#emo boothill

[sugarygetoo]

Bittersweet Memories

-> pairing: boothill x fem! reader.

-> cw/ tw: angst, major character death

-> wc: 562

-> an. hiii guys! Sorry for not uploading in a while, it’s a busy busy time for me and I may or may not have forgotten about this… anyways, I’m also working on another story as well so don't worry! It’ll be fluff next time I swear ;)

main masterlist. | honkai: star rail masterlist.

✎ xoxo, viz

The warm grassy fields of my home bring a sweet smile to my face, the temperature not too warm but not too cold. The sun shining gently down onto the house I call my home. Once I open the door and take off my shoes. I walk through the brightly lit hallway, painted in a light sky blue that gives the house some life from the endless green fields of our planet.

Sweet sounds of giggling coming from the kitchen, left a bright grin on my face. The smell of fresh clementines and custard emanating from that area. I peaked around the corner to see my sweet baby girl and stunning wife in the kitchen together. They were laughing together as they filled in a vanilla cake they made together, adding custard and clementines to enhance the cake’s flavour. 

I couldn’t help but quietly chuckle myself as I snuck up on my little girl first, picking her up from behind and shushing her silently so we could scare her mother. Once my angel of a wife turned around and noticed our little clementine had disappeared, her expression became that of confusion and worry. Her worries were quickly quelled when she felt my arms wrap around her waist and the loud giggling of our sweet baby girl above her.

Her body turned towards me slowly, her face was full of excitement and joy at the knowledge of my safe arrival home. 

“You really had me worried, my love. I thought something happened to our precious little clementine. But never mind that, I’m beyond overjoyed that you’ve returned home. Why don’t you get yourself cleaned up, our little treat for you should be all ready by then.”

She spoke with a gentle and loving voice that it was hard not to agree with her honest request. I lifted our little girl up into the air to kiss her cheek and make her giggle. Once she was placed on the floor, I made sure to grab my wife’s waist and give her a deep, passionately loving kiss on her lips which made her giggle, just like our little girl. 

We parted after only a few seconds but it was more than enough for the both of us to savour each other. I grin widely while lingering on my wife’s hips before eventually leaving to remove all the grime and dirt on my skin that had accumulated over the day while I was gone. 

Our little girl waved goodbye to me with a big, toothy smile as my wife gave me a small, softer one; she gave me a tiny wave as I disappeared into the hall. While walking back down the hallway. The brightly coloured walls slowly dimmed darker and ashier than before. 

By the time I got to the stairway and turned around, I was standing in what was the front entrance. All it was now was turned to ash and rubble. Only the structure of my home was left. My eyes went wide with horror as I ran to the kitchen again. Laying in the ash was a little cloth doll in a bright orange dress and a gold ring band with one small but beautiful sapphire embedded inside the metal. 

It was my daughter’s favourite doll and my wife’s wedding ring.

Oh… Oh no… I couldn’t save them… Again.

Another. Fudgin’. Dream.

@ sugarygetoo, all rights reserved.

[starrycove]

oh boothill... :')

[azul135]

silly emo boothill

Two of the best things ever (i got lazy)

[hakusins]

My wife is finally home 🫶💕💕💕

[borealiszero]

I GOT MOZE E1 LETS FUCKIN GO!!!!!!!!

[chronicmisfit]

Showing my friend IkeVil

So a few warnings before I get into this: Alfons slander, Roger slander, Victor slander, Rude language in general, many random twisted wonderland references, and some risque images of a couple characters.

Sorry some of the coloration is fucked, I tried to fix it and can't.

Me = Orange Him = green

Alr here’s the first guy

He looks like he'd call me slurs while also being the gayest mf ever

sksksks Anything else?

Bro must struggle playing piano with them long ass purr nails I respect the dedication HE GOT THE COLOR PALETTE OF THAT ONE ROBOT THAT EVERYONE ON TWITTER IS MAKING CORN OF BOOTHILL??

Okay I will tell you about him now, and I want you to react again once i do His name is William Rex, he is one of my favorite two, he has the power to command someone to do what he wishes against their will, and he likes to help people become their own master.

Alright azul 2.0 I see what you’re doing Does he have a cringe gamer bf to top it off

He’s not the one I would compare to Azul

OOO I wanna guess which one it is

His curse is called the Curse of the Self-Righteous Monarch, so he's evil Riddle William’s* Is

BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA Alright so stick in the ass guy, I get it replying to 'William’s*', William Afton Ar ar ar ar

Next guy

That’s a whole ass final boss of twinks

Pfffff okay before I tell you more, do you or do you not think this is the guy who I would compare to azul

err no

you’re right

doesn’t give azul vibes from that stare He gives tiktok fuck boy

This is Liam Evans, he has the power to turn invisible from the curse of the Curious Cat (che'nya core), he is depressed and is so curious that he keeps trying to do things that would kill him

nvm i take back he’s cooler than any tiktok fuckboys

adfjhsflasjfhkdhkjlasfd HOW IS HE COOLER

Depressed Rizz or smth

Fair Next guy

sighs Sighs Sighs

what

Smash, sadly

ajdsalfjhkjasfd

IT’S THE LEANING ALRIGHT

that’s fine he’s the most normal boyfriend-wise of them all

BAHAHAHAH

if you ignore the pathological lying

All fictional husbands have to be a little insane its fine

His name is Harrison Gray, he has the power to tell when people are lying from the curse of the lying fox. He likes to read mystery novels.

I like him I want him

Lemme send you a NSFW pic if i can find one

WOOOOO

MC is a girl btw (L moment)

L MOMENT BUT HE’S FINE SO ITS ALR

next guy

Damn you thought you could slide in a french guy and have me not notice/j

HE’S ACTUALLY NOT FRENCH

AHAHAHAHAH

HE’S A BRITISH NOBLE

God bless

This is Lord Elbert Greetia, he is an Earl. He has the power to make someone see their saddest moment when he steps on their shadow (he has trauma from this). His curse is the curse of the Greedy Queen (Vil core). And he has an obsession with hoarding beautiful things (he is the yandere of the cast)

Dragon Core with the last one

dragon core omg you’re right I almost forgot this asshole’s name ;~;

HE LOOKS LIKE AN ASSHOLE

HE'S SUS (i still love him, but he aint a fave)

AHAHAHA

His name is Alfons Sylvatica, he can change people's perception by touching the nap of their neck and whispering in their ear. His curse is the magic mirror. He has probably fucked half the cast of this game.

Me personally? I think he’s cringe

OKAY BUT-

LOOKIT HIM

… Tempting

yes Exactly Next guy

NVM THAT ONES UGLY IM SORRY HE’S SCARY

adljhkfajkdfasdfafas

HE SCARES ME

I HATE HIM TOO DW

(Note: He grew on me since this convo)

HE’S WORSE THAN THE PREVIOUS I HATE HIM GET HIM AWAY FROM ME WHYS HE SO UGLY HE LOOKS LIKE HE’D HOLD AN ALPHA PODCAST

His name is Roger Barel, he can hear anything within 100m of him (selectively, so he wouldnt hear you fucking harrison). His curse is the traitorous huntsman (rook core but looks like trey). He drinks beer and wont stop flirting with Alfons' MC You see the resemblance right?

I hate that I see it Trey I’M so sorry you have to be compared to an ugly ass bitch

pffff Next guy

btw lemme know when you think someone might be the guy that reminds me of azul

emo He’s either really nice or manipulative ass

You’re right he’s def one of those

my bet has to be on the latest

wym

I mean he looks manipulative AGAHAHAH Sorry emo boy if you are not…

His name is Ellis Twilight, he has the power to bind people's hands together by tapping their head via the curse of the briar thorns. He is obsessed with happiness and will do anything to make someone else happy (once they have their happiest moment he will kill them) ([friend] likes him- [friend] is banned from playing the game for 2 more years tho)

Awe he's so sweet!!!! (What the fuck) AHAHAH

THIS GAME IS NSFW AND [friend] IS BB

AHSHS Yeah I could’ve guessed it was

like in alfons' route (unreleased rn) it goes so into detail-

I want him dead Negative rizz

AND ALFONS USES HIS POWER TO MAKE MC THINK THEY'RE LOVERS LIKE- IN CHAPTER 1 OR 2

BROTHER THIS GUY STINKS

Next guy

Is this the azul

There's only one more guy after this so i wanna wait until i send his pick before answering just so you know all the options What do you think of this guy

I like this one I would Bottom text Would He may look a tad bit evil but i’ll allow it

replying to ‘i like this one’, I don't (similar to crowley ah-)

OH A LOSER SO I LIKE THIS ONE EVEN MORE

This is Victor. We don't know his surname. We don't know his curse. We don't know his power. BUT HE IS THE DAD OF THE GROUP, dad jokes, cockblocking harrison and MC, magic tricks

(NOTE: I figured out what his power is since then-)

I want him

kskssksksks There’s like- no content for victor On tumblr

(NOTE: I found which tag the victor content is on)

I hate it here

Final guy

OH HELLO SAILLOOR

REAL

Is THIS the azul one

YES

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA OFC

remember william-? he was one of my favorites? (one moment i need to get some images)

YEA

I’M MARRIED TO WILLIAM AND THIS GUY

HAHAHAHA WIN

HIS NAME IS JUDE JAZZA, he can put someone to sleep by tapping their forehead via the curse of the thirteenth wizard (idk why wizard, it's just malleus core-). HE IS A MOBSTER, A SADIST, AND HE GETS OFF BY BULLYING MC, I LOVE HIM He’s ellis’ boss btw

more like dude zaza BAHAHAHA

Jude and William are my husbands <3

Got two hands for the two of them

Jude legit would give you a check and tell you to write whatever number you want on it... but then make you work to pay him back for it. So he is sugar daddy, but also kinky William canonically would use his power on MC for sex while he's drunk So you like- Harrison, Victor and Jude?

responding to the william info, DAMN Nods

I’m gonna be doing harrison’s main story route after I finish william’s I’ll send you any nsfw or near nsfw ss i see

IM WINNING

[witchydespoina]

Honkai Star Rail has infested my brain like a parasite and honestly it’s because the Penacony story is so funny. Like yeah the space IRS sent a gambling suicidal employee blessed by their God to uncover the dirt on what’s essentially Disney-world mixed with cosmic horror. The trailblazer gains the blessing of an all powerful cosmic being by wearing a fuckass hat. The sweetest girl in the world is actually a Gundam who’s a part of the emo space mafia. Toxic lesbian tango Yuri. This universes version of Chuu from Loona has a brother who’s a priest and we run him over with a train several times. Boothill.

[catsakuma]

i am a loser i am in love with boothill and now they are emo boyfriends

[anoddworld]

I love the general reaction of “Boothill jumpscare” because nobody (not even me) thought he’d be teased so soon. Everyone was thinking like Sam, Firefly, or Screwllum. Nope! Emo space cowboy jumpscare!

[yestrday]

who’s your fav hsr character? mine is kinda basic, but it’s stelle. she’s so funny

we're the same bro... i love stelle sm it's insane shes so fucking stupid and my mind goes crazy every time i think about the time she spent with the stellaron hunters like whaaaat. was she evil. was she emo. did she do stellaron evil biddings. what was she liiiiikeeee

also i love welt ever since he showed up on honkai impact 3rd. i love my old men. and boothill has been rotating in my brain like a rotiserrie chicken ever since he was announced

[strdstd-m]

{I'm honestly so heckin emo about Boothill & his transformation into his cyborg body (most likely against his will), & how he still manages to keep up a more or less positive attitude, even if he does seem overly-reckless as a result of his body giving him a sense of invincibility. Yet, knowing his vengeance against the IPC thing... still makes me think they were behind him getting his body, them wanting to make the perfect weapon, probably putting him through all these grueling durability tests, strenuous weapons testing, sending him out on missions without a care for his well-being. Well, only caring about the condition of his body when he returned-

What truly gets me, though, is he was likely just a simple young man, living his life with his little gang of outlaws on Talia (aka the planet I hc him to be from), until the IPC probably caught wind of his skills somehow, resulting in them taking out his gang and Boothill himself in the process on accident. Which gave them the chance they truly wanted; to mold him into the perfect weapon with no memories of his past life after they revive him. Exactly what they did. Leading to his dehumanization of himself through their treatment of him.

Which, ofc, would traumatize him, even if he doesn't openly show it due to his outward persona & vibe. But when he's alone, do you think it starts getting to him? How he can't stand looking reflections bc that's only reminders of what was taken from him? How phantom pains/sensations start acting up, the flashes of waking up due to whatever sedatives that had him under wearing off to searing pain as his body was put together?

How he wants to show the IPC how disturbed & traumatized he is due to them, spitting their creation of him back in their faces.}

[vampseraph]

★ ⎯ TO DO

kazuha (gi) npts ghost king npts ena shinonome (pjsk) npts

★ ⎯ DONE

rose ++ daffodil themed npts happy little ghost npts angelic ++ heaven npts twilight sparkle (mlp) npts rarity (mlp) npts kaveh (gi) npts candy ++ pink npts baking ++ cutesy npts miku (vocaloid) npts furina (gi) names ++ pronouns scene ++ emo npts deer npts stranger (omori) npts ichika hoshino (pjsk) npts toxxine (wakfu) names ++ pronouns captain spaceboy (omori) npts kagamine len (vocaloid) npts jester npts cowboy npts puppy npts angel ++ technology npts my melody (sanrio) npts kagamine rin (vocaloid) npts sunny (omori) npts minori hanasato (pjsk) npts magical girl/boy npts aubrey (omori) npts venti (gi) npts hu tao (gi) npts qiao ling (link click) npts boothill (hsr) npts xiao (gi) npts shiver (splatoon) npts scaramouche (gi) npts

[azul135]

⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆Intro Post⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺

this does NOT look good at all but that’s fine, I’m not good at designing :,D

⋆༺𓆩Basic Information𓆪༻⋆

⛧ HIHII!!! You can call me Ayna or Azul (Both are great >< !!!)

⛧ I am a 17 year old girl :3 ! My pronouns are preferably she/her but anything else is also a-okay!!

⛧ I’m a polyamorous (sapphic) lesbian ^o^!

♱ My Interests, and stuff ! ♱

⛧ My BIGGEST interests ever are Boothill (From HSR), Wataru (From Enstars), 2000s emo/scene fashion & music, and Death Note ! (FANS OF THESE THINGS PLSPLSPLSPLSP TALK TO ME!!!!)

⛧ Music I’m in to are bands like NSN, PTV, I Hate Myself, Our Eyes Go Blank Tonight, etc. I am also into Vocaloid, more specifically Gakupo! I occasionally listen to R&B, Rock, and some Pop! (>-0)b !!!

⛧ Some other fandoms I’m in besides what I’ve mentioned before are SHTDN, Zeno remake, A3!, PJSK, HXH, WUWA, TGCF, SVSSS, Black Butler, Sweetest Valentine, LaD, All studio investigrave games, Alien Stage, aaannnddd thats it I think!? ⛧ What I like to do are things like crafts, paintings, or, ofc, drawing! I also like studying, like taking notes and stuff, idk why I just love it sm. AND LISTENING TO MUSIC AND DRESSING UP!!!!!!!!

!!!! DNI. !!!!

⛧ -15, 20+, any kind of bigotry, rude people, Z!onists, Anti-Neopronouns, and Mika Producers (/j I love u Mika fans) ⛧ Yeah I think thats it. I’m a pretty open person tbh.

Okie thats it, congrats on making it to the end!!! If you did read this all, thank you :]

[lonestarss]

wait, I misunderstood the assignment. BOOTHILL AND TIGHNARI FOR THE ASK GAME!

BLORBO SQUARED HOLY SHIT!!!!! sorry if this turns out to be like a novel i'm so normal about these two specifically i promise

my first impression

tighnari: i thought he was so cute and funny but also so goddamn pale. i remember getting really into his dialogue because unlike other genshin characters he actually had a backbone

boothill: it was love at first sight tbh. i was immediately like "COWBOY??? FREAKY COWBOY THAT HATES THE IPC??" because i'm gay and southern, and as we got to know more and more i got So Much Worse.

my impression now

tighnari: FUCKKKKK. he's my second favorite genshin character. i love how kind and caring he is and i love how he chooses to be that kind. i love how much he devotes himself to his work. i love his "do no harm, take no shit" mentality. i even learned to love his fuckass bob in time.

boothill: he got me back into honkai star rail after nearly a year of not interacting with it. i'm obsessed with him. he feels like an oc because of how tailor made he is for me. he's sooooo fucked up and soooooo goddamn tragic and i love how weirdly respectful hoyoverse was with coding him as indigenous. i just. fuck there's so much i love about both of them but i'm already yapping enough so.

favorite thing about that character

tighnari: i love how fucking mean he is at times! like i said his backbone and standing up for others was a big appealing factor for me.

boothill: HE'S SO SILLY........ LIKE DESPITE EVERYTHING HE'S KEPT HIS WHIMSY AND SENSE OF HUMOR.......... also his synesthesia beacon malfunctioning is the funniest shit ever as a southerner who swears like a sailor.

least favorite thing

tighnari: like acheron, it's unfortunately his design. i get what they were trying to do but they just... didn't execute it that well imo.

boothill: his stupid emo bangs and the way that some of his dialogue is written irks me a little bit. it's very "trying to make it Really Clear that he has a southern accent" especially in his character stories, which doesn't even make sense to me because his accent isn't even that thick??

favorite line/scene

tighnari: "don't be afraid to make mistakes. it's all part of the learning process."

boothill: "in this life, you gotta believe in some things and doubt others. believe in folks' good intentions, the value of courage, and all that other hodgepodge. but never believe that these good things will just fall into your lap— you gotta make them happen."

favorite interaction that character has with another

tighnari: i don't think i have to answer this one for him, do i.

boothill: he hasn't interacted with many characters thus far, but i do really love his dynamic with argenti. can't pick out a specific scene right now though.

a character that I wish that character would interact with more

tighnari: DEHYA AND CANDACE..... THEY COULDV'E BEEN SO GOOD AS BESTIES BUT THEY BARELY DID ANYTHING WITH THEM

boothill: if we ever got canon gallahill interactions oh i would've been sooooo insufferable. be grateful it never happened.

another character from another fandom that reminds me of that character

i'm unsure for both of them lmao

a headcanon about that character

tighnari: have i spread the demisexual tighnari agenda enough lately? i don't think so. WOE ACESPEC NARI BE UPON YE

boothill: he has pica and was that kid on the playground that would eat grass and sand. now that he has a cyborg body, he can indulge these whims without harming himself.

a song that reminds of that character

tighnari: pink + white by frank ocean

boothill: baby said by måneskin

an unpopular opinion about that character

tighnari: neither of his english voices are good. please hop on chinese/korean tighnari.

boothill: jokes about boothill being a cowboy/southern became stale and tacky back in may. why do you think him not being perfectly literate is funny? answer quickly.

favorite picture

2 apples tall nari + boothill being cuntyyyyyyy. honorable mentions go to the tighnari sitting emote and boothill's battle pass pfp

[strdstd]

{Sometimes I remember that Boothill no longer has the ability to cry... and it makes me emo thinking he took the ability to cry away from himself so he wouldn't let emotions get in the way or allow himself to be "weak" by crying & I am Unwell-}

[simonisferal]

” she could ride my face, i don’t want nothin’ in return ”

recent , masterlist , (headliner! , not you again! , scaredy cat, wdihtdtgyn , tmwoh, food wars! )

he/they, latino, scara/furina/sethos kinnie

simon AKA mr. emo man

wanderer/kinich & boothill main | ar 57 tl 35

“ except for some her time and all her love, that’s my concern ”

anons: apple pie anon, mocha, donut, cannibal, 🦆, 🐀