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[CN] MLQC’s Lucien - Rebirth Date - English Translation [3/3]
⚠️ SPOILER ALERT!! ⚠️
This post contains a detailed spoiler for a date that has not been released in EN yet! Feel free to notify me if there are any mistakes in the translation~
No Man's Land Solo SSR Event | Rebirth Date Part 1 | Date Part 2 | Date Part 3 (You're here!) | Day 1 | Day 2 | Day 3 | Day 4 | Day 5 | Day 6 | Day 7
I can't help but laugh, placing my hand in his as if placing both my life and death in his hand.
I've never felt so free and happy. All the unknowns seem to have transformed into challenges at this moment, and I want to overcomes them.
Translation under the cut!
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—[Part 4]—
Lucien: Radiation, disasters, and the like are merely puzzles posed by objective reality, and we are the problem solvers.
Lucien: Only in this way do we qualify to step onto a new level.
His voice is exceptionally gentle, accompanied by the buzzing sound of an electric current that sends shivers down my spine.
MC: ...Are you going to kill me?
Lucien: [chuckles] Do you want me to?
He lowers the machine in his hand, bringing the rapidly spinning chainsaw blade dangerously close to my neck.
Lucien: I can dismember your limbs, but that won’t be particularly useful to me right now.
Lucien: I can extract your brain intact and keep it active for a certain period of time. Maybe you would still be considered 'alive' in some biological sense.
Lucien: Of course, the most important thing is your heart and... your Evol 'core'.
Lucien: I've been curious for a long time about how it works, allowing you to withstand any severe radiation threat and survive until now.
Lucien: Maybe when I cut you open, there will be an answer to all this. What do you think?
I can feel the intense wind pressure from the chainsaw pressing down on all my nerves, but at the same time, it seems that an even more majestic and surging force is roaring in my chest.
My mind is almost blank, leaving only some kind of instinct.
MC: ....No, you are wrong.
MC: If I die, you won't get any answers.
At this moment, I seem to see something more clearly.
MC: And... it's not you who is studying me to carry out so-called 'evolution', but rather me using you to complete ‘change’.
The corners of his mouth curve into a more pronounced arc.
Lucien: Is that so? But it seems I have the opportunity to lock you up again at any time.
Lucien: I have many ways to keep you from going anywhere, even... to take away your right to choose death.
MC: Then go ahead and try. Just hope you don't die too soon from my radiation.
MC: Just like right now, you've been around me without any protection for too long.
In this gamble, that ever-surging power now settles in my heart. It feels unfamiliar to me, yet at this moment, it seems to belong to me completely.
His deep eyes fill with more laughter. He elegantly sets the machine aside, squats down, and places his hands on both sides of the bag.
His warm breath hits my face, and he seems like another cage, closing in on me even more.
Lucien: Do you know? Ten years ago, your data readings fluctuated wildly. They thought it was due to your unstable condition, but I suspected back then that it was because of ‘fear’.
Lucien: Humans can feel the existence of life through extreme fear. They will instinctively want to protect themselves, and that drive will generate immense energy.
Lucien: Back then, my knowledge and skills were far from sufficient to fully uncover everything about you, so I concluded... that we both needed some time.
Lucien: [whispers] But later, I regretted it. Actually, I shouldn't have let you go back then.
His gentle voice brushes past my ear like a feather, making me instinctively hold my breath.
Something heavy and complex seems to be shedding its outer shell, revealing a more genuine and indescribable side to me.
Lucien: A lot of time was wasted, so when you appeared before me, I was very happy.
Lucien: And you're slowly starting to trust me, which is good.
MC: So everything over the past six months... was it all your facade?
MC: To make me truly feel fear?
Lucien: [chuckles] No, I want you to always remember the feeling you just had.
His noticeably cold fingertips brush my cheek, meticulously tracing a certain outline.
Lucien: You should have been constantly thinking, striving to survive, and seeing many scenes.
Lucien: Remember how you used that power and then tame it.
Lucien: Only then will you be complete.
A pair of calm abysses engulf me, tempting me to gaze upon what lies hidden deep beneath the surface-
A soul that is pure yet obsessive, mad yet patient.
Lucien: Besides, I have never pretended in front of you. Just because you don’t see it doesn't mean it doesn't exist.
Lucien: Our time is running out. I think it's a good idea to use myself as a stepping stone for change.
Lucien: After all, solving the problem is the key to everything, and I don't want to cause you too much pain.
I freeze momentarily, suddenly realizing something, and repeatedly examine his entire body.
The person in front of me has no skin ulcers, looks mentally stable, and everything seems normal…
MC: Could it be that you…
Lucien: I am my own test subject, and the facts prove that I have succeeded.
He lifts his palm, revealing faint flickering motes of light. I can sense a power radiating from within.
Lucien: As I've mentioned before, your body seems to possess a sort of 'core' or 'field'.
Lucien: Your core affects the radiation energy, either absorbing or repelling it; hence, you remain unaffected.
Lucien: And I used the power you unleashed earlier to replicate a similar 'field'.
Flecks of excitement dance in his eyes as he arrogantly retracts his fingertips.
Lucien: [chuckles] If my hypothesis is correct, in a few days, I will be able to create a 'core' with a near-identical operating mechanism in a few days.
Lucien: I might soon be able to research the data from the heavily contaminated areas myself, including... the machines there.
With that, he rises to his feet, carefully placing various organs and components into separate jars before turning his head back.
Lucien: I previously asked you, 'Is death the end?' Do you remember your answer?
MC: ...I remember.
Lucien: I don't think death is the end.
He lets out a soft chuckle tinged with an air of undeniable arrogance.
Lucien: No one here cares about death, because it's too commonplace, and also because they don't understand the value of death.
Watching his retreating figure without turning his head, I instinctively crawl out of the black bag.
I feel as if I've just experienced death and have been reborn with new flesh and blood in this moment.
I want to know what he means and see how far he can go.
✂———————–
Following his figure, I enter a room on the side of the deep pit. Jars of all shapes and sizes are placed in the dimly lit environment.
The wall is covered with a dense jumble of numbers and changing curves, new numbers and symbols overlapping the old marks, layer upon layer.
I look around in surprise, momentarily at a loss for words.
MC: These... are all your doing?
Lucien: Not entirely, I just took over them.
He places the jars on different shelves and writes new numbers in one spot.
Lucien: Someone else conducted experiments here before, leaving behind many things and data. There are always predecessors doing similar things, just like the information you brought back.
Lucien: I just found them, researched and revised their conclusions, and came up with my own answers.
MC: How do you know that someone else will do the same thing…?
Lucien: There will always be.
Lucien: There will always be those who are curious, questioning all the current definitions and conjectures, wanting to know how this world actually works.
Lucien: There are always things that spread wider and longer than diseases and death, leaving their mark on the world in various ways.
I stand there in a daze, Lucien is clearly standing in front of me, yet I feel like he is so far away.
In a world ravaged by wounds, his words sounded like a miracle, but he spoke them as if it were a matter of course.
At this moment, I suddenly have a premonition.
Even if Lucien disappears from the world one day, there will surely be someone who will sweep away the dust of time, pick up the whole box, and continue to climb upwards on this silent boulder.
Lucien: Aside from that, these corpses are also quite nutritious.
Having seemingly finished his preparations, Lucien spoke abruptly, causing my expression to change instantly.
✂———————–
Following his footsteps, I arrive at another dark, large building. I had never thought that the buildings next to the laboratory each had their own purpose.
Amidst the continuous rumbling, Lucien opens each black bag one by one and empties their contents into a deep pit, its contents and depth obscured from view.
Lucien: Corpses can be fermented by bacteria to produce biogas, which is a tremendous source of chemical energy.
Lucien: Moreover, improper handling of these corpses could lead to an outbreak of plague, resulting in even more deaths.
Unable to understand what he's saying, I stare into the depths of the pit for a long moment before turning my gaze towards Lucien.
MC: Have you been experimenting on the people in the city all this time?
Lucien: [chuckles] I don't deny it.
Faced with his somewhat ambiguous answer, I fall silent for a moment.
Lucien is both saving and experimenting. It seems as if the divine and the devil coexist paradoxically within him, making it impossible for me to define him in any way.
Lucien: The more people who survive, the more it proves that my path is the correct one.
Lucien: I deeply regret the loss of those who died, but I will only use their deaths to go further.
As we leave the building, the sky is so dark that no single star can be seen.
Lucien doesn't stop but walks towards the city.
Seeing this, I instinctively halt—I am not wearing my isolation suit, and my presence could harm the city's residents.
Lucien: [gently] It's okay, MC. Trust me.
He stands in the darkness yet extends an invitation to me like a burning flame.
Lucien: Let me show you what this world can be.
In the empty square, not a sliver of light is visible. Lucien takes out a small device, instantly illuminating his face. A small, dome-shaped black hole is also aimed at me.
MC: …!
Instinctively assuming it to be a weapon, I cover my neck and recoil half a step.
Unexpectedly, Lucien laughs and gestures with the device at me for quite a while. I instinctively try to escape his ‘target lock’, but it only makes his laughter more pronounced.
Finally, I can't resist moving closer. After he presses the button, I find myself appearing on the lit-up screen!
The me in the picture frame steps back in fear, nervously runs around, and finally moves closer out of curiosity.
MC: …What is this! So amazing!
Lucien: I don't know either. But since we've found it, it means someone invented it in this world.
Lucien: It has no significance for survival, yet it still exists.
With a gentle shake of the device, specks of light dance exuberantly in his eyes.
Lucien: How boring it would be if the only meaning of this world was survival.
My heart is racing, and the moment I take the device, it feels heavy.
I don't know what I pressed, but Lucien's face appears on the screen.
Lucien looks straight at me through the device.
Lucien: [softly] MC, do you know? From the moment you appeared before me, I realized that this world is actually full of color.
Lucien: So, I really want you to see what the world looks like through my eyes.
An unknown button press triggers a blinding flash of light that erupts in an instant, searing an imprint onto my retinas-
The whole world seems to be glowing.
Multicolored luminescence suffuses every corner of the city. The splendid and brilliant lights are like eternal fireworks, blooming with unparalleled beauty.
Zone X is lit up.
Shadowy figures emerge from the corners, their heads raised and eyes wide open.
??: ...Is this also a radiation tide?
??: It must be... it must be! Run! Otherwise, none of us will survive!
??: It hurts! I feel so much pain!!
??: Wait… City lord is over there!
??: City lord! Save us!!
Countless cries of clamor and anguish rise and fall, eyes full of pleading and struggle are cast in my direction.
Lucien: These are all my doing, they are just some lights that I turned on.
As those words settle, the entire square instantly falls silent.
??: There's no way so many lights would turn on in this world... you must be lying!
??: ...Really? Could it be that City Lord is just that powerful?
??: Run!!
In that fleeting moment, I seem to perceive a myriad of faces. Doubt, curiosity, anger, despair...
In the unfamiliar yet radiant scene of rebirth, something sprouts and grows amidst the ruins.
As someone charges forward with a roar, Lucien remains nonchalant, a smile still gracing his lips.
His eyes hold no trace of them.
Lucien: MC, the future awaiting everyone will never be peaceful; death and struggle will inevitably permeate the entirety of human history.
Lucien: But if, after enduring pain and struggle, one can gain the courage to face the truth, it will surely lead humanity to a further future.
MC: ...What kind of future?
Lucien: For example…
As blood splatters everywhere, I see Lucien proudly raise the corners of his mouth.
Lucien: You can stand in front of everyone just as ordinarily as this.
Lucien: Without restrictions, in a state of freedom.
Lucien: I think this future is just beginning.
Lucien extends his hand to me as he speaks.
I have never seen someone like this, standing before me in such a real and equal way, in the face of me who always brings death to others because of my radiation.
He has calculated everything and cut open everything, inviting me to embark on an unknown and long journey together.
Almost without hesitation, I step forward and grasp that hand, letting the blood stains on it also stain my hand.
Since he has used himself and the future as bait, then I have absolutely no reason to give up.
MC: Lucien, is all of this tonight part of your bigger trap?
Lucien: [chuckles] What if it is?
I stare back at him deeply, the corners of my mouth curling into a smile.
MC: Then I will gladly accept it*.
With a dazzling halo around his arched eyebrows and eyes, he pulls my hand up and we start running together.
Lucien: The isolation membrane I placed on you only lasts for 15 minutes. "Miss Death" is about to come again.
As he speaks, he spreads his palm open with a serious demeanor. Despite being covered in blood, he appears as graceful as the wisest grand wizard from a book.
I can't help but laugh, placing my hand in his as if placing both my life and death in his hand.
MC: Pfft, don't you need to escape from me then?
Lucien: I don't need to.
He laughs casually, and there’s even a hint of anticipation.
Lucien: Death is one of my best nutrients.
The static dark screens served as a backdrop behind him. The neon light outlines his silhouette as if it could illuminate everything.
I subconsciously raise the device in my hand and aim it behind us-
Countless images of Lucien appear on the machines behind me. I excitedly sway it back and forth, and the pictures of the machine sway in real time along with my movements.
MC: You need to tell me what's happening when you return!
Lucien: I'd be happy to explain it to you.
MC: Then I also want to know the principle behind it and more!
Lucien: In that case, a certain student might need to put in a bit more effort outside of the experiments.
The sky starts to rain at some point, as if a joyful symphony is playing.
MC: Lucien, do you find this world interesting?
Lucien: [chuckles] Incredibly interesting.
MC: I'm starting to find it interesting too!
I've never felt so free and happy. All the unknowns seem to have transformed into challenges at this moment, and I want to overcome them.
MC: With Zone X being so bright, more people are bound to notice it, right?
Lucien: Probably, similar people will understand its significance. Some will come closer, and some will question it—
Lucien: But perhaps more and more areas will light up like this.
Lucien: The data you brought back contains a very special piece of information.
Lucien: It is said that there is a person in this world who can change everything. The recorder referred to her as — 'Queen'.
I was stunned for a moment and slowly stopped walking.
Lucien stands in front of me, still gazing at me with a gentle smile.
I look at our intertwined palms, and after a long while, I raise my head resolutely and hold his hand even tighter.
MC: If there really is someone who can change everything, I will be that person.
MC: I will be the 'Queen'.
Lucien smiles gently.
Lucien: Then I will witness your coronation.
He holds my hand, steps over the line between light and darkness, and merges into the darkness.
Lucien: Welcome to the new world.
—————Fin————–
[T/N]
*: The Chinese idiom 甘之如饴 (gān zhī rú yí) literally translates to "as sweet as syrup." It is used to describe someone who willingly endures hardship or difficulty, often with a sense of satisfaction or joy. Fun fact: it's also a reference to a line from Aquarium date, which EN server translates differently 🤧
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[Lux's rambles corner]
Post-Apocalypse AU really ends with a BANG with this one date ಥ‿ಥ. Suddenly, putting Lucien at the end makes sense because his dates signify the rebirth of the post-apocalyptic world. No matter how dark, bleak, and filthy the world is, there will always be hope, and there will always be people who try to bring everyone toward a better future ����
Anyway, let's talk about this date bit by bit, shall we? Although this kind of feels like a compressed main story, some things are different. Essentially, the first half of this date is filled with foreshadowing and world-building, while the other half is filled with revelation.
First of all, the date name 【新生之约】 is a reference to what XM said in S1 chapter 13-8: "However, you must believe that before things reach the worst point, everything can still be reborn and changed.". The words "reborn"/"rebirth" and "change" are essentially what this date is about.
In this post-apocalyptic world, abnormal radiation unleashed by the 1917 comet impact brings death and illness to everyone. Many scientists tried to research this matter and even went as far as to conduct human experiments. In this AU, Lucien is a “city lord” who also researches this matter, and MC is one of his test subjects. Zone X is considered one of the deadliest, where the people who come here are either at their wits' end, seeking death, or refusing to leave their homes.
[Radioactive Butterfly]
MC’s “CORE” power has an interesting twist on this date. Besides having some kind of power that can change the world, it also makes her deadly to others because her core not only repels the radiation but also absorbs it. I think one part from the [No Man’s Land] event perfectly paints MC’s unique situation on this date.
In Lucien's laboratory, I discovered an exceptionally beautiful butterfly with vibrant wings trapped inside a glass dome, gently fluttering its wings. A. Quietly admire it. B. Open the glass cover and release the butterfly.
If you choose A, Lucien appears behind MC and explains that the butterfly's wing color was caused by radiation, so while it was beautiful, it had to live its entire life under the glass dome. If you choose B, the lab radiation alarm blares because the radiation level inside the building has suddenly spiked several hundred times—it turns out that the butterfly is radioactive.
MC is in the same situation as the butterfly. Her ‘vibrant wings’ (core power) prevent her from living freely. She has to isolate herself from others to protect them. Her life has primarily been one of experimentation, treated as a tool for a future envisioned by many lunatic scientists. Most people don't see her as an equal, but rather as a means to an end.
For MC, Lucien is different from them in many ways.
….I asked Lucien why he never referred to me by my experiment number. Lucien also seemed to ponder for a moment, and then he simply said that perhaps I am not just an experimental subject or a creation.
Take note of how her question doesn't grant an immediate answer from Lucien because this habit is not deliberate; Lucien subconsciously regards her as more than just an ‘experiment subject.'
MC believes that he is different from those crazy scientists. He doesn't hurt her too much and even gives her some kind of small freedom by giving her an isolation suit that allows her to explore freely and interact with other people and living creatures without fear of hurting them. Although she doesn't fully trust him, she still sees him as the gentle and generous City Lord who tried his best to save his people.
But during one of their visits, seeing Lucien's unsettling composure as he tends to the horrific illness, MC perhaps begins to see the other side that Lucien hasn't let her see.
[Eros and Thanatos]
Their time is running out as the radiation tide gets worse in Zone X. And as what they call it, desperate times call for desperate measures. In order to push MC to control her power and free her, Lucien bets his own life with a pretty-much-staged reveal of his other side (i mean, come on, he’s been hiding the whole corpse thing for MONTHS, and you told me he clumsily forgot to clean up one day and conveniently leave traces of blood that can lead you to his dark basement thingy???)
Rather than using the dark side™ to explain his other side, I’ll just use Eros and Thanatos dual theory instinct.
Walking into the city, a man with a festering arm rushed out, accusing Lucien of not only failing to cure him but also making him neither human nor a ghost. Meanwhile, another person lying on a stretcher claimed that it was the city lord who had saved them.
If you choose to ask him, Lucien will react like this:
Lucien smiled and said that the truth shouldn't be told by him but depends on which truth I am willing to believe.
In the early 1910s, Sigmund Freud proposed the theory of Eros and Thanatos. This theory suggests two fundamental forces influencing human behavior:
Eros (Life Drive): Represents the instinct to create, bond, and preserve life. It encompasses sexual and social urges, as well as the will to survive.
Thanatos (Death Drive): Represents an unconscious drive towards self-destruction, aggression, and returning to an inanimate state. It manifests in destructive urges and aggression directed inwards or outwards.
It seems as if the divine and the devil coexist paradoxically within him, making it impossible for me to define him in any way.
As a character, Lucien embodies both Eros and Thanatos. His curiosity, thirst for knowledge, scientific pursuits, and care for life reflect Eros, while his willingness to use painful and deadly experiments even toward himself to achieve his goals and his anticipation of his death signify Thanatos. His Thanatos-driven action highlights a ruthless determination to achieve his objectives; essentially, you can call it his Ares’ side. Not only did they coexist, but both Eros and Thanatos instincts can blend as well. For example, through his use of corpses for biogas production, which is an approach to utilizing death for the benefit of life.
A pure, yet obsessive, mad, yet patient soul
His intentions and ideals are inherently good and pure. He is also a patient man, willing to wait for years for his research to bear fruit. Even if it doesn’t yield anything in his lifetime, it doesn’t matter to him, as he believes someone will continue his path. However, his obsession (in this context, 偏执 means ‘inflexible’ obsession/fixation with his ideal and truth of the world. It contains some stubbornness in it ahah) and madness drives him to do anything to achieve his goals. What he said in Season 1 Chapter 16 is proven true during this date—that he won't hesitate to sacrifice anyone, even himself, to advance the world. MC remains the sole exception to this, as she is the only person to whom he grants some freedom and choice in this matter. He won't sacrifice someone important to him.
[Philosophies of Death and Rebirth]
Speaking of death and life- of course Lucien’s date won’t be complete without some kind of philosophical discussion about them-
Lucien: Humans can feel the existence of life through extreme fear. They will instinctively want to protect themselves, and that drive will generate immense energy.
Around 200 years ago, Kierkegaard shared insights about human existence (Kierkegaard, 1983). He explained that humans are unique because we are aware of our existence and can reflect on ourselves. This awareness brings two emotions: awe and dread. We feel awe at the beauty of life and dread at the reality of death, which can come at any moment. Awe inspires us to live fully, seek love, make connections, and find meaning in life. On the other hand, Dread reminds us of death's constant presence and makes us even more aware of our existence.
MC: So everything over the past six months... was it all your facade?
MC: To make me truly feel fear?
Lucien: [chuckles] No, I want you to always remember the feeling you just had.
Lucien: You should have been constantly thinking, striving to survive, and seeing many scenes.
Lucien: Remember how you used that power and then tame it.
Lucien: Only then will you be complete.
Rather than making her feel fear, Lucien's goal is for her to fully control her own power. I think in the end, they're both using each other to complete their own goal; MC uses Lucien to complete her change, and Lucien copies MC's power so that he can research the radiation himself. It's a mutually beneficial cooperation. Which, although extreme (worst case scenario is that Lucien dead and MC be traumatized by the whole thing) it's arguably the least risky way according to Lucien's enigmatic working mind lol. Like, at least in the worst-case scenario, she won't be dead.
Interestingly, this part of Lucien's dialogue can be analyzed through Heidegger's concept of "being-toward-death."
Heidegger (1962) wrote, “If I take death into my life. Acknowledge it, and face it squarely, I will free myself from the anxiety of death and the pettiness of life—and only then will I be free to become myself.”
Heidegger's philosophy exhorts us to accept death and to use it as a means of understanding the purpose of life. According to Heidegger, acknowledging death allows us to enjoy life to the fullest and cherish the time we have. Death, in this view, can be a source of freedom as it liberates us from the limitations of life and enables us to realize our full potential, in this case, MC fully realizing her power.
So, with all being said and done, is death the end? I don’t think so. Death is not the end, as new life and knowledge can be born through understanding death. Death is not the end, because there will always be people who pick up and continue your path even after your passing. Death is not the end when it can provide for new life to grow, even through something as unhinged as using corpses to produce electricity.
Watching his retreating figure without turning his head, I instinctively crawl out of the black bag.
I feel as if I've just experienced death and have been reborn with new flesh and blood in this moment.
I want to know what he means and see how far he can go.
Death and apocalypse don’t necessarily mean the end; they can even mark the beginning of a new future. After all, only after experiencing death can you be reborn from the ashes like a phoenix.
And while at it, they somehow have ‘wholesome’ heart-to-heart talk… isn’t it silly that they can finally talk frankly when both of them are kind of trying to kill the other-
//just kidding, i personally like this talk because it fulfills something that I didn't realize needed lol. It feels like- S2 ch 23 approach to S1 ch 13 conflict if that makes sense? 😂 like instead of a dramatic break-up, we get them just, communicating their feelings because of their instinctive trust in each other ksksksks. Perhaps it's because MC instinctively trusts that Lucien won't kill her, and her curiosity exceeds her fear. And maybe it's because Lucien trusts that MC can unlock her power that he is willing to bet his own life.
[Future in his eyes]
Lucien: Why change the world? I think this world is fine.
Lucien: What I want to seek is 'evolution'.
What is 'evolution' in the post-apocalypse setting? It's more abstract from Lucien's practice of 'evolution' in the main story (like evolving 'everyone' or straight up ascending the world's dimension).
In this AU, 'evolution' is more about to the process of advancing and adapting to overcome extreme challenges like war, illness, and disaster, which will always permeate human history. This concept of evolution is about finding ways to adapt and advance humanity to solve these crises. Some real-life examples would be how wars and pandemics accelerate technological development. When trying to survive, humanity gains immense power to conquer those challenges.
Lucien: Radiation, disasters, and the like are merely puzzles posed by objective reality, and we are the problem solvers.
Lucien: Only in this way do we qualify to step onto a new level.
According to this dialogue, Lucien sees that the world is already undergoing evolution. The ongoing process of 'solving' post-apocalyptic challenges through continuous scientific and technological advancements is a form of evolution itself. Of course, it's a collective effort, and he is just one of many people who try to solve it. Lucien is not interested in fundamentally changing the world but in advancing and adapting it. However, his ultimate objective is still the same as that of the main story.
MC: What's your objective?
Lucien: A better future. -[S1 Chapter 13]
I don't think MC's and Lucien's ideas of change and evolution clash; rather, they can complement each other. Imagine a seed: Lucien wants the seed to be tough enough to survive in a harsh world by making the seed stronger, while MC wants to change the world so it'll be less harsh to the seed; both of them want a better future where the seed to survive and thrive but through a different approach.
Lucien: [softly] MC, do you know? From the moment you appeared before me, I realized that this world is actually full of color.
Lucien: So, I really want you to see what the world looks like through my eyes.
If there's one thing that MC has already changed, it's Lucien. She doesn't change his view on evolution, but she made him realize that the world is not so depressing and actually full of color: it's beautiful and interesting. So, it would be boring if the world were only about survival.
What is the end point of that evolution? We will never know, but for a start, we can see the beginning of the future through his eyes. Through adaptation and innovation, he generates electricity that can light up the entire area, transforming the deadliest area into a beacon of hope.
While lighting up the area doesn't immediately solve the crisis, it is a step towards evolution. Not only does it aid in a better future, but it also possesses the power of 'beauty'. Quoting from Gallery Date, (beautiful things have the power to inspire people and change their hearts) it can lead to more and more areas being illuminated.
That future even contains his selfish wishes... like a future where MC can be ordinary and free or a future where they can hold hands without any worries.
Lastly, compare these two lines:
Strangers speak in tongues I cannot comprehend, their eyes perpetually fixed on the distant future, but all I sense is madness.
Sharp, resolute, and scrutinizing. He seems to be peering through me to a distant place.
Here, you can see how both Lucien and the mad scientists from her past focus on the future. However, while the other scientists see only their own envisioned future and use her to reach it, Lucien sees the future within her. He recognizes her potential, and rather than simply seeing her as a test subject, he sees her as equal and wants her to be an active participant in shaping the future.
So all this time, he’s been patiently waiting for her to come to his side, then reveal everything and invite her to embark on a long and unknown journey together. After that experiment, both of them had already gotten what they wanted from their cooperation. Now that she knows how to control her power, she can be free and protect herself, and he doesn't need her help to research things in the radiated area. Isn't it ironic that the same person who threatened to lock her up is the one giving her freedom? He will simply drift away and continue to move forward the world in the direction that he wants if she chooses not to. However, he hopes that she will continue to accompany him in moving forward.
Luckily, she takes his hand and they run towards the unknown future together. Rather than the joy of survival, it signifies the arrival of freedom and a brand-new world. He also encourages her to become "Queen" and seek the change she wants. “Welcome to the new world.” text with the screen all black is such a BRILLIANT way to end this date. There is always a trend, but the changes in the world will always exceed our imagination.
Thank you for reading!
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