#entity: guardian angel

[khajiit-journal]

Sundas, Morning Star 12, 2025

🗓️ | Sunday, January 12, 2025 🌦️ | cold & clear, with snow on the ground 🌙 | waxing gibbous 🎊 | no holiday

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Yet again, no dream interp. Whoopsies.

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I've not really done that terribly much today! A few readings for others, some work on my quick starts, the works. But I haven't done that much else. Tomorrow, I'm doing my year's end and new years spread, which will be... a lot, but I'm excited for it! I'm excited to see how it goes! I have some stuff to do in the morning first, though.

The snow is melting, so goodbye to Letty for the most part! It's still Winter, so Sno's still here, but no snow means less Letty.

I've been going through everyone in the Touhou quick start and adding blurbs. I'm thinking about jokingly assigning my friends a Touhou to work with, purely as part of my endless joke about converting people to PCP. I have no idea if most of them find this funny but it is funny to me, so that's what matters. (I'll be sure to ask people if they want to be assigned one first because even if it is a joke, I must check boundaries.)

I need to make a note to myself to thank my guardian spirits especially soon, especially because it does seem like the haunting is officially done and over, because Lemon Guy hasn't returned despite usually returning after a few days to a week, and I should properly thank them for their hard work for me. They worked so hard for me during those six months, and I should make sure they know full well how much I appreciate them for the hard work.

I'm looking forward to this weeks witchquest. We'll see what it is and how I'll do it.

That's all for today, I'll get some more work done before I hop off to bed!

[isbergillustration]

Everything is fine, it is not being coerced, it is simply being held in the firm yet loving claws of its recreators

[connectionxterminated]

Titles I have given everyone and what their tags for asks will be from now on (I hope, also not tagging everyone because theres SO MANY.)!! ;;

Ewe: The Double Edged Blade

Jev: The Internet Star

Rae: The Final Ultimatum

Orchid: The Ethereal Entity

Jay: The Arcade Master

Bibi: The Watcher Of Love

Oddity: The Astronomical Celestial

Mia: The Owl Watcher

Angel: The Guardian Angel

Nico: The Crashing Of A Star

Moon: The Unethical Moonstone

[muttsterion]

Kind of a fun concept for Kenny and one I think about quite often is what'd it'd be like if he gave into his implied Eldritch abomination side...

Like it's canon that Kenny and his immortality are linked to Cthulhu. And so been implied and played around at least in fanon that Kenny possibly has an Eldritch demon/demonic powers that are destined to show themselves and possibly corrupting our beloved immortal boy. Possibly testing him to force him to give in and turn his back to the world…..would he? Maybe…who knows? Maybe there is some resentment in him angry that people apparently don't remember when he constantly dies over and over…..but my question is more of what would happen if Kenny gave into his Eldritch side..gave into the corruption possibly turning into something down right dangerous….the true Netherborn nightmare Mysterion boasts about in TFBW.….and like the closest we've seen Kenny give into power was through Princess Kenny…but what of original Kenny….or while he's in Mysterion mode…?

I think it'd just be so interesting and so fun to see Kenny get a taste of power….and see what happens next….does he give in? does he use that power….or does he just try to live as normal as possible? Would he use his demonic powers at all if he learned how to better control them…? Maybe where he'd see fit if he had to….or would he just try to hide them…or never use them at all if he could help it…? But really just...what if Kenny just said yes...and let his Eldritch nature just take over? Ha and too what if even if does take over....and he still has control over himself....what then?

Course nothing I know canon will every truly dive into...but it opened a door...and I just can't close it. XD

[puppyanqel]

Call me crazy but I think I saw a fairy today

[spookcataloger]

Something intervened for anon (2018)

[talentforlying]

the silt verses 🤝 hellblazer: we accidentally invested this mundane concept with otherworldly power by casually creating and enacting everyday rituals in service of its potential omniscience until it learned that it possessed that power over us and acted upon it

[bingjourney]

How I tell if the spirit that trying to connect with me is a high vibrational entity or lower vibrational entity:

1. No sex. Even if this entity is my twin flame's higherself, even if I seduced her, she still not going to engage. If I keep trying, I might end up connecting with lower vibrational entity. However, depend on the entity's character, they probably will still trying to protect me from lower vibrational entity when I keep trying. And some high vibrational will let lower vibrational entity to connect with me if I keep trying just so I know it will not work and I have to be careful when doing this.

2. Clairsentience tasting bliss. When I connected with high vibration entity, I feel happy and even though I could not hear what they are saying (unless when we meet in dream), i can feel very happy, light... it's like hanging out with friends who truly loves you and love to have fun. I can't hear their jokes but I can feel the jokes.

3. Apparently they are not as strict as I thought. When I was in church, I thought heaven must be a very boring place where we shall not make even a single mistakes and God loves to punish and expecting perfection. After I got myself into spirituality and connecting with my angels, I changed my mind. High vibrational entities are very funny, hilarious, they got the best jokes and very very smart, very very witty. I love them so much. Feels like I can be as vulnerable as I can without being judged or having some ego strokes that makes me even more delusional. They always tell the truth, and know how to criticize with love. They are super healing. Connecting with them makes me not feeling lonely, and I can trust them.

4. Their energy is very light. When lower vibrational entity tried to connect me 4 years ago, I would feel normal. But after I connected with my angels and get used with their energy, once I connect with lower vibrational energy, I can feel how dense it is, and then I can see how light the angels energies are.

So who is my favorite Angel? My favorite is my guardian angel, of course ☺☺

But my favorite Archangel is Uriel for always telling the truth, of course because I am a truth seeker ☺☺ but Uriel almost never came to me 😔 (oh wait, he was the first Archangel who try to contact me and resulting to my spiritual awakening 🤔) so, my favorite is AA Michael for always protecting me even from danger that I didn't aware of 🥰 (thank you, Michael!), Chamuel for always there to answer my silly questions ☺☺ (thank you Chamuel!), and Ariel for the encouragement 🤗 (thank you, Ariel!)

I won't mention everyone since it will seems like a brag. But I hope more people can realize that they are not that far away from heaven, if they choose to lean on the lighter side. Doesn't matter what your religion is, they will be there if you ask for help.

Love them all!

[lovelysteak]

Huh?... What is this..

𝓗𝓮𝓵𝓵𝓸, 𝓘 𝓪𝓼𝓼𝓾𝓶𝓮 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓪𝓵𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓭𝔂 𝓱𝓪𝓿𝓮 𝓪 𝓾𝓷𝓭𝓮𝓻𝓼𝓽𝓪𝓷𝓭𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓸𝓯 𝔀𝓱𝓪𝓽 𝓘 𝓪𝓶..

𝓘 𝓭𝓸 𝓷𝓸𝓽 𝓯𝓸𝓻𝓰𝓲𝓿𝓮 𝓱𝓲𝓶

𝓘 𝓷𝓮𝓿𝓮𝓻 𝔀𝓲𝓵𝓵.

𝒩ℴ𝓉ℯ𝓈:

1. No NSFW. The mod is a minor.

2. No harassment.

7. Yes, Manon still loves Vincent but doesn't forgive him.

3. Engagement is allowed and highly encouraged. And yes, other RP blogs that aren't related to Dead Plate are also encouraged.

4. This is after Vincent kills Manon, so yes. She is technically dead.

5. Jokes about grilled hanger steak is sorta funny to the mod but doesn't encourage it.

6. Anon magic is allowed

7. Most of everything that the mod will be doing is close to canon or as canon as they can get it.

8. Do not force the mod to do shit. They will ignore you.

9. Asking to be Manon's child is allowed and would more likely happen.

𝓣𝓪𝓰𝓼:

My Love 💗 - Rody Lamoree

Him. 🍋- Vincent Charbonneau

Winter Child ❄️- Winnie Bokso

Summer Child ☀️ - Augustine Orlov

Guardian Angel 🪽 - Forcas

Beautiful Nun 🙏 - Angelica

Handsome Monochrome 👁️ - Normal Guy

Undying Entity 🍰 - Protag

High Ego Blondie ✂️- Coworker

His Sister 🔪- Bokso Go

Dazzling Bride 💐 - Da-jeong Choi

Lovely Groom 💍 - Myeong-hoon

(Rot In Paradise ones will be added soon! <3)

🫀 - Anons

🫁 - Accounts

🩸 - Reoccurrings

❤️ - Children

🫐 - Ooc

[khajiit-journal]

Loredas, Morning Star 04, 2025

Dream interpretation first!

One dream, scattered things I remember.

I was platonically "courting" this man, and I was learning Japanese for him. Which I am actually kinda learning Japanese but very poorly so far lol.

I was at this recurrent horse ranch, and helping tend to the horses. The horses were... a bit malformed, though, they didn't look very good or healthy. Kinda like a horse just poorly drawn and brought to life.

Me and my dad switched phones but his phone was a very convoluted machine I could not figure out.

I had impulse bought this perfume.

What all this means? I dunno. I'm a bit tired at the time of writing this, and I'm a bit stumped on what this dream means. Might have to do a tarot reading for it.

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So, I've been thinking about the question of "Where do the Gods come from?" I think it's important for any deity worshiper to have a personal answer. And my answer, personally, is that they pre-date humanity by eons. Humanity did not exist when the Gods came to be. Perhaps they even existed before the Universe did. Gods are truly magnificent.

I still firmly believe that our relationship to the Gods is mutually beneficial. They help us because what we give benefits Them. They love our offerings, our devotion, our worship. It provides for Them in ways that They enjoy.

I love hearing how other people feel about this. It's fun. I just figure I'd talk about it a little bit!

I had déjà vu during my first reading of the day today. Nothing big happened today, so I think it's safe to assume it's just the "your readings account is doing good!" I theorized before on my main. Which might be big? Like. it helps sponsor my readings and could lead to a paid reading down the road.

Speaking of my readings, I need to decide if/when I want to sell the G-Witch reading and for how much. Way less than the Grand Tableau, that's for sure, because it doesn't take me much time, it's a much quicker read.

Let's see... what else did I do today? Not much. Took a nap. Chilled. Did the readings for the day. How many did I finish today, actually? 5. I might have to stop for the night actually at this point. I think I'm tuckered out. I can only do so many before I get tired of doing the same thing over and over, hence why fishing a bit for some other requests to do after I finish the ones before that.

I did buy a sitting peacock plushie. for Lucifer. Lucifer received it and is happy with Their new gift from what I can tell! Which makes me happy! Because I love spoiling Them.

The spirit haunting me didn't bug me today, except for showing up before leaving while I was out of the house. Which makes me happy. I don't want to deal with them. But it is a bit surprising because out and about is where I'm most vulnerable. I talked to my guardian angel about it who essentially said that now he wants to make peace, but me and my guardian angel both know it's too late. Especially because all the times I've offered an olive branch, he took it and broke it in front of me.

But, I'll probably try once more to talk it out before I do the shadow realming. But he's still getting shadow realmed and kicked out permanently, I'm not giving him a position in my life. I'm only giving him a chance to talk so I can learn why the fuck he's doing this to me, but then he's getting yeeted. I'm really, really not willing to welcome him into my life after tormenting me for six months, even if he wants to, and it doesn't matter his reasons.

I just prefer to be diplomatic where possible, because it can mean things go smoother in the end. So things can end in a much easier way and my banishing has a higher chance of working proper, especially if his goal means he might conscript other spirits into it, if that's even a thing spirits do, I dunno.

If we can talk it out and he agrees to leave, that's great, but I'm still doing everything I can to make sure he doesn't return if/when he changes his mind. He's proven he wants to hurt me and has proven that he is stubborn. I don't know why he wants to talk to me now, my best guess is my guardians have been able to speak to him, but my guardians aren't giving me very many details.

Whatever is learned probably won't be posted in depth on Tumblr. That's for my personal books.

I actually really wonder how this all affects my servitors, alongside the 40 Servants that I employ when I need a specific one. The Opposer (40 Servants) helps alert me when Lemon Guy shows up, and helps my guardians kick him out.

My personal servitors seem to be being fed despite offerings being stolen, which is a good thing. Because I feed them on literal food, which they share amongst themselves. It seems to be enough to feed them, and they know to ask if they need more in which I feed them through the light of the sun. I'd kinda like to maybe make their sigils on metal but their sigils are a bit harder for me to recreate digitally.

I was thinking that when it comes time to make another amulet, because I'll need to at some point probably, I'll use one crepe myrtle stick and one rose bush stick. I have both available to me, including a cedar tree, a pear(?) tree, an almond(?) tree, and dogwood trees. The dogwood would be harder to harvest from for me because it's on public property, whereas the rest are on mine.

But crepe myrtle means regeneration and rebirth, and the concept of rebirth has always been important to me. They also bring understanding. So attach them to a rose bush for proper protection (because of the thorns!), and you get a really potent sounding amulet.

I have to think on it - It might make it worse if they aren't the same energy, so test would have to be performed. I could make a secondary amulet, and even a third with just crepe myrtle, I have multiple carabiners now in each a different color so I can tell them apart by color coding. Rose/Rose is on the black carabiner for example. I have four carabiners available to me, but I don't really wanna use the cedar, pear, or almond at this time, especially because I don't really know what they do.

I didn't even realize there was a cedar, because it's growing on the other side of the fence at the far end of the yard, but it's definitely a cedar. Having access to an evergreen is great for me.

I looked it up and cedar would be another great choice... aaaaaugh I only have so many carabiner colorssssss. I could always use the yarn to tell it apart, but then I need to buy or ask to borrow yarn that's not being used from someone who has yarn.

I'll have to decide later when I'm less in a "oooo let's do everything that sounds cool!" state. I need to experiment to see if meshing crepe and rose together even works. (Granted, I can always wear multiple amulets, I have multiple belt loops)

I did hang up my astrology garland today. Azura seems happy with it. That's good, that makes me happy. It's a good offering, even if Azura isn't one of my Main Dudes. I still appreciate Her and everything, I want Her in my life.

Okay... I think that's all I have to say. Goodnight. Even though I won't be in bed for a moment.

[theorphicangel]

guardian angel! gojo satoru’s reaction when you call him toru for the first time is priceless.

it slips out of your mouth easily and you barely think before saying it. you were talking to Satoru about something random that happened at work and he listens intently as if he wasn’t watching over you already

he bites his tongue, not interrupting you until you were finished with your story (which is hard for him to do) and there’s a shit eating grin on his face.

“toru huh?” he repeats the nickname and his tone is far from being smug.

do you like it when I call you that?” you ask, meeting his eyes.

Satoru pauses to think.

he can’t deny the warm feeling in his stomach when you call him toru. it feels natural. like home. as if he has spent all of entity looking for one thing to satfisy him and it was his name that fell from your lips which did it for him.

yeah. he likes it. preferably loves it and would want to hear it spill from your lips over and over and over again. but he can’t make it obvious how much he wants you.

not yet.

“I guess so little human.”

[valtsv]

sorry if this has been asked before, but are there any pieces of media that have shaped your conception of angels?

a formative one for me was his dark materials, when it described angels as only appearing in the form of winged humanoids because it was what was expected of them, and claimed that their true forms actually resembled architecture/"huge structures composed of intelligence and feeling" - i could never hope to draw the mental images that gave me, but it influenced my comparisons of pylon towers to angels, which are the closest reference i can give to the towering skeletal chain-like structures of light and matter that i imagined angels to be. it was also what first made me question the nature of angels, and begin to see them as something other than simply people with wings and halos who sang and/or fought for god - though i do have a weakness for angels imitating humanity, desiring and envying their free will and the unscripted lives it grants them, and in doing so becoming a little more human and a little less divine themselves, and falling in a metaphorical rather than literal, physical sense (which, to an angel, being an entity made of pure symbolism, is essentially the same thing, and can kill them just as surely as a sword).

kill six billion demons' angels are very inspirational to me; their naming system based on which reincarnation of itself the angel is makes me clap my hands with delight - particularly 6 juggernaut star, whose name belies how long she has endured through endless cycles, unable to break the wheel herself, and become entrenched in her own despair-driven futile rage as a result. and of course i'm a huge fan of 82 white chain's character arc involving an allegory for transition (specifically coming out as transfem) that also actually culminates in her transitioning (again, the symbolic and the literal go hand in hand with angels).

theres also this YA book called 'angel' by cliff mcnish that i read when i was like. eight? nine? i remember very little of it, and don't think it would hold up at all if i reread it now, but i do recall that one of the guardian angels in it died while saving one of their wards in a car wreck. the idea of angels as something that can be hurt and destroyed, that could be created to suffer and die, that could feel pain and experience grief, and potentially be imbued with supressed self-preservation instincts to serve their purpose, really flipped a switch in my brain.

[elmushterri]

2K followers on tumblr and 30K subscribers on YouTube! In celebration, here’s my story. Not a rewrite. This is all a work in progress and subject to change.

Being a HEMA fencer, I’ve wanted a story semi-based on actual swordsmanship and actual fencing techniques.. but fantasy.

It’s a story like… Spiderverse meets Steven Universe meets Owl House meets She-Ra.

It’s called

The Knight’s Handbook

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It’s modern Earth but there are supernatural people who protect it like guardian angels called Knights: Humans who’ve died via sacrificing themselves for someone else, and have been revived (not by choice). They protect humans from things as small as tripping over to protecting them from demons, dragons and other dangerous entities.

A Knight can pull their weapon from a magical, glowing scar called their Mortal Wound, the injury they acquired and a sign of the end of their mortality, like how SU Gems can pull their weapons from their gems. A Knight’s weapon can be anything including guns and crossbows, but these shoot magic/energy bullets or arrows.

Knights have their own realm to go to just for each other, (Gallantia) but can live on Earth hiding as normal humans if they wish (so long as they hide the magic scar!)

They function a bit like bees in that there is a Queen, chosen instantly when someone dies by sacrifice according to ‘qualifications of their soul’ (So not completely random like other Knights). Of course, this only happens when the former Queen is killed. Never have there been two Queen Knights at once, so written history goes. Like bees, that would create a huge issue!

Here is the main character and the main antagonist. For the first time apparently ever, there are Two Queen Knights. A mistake of nature, perhaps?

Sidra Saiffudeen

Our main enby is Sidra, she/they. A normal teen turned Queen Knight chosen right after her death, impaled through the chest (where you can see her Mortal Wound symbol) by saving her father. Her design is based on a bee! Not all Knights’ designs are, but I thought I’d lean into Queen Bee stuff.

She’s the ‘Acknowledged’ Queen. Most Knights, ones in support of the past Queen who just died (it’s a mournful period), back Sidra, but think she’s a bit immature. Sidra adores her new people though and vows to be a good Queen. Knight Queens don’t just sit back like Earth Royalty, they’re the most powerful and therefore in battle a lot. The past Queens tended to be adults (The Captain of the Royal Guard was in love with the past Queen (sapphics >:) ) and so having Sidra around is painful but they do their best to teach her.

Then there’s Juliana Fontana, always called Jules. She… is also a Queen Knight. You can tell this because a Queen’s mortal wound symbol is always the same as the Knight Symbol, a sword. Some Knights went traitor to back Jules rather than Sidra. Jules is a very very tired and sneaky girl, but more academically intelligent than Sidra. She’d be a very different Queen, and that’s why the Knights that took her side did so! She hasn’t figured out how to access her weapon or knight form.

The twist? They haven’t seen each other for a long long time… but Sidra and Jules know each other.

Info on Weapons, Mortal Wounds and Knight Forms.

Lastly, The Title’s “The Knight’s Handbook”… what are Knight Handbooks?

Well, for Knights, along with a weapon you can pull from your Mortal Wound, you also have your Handbook! Every Knight has a Handbook with their symbol on it. Like I said, Queen Knights don’t get their own unique personalised symbol, rather they get the default symbol representing all Knights as a species (unfortunate!).

Every Handbook is personalised except for the first couple pages and chapters. The first few pages *always* contain The Rules of Knighthood. One of which is that there Cannot Be Two Queens. But… have these Handbooks with their strict rules on who your friends and enemies are and what you can or cannot do always been a part of the Knights? Or did someone *write* these books for their own purposes? Control?

Handbooks also contain info on how to fight/fence, how to defeat certain entities, anatomy, etc (I’ll figure out more). But, Handbooks also serve as phones! You write something in your handbook for someone else and your writings will appear in *their* handbook! Not sure, but I imagine handbooks can also be used as little sketch hologram projectors (you sketch a map for example or a plan and project it into the air using your book.)

Sidra and Jules may have this giant plot going on around them because they happen to be Queens, but that doesn’t mean they’re not teenagers who want to have fun. A lot of Knights are kids and teenagers and still have their senses of fun, much to the dismay of the serious adult Knights. But they’re all immortal so they’ve got plenty of time to grow up before they hit an age to stop. Being a Knight is tough and scary cause you *could* die at any time in a fight, so adult Knights tend to protect the teens from going out before they’ve trained properly. Queens are not afforded such a luxury and besides, a lot of teen Knights are totally reckless regardless of what the adults say!

So yeah!

That’s an intro to The Knight’s Handbook. I’d love for people to join in like they did with GunnTech and make their own Knights for this, if you feel inspired. It’s kinda like a DTIYS but instead of Draw This In Your Style, it’s… Draw Your Sona for this concept? Working title… /j If you wanna do something, I suppose tag it with “The Knight’s Handbook” with the apostrophe and whatnot, but I do not expect anything, you guys already do so so much 🧡.

Any art or ocs of The Knight’s Handbook will definitely be featured on my next YT vid and I’ll be reblogging (Plus I would love to draw you guys’ ocs, and basically consider them canon since there’s an infinite number of Knights in TKH!)

Thank you for all your support, guys!

[just-some-user-hunny]

Yandere vampire hunter D

‧ ₊ ⊹˚✧ ‧˚₊Yandere D and his obsession ♡...

~✧ Having D as your yandere is a complex experience. He wants to be close, but he stays far away. He needs to make sure you're safe, but please don't see him. He cannot bear the pain of your rejection.

~✧ Unlike his reputable existence- he's not a cruel yandere. he's too gentle for a dhampir, but too unorthodox for a human. He's an entity all of his own- a strange creature that beckons silently and unexpectedly under to your heed and calls for help, without you even knowing it.

~✧ He's a stalking yandere who watches and protects you from far away- he'll always be the eerie extra set of footsteps that follow accompany you home. He's the shadow who occupies the darkness that lingers in doorways- the shape of a foreboding figure leering silently in your home when you think you're all alone... Unaware of the filthy vampires blood that wets his blade, the one that stalked you home that very evening. He took care of it, but you don't need to know that.

~✧ He is always near- as much as he can spare, when he is not hunting the creatures whom he shares blood with. It is not often that he parts from your shadow from afar, and traverses away from the direction of your sweet breath and presence- but when he does, you'll always linger in the back of his mind.

~✧"I mean it D. This is getting dangerous now". The parasite will seeth quietly, only to be wordlessly silenced with a stern commanding grip. This is of no concern to you, stay out of this.

~✧ The parasite will grumble and huff. Of course this is of concern to him. He can see every dark crevice of this dhampires mind- and frankly he's tired of the constant presence of you occupying it. Your name, your face, your hair, your figure, your blood-

~✧ Silence. D will command with a cool, icy tone. Peeved.

~✧ D has vowed to protect you from everything that means harm, and he means everything. Even himself. He can deny all he wants, but he knows his urges will always be lurking within him- no matter how hard he resists. Be assured he's a damn good fighter, but it will urge him to stay away further for the sake of your safety.

He is half human like you, yes- but he also has the blood of vampyre. Dark depraved creatures of the night that desire blood and agony. He cannot deny himself of his own existence, he has tried well and truly- and this obsession of his won't change that.

The parts of him that reveal are always soft and lenient. Subtle and protective. If only you could see the darkness of his desires that twist and coil within him like a nest of asps. Slithering and hissing with poison and desire.

~✧ But believe it when I say this, he is not a sadistic creature. Especially towards you. He may hunger for you, desires of possession and adoration grasping at his cold heart- but trust that no harm will ever come to you. Especially by his own hand or word. Does he frighten you with his daunting height and unnerving presence? Very well. He'll stay out of sight, appearing nothing more than a shadow in your footsteps. Does being followed home scare you? Then he shall take care in not getting too close then- close enough where you are within his sights, but not close enough where you can hear his steady and even footsteps following in your own tracks.

~✧ As time goes on and you inevitably catch onto his presence, things will gradually change. There's only so many times you awake to find yourself properly tucked into bed after collapsing onto your couch after a long day at work, or capture a glimpse of the tall foreboding shadow in your doorway to use the same excuse of exhaustion to explain it. It's not just paranoid fueled visions anymore.

~✧ However, much to your chagrin and determination to expose whoever this mysterious guardian angel of yours is, he'll never expose himself. He can't afford it. You'll often be left feeling like a fool as you call out into the dark street for whoever he is to appear- only to be met with the stillness of the lonely night and sound of cicadas chirping softly in the grass.

~✧ The only scenario in which he would ever approach and expose his identity, is if you were in trouble. Still- once the threat is gone, and you are safe, he's eager to dispel back into the shadows.

~✧ The thing with D as a yandere, is that he's fully lucid about what he's doing is... Wrong. But he can't help himself. Often he is troubled with the morals of his own doing- a neverending internal debate. Thoughts upon thoughts spiral and twist into an endless entangling web, and all he can do is mull over it and helplessly tangle at his own thoughts with a distant stare and tongue held between his sharp teeth. Brooding and mulling.

~✧ He knows this isn't right. His desires to protect you are more than that of a silent saviour- he's not doing this for a reward or thanks- he's not looking for your gratitude or admiration. He's selfish. So selfish. You are something that occupies the loneliness that will forever haunt him- keeping you alive is all he has left to grasp upon to give him hope for a life beyond this bleak ongoing existence of his.

~✧ He's so selfish when he imagines you waiting at home for him. Selfish when he imagines holding you, gazing upon you adoringly because he's missed you after a long day's work.

~✧ He won't admit these little fantasies of his- his yearnings for a life of his own. He doesn't dare say them out loud- like an unspoken dream that'll fade if ever spoken. A silly whimsy of a naive child who doesn't know any better...

~✧ These little thoughts will stay his. Only he can keep these delusional conjured memories- they're the only ones he can keep.

~✧ So please, take no mind of him. Live freely in the light as he guards you in the shadows. Take your fill of life and death sweetly and peacefully, all under the watchful eye and encompassing cloak of night of none other than vampire hunter D

I'm admittedly not quite sure if I like this or not, I feel a little in the dark with his character due to only watching the two movies (?), and knowing there's novels out there that'll explain his lore and character in much more depth.

If there's anyone who knows more about vampire hunter D, I'd love to hear your thoughts and ideas!

[wormed-woman]

Some long mouthwashing thoughts, long but please read <3

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When I was younger, I played with this idea of ghosts just floating in space after the ship or planet they were on got destroyed. I wondered if the place they were haunting got demolished to that point, would they just disappear or float in the emptiness forever.

I wanted to add a drabble but I don't think i have the skills to really do it, but I had this idea of like, Anya's ghost. This was really inspired by that Curiosity killed my Beia-comic by Hana Chatani and Jaunt by Stephen King.

On Curly's pov, maybe he sees Anya's ghost. Maybe it is a supernatural entity, or maybe he just lost it and it's a hallucination. Is she a vengeful spirit, haunting him because she hates him? Maybe he feels even guilty for thinking about her that way. She never wanted to hurt anyone, why would his mind warp her into this monster? Or is she a guardian angel type, even in her death, watching over her captain to make sure that nobody can harm him anymore.

If it is indeed Anya's spirit, what is she thinking? Is she resentful? Maybe, but she still wants to make sure he's safe. Do no harm, after all. Does she wonder if Curly can see her? If he's awake in there, further unable to communicate? She wonders about the rumors that in the cryostasis, you're not fully unconscious and he's still alert in there. Living for the next 20 years.

It's an eternity for them.

It was also inspired by the kind of like, somewhat mischaracterization of the fandom i've seen of Anya, or like wish fulfillment, where she tortures Curly in this state, and I find that to be ooc. She doesn't even feel good about giving him the pills because of how hurt he sounds.

Curly failed her, but i don't think she thinks this is a fate he deserves

[idv-sunsxin3]

Toons with Caretaker! Reader // Dandy's world

Scenario/writing

I don't know if I would consider this as an AU or some illogical noncanon implement based - but here's my personal idea(I won't take criticism, I'm very self-conscious with what I self-endulge--)

Reader in this scenario is actually one caretaker who has phenomenal ability to clone themselves into multiple versions of them. It was an original idea for the prototype Y/N to be a caretaker that replaced the "missing one" for only one certain toon... in this case scenario, Toodles'. However, what was shocking is that the toons happen to take a liking of the caretaker of the same face... same charisma and tenderness.

So the company decided to expand their research and enhanced Y/N's  capacities to clone themselves for a certain amount of time and train their cognitive and physical strength...

The only condition was for the original Y/N to stay intact in order for the clone to not get affected... and for the caretaking service not to be full-time.

Y/N was considered a "human" with not much personal information written in their files, making a perfect specimen to be recruited as a caretaker.

"Caretaker Y/N held so much love and care for these toons and children." An audio is heard from a tape record, "But keep in mind there is only one Y/N, not the others."

Unlike the original, who is often seen wearing a rainbow uniform. every Y/N caretaker wears respective colors and uniforms that complement the toon assigned.

Eventually... the company eventually abandoned the project along with the Gardenview center. The other caretaker counterparts left as well after acknowledging the crisis of their labor. This left Y/N no longer having maintenance service.

Y/N, being a determined one for the sake of what they care for, decided to bring this matter into their hands...

According to the conditions the Gardenview has been through in the aftermath, with twisted wandering around the floors and mysterious chores leaking in dark places...

They decided to redesign their clones to be capable of teaching toons how to handle situations and keep themselves safe whenever they couldn’t be able to be there at certain times(by that, Caretaker Y/N had to go through all the research collected by the toons, in hope for these twisted  entities to diminish, or some cure for them.)

Of course, these are tough feats. Not even Y/N would handle them by themselves. After a few days scouting around the abandoned ruins, they eventually came to the conclusion to reluctantly accept their beloved toons' assistance, who for some reason have to help with Dandy's little obsession with the tapes...

That's the moment Y/N realizes their rainbow baby just discovered capitalism... (nice.????)

But well- they must have to learn the truth themselves too. They don't deserve to be put in the shadows....not like them, again.

With this transition of events, the toons not only acknowledge the caretaker as their guardian angel who would guide them in necessary circumstances or cherish them. But also a "professor" for some toons like Shelly and Rodger.

"Professor Y/N has a lot of knowledge to offer... from the locations of where fossils are concentrated and how ichor machines function around the building! Even i love asking questions, so they're always happily helping me." Shelly states in an audio tape.

Under their guidance, it allow toons to maintain a safe circle from the chaotic world they're confined in. Offering love, affirmation, rationality, and advice.

Toons, at some point, learned that everything they share with the clones, the original Catetaker would know as well... their contact with the guardian being accessible both directly and indirectly.

This is pretty good for those who wanted to express their feelings so the original can come to them personally when requested... while some prefer privacy and space for themselves, which the Caretaker acknowledges.

As Y/N is the same person, not all toons are the same.

Sometimes, some toons don't mind sharing and prefer to spend time with the original caretaker(who do not mind dropping everything temporarily for both happiness and safety for them). On the other hand... Some prefer to keep the caretaker to themselves, bringing some jealousy.

(This includes Dandy... )

Nonetheless, Caretaker Y/N remains loving. They cherish all toons unconditionally. Even if cherishing is part of their job, they came into learning how to love them all independently.

_____

//Caretaker Voicelines//

//Lobby Radio//

"All elevators are in service... please be careful on your way there."

"Make space for everyone's path. We have a lot of room!"

"Come to my lab if any injuries should be reported, please. I want to make sure everyone is in good shape!"

"Good morning, good afternoon, good night..!"

"What shall we do today, Mm? It's time to check the bulletin board..."

(Rare) "Guys... why are you banging your head into the tree...?"

//before Elevator closes//

"Good luck, my friends."

"Stay safe, I'll always be waiting here."

"I'll watch over you from here."

"Love you all... Please take care."

(Toodles in the party)"Toodles, you know what to do! Sh..." *soft shhs before babbling spy music goofs*

"Remember... Don't take Dandy personally, Lil' fella doesn't even know what he is saying...-"

//Coming back from a run//

"Welcome back - how are you doing?"

"Tired? Poor thing... now now, come to the dorm room as I make your bed."

"Something wrong? No, dear, there's nothing wrong back there. You had quite a run there! I'm so proud of you."

"Hey there! You're just in time... check out your progress you just did, champ!"