#eli reads haikyuu

[getosugurusbangs]

shoyo hinata anxiety moodboard

[melodiclune]

Watching two mutuals (cough Chen and Eli) read Haikyuu and enjoy it as much as I did is one of the nicest things ever heheh.

[permanentreverie]

tagged by @the-old-fashioned-girl, thanks girl <3 <3

three non-romantic duos: rin and kitay from the poppy war, kell and rhy from a darker shades of magic, victor and eli from villains

a ship that might surprise others: I suppose alina and the darkling from the grisha trilogy? I could go deep into /why/ but I don't feel like it akjfskjsf

last song: the first snow from the goblin ost

last film: I believe it was a rewatch of spiritied away <3 i want to rewatch atonement sometime soon since i just finished reading the book!

currently reading: I just started the book of life by deborah harkness, but i will be picking up the stolen heir and the infernal devices trilogy from the library tomorrow

currently watching: I need to cleanse out my watchlist, but actively watching tell me that you love me, spy x family, haikyuu, and destined with you!

currently consuming: water and peanuts

currently craving: rice and lamb stirfry

tagging @mixtapedoh @ohwarnette @thestarlessea @jamesscarstairs @cordiallyfuturedwight @pallases @daisysjones

[ashbournes]

—Tales from the Depths.

I am Elios River Ashbourne, but I go by a few different names depending on how you feel most comfortable addressing me. You can call me El, Eli or Iyos—whatever feels right to you. I like keeping things flexible that way. Born under the sign of Taurus, I’ve got that grounded, steady energy that keeps me level-headed, but I’m also drawn to deeper connections and experiences rather than just skimming the surface. As an INFJ, I tend to be a bit on the quieter side, always observing, feeling things out, and trying to get to the heart of whatever’s in front of me. Life is a mix of the seen and the unseen, and I’m all about understanding both.

And yes, before you ask, I’m definitely of legal age (24+)! I might have the soul of someone who's seen a lot, but I promise I’m also here for the fun and adventure life brings.

Oh, and if we were at Hogwarts, I’d be kicking it in Ravenclaw, no question. That’s where all the curious minds hang out, always learning, always seeking answers. You’d probably find me tucked away in some corner with a book or deep in conversation about the meaning of life—or, you know, something just as chill.

Here are some of my favorite things that might help you get to know me better: I absolutely love cats—they’re just full of personality and always make me smile. I’m also a bit of a coffee addict; nothing like a great cup of coffee to kickstart my day.

The ocean holds a special place in my heart. I find so much peace and inspiration by the sea, whether it’s listening to the waves or taking in the view.

When it comes to reading, I’m a huge fan of fantasy books. Getting lost in magical worlds where anything can happen is my jam. Some of my top picks are Harry Potter, Percy Jackson, and my favorite one, Heroes of Olympus. I also enjoy reading manhwa like Solo Leveling, Tower of God, and Omniscient Reader's Viewpoint. Each of these series takes me on amazing adventures filled with friendship and courage, and I can’t get enough. Whether curled up with a good book or sipping coffee by the ocean, I really treasure those little moments.

When it comes to what I like to watch, I’m all about fantasy, adventure, and thrillers. I really enjoy stuff like Harry Potter, Percy Jackson, Narnia, and Transformers. And I can’t forget about anime! I’m a huge fan of shows like Haikyuu, Jujutsu Kaisen, Demon Slayer, Wind Breaker, Attack on Titan, and Blue Lock. There are so many great series out there that keep me entertained and coming back for more!

I also have a deep passion for music and love exploring various genres. I’m pretty open-minded when it comes to what I listen to, but there are definitely some artists I find myself going back to again and again. Some of my favorites include The Weeknd, Simple Plan, The Vamps, 5SOS, Arctic Monkey, The 1975, One Ok Rock, MCR, JKT48, Dewa 19, Juicy Luicy, and SO7. Each of these artists brings something unique to the table, and their songs often resonate with my mood or vibe.

When it comes to K-pop, I’m especially drawn to groups like ENHYPEN, IVE, Stray Kids, Aespa, TWICE, TXT, KIOF, The Boyz, STAYC, Triple S, and Boy Next Door. Their catchy tunes and incredible performances never fail to put me in a good mood.

DNFI — You're under 17 internationally, you might want to think twice before following me, since some of my posts may have a bit of profanity and may not be the best fit for you. Also, if you’re into zionism, homophobic, like spread hate, or have issues with any religions or beliefs, this probably isn’t the right place for you. We wouldn’t vibe well, so it’s best if you just move along. Thanks!

[infloresco]

𝐏𝐄𝐎𝐏𝐋𝐄 𝐈'𝐃 𝐋𝐈𝐊𝐄 𝐓𝐎 𝐆𝐄𝐓 𝐓𝐎 𝐊𝐍𝐎𝐖 𝐁𝐄𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐑! // (tagged by @enruiinasl)

alias / name: janice / birdie

pronouns: she/her

birthday: december 18

zodiac sign:  sagittarius

height:   5'4

hobbies:   reading, writing, playing video games, watching crime documentaries, watching tv shows and anime, collecting pens (i consider it a hobby lol)

favorite color: ummm favorite of all time is blue, but I have a slight obsession with purple and green and I blame Barney for that haha.

favorite book:I i cannot in good conscious pick simply one book so I'm gonna list a few I've enjoyed a lot: The book thief by Markus Zusak, A darker shade of magic V.E. Schwab, Stalking Jack the Ripper by Kerri Maniscalco, A river enchanted by Rebecca Ross, Three dark queens by Kendare Blake, To Kill A mockingbird by Harper Lee, The Alchemist by Paulo Coehlo, The invisible life of Addie Larue.

last song:  The lakes by Taylor Swift.

last film / show: Haikyuu For like the millionth time but it is comfort for me

recent reads:  uhhh I haven't read anything in the last few months the last thing I read was Deadlock Rebels by Lyndsay Ely. I needed muse for my girly Ashe.

inspiration:  honestly music and reading. It heavily influences my mood and my writing.

story behind url: I really wanted something the embodied the word blooming.

fun fact about me: i'm from Puerto Rico (is that even a fun fact?) I moved about five years ago to the state and I suck at making friends :P

Tagging: you, yes you!

[finn-writes-stuff]

A handful of some of my writing mutuals that you should absolutely check out!

@elliotneedshelp

An IRL friend of mine! They write a bunch of fandoms, including RE8, DSMP, BNHA, Undertale, and more! They help me out with my own writing whenever I'm struggling with ideas and motivation.

@bruhhhh-huhhhhh

They were originally one of my anons, but they've started writing their own stuff now! I love their writing style so much, and they're in general a joy to interact with. They write for the DSMP, RE8, Slashers, and Dead By Daylight characters!

@jschllatt

The fact that she's following me is??? Amazing? What??? Her writing is genuinely so amazing. She currently writes for MCYT, and you need to go check out her blog if you're interested in that

@itstheimperfectwriter

I don't really interact with them, but I like their writing style and the way that they format their posts! They write for MCYT, Stranger things, Haikyuu, Castlevania, RE8, and Marvel!

@spacehumanwrites

They post RE8 fics! I really look forward to seeing their fics on my dashboard, and they seem so sweet!!

@milqueandsugar

I didn't really register the fact that she followed me until earlier today?? What???? Their fics are always so well written???? They write DSMP fics, and you have to go read them. Also, her blog has such a nice overall aesthetic

@jas-the-simp

We've been mutuals for a bit but they just started writing and posting fics recently! She writes for The Arcana and potentially RE8, go send them requests!!! I love her writing

@soft-boi-eli

He writes MCYT fics and they're so good!! His fics always make me so soft :3 Go read them!!!

@dominickle

They generally only write for C!Techno and C!Wilbur romantically, but their fics are so good. And I'm not going to lie, their smut fics just about kill me every time.

@homosexuality-at-its-finest

His blog is so well put together and he writes for a bunch of fandoms! Marvel, Harry Potter, Detroit Become Human, The Witcher, Hannibal, and RE8.

@graythemoth

Gray my beloved. They've recently pulled me into the TF2 fandom. It writes headcanons here and there for Stardew Valley, TF2, and Sally Face, Go check out his blog!!

[tis-the-boards-season]

Wow thanks for tagging!!! Sorry I'm seeing it so late though

A) I'm doing better!! I'm doing so much more better and I'm proud of myself for that

B) oh boy fanfiction counts, right?? It was a Haikyuu fic called "Like Perennials" by @companions https://archiveofourown.org/works/4259298

Liste. Listen. I know people say this a lot and most fics are really good, but this is one of the best stor ies I've ever read, not just fanfiction. It's pretty short too, and I genuinely think everyone should give this a shot. I cannnot express just how amazing this story truly is, and I've already left very rambly comments on ao3 and sent @companions an ask too. It's a time travel/bounty hunter fic with a non linear narrative and so many details and motifs. I never notice details in fics and it takes me at least 2 re-reads to actually understand the plot and it's the same here, but this fic made me feel so....small, somehow. It makes me feel weirdly melancholy even though it doesn't have a sad ending, technically. The writing is out of the world, and I could actually hear the characters talking to each other and visualise their expressions. Reading this was such an amazing experience and I really wish I could share it with someone. Please please come scream at me if you've read this fic I need to talk to someone about it.

C) Oh hmmmmm I've never really been allowed to explore makeup and my mom kind of frowns upon acting too feminine (there's a lot of internalised misogyny the that I'm not going to youch with a 10 foot pole) and I would really really love to do well on a few tests or just have a really good day, so it's definitely the luck vial, no doubts there.

D) Definitely can't answer that, seeing as it changes very few weeks. Right now it's Hyacinthus by Aidoneus or Two Birds by Regina Spektor. Both are really good and worth a listen. Ribs by Lorde is also a favourite

I'm a huge Taylor Swift fan and she's definitely the artist I listen to the most, but I think she won't be my faourite if I actually explore other music instead of sticking to the same songs that I always listen to.

Thank you so much for tagging me, you just made my day!!

@rise-deepseamonster @eli-is-doing-things @asexualotls-are-underrated @jasontoddispoly

Feel free to answer or not, I love you guys and really want to get to know youand of course please ignore this if you don't want to respond

i wanna connect more here to feed my soul [the loneliness is more horrifying than anyone can imagine]

if you're a stranger,

(a) how are you? no, really, how are you? feel free to vent

(b) last media consumed you liked/would recommend? go on a rant about it if you must.

(c) which power would you rather have: have an outfit along with perfect makeup materialise on you as soon as you visualise it OR have 10 vials (1 vial = 24 hours) of lucky potion to last you a lifetime

(d) favorite song of all time? favorite artist of all time

°•. ☆ ♧ tagging @ninacarstairss @tis-the-boards-season @indubitably-eternally-confused @bookishjules @mainepdf but tag other ppl

[theunconcernedembalmer]

what’s the issue with elisop? is it just bc you hc aesop as ace? im so concerned by seeing ppl adamantly opposed to mlm/wlw ships but im also genuinely curious about why you dislike it and other lgbt ships so much lol

hmm. that is a strong accusation, n i find it just a bit odd. are you new here? or perhaps you are taking personal offense at my dislike towards a favourite ship of yours and using the lgbt argument as moral high ground?

whatever the case may be, i thank you for asking. if u r truly looking for an answer, its below the cut n it is very very long. mind u these are all my personal opinions n i am in no way policing how others enjoy ships. just in case this wasnt clear; i dont wish to start discourse on this blog, especially since my takes are probably... unpopular.

firstly i would like to address the “disliking lgbt ships” bit, because this has very strong implications in itself. i have nothing against lgbt ships. i enjoy them, even. if the two characters have chemistry between each other, i ship it. however, the moment characterization is broken for the sake of romance, i lose interest. this is generally my stance on ships in general, n this applies for both straight n lgbt ships. 

the ships themselves are fine. however, i do have issues with the ship dynamics, so ill let u in on that.

i want to touch on mlm ships in particular; i believe u are familiar with the top/bottom dynamic that is rampant in these kinds of ships? (i wont deny that this dynamic can be found in other types of ships, but for arguments sake i will be focusing on gay ships because i feel that this occurs more commonly here) its such a popular dynamic that is prone to stripping the personality from one if not both characters, only for them to be reduced to being dominant/submissive. for a character to be pigeonholed into a stereotypical category based on... preferred sexual positions? its just downright insulting, never mind the larger more problematic implications of it. top/bottom is not indicative of someones personality, by the way. flattening multi dimensional characters into these stereotypes is so so so insulting.

unfortunately this is The Most Popular portrayal of just about any gay ship around. ive seen it being used everywhere in so many fandoms n it just about becomes apparent to me that ppl come to stories looking for a Ship. not the stories, nor the characters, just a ship. while id like to say theres nothing wrong with that, keep in mind not everyone is just looking for 2 characters that look pretty next to each other. if i ship something, i see interesting n meaningful interactions between 2 characters, which is so often not the case once u bring in the top/bottom dynamic. why is it so popular? because somehow this is what ppl like from a gay ship n hence it sells. ppl want the drama, characterizations be damned. ppl want to see the big kiss that happens in the end, n maybe the sexy parts that come after. characterizations be damned.

so u can say im a little wary of gay ships when they cross my feed. hell, as a joseph aesop shipper i see this trope everywhere n im pretty disappointed as well. small tangent but i feel like this is the reason why zh0ngli n ch1lde is so popular in g3nshin. i try to see the appeal, i really do, but after a long while of analyzing their respective characters i dont think they have as much chemistry as ppl think they do. dont even get me started on how incredibly ooc they make either of these very interesting n unique characters in ship portrayals. all because of the top/bottom dynamic that ppl want to see. i say this for that particular ship, but this is pretty much the case for a lot of ships out there, n the latter part is painfully true even when the 2 characters do have potential between each other. ill say it again im disgusted by the blatant disrespect to the characterizations if all ppl ever want is 2 pretty puppets to mush lips together. cos thats what theyre essentially reduced to this way.

n its so obvious to see when an artist subscribes to this rhetoric, because u can so clearly see it in the way they draw their characters. the “top” generally has sharper features to go with their “dominating personality”, while the “bottom” has disturbingly softer, feminine, dare i say sometimes child like features “to submit”. n thats where the uwu soft gay trope comes from, i believe. which, in case u still dont know, i hate with a burning passion.

so again for ppl with impaired reading comprehension, im fine with ships, including lgbt ones, but the moment u break characterization for the sake of the ship, im not that okay with it. u want to do it for a short crack comic? fine. but if thats the only way ur portraying the 2 characters then im immediately wary of ur content. ill still look at it cos usually the art is really good, but im very very wary. so im not “adamantly opposed”, just very critical of how the ships are being portrayed. if other ppl want to enjoy their ships like that, sure. just dont expect me to join in on something i dont agree on.

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now id like to address not shipping “because i hc aesop as ace”. for ppl who are new to the blog (hello there), im an ace in a romantic relationship, so thats definitely not the reason i dont ship elisop. its more of being in a relationship has largely shaped my views towards romance as a whole. even before i met my boyfriend, i hated the romance genre in stories n media. most of it comes off as incredibly forced, especially those love triangles they seem to love putting into teen novels. thats one reason why i stopped reading when i was younger, but i digress.

did i partake in shipping when i was younger? i did. for a gay ship too (if anyone really wants to know, its kurotsukki from haikyuu. at least this was one that i can remember, i was mostly working on my 20 odd ocs for the longest time). i also used to write little short romance ficlets that i never posted anywhere cos i hated (n still do hate) my writing. but writing romance when u dont have experience was really just a way of projecting n probably a way of coping for myself, not that i knew at that time. but after i actually started a relationship with my boyfriend (whom i love n cherish a lot thank u very much), i began to see how much all these have skewed my views towards romance n have actually done some harm to our relationship. the bullshit that the general media feeds u constantly doesnt help in the slightest either.

quick topic shift to elisop in particular (about time, right?). i already stated that i only ship characters if i sense chemistry between the two personalities, n if u have seen the part where i dont ship elisop then u must have seen how agonized i am over not being able to have a concrete personality for eli. that is the main problem i have with elisop: eli does not feel like a solid character to me. n that is a huge problem, because if he doesnt have any defining characteristics besides being mild n nice, then he can be whoever i want him to be. (i have done this in my exorcist comics, i will admit this. n the fact that i can just do that... it really does not sit well with me personally.)

n that is dangerous.

back to young me doing lil ship things. i think its also pretty safe to say when u really do ship 2 characters, chances are u kinda really relate very very hard to at least one of them. that very quickly can turn into projecting, n shipping therefore is not “exploring the relationship between 2 characters” n it becomes “my preferred dating simulator 101″. of course this isnt always the case, but at least it was for me, n subconsciously it might be for lots of ppl too. n since this is ur mental playground, u call the shots, n there is no consequences if u slightly (or even entirely) alter one or both personalities to fit ur desired narrative. n u wouldnt even notice or know, cos ur blind to ur own biasness.

we bring our perceived notions into real life, im sure u know that. so when ur partner does not become that perfect knight in shining armour, or when they get upset at things that u do (which is a very normal thing by the way), n u think (very subconsciously), That isnt what my otp would do, something is wrong here (nothing is wrong, actually its just ur skewed perception of a stable romantic relationship). why wouldnt ur otp do this? because u are both halves of ur otps, there is no hidden secrets between them (apart from the pining part but thats irrelevant), n again they have been altered to fit ur preferred narrative. 

a real relationship requires a lot of communication between parties, because newsflash, liking someone doesnt mean that u have to like every single thing they do, they will make mistakes n it will hurt u, n guess what, the reverse is also true. if u do go with absoutely anything that they would do with 0 objections whatsoever, ur not crushing on someone, ur idolizing them, n that power imbalance is detrimental to a relationship. these things are not obvious to ppl, especially when the whole climate is hell bent on getting into romantic relationships by a certain age or some bullshit. communication is key n is pretty much the only way to solve relationship issues, because the other person has a lot that u r not seeing n vice versa. as similar as 2 ppl can be, i doubt u can have 100% the same thoughts on all things. i dont make the rules.

so in ur mental playground u focus on the fluffy parts, maybe there is communication, but rarely is there any meaningful conflict. thats unrealistic, n if u bring that mindset to an actual relationship, thats not going to end well. i say meaningful conflict, because yes, generally u shouldnt have conflicts with ur significant other. but inevitably when ur with each other for long enough, u will realize that there are habits that u must change in order to be with the other person. habits that are harmful to the other person directly, or harmful habits towards yourself that indirectly harm the other person. these are meaningful in a sense that if left alone, it will manifest into larger problems that will harm u, the other person n the relationship as a whole. its meaningful to the relationship.

all these is made even worse if ur neurodivergent. maladaptive coping practices, self sabotaging behaviours, inherent disabilities. all these must be adjusted n addressed. im so incredibly thankful for my boyfriend for being incredibly patient with me when working all these out, n it has not been easy for me to work on myself n all my problems, n im still not done working on them. this aspect is often not explored in romance in general (or properly), n there is a very good chance i would have still been stuck in the unhealthy mindset of “this isnt like my otp, maybe we’re not meant to be”. because loving someone is a choice. no one is made for each other, it is a conscious choice made between 2 ppl to make things work. this is how arranged marriages work, i am told, n i do see the appeal, not that it actually does appeal to me culturally.

special mention to the kurotsukki ship, cos from there i found a very, very good fic that explored their relationship before n after getting together, n it actually showed aspects of this problem in the incredibly slow burn of (at that time) 20+ chapters. it was just one fic (n a very good one at that, i believe it was called Leviticus), but it had a lesson i never thought i needed to learn, n learn it i did, with a lot of help from my dear. 

this is also probably the reason why i dont really want to delve too much into romance now. i know its a lot of work, n everything (mostly) that the media feeds u is really false advertising, but ppl eat that shit up n so it remains one of the most popular genres to date. im just very wary that if i do start on a romantic story, i want to be able to show it in a way like that fic did, the truths of relationships, because i dont want to make something that sells, i want to make something that meaningful to me, if a little indulgent. n that also includes being very careful in how the respective characterizations will change in a relationship. almost too careful now that i think about it, but its not something that i mind. i was never one for romance from the start, n now im very careful about shipping because of what happened to me persoanlly.

okay enough about me, lets talk about aesop. in any au u put the character in, the essence of the character must remain despite the change in environment. so lets say we have ur typical modern au. dead mom, check. shitty mentor doing illegal stuff? also check. autistic boy with social anxiety? we’re good to go. all these have implications on aesop as a character, n while ppl are aware of this, again the way they go about portraying it can go, in my personal opinion, very wrong. ppl who immediately woobify aesop completely because he has autism annoy me. ppl who reduce him to uwu soft boi cos he has social anxiety do not know how the disorder really works n as someone who has that i hate it to the core. ppl who do all these for the sake of ship have lost my respect. its insulting.

remember the top/bottom dynamic? not that elisop is completely free from that (even if i dont know much about eli, to put him in either one of those stereotypes feels very insulting to his character. i wont even say anything about doing it to aesop its so upsetting), but its not entirely made up of either. but now i want to introduce another trope i am very wary of, which is “i can fix him”. im sure u guys have seen the meme going around poking fun at this trope (for those who havent, its along the lines of “u can fix him? well i can be his worst nightmare”) n no doubt yall would have seen it n gotten sick of it in some forced hetero romantic bullshit. we have one damsel in distress with a saviour that solves all their problems just by existing n being romo with each other.

remember “my preferred dating simulator 101″? this is not mutually exclusive n from my point of view this is dangerously close to this trope. lets be real, if it was actually a thing that all ur deep rooted trauma magically disappears if someone were to waltz into ur life, we would want it. definitely. no painfully dissecting ur own problems n constantly facing them head on. real life states that this is not the case, but it will not stop us from dreaming. n so this trope is born n lives n will go on.

(finally) pulling aesop n eli into this, at least in my mind, u have one severely traumatized boy with lots of issues n u have this. nice mild guy who can be anything u want him to be. i hope u can see where im going with this, n thats the direction i see some elisop heading towards (i dont read a lot of elisop to be fair). if u came from my eli character talk, i mentioned that it is incredibly one sided. this is exactly what im talking about.

putting it all together in case u havent already, aesop is the damsel in distress, whose problems magically disappear because of elis godly kindness n little to no work on improving himself, n they lived happily n gayly ever after.

can u tell how much that does not appeal to me. 

never mind the butchering of character that inevitably happens somewhere somehow, the unrealistically perfect themes n implications of this trope makes me so viscerally uncomfortable. this is, of course, due to personal reasons, n i definitely see the appeal of this dynamic because i would probably have been interested in this once upon a time as well. but as i am now, with everything i have explained up there n everything i have been through, i would politely rather not.

n its difficult to think of another dynamic, because of how little i know about eli apart from him being this saint, which easily makes him a candidate for being aesops trauma panacea. never mind aesop rarely, if ever, does anything for eli as a character in return, n its so damaging to buy into this rhetoric, where a person like this who would solve all ur issues no strings attached exists somewhere in the world. they really dont. a relationship has to be mutually benefitting, or it will be draining n disastrous. maybe u say, Oh its nice to imagine it once in a while. n yeah, i agree, except once in a while is a little difficult to keep track of n that is sort of what happened to me. id rather stay as far away as possible from this kind of unrealistic fantasy, i just got this shit sorted out with myself n my boyfriend.

i have some other reasons, but theyre more personally problematic, so i wont go into them here. but this is mostly n generally why i do not ship elisop romantically. if u do, u do u, and have fun, but again dont expect me to join u. thank u for coming to my ted talk, this took a lot longer than expected.

[getosugurusbangs]

cunt

[lettrespromises]

#LettresPromises informs you : You have three notifications.

──➤ Nikki sent you a love letter to celebrate +400 followers, would you like to read it? 

𝐈 - 𝐀 𝐋𝐄𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐅𝐑𝐎𝐌 𝐌𝐄 𝐓𝐎 𝐘𝐎𝐔.

❝dear reader, first and foremost, thank you from the bottom of my heart for allowing me, yet again, to achieve this milestone. it’s very cliché to say but i would have never been able to reach such an important without your input— each like, each comment, each question, each reblog, each reading of my work gives me the greatest joy and i wish i could be able to share with you the level of happiness coursing through my mind every time it happens.  what i can do, however, is to thank you my own way by writing for you, if you’ll let me. you will see a succession of prompts separated in three categories fluff/angst/smut (please, be assured to be 18 or above to request this category), so send me a love letter with a number, a category, and the recipient of your letter (the included verses are haikyuu, one piece, my hero academia and naruto, and of course, here is a reminder that i also write for women.) and in return, i will send you a love letter right back. thank you, once again, for everything. 

sealed with an everlasting kiss, nikki.❞

𝐈𝐈 - 𝐖𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐍 𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐅𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒 𝐎𝐅 𝐀𝐍 𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐍 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐓.

dear @sasukelore, you’ve been my first friend on here and i’m still wondering how you can handle my dumb ass. i love you and respect you more than words will ever be able to say although i don’t say it a lot, thank you for always being here for me, you’re my safe person.

dear @amoroushero, where to start? the amount of love you’ve given me is too much to fit inside my smol body and i’m still in awe that you, a writer i’ve always looked up to even before starting my blog, is estimating me so much. i wish i could give you all the love in the world because you deserve nothing but the absolute best.

dear @toorusushijima, wife *insert the discord blushing emoji* never did i once think i’d be able to grow so close to someone in so little time and i just have this lingering feeling that i’ve known you since forever. words fail to describe how much i genuinely care about you and how much i love you, you’re a pure gem.

dear @kyojuroandcie, here again, i have absolutely no idea how you managed to keep up with all my bullshit this far. you have all the qualities one could dream of and i’m reminded everyday of how lucky i am to have you in my life when you barely breathe. i shall protect you at all costs, je t’aime si, si fort.

dear @aomineavenue, the first thing which comes to my mind as soon as i think about you is the urge to scream how much i love you and how much i wish i could squeeze the life out of you in a loving embrace. you make me the happiest person on a daily basis and i wish i could give you half of the serotonin you’ve given me. i love you more than kuroo tetsurou.

dear baby thots, my heart is weighing so much from all the love i have for you. every one of you, individually, is worthy of so much love and happiness. i hope one day i will be able to repay you for all the love you’ve given me, in the meantime, just know that i will cherish your presence forever, thank you for being yourselves and thank you for becoming my second home. (i hope you’ll be able to forgive me for the lack of singularity but i mean that for each and every single one of you, and i’m sending so much love to lumi, maya, skye, jeanie, jen, sol, eli and vale in particular, my heart belongs to you.)

𝐈𝐈𝐈 - 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐋𝐄𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒.

to celebrate this new milestone, and as explained earlier, i have made a list of prompts separated in three categories : fluff, angst and smut.

there will be 15 slots open. you may only demand a letter from one character at the time, please make sure to always specify the category you are picking from and ensuring you have reached the legal age to demand for smut. as for the angst prompts, you can (if you wish) demand a good or bad ending.

the available verses are : haikyuu, one piece, my hero academia and naruto, and i write for both men and women.

here is the list of the prompts, i cannot wait to receive your love letter and have a correspondance with you:

𝐈 - 𝐅𝐋𝐔𝐅𝐅

#1 “Is that my shirt?” “You mean our shirt?” #2 “It’s you, it always has been.” #3 “Kiss me.” #4 “You should probably go home.” “But I’m already home.” #5 “You’re an idiot.” “But you love me.” #6 “You took all the pillows so I’m using you as one.” #7 “Could you say that again?” “Were you not listening?” “No I was, I just like hearing your voice.” #8 “I didn’t think it was possible to love someone this much.” #9 “Can you just please hold me?” #10 “Are you blushing?” #11 “Do you want me to carry you?” #12 “Will you marry me?” #13 “I’ve been in-love with you since we were kids.” #14 “I’m never going to leave you. I promise.” #15 “Why are you wearing my sweater?” “Because it smells like you.” #16 “I just want to be there for you.” #17 “I couldn’t get you out of my mind.” #18 “You look so beautiful.” #19 “You are crushing me right now.” #20 “Stay.”

𝐈𝐈 - 𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐒𝐓

#1 “I’m leaving.” “Of course you are, that’s all you know how to do.” #2 “But it’s my fault right?” #3 “I don’t want to feel this. I want to be numb again.” #4 “You’re lying to me again. Why can’t you just tell me the truth for once?” #5 “I love you.” “No you don’t” #6 “I can’t lose you.” “You already did.” #7 “Did it mean anything to you? Did I mean anything to you?” #8 “I loved you.” “Then why did you let (her/him/them) get in between us?” #9 “Any other lies left to tell me?” #10 “When did you stop loving me?” #11 “I was happier with you.” #12 “I loved you. I loved you so so much but you hurt me.” #13 “Lie to me. I don’t care what you say, just lie to me. Make me feel okay again.” #14 “You broke me.” #15 “Sorry doesn’t fix everything.” #16 “I don’t need help! I need an end to this pain.” #17 “What am I in your life? Because as of lately I feel as though I’ve been nothing to you.” #18 “I can’t keep playing pretend.” #19 “Give me one reason why I shouldn’t leave.” #20 “I wish we never met.”

𝐈𝐈𝐈 - 𝐒𝐌𝐔𝐓

#1 “You’re being so good to me, baby, taking every inch of me.” #2 “Let me taste you on my tongue.” #3 “I want to mark you down with bites and hickeys until everyone knows who you belong to.” #4 “Don’t talk, just spread your legs.” #5 "Mind if I join?” #6 “Do you trust me?” #7 “Let daddy take care of you, baby.” #8 “I’ll take it slow, there’s no rush.” #9 “Keep doing that and you’ll get punished.” #10 “Want me go to harder?” #11 “Look at me in the eyes and say my name, my real name.” #12 “You love being tied up, don’t you?” #13 “You can take all of me, I know you can.” #14 “You’re begging already?” #15 “Look at what you’re doing to me.” #16 “Does it look like I give a damn if someone hears us?” #17 “I can keep doing this ‘till daylight.” #18 “I knew you could do it, good job.” #19 “You. Bed. Naked. Now.” #20 “I want you to take control.”

[souykoku]

thnk u ely

fav color: periwinkle

last song: 踊り子 by vaundy

last film: haikyuu!! battle of the garbage dump

currently reading: just finished my tsp reread 💯analyzing the fuck fuck out of mutual's symbolism and writing

currently watching: csm anime (i read the manga like a year ago but never watched the anime)

currently craving: sleep

coffee or tea: tea. but only honey lemon tea

@wildflowerteas hey

Got tagged by @staliaofatreides hiiiii thank youuuuuu 💖💖💖💖

rules: answer + tag nine people you want to get to know better and/or catch up with!

Favorite color: gray uwu

Last song I listened to: hermit the frog

Last film I watched: Barbie in a Christmas carol, with my australian friend :3

Currently reading: camera obscura by Nabokov

Currently watching: nothing but I’m waiting for hotd to start airing

Currently craving: nothing tbh I just ate my weight in cherries so I’m very content

Coffee or tea: ΦΡΑΠΕΣ ΣΚΕΤΟΟΟΟΟΟΟΟΣ

I tag: @wombtowaste @lusi-1 @purple-amaranthe @whenthesunn @antigonenikk @wingsofhcpe @iveneverbeenmorestressedinmylife @alalumin @leichensohn

[m88n]

tag game: day to day interests!!

tagged by @neocitycafe thank you so much for the tag, love 💖💖💖

last song i listened to: currently have one of my playlists on shuffle, and love affair - umi was playing. this playlist basically contains alternative rnb songs, which is one of my fave genres! 🖤

last movie i watched: akira ✨omg. like the 1988 movie. finally got the chance to catch it in the theatres! (within covid regulations where i live don’t worry!) i’m a total sucker for great animation because i love to draw + i love art in general and oh my god. this movie just told me to sit down. i really Could Not believe it was made in 1988. genius. mindblowing. big brain only. love that i had to rush to reddit to see analyses. it makes me feel similarly to how i feel when i watch neon genesis evangelion (and i LOVE evangelion)

currently reading: last thing i was reading was lalah delia’s vibrate higher daily: live your power✨ haven’t been reading as much as i should though. she’s a wellness educator i respect and follow closely, and when i meditate, she’s my go to person! love her guided meditations. 

currently watching: jujutsu kaisen, haikyuu (recently completed), and bakuman season 2! imo this season of haikyuu was a big winner in my book, and jujutsu kaisen is a crowd favorite this season for obvious reasons, and i’m loving bakuman a lot because i used to want to be (still do) a comic artist and the anime just tugs at my heartstrings man

currently craving: gonna be real with u i miss going to the club, drinking with my friends, partying, all that jazz hahaha. but on a more wholesome note i also do miss deep convos in person, and also i guess i miss my nephew a lot 😞yknow just the whole thing in the human interaction spectrum. at this moment though, i’m craving for some banh mi or rice paper rolls hahaha (as per usual) 😋😋

currently working on: among other things, some fics (i work pretty sporadically) & just finished a drawing for my mom lol 🌸

currently playing: hmmmm could i say that i’ve been playing with scents? as in perfumes? i’ve been getting into perfumes during lockdown and i’m discovering my preferences. my favorite right now would be elie saab’s le parfum! 💖i just love putting on a perfume when i exercise, before i go to sleep, and after i shower too! it makes me feel so good haha. also bought myself a perfume for the end of the year :-) gonna see if i like the intense version of le parfum hehe exciting 🖤🖤🖤 tagging @luvdsc @aqiaquas yayaya 🌻🌻🌻

[im-illegal]

Answe 30 qestions n tag 20 mutuals u wanna know better

tagged by @nixs-nook

Name: jasper (have also ben expirimenting w/ Achilles i think i quite like that one too)

Gender: gamer fluid (genderfluid)

Star sign: llibra

Height: eheheh short.

Time: i cant read i dont have my glasses on

Favorite bands: will wood and the tapeworms, mother mother, and the mechanizms2

Favorite solo artists: wimblur soot, lemon demon

Song stuck in my head: Show Stoppin Numer (ITS BEEN SEVERAL DAYS AND ITS STILL HERE)

Last movie: i Dont remember I dont watch movies a lot

Last show: uhhhhhh Haikyuu

When did I create this blog: *point right point left* Last January... but I dont remember when i made my OG blog

What do I post: Whatever I Sure Do Like

Last thing I googled: Robert Manion Twitter

Other blogs: art blog (@im-illegal-art) blog to save refrences, my blog that serves th efunction of a "fave" tag (@jaspers-loves) Angst time, a sanders side ask blog that. I have not abandoned but I am very slow god is not finished with me yet pls (@askalonelogan) poetry blog [warning: contains angst] (@the-fforest) an mc blog I Dont Use and one I just save stuff to check out later on

Do I get asks: a little and for ask games ye

Why I chose my username: I Did A Thing

Following: So Much

Followers: like 200? i think

Average hours of sleep: Not Many

Lucky Number: Idk 1262018 i think? ask me for a smol digit and i will say 3 or 7

Instruments: violin and thas it

Clothing: Black jeans and black naruto shirt

Dream trip: friends? to friends.

Favorite food: pancit, chicken adobo

Favorite song: shOW STOPPIN NUMBER, A REAL SHOW STOPPER, A SHOW STOPPIN NUMBER C'MONNNNN

Last book you read: Night by Elie Wiesel

Top 3 fictional universes youd wanna live in: uhh,, *point right point left* minecraft,,, one of my own design,,,, wtnv pog,,,

Favorite colour: yellow :>

tagging: you wanna do it? do it. you. yeah you. go 'head.

[sweet-little-dude]

thanks for the tag elys :)

three ships: petekey,,,shinwaka, doramai

first ship: tsukiyama from haikyuu probably LMAO

last song/album: good girls bad guys by falling in reverse/i brought you my bullets you brought me your love from my chemical romance

last movie: the fault in our stars 🫶🫶

currently reading: nothing! except for the numerous tabs of open fanfiction i have

currently watching: probably will end up being live in denver 😁

currently consuming: the juice i just drunk?

currently craving: acceptance, love, touch and pringles

tags: @enassbraid @belindarimbi13 @nikokopuffs @ryuseis-partner-in-crime

Tag nine people you want to get to know better!

thank you, sage @heichoudarling for tagging me <3

Three ships: mmmmmh i will have to saaaaaay… misawa, iwaoi andddddddd eruri. although i would love to join eruri myself, given the chance ngl.

First ever ship: you may be ashamed to have written john lock (which was a ship i read for btw!!!) i regret to admit that my first ever ship, because i knew better, was drarry.

Last song/album: i like boys by todrick hall

Last movie: i do not watch movies a lot. so i don’t actually remember. probably the haikyuu seijoh vs karasuno movie. i don’t remember the name either sorry, brain tired.

Currently reading: nothing right now. or well… that’s kind of a lie. i’m still reading this one danish book that i started last year in like october. i’m never going to finish it, am i?

Currently watching: daiya no ace season 2!!!!! oh and i watched the first episode of trigun stampede the other night. so also that!

Currently consuming: literal air. i am going to go get some food in me in a few minutes though. probably eating taquitos.

Currently craving: sleep. got i am tired. but i am ALSO craving to post that fic i’m working on. it’s a different kind of craving though. so i’mma have to finish that up soon!

tagging: @tyga-lily @no1frogfan @miyukiissofine @prettyiwa @ughisagi @fractured-sky @hokusu @chibishae34 @lizzieonka

[octo-cutie]

So to quickly answer some questions you may have this is the Frequently Asked Questions page! 

Q: What are your pronouns?

A: She/Her/Hers please! I know Austin sounds gender neutral but They Them Theirs do not apply to me!

Q: Why do you have two different names?

A: There are days I don’t feel as though Eli(Ellie) applies to me. There are days I don’t feel like Austin applies to me. Some days I feel more girly girly and some days I feel more comfortably girly (lazy, sporty, etc) I am not Gender-Fluid I am not Non-Binary, I just have two different names that I like to go by. If you’re ever confused ask! Calling me any of these works 💕

Q: Who are you?

A: I am white and will only write for characters that are EXPLICITLY UP TO YOUR IMAGINATION!! Just because I am white does not mean the main character that YOU READ AS is white. I support and protested in BLM, part of the LGBTQ community and against Asian Hate. I will not interact with ANYONE who is Homophobic, Transphobic, Racist, or rude in general.

Q: What’s your sexuality/romantic preference?

A: I am a heterosexual female however I am also polygamous meaning I am comfortable with more than one romantic/sexual partner. I am also Lithromantic. Because of this many of my works may include Poly relationships and one sided attractions turned unrequited love.

Q: Why do you have a new blog? A: Because I have gotten too involved with my character anons on my other blog and its crowding up the feed. That blog was also my “Trial” blog if you will. Now that I know a lot more about tumblr I thought I needed a fresh start!

Q: Are the works you posted actually your own?  A: Yes they are! I am currently in the process of moving all my works over to this new blog and from now on every updated work will use this tumblr handle instead. 

Q: What Fandoms do you write for?  A: Currently I write for the following-

Haikyuu!!

Boku No Hero Academia

Naruto

     Once I refresh myself on a few others (Attack On Titan, Black Butler, Sailor         Moon) I will write for these as well!

Q: What genres do you write?

A: I write all genres from Fluff to Horror. I do not write Mystery however because I am not smart enough to figure out whodunnit even though I’m the clown that wrote it. Also IDK what Whump is, IDK why people write it, don’t ask for that!

Q: What is your Writing Rating Scale?

A: I use the universal movie rating scale! I cannot control what you read but be warned

G: General Audiences 

PG: Parental Guidance Suggested (Swearing, mild hooliganism)

PG-13: Parental Guidance for under 13 (Moderate hooliganism, drug mentions, non-graphic violence

R: Restricted 16 and bellow DNI! (Explicit hooliganism, drug use, violence, limited NSFW aspects)

NC-17: No One under 17 Admitted (Graphic hooliganism, heavy drug use, triggering topics, explicit NSFW aspects) 

Q: What’s your opinion on minors and explicit content?

A: Listen I’m not your mom, I’m not going to say “Don’t read my NC-17 work” because many people aren’t going to listen and do it anyway. Be honest. Be respectful. I am 18 and I have read works not suited for my age. However I prefer that 17 year olds and over be the only ones to read any NC-17 works. 

Q: Do you write Dark Content?

A: Absolutely NOT. I do not approve of the topics discussed in the Dark Content part of Tumblr and I do not feel comfortable writing or reading these. Any requests or asks for Dark Content will be ignored and deleted. 

Q: Ok so you don’t write Dark Content. What explicit stuff do you write?

A: I have just turned 18 years old so I haven’t started writing with the use of explicit topics.

Q: What do I do to ask for a request?

A: It depends on the request. If it’s just like “Kuroo and f!reader who are on a park date” or “Boys that would be too shy to hold your hand first” please send me an Ask! If it is more detailed send me a message!

Q: What is your writing schedule?

A: Its sporadic. Sometimes I’m updating my stories or masterlist as soon as I’m done with a chapter, other times you might wait like 10 days. I am a senior in high school so I get busy sometimes

Q: Can I be a _____ anon??

A: Yes! If you send me an EMOJI you can be that emoji anon. I will be having very limited CHARACTER anon interaction on this blog. That is for my other blog @squiddlie. Currently I have an Iwaizumi, a Yaku, a sporadic Daichi, a Tsukishima, and a Kyotani anon as characters. 

Q: Yanny or Laurel?

A: Its Laurel 

[takaraphoenix]

14, 23, 45

14. Go on, who are your BroTPs?

Goodness me, okay. If there is something you would think “My they are like a universal BroTP, how are they not on the list?” then that’s because I generally do not ship BroTPs, so it might not be on the list because I ship them instead of BroTPing them (for example, Road to El Dorado’s Tulio and Miguel).

Ace of Diamond: Kominato Haruichi & Sawamura Eijun

Avatar: The Last Airbender: Sokka & Toph Beifong

Avatar: Legend of Korra: Korra & Bolin

Ben 10: Ben Tennyson & Gwen Tennyson

Boku no Hero Academia: Midoriya Izuku & Iida Tenya & Uraraka Ochako, Todoroki Shouto & Yaoyorozu Momo, Jurou Kyoka & Kaminari Denki, Tokoyami Fumikage & Asui Tsuyu, Tetsutetsu Tetsutetsu & Kirishima Eijirou

Buffy the Vampire Slayer: Xander Harris & Willow Rosenberg & Buffy Summers

DC Comics (all the verses): Barry Allen & Kara Danvers, Cisco Ramon & Caitlin Snow & Barry Allen, Damian Wayna & Raven, Dick Grayson & Wally West, Starfire & Raven, Oliver Queen & John Diggle

Detective Conan: Edogawa Conan & Haibara Ai

Disney (all movies): Baloo & Bagheera, Lilo & Stitch, Bambi & Thumper, Bolt & Mittens, Esmeralda & Quasimodo, Ariel & Flounder, Nick Wilde & Judy Hopps

DreamWorks (all movies): Proteus & Sinbad, Fishlegs Ingerman & Hiccup Haddock, Astrid Hofferson & Heather

Haikyuu!!: Hinata Shouyou & Kageyama Tobio & Yachi Hitoka

Harry Potter: Harry Potter & Luna Lovegood, Harry Potter & Ron Weasley & Hermione Granger, Draco Malfoy & Pansy Parkinson & Blaise Zabini

Imposters: Richard Evans & Jules Langmore & Ezra Bloom

Kim Possible: Ron Stoppable & Kim Possible, Kim Possible & Monique

Leverage: Elliot Spencer & Alec Hardison & Parker

Lucifer: Lucifer & Mazikeen

Magi: Alibaba Saluja & Morgiana & Aladdin

Marvel (all verses): Tony Stark & Janet van Dyne, Tony Stark & Bruce Banner, Thor & Sif, Peter Parker & Harry Osborn

Merlin: Merlin & Gwen

Miraculous Ladybug: Marinette Dupain-Cheng & Alya Césaire, Chat Noir & Rena Rogue

Musketeers: d’Artagnan & Constance Bonacieux, d’Artagnan & King Louis

My Little Pony: Discord & Fluttershy, Spike & BigMac & Discord, Rarity & Applejack, Rainbow Dash & Pinkie Pie, Twilight Sparkle & Fluttershy

Once Upon a Time: Snow White & Ruby Lucas

One Piece: the whole damn crew, let’s be real

Percy Jackson and the Olympians: Percy Jackson & Grover Underwood, Percy Jackson & Annabeth Chase, Percy Jackson & Leo Valdez, Percy Jackson & Pipre McLean, Nico di Angelo & Reyna Avila Ramírez-Arellano, Nico di Angelo & Jason Grace, Nico di Angelo & Annabeth Chase, Clarisse la Rue & Silena Beauregard, Leo Valdez & Jason Grace, Thalia Grace & Luke Castellan, Luke Castellan & Ethan Nakamura

Shadowhunters: Jace Herondale & Alec Lightwood, Alec Lightwood & Lydia Branwell, Magnus Bane & Catarina Loss, Luke Garroway & Alaric Rodriguez, Jace Herondale & Bat Velasquez, Simon Lewis & Clary Fray

Shokugeki no Souma: Yukihira Souma & Tadokoro Megumi

Star Wars: Han Solo & Leia Organa & Luke Skywalkre & Chewbacca, Rey & Finn

Teen Wolf: Scott McCall & Stiles Stilinski, Jackson Whittmore & Danny Mahealani, Stiles Stilinski & Lydia Martin, Lydia Martin & Allison Argent

Trollhunters: Jim Lake Jr & Toby Domzalski & Claire Nunez, Steve Palchuk & Eli Pepperjack

Vampire Academy: Mason Ashford & Rose Hathaway, Christian Ozera & Lissa Dragomir

Vampire Diaries: Alaric Saltzman & Damon Salvatore, Elizabeth Forbes & Damon Salvatore, Bonnie Bennett & Damon Salvatore, Stefan Salvatore & Caroline Forbes

Voltron: Legendary Defender: Lance McClain & Pidge Holt & Hunk Garret, Takashi Shirogane & Matt Holt, Keith Kogane & Allura

Wicked (all books): Elphaba Thropp & Boq

23. Name a fic you’ve written that you’re especially fond of & explain why you like it.

Fond of, huh? That’d be Percy Jackson, Ambassador of Hades, because I really loved writing dad!Hades, I loved giving Percy a happy childhood and giving Leo a happy childhood.

45. What is your all time favourite fanfic?

Uuuuhm. Interesting one. I have to go by times-reread then, I suppose, because normally I never reread fanfiction.

There’s the Device-series by Isabel5 over on FFNet - There’s Always A Device and its sequels - and it’s one of the funniest things I ever read. I even reread that after I had already left the Eureka fandom.

My most reread story - literally the only one I ever even printed out for rereading purposes - is a KaiShin story on FFNet by Dragoon-sama called Mayonaka.

And a Psych fic called 1930 by Nix Jane that I reread a couple times too.

Can’t narrow it down further, those are my three most reread stories. Though I have stopped rereading stories... years ago, I’m afraid.