#eniwey we just got home

[grvntld]

♡ U●ᴥ●U ♡ V・ᴥ・V ♡ — portus before our adventure for tahday and borgun after our adventure for tahday

[hannie-dul-set]

see, i can't move on from the fact that it's specifically at 11PM like ??????¿?? WHY??? and for three nights straight and then nothing after that????? so many questions najsiakaja what was the goal of this thing??? was it just for fun and then it got bored?? and the victim in question is clueless jwjsisiwje

"that part of the house has been transformed into my mother's plants' home" NAUR NWJSJAJSJS I'M CACKLING HAHAHAHA that was not the ending that i expected, your mom really said fORGET😂

i also thought it was sleep paralysis but my brother kept pointing out that his body just suddenly went fight or flight mode FOR NO DAMN REASON like he literally felt a goosebump wave through his entire body😫 oh gosh your friend is so brave...that's not a very nice image to see hhhhhhh and poor baby you must've been so pressured and tired if you regularly get that :((( but like if you think about it, it's prolly our mind punishing us for not taking care of ourselves🤔 idk haha i wish you a very na jaemin during ur exams from now on instead of those🤗💞

we talked a lot today, didn't we? lol eniwey goodluck for tomorrow, have a goodnight aaaand sleep well uwu <333 -🥚

pinagtripan ata HAGBANZJAAK owel.....let's hope it doesn't happen again HHAHAHHAHA.

yeah that's the thing wtf when u undergo sleep paralysis u can feel urself waking up right after but in his case it's so WEIRD.

yeah they were def the result of stress HAGVSJSJW but at some point in time it got less scary and just....tiring like bro let me sleep in PEACE i just wanna rest 😩 "a very na jaemin" HUHU idk how i'd be able to focus if that happens HAHAHSGAJA.

hehe thank youu sleep early tonite too :D hopefully the next time u dream of nana you've finally forgiven him HHAHAHAAH.

[grvntld]

2 june 2024—excOiting excOiting stuff, indeed! 🌼🌸✨️🥹💗✨️🌸🌼

words arent enough to express how grateful and happeh i am today. things hv been pretty good lately, but today just hits different—good different 𖤣.𖥧.𖡼.⚘ and i know we owe it all to big g ♡❀ i mean without him, we wouldnt even be here

eniwey, lezz start with a little thing—ive been wanting those pretty flower hair clamps in like frvr!! loljk im just oa, but fr, ive been wanting them ever since i saw someone wear it. theyre just so pretty, and of course, i got them in three lovely colors!

next is our furbebi naruga ♡♡♡ i feel like i shouldnt even be explaining this, but izz not a secret that we lost govana recently and as much as that heartbreak still hurts, moose and i hv so much love to give too, and so we decided to hv another one once things hv stabilized here at home—and for weeks, our home life with our furbebi has finally bounced back, and so today, we welcomed naruga to our litol fambam. she izzo adorbs, you guys!!

and then, i know moosey and i just had hotpot yesterday at a restaurant near us, but as i hv mentioned, moosey was not impressed, and so i told him, one of these days, i'll make hotpot for him at home—and guess what, our hotpot at home kind of night happened tonight and it was delicious! moosey was happy and satisfied, and so was i. not to toot my own horn, but tbh, i liked our at-home hotpot more. hehe. we had to make a few adjustments, though, since we dont rlly hv the cookware for hotpot, but obvs, we made it work, and we are both so so so sooooo happy!

p.s. i made our peanut dipping sauce from scratch, from whatever we hv in our pantry, and yAs, im proud of it hihi i guess i could rlly say im no longer that afraid and anxious to experiement in the kitchen (ෆ˙ᵕ˙ෆ)♡

p.p.s. love is actually the highlight of my day—i love that im doing things that i love again and that i hv so much love to give and that i am loved always

[grvntld]

16 march 2023 — i needed this ଘ(੭ˊ꒳​ˋ)੭✧

i didnt wanna deal with it bc i felt like i didnt hv the energy (((which is true))) but yesterday i broke down and i finally admitted to myself that im not fully healed and that this week slapped me with how down i rlly am but dazz fine bc i know i just hv to ride this wave, paddle through this current, while also making sure my whole being stays afloat. it's tough, but i can do it (((figuratively and literally bc i could swim wink wOnk lmao siningit talaga pagiging swimmer before))). obvs, one of my coping mechanisms is humor. hehe.

eniwey, bc the past days had me in a turmoil, i just knew i had to get out of the house for a bit. we went out and had 🍔🍔 and twister 🍟 for dinner. moosey had bacon mushroom cheeseburger while i got double cheeseburger! ���🤌 we also paired those with drinks! moosey's was spanish latte, while mine was horchata! yum! i also ordered my fave biscoff croffle for takeout. hihi. imma hv that for breakfast tmrw.

after that we went home to feed the furbebis. we also took them out for their night walk. that was refreshing!

then i sponty booked a massage at my fave massage place bc izz been a while. i fell asleep during the massage. ugh. it was sooOoOOOOoOooOo good!