#emotional support mutals

[peyton-warren]

Seriously. Can i get a pass to put tumblr on my work computer if my therapist signs off on it like she did for my emotional support dog???

PLEASE pretty Please?

sir please that’s my emotional support group of mutuals who I never interact with but still care deeply about

[o0anapher0o]

And then because I know we became mutals through RWRB

🥲🎤💃 for First Prince too 😂

So I already did First Dance for @tailsbeth here.

Here is Emotional speech

“I’ve been asked to keep this short,” Oscar said with a smirk. “I’ll do my best but I’m a politician, so you’ll have to forgive me if I get carried away. It’s only once that your only son gets married. And I honestly never thought I’d be given the opportunity to give a speech at Buckingham Palace. That kind of thing doesn’t really happen to people who look and sound like me.

Except it happened to my son.

Alex, your mother and I always knew you would go on and do great things. Ever since your first filibuster at that sea world, we knew you’d go and change the world one day. We didn’t exactly anticipate you’d do it by marrying the Prince of England though.” Even among the elite guests of the crown there rose a light polite chuckle at Oscar’s faux serious tone.

“But in all the pomp ad circumstance,” Alex father continued, “it’s easy to forget, you’re not just marrying a prince. You’re marrying Henry, a wonderful, kind and patient man, who loves you enough to be brave and open about it when that was the hardest thing in the world, and who you love enough to stand up to the world, your mother, and even Zarah for him. Your mother and I could not be prouder and happier for you.” Henry squeezed Alex’ hand on the table. His husband was currently on the verge of fully bursting into tears at his father’s words.

“Henry,” Oscar continued and Henry’s head snapped up. He hadn’t really expected to be addressed by Oscar, too.

“Henry, you loved my son, before his dumbass even understood what was going on in his own head or heart and you have been patient and supportive of him when others might have walked away. You haven’t been perfect, but who of us has and you’ve come around when it mattered. I know you’ll be by his side whenever he’ll need you, through the good and the bad. You’ve proven that much. There is no man I would be happier to call my son-in-law. Welcome to the family, mijo.”

Henry only noticed he was crying when he felt Alex thumb on his cheek whipping away the tears. Oscar smiled warmly at them when he raised his glass.

“To Alex and Henry!”

[flowertrigger]

Super Six

rules: answer the questions then tag some people to do the same

Thank you for tagging me @smblmn🧡🍬

Last Song: Two Ghosts - Harry Styles

Last Show: (I'm taking this to mean live show otherwise it would be the same answer as below) Harry Styles w/ Wet Leg on Saturday

Currently Watching: 911 Lone Star weekly, Schitt's Creek for emotional support, and the Corrections webisodes Seth Meyers does for his Late Show - they are so funny.

Currently Reading: The Vegetarian - Han Kang

Current Obsession: Trying to get Genius on the New York Times Spelling Bee daily.

by the time I get to these I'm pretty sure all my mutals have been tagged 😅

[sirensoftheweb]

Advancing Racial Literacy in Tech: Implicit Bias Training Does Not Work

By Amphitrite🧜‍♀️

During class today, I was taking notes on the racialized injustices against Indigenous people. As I began to go through the autocorrect suggestions on my notes document, I noticed that all of the names of white people auto corrected to be capitalized, whereas all of the Indigenous names said that they needed to be spell checked. At that moment, I realized that everything, even technology, was affected by the systemic racism occurring in our society. It is not right that only white names are recognized by these softwares. Although, I do not blame the software itself for these issues, I blame the way in which these softwares were created.

Jessie Daniels, Mutale Nkonde, and Darakhshan Mir discuss instances, like mine, of racialized technology in their article “Advancing Racial Literacy in Tech.” This article explains how technology is seen as objective; however, in actuality, these technologies have been designed to exhibit pre-existing human biases. To combat these issues of racialized technology, the technology industry has brought forth discussions about supporting diversity and inclusion, bringing awareness to implicit biases, and recognizing that there is a lack of diversity among the technology industry as a whole. Although this discussion is occurring, nothing seems to be changing. Daniels et al. proposes a new solution that involves a deeper intellectual understanding of the issues at hand, increased emotional intelligence, and a true commitment to taking action. This text brings awareness to the kind of racial literacy that is needed in tech today. 

Daniel et al. bring awareness to the fact that implicit bias training does not work. This assertion reminded me of a bell hooks reading called “Loving Blackness as Political Resistance." In this text, hooks states that she “was weary of the way in which white people want to deflect attention away from their accountability for anti-racist change by making it seem that everyone has been socialized to be racist against their will” (hooks 6). I agree with bell hooks because I believe that people may potentially use the term implicit bias to minimize the impact of their actions because they believe that this mistake is not by fault of their own, but the fault of society as a whole. Although, it is necessary to recognize that individuals must be held accountable and resolve their own implicit biases to help society altogether. 

In my opinion, instead of implicit bias training, tech companies should implement social accountability. This means that racist actions must face real consequences. An act of implicit bias should be treated as something that requires disciplinary action, rather than just attending yet another implicit bias training. This social accountability begins by having leaders take accountability for their own actions. For example, leaders should disclose the salaries of their employees to ensure that men, women, non-binary people, and people of colour are all getting compensated fairly and equally. Additionally, leaders need to continue to hire diverse groups of people. If this social accountability begins at the top level of management, then the rest of the employees are more likely to follow suit. 

In terms of social accountability in tech, companies should continue to advocate for social accountability as well as take accountability for the biases in the technology itself. For example, when they see that only white names are recognized by their software, they should be held accountable and fix it immediately. Acknowledgement of the problems are not enough, there needs to be accountability followed by solutions. 

Daniels et al. recognize that a commitment to taking action is key to combat racialized technology. My hope is that the issue of racialized technology and the lack of diversity in tech is resolved through accountability and the integration of real solutions.

[call-me-strega]

This reads like a wattpad romance in the best way possible.

“ You are incredibly traumatized and miserable but find joy and healing through this one singers music. Then they show up in your town and turns out they’re a fan of your own work and think you’re super cool and hot. You get to know each other and battle corrupt government/corporate people and fall in love. Then they write a song about your a whirlwind romance and the singer dedicates a song to you and then you make out backstage” sounds like a fanfic plot and ong I bet Jason reads or even writes fanfic abt Phantom and the Everlasting Trio. I bet he posts song lyric analysis and stuff.

When Danny meets Jason and fangirls over him alarms will go off in the back Jason’s head that he’s abt to live a fanfic trope. Jason out here living his best life meeting his feral emotional support singer who’s just as big a fan as him.

Both their families/friends are gonna tease them so much but there just so estatic to see each other.

DPXDC prompt. Dead on main. Singer! Phantom x Red Hood!Jason

Laws are easily changed if businessmen smell money.

Paulina and Sam suggest Danny to try to become a singer in order to change society's opinion about ghosts a little. In the end, the otherworldly sound of his voice can at least be used for the benefit of Realms.

And it seems like the Everlasting Trio is really liked by the public. At first they just release a few songs (Exams kill, Battle with myself, What an Autopsy Won't Show, Among the stars). But a mysterious atmosphere mixed with understandable teenage problems begins to take over teens playlists. Their fans want more and more.

So, when under the pressure of the public and profit-hungry bigwigs all bans on the presence of ecto creatures in the United States are lifted, the Trio goes on their first Tour.

~~~~~

Jason stumbles upon Phantom's songs completely by accident. It was painful to hear them for the first time but at the same time it was as if he could breathe again because he had found someone similar. Someone who understands, and who doesn't judge him for coming back wrong. Jason listens to his voice on repeat and the rage seems to recede and subside. There is sadness of loss and fear in the songs but most of them end bringing some hope and this thought gives Red Hood more strength not to break down for another day. and then another, and another..And one day, the green eyes in the mirror do not scare Jason but shows him that he belonging to something more. Todd can't explain it more precisely, but it was as if the waters of Lazarus inside him had calmed down and he was no longer enemies with them. He even jokes with Tim that he is finally rest in peace and ready to live a full undead life when his brother (God, his lil brother whom he wanted to hurt recently because of his own stupidity), asks him about his strange behavior.

~~~~~

Jason forgets how to breathe again. His favorite band, and most importantly his favorite vocalist, is coming to Gotham with a concert. For many years now, none of the nonresidents have dared to take such a risk, but it seems like Phantom has absolutely no instinct for self-preservation. Well, as a true fan, Red Hood will do his best so that none of the gothamites spoil the Trio's impression of their first concert here. Danny is beside himself with excitement. Their concert in the hometown of the Red Hood was approved. Of course, there is no chance that he would be able to meet such a busy vigilante but Phantom continues to dream. If he'll fly a little over the city instead of sleeping after rehearsals, maybe he'll get an autograph from at least one member of the bat clan.

~~~~~ Phantom: Thank you very much Mr. Nightwing sir. Just sign it for.. Nightwing: For a Phantom, right? Huh, I recognized you, my brother has poster in his room. Nice hairstyle by the way. Danny*urgently*: Which one of them?

Nightwing: Jeez, and I thought it was just a stage image. Ghosts are kinda creepy. Terribly persistent, to be precise. And yeah, Jason, he absolutely not against you as a vigilante. You can safely ask Phantom to sign your helmet, I promise. Man was so happy when find out you're listening to his songs, you have no idea.

Jason *holds out a hand*. Nightwing: What? Jason: If you dared to meet Phantom before me, then where is my autograph? Nightwing: Em..oops? I gave him mine if it helps.

Jason: *sounds of an angry lazarus demon*.

[lovesynapses]

p : connection : emotion : j

emotional conflict

moon in eighth house express emotion focus reconstruction moldavite, amazonite

our relationship is good when families of both are involved.

we influence the domestic affairs of each other and we give emotional support to each other's activities.

we stimulate each other's interest in occult and psychic phenomena.

unconscious bond

moon in twelfth house express emotion focus devotion jasper, malachite

we have a strong emotional and intuitive link, the natives are intensely aware of each other's subconscious moods and feelings.

We have sympathetic understanding, empathy, and mutal compassion.

we have a psychic link which influences our attitudes toward each other.

[axolot-of-ideas]

i feel like i’ve been punched in the dick emotional

i dont know how

but somehow the first hour of the fred video essay is breaking me

it has broke me in such a way i have been punched emotional and i do not feel real

[notebooks-and-laptops]

OKAY blackwall and my feelings about the first cut scene when you get to Skyhold (if you're in a romance with him).

I have a LOT of emotions about this scene. In it, Blackwall is adamant that nothing can happen between himself and the inquisitor. He acknowledges the mutal attraction/pining they experienced at Haven but makes it clear that this can go no further because Blackwall cannot let himself be seen as 'more important' than the other soldiers flocking to the Inquisiton to fight for its cause.

And I think this reveals some of the very deep anxieties Blackwall has about his place in the inquisiton as a whole, not just how he views his personal relationship with the inquisitor. Because Blackwall has been lying about his identity now for years, yet its never truly been a lie that effects anyone. He has been living life alone and indepdent of anyone else mostly just out in the woods. But now! All of a sudden! He's in the inquisiton! And they're not just using him as a soldier they're using him as a warden. As soon as he's acquired he's given a free pass into the inner circle AND the inquisitons leaders are ACTIVELY using grey warden treaties to recruit and win over others. His lie is spiralling outside of his control, in a pretty serious way. He's suddenly special and he's special SPECIFICALLY because he's a grey warden and that means that the inquisition can claim to have the support of the order, because it has one of the order in its top ranks. And when they reach skyhold? Well shit. This inquisiton isn't just going to sort out the mage/templar conflict and then close the breach and disband. Its got an ancient magister god to fight. A magister who is clearly tainted by the blight AND has an archdemon flying around. The real grey wardens are bound to get involved sooner or later and Blackwall is going to get called upon more and more to help with these issues he actually knows very little about.

And THEN you bring in the personal relationship with the inquisitor. While none of the flirting in Haven explicitly implies that the inquisitor is flirting with Blackwall because he's a Grey Warden, the very fact that they are getting close is built upon the fact that he's in the inner circle. Even a chatty inquisitor who stops to talk to all those in Haven avaliable to talk to, can't get close with everyone. No, the inquisitor only has the time/space to get seriously close with the fastly forming inner circle. She makes time for Blackwall at first because Blackwall is IN that inner circle by virtue of his Grey Warden status, regardless of whether or not that is why her interest continues.

So in that first scene in Skyhold, Blackwall is basically saying: I'm not special. Please. I'm not special, I'm just another recruit like the other soldiers you MUST treat me that way. Its his feble attempt to put up SOME boundaries around the lie he's created, and also probably stems from a belief that if the inquisitor knew he wasn't actually a Grey Warden, then she wouldn't want anything to do with him: professionally or personally. In fact, if the lie came out it would be devastating in both ways: personally due to his betrayal of her trust, and professionally due to how much the inquisiton leaned on the support of their resident Grey Warden.

And that's SO CLEVERLY DONE AND WRITTEN AND IT GIVES ME SUCH EMOTIONS ABOUT OUR BOI THOM RAINER AHDKDLFL

[kekoma]

— futakuchi as your boyfriend.

sour gummies? sour gummies. hope you enjoy.

oh look another side character that isn’t talked about much but let me just say... he should be just a bit.

futakuchi has so much potential even if he’s really on the sideline.

although i’m sure his simps didn’t come to hear me rant about him.

kenji being your boyfriend? a literal dream come true.

before i really start talking about him dating you, i want to point out that when you two weren’t together— he would CONSTANTLY flirt with you.

after he logically going over that his feelings for you are real, your personality matching his and overall just the basic so he knows that he isn’t setting himself up for soon to be ruined relationship after a few weeks or maybe a month.

has had his fair share of being in relationships and caught on that some of the lovers he weren’t entirely honest.

meaning they only showcased a side that they only wanted him to see yet around others— it was a complete 180 and different from what they presented to him.

that alone is something kenji dislikes since he’s the kind of guy who likes to go after those who are honest with themselves and unfiltered.

plus commitment to him is rather big. bigger than his concern about getting his wisdom teeth pulled out.

really just keeps testing the water with you and making sure that he actually falling for the real you.

anyways, when he flirts with you it wasn’t the type of flirting that had extremely bad hints that confirmed he liked you.

no no no. futakuchi here is bold so his flirting was direct and easy to pick up that he took a huge liking to you.

everyone near you two could already sense it. even those who are extremely slow when it comes to picking up hints could actually tell as well.

the whole atmosphere was basically heavy mutal pinning. too much actually but that’s a whole story for another time.

just know kenji = big bold energy all around.

are we surprised by this though? nope.

his personality has already exposed him before so nothing to be shocked about really.

definitely put in his all to win your heart over once he confirmed to himself that he wants you apart of his life and he wants to be apart of yours as well.

pulled out all his charm cards, always kept you company (when he wasn’t hanging around aone), occasionally would poke fun/tease you whenever he saw an opening to do so and much more.

bonus points if you can actually keep up with his energy because if you weren’t able to then his attempt to make you his would have left.

leaving the crush phase, we’re now talking about the dating phase.

still keeps his playful attitude with you because he likes joking and keeping a smile on your face all year round.

so arguments between you two don’t ever occur.

however if they happen occur then i hate to say it... but it’s gonna take him a while to apologize. likes to give you both time before coming together and fixing the issue.

kenji does his best to avoid fights anyways. no need to worry about it much <3

immediately want to say that he pays a lot of attention towards you and keeps track by making mental notes.

if you’re ever in a bad mood but don’t want to verbally say it then best believe— he already knows from your body language.

also you can’t try hiding it since again, he pays attention to you. very close attention at that too.

ever told him about a certain item you always wanted or hinted at? already on it. all you gotta do is check the location he sent you to get what you asked/hinted for.

although it you don’t hint/ask for it then he’s still gonna buy it for you and gift it to you.

overall, studying you helps kenji understands you better. 

whether you verbally tell him or physically show it, he picks it up and finds himself falling for you more than before.

side fact: he loves when you verbally tell him things. doesn’t even have to be about you in general. 

accepts any and every topic because he loves hearing your voice along with how your body moves too when talking (meaning you either talk with your hands, make certain facial expressions and other stuff. overall very expressive movements)

also an great listener which is another reason for why he enjoys listening to you.

“did you know, kangaroo pouches are furry inside? it’s literally pink and furless babe... pink and furless. their nipples are also inside there too.”

“i— when did you discover that love?”

“when it appeared on my recommendation on YouTube.”

“and you watched it...? the whole video?”

“well yeah. i was curious about it and it was super late at night.”

“... what else did you learn about kangaroos?”

proceed to teach him everything you learned from that video. he’s not gonna complain or see it as weird because he’s suddenly interested in it as well. 

but even if the topic isn’t random or adding more to your personality; kenji loves hearing about your emotions but if you ask him for emotional advice— it’s gonna be a bit difficult.

really isn’t the type 

vvv supportive.

lemme say it again but in caps— VVV SUPPORTIVE.

is the type of boyfriend who gives his 100% support and even goes out of his way to help you archive whatever you desire in life.

wanna become a model and unsure about it? kenji here is already hyping you up while searching for good cameras so he can be your personal photographer.

even looks up videos on poses that could help get you in the groove.

and how to edit them to your liking as well.

futakuchi loves knowing he has the ability to lead you to a brighter future when it comes to your desires and watch you flourish.

we stan and love that about him.

extremely loyal.

has never given any girl the same attention and energy he gives you.

no matter how pretty they are or if their personality is considered bomb— his heart only beats for you and that’s final.

so you never have to worry he might leave you for someone better or become insecure.

gonna briefly discuss nicknames.

his top nicknames for you are; love, baby/babe, cutie, flower and occasionally gorgeous.

as for pda, the energy is the same in both departments. not shame in holding hands, kissing you anywhere on your face, cuddling you and all the good stuff.

actually loves showing physical affection and if anyone calls him a simp for it then he’s not afraid to admit it.

and dates? whew the best.

most dates with kenji is actually chill and normally consistent of getting sweets.

he does take a liking to sour gummies so don’t be surprised when he takes you out to the bakery, candy factories and anything along those lines.

however when he isn’t taking you there then he’s skiing you to sneak out so you two can drive around aimlessly or walk to the convenient store to pick up some candy.

gonna end this short before i blow a circuit in my brain but dating futakuchi is dope. promise the relationship is never dull and he’ll always keep you happy.

© all content belongs to kekoma 2020. do not repost, modify or translate.

[tsumugisindulgence]

Belphegor & Forgiveness

It’s been a week since you saw yourself die. You saw his hands around your throat and trembled as your body hit the floor. You felt horrible for yourself in that timeline, not realizing you would be her replacement. You heard the brothers mourn your passing as they were betrayed by their youngest brother just like you were. Moods lightened when they turned to find you alive and well. Not well, but unhurt. They all embraced you and Lucifer had to hold Belphegor back from another attempt at murder. It was hardest to see Beel. Your heart was shattered for him and yourself. The twins loved you and wanted to run away with you. Belphegor had such excitement in his eyes as you walked down the city streets holding their hands. As much as you cared about the other brothers none of them were willing to leave behind everything they knew and run away with you. 

Beel pressed you tight against his chest and you couldn’t help but cry. This wasn’t what was supposed to happen. You were supposed to be happy with the both of them. You didn’t know them anymore. Beel let go and you felt the need to hide. You couldn’t be around him or Belphegor. He apparently saw the fear in your eyes and froze like a deer in headlights. If he knew you then he would know demons didn’t scare you a bit, your real fear was betrayal and abandonment. He turned and walked away silently. “M-mammon…take me to my room please.” He was happy to oblige , unaware of your shock. Your knees gave out once you reached your room. You collapsed in mammon’s arms. He was scared, what happened to his human. Weren’t you okay? He asked what was wrong but you couldn’t speak, only pulling him closer in response. He stayed there holding you and doing his best to make you feel safe. 

You spent the next three days alone in your room. You didn’t pay attention to which brother brought you food for the day, only opening the door when they left. On the fourth day you were desperate to tell someone what happened but you couldn’t speak to the brothers. You picked up your D.D.D with a shaky hand and called Solomon.

“MC I wasn’t expecting a call from you.”

“I want to take you up on your offer. I need someone to talk to.”

“Of course. It must be hard dealing with everything since it directly involves the brothers.”

“Please come over as soon as you can.” 

“I’m on my way over.”

You hung up. Asmo must have told him what happened. It felt so unreal to be here. You perked up your head hearing the brothers arguing and mammon whining. A few minutes passed and there was a knock on your door. “May I come in?” It was Solomon. “Yes.” you answered meekly. He steps in and closes the door behind him. You must have looked like a mess but he didn’t seem to care. He sat on the bed next to you. “Tell me what’s wrong.” It wasn’t demanding but supportive. “I don’t belong here.” You shuffled nervously before speaking again. “Why does this Belphie get off with a slap on the rest and the one I knew got damned and exiled to chains below Diavolo’s castle?”  “He killed you. The you of this timeline correct?” You nod. “Why? The other didn’t actually take action and do anything wrong. Sure he originally wanted to but ultimately didn’t. This Belphegor, this demon killed me and got a minor scolding. HE SHOULD BE IN CHAINS! WASN’T THE WHOLE POINT TO MAKE ME LIKE MY STAY HERE? THEN WHY THE FUCK DOES DIAVOLO BRUSH OFF THAT DEMON KILLING ME AND EXILE THE ONE THAT LOVED ME?!” HE RAISED HIS EYEBROWS. Not once had you referred to the brothers as the creatures they were, because they weren’t demons to you they were friends. Solomon knew this and immediately felt the depth of your fury. He placed his hand on your shoulder. You look at him with teary eyes. “Solomon..I want to go home.” “He wasn’t the type to be emotional or compassionate so he sat there in silence. He knew there was nothing you could do, but get used to it. He wasn’t’t going to tell you what you already knew. Opening up about your feeling brought some semblance of relief. “I’m sorry MC. If there was anything I could do about it I would. Sadly, I don’t posses the ability to erase memories or return you to your original timeline.” All you could do was suppress it.

The next morning you returned to your daily routine. You walked down to breakfast in your uniform and everyone at the table looked at you shocked. You took the seat furthest from Beel’s, now you sat next to Satan. Silence followed as you reached for the foods you liked. Not everyone was there, only the early risers. Lucifer, Satan and Leviathan. It hurt to eat with your stomach already in knots. The other brothers began to arrive and Mammon was the first to talk. “MC! It’s been days why’d ya lock me out?” Lucifer swiftly hit him, knocking off his glasses. “Be quiet. She was clearly dealing with the events that transpired.” He turned to you. “MC, are you alright now?” You weren’t the lying type but you felt that telling the truth would only make it harder to get along. “Yes. I’d rather not talk about it.” The rest of the brothers nod. Light chatter carries throughout the dinning room. Beel arrives and takes his seat. Upon meeting your glance he proceeds to pick at his food and eat small amounts. He must have felt similarly, not that the would open up freely. It was getting harder to look at him. You cleared your plate and left for school. You managed to avoid him for the day. You didn’t even know if Belphegor was back at school or not. Luckily you didn’t see him.

You knew Satan would easily lose track of time if you took him to the library and asked him to talk about the deeper meaning behind the fictional books he read. The perfect excuse to stay away from the house of lamentation and eat out. It was actually nice to immerse yourself in fiction with him and you knew he enjoyed it as well. On the walk home he began to subtly pry into your feelings and you had to bite your tongue.

It was late and Lucifer scolded both of you for skipping curfew but ultimately let you go sooner than expected. You wanted to block out all of your emotions and you knew exactly where to go. After changing into more comfortable clothes you snuck over to the planetarium with a blanket and stuffed bat. You curled up on the loveseat and traced constellations. You didn’t miss the human realm until now. You were considering sleeping here and pulled the blanket over you entirely. You heard footsteps enter the room the stop only a meter away. The same aura you experienced on that day was emanating behind you. You whipped up and clenched your fists. At first he simply stared at you with tired eyes. “MC…I came to apologize.” You didn’t want an apology, you wanted back the Belphegor that shared a mutal love with you. “Beel told me more about you. Thanks for looking after him for me.” You winced, of course Beel would talk to him about you. As much as you loved Beel you were no longer sure he felt the same. “I want to move forward with you.” You grit your teeth then let out a pathetic laugh. “Heh. Move forward?” you look at him with condescending eyes then you see Beel peeking around the entry way with puppy dog eyes. He’s unaware you saw him. You let out a sigh. “Beel is the only reason I’ll give you a second chance.” “He told me you’re too kind to say no.” That’s not exactly true, you just couldn’t say no to Beel. You loved him and would do anything to make him smile. A small smile appears on your face just thinking about him. “Alright let’s go talk to him then.” 

He turns away from the door and starts walking away as if he wasn’t eavesdropping. Belphegor is the first to call him out. “Spying on us Beel?” He turns around with a guilty face. “I was hoping you’d get along. Thank you MC for giving him another chance.” “Only if he’s willing to make it up to me.” You tease with your hands on your hips. Beel smiles and answers for his twin. “Of course he will!” He is strong arms trap the both of you in a hug. This was the Beel you knew and loved. You hugged him back just as tight. “Let’s get some snacks.” He doesn’t let you answer before he throws both of you over each of his shoulders and heads to the kitchen. 

It took a few weeks to adjust to having Belphegor around. You started to get used to him and he started to become more comfortable around you. You could never go back to your previous timeline, but maybe this one wasn’t so bad.

[hoshifighting]

O-M-G!!!! LUNA IM GOING TO CRY!!!

the reason I have remained so active here was certainly because of the support and motivation that Luna gave me since the beginning!

Luna is a sensational writer, who makes me feel the emotions through her works, from my little toe, to the last strand of my hair! ksdmoisjdsjdojsdisj

she was always there commenting, and giving her AMAZING feedbacks on each post I made. (I enjoyed writing imagining her reactions, which she would definitely comment on.)

so seeing that I appeared in her post as one of her favorite writers makes my heart fill with emotion!! I was afraid ab writing in a new network, completely outside of what I was used to. but I soon got excited bc Luna's support, mutals, and the readers who came to stop by, to know my work.

I'm grateful to all my readers, but today, I want to say a special thank you to, @bittersweet-folder! Thank you for your love and support, you are unforgettable on my writing journey. Hobby that I love so much!

luv u sm!!

hi!

tell me your favourite writers on this app and what you love about their writing!

go!

Aww thank you for this question🌷♡♡. Here's the list <3

@hoshifighting :

I love her writing. When when I say it I really mean it. Her writing really portrays her creativity and style. They can be slow paced but they'll keep you hooked till the end (if you are patience). I love her slow burn fics as well. They are just so well written, like so very well written. And what really amuses me was her being so active from the start. Trust me I really want that being consistent about my writing but I just can't. And it's actually really tough to be consistent. And her smuts- hmmmmmmmmmmm imma be straight forward- they make me blush real bad also wet sometimes 🫶. 🌷

@pan-de-seungcheol :

Soo I've read many of her smuts before actually following her in this new blog i created after deleting my previous one. I may not read the angst fics (there's a reason behind it. Everyone have there own reasons) but I love love the smuts written by her. Pan your polyamory representation something I really loved because usually I see a negative representation of that. Your smuts make me wet, to state it quite straight forwardly. Your writing really does things to me (now why does this sounds like confession letter 😭). They are really well crafted. 🌷

@tomodachiii :

I discovered her fics recently and I'm in love. I love domestic scenarios especially when it has a really Asian household setting (because I live in one+ I'm the oldest daughter 🚶🏻‍♀️). And see if anything I feel seen but I really love the comforting feeling it gives me while reading them. Sure it leaves me with a bittersweet moment where I really do sit and think "wow it would be great if I actually experienced that kinda affection" but honestly that's how good writing is supposed to make you feel. I really admire her writing style. 🌷

@diorkyeom :

I love her writing style, her ideas, her fics, the plot everything literally. Her Seoksoo fics made me giggle, blush, bury my face and scream to the pillow and what not. I just lovee her way of portraying soft fluffy affectionate moments. I'll cry. I've even read her fics staying up late at night because Im fucking invested 😭. They are just so nice and sweet and soft. And the literature references she uses at times as well it makes me feel seen and happy. (Ps - I'm an English major who's first ever written fanfic was a Minwon fan fiction. It is not finished yet)🌷

Some more mentions for fluff writers (who may also post nsfw fics in their blogs too):

@seokminded : her writing style is simple yet very effective. Her fluff scenarios are so fucking cute I might cry😭🌷.

@wifeyoozi : your consistency in posting I swear🛐 . Im a big fan of your imaginess😩🌷. (Especially the nsfw ones they are like very very, idk I've lost words, they feel very real)

@onlyhaos : Liddy I'm soft for your writing. Your fluffs are so cuteeeeeee. AHHHHHJHHHHHHHHHHH okayyy take love😩🌷

@nonuify : I literally followed you few minutes ago and I have reblogged one of your nsfw imagine before. I really love them. Take love 🌷😩.

MAKE SURE TO CHECK THEM ALLL OUT Or I'll haunt you in your nightmares 😀.

[kymmiethickerthanmost]

Having a broken brain makes me the woman I have become. I am honest, forgetful, compassionate, emotional, but most of all I feel whole.

I never thought I'd be here... loving who I am with all my imperfections...but I survived, learned, and grew from what happened to me.

I was ok being the filler girlfriend or a friend you can fuck bc I just simply thought I was so broken no one would commit to me.

I was very wrong and this weekend I got to pick out my dream engagement ring with a man that has a heart 10x bigger than mine.

I just want to say thank you to all of my sweet supportive mutals here that found me in each walk of this growth. You guys helped me even if you didn't know it.

I wanna kiss every one of yalls faces

Thank you🧡🖤

[lucifers-trash-stash]

Hi when are you going to keep writing Thanos's Escape Me story?

I'm going to explain this in the nicest terms possible and that might make me sound like a huge bitch but I'll answer this question AGAIN because I get this question constantly and I answer it similarly a lot of the time and my answer isn't directed specifically at you but my experiences as a whole.

It might never be continued. I'm sorry if that makes people upset but its the truth. One of the biggest reasons was Marvel and Disney being an absolute shit companies that only value ratings over genuine good storytelling and made it so that i lost a lot of my interest for the franchise in general. This happened with TWD too and it absolutely burned me from the series altogether. And when that happens with my favorite series' and movies it is easier to cut my losses and focus on shit that makes me happy instead of staying in fandoms that make me upset and angry about what should or shouldn't be.

Another huge reason is because im so tired of the constant asks of when I will post. Which sounds stupid but its because more often than not the ONLY responses to new chapters I would get would be 5% people actually sharing what they liked about the chapter and how much they were invested or interested while the other 95% would be people IMMEDIATELY asking when the next chapter was. No saying they liked my story or anything. Just when will I pump out the next bit of free content out. For Run From Me (the name of the story btw) it would take me weeks and sometimes months of struggling with my writers block and worrying about how people would receive certain things, and then when I was FINALLY happy with the chapter I would post it all excited to see the response to my favorite parts to write and then I would get pretty much dead silence from the majority of people save for those amazing fucking mutuals and followers that would tell me how much they loved the new chapter.

And this isn't me wanting to be congratulated every time I posted something new, hell if I only got a couple of comments compared to the hundreds I've gotten I wouldn't even mind, but just the comments that flat out ignore everything I struggled and worked for to write and only ask, as you have, when I will publish more. No hey I like your fic are you going to continue or hey just curious no pressure or anything, just "when are you posting more." It's always been phrased as a demand of me. And the last chapter really was the breaking point for me. I was so fucking proud of that fic and where I was taking it and was transitioning into the Guardian's of the Galaxy arc and introducing Gamora and Nebula and I thought I had done a really good job with those character dynamics and then got next to no feedback or excitement. Just when and where is the next chapter.

When you couple this with people who even went out of their way to give me backhanded compliments, like one individual who started off by telling me how much they loved my fic but hated the Thanos' wives OCs and hoped Thanos would get rid of them and had a very polyphobic attitude towards me, and while at the time I wasn't identifying as such but as an individual who would classify myself as poly now that sort of shit hurt me a lot. I would also get people who read my very dark story that I thought I was making very clear and obvious that this sort of kidnapping and forcing to be a wife scenario wouldn't lead to a happy ending had a lot of people telling me they couldn't wait until Thanos and my OC were married and got rid of all the wives and lived happily ever after... all of it just debilitated me because I knew telling the story I wanted would make everyone pissed off and hate me.

And thats why I made my slasher/horror movie sideblog. This is my main and I literally cannot be on it anymore because even though my blog has been pretty multi fandom this entire time, and how I tried to delve into Star Wars and writing fic that made me happy, I would always get comments about why I wasn't writing more Thanos. So yeah. Sorry to be the big massive cunt that ruins everyone's day. In fact I still get super fucked up mentally having to confront this every time. Hell I'm even scared to post all of my current writing on my AO3 cause I know for a fact I'm going to get people bitching even more when I literally have posted so many diff fandoms there and not just MCU.

So yeah. Sorry to write out this huge ass emotionally charged response because I normally can answer asks with a level head but this is a subject that hurts me a lot. I can't even promise the fic will even be finished or pretend to be like "oh maybe in the future" because I think I've been so burnt out on it and I get so emotional even just thinking about it.

I'm currently focused on writing things that make me happy in a fandom of some of the nicest people and friends that I've ever had and I couldn't ask for anything better. I'm sorry to be the bearer of bad news or make it sound like im making excuses but hey thats kind of how it is. These are my feelings and I have to step away from that fic because it isn't good for my mental health. I need to focus on me and myself and im writing stuff now that makes me happy and surrounding myself with supportive people. And if anyone has a problem with that you need to evaluate your own life.

So yeah. Thats whats up with me. Not sure if anyone will see this or care. I apologize for the emotional ramble but yeah I think I hit my breaking point on this particular topic.

Lots of love to my mutals and friends. I appreciate each and every one of you.

[sepublic]

           Adding another thought to my idea of the old generation VS the new one in The Owl House, I love the idea of the older generation recognizing the new one as being so much better and stronger than them… And feeling the need to thus support that strength and let it flourish, instead of using it for themselves and relying on it, such as the way the Blight Parents use Amity as a means of social status, or how Belos relies on indoctrinating the youth to replace the older generation of witches who’ve seen what society was like before him!

          Maybe this idea even ties to my speculation of Boscha’s mother treating her as an emotional crutch… In general it connects with themes of mutalism VS parasitism, while at the same time the show balances this with the idea that people shouldn’t feel obligated towards one another, either, and that love is unconditional! About being able to give to one another, but making sure not to take either… Though with adults towards children, there is always that rightful obligation to make sure they do well, and to do more for them and expect nothing in return!

          And the concept of unconditional love ties with how some characters treat their love as conditional, such as how Lilith initially loves only the idea of what she wants for Eda, and while Eda DOES make her love conditional on the idea of Lilith of accepting her found family… It’s the idea that Eda’s love is ‘conditional’ on Lilith’s being unconditional as well, and a reaction to what Lilith did in the first place!

[redphrite]

bro please shgut the fucvk up donmt do thgis to me

by this time next month, Steven Universe will be over

[wannalivenah]

Hello everyone of the Ana community, my name is Ty. I’m 15 (almost 16), I have depression, anxiety, and a severe Ed.

I’ve had one for a while, and this account is for me to stay motivated and on track. I’ll try to post daily updates, and maybe thinspo. This is also an outlet for my emotions, thoughts, and things I can’t talk about with those in my life, so expect a few rants, lol.

I don’t have a scale so I can’t weigh myself but I’ll mention any changes I see and/or feel.

H: 5’4” (wish I was 5’6”)

SW: ~180 lbs

LW: ~ 140 lbs

CW: idk, lol

UGW: 90 lbs

The “plan” is to lose roughly 20lbs a month, this ensures I will at least lose 80lbs by July. In my head, I think this is attainable, if it really isn’t please don’t hesitate to let me know.

so that ‘twas my intro, looking for mutals, thank you for any support