#enough is enough ive written it all out so i dont have to carry it around in my head!!

[barcaluvv]

Lamine yamal x reader You and Yamal, the bond of friendship, which no one could ever separate, whether together or not at all, but as they say, a man can only kill his happiness because of feelings, but this time they both separated their wires that held many years of friendship.

One night, everything snapped and huge feelings came out of you both.

You were talking, you were sitting on the very bench, talking about irrelevant things, because you were both thinking the same thing, and if only you knew that, everything would be different. Yamal was teasing you with the book he was holding tight in his slender arms,grabbing your pens away as you were just out of class, second shift, laughing loudly and not caring about what others thought but yet not a single soul was seen. You felt like the while city was sleeping, as your paths will slowly diverge any moment from now. When you calmed down a bit Lamine said something condescending, his voice shaking not from cold but from fear "Can I tell you something?but dont be mad okay?" He was admiring your hair slowly but precisely fluttering in the wind, he looked at every line that your smile leaves, all that persuaded him to say what he was going to say now. "Listen y/n" he grabbed you by your palms, creasing your hair, tucking every strain of hair behind your ear, slowly and softly. He clings to you, his voice barely above a whisper "I feel so guilty sometimes... like I'm such a burden on you. I want to be perfect for you." he sniffles, looking down at the leaves falling from the branch.

"What are you trying to say?" U get worried. Tears form in his eyes as he continues "I'm scared too, ... scared of losing you. You mean everything to me." he takes a deep breath, trying to calm himself "I just want to make you proud and happy, but i cant continue like this, i wake up everyday thinking about how my emotions tremble against your will, not being enough to express them to you, i love you y/n, u have every right to be mad at me and leave, and end our conversation forever but you cant run from the feeling of guilt" he sobs uncontrollably, burying his face in the cold current wind, that was trying to remove a tear from his cheeks ... I need you so much. he clings to you tightly, his entire body shaking from the intensity of his emotions "I don't want to lose you."

"Now maybe i did threw 7 years of friendship away in 5 minutes of speech but, ive waited for these few minutes my entire life now I'd have to break our contact." Said lamine with tear drops falling off his eyes, down to his sweatshirt. This all happened too fast, you're literally out of words but this sentence felt powerful. "Maybe we are soulmates after all".

Lamine wipes off his tears, trying to act tough not understanding your words. "What? What do you mean?".

Lamine, u lean closer feeling his heartbeat acrobat as u get to him.

"The truth is, ive been meaning to tell you that too, but also many thing more such as that my family is moving back to Portugal, this is my last goodbye my love". He sits in shock, feeling his empty-handed heart break in pieces, watching it flow like ashes.

He stands up, kisses your forehead soflty, not leaving any hope after it.

He pulls you tightly,holding you for seconds, treating them like years not wasting any of them, atleast that's not wasted besides the love potential we had.

He pulls away, giving you a bracelet, which says "Why not this universe"

that was written on the black buttons, like he was prepared for this. "Let this be a remember, it might be temporary but my love for you wasn't." He starts walking away, the streets carried him off, and poof suddenly our love too. Two months later, you found out he burned himself down. You were devastated, it took you so many months to put yourself together after this. 6 months passed, you heard a loud knocking on your door, it's better if you didn't open them, just like that I found out that the police was holding a paper, that was apparently held by Yamal when he died. The letter said "when you quietly told me that I won't be able to do without you. X your Lamine." That was supposed to be shifted the same night to Portugal. With a bracelet next to it.

[sukunasweetheart]

//just me venting about sukuna haters sorry

Not me seeing so much discourse about whether sukuna is a well written villain or not... he essentially has no backstory shown as of yet and we barely know anything about him but he is still one of the most naturally interesting and compelling characters in the whole damn series bro 💀 buckle up bc its about to get lengthy (im just glazing sukuna in this post ngl so 🧎‍♀️)

so many whiny ass mfs are weeping about how he "doesn't have any personal goals or a proper reason to be a villain" when that is the whole point???? He lives on his own desires and satisfactions and does whatever he wants to, because he is capable enough to do that. Mfs want "real villains" but cant even handle sukuna 💀 ive seen too many shit ass threads and poorly articulated "critiques" on his character that dont make any valid points. If you can't even separate your personal dislike of a character from your analysis of their writing, dont even bother posting that shit please 😭😭😭 the fact that we haven't even gotten any information about his background yet and people are jumping the gun about him being "poorly written" is already saying a lot 🤨

The fact that yall are so bitter and angry about him that you can write 500+ words about how oh-so-terrible of a villain he is kinda proves that he's doing his job well tbh 💁‍♀️

What also bothers me to no END is how people compare him with villains of other series, who had compelling sob stories that made people empathise with them. Thats nice and all but why should all villains have grand ideals and be subject to feelings of empathy/sympathy from their audience?

Part of what makes sukuna so interesting is how he's not tied down by morals, rules or long term goals in life. He doesn't limit himself, which is what makes him an unpredictable character. He's completely left behind what it means to be human in many ways, and he's clearly not a character written to be empathised with. He is very purposefully inhumane and distant from everyone else, and that feeling transcends from within the series to real life as well. There is a clear lack of understanding bc most of us can't comprehend what its like to just live without being goal-oriented.

Sukuna is a true anomaly in the sense that he doesnt really fit in any kind of box within the series. He's born from man, but its clear that he separates himself from humans (and nobody else considers him human, either). He's not a cursed spirit. He hovers between life and death. The narrator referred to him as the honoured one, whilst angel referred to him as the disgraced one.

These little contradictions in his character make him all the more complicated and interesting to think about. And even recently, he's been shown to waver a little bit momentarily in the manga, questioning his own irritation at yuuji. He's capable of self reflection, and though sukuna does whatever he wants for the most part, he doesn't blindly go into things without some thought first, he's a constant thinker and analyser, and an intelligent one at that.

And honestly, he is always such a joy to watch and read, his personality is so flavourful, and the way he carries himself is very attractive. He's not afraid to get messy or of getting hurt, theres so much chaos in the way he does things and yet he also has a huge element of gracefulness to him, which shines through the poetic way he speaks. Its undeniable that sukuna simply oozes charisma...

And this isnt talked about enough but this man is genuinely so effortlessly funny (in a kind of sinister way i guess?) Like yes he is an old ass man having real beef with one FIFTEEN YEAR OLD for very little reason, he accidentally healed yuujis arm and somehow expected him to be grateful for it despite how he literally ripped his heart out afterwards, then he proceeded to sit on him after kicking him down likeeee 😭 what kind of behaviour is this sir

His facial expressions at yorozus yapping 💀 THE WAY HE COMPARED YUUJIS FACE OF DESPAIR TO THE HARIMA STATUE 😭😭😭💀😭💀💀😭 omg that was so foul but i was fucking losing it ngl

How he randomly compared gojo to a fish and started talking abt his scales... thats a very unique and descriptive comparison, isnt it? Even in the recent leaks, he was 100% ready and squaring up to a literal child talking abt "youre starting to get annoying" LIKE HELPPP 😭 HE FR SAID "fuck them kids and fuck you too"

I saw someone saying that sukuna has no passion, like are we talking about the same character....? This man is a literal jujutsu NERD 💀💀 he truly recognises talented sorcerers and the only time hes seen to be having genuine fun is when hes fighting a mf... is that not passion? This is literally sukuna when it comes to jujutsu: 🤓

Anyway im done here now, im pretty sure i missed a lot of things i couldve talked about as well but ive done enough yapping

[meganegatari]

wait hello i’m intrigued by this theme please explain the lore

AAAAHHHHH starts rocking back n forth...you have opened pandora's box my friend...OKAY! ima be honest ive been sitting on this ask for a while...because im not sure how to condense my very normal yapping, but lemme try.

ougi oshino (pfp and the one in the right of my banner) has been a chatacter ive been so fascinated with. for YEARS! in my fuckass lists and whatever i have so many essays about their role in the story and their purpose as the biggest antagonist. if you don't know what monogatari is, in short it is this journey of achronological segments of the story which center around the main cast, and these so called "oddities". our main character araragi aids these characters in fighting of these supernatural attachments, which are often born of likeee personal struggles. it's a character driven story, and people are often put off because when they read it or watch it, they expect an action story but in reality its a dialogue packed psychological exploration. ++ people are also put off by how many parts there are and the supposed multiple watch orders, because the anime aired differently compared to the novels. (don't go by release order, novel order only!)

basically he saves these incredibly layered characters from themselves, so to speak. now we are entering spoiler territory.

i think that's enough context...but ougi, one of the most well-written characters in any media ever, is actually araragi's oddity. they're a manifestation of his self-hatred after he went through an huge trauma, and became a vampire —THATS A WHOLE THING. but ok.

they are the most peculiar out of all the characters, with no known family (well, there's a claim but it's disproved they made it up), they usually show up sort of in the background of intense scenes, or show up randomly to sort of drop a few creepy cryptic lines and dip. and, no one in the show knows where they came from and everyone has a different perception of them. this is why they're "they", some people remember them as a boy, in some segments they're presenting in a dress, it's never stated or really discussed, but that adds to their mystery and uniqueness.

also something I love, is they're animated differently from all the other characters!! every chatacter is designed for the gods, dimensional and sparkly, but ougi isn't. their eyes and hair are pitch black with no shine, and they carry an eerie unreadable expression.

uhhh i think that covers most of it...im so sorry this makes probably no sense GAHH😭😭 but the "formula" and "dark" are titles of the arcs where they star in, ougi formula and ougi dark, respectively, near the end of the series. OKAY I HOPE THIS MADE SENSE SORRY FOR BLABBERING I JUST LOVE PSYCHOLOGICAL MEDIA god someone shut me up I DONT PLAY AB MY FAV STORJES idek if this even answers your question but there's probably more i didnt cover...like here's an awesome reddit post that explains it all better than I did

look at dis weirdo

[missjanjie]

🎶 for miranetra!

yk i dont think ive ever actually written them before, and highkey i dont think any song wouldve worked better so its a win-win

Party Girl - Linda Ronstadt

You'll never be the guilty party will you Maybe someday we can go hiding from this world Maybe I'll never get over this change in style But I don't want to lock you up and say you're mine Don't want to lose you or say good-bye I'm the guilty party and I want my slice But I know you've got me in a grip-like vise They can't touch me now You say you don't mind We're so hard to find I could give you anything I would give you anything I can give you anything but time

“I’m sorry for wrecking your couch,” Mirage mumbled, resting her head on the counter as Anetra set a cup of coffee beside her. “I probably would’ve made it to the bathroom if it wasn’t for the heels.”

“Next time we’ll take them off in the uber,” Anetra chuckled. “I’ll carry you inside.”

She laughed sleepily, picking her head up just enough to take a sip from the mug next to her. “You’re a saint among women. I don’t know why you’re so good to me.” She glanced over at the couch, at the spot her girlfriend had scrubbed her puke out of. 

“Why wouldn’t I be?” she asked with a frown. 

There were a few beats of silence, Mirage quietly drinking her coffee as she decided on how honest and vulnerable she was willing to be. “I know what people say about me, Neech. And I know they’re not wrong.” She sighed as she set the now-empty mug down. “You don’t ever think you can do better than the party girl?”

Anetra immediately rushed to her side, pulling Mirage off the chair and into her arms. “Hey, hey, I don’t wanna hear you talk about yourself like that. Sure, you do like to party, and… yeah, you do go a little hard sometimes. But I knew what I signed up for. It just makes me sad that you don’t love yourself half as much as I love you.”

Mirage wordlessly melted into her arms, taking comfort in her embrace and trying to let what Anetra said sink in. “I just wish I had more to offer you, ‘cause I don’t know if I’m ready to fully change, you know? And I don’t wanna tie you to anything I can’t promise a follow-through on.”

“I know,” she assured and pressed a kiss to the top of her head. “I never wanted to change you, you’re my Miri no matter what. Whether you wanna keep going out or dial it back, we’ll make it work.”

“Even though I can give you anything but time?”

“It’s okay,” Anetra soothed, “I have all the time in the world.”

[eggsploded]

moar you say.. why then gregor and rodya of coarse....

where would i be without rodigor. where would WE be, without rodigor.

first impression: THE fuckin guy. this dude owns. (insert 50 invasive questions about cockroach anatomy and behavior) i was peeved his roach arm resembled more of a beetle horn than a arm

current impression: when chef greg dropped i got so horny i went to bed lightheaded i still love gregor dearly but my love for him has mellowed like the fondness for a favorite pasta dish.

favorite moment: literally every old fart moment he has. when he forgets names when he berated sinclair for not cleaning his plate when he goes uhhhhhhhhhhhhhh in his dialogue because he doesnt know where hes going with this

story idea: despite his deep frying and boiling during hells chicken i think the bus kinda Likes this guy. gregors a bit of a hot commodity. hes just a fella you can Jive with. a real Stand Up guy. now let him be loved, if obliviously through his own self consciousness. a friendly heathcliff rough slap on the back delays his depressive episode by 15 minutes

fav relationship: oh boy where to start!!!! rodigor. enough on that. meurgreg, not really romantic to me but i like the art of it that is. it revolves around a big fella carrying him under his arm so automatic slay. ive seen a little gregcliff action on the TL but its more of a 'work got me friends with people twice my age like whats uncle greg up to' ordeal to me. now lets get insane. gregsang is incredible to me because yi sang is the only mf on that bus EASIER than gregor. gregor got game? that hes aware of? while stuttering the whole journey? its kind of crazy. i dont actually have a reason why they would even like eachother yet but put rodya in there somewhere to toy with them if you want true crackshipping fun

fav headcanon: hes a little chunky

RODYA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my favit

first impression: me furiously searching for her height on the wiki + nodding my head sagely deciding woman with sleepy eyes is peak character design (faust included). i trust her wholeheartedly even if she leads me hand in hand into a woodchipper

current impression: waiting for projmoon to drop more lore on her desperately because i know canto 2 wasnt everything. i feel a disconnect with the fanbase about her because i see rodya characterized sooooo differently than how i think of her. the gambling thing and her effortless confidence for example isnt really questioned like how it is with dons bravado. i see her gambling as an outlet for her complicated views on money. she feels as though being financially 'secure' as the lone survivor as a betrayal to all the deaths she caused. gambling not only aligns with her current im the hottest shit attitude but also is a way for her to not be responsible for money. the hoarding of wealth is what caused her community to starve, why would she want to do something that seems to harm others? shes very self destructive, and feigning as slots star is just one of the ways she forces herself to 'stay in the cold'. ummmmmmmmm anyway im really normal about rodya and think about her a normal amount also her love for decadant food really resonates with me as someone who was poor in childhood because the difference between eating to live and living to eat is Astronomical

favorite moment: shes started branching out and calling other people than greg pet names and it is so exciting. faust has now reached babe status!! good for her!!! also when she infantalizes sinclair its terrible for him but REALLY funny for me when he responds back and reminds her oh right this is a 22 year old man. also her random interjections that are socialist ideology are really funny because they always feel so fucking random and like projmoon is remembering why crime and punishment was written and going drop this bomb ass line itll go so hard guys

story idea: i want her to play poker against yi sang because hes weird and also his poker face is like. genuine and dear adoration for being able to play with his companions because deep in his soul is gardens and butterflies. she would be so freaked out not only because this guy agreed to playing poker but also because he is invasively (he didnt mean it) staring into her SOUL to find solutions

fav relationship: my thoughts are half the bus are in love with gregor and the other half with rodya with cases of overlap. rodya is so epic because shes seemingly got it together to the more deranged sinners but to anyone else its like oh my god this paper mache bitch the former being more faustish the latter being more ryoshuish. faustya is cute because faust initially wanted to absorb more Bad Bitch Strategems and then kinda got a crush and is hardcore malfunctioning also kurokumo ryodion got sumn GOING yall crazy love is love though

fav headcanon: shes actually really short for Lobotomy Corp Backstreets Russia and everyone there is just freakishly tall (see: sonya)

[fipindustries]

the addams family

ive written in the past my thoughts on an interesting take on the addams family but this time i want to try that exercise again from a different angle. i want to write a proper origin story.

now this might in a sense be a case of me not getting it. the addams are not supposed to have like, lore and an internal logic to them. there is not supposed to be a coherent story behind "the addams family" they are just meant to be a bunch of weirdoes and that is as far as it goes. it started as a newspaper strip for christ sake.

but nothing, this is my blog and this is how i have fun.

i would be super interested in telling a yellowjackets/gotham style story where we start with relatively normal people in a relatively normal situation and we slowly start to ramp up thing until organically we end up at the addams family that we know and love. also i would be basing this on the tv version from the 60's so, lets get at it.

my take on the addams family origin story.

it starts in, lets say, 1940's new england. We have Mary Addams, the young daughter of a very wealthy family, coming from old money. she is by all apearances a perfectly normal and respectable model of a proper young lady. she carries on her shoulders the expectetions of her incredibly strict and old fashioned family, who have bethroted her to a rich bachelor against her will.

on top of this she lives in a very old mannor on the outskirts of town. a big, desolate place, covered in antiques, chintz, porcelain and pink wallpapaper. she walks the halls either by herself or followed by her nanny and tries to sleep at night even though she could swear she hears weird noises coming from the walls.

but Mary has a hidden side to her. she deeply resents her gilded cage. on her own, in the dark, when she is alone in her room and noone is watching, she reads improper books, indulges in lurid fantasies and engages in forbidden ideas, not suited for an innocent young girl. she strains against the restrictions of her station in society and is desperate to find an out.

first season

she is also sent to a boarding school for young ladies where she is taught horse riding, piano lessons and fencing. it is in this place where she finds enough degrees of freedom that she can escape at night and gallivant in the nearby town, frequenting sordid spots and disreputable bars, where she will get drunk, arm wrestle with sailors and perhaps gallivant with the ocassional boy or girl.

it is in these places that she meets a young man Homero Gomez. a young, violent and dangerous to know rascal. a no good trouble maker, potentially a pyromaniac. he occassionally lends a hand to his brother Lucas Gomez who acts as muscle and lock picks to a local hispanic gang (think of west side story).

the two of them meet and quickly hit it off, they have great chemistry and the find the ways to expand each other's horizons. she finds the way to channel Gomez violent tendencies by teaching him fencing and letting him use the chemistry lab of the school to fashion more refined explosives. he teaches her of new hiding spots and gives her more chances to explore herself and let loose.

most of the first season would be about the burgeoning relationshi between these two. about them being caught in two different worlds and how these worlds can never meet. things go on like this for weeks until the man she had been engaged to unexpectedly comes to visit her at the same time she was spending time with gomez. the two men cross each other and get into a fight. and the man gets killed by gomez. maria and homero look at each other and they immediatly and wordlessly agree to tell noone about this. honestly, what is even the big deal, everyone dies soon or later. then Maria takes gomez to the medical lab in the boarding school in the middle of the night and they use the instruments there to disfigure the body beyond recognition so that they dont get caught. gomez, with the help of his brother, disposes of the body the next day. season ends

season two

in the next season we would see a maria that is starting to break free from her family, the murder has awoken something in her. the fact that she is no longer engage just gives her more slack on her leash. she becomes a lot of the first season would be about them trying to hide the murder, deal with the police investigations and more importantly, to try not to arise any suspicions from maria's side of the family. all of this while discovering that this has awoken something inside of her. she was always a bit of a rebel, but her taste of blood has made her take a turn towards the macabre. she starts paying a lot more attention in anatomy classes. she decides to study as a nurse just so she has access to the local hospital and more specifically the mourge. she starts to take an interest in death and what death makes of us.

maria, after proving herself with the last corpse, starts to lend her services to the local gang to dispose of bodies much like they did with her ex-fiance. Lucas "fester" gomez brings her the bodies, she makes them unrecognizable. due to her skill with a bonesaw and the scalpel she gets the nickname of "the mortician".

much of the season is spent on trying to avoid police investigations as they try to find the missing man, plus the other bodies, and see if they can catch a potential murderer. while all of this is happening Homero takes refuge in his house, trying to lay low, where we get more of a chance to meet his mom. a weird old lady from the caribean, who brought with herself into america many of the strange and mystical traditions she grew up with, plus many others she herself invented. someone who is very into herbal medicines, voodoo, homemade curses and other such superstitions. she starts advicing her son about how to best evade the cops and how to make sure someone else gets blamed for the murder. Gomez mom suggests Maria's dad. when homero asks why that guy specifically and how come she knows him, the mom becomes reticent to give details which sparks gomez curiosity and starts conducting investigations of him own into maria's family.

gomez enlists maria's help to discover the secrets of her family and together they find out a terrible truth. the noises that came from the walls at night were from someone, a young boy locked in the attic by the dad for being severely autistic and thus an embarassement for the family, morticia's long lost brother. trapped in the walls of the manor since he was a toddler, terribly pale and skiny, mute, unable to bear the light of the sun. he doesnt have a name, he was never given one, he was only ever called "that thing" by his dad. but the secrets dont end up there. where the boy was locked up where many other lost documents he had collected through the years.

these documents reveal that maria's dad had an affair with gomez' mom and and Maria is his illegitimate child, which is why he was so insistent on marrying her off and which also means gomez and the mortician are half sibilings. he reveals this to maria who confronts her dad about this. there is a big dramatic final scene where maria finally confronts her dad, throws all his lies to his face and then the dad becomes violent, grabbing a rifle from a wall and threatning her with it. when it looks like he is about to pull the trigger he is stopped by thing, the son, who finally dared come out of his hiding spots and save his sister. he loses a hand in the fight but he manages to kill the dad. afterwards, wounded and scared, he retreats back into the walls of the mannor, the only place he can feel comfortable again.

the season ends with morticia poised to inherit the house and its fortunes.

final season

in the third and final season we are finally seeing morticia come into her own. without the yoke of her dad she is finally able to be herself to the fullest. she starts dressing in all black, she lets her hair loose. she no longer affects a proper, polite attitude but in fact starts to show off her more sinister imposing prescence. gomez also is starting to come more fully into his own, he has risen on the ranks of his gang. he no longer goes on missions or heists but is the man who gives the orders. he starts wearing nice pinstripe suits to signify his station in the organization and is not afraid to challenge to a duel anyone who dares defy him. the third and final season would focus on morticia's mother. a prescence who thus far seemed to be innocuous but who reveals herself to have been the true brains behind her husband's cruelty. she may not have his violent outbursts or his implicit power as the patriarch of the family but she has something worse. connections. she is a well respected woman in her community, organizer of events and charity funds, leader of the local HOA and PTA. she brings to bear all the lawyers she can get her hands into to make sure morticia never sees a dime of her inheritance and also to declare her lost son incompetent and get locked up forever in a mental asylum.

we will see the bitter legal battles, that the mom will fight with all the force of society at her disposal and which morticia an gomez will try to resist with all the power of the underworld. while all of this is happening morticia finds out she is pregnant but tries to hide it so the gomez doesnt worry given all the other pressures he has to handle. while this is happening we see how thing befriends another man at the mental asylum. a large scary man with a slight learning disability who society deemed "too violent". his name, as you can expect, is lurch. thing and lurch together organize a break out from the mental hospital with the help of fester. at the same time the final trial between morticia and her mom is going on, with a strange hairy small person with round black shades and a bowler hat as morticia's lawyer (some guy they met through the crime organization). the whole trial is a a circus and a spectacle. by this point we see the addams be the addams and they behave exactly how you would expect on a court. gomez challenges the judge to a duel and also insist that the woman that he loves is to be sent to jail then he be sent to jail as well (he insists that if they are excecuted it be with a guillotine), morticia shows up with her full dark dress, they keep bringing all sorts of bizzare character witnesses that derail the entire proceedings. eventually they win the trial, morticia goes into labor, gomez proposes marriage to her right then and there and they make the judge right there and then to officiate the wedding, as morticia is giving birth in the middle of the courtroom floor.

once the baby is born morticia asks gomez what will they call the baby. neither of them had even thought of a name. gomez looks around the room lost for words until he sees a calendar marking the day of birth of his daughter. wednesday.

the happy couple go to their mannor with their new baby in their arms, where thing, lurch, and gomez mom are waiting for them. cue the credits music.

[walnutcookie]

CAN I HEAR ABT YOU TSP X COOKIE RUN AU PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEAS

AUAUUAHWOWHAOHDKF THMAKYOU SO MUCHH FOR THIS ASK /GEN YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW HARD IVE BEEN BRAINROTTINF OVER THIS AU .....

i dont know what to talk about specifically so BLEHHH WORD VOMIT TIME💥💥💥 ill try to seperate them into sections so its a liiiittle easier to read ?

sorry if this isnt written the best its late and im tired GZHDJBFF

Storykeeper

SO . The narrator in this au is timekeeper AKA storykeeper since. keeper of the story :]c shes like a mix of the tsp narrator and timekeeper where shes very dedicated to her story and gets worried about stanley sometimes but also she often gets BORED and enjoys to see stanley stray off the path and even encourages him to!!!

The Stanleys

these are the four stanleys

almond, walnut, roquefort, and cappuccino

sk just Plucked them out of a regular timeline and put them in her little story to watch them scurry around like rats in a maze. All of the stanleys are in completely different office buildings but in rare instances they collide and cause anomalies where two or more stanleys encounter each other which can cause a whole lot of confusion!! sk also puts them in the same office building for fun sometimes👍

sk is everywhere all at once so theyre able to monitor each stanley at the same time :] and to clarify just like canon tsp none of the stanleys can actually see her its more like a voice inside their head. The stanleys cannot talk although they can still think!! they cant communicate with storykeeper and she cant read their minds but they can communicate telepathically with each other if close enough

ALSO all of them are just called stanley!!! sk had to give them different colored ties to differentiate them (now they look like tally hall/j). three of them are trans women and one is nonbinary but theyre all just. Misgendered since they are taking the role OF stanley (this is not fun for the stanleys but there is nothing they can do about it)

Almond

i like thinking about how all of the different stanleys act a lot. almond is the more Serious one who tries to follow every direction. Unfortunately after like the third time of getting the standard ending storykeeper gets bored and just Does things to him to try to get him to do something more interesting. This comes in the form of The Bucket when he starts hearing his daughters voice coming from it and becomes instantly very overprotective and attatched to it <3 he would do anything for that bucket.

even kill.

sk tells him that he has to kill cappuccino or else the bucket gets it and he does so Very enthusiastically!!! by choking him and bashing her head in with a dozen coffee mugs

but yeah. He obeys most commands :] sk thinks hes kind of bland but his dedication to that bucket is fascinating to her

Walnut

Walnut is VERY curious. A very interesting one indeed as she both obeys and disobeys sk depending on how appealing the options are to her!!!! literally all she wants to do is explore the offices she is going to check EVERY door handle and look in EVERY nook and cranny and crevice. she is going to examine every paper and sift through every desk. sk is very annoyed by this as it means that she is Slow as hell when actually going through the story but walnut tends to do some very unexpected things which is entertaining sometimes!!! In the end she is naturally drawn toward any sort of mystery so she can be persuaded to give up exploring so that she can solve it faster :]c

although she starts to become a little uneasy wandering through the seemingly endless building without a single other soul in sight and thus she is also given The Bucket!! it reminds her of her mother and she carries it around because she feels protected and not so alone :)

Roquefort

Roquefort is by far the most entertaining to storykeeper. they are absolutely unpredictable and they manage to find every single choice that wasnt intended to be possible!!! sk cant even be upset because she is FASCINATED by them. it gets to a point where she just creates new scenarios for them just to see what theyd do and she is very entertained by how they manage to surprise them every time

roquefort is also offered a bucket though refuses it. and then it appears in the next room. and the next. and Oh god they are TERRIFIED of that bucket because it keeps FOLLOWING them. they cannot stand it. they want it gone

Cappuccino

Cappuccino is basically the opposite of almond! girlie is so pissed that hes being told what to do all the time that she goes out of her way to do almost everything sk tells her NOT to do. storykeeper is infuriated by this at first but then sees the potential in it because it is VERY fun to use cappuccino as her own personal lab rat/stress ball and just! Do awful things to him!!! like have almond beat the shit out of him<3

he also is given a bucket but has the standard Attatchment to it as seen in tsp for no special reason other than its a bucket. Good way to make him do things!

OKAY thats all ill talk about for now but THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE ASK AGAIN!!!!<333 thiz was so fun to type it made me so happy auauaua,,, if anyone has any further questions id be happy to answer ! :3

[elpendejomanolo]

Stole this from Tsukasa (Sorry man)

Thought itd be cool to do it

Well we dont have all the same music, but "Me gustas tu" is a good vibes one

Again it doesnt exist anymore, but "The good place"

Writing, funnily enough, used to have so many journals filled to the brim of writing

I like fluffy

Uhh, in the old world, i would take some time to myself, write or do something to get my mind busy, basic self care etc

My favorite candle scent has to be like rasberry

Probably,Senku and taiju i guess? I knew them most

Oh cotton, definitely

When i was little, we were having a movie night, me and my cousins ran to the store which was out of my neighbours house, as soon as we got back, the whole living room was made to look ljke a mini theater

Oh! At the Francois bar, haha, i was walking with @strongest-knight and uh- @treasure-island-samurai was all over tsukas chest

Well, before pretification theres was a wallet that belonged to my older brother that i carried everywhere, and now its, the bottle that had the revival fluid that revived me

Music, or like, petting animals

Shower

Getting to see africa! Havent ever been there- too bad im seeing it in the stone age

Quesadillas

Videogames god damn we need videogames

People spending time to get to know me, remembering little facts about me

Gah damn, i dunno, 30?

Ive written many as a kid, never got one

Well, i have loads with my family, you know camping at the beach, celebrating birthdays and sneaking into places were not supposed to, one found memory outside of my family, is when i first gpt exchanged to japan, and i was having a hard time fitting in @senku-ishigami-official @silkofscience and @thefarmerking all making a huge effort to make me feel included, senku translating(although struggling) to english all our chats

Coffee, and fucking uh- hot cocoa is my comfort drini

God i dont remember uh, hollywood undead playlist- any of em

Nope

God, its hard to say, i still arent great at japanese so i struggle to actually talk to most of the group but uh, taiju probably

Hm. Maybe cyan?

My family, and back home

I love to garden, and if it counts i helped taiju with the wheat

In the old world it was, being able to study in japan, now? I guess joining the KOS

I try to be.

Back then i used to love videogames, legos, puzzles, photography, reading, writing etc, i try to continue writing when im not working, i been also getting into gardening lmao

There we go

That

Took me a while

✨soft asks✨

What song makes you feel better?

What is your go to comfort show?

Reading or writing? Why?

Whats your favorite feeling?

How do you like to take care of yourself?

What’s your favorite candle scent?

Who do you feel most like yourself around?

Whats a fabric/texture that’s nostalgic for you?

Best childhood moment?

When was the last time you laughed so hard you cried? (or just felt really good afterwards)

Do you have a comfort item? Tell us about it!

What calms you down?

Bath or shower to relax?

Whats something upcoming that you’re excited for?

Comfort food?

What’s something you want to create soon?

How do you feel best loved?

What age in life do you think you’ll feel most yourself at?

Have you ever written or received a love letter?

Tell us about a memory you hold close to your heart.

Tea, Coffee, or hot cocoa?

Name of your favorite playlist?

Have you ever received flowers?

Who is your bestfriend?

If your soul was a color, what would it be?

If you could live anywhere with anyone you want, where would it be and who would you bring?

Do you like to garden? Have you ever grown something?

What are you proudest of?

Are you a kind person?

What do your hobbies look like?

[bellysoupset]

OBSESSED IS AN UNDERSTATEMENT!!!!!! im so in love with jon and wen’s dynamic and how pure their friendship is. the details that you always include scratch my brain in the perfect way bc it’s like the moment i start wondering abt any little details like for example when jon was driving her home, i was like “huh i know wen is super out of it sommaybe jon’s denial might be convincing enough but i wonder if she’ll notice him getting worse even as she’s struggling herself” and not even a second later you’ve answered my ✨eager question✨ and its so amazing bc not many writers include as much detail as you do while keeping their stories SO entertaining and flowing so well. like,, this never happens whenever i read literally anything else- be it fanfics, other stories abt OCs, or novels. you have such a gigantic talent for writing in a way that is so realistic and raw but that also makes me blush and feel so immersed in the story that it’s almost as if i’m a little fly on the wall watching everything happen. reading your fics makes time go by so freaking fast ahhhhhh

THE LIL CONVO AT THE END SOBBBBB

(i typed that after reading part 1 but didnt send it lol heres the rest of the ✨incredibly passionate commentary/fangoirling✨)

GOD THIS IS SO GOOD SO PERFECT SO AMAZING SO MUCH BETTER THAN I EVEN EXPECTED (and thats saying A LOT given the wonderful fics you’ve written in response to my requests!!!!) i dont understand how your writitng and your stories just keep getting better and better and better !!!!!!

I LOVE THAT YOU WROTE PART TWO FROM LEO’S POV!!!!!!!! his thoughts and feelings throughout the whole thing had me screaming internally UGH THE WORRY!!!!!!! him panicking abt them both and juggling taking care of both of them and worrying abt wendy drowning as jon is actively throwing up and like almost choking,, baby did so good taking care of both of them omfg 😭 jon completely out of it and still asking abt her, leo just comforting and reassuring him GOODNESS and leo carrying wen back to bed? WHAT A WONDERFUL LIL’TREAT AHHHH!!!! i truly think ive reread this part like 12 times already and im not ashamed <3

AND LUKE HOLDING WENDY WHEN SHE WAKES UP IN PART 3????? and being so soft and the part where it goes “Lucas didn't move at all, continuing to hug her,” YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND HOW MUCH THIS MEANS TO ME. i cant explain it but THANK YOU FOR SCRATCHING MY BRAIN SO INCREDIBLY WELL.

and just them all being there to take care of them sob sob sob. wen making me tear up with the “i dont think anyone would have noticed-“ BC WHY DID YOU MAKE ME THINK ABT THIS OMG AHHHHHH my sweet baby UGH 🥺 AND JON ASKING HER TO BE HIS MAID OF HONOR AT THE END AHHHHHHHHH I LOVE THEM I LOVE THIS IM OBSESSED WITH THEM THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THIS WAS WONDERFUL i hope you know im gonna come back to reading this REGULARLY !!!!!

YOU’RE THE BEST!!!!!!!!! KEEP SLAYINGGGGG

- 🦦

I was NOT going to answer this, bc it made me cry how happy you got with the fic and I feel like this ask is for MY EYES only, but I want it in my organizational tag so I can come back to it a million times whenever I feel like a trash writer.

I'm truly SO SO MOVED that you enjoyed it this much and that the fic lived up to your expectations, your ask was detailed and I switched up a couple things, so I'm very happy you enjoyed it nonetheless! (and I love detailed asks!!!!!)

I'm SOOOOO happy all the little details stuck with you, Luke hugging Wendy close when she wakes up, Leo's POV which was a gamble since he wasn't mentioned in the ask, Wendy's feelings sorta left out since she isolates herself thanks to doing so much all the time, all of it!

I'm pushing the Luke/Wendy agenda in this blog 😌 they're my type A babes and I like to think even though they're not besties material, there's SO MUCH in common, starting by both of them loving Vin so so much

Anyway, I digress. THANK YOU SM 🦦 FOR THE COMMENT, MY NIGHT IS MADE!!!

[eviedreams8]

I’m uploading everything i have in a doc. Ive written this while drunk high sober. There’s a lot of grammar and spelling mistakes, I dont read often and when it comes to writing like this i can care less about how it sounds just that it exits my mind immediately. It brings me peace in a brain then never shuts up and cycles through the same horrid thoughts. I doubt someone will read this but i want this blog so that i can write on here and not on my docs i do want to be a writer and so im seeing if i have the courage to share these. So read on.

Here starts the doc v

I have this idea of what my future may look like and it scares me. Because it is me still living here and having a mediocre job and not doing anything basically the safe route. It feels as if what i want in life can be attained but i don't try to have. which is why im giving myself no other options in where to go to college because I know what I want but I also know myself and i know that i will somehow chicken out and go the safe route. Is it stupid to force my self to do something i may not be successful out in hopes that i will somehow finally come out of my shell and be the person i truly want to be just because i am in a diffrent state but sadly your mind does not change when you leave  no matter what you will always be you and your stuck with it.

I want to be “granola Girl” ive accepted the title think it has the best form in music, its 100% voice and instruments and i hope it stays the same and doesn't fall into the social music norms of electronic music sounds. Real music is real talent. I have the tattoo for the granola lifestyle too hence why i got it. I think when I was little I always knew this is what i wanted ever since the dream  the van with driving onto a log with mountains and a waterfall. I loved that dream and I would draw it all the time. In a way it is just like my tattoo. I've also loved the idea of earth and nature, I want this, it's what I want , now that i know for sure I am ready for it. I don't want money I could give two shits about that i just want someone who wants me and who gets me and all we will ever need is one another. I want what the couple in sleep on the floor has  because that is all i need 

There is something in women that when they look pretty or feel like they look pretty they become productive or its just me. I watch videos of girl being productive but the start of the video is of them looking cute. II need to start looking cute so i can be productive. I think the prettiest I’ve ever been was when i was in wyoming at school.. i wish I knew that back then cause looking back it’s painful to be like ya io was feeling myself but she didnt feel like i thought she would. It was still me. Insecure in some ]ways not as bad as i am now but still insecure. I do miss it immensely intensely but at the end it wasn’t me or was it. I was completely different i was like big sister protect like carry a knife by them alch9olo its not who i am here and i wish he was able to see Me ou there cause that’s the me i think he’d love the most. I stood heard as my friend stole the sangria im not the friend that steals the sangria and im, ok with that. But im also the friend to invite the friend to the wildlife meeting int the Rocky Mountains and 8im the one to talk to most of the our group to learn more about what we are doing. I’m the one to veer off enough to find the deer tooth. I was different I thrived and i think I wasn’t officals to move out and i wish i didnt fail all my classes and i wish i could i have moved in with Kylie but i pushed against it. 

I wish I could’ve been lucky enough to have perfect teeth show when i smile. No matter who i see on my phone i study there faces. I see there eyes their smile their lines on their faces the way the react to any scenario and im like wow if only i could react in that way and look the way they do because they are beautiful and i am well me. I get drunk because most of my life drunk people have reacted  to me in a way that i seem beautiful idk if it’s cause thats when i gain confidence or their judgment is drunk opossibly i am only beautiful when someone’s vision is a little distorted. My boyfriend still believes im beautiful even on days i feel ugly. I really love him when i think about him i feel a pull on my heart   

This brain of mine is getting awfully hard to stay friends with it. And its kinda strange to think that i have no control of that but i stand watch as my life burns around me people i hurt promises broken. That’s not me i swear thats that thing thats taken over it wears my skin and clothes it but its not me. I look in the mirror and she’s a stranger god how many times has a human put that down on paper. Why when i speak to myself constantly all day its a little less cliche then when im typing. This body has become fat and her hair frizzy. Skin bad. She’s disgusting. She’s ruining all of my relationships and i am too much of a coward to apologize for it. What’s the point of getting myself back on track when as pattern has shown i will inevitably fuck it up and it crashes and burn and i crash and burn once again. When in have it all i eventually don’t want any of it. And so i discard it and discard the people involved. Or I hid from it. I wanna live in a ditch. Never to be bothered again. And the only thing i can think of is gosh doesnt a dom and sub relationship sound like the best situation to be into. And hey if thats not your thing more power to you ladies im not saying thats how every women should live. But for me its heaven. Ever watch fleabag? That wonderful quote “i want someone to tell me how to dress tell me when to eat etc. god knows i cant take care of myself and well i dont think I’ve formed into a total grown up just yet so until that happens the adult relationship for that would be dom and sub. How embarrassing if thats what i become i grew up in a powerful women family and i do not carry that torch. So far one thing has been clear. I do not want to lose him. My goodness gracious he is an angel. 

There’s nights that haunt my mind. Many of my daily life decisions haunt me too. Everything haunts me. My past is a ghost who is mean. And it likes to act like a pop up book from hell (Gilmore girl quote). Throughout the day everyday pop an image of a past mistake. I think most definitely my problem is me. Most of the things i regret was me just causally living my life thinking I was sane. Looking back now im like hellooo why would you choose that high school schedule. If your reading this and think wow she’s thinking she’s insane because of something as silly as a high school schedule she really may be crazy. There’s other examples stupid things like that me being an idiot. Basically my schedule really showed me that learning was never really my goal. I didnt take any ap science classes but hey that is what i wanted to go into so maybe a bio and chem would be a good idea. So that leaves me thinking what the fuck do i want. I want to be constantly drunk and i want to be left the hell alone and i want to be fucked and i want to be thin i want to be in the good graces of everyone i fuck over .. Is there a place in this world for a girl like me. I hope to find it. I

not having morals and a strong sense of self can really destroy a persons entire mind. Believing in yourself and the way you chose to spend each passing second without an ounce of doubt is the best thing you can do for yourself. You are marinating waiting to bloom feeling out the waters just waiting for the day to come. Some would say just jump but gosh im 22 i have my whole life to swim just let me dip my toes in for a while i know that im setting myself up to tread water all my life instead of putting on a life jacket while im young and on land. That’s my choice. Having belief in oneself can really be beneficial. Words, judgements, and opinions and suggestions from others may seriously drown a person. It can send you down a path that you’ve never even wanted and therefore derailing the whole reality you’ve created for yourself so when you start off at square one again you get those same critics again. The understanding of this has helped me be able to not spiral out. I dont know what divine intervention was with me when i did have this experience but it talked to me in a way that I’ve never talked to my self before. The conversation went something like this. 

What if me and him aren’t actually in love we are young and dont know what love should look or feel like since neither of us really expirnced it growing up. 

Well thats not true. (Ok so I don’t remeber exactly how the conversation went ) 

you two have actively sought each other out and chose one another. That is love. 

then something about how Wyoming was my life the same way he is my life it happened the way it did because it was supposed to happen that way i was suppposed to go only for a year and we were supposed to end up together 

the spirit also told me that hurting myself was not in the plan it isn’t the reason your together now you would’ve ended up together if it happened or not. But it was sorry that it did. 

The light in his bedroom was bluish and bright and my eyes were open most of the  

time for this conversation. It was a soft eloquent voice and it thought me to slow down the conversations i have with myself. That i didnt have to be so fast in my head. 

It changed me. I feel different. Lighter so thank you spirit. 

i like rewatching the things I watched as a child young impressionable wondering if who i became is becasue of the things i did for entertainment. Or becasue it was dest8ined to be that way. When i watch Hannah Montana or pretty little liars i see things that coincide with the choices I’ve made. But gosh it can be my little selfs fault for all that can it. My parents didnt force me to watch not cable and so therefore im sentenced to a life of lust and sloth and all the other seven deadly sins. I wasn’t given internet restrictions but god only knows what i was up top on those late nights as a ten year old. I love to say it but it really did ruin my life. It made me I also I find myself studying the faces of the girls in the shows i watch or those I see on social media . Just so i can compare them to my own see what makes them attractive and the differences between mine and theirs when you feel unattractive its easy to compare to your self to your family first and knowing that you find the women in your family beautiful its easy to belive you yourself  is beautiful and when you compare famous women to your facial similarities then you feel even better about yourself. I guess my comparisons would be Lucy hale and etc. . . .]

I believe god is a form of love everything on earth that’s embodies love is god. 

Self love, love for a person and community   Which is why I also belive that the upper class is all satirist they don’t belive in god they believe in the devil which is why our society is so blinldy following their lead. It’s why chiridasntutn is so diminanixyed too. 

Why does the world think it has a claim on my soul why must i feel like i owe the world my presence. Why do i have a pull to see it. Why cant i just be happy here. Why cant i be at peace here. Why does it have to be my job to go out and live and visit and see as much as i can. Live in another world in the southern hemisphere. Why cant i just love the man and be friends with the people here. Why cant i force myself to fit here. With my family loved ones. Why must they expect so much from me why do i feel like im responsible to be the one to get away. Why can i not have my life here. One foot here one foot out the door thats how I’ve always felt. I tell a joke ill just leave by train bus train plane ill be gone. Its just a joke i dont know how to actually leave by myself. I need someone to pus me into the void of somewhere new. Come with me.

The call is as talking about above has called again. I must see more, do more I have dreams and i dont work towards them. I talk about it, I feel it inside me, I can picture how it looks. Now it is time to achieve. A work for it. Work, DO DO DO DO DO DO DO. DO More. Follow that passion and hope for happiness i know it can happen. Every thing could be different in a years time if you just apply yourself every day for a year to make that change. Things are worked for things happen when you do them not just think it. You have to go sought after your life not just watch others achieve what you want. You’ve done that your whole high school days and now its been four years since and your still trying to inspire that spark into you to get you moving when its already been sparked this whole time. Get out of your head and into your life.  

[nagdabbit]

20 Questions for Writers

tagged by the ever lovely and incomparable @sybilius 💜

1. How many works do you have on AO3?

22

2. What's your total AO3 word count?

251,933

3. What fandoms do you write for?

aew/wrestling right now, stranger things in the fairly recent past, marvel in the far distant past but those fics have been lost to time and we're not gonna revisit them ever

4. What are your top five fics by kudos?

all of my top five are st harringrove fics, which checks out

lamp-bright rind - celebrity chef billy, unable to cook lawyer steve, they're neighbors, there's mistaken identities, there's cooking lessons, there's healing, there's kittens named after varying kinds of pasta

lit up like a match - soulmate au with trans billy. the idea being, what name would appear on your soulmate if you were trans

keep me in your glow - a sequel/companion to lit up like a match

sugar, butter, flour - the first st fic i wrote, a tiny stranger than fiction-ish au, but without the author narration

to carry within us an orchard - a prequel to lamp-bright rind where billy and robin get extremely drunk and bond

5. Do you respond to comments?

i used to be really good about it, but about the time i was finishing lamp-bright rind, i had what i affectionately refer to as a "hit burnout so goddamn hard i lost my entire mind and will to take part in the ever-loving hell of online existence" and just like. stopped writing for a long while. and as i started getting back into writing, and actually logged in to ao3, the number of comments in my inbox genuinely frightened me and the imposter syndrome portion of burnout recovery hit like a freight train, and i still just can't figure out how to make myself hit reply. i cherish the ones that i do get tho. like, so nuch

this has been ✨🌟 therapy appointments are only so long we haven't made it to that part yet 🌟✨ with your friend daggs

6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

i don't think ive written anything with an angsty ending, now that i think about it. not posted, at the very least. the choked out series, if id ever got around to still caring about it enough to finish it, would have had an HELLA angsty ending (the draft after mox left wwe and popped up to attack elias)

7. What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

lamp-bright rind. just pure golden softness. the dewy soft, morning light, quiet of a kitchen with your beloved, while a ring box weighs down your pocket kind of happy.

8. Do you get hate on fics?

not since the way back of the marvel fandom, when i could scarcely sting a sentence together

9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?

i have, but not well and i generally stay away from writing it

10. Do you write crossovers? What's the craziest one you've written?

never been posted, but there is a hobbs and shaw/13 rounds 3: lockdown wip that lives forever in my docs and will never be published

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

not that ive ever seen

12. Have you ever had a fic translated?

nope

13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?

no, but i think it would be fun!

14. What's your all-time favorite ship?

oof. shit. eddie/mox (/renee). they compel me.

15. What's a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?

i feel like the bookshop will never get finished and i hate it. like, i know how it's supposed to end, so, just gotta get there

16. What are your writing strengths?

pfft i have no goddamn idea

17. What are your writing weaknesses?

too many words for too little meaning

18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic?

i don't think ive included other languages in what fics ive posted, so i haven't actually had to think about how id do it all that much recently. i dont speak a second language, despite my entire family being and speaking swedish, so i feel like i struggle with using other languages in my writing. like, i have no real or true context for how this conversation would go, so i feel like i fumble and use the wrong words or sentence structure

whatever language is being spoken, i like to actually see it in fics. like, i don't like to see it already translated and in english until I've reached the end of the fic. when im in it, i like to actually hear the language and use the context of the story to understand it. or if the narrator isn't the one speaking, have them translate it in character, however (un)reliable they might be. that's just a personal preference tho

19. First fandom you wrote for?

i was a bandom baby in the way back of middle school and that's as close as we're getting and we will speak no more of it

20. Favorite fic you've written?

probably come through callin'

it just. kinda happened very suddenly, at a time when i really needed it and it's just really, extremely important to me

tagging anyone and everyone reading this, if you can read it you have been tagged tell em daggs sent ya

[bluntz420x]

082223

Is old age catching up with you? i guess

Would you rather be hot or cold? cold. i can get warmer.

Can you sleep through thunderstorms? yes. sometimes i sleep deeper in a good rain.

What does it take to get you out of bed early (before 9 am)? there has to be a reason.

Ever spent the night in a tent? yes.

Is it ever okay for a woman to ask out a man? yeah dude, lol. if i didnt do that, i wouldnt have had more than half the relationships ive had.

Do people confide in you? yes. perhaps too much.

Ever been around someone who makes you feel stupid? sure. not in a while though.

How often do you use instant messenger? uh, on a computer, only when im working.

What do you call your grandparents? the only living one is gram. dedo and busia have passed.

What do you do when you have trouble falling asleep? read a book.

Have you ever cried while reading a book? LOL uh, i think so. i got choked up on the last one. the cat "dying" really made me sad.

How many college degrees do you want? none.

Where do you call home? the place where i live with my family.

Would you ever attend a black tie formal event? sure lol.

Do you like animals? mostly.

Have you ever written anything longer than 10 pages? yes. i used to write hella stories back in the day.

What do you wear to sleep? usually tee shirt and undies, but sometimes i wear some pajama pants, to avoid my legs sweating on each other and waking me up.

What do you look forward to most in the next 2 months? all this financial problem shit to be behind me.

How important is it for a significant other to be good with kids? its honestly not that important, but my husband already had a son coming into the relationship, so he needed to be a good dad otherwise i would have negatively judged him and we would not have been able to last nearly as long as we have lol.

Do you have anyone who is a surrogate parent/sibling to you? my cousin is more like my sister. i dont know anyone good enough to carry the mantle of surrogate parent. those people are usually transient in my life.

Ever fallen asleep sitting up? yeah lol. see the first question.

Can you snap your fingers? pretty soundlessly.

Can you wink? yes.

Do you wear a belt? nope.

Any jewelry in the room you’re in? probably lots, on humans.

What song explains how you feel about love? off the top of my head, i do not know.

Do you know how to play pool? What about foosball? i know how to do both, very vaguely, and if i happen to do well, i promise its a total fluke lol.

Have you ever finished reading an entire book in a day? yeah, maybe one time.

Ever known anyone who was a tomboy? yeah, me and my gang from 5th-7th grade lol.

What is something that begins with Z? Zebra. <- fair enough

What kind of person do you hope to be when you’re 35 years old? thats next year LOL. i like who i am now. i bet i will like who i am next year. might not be too different.

How many keys do you carry with you? one.

Have you ever been IN a wedding? yeah.

Does hardship make a person stronger? unfortunately yes.

What comes to mind when you think of pregnancy? ew. no thank you.

Have you ever attended a professional sporting event? yes.

What is your favorite brand of clothing? i dont follow brands.

Which do you value more, intellect or work ethic? i only care about someone's work ethic if i work with them. since i dont care to make more friends at my workplace, i value intellect.

Have you ever been covered in mud? probably not.

What U.S. cities have you not visited that you would like to visit? these cities arent special. if youve been to one, youve been to them all.

Which do you watch more, ESPN or MTV? MTV.

How well do you know the people you live with? very well.

Do you have any heroes? not really.

Ever been to a cabin on a mountain? yes. gorgeous. highly recommended.

Do you want to be married and have a family of your own later in life? i am married, i do not want my own babies, i met my stepson when he was 5. life has been fucking good to me, dude.

How hard is it for you to stay on task? LOL depends on the task.

Ever lost your voice? not really.

Do you take your time when making an important decision? i try to. its not always easy.

Could you handle being away from home for weeks at a time for your job? probably not.

Are you a cautious person? i try to be, but not too cautious.

Do you chew gum? not really.

Do you own any jerseys? nope.

Do you have a song stuck in your head? not currently.

Do you like your job? yeah its fine.

Is there anything worrying you right now? i guess im worried. more like just feeling negative about it, lol. worried implies idk how things are gonna turn out imo, and thats just not how i feel.

[arlecchno]

I AM HAVING A GREAT SUMMER BREAK THANK YOUUUU IM GONNA BE ABLE TO MEET MY INFAMOUS BESTIE NAMED ROOF SOMETIME SOON ACTUALLY‼️‼️

AND I CAN INFACT “SIGN YOU UP” BECAUSE I HAVE A PART OF THE PROLOGUE THING WRITTEN :D here is the doc !! since i dont want to kill tumblr by pasting the entire thing in this ask lol . if you have any feedback after reading it would be appreciated if youd share it ehe . for better reading context though , the “prologue” happens much before the main storyline when rin and ashe are still pretty young so dont take their prologue selves as their core personalities and stuff , they will change :3c

lmao rin would absolutely walk you through her routine and ashe would just shrug their shoulders and say he just uses what the servants give him LMAO - they both do have very good hair and skin though since theyre given the best products in their kingdoms .

also this happened when we i asked how theyd respond to your message LOL

figuratively praying for your survival rn im wishing you the best with asphodelus . i live laugh and love all your series but sPEAKING OF YOUR SERIES you writing aL HAITHAM ?!!!!???!! sign ME up bro !!!

heart eyes . stares in al haitham simp and kinnie .

do u mind if i ask what u study tho ? js curious tbh . and also , yk honkai star rail ? asking bc ive been kind of brainrotting over it lately tbh im so gay for the star rail men HELP ME SJKDNSKD [ dies in homosexual ]

i got carried away but ykw why not say another random thing . if youre an anime watcher you should totes watch houseki no kuni / land of the lustrous 😍😍😍 both the anime and manga are amazing ( read as: OH GOD THE ANGST ITS KILLING ME AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH (( esp in the manga …)) ) and i love love love the series sooooo much im OBSESSED ‼️ not forcing obvi but i cannot rec this anime / manga enough because my goodness the visuals are to die for and im a big simp for the soundtrack of the anime ( thats probably weird to say but idc )

ANYWAYS IVE PROBABLY SAID ENOUGH LMAO !! again best wishes to you for your studies and writing <3 <3 GOOD LUCK SOLDIER 🫡🫡🫡 LOL

just read the prologue AHHHHHHHH it's so good already rin and ashe are already my favourites!!!! the part where the sat on the railing and thought of one another as cold and fire..... i seriously cannot wait for what's to come like i NEED to see what they're going to be like when they're older and are ruling their kingdoms, i can already imagine the amount of angst and the flipsides of their personalities in the timeskip 🫂 them being young right now though hshdjji i want to squish their cheeks so bad

thank you man i still have yet to start the next asphodelus chapter LOL not sure if i'm still up to writing it now that i'm on the works of writing alhaitham aka my no.1 babygirl 😞💔 the writer's block on asphodelus is crazy

YOUR CHIBI IS SO CUTE THO AND YES!!!! alhaitham islove alhaitham is life am i right or am i right

i'm still in hs so i study the usual hs subjects yada yada but i also take additional electives like accounting and economics! honestly speaking i kind of regret taking economics but it's a bit too late to back out now LMAOO i also take another elective which is this math qualification but like,,, we don't talk about it man i'm failing in every damn class 😭 so yeah my schedule is PACKED packed it's a bit silly

YESSS OF COURS I KNOW HSR!!!!! when it first came out i was like really obsessed with it but now that i finished the main story i'mkimd of slumped 😞 dw tho i'll be back once 1.2 comes out because.... blade and kafka obviously hahahahhahahah lol i need them hahahhaha

my favs are dan heng, blade, gepard, serval, seele and many more!!!!!! they are all so babygirl i just need gepard and blade and my babygirl collection is complete 💯

will definitely watch that anime/read the manga whenever i'm free!! always open to recs because i've kind of been bored lately with the lack of entertainment 😭 currently jjk s2 and these 2 kdramas (king the land & see you in my 19th life) are the only ones that have kept me going GOD i need to consume more media 😔😔😔 thanks for the rec i'll check it out soon!!!!! and did you say angst 👁️👁️ oh i'm definitely tuned in

THANK YOU AGAIN AND I HOPE YOU'LL HAVE A GREAT SUMMER!!!!! AND ALSO good luck to you and your friend on your story 📌📌 you guys are doing really great the prologue already got me hooked haha KEEP IT UP!!! (from your no.1 rin and ashe fan 😋) SAY HI TO THEM FOR ME TOOO <333

[boyfhee]

OKAY IM BACK 🤩🤩 ( after some self reflection on my attachment to take two ) NGL I DIDNT EXPECT YOU TO GIVE ME A SHOUTOUT OR EVEN FOR ME TO HELP PLAY A PART ( even if its a teeny tiny bit ) IN THE ENDING ??? you can literally imagine my surprise when i opened the app after a goodnight sleep to see a new update and mentions of me in the a/n 😭😭 the ending was so fhdjsnjsnsks BITTERSWEET. it was so nice to know that they all found comfort in each other ultimately ( despite it not turning into something romantic wise at that moment ) and being such good friends ?? it really shows their growth as characters which behaved selfishly to ones that were willing to accept each others shortcomings whole heartedly ( at least imo ) . although yn doesnt have an endgame (cries cos my imaginations were running wild at the slightly open but not so open ending if you get what i mean ) , it feels very realistic that wonki hasnt moved on yet — especially since this happens a lot irl ( i never experienced it before but ive seen my friends go through it ! ). i think it was a very well written ending considering how you couldnt make everyones wishes come through ( talking about the readers choice of endgame ) but yet still delivered one of satisfactory level. it was such a wild ride watching ynki make every mistake we as humans could make. miya was truly a test - she was testing my patience half the time 💀💀💀. but miya also serves as a reminder to everyone of how easily it is to unknowingly cheat on your partner without having to lay a single hand or even touch the person. emotional cheating is JUST AS BAD AS PHYSICALLY CHEATING IF NOT WORST ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️ i kinda feel bad (?) for wonki though because even though they were given closure and time to heal, it always felt more like a right person wrong time kind of thing so they will never be able to properly move on imo. IT MAKES ME EVEN SADDER THAT IT FEELS LIKE YN GETS THE HAPPY ENDING AND WONKI GOT A HAPPY ENDING TOO BUT IT COMES WITH A CHANCE THAT THEY MIGHT NEVER BE ABLE TO GET ROMANTICALLY INVOLVED WITH YN EVER AGAIN. its really giving “ feels like we have matching wounds but mines still black and bruised and yours is perfectly fine “ < the exit - conan gray >

okay i feel like i should stop here before i get carried away and keep repeating the same points but more aggressively with each sentence 🥶🥶 i was actually a pure literature student before i graduated from school and its been a while since i had graduated so it was really fun to be able to make analysis on characters again as well as figure out plots through diction 🤩🤩 i cant thank you enough for writing take two because it gave me a chance to put my literature to good use, it wouldve been a real shame if i studied so hard just for me to never use it ever again. thank you thank you thank you thank you.

please have a good rest and all the best for your studies ! i had national exams last year and it absolutely beat the crap out of my brain 😭😭 had me tearing at every math question and feeling hella defeated. its going to be tough but you can do it !! take as long as you need for your break ! you absolutely deserve it after dropping that bombass smau 😩😩😩😩 i will look forward to your return with full excitement ! take care ~

- 🎐 ( its been a pleasure being one of take twos biggest fans - self proclaimed )

WINDCHIME ANON HEHE HELLO 💗💗 no bc a shoutout was a must bc ur ask helped me pick the direction i wanted to go with the ending. and i was so scared bc ppl were hoping for a ynwon ending but i gave them kind of nothing i was like 'what if they dont like' BUT FUCK IT BC IN MY EYES YN DOESNT DESERVE A HAPPY ENDING JUST YET . tbh the whole point of the friends part was that they were willing to give their relationship another try despite the mistakes, call that character development. and miya was created solely to tell people how important communication is. none of this would've happened if riki told yn about miya, if yn told him ab meeting miya, if riki told yn ab his plan, the communication was gone on so many levels. the thing that ruined ynki, if you ask me, was the lack of communications. not miya, not jungwon, not media, not fans, but yn and riki themselves. SO CHIYUV NATION, COMMUNICATION IS THE KEY. ALWAYS. take it from me i love clearing things out and it always ends well unless u start phrasing things wrong ( dont do it )

AND ANON WE R GETTING A PART TWO WITH SEPARATE ENDINGS let ur imagination run wild again ☝️☝️ that conan gray lyrics r so ksdjfhhs fits so well fr. AND OMG HI FELLOW LIT. STUDENT i had science but also had eng on the side, spent my youth editing drafts and analysing proses and poetry it was fun . everyday i think about ur asks ab take two and it makes miso happy (sunghoon hi) bc they rlly made my day U ARE THE BIGGEST TAKE TWO FAN i will give u that medal 🥇

[standard-human]

ok, i cant stall any longer, lets talk about the incest

but first, some backstory! i was bored one day and was taking a "how well do you know gotham characters" quiz. i wasnt super far into gotham at this point, i think early season 2, but i remember seeing alice tetch as one of the characters. i saw the last name tetch and i immediately though "oh! theyre married! jervis has a wife, she probably dies or something, and thats what drives him insane! thats really cool, if a bit fridgey" and i carried on.

then i saw alice in the show

now, to clarify, im not mad bc its incest. dark shit like that has its place in media, even though its gross. it isnt inherently a problem. im mad bc theres no justification as to why alice had to be his sister. because spoiler! alice dies at the end of this episode! theres no time with her to give her and jervis nuance as to how them being siblings affects them! in another universe, alice is alive long enough where theres time to explore their dynamic and how its impacted by them being siblings, but we dont live in that universe

so, why couldnt they have just been childhood friends? or even just some stalker/stalkee thing?? what exactly makes it matter that theyre siblings? because other than a few dialogue changes, it doesnt seem like a lot. i think it had to be for shock value alone, because i cant find another reason (other than "the writers barely disguised fetish", but i dont think thats it)

now, gotham is written mostly (if not entirely) by guys. im not attributing malice, i think it was just ignorance, but my guess would be that the writers didnt think it was disturbing enough that jervis was chasing down alice and abusing her out of "love". i think they thought he wasnt a dark enough character until alice was his sister. thats just not something guys tend to think about- the fact that a stalker/abuser is a terrifying and all too real concept for women. so to make it clear to everyone that jervis is a really bad guy, alice became his sister

admittedly thats all speculation, and at the end of the day it doesnt really matter how we got here. all that matters is that its a weird fucking choice that has minimal bearing on the plot. but ive spoken my piece on it, and now i can get back to losing my marbles about nygmobblepot

ive been putting off this specific episode long enough.

gotham. season 3, episode 4.

hoo boy.

[frenchfrywrites]

Dick HCs

MINORS DNI

This is mostly here so I can reference stuff specifically in future fics. I'll maybe b doing pussy HCs too bc sometimes i like to keep things ambiguous or write them as trans >:)

edit: added cms too :)

Lucifer

Just above average, around 6in (15.24 cm)

kinda thick- you can fully wrap your hand around it but not much more

One prominent vein on the underside

Curves upwards just a bit

Uncut

Meticulous with taking care of his pubic hair, manscaping and what not

Mammon

Around 4.5 ish inches (11.43cm), but he’s a grower and it adds like an inch or two when he’s erect

Not that thick of a dick tbh, and that's ok!!

I think he would have a vertical guiche piercing (a piercing that’s located in the taint area) and/or a frenum piercing (along the shaft)

Uncut

Manages his pubes just enough but isn't excessive about it, and doesn’t have that much hair to begin with

Levi

HEMIPENIS!!

I think the lower one is larger and longer than the upper one, but both are kinda small (upper: 3.5in, lower: 4in) (upper: 8.89 cm, lower: 10.16)

separately they're not that thick

Both have several noticeable veins, he has to move lots of blood down there to keep them both erect

Circumcised (I did entertain the idea of one being circumcised and the other not, because that’s very funny to me, but there’s no way that he would have just gotten one done and not the other)

He takes… ok care of his pubes. He could probably maintain them better, but he doesn’t really care about them until he gets sexually involved with someone and even then it's hard for him to build a habit

Satan

Small and he does not care one bit about that, also a grower though, from 2.5in to 3in when erect (6.36cm to 7.62cm)

Skinny too, again does not care

He got a prince albert piercing as a dare (Asmo and Mammon hyped him up)

His dick curves to the left

Circumcised

Like Mammon he doesn’t go overboard but he cleans himself up

Asmo

Surprisingly long! 5.5 to 6ins (13.97 to 15.24)

But he's skinny

His dick curves to the left as well as upwards

Has a mole right above where his pubic hair starts.

Circumcised

Love @teeth-farie 's HC that fem Asmo would shave her pubes into a heart- and I think all versions of Asmo would do this

Beel

Absolute horse cock, 8ins and thick as fuck (20.32cm)

he has no idea how to use it though :P

Two veins, one longer than the other

His dick curves upwards just a bit

Heavy balls too

Uncut

Only started trimming recently when asmo pointed out that he “should”

His pubic hair is darker than the hair on his head

Belphie

Average all around, 5ish inches (12.7)

Has one vein on the underside

Uncut

Got a prince albert piercing, told no one but Beel about it, and made him carry the secret to his metaphorical grave

Does not trim his pubes like, ever. He doesn’t care and it doesn’t bother him. Also he is very hairy

Diavolo

Huge cock like Beel, just a bit smaller- 7.8ish inches (19.81 cm)

He’s thicker than him though

Two prominent veins

Uncut

Loaded with piercings, ladder of like 5 frenum piercings on the underside of his cock

Trims consistently and manscapes every once in a while

Barbatos

Average- 5.5in and skinny (13.97cm)

It's so pretty though, it's unfair

Curves up a bit

Uncut

Like Lucifer, is also a bit meticulous with his pubic hair

Simeon

Smaller side of average, 5ish inches (12.7cm)

Little bit thicker than you’d expect though

Curves to the right

Has no idea how to use his either lol

Circumcised

Cleans himself up now but didn't know he “should” until Asmo brought it up

Has briefly thought about trimming into a cute design like Asmo but never went through with it because of how flustered it made him

Solomon

Average, 5.3 in (13.5 cm)

Super thick though

Curves up

Circumcised

Sometimes he’s really consistent with trimming and sometimes he forgets about it for years

Has thought recently about getting a piercing down there, but is hesitant and doesn’t really know where he’d get it