#either way . it probably wouldntve made a difference if english waz my native language anyway

[spookythesillyfella]

hey mutual just wanted to say i've been seeing your posts floating across my dash every now and then and i wanted to tell you that you are worth sososososososoossoo much. like so much. i love seeing you in my notes and on my dash and i cannot imagine a tumblr without you, much less a world. you are a SPOOKY SILLY FELLA and theres a serious deficit of those bad boys round these parts. also i DO want to hear you rant about your dhmis ocs because you being cringe is COOL and SWAG and would make people HAPPY. overall ya you're really freaking cool. and dont feel like you gotta know a fuck ton of languages to have more worth. so you know one language, so what? almost everyone only knows one language. you are so freaking swag and i dont want you thinking you're not. i know i dont really know shit about you and you can brush this off as romanticized parasocial mush if you wanna, but im being sososo fr when i say you're an amazing human being. just being alive gives you worth. the carbon molecules that make up your stardust body are so special. i love you.

ouufff ..... thank you . moothie ......

thankz for the kind wordz regarding my cringe nature ; itz good to remember the fact that "cringe iz dead" . but still very hard to shake off the fear that im gonna end up in some sort of compilation or get mean askz and commentz in regardz to my content – im alwayz scared that people are watching and judging me and ridiculing me by trying to be "nice" n stuff . y'know ?? ahaha

i dunno why i got so hung up on the "i cant speak a lot of languagez thing" – my best guess iz that my friendz who know multiple languagez are really expressive in their writing and i just really wanna be like them hehh

thank you for all the nice thingz youve typed out !!! <33 it genuinely meanz a lot to me . even if i dont have the capacity to properly word a response