#eh tbh this is the safest way i could go about this

[kartana]

Flirting with friends 🧡

[eldritchsurveys]

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The Collector : What is in your Nine Inch Nails collection? What are you favourite items to own? >> I don’t have an NIN collection. I just took this survey because it seemed to have okay questions when I skimmed it. (Only these first four are questions about the band, lol.)

Deep : Favourite Nine Inch Nails Music Video? >> Closer, I guess. It’s the only one I remember aside from Only, which wasn’t all that interesting (song’s catchy, though).

The Frail : Favourite Nine Inch Nails Album? >> The Downward Spiral, I suppose. Never really thought about it. Year Zero was good too.

All The Love In The World : Favourite Nine Inch Nails Song? >> I don’t have one. There are a fair few that I like, of course, but I’ve never looked at one and thought “this one is my absolute favourite of all the NIN songs I know”.

Happiness In Slavery : Do you enjoy your job or school life? >> I don’t have either of those and I’m quite content that way.

Burning Bright (Field on Fire) - Do You Feel That During The Years As You Have Grown Up, You Feel Reborn? >> Death and rebirth is kind of just a theme with me, in general.

The Fragile : Do You Think You Can Fix A Broken  Person? >> I think a person that feels broken can eventually come to feel less so. I don’t think that it’s anyone else’s responsibility to guide them there. I do think that other people can be a vital source of support and encouragement during that process, if they choose to be.

Ringfinger - What Are Your Feelings On Marriage/Relationships? >> I think marriage and romantic relationships are, you know, great. I don’t necessarily want to partake in romance, myself, but I see their value for others. (And, obviously, I see the legal/social value for marriage, seeing as that’s mostly why I agreed to it in the first place.)

Terrible Lie - What Is The Biggest Lie You Were Ever Told? >> I have no idea. One time my father didn’t tell me our puppy had run away or gotten loose or whatever until I kept asking where he was. I thought that was dumb.

Help Me I Am In Hell - What Is Your Worst Nightmare? >> I have no idea.

Gave Up - What Is Your Go-To Thing To Calm You Down When You Are Pissed Off? >> Venting to Can Calah. It’s about the safest thing I can do, because I tend to behave irrationally and potentially make things worse when I’m upset.

A Warm Place - Your Favourite Place To Be? >> In my bed, tbh.

While I’m Still Here - How Would You Like To Be Remembered? >> I’ve never given it much thought. I figure it’s beyond my control anyway.

Copy of A - Do You Believe We Are In A Simulation? >> No, but I’m always willing to entertain the idea for thought experiments.

The Becoming - Can You Open Up To Other People Easily? >> Not. At. All.

Underneath It All - Are You Over Your Worst Experience? >> Of course not. Repetitive trauma has left indelible marks on my body and mind. The more I try to pretend otherwise, the worse things get, so I might as well acknowledge it.

Love Is Not Enough - Do You Believe In “Second Chances”? >> Sure. They just don’t have to come from me.

Sunspots - Are You Afraid of Growing Older? >> Nah. I am afraid of becoming infirm, or losing senses, that sort of thing. But not just of growing older in general.

Sin - What Is Your Ultimate Pleasure? >> I have no idea.

Something I Can Never Have - If You Could Say Anything To The One Who Got Away, What Would It Be? >> I don’t have anyone like that.

Dear World, : How Do You Sleep? >> Fitfully, a lot of the time. I was sleeping consistently well for a while but in the last few months it’s been a roller coaster.

I’m Looking Forward To Joining You, Finally : Have you ever lost someone who meant everything to you? >> Sure. Eventually, I figured out that no one can actually mean everything to me, and cut that maudlin shit out.

La Mer : Do you love the ocean or do you have a fear of it? >> I love it and I fear it.

March of the Pigs : Do you eat meat? >> Yeah.

Closer : Do you choose to follow a religion? >> I’m considering it, but it’s a constant source of debate in my head right now. Mostly because I have this idea of religion as a restrictive thing, something that would take away from my personal sense of freedom rather than complementing my search for meaning or whatever. It’s something I feel like I need to discuss with someone other than, you know, my own self, to get some perspective aside from my own, but I have no idea with whom.

Starfuckers Inc. - Celebrities You Think Are Attractive? >> Meh.

Shit Mirror - Are you afraid of where the world is currently heading? >> No. I understand why people are, of course. I just... personally can’t afford to expend any energy on fearing for the future. I have enough on my plate with the present.

I’m Afraid of Americans - Do you follow politics or do you choose to stay out of that stuff? >> I choose to keep my political consumption to a minimum. For one, it legitimately doesn’t interest me most of the time. But also, like... it’s all a shitshow. I don’t think my life is enriched by knowing every little thing going on in Washington, or obsessively watching Democratic debates to figure out who is “best”. I don’t fucking know. I can’t be bothered. I’m legitimately just going to vote for whoever ends up on the blue side of the ballot in November, and hope for the best.

In This Twilight - If the end was nigh, how would you choose to go out? >> I mean, I doubt I’d be able to choose.

Year Zero : Do you have plans for the apocalypse? >> No. I don’t believe in the apocalypse and I tend not to plan for things I don’t actually expect to happen.

The Downward Spiral : Do You Feel Like You Have you reached your lowest point and have you recovered since? >> I don’t know if I’ve reached my lowest point. I’ve reached very, very low points. I think that’s enough. I’d rather not try to see if I can get lower.

Hurt : If you could, would you re-start your life again? >> Please, god, no.

The Wretched : What Do You Hate In Life? >> I hate the lasting effect of trauma.

The Lovers : Do You Have Any Vices? >> Sure. Drinking, mostly.

Maybe Just Once : Do You Feel Like a Lucky Person When It Comes to Love? >> I don’t really know what that means. I’d dare say that I’m pretty unlucky in love in general, because I... have not ever had much of it.

Gunshots by Computer : What Are Your Thoughts On Modern Technology? >> I mean, I love it? It has its downsides like anything else, but I love it all the same.

That’s What I Get : Did You Ever Have an Emo Phase? >> Nah. I pretty much stuck with goth through everything.

Not So Pretty Now: Who Is Your Most Disliked “Celebrity”? >> ---

Every Day Is Exactly The Same : Do You Feel Like You Are Stuck In The Same Routine In Life? >> Well, right now, I kind of do keep to the same routine all the time. I don’t think that I’m necessarily stuck, I just... live like this. It’s fine, for the most part. I’ve had a lot of excitement in the past, it’s not necessarily how I want to live my life all the time.

Get Down, Make Love : Do You Have a Cover Song That Tops The Original? >> Yeah, there are quite a few covers that I prefer to the original. Dream Theater’s cover of Rainbow’s Stargazer is an example.

Screaming Slave : Do You Prefer Heavier Music or Softer Music? >> I like both.

Ahead of Ourselves : Do You Think Toxic People Can Change? >> I think anyone can change. Whether they will or not is the question, not whether they can.

Leaving Hope : Is There A Song That You Listen To That Just Emotionally Destroys You? >> Sure, I guess.

Somewhat Damaged : Have you ever been in a full on physical fight? >> Yeah.

Piggy : Have you ever been betrayed in some way by a person you cared about? >> Eh, maybe. That’s not really the verb I’d use, though.

Lights In The Sky : Thoughts On The Possiblity of an Afterlife? >> The possibility is always interesting to consider.

Big Man With A Gun - Are You For Capital Punishment? >> I really have no opinion.

Eraser : What Would Your Ideal Final Words Be? >> ---

Ghosts I-IV : Do You Have Any Supernatural Beliefs? >> Some would say. Those aren’t the words I would use, though.

You Know What You Are? - Thoughts On Fake People? >> I don’t know any fake people.

Home : Where On Earth Right Now Would You Like To Be? >> I’m fine right here. We just washed bed linens and it’s always nice to burrow into a clean bed.

I’m Not From This World : What song just gives you the creeps? >> I don’t think I’ve ever felt that way about a song.

And The Sky Began To Scream : Thoughts on How To Destroy Angels? >> I like a couple of songs. I haven’t really heard anything aside from that one EP, because I kind of keep forgetting to check out their other works.

Tapeworm : Do you have an embarassing illness/accident story you are willing to share? >> I don’t have any stories like that.

Fist fuck : Do you have any kinks/turn ons/turn offs? >> Yes.

Everything : Do you feel free? >> I guess. I never really thought about it, but generally, yes, I am free.

The New Flesh : Favourite horror film? >> I don’t know. I am very fond of the Hellraiser franchise in general, but not necessarily because of the quality of the films, if that makes sense... Oh, there’s also Event Horizon, that’s a horror movie and an overall favourite of mine.

[chacerider]

WELP. GOTTA DO KAMEN RIDER SHIPS NOW. IT'S ONLY FAIR.

@yumikonsarugaki1​ replied to your post  “ok all youre sentai ships GO”

I want to know the Kamen Rider one’s now tho                    

PFF. Such curious lovely followers I have. Y’all are lucky I like making lists. Alright, alright, I’ll drag out the readmore cut again…

Decade: Tsukasa/Yuusuke/Natsumi/Daiki, AU!Takumi/Photography Girl, uhhh idk remembering decade is hard (*RIMSHOT*)[Why yes, we watched Decade first of all Kamen Riders. I… I don’t actually know whether that was a mistake or not, to be honest… Anyway, i rewatched Decade once and I still don’t remember huge chunks of it, moving on,]

Den-O: Koutarou/Teddy[As mentioned in the other list, yup, this is all I got. It’s strong tho. They’re just so goddamn cute. Curse you, Kobayashi.]

Fourze: FRIENDSHIP. FRIENDSHIP FOR EVERYBODY. Also, too scared of Tomoko to not say Ryusei/Tomoko.[just let her have what she wants, ok, it’s safest for us all]

Kuuga: um is there anyone who doesn’t ship Yuusuke/Ichijou because like, how could you not, really

Wizard: :( why couldn’t haruto and koyomi just be happy, why, w h y

Gaim: I don’t remember having any strong ships here but someone suggested mai/kouta/kaito and i guess that woulda been cute[ALSO RYOMA WAS A GODDAMN DISASTER GAY, AND AT ONE POINT I WAS HALF CONVINCED HE WAS GONNA TRY TO REPLACE TAKATORA WITH THE PERSONIFICATION OF A FOREST.] [RYOMA STOOOOP.]

Agito: ??? yeah idk. Uh. Wouldn’t be opposed to throwing the Agito Club together. Mana and that kid I always called Headphones Kid could be cute too. Sure, why not.

OOO: YOU COUNT THE MEDALS ONE TWO AND aaaaand I got nothin’ really. There’s good ships here that I got nothin’ against, I just don’t strongly feel ‘em. Eiji/Therapy, though. Feel that one pretty strong.

W: Philip/Shotaro, Akiko/Terui.[I DON’T EVEN NEED TO SHIP THIS SEASON, THE SHOW DOES IT FOR ME]

Ryuki: Ren/Shinji, Ren/Shinji, Ren/Shinji, ~INFINITY LOOP~

Kiva: wow another one where I got nothin, Inoue’s kinda bad for shipping too, wow. Just burn down society and replace it here, it clearly failed its children, who need to be allowed to LIVE THEIR TINY PRECIOUS LIVES

555: Yuuji/Takumi, Yuka/Keitaro[ok nevermind inoue’s okay for shipping in this one instance. Anyway let Yuka and Keitaro be happy or whatever, those dumb anxious babies]

Drive: OH YES HELLO, EXTREMELY CANON GOU/CHASE[Don’t actually care much one way or the other about most others, though. Eh, let them be happy~]

EDIT: MORE DRIVE: oops I forgot shift cars. DiCab/Vegas, Solar/Winter, Monster/Hunter (pff), platonic Shadow/Hunter, Formula Pit Crew OT3[THERE WE GO, MISTAKE CORRECTED]

Blade: yes hello it’s me, the tiny little birb clinging to Queerplatonic Hajime/Kenzaki with all the strength in their weak little heart, hi, hello

Kabuto: Tendou/Kagami, yaguruma and kageyama are garbage but they deserved better

Ghost: Alain/Makoto, Onari/Akari[look takeru just feels very ace/aro to me ok, puppy just wants friends]

Hibiki: Hitomi/Akira, Ibuki/Kasumi[IT ALL STARTED WITH ME YELLING “LOOK, AKIRA’S COOLER THAN ASUMU. HITOMI, DATE HER INSTEAD.” AND… it just spiraled out of control from there…]

Ex-Aid: Emu/Hiiro, Emu/Parad, Emu/Hiiro/Kiriya[Why yes, there’s some conflict here. Idk, for once I can hold multiple ships in my heart without necessarily resorting to a cuddlepile. Ex-Aid was unusual.]

Black RX: KOTARO/HAVING A NORMAL LIFE AND ALSO HIS GIRLFRIEND WOW THEY WERE CUTE TOGETHER GOD I’M SO PROUD ;W;

Build: OT5! OT5! OT5! OT5!!! [also i think gentoku’s bitter exes with both katsuragi and soichi tbh,,,]

[mizushiba]

About dig deeper? Boo, u know u can't post this shit cause im like "please all"? So, please, all? Or like, the ones you really wanna.

I hope you know that now you have to do it too so I hope you're happy with yourself ❤️Eh the things I do for you -Do you prefer writing with black or blue pen? - black definitely-Would you prefer to live in the country or the city? - Country if I could order like groceries and shit online and someone would bring them to me, if not then city-If you could learn a new skill, what would it be?- I always wanted to play the drums but I have shit music "sense" so it's almost impossible -Do you drink your tea or coffee with sugar? - 2 spoons of sugar -What was your favourite book as a child?-Doctor Dolittle and His Animal Family-Do you prefer baths or showers?- showers-If you could be a mythical creature, which would you choose?- fuck hmmmmm is an orc a mythical creature?-Do you prefer reading paper or electronic books? - electronic, I focus can't focus on paper, my dyslexia got a lot worse recently -What is your favourite item of clothing?- at this exact moment my new socks with pink panther -Do you like your name? Would you ever change it?- I am not really fond of it, I like names like Alex or Max that are pretty gender neutral -Who is a mentor to you?- no one rn, the last one turned out to be a big piece of shit, so I'm avoiding "mentor" type ppl rn-Would you ever want to be famous? If so, what for?- sure, for game concept arts? Maybe-Are you a restless sleeper?- I could sleep through a war probably, but I'm having troubles sometimes to fall asleep but when I do I sleep peacefully through the night -Do you consider yourself a romantic? -Fuck yea but like not for myself? Idk if that makes any sense -Which element best represents you?-??? Water??-Who do you want to be closer to?- guess ;)-Do you miss someone at the moment?- no? Maybe some of the people from my class that I don't know if I will ever see again -Tell us about an early childhood memory.- I remember that me and my cousin (2months older) had a tree house at my great grandmother place, tbh it was juts a piece of wood put between arms of the tree so there was a place to sit on, but we spent there every free moment for few summers -What is the strangest thing you have eaten?- I'm really had to convince to try new things so I don't think anything I ate falls under "strange" category -What can you see outside your bedroom window?- playground and further a next block of flats-What are you most thankful for?- fuck of I know,-Do you like spicy food?- not my favourite food but I'll eat it-Have you ever met someone famous?- a few book authors that can be considered famous in this country -Do you keep a diary or journal?- I tried for a few times,but failed within a week -Do you prefer to use pen or pencil?- pencil it weirdly is more durable-What is your star sign?- Aries -Do you like your cereal crunchy or soggy?- love the crontch -What would you want your legacy to be?- what legacy lol, on a serious note I would love to make at least a one mildly successful game -Do you like reading? What was the last thing you read?- sure, Komornik- Michał Gołkowski-How do you show someone you love them?- the whom? Idk I think you can catch me do selfless things for them-Do you like ice in your drinks?- only fresh, not the one that was for like a week in the freezer and next you can almost taste said freezer in your drink -What are you afraid of?- I really really really don't like the idea of zombies it fucking freaks me out, tbh mostly the cannibalism part of it-What is your favourite scent?- I used to like smell of oil paint but now I hate it, my now top is mint? I dunno 🤷‍♀️ -Do you address older people by their first or last name?- I'm the most polite thing, even if someone tells me to address them by their name I would still go sir/ma'am -If money was not a factor, how would you live your life?- I would definitely live in bigger house, bc now my room is so small I can nearly fit stuff there, and maybe buy new clothes? That's fun-Do you prefer swimming in pools or in the ocean?- pool all the way -What would you do if you found $50 on the ground?- look around if someone is looking for it if not then take it-Have you ever seen a shooting star? Did you make a wish?- I did not-What is one thing you would want to teach your children?- how to be independent-If you had to have a tattoo, what would it be and where would you get it?- I have a tattoo even two of em, one is purely ascetic and second one is a way of saying goodbye to my archery times-What can you hear right now?- whole LP4 by Ratatat on loop for like 3h now-Where do you feel the safest?- in my bed-What is one thing you want to overcome/conquer?- I need to fucking stop to be afraid to make mistakes -If you could travel back to any era, which would you choose?- Ancient Greece ?-What is your most used emoji? -👌-What is your favourite season? Why?- anything but summer,-How would you spend your ideal day?- I would love to play and overwatch game where I'm friends with the whole team,( nothing more"creative" comes to my mind rn)-Describe yourself using one word.- tired -What do you regret the most?- at this moment I can't think of anything, I did some stupid shit like lost money for nothing or forgot about stuff but nothing major -Invent your own word. What does it mean?- who thinks of questions like that???Lucky I had A LOT of free time Have fun ;)