it did.

For Y/N to watch Akemi casually serve Akaashi his food, it was like being tortured in a chamber or watching it to make your brain rot. They look perfect, she thinks. Bokuto was eating happily beside him, and setting aside how hurt she was, she chose to ignore the throbbing of her heart. Akaashi was in front of her as Akemi was in front of Bokuto. The two were in well conversation as Bokuto tried to gather your attention while he brings up how excited he was for a new move.

Dropping your chopsticks, you curse as you got out of your chair to bend down and reach it. Grabbing it in your hands as you look up to see a hand covering the sharp corner of the table. Your eyes follow it and realizing it was Akaashis hand, protecting you if you were to hit your head. This minimal effort was enough to set your soul on fire, admiring how he was able to act so quickly and composed. You return to your seat, Akaashi watching you steadily to make sure you were back. You give him a nod, thanking him for being observant as he smiles to you instead.

Just maybe.

You feel the rising heat on your cheeks as you sip water, hoping it were to ease your frantic heart. You observe Akemi, and painfully suck in the harsh truth that you couldn't deny. Everything that Akaashi has told you about his dream girl, the list of expectations he's had, it was all her. The embodiment of what Akaashi wants to hold, to love and to keep. You hear how her laughter sounded like gentle music, even her personality radiated nothing but sunshine.

All you can do was sigh, when a dream like her already has captured the heart of the young boy you grew to love.

She drops her phone, somewhat mirroring your actions beforehand. Akaashi turns to her immediately, as your heart took another strike seeing him mimic the same actions he had with you. Hand covering the edge, with a gentle hand on her back as she picks up the device leaving you stranded in strings of pain. She smiles at him, casually resting her hand on his as a thank you. Akaashi immediately blushes before placing his other hand on top, eyes lovingly holding onto hers.

The string of hope that you held on for dear life, immediately broke as you let the cup of water fall from your hands, taking an excruciating hit as you were brought back to the silent beating of your heart.

I'm certain that I'm yours.

Or at least I thought.

Bokuto calls your name multiple times as he frantically wipes the spillage of the water that was on the table and on your attire. You felt towels pat your lap gently as Bokuto still continued to put effort in grabbing your attention. Akemi looks at you concerned, worried for whatever thought that you had in mind was enough for you to completely lose your grip on reality.

"Y/N, hey!"

"I didn't think I'd be able to stay with you this long, Y/N." He says with a smile as you walk with him. It was early in the morning, both on your way to school. Coffee in both hands as you give him a pout, finding his statement in a different tone.

"You make it sound like you're unfortunate." You joke as Akaashi laughs beside you, sipping coffee before letting out a satisfied sigh.

"You've been with me even before I got in Fukurodani. I'm just really happy I've found somebody to turn to." You smile as your fingers brush against each other in which at the contact made you both blush. All the tension that was held in the moment was a bunch of unheard confessions, both unwilling to let them speak.

"I'm lucky I have you too, Kei."

"Seems like someone isn't technically happy of sharing the spotlight with me." Akaashi teases pointing at a very sleepy Bokuto who was walking up to you two.You giggle at the setter, while his blue eyes stayed on your smiling lips, relieved that it didn't fail to make him smile as well.

"Y/N."

A stern voice makes your gloomy eyes trail over to a pair of blue ones you were addicted to.

"Y/N? What's wrong with you? You made a mess." He says, completely knocking you off your limit. You stood up, hands on the table with your head down as Bokuto grunts knowing exactly what was bound to happen.

"I'm sorry Akaashi."

"That was reckless. You could've spilled it all over us, even Akemi-"

Bokuto winces when the name slips off of Akaashis lips as you hastily grab your wallet placing the money to Bokuto and mumbling a sorry before rushing to leave, tears falling from your tired eyes once you were out of the restaurant. Bokuto observes the way Akaashis eyes remained enlarged when it hit him how harsh he was. The captain wished that this worry of Akaashi would last long, since this was his first time seeing the setter show any concern for the poor girl in such a long time.

"Bokuto, will she be alright?" Akemi asks him, as he lets out a shrug of defeat. Akaashi bit his lip feeling the responsibility of his actions weigh on both him and the ace. He knew that Bokuto would never be able to comfort her the way he does, and reading her expressions when she left, reassuring her wouldn't be as easy.

Because he was the reason why she was hurting, not even realizing the damage has been done too many times already.

Your feet felt like weights as you ran, feeling the burn of guilt pass through you. On your way to pick up some snacks and refreshments for their match, a certain sight caught your eye leading you to your current decision.

"Yes thank you!" You say with a smile before, leaving the store with the things you bought. You rub your eyes, hating how early you had to catch a bus for their match. This was your only chance to watch them again since you avoided Akaashi for days, making Bokuto your company. You apologized dozens of times to Bokuto for leaving him in an awkward situation. Of course he forgave you, deciding to treat you to a movie instead to erase your worry.

Suddenly a familiar voice spikes up your interest, your head turning left and right to find Akemi. Instead, a tall man walks pass you carrying a bag that you've seen multiple times. You shrug, not wanting to lead to conclusions knowing how Akemi was genuine with her admiration for Akaashi.

"Haru-san!"

Akemi greets, arms wrapped around the waist of the man. You turn to see the two hugging and you gripped the plastic bag in your hands, as Haru places a gentle kiss on her forehead making you stunned even more.

"So where we going later?" He asks, as you lower your head, trying to control your breathing. This is impossible. How could she just lead him on like that! You despised how you weren't able to save Akaashi from the beginning, and now it was your turn to drop a heavy bomb on your best friend.

"We'll meet up later okay? I'll just attend my friend's match."

Friends.

You immediately walked away, weakened at what she just said. No matter shape or form, Akaashi would be hurt, completely. It hurt you that you'd have to see the painful expression on Akaashis face. You bit your lip, trying to avoid the look of dismay on your best friend. You let out a sad sigh as you began to pick up the pace in your walk.

Is it his turn to feel hopeless?

You've tried your best to avoid him. The tension being unresolved between the two of you yet you were happy Akaashi understood why you've created distance between you and him.

Knowing the two were inseparable, you were the one to adjust whenever Bokuto would be heading to practice or even going to lunch. Although, Akaashi gave you some space knowing his outburst completely set a different side to your friendship. You two have never really fought in such a way, he knew even if it was a small fight there was a distinct aura that surrounded the two of you. Beyond what happened, he knew you were facing some other problem that he was clueless of and him adding to your issues wasn't helping the both of you.

So whenever the dark haired boy saw you bid goodbye to Bokuto whenever he was on his way to approach the captain, it stung in his heart.

Akaashi sighs beside Bokuto. Koutaro was prepping himself up completely, pressing his palms to his cheeks. They were up to play soon and the blue eyed boy wonders if she would be able to make it back in time. While he wonders about you, his mind swerves to Akemi. He finds himself foolishly smiling at the thought of them holding hands at the restaurant so he looks at his phone, finding her contact and glancing at their photo.

Next to her contact was yours, which he was hesitant to tap on. He shuts off his phone before seeing Bokuto wave frantically with a smile on his face. Akaashi looks at you, eyes shining knowing you made it just in time to bid him goodluck and hopefully to clear up the quarrel. You felt your heart leap with every step, a war in your head in how you were going to tell him. Your hands tightened as you walk over to them, Bokuto patting your head showing how delighted he was that you were there. Akaashi wonders if you could even spare him a glance.

" 'Taro! I have your snacks but- promise me you'll be the best out there and maybe I'll treat you later!" You say as Bokuto punches the air, his mind in a frenzy at the scenario in his head of eating his favorite food.

You turn to Akaashi, shakily grabbing his arm as he stiffens at your sudden contact. He looks at your weary eyes as you desperately tried to calm down.

"Keiji, can we talk?" Why did you say it like that? He asks himself. His name has never sounded so troublesome before. He fidgets with his fingers as he trails behind you as you lead him to a more private place. You felt the shivers reach your body, immediately bringing coldness at how anxious you were. This was the first time in days where you two would be able to converse properly again.

As you make your way to a corner, Akaashis feet was tapping furiously, scared of what you were going to say. He waits for you to speak as he watches you take a deep breath as you hold his arm once again. Softer than before but it felt like a desperate touch.

"Kei- you do trust me right?" Akaashi nods immediately, lips frowning at the tone of her voice. Is she going to leave me? Please say no. He wanted to get this over with so he wonders if you were just going to rip off the bandaid and end the friendship even if he was willing to apologize multiple times. But then, how could you end it just because he was right about being reckless?

"Akemi- she has a boyfriend, Keiji-"

"You came.. to tell me this?"

"Akaashi- I-I know you like her but"

"God Y/N how could you.." Akaashi exclaims as you aggresively run your fingers through your hair, before grabbing his jacket trying to make him stay. He stands there in shock, as rage and envy flow through him overwhelming him in the process. His hands form a ball as it tightens quickly at the thought of how Akemi was just being nice all the time.

Akaashi looks at you only to find truth in your eyes but his heart betrays the both of you, now broken and in denial that the girl he adored was dating somebody that wasn't him.

"Akaashi, please listen to me! I don't want you to get hurt..believe me!" You pleaded, throwing away how hurt you were from the drastic change in his tone.

"Hurt? So you think you're being considerate then?" Akaashi questions her with spite in his tone. His demeanor towering over her as she crumbles at his voice. Akaashis heart coming back to the reason why it was guarded in the first place.

"Keiji.. you know that's not what I mean!" You defended yourself as Akaashi scoffs. It was mocking you how composed he looked yet the tone of his voice was laced with pure hatred. Deep down, Akaashi accepted the fact that he could never really win Akemi but he was blinded by the pain that you brought him.

"You're just jealous, Y/N. Stop lying." He continued, making you shake your head as you tried to grasp his jacket again but this time your hands barely touched the fabric making your heart gasp at how Akaashi was out of your grip.

"I didn't know you could pull off being a liar, and I don't see myself being a friend with a trait like yours."

The tears flowed down your cheeks as you let out a shakey breath, in disbelief at what he just said. I'm not lying, Akaashi. You promised me you trusted me.

"You said you t-trusted me, Akaashi! How could that change for you!" You shouted as he was brought back to Akemis words.

"Maybe everything can change."

"You promise I'll be okay?"

"I've got no reason to doubt you." He says smiling as you lean your head on his shoulder, tracing random lines and doodling away on his soft skin. Under the beautiful tree, with purple painted skies with clouds up above. After a stressful day on your side, the setter took notice of how you've let yourself fall onto your insecurities once again so he took it upon himself and brought you to a silent place to show you how you shouldn't worry about anything, comforting you with his kind words and him trusting you that would be able to regain your old self again.

"Certain things hurt and you're my only virtue." You confess as his heart spikes up its speed with your response. You sat up, gazing at the houses who seemed too tiny from your distance. You held your knees to your chest with lips formed in a relaxed state as you lean on your arm that was on top of your knee.

And I'm virtually yours.

Akaashi remained with his back on the grass as he admired your features wondering how you could ever put yourself down, when you took away his words whenever you were with him, hiding it perfectly and keeping his admiration far from you to avoid the continous breaking of his heart knowing he'd betray your beloved friendship.

I adore you, he thinks to himself as the only thing that reflected in his eyes were the girl he's lost to his wrong decision.

"You changed and it's disappointing. All because of jealousy? I've been with you for so long, how did you become selfish?"

Selfish. I must've been crazy then, you think. You let out a bitter chuckle, Akaashi frightened at this side of you you've yet to show him before. It was like poison consuming your body, in which the poison came in the form of his words.

"All I've ever been is selfless, god I even let you fall for someone else when I've been in love with you for years."

You took a step back as Akaashi stood where he was, feeling as if his feet couldn't leave the floor as he lets himself drown in your confession. He gulps as he was struck with regret since he had no idea how to respond to you. His eyes trail to the floor as he struggles to find the words.

Then the battle began, between in what he knows whose right for you and his heart who wanted no one else but you.

He was miserable. A side of him wanted to say how much he's waited for you to bid those words to him and claim that he's felt the same as you, but the other side wanted to badly decline knowing he was stuck in choosing you and Akemi. Akemi who has effortlessly tugged on his heart strings and gained it with her gentleness and beautiful personality, and you who's promised to stay forever and loved him longer than anyone else has.

Don't make me choose on who I love more.

He knew the time would come where his decisions would bare another heavy mark on him. He's already made a terrible one by putting his heart in the hands of Akemis instead of yours. He wishes there wasn't a deadline to this difficult decision, but to him it seemed like if he doesn't choose now, he'd feel the pain everyday.

"AKAASHI! LET'S GO!" Bokuto screams as Akaashi turns his eyes to you in a swift move, finding your eyes covered in tears but how come you looked like you felt nothing? You sniffle as you give him a warm smile, a reaction he didn't want to see knowing it wasn't a smile that could bring him joy.

"Goodluck, Akaashi."

He takes a step forward trying to capture you in his arms but Bokuto grabs him by the arm pulling him away from you, Bokuto saying goodbye to you as well and reminding you the promise you gave him. That moment, all that Akaashi wanted to was run and replace the silence he gave you. You deserved to hear what he truly felt, but his words were trapped as he still had to examine if he was choosing the right ones.

But he ran out of time.

The game starts and he prays for his performance to be at his usual best. Once Bokuto had the setter to himself, Akaashi couldn't hold back and told him what happened. Bokuto felt horrible for both of you, while feeling revengeful to Akemi since he too fell for her sweet gestures to Akaashi thinking that she actually liked him. Importantly, Bokuto badly wanted to be there for you. He knew how much you liked him so for you to confess so suddenly during your argument, it had the grey haired boy worried about you.

He couldn't blame Akaashi, as much as he wanted to. He acted in a way because he was suffering, but they didn't realize they both were. Though, he wished Akaashi could've treated her better, believed her. Bokuto believed her the minute Akaashi told him, and it was because he trusted her completely and she wouldn't speak out without a reason meanwhile Akaashi chose to hold onto denial.

And as they play, Akaashi looks over to the stands, searching for you when he came upon Akemis. The pretty girl with an arm wrapped around her shoulder as Akaashi loses the ball in his hands from the view.

"Akaashi, please listen to me! I don't want you to get hurt..believe me!"

"You said you t-trusted me, Akaashi! How could that change for you!"

Like the ball falling to the floor, his heart went along with it.

Scream. That's what he wanted to do. How absurd of him to get it wrong twice, there shouldn't even be any room for mistakes. I can't believe I lost her..again. Akaashi thinks. There was a painful ache in his heart, yet he couldn't set it free not wanting to let down the team. Especially in a match like this. He wanted to break, to land on the ground and let his consciousness scold him for hours. He deserved it. He should've learned but he was trapped inside a world where he thought Akemi would've been his everything, when he was blind to how powerful his love for you all this time.

Come back to me.

"Akaashi!" Bokutos hand reach his shoulder and all he could do was stare at a pair of blank eyes. Before the ace could ask what happened, Akaashi was clutching on to Bokutos jersey harshly taking the older boy by surprise.

"She was right." Akaashi utters as he points to the crowd making Bokuto squint just to find where Akemi was. Once he finds them, he sighs sadly before trying to come up with a response to cheer the boy up. It was obvious that Akaashi was too affected to perform properly. Lip quivering as if his world was destroyed twice.

"Doesn't that mean the only thing you can come back to is Y/N?"

Akaashi looks up to him, confused. Bokuto patted the boys shoulder with a soft smile.

"Look over there." This time, it was Bokutos turn to point to the other side of the stands to see you glancing over them. Akaashis eyes glimmered at the sight of you, like life was brought to him in an instant. Happiness couldn't be the only word to describe his emotions.

You were watching.

And he was going to win. Just for you.

This brings him a massive wave of energy, not digging into his thoughts. You smile wiping your heavy eyes seeing him back to his usual self. In his heart he was happy but a mistake shouldn't be rewarded by a smile.

Sticking to his promise, they won but an unfamiliar feeling sets in his skin making him stop in his tracks making Bokuto look behind him to see Akaashi with his hand on top of his chest and eyes straight to the floor. Bokuto grips the phone in his hand, biting his lip and looking down, his heart aching as well.

"Bokuto-san, where is she?" His voice cracks, a tear finally escaping his eyes. He lets out a soft sniffle looking everywhere for a trace of you. Bokuto just shakes his head as a response and Akaashis eyes widen as he harshly wipes away his tears with the sleeve of his jacket. Written in his lips and eyes, Akaashi was exhausted. At first, he thought that letting go of his emotions would be the answer but now he was letting them free yet he didn't wanna scream anymore. He already felt his throat dry at the realization.

"Doesn't that mean the only thing you can come back to is Y/N?"

You sank in your seat, numb to how wet your cheeks were from the continous flow of your tears. Your chest was heaving up and down but your eyes were already closed with tight lips pressed into a line. There were certain things you wish you could've done, but staying wasn't an option when you've gone through multiple battles already. This was the last straw.

Even if you did wanted to fight for him, would he do the same?

You let out a sigh as you open your eyes seeing the road and reminiscing on your last walk with Akaashi.

"What's her name again?" You ask, kicking a rock to the side before shoving your hands inside the pocket of your blazer. Akaashi smiles out of bliss at the thought of her smile and once you've got a glimpse of his expression, you question the drop in your heartbeat as you see him blush before fidgeting with his fingers.

"Akemi." He says, his heart beating loudly. Saying her name already brought the setter in touch with his emotions. It was unlikely for him to feel his heart flutter, but being around Akemi brought him to smile whenever she was there, get anxious to respond to her, and get a flush on his cheeks at the thought of her moments with him.

The name rings in your ears as you were greeted by the silencing beat of your heart. You watch as he turns to you since you've trailed behind him. You visualize how you've seen him with Akemi during lunch and that's when you knew.

It's never going to be me, is it?

"Let's go, Bokuto-san." Bokuto bit his lip, waiting for you to go to them and proving him it was all a prank.

"Akaashi-"

"She left already and I-" His voice breaks making Bokuto gaze at him in pain.

"I'm sorry I couldn't make her stay, Akaashi." Bokuto whispers. Akaashi drags his sleeve to his eyes again, hating how his eyes grew heavy with the tears that escaped his sorrowful blue ones. With a tragic wound embedded in his heart, he spoke.

"I couldn't either."

#haikyu x reader #haikyuu!!#akaashi keiji #akaashi angst #haikyuu akaashi #akaashi x you #bokuto x reader #hinata shouyou #nishinoya x reader #sugawara x y/n #tsukishima fluff #tsukishima x reader #daichi sawamura x reader #hinata x reader #akaashi x reader #hq akaashi

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inspectorcosmo · 5 months ago

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Duhhhh....

Inside Out 2 x Batwheels

Bibi - Joy

Buff - Sadness

Nightbike - Anger

Batwing - Disgust

Bam - Fear

Prank - Anxiety

Jestah - Envy

Quizz - Ennui

Snowy - Embarassment

Ducky - Either Love (@ellie67's OC) or Nostalgia

Redbird - Riley

BONUS/EXTRAS:

Goldie - Bloofy

ADAM - Lance Slasherblade

Grundy - Deep Dark Secret

Kitty - Bing Bong (ik he's from the 1st movie but like)

@bamthebatmobile

#batwheels #inside out 2 #parody au

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milaswriting · 4 years ago

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hi, sorry to bother you, but can i ask you a question? I've had enough of the big question mark floating over my head so, knowing that you're a writer i wanted to ask something that can sound dumb for you, i thought, that maybe, you were the right person to ask this.

i start this embarassing conversation with this:

i'm not a writer, i never wrote a fic or a story for myself, i can't describe conversations between two or more characters, places and emotions.

i never wrote stories or if i tried, i deleted it quickly because i hated it, it looked pretty stupid for me, it was written so bad, and i mean, really fucking bad.

but i've been reading novels for a few months and i've loved how they're written.

i feel like it's so late to start doing it now, i have no idea how you can do that but i want to do it, i want it so much, i want to write conversation that let people gasp, laugh, cry and even redden from it, but i feel like a fish in the wrong sea.

i always thought that writing is not for me, i lost my mind trying to understand how to write, i read a lot of "how to write x thing" & "how and how to not to do x thing", and let me frank, maybe it's really not for me but dammit it was so fucking boring, my arms literally fell off while i read 'em, then my friend started following you and talked a lot of your story and i was

“oh ”

you held so carefully, so anxiously, your little world in your palm of your hands, like a kid with the little bird that he found in the ground, scared to being scolded or shoo-ed away because it's so tough and you're so little, you held it tightly to your heart.

“for better or worse, i'll do it and i'll love every minute of it, maybe i'm not as good as i'd hoped but i did it, i did it for myself.” and you opened yourself up, you let the others to learn more, from you, from your story.

people will love you, hate you and envy you.

you, as vulnerable as you want, opened your hands and gently laid the little seed in the ground, you let it be kissed from the sun, it's getting nourished by the rain and cuddled to sleep by the wind, sometimes some fucking bird goes here trying to ruin your hard work but it's strong, it's growing, you are growing.

and i, i envy you a lot. but it's okay, you're dancing on the tables, fighting your inner thoughts while i walked away from everything, scared by my own criticism.

anyway, i lost the point of the ask lol i wanted to know how someone who never wrote a single thing on her life can start doing it now but i guess, the answer is just...do it? but im keeping saying

"H O W"

jwhxhhs

You’re not a bother at all! And this ask is so beautifully written.

For starters, you’ve done the right thing by reading a lot of novels - I think to find the style of writing you want, reading is the best way to do so.

I’d encourage you to continue writing, you said that you’ve written things and then just deleted them - keep them! I’ve got lots of stuff that I wrote in my mid-teens and I go back and read them and think “gosh, this is terrible”, but you’ll see the progress.

Like, with Golden’s demo that’s out... I hate it so much, truthfully. That’s why writing this next demo has taken so long because of the changes I’ve made; but having it out and in the open lets me know that no piece of writing is ever the finished article - it’s always possible to improve.

You’re going to get ideas for stories, extracts etc. write them down, try and literally get your imagination down on the page. And if you’re feeling confident enough, then show it to your friend too for feedback - having other people read your work can be super scary, but also extremely valid too.

It’s easy to say ‘just do it’, but that sort of is the way to become a writer. But do it at your own pace, it doesn’t have to be every day, it can be as soon as you get an idea that won’t leave your head.

I hope this is a little helpful, aha. Thank you for your ask and happy writing. 💛

~ xXx

#ask #long post #mila answers

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sachirou-senpai · 5 years ago

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Never let me go - Tanaka Ryuunosuke x Reader

Warnings: FLUFF!!! it's so cute omg. friends to lovers (my favorite troupe!!!) kinda n*fw cause like dry humping but it's really not that intense. i love Tanaka with all of my soul and I'm really proud of this so please hype it up for me. 💞💞

A/n: I'm so soft for Tanaka. Oh my god.

You and Tanaka Ryuunosuke were glued at the hip. It was to be expected, considering you'd both been friends since you were born. Your closeness was envied by lots of people- especially Saeko who claimed he loved you more than her. No matter what, you two were inseparable.

Every Friday night, Tanaka would come over to your house- or vice versa- to watch some sort of absolutely terrible movie. Low-budget action, disgusting romance, and sometimes even crazy conspiracy movies. It was a tradition the two of you had gotten used to, and it was always a perfect way to end your week. No amount of schoolwork, bullying or long practice hours could be worried about when the two of you were together, watching junk movies and eating equally junky food. You always made sure to keep your Friday nights going- unless one of you was out of town or he was at training camp. Not that either of those things would really stop you, because FaceTime was a thing and you two used it far more than you'd both like to admit. You were practically addicted to each other. Always talking, always texting, and more than often, always touching.

Recently though, the touches had gotten more intense. Holding hands while you walked home, long hugs every morning and night, and surprisingly intimate cuddles every Friday. The movies had changed, too. Instead of watching the action ones, like Tanaka usually preferred, you had started watching more and more romance ones. All terrible, mind you. But you felt like it was doing something to you. Of course, you'd always been slightly attracted to your tall and muscular friend, I mean who wouldn't be? Something about watching all the romance movies was really doing something to you, though. You tried to convince yourself that it was just the movies, that you weren't falling for your best friend. You were not going to be one of those girls, who falls for their best friend and has to watch them grow up and fall in love with another woman. That thought was the only thing that kept you sane, and you're pretty sure if you weren't so afraid of losing Tanaka, you would've just confessed to him already. Wait confessed? You don't even like him. You jump in shock, startling yourself out of your thoughts.

"Woah, you okay there?" Tanaka's voice makes you jump again, causing you to suddenly remember where you were- in your crushes lap! You flush a deep red and thank God for the dim lights. "I- uh, yes, I'm fine," you sputter out. "You sure about that? You're looking a little flustered," he says in a teasing voice. "I mean, c'mon it's not even that realistic. Cocking your head at him, you turn your head back to the TV. You regret doing so, your entire body going rigid. You're pretty sure you forgot how to breathe, because there, on the TV, was one of the steamiest sex scenes you've ever seen in your life. "Oh! Oh, my god, I didn't even see that!" You immediately turn back around and bury your head in Tanaka's shoulder, blushing furiously. His laugh rings out, partially tuning out the rather lewd moans. "You sure, princess?" You heat up even further, because there's that nickname again.

It happened sometime around the beginning of high school, after he saw you in a princess dress. To be fair, it was a Friday night, and you should have expected him to come over, but you were so engrossed in playing princess with your little cousin, you completely forgot. So the nickname stuck. And god, it did things to you. Your face never failed to flush when you heard it, and you cursed yourself for letting it get to you so easily. His arms running up and down yours sides bring you out of your thoughts, and voice calms you down even further. "Hey, let's turn it off, okay? We can watch something else, no problem." Reaching for the remote, he turns the movie off, beginning to browse for something else. You're straddling him now, and you begin to feel the exhaustion set into your body. Being so close to him made you feel so safe, and so, so sleepy. "Can we just sleep? I don't wanna watch anything else," you say, slowly beginning to slur your words. He smiles at you, god, he's so in love with you. "Whatever you want, princess."

There was no doubt, he knew what that nickname did to you, which is why he always used it. There was nothing sweeter in the world to him than your blush. No candy, not even pure sugar. Yes, Tanaka was in love with his best friend, that much was clear. It wasn't until Nishinoya caught on and forced him to act on his feelings that he actually fully came to terms with it. The team assured him that you were just as much in love with him as he was you- even Tsukishima gave a surprisingly convincing nod. That alone would have been enough to convince him. So he did. Romantic movies, nearly excessive skinship, meaningful glances and of course the use of his favorite nickname. He wasn't sure it was working, but then again, here he was, with you in his arms. Looking down at you, he stills when he realizes you're sleeping, careful not to disturb you. He figures now is a better time than any to tell you how he feels, so kissing your head, he takes a deep breath.

"I love you. I love you so, so much. I've loved you for so long it just feels like second nature at this point. I can't imagine a life without loving you." Pausing, he chuckles. "And I don't mean platonic love. No, I Tanaka Ryuunosuke have fallen head over heels in love with my best friend. It's nearly embarrassing- not that you're embarrassing, not at all. I just didn't expect to be one of those people to fit into such a stereotypical troupe, y'know? That's the embarassing part. Oh, and before you even think about it, yes, I'm going to be one of those self-sacrificial guys, the ones that are like 'I just want to see you happy.' If you don't return my feelings, of course. If you do feel the same though, I'll promise you this- I'm never letting you go." Tears are streaming down his face now, but he doesn't care. Nor does he make any move to wipe them off- no- he's not letting you go, not while he still has you.

Caught up in his confession, he doesn't feel you freeze. You were never asleep to begin with, just too shocked to move. Your heart is beating a million miles an hour, the love of your life just poured his heart out, never expecting you to hear any of what he said. You take a couple deep breaths to calm your racing heart. You know exactly what to do. Leaning up and grabbing his face, you say with as much conviction in your voice as possible: "Tanaka Ryuunosuke, don't you dare let me go."

And with that, you bring your lips to his. You've never felt anything more passionate in your life, you're absolutely certain you're going to faint. It's a perfect harmony, lips on lips. It's everything you've ever wanted, and little do you know he feels the exact same. He pulls you closer in an attempt to close the already practically non-existent gap between you, successfully grinding your hips together. The whine you let out is nothing short of sinful and he knows he has to hear more. With one hand on your face and the other on you hip, he helps you grind against him. When you break the kiss only to bring your lips down his jaw, he absolutely short-circuits. He lets out a breathy moan which only spurs you on further, kissing farther down his neck and lightly sucking a mark into his skin. Both lf his hands are on your waist now, grinding you down with much more fevor and desperation. It's practically heavenly. Sure, you've been aroused before, but it's never been like this, you feel like you're on fire.

You know you could continue like this forever, or at least until one of you came in your pants, but you stop him. It's only because you've realized it's probably not appropriate to be dry humping your childhood friend and longtime crush in his living room, especially not when his parents and sister were home. But of course, it's far too late for that, because Saeko has already walked in on the two of you locking lips.

"FUCK YEAH!" She screams. "I fucking called it! Mom! Dad! They finally fucking got together! It's only been like 8 years since you've been in love with her, right? It's about fucking time! Wait, you're together right? Ryuunosuke, I swear if you don't make her your girlfriend I will make your life a living hell." The two of you practically jump apart, shocked and thoroughly embarrassed. All you can do is stare at him in awe. "Eight years? You've been in love with me for eight years?" Your voice is barely a whisper, but you know he can hear it. He looks right into your eyes, and you're overwhelmed by the sheer amount of love in his gaze.

"Yes. Best eight years of my life."

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I just love my boy, I'm sorry lmfao

Obey Me Headcanons - NSFW Alphabet

Leviathan

A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)

He's most likely to pepper his partner face in kisses or let them pepper him in kisses. He doesn't care if both of you are sweaty and sticky, he won't let them go until the morning after while holding them still against him with his tail.

B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)

He's very insecure but he still likes his tail a lot. His favourite body part of you are probably your ass or thighs

C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)

You can find it here.

D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)

You can find it here.

E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)

Most people think that he's inexperienced only because he's an otaku but he doesn't only watch hentai, he also had his fair share of partners and hookups, so he pretty much knows what he's doing. However, if he's doing it for the first time with a new partner, he might be a little nervous and trembling.

F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)

He likes to keep a position from where he can look at your reactions but he also enjoys doing it doggy style or pushing himself in you while both of you are on your side on his or your bed. He also likes to pick you up and spread you legs so he can push into you while he's standing.

G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)

He tries very hard to be serious but can't help but laugh when you start telling him some funny game or anime references.

Random funny thing that could happen

H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)

If he doesn't have a partner he doesn't care much about it, but if he has he will keep it neat and trimmed. And yes, his hair under there are purple.

I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)

He tries to be extra careful since you're not a demon and that's also why he prefers to let you dom him. He likes to hold your hands and keep eye contact with you to see how much pleasure he can make you feel and to show you how much he trusts you and cares about you.

J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)

He's used to jerk off in the silence of his room while watching Hentai. I can't help but think that he must have used his tail multiple times to stroke his cock or to fuck himself.

K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)

First, this boy is a kinky little shit and a switch, but he enjoys getting bossed around, being both degraded, humiliated and praised. He loves role-playing and especially loves when you dress up as his favourite characters.

Levi's more of a masochistic than a sadist but he might be rough and want to he in control when he's jealous. He likes to get chocked and restrained and might be open to try his tentacles kink.

He's also kinda of an exhibitionist and likes to tease you or get teased in public where everyone could see you.

He has a bit of a breeding kink but will get embarassed if you mention it to him.

If you push his buttons the right way, he can also be kinda of a brat tamer and punish you for being a tease or a brat.

Finally, he likes to cover his partner in lovebites and to get covered in them too. He likes the idea of his partner wanting to show to people that he is only theirs by marking him up. At the same time, Leviathan feels the need to let everyone know that his partner is his only.

L = Location (favorite places to do the do)

He prefers to do it either in your room or his but might be open to do it in public places if you convince him.

M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)

Push your body against him or grind on him and he will do anything you want. He's probably the one who will get more easily aroused after Asmo.

Licking or biting his ears or neck can make him bust a boner, especially if you start to feel him up at the same time.

N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)

The Avatar of Envy wouldn't be able to share you with someone, not even with one of his brothers, so he will be against sharing you while having sex.

O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)

Levi loves to use his tongue on you and started loving it even more after seeing how his bi-forked tongue affected you. He likes to feel you pull his hair while he eat you out/gives you head and will get more into into if you push his head to make him go faster.

At the same time, he loves when you surprise him with random blowjobs while he's playing video games, even if he will nag at you for it.

P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)

He will accept any pace that you want to keep but he prefers to be fast and rough or slow and rough. He likes to pound you or have you destroy him until he starts crying of pleasure.

Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)

Again, he enjoys the risk, so he would enjoy to have quickies while risking to be found by someone. However, he wouldn't like to have more quickies than normal sex because he likes to spend hours to make love or fuck with you.

R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)

He will be open to try anything you want. He loves when you suck him off while he's playing his games with some friends because he gets excited by the thought that they could easily get caught if he let out a moan.

S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)

He usually stops after you get tired, but he could keep going for over 8 rounds and I'm not joking. The only time he won't be able to go for multiple rounds is when he gets overstimuled.

T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)

He love toys and he will start using if you suggest him that you both could use them. He likes to use them on you but he also likes when you use them on him.

He probably has different strap-ons of different sizes and vibrators.

He also has some plugs that likes to put in you after filling you up.

U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)

He's not unfair, unless he's punishing you. He prefers to give you all you want though.

V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)

He can't hold his moans and high piched whines and will be really really really loud. He doesn't even try to hide how much pleasure he feels, unless he has to, and, even when he tries, he fails. Sometimes, if the pleasure is too much, he will even start sobbing.

W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)

He likes to wrap his tail around you if he's given a chance to and will use it to show to others that you're his. You will get used very quickly to him wrapping it either around your waist or one of your legs to keep you near him.

X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)

You can find it here.

Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)

He tries to control it but his sex drive his pretty high.

If he's not jerking off to one of his hentai, then he's doing it to one of your photos. Levi especially likes when you surprise him with sexual advances, even if he won't admit it.

Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)

He won't be able to fall asleep until you do, unless he's the little spoon. In that case he will just let himself drift off to sleep thanks to your warm embrace.

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