#eh not rlly 12 but soon.

[twildflower]

small reminder if you like my memes theyre all compiled in #twflpokespe

[haemosexuality]

once i stopped obsessing over "omg what gender am i what do i identify as what do i Feel like i am" and simply started existing life got easier and i recommend it to every teen that keeps obsessing over the same

[cndybracelet]

1, 11, 12, 19 <3

1. book you've reread the most times?

probablydefinitely rooftoppers by katherine rundell it's The book for me i've loved it since i was 8 or so and it's still such a lovely read <33 oh my god i've also got a copy of water wings by morris gleitzman man it's a tiiny book and it's probably half nostslgia cuz i've had it forever but it makes me SOB everytime. it's definitelyup there in the top 3 books i've cried over the most

11. what non-fiction books do you like if any?

um well i am a huge fan of the collins french/english dictionary (that's.. not totslly a joke😭😭 it is a MUCH better dictionary than my afr one romance movie protag falling in love for the first time voice i didn't know a dictionary could be like that. i'm kind of genuinely emotionally attached to it) i used to read so much more non fiction as a kid wow. i should read more (generally) oh a while back i read what if by the guy who wrote xkcd and i really enjoyed it!!!!

12. did you enjoy any compulsory high school readings?

so!! i didn't like the one we did last year it was boooooring but the one from the year before (which was cut because of covid but i read it still) i liked a lot more, when morning comes by arushi raina!! i need to give it a reread actually. we're doing to kill a mockingbird this year which yeah sure i did enjoy reading it once the tension picked up in the second half & there's a lot to say about it but eh i'm gonna be rereading it for exams but that's it i guess. we're doing life of pi next year so i hopd that'll be good!!! ALSO i enjoy shakespeare but our teacher rlly makes it so boring😭😭😭 as long as i watch a performance/movie of the play too then it's absolutely GREAT but like he's so weird about it like all the other classes watch the movie in class but we don't :(

19. most disliked popular books?

err really not sure on this one. i was disappointed by loveless :( uhh i'm not a fan of twilight at all whatsoever. my little sister looves it though. idk who colleen hoover is i keep seeing uquizzes aboht those books i dooooont care!!! anduhh i've had a bit of a weird hangup about reading the seven husbands of evelyn hugo idk why, i'm going to read it soon though and maybe it'll surprise me!!!

[thbn-anything]

What other way is better than to begin this blog with a kdrama tag?

1. Favourite drama of all the time?

GOBLINNNN

2. Top 5 actors?

Park Seo Joon, Ji Chang Wook, Park Hyung Sik, Seo Kang Joon, Nam Joo Hyuk

3. Top 5 actresses?

Kim Ji Won, Kim Go Eun, Song Ji Hyo, Lee Sung Kyung, Son Ye Jin

4. Favourite idol actor?

Park Hyung Sikk

5. Favourite idol actress?

IUU

6. Favourite genre of dramas?

Rom-coms!

7. Do you watch other dramas beside korean dramas?

Nope, although I’m trying to consider watching chinese dramas

8. Favourite OST of all the time?

There are soo manyyy, but rn I’d probably have to choose ‘I will go to you like the first snow’ by Ailee

9. Drama with the best ost?

Definitely Crash Landing On You, followed by Goblin, Hotel Del Luna, Descendants of The Sun, and Hwarang

10. Top 5 OSTs?

I will go to you like the first snow (Ailee), All about you (Taeyeon), Here I am again (Yerin Baek), First love (Sondia), Once again (Mad Clown)

11. Top 5 OST singers?

IU, Taeyeon, Yoon Mirae, Yerin Baek, Davichi

12. Favourite villain in dramas?

Oof, tbh I’ve never really paid much attention to the villains but if I hv to pick one it’s probably Han Sang Hoon from W (yes I had to search his name bcs I’m really bad at remembering characters’ names)

13. Top 5 OTPs?

Ri Jeong Hyeok-Yoon Se Ri (Crash Landing On You), Ko Dong Man-Choi Ae Ra (Fight For My Way), Kim Bok Joo-Jung Joon Hyung (Weightlifting Fairy Kim Bok Joo), Do Bong Soon-Ahn Min Hyuk (Strong Woman Do Bong Soon), Oh Jin Shin-Kwon Jung Rok (Touch Your Heart) (for that last one Wang Yeo and Kim Sun ship also works teehee)

14. Favourite celebrity couple of real life?

Well they’re not together anymore but Lee Sung Kyung & Nam Joo Hyuk ((:

15. Which actor or actress you want as your bestfriend,older sister,older brother,boyfriend /girlfriend?

Oooo it’ll be nice to be friends with them all but for my best friend, prolly Kim Go Eun. I want Kim Ji Won as my noona and Ji Chang Wook as my oppa (I heard he has great manners :D). And maybe I’m the only one but I would feel extremely uncomfortable to date my bias so I’mma hv to skip that last one lol

16. Who is your favourite kdrama male character?

Again, I never really think about these but the one and only dokkaebi will get points for how hilarious his character is as a whole

17. Who is your favourite kdrama female character?

Literally just finished watching Revolutionary Love, and Byun Hyuk is not the only one that fell in love with Baek Joon’s strong personality. Totally love this girl!!!

18. What is your least favourite drama?

There were several kdramas that I discontinued because I was bored and just sorta disliked it (like it’s not my type). Most of these are action-genred dramas and the ones that are political and pretty heavy (like I didn’t finish vagabond and k2 although they are actually really good ones, I just don’t really like the genres that’s all), but out of all of these I’d probably hv to choose Abyss (stopped watching it after only 2 episodes) or Cheese In The Trap (THE ENDING OMGG I WANNA CRY 😭😭 CITT IS LITERALLY MY FAV WEBTOON AND THE DRAMA’S ENDING RUINED THE WHOLE THING)

19. How were you introduced to kdrama?

Well I’ve known kdramas ever since I was little (I used to join my cousins sometimes while they were watching them) but as a summary, I liked dramas because of webtoon (like drama genre yk) and at that time my cousins and one of my aunt who were at my house at the time were binge-watching CLOY so I sorta joined and watched like half of it, and when it was done there were other kdrama reccs there (we were watching it on netflix) and one of them was WWWSK and I was sorta interested and curious so I decided to watch it with my aunt. Ever since then I’ve been obsessed with kdramas that I binge-watch them everyday lol

20. What was your first drama?

Technically the first drama I’ve finished was What’s Wrong With Secretary Kim (step one on being a PSJ fan woohoooo), but back then when I was little I sometimes joined my cousins when they were watching The Heirs and My Love From The Star

21. Who is your least favourite drama character?

Ooh, the Jang family from Itaewon Class got me on my nerves but both psychopaths from Strong Woman Do Bong Soon and Suspicious Partner are definitely really annoying like why would u kill people for no reason you 미친 사이코 또라이

22. Who is your least favourite actor or actress?

I don’t have a least fave bcs personally I think all of these actors and actresses are talented so like 🤷🏻‍♀️

23. Which actor or actress you want to marry?

As I said before, I would feel extremely uncomfortable if I’m dating my bias, so don’t even think about how I would feel if I married them

24. Is there a drama you wished that drama is your real life?

Wow okay but like EXO Next Door would be incredible lmfaooo (although I’m not rlly a fan of kpop but imagine being friends with all of the members of a popular kpop group like wow)

25. Which drama character you wished to have as your real life girlfriend or boyfriend?

Omg just a clueless romantic like Haru would be adorableee, or someone who is crazy over their gf like Ahn Min Hyuk would be amazhangg

26. Is there a drama character you wished that is you?

Wow I mean like being Do Bong Soon is great bcs 1. You hv superpowers and that’s already amazing on its own but then 2. Legit two handsome guys like you and just AAAA (also 3. She doesn’t hv any past traumas or somn and her relationship with everyone is alright)

27. Do you like noona romances?

Wow tbh nope, I never really liked noona romances, I mean like I’m already sorta uncomfortable when the lead man is older than the lead woman by like a decade or somn (like goblin omg), so like imagine if the woman is now older than the man by a decade (I mean like tbh I don’t rlly like it whenever the girl is older than the guys but eh whatevs)

28. What is your favourite sismance and bromance?

Bromance: KIM. SHIN. WANG. YEO. BEST BROMANCE DRAMA. ENOUGH SAID. EVERYONE CAN AGREEEE

Sismance: Fight For My Way’s Choi Ae Ra and Baek Seol Hee, I mean like,, friendship goals. Periodt.

29. Do you get second lead syndrome for both actors and actresses both?

Yesss, but I tend not to ship them and get too attached to them too much bcs ik they would never be endgame so like T.T

30. In which drama you had the worst second lead syndrome?

LITERALLY WATCHING IT RN AND I FEEL SO BAD FOR KIM SHIN HYUK OMGG 😭😭 (oh and also CITT’s Baek In Ho, like I didn’t ship them at all in the webtoon but their chemistry in the drama is urghhh I feel so bad for my babyy 😭 that’s also how I became a Seo Kang Joon fan YASSS)

31. What is your favourite drama in this year?

Well if you’re talking about drama that I watched this year, it’ll be too many as I’ve only just started watching kdramas literally March this year, so I’ll only perceive this as my favorite drama that was released in 2020, which is Backstreet Rookie although a lot of ppl actually hated it. Personally I disagree with those points too (adult webtoon, prostitution, underaged kissing, etc) but I really like how it’s such a funny comical drama, like those types of dramas are my favorite

32. Can you understand korean without subtitles?

Definitely not but that is indeed my goal yeeyee

33. What is your message to your favourite actor and actress?

You guys are amazing and all of us in the kdrama community will always support all of you, so HWAITING!! 💜

[bells-of-black-sunday]

1-19 for yijun

shipping meme | accepting

1.are you open to on-the-fly shipping with your muse?

Generally no. There are certain mun’s I’m rlly close to that I trust and know that they know who will have good chemistry with my muses, but random people? No. 

Especially with Yijun. Yijun’s extremely hard to ship with, he’s an ass and is utterly terrified to people getting close to him. This leaves him high up in my “borderline un-shippable” muse list that I should probably make.

2. what sort of things does your muse look for in a partner?

Someone who he can rely on and won’t toss him to the side when he needs him most. Someone who will put up with his mood swings, anxieties and everything that comes with his trauma.

3. what sort of things does your muse AVOID in a partner?

People who just want him for his looks or a pretty thing to have on their arm at all times. If he sleeps with someone he’s looking for a relationship not a one time thing, he’s lived long enough that he’s tired of no strings attached.

4. what is the lowest and highest age person you’ll ship with your muse? 

20 and any age above, he’s well over 6k years old

5. how easily does your muse fall in love?

Not easily in the slightest, even when he thinks he’s falling in love he immediately moves into “try to push this person away” mode

6. has your muse dated before? if so, how long did those relationships usually last?

Yes, he’s been married twice and dated someone before his first marriage. 

His first marriage happened when he was 16 and the person was 30 and both emotionally and physically abusive and utterly despised him for not being a perfect bride, but Yijun did end up poisoning him taking over his kingdom and remarrying. 

His second husband was much more sweet and loving and accepted him for who he was, and while he thought his dysphoria was odd he still supported him in dressing and acting how he wanted to, but he ended up getting kicked by a horse and dying which led Yijun on the path eh did take.

7. would your muse ever get married?

As stated above he’s been married twice, but now and days it’d take a lot of convincing to get him to get married again.

8. does your muse usually take the lead in relationships?

Depends on the person

9. who are some characters you ship your muse with?

Yijun and  Michael is my absolute and utter favorite ship I’ve ever had not only with him but in general, me and my friend have been writing them two together for literal years and they’re absolutely perfect for each other

Yijun and Kaigen is fucking adorable, okay? I love them too they are the cutest beans I swear

Yijun and Tarras also extremely cute

10. do you tend to write more romantic ships, or more platonic and familial ships?

With Yijun and in general definitely more platonic

11. how long does your muse have to know someone before they decide to ask them out?

A long time and even then it’s rare

12. what is your muse’s love language?

Soft touches, burying his face in the crook of their neck or in their chest, him wanting to be around them, cuddling, just physical affection in general.

13. how easily would your muse get over a bad breakup?

He’s still not over his marriages and they happened well over 6k years ago. Does that answer your question?

14. does your muse usually plan out dates or go with the flow?

Depends on the date and the person.

15. if your muse is uncomfortable in a relationship, will they address the problem or keep quiet?

It’s still hard wired into him form his teachings growing up hat he has to be silent in relationships, so he’s more likely to just slowly distance himself or kill the person than express his feelings

16. does your muse believe in soulmates?

Definitely not

17. would your muse forgive their partner for cheating on them?

No they’d be dead on the spot as soon as he found out, that’s such a huge betrayal of trust for him

18. how many ships do you currently have with your muse?

Him and michael (a bunch of aus between them)

Him and cervantes

him and kaigen

him and tarras

19. is there someone your muse has a crush on, but who you don’t actually have a ship with?

Nope

[fairyking]

tagged by @galfridus1​, thank you ellie!

1. Nickname: Rima 2. Zodiac Sign: Libra 3. Height: 5 ft 4 4. Last movie I saw: uuuh idk 5. Last thing I googled: sega heroes 6. Favourite musician: don’t have one 7. Song stuck in my head: everybody is gay  8. Other blogs: god there so many ^^; but umm @timidfaee​ being my art blog, @fae-secret-forest​ being my personal aes/stim one but dont use it as much  9. Do I get asks? occasionally, often being sweet and rude but eh what u gonna do 10. Following: 302, need to unfollow some soon ;; 11. Followers: u dont gotta know 12. Amount of sleep: ooof 13. Lucky number: 9 14. What am I wearing: light black top and jeans 15. Dream job: meh 16. Dream trip: don’t have one but would love to travel everywhere 17. Favorite foods: pizza, one of the few things i could eat even if i didn't feel like it 18. Play any instruments: nope! 19. Languages: english and bengali (i can understand it if spoken to me) 20. Favorite song(s): too many to name 21. Random facts: v v easily influenced lol

dont rlly want to tag anybody tbh, feel free to do it if u want

[aeferkssr]

heya!! :D i am humbly asking for a matchup with a genshin character (◡‿◡✿)

i go by ale (not as in ginger ale, more like all-eh hdhdjdfj) and go by she/her. am a bisexual cluster of chaos with a lean towards men and my fav hobby is having week-long mental breakdowns mmm 😍 no but actually my hobbies are: listening to music and going vinyl record shopping, writing (flashback to 12 y/o me writing 20k word chapters on wattpad thinking that’s still not enough GIRL eyE-), learning new languages, and gaming though it’s mostly just rogue company, genshin and overwatch nowadays D:

FUN FUN FACTS ABOUT GORGEOUS GORGEOUS GIRLS:

- i am a sagittarius, ENFP and chaotic good 💅

- ummm i’m very observant and intuitive in social situations but i come off as very scatter-brained so people don’t tend to take me seriously :// what can you do

- um umum i have a doggo and a cat!!

- i’m in uni for international relations, so stuff like diplomacy and politics aha

- this may be random but i really appreciate quiet…extroverts (?) if that makes sense. i tend to overwhelm myself so having people who still match my energy but do so gently, really calms me down and makes me comfortable

- my love language is words of affirmation and quality time,,but physical touch always makes me rlly giddy and flustered

THIS IS LONG IM SORRY JSHDJF PLEASE TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF!! <33 HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT DAY/NIGHT

IDKW HEN I GOT THIS ASK BUT IM REALLY SORRY ALE MY MATCHUPS ARE CLOSED...

I CAN SAVE YOU A SPOT IN THE NEXT ONE I DO WITH THIS ASK IF YOU'D LIKE BUT THERES NO GUARRANTEE I'LL DO IT SOON.

UGH YOU SEEM SO COOL PLS I WANNA BE MUTUALS WITH YOU

[beemorejazz-blog]

when I was a kid my parents used to always call me the responsible one or the boring one and my few friends always thought I was just some quiet kid right but basically I was just waiting to be in a comfortable environment but as soon as that happened I really found myself but I got rlly reckless, I would paint on everything and make the dumbest jokes and climb shit and and it was all good but about three years ago I just fucking jumped off a bridge (no water underneath, it was about 10-12 feet up) so basically I was hanging out with some friends and I was feeding ducks and my friends went to go check on their dog or something so I was on the fucking bridge pier thing and I live in Texas so of course we had just had this massive drought so there was barely any water in the lake and I was looking down bc ooo I'm high up and u know those intrusive thoughts u get like "what if I killed my mom" or "what if I just stripped naked right now" well at the moment the one that really hit me was "what if I jumped off this bridge" I wasn't depressed or anything at the time. it wasn't suicidal thinking I was just really fuckn curious and wanted to just jump off the bridge so I was unsupervised and nobody was really watching me so I climbed the fence thing and just fuckn threw myself over it right well I fell feet first but when my feet planted on the ground my knees buckled and my head slammed into them full force and I blacked out but I woke up like I think five minutes later or smthn and I shook it off and I just fuckn walked home and after that I'd get really dizzy and my vision would get blurry and it still happens sometimes but I just????? never told anyone so it's very likely I gave myself brain damage or a concussion or something and I just kinda went "eh" but now when people are like "but aren't you one of the good kids" or "you're always so cautious" I like to tell them I threw myself off a bridge for fun with the most serious look on my face and watch them go into nervous fidgeting or fatherly pride

[thiccandmentallysicc]

Get to know me:

Tagged by talented/total babe @offansandflames ♡

Rules: answer 92 83 statements (i skipped some boring ones srry), tag whomever you please.

THE LAST. 1. Drink: pabst blue ribbon, yes im white trash 2. Phone call: mom 3. Text message: my bestfriend 4. Song you listened to: keaton henson, to your health 5. Time you cried: erm a lil yesterday but like deep convo tears

HAVE YOU: 6. Dated someone twice?: a relit ciggarette never tastes the same 7. Kissed someone and regretted it?: Not enough to recall at the moment. 8. Been cheated on?: I haven’t taken many partners, so to my knowledge, no? 9. Lost someone special?: Yes 10: Been depressed: :,) 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: my life from 15-19 tbh, not in the party, neurotypical fashion more along the Wtf Pls exPlain type way or for shits n giggles

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS: 12-14. Baby pink and blue, black.

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU: 15. Made new friends?:Yes if online counts? Very beautiful and enchanting spirits who i already love 16. Fallen out of love?: never do if its real, cuz im a romantic//also think u always care a little for those you really loved 17. Laughed until you cried?: yesterday actually like rllllly good because my girl dropped her entire jug of wine right before opening it. The universe flicked us off dirty. 18. Found out someone was talking about you?: Yeah, some good, some bad, some wild. Idk. 19. Met someone who changed you?: Yes some beautifully, made me fonder, some not so lovely but thats ok (try to make it ok) 20. Found out who your friends are?: I have fucking one bestfriend who i hold to that certain standard shes my lover/ soul mate and weve been through a fucking ride n shes still my number one. If others let me down i find ways to make it bittersweet. 21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list?: yus GENERAL 22. How many Facebook friends do you know in real life?: Idk some r family and people from all the schools i went to. I dont care for facebook much. 23. Do you have any pets?: one black, perfect cat with lil rays of auburn going down her back, i named her clementine. Also 4 dumb n rlly cute dogs live with me. I like one a lot, Luna, shes my princess. (Yes i admit favorites idgaf/ she also knows she’s my fav n takes advantage) 24. Do you want to change your name?: mydad originally wanted to name me Xena (after xena princess warrior) whom i developed an intense crush on later. 25. What did you do for you last birthday?: yo lol i dont know i turned 22 i just had drinks and smoked with my bestfriend 26. What time did you wake up?: didnt check, i usually wake up multiple times n go back to sleep If i can 27. What were you doing midnight last night?: either in my gfs car or just getting home 28. Name something you can’t wait for?: my classes to start again, mini roadtrip to Gainesville and maybe being able to see my little cousin soon. 29. When was the last time you saw your mom?: lik e 2 seconds ago. 30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life?: sjdufjekwns 31. What are you listening to right now?: Keaton Henson 32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom?: lol nah not that i remember 33. Something that’s getting on your nerves?: the state of the Union, how 2 get my smol dogs to stop barking, why do ppl have to live w abusers and when will my witch powers allow me to cast them off into The Void, my general discomfort n lack of motivation. To casually name a few ,, 34. Most visited website?: ao3, Tumblr RANDOM SHIT: 35. Mole/s?: lol?? Moles can b cute, i have a few. 36. Mark/s?: plenty, one in particular tho i have on my upper forehead not like harry potter sttle unfortunately, its all hidden near my scalp 37. Childhood dream?: i always wanted to do something that would let me swim with humpback whales in natural habitat ofcourse or track the lives n rituals of wolves and then i was like mayb ill just be aschool counsler, all of which i still kinda wana do. 38. Hair color?: blonde 39. Long or Short hair?: i have medium length hair but i like both 40. Do you have a crush on someone?: I literally always have a crush on someone, idk crushes to me means you make me happy and blushy and if you make me laugh, i crush. 41. What do you like about yourself?: i could say i like how i am when im with someone i love. N that some ppl are able to confide in me, id say my empathy but idk i can be a fuckface too. 42. Piercings?: tongue I got snakebites, industrial, bellybutton, reg ol ear piercings too. 43. Bloodtype?: i dont know o.O 44. Nickname?: cookie monster when i was younger, lali, lion, coocoomanga(my dad) renren, rin, my mom says lil shit endearingly and i got the habit. 45. Relationship status?: basically married 46. Zodiac sign?: Aries 47. Pronouns?: She/they 48. Favorite t.v show?: i binge and am not ashamed, supernatural, classic spongebob, south park, parks n rec, modern fam, a haunting, me and my mom watch ancient aliens 2gether , Steven Universe, Adventure Time, the fucking x files, malcolminthemiddle, etc, my animes as well are all shoved in here in my heart. Naruto/free/haikyuu/oourans host club/ HxH etc 49. Tattos: 5 and one on the way, matching one with my love 50. Right or left hand: Righty most def 51. Surgery?: luckily no 52. Hair dyed in different colors?: I maintain the blonde i had at like six, its naturally dirty brownish? At one point i dyed it platinum tho 53. Sport?: In my anime MORE GENERAL 54. I’m about to?: Finish some arts and crafts for some letters im making (: and then a smol walk 55. Waiting for?: some inspo, 56. Get married?: its not very important to me. But if my partner became passionate about it i would be rite there w em 57. Career?: I’m majoring in psychology/minor in education WHICH IS BETTER? 58. Hugs or kisses?: depends on who but I’m a sap for both 59. Lips or eyes?: Eyes, give me them soulful orbs 60. Shorter or taller?: no preference 61. Older or younger?: You can be a shithead at any age, so no preference. 62. Nice arms or nice stomach?: eh,, not sure to be honest. I love hands and forearms, so i suppose arms? 63. Sensitive or loud?: u gotta be both at least every now and then. Either extreme will be bothersome though 64. Hook up or relationship?: eh past experiences make hook ups generally uncomfortable n left me feeling ace/aceromantic for a good portion of my teen yrs but im not impartial 65. Troublemaker or hesitant: ive calmed down but im not hesitant unless my gut says so HAVE YOU EVER? 66. Kissed a stranger?: yes 67. Drank hard liquor?: yes 68. Lost glasses/contacts?: glasses, yes. 69. Turned someone down?: as a chick in miami ¿¿¿ of fucking course 70. Sex on the first date?: lol yes 71. Broken someone’s heart?: seems dramatic i dont feel like i have sincerely done that, just hurt them. 72. Had your heart broken?: In a way mostly by close friends / family 73. Been arrested?: when i was 15 for dumb shit like trespassing 74. Cried when someone died?: yes 75. Fallen for a friend?: i crush on all my friends because i love alot DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 76. Yourself?: Yes because Rock Lee would want me to 77. Miracles?: i think miracles are a byproduct of a fucking amazing universe. 78. Love at first sight?: i think of it as a magnetic pull n interest not love 79. Santa Clause?: i fucking love christmas, idgaf 80. Kiss on the first date?: yup OTHER 81. Current bestfriend?: @mariekankerr 7 years n countin babe 82. Eyecolor?: blue 83. Favorite Movie?: Lilo and Stitch, Pulp Fiction, The Iron Giant, A Fish Called Wanda, Murder By Death, Knights of the Round Table, mel brooks in general, The Changeling (bt like the oroginal one not w Angelina jolie it came out in like the 90s?) Spirited Away, Clue, Hot Chicks, A Bronx Tale I tag: @shamelesssasukestan @hotmessmuffin @narutoandsasukearecanon and i suck at this so just go for it and tag me so i can lurk on u

[catgotyourtongu3]

TAG!

Tagged by: @linkito​

1. do you have a good relationship with your parents? yup

2. who did you last say “i love you” to? Maffew

3. do you regret anything? When I burn my grilled cheeses cuz such a waste man

4. are you insecure? Nope

5. what is your relationship status? not single

6 .how do you want to die? quickly so i dont have time to freak out (Not changing linkitos andswer because exactly same tbh)

7. what did you last eat? Scrambled eggs

8. played any sports? Soccer, track, cross country, karate

9. do you bite your nails? If i break it and the edge is all rough sometimes I will just to make it smooth but I don’t obsessively or anything 10. when was your last physical fight? At a party, a dude touched my butt

11. do you like someone? Maffew

12. have you ever stayed up 48 hours? Maybe? I don’t think so tho

13. do you hate anyone at the moment? Tbh Matt’s little brother he is a damn demon like wtf

14. do you miss someone? @simple-kind-of-woman​ even tho I saw her like two days ago, and @linkito​ but I’m seeing her Saturday!! And Christine always :(

15. have any pets? A doggo, a snek, and pretty soon a birb!!! (and a cat but I mean thats Matt’s not mine)

16. how exactly are you feeling at the moment? gouda

17. ever made out in the bathroom? ya

18. are you scared of spiders? big ones that are in my house yes, but lil ones or outside ones nah

19. would you go back in time if given the chance? I mean yea like why wouldn’t you? I’d just do something chill tho not try to change the world and shit

20. last place you made out with someone? Uhh the couch or bed maybe? idk man I don’t keep track

21. what are your plans for this weekend? Seeing my birb, partying with Curtis, and hopefully a movie with @linkito​

22. do you want kids? how many? Yea like one, maybe two

23. do you have piercings? how many? Double ears and a cartilege and my belly button so 6

24. what is/are your best subjects? art/art history, geology, psych I’m sure if I could fit it in my schedule

25. do you miss anyone from your past? Sorta? like mainly just the friendship aspect of past SO’s, and some friends from middle school that I never see anymore I guess

26. what are you craving rn? chocolate, silence, and more Sense8 episodes

27. have you ever broken someones heart? lol ya probs a few times cuz I suck

28. have you ever been cheated on? yup (damn u Brandon and ur “sending/receiving nudes isn’t really cheating though”)

29. have you ever made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry? ya

30. whats irritating rn? My mom’s coughing, Torque’s incessant barking

31. does someone love you? I’m sure

32. what is your favorite color? Puuuurrrrrppppppp

33. do you have trust issues? Not rlly but like if someone breaks my trust it takes a lot for them to get it back

34. who/what was your last dream about? It kinda fucked up, I dreamt the other night that a creepy old man at target grabbed my boob and I was too socially awkward to know how to respond

35. who was the last person you cried in front of? Matt like yesterday lol

36. do you give out second chances too easily? I mean ya but not 3rd chances

37. is it easier to forgive or forget? Neither, I’m pretty bad at both 38. is this year the best year of your life? No but it’s not bad either? I’ve had plenty of good

39. how old were you when you had your first kiss? Uhh Freshman in highschool so 15? 16?

40. have you ever walked outside completely naked? yes! I went skinny dipping w/Matt when we went camping once!

(i guess i dont get to know what 41-50 was lol)

51. favorite food? Cheese, but like fully cooked meal tbh mac and cheese maybe pizza

52. do you believe everything happens for a reason? ehh, I mean sometimes shit just happens and u deal with it, I don’t think the universe is pre-planned and shit

53. what was the last thing you did before you went to bed last night? Looked up lots of shit on birds, watched too many youtube videos about birds, I’m rlly into birds rn

54. is cheating ever okay? Nah

55. are you mean? Yea but I try to work on it/catch myself when I am

56. have you ever been in a fist fight? ya

57. do you believe in true love? I mean yes but I also believe you can have multiple true loves?? Like not at the same time but I know I could be equally happy with many different people, its just the circumstances that ended me up with who I’m with.

58. favorite weather? Sunny, maybe a little fallish outside, not too hot, a light breeze, warm enough that when you get in a car it feels cozy warm but not sweltering warm

59. do you like the snow? Eh, not enough to make it worth it

60. do you wanna get married? Yep

61. is it cute when a girl/boy calls you baby? I mean sure? I mean my knees don’t buckle as I swoon but ya why not

62. what makes you happy? Animals, Matt, hiking, cool rocks, sunshine, trees, drugs, pretty birdcalls in the morning, art, cold water when its hot out, hot chocolate before bed, I could go on but we will be here all day

65. your bff of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? I date him already

66. do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around? I mean Matt?

67. who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to? Matt (aka the answer to half these apparently)

68. who is the last person you had a deep conversation with? Matt

69. do you believe in soulmates? See #57

70. is there anyone you’d die for? Matt, Shelby, my mom, Jess, probably my dog honestly

Tagging: @notyouronlyfriend @simple-kind-of-woman :) (tag me in them when you do them so I can see!)

[eyesforguyswithcurlyfries]

answering qns because boredom is biting ma ass...

1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it? i do

2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now? Yes

3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time? today 4. Would you ever smile at a stranger? WHUT. um every day? 5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are? dont think so? 6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today? yes - ma grandad  7. What exactly are you wearing right now? maroon stretchy pants, a friends vest with no bra and slippers 8. How often do you listen to music? most days 9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more? jeans 10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2013? HAHAHAA hell yeah 11. Are you a social or an antisocial person? bit o both - ill say social 12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘A’? yes  13. What about ‘R’? yes 14. Can you drive a stick shift? no  15. Do you care if people talk badly about you? i care too much its bad 16. Are you going out of town soon? going to geneva in july 17. When was the last time you cried? yesterday watching a programme called ‘blinging up baby’ yes im that weak. 18. Have you ever told someone you loved them? many times 19. If you could change your eye color, would you? hmmm no  20. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for? not everything, a lot 21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having. so sunny but im too tired to move and appreciate it 22. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead? kinda 23. Are you dating the last person you talked to? no ma mum 24. What are you sitting on right now? my matilda bedsheets 25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you? ma boyf 26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have? yess 27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night? charlie 28. Do you get a lot of colds? i wouldnt say an unusual amount 29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from? primark - classy lady eh 30. Does anyone hate you? i hope not  31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room? yes i think i have 3 oops 32. Do you like watching scary movies? when im in the mood 33. Do you want your tongue pierced? nopity nope 34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be? like 2013/14  i think 35. Did you have a dream last night? i think so 36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them? today i think 37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years? maybe tbh 38. Do you think someone has feelings for you? yep 39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now? no idea 40. Did you have a good day yesterday? first day in college after a holiday...not really 41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship? yes 42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl? i willlll 43. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you? yes 44. What’s the best part about school? nice people and just learning/talking about things im interested in  45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook? yees 46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school? nah 47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head? doesnt everyone 48. Were you single over the last summer? no  49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago? quite similar, same school, friends, house etc but better tho i think   50. What are you supposed to be doing right now? like seeing my family  51. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with? NO 52. Are you nice to everyone? its my goal to be but obviously not always 53. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to? deffo 54. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat? 100% 55. Are you good at hiding your feelings? hmm. yes 56. Do you think you like someone? i know i do 57. Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a ‘J’? yep 58. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys? either, i have more close friends who are girls tho if that matters? 59. Has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry? ofc i cry quite a lot 60. Do you hate anyone? no. no. no. i never want to 61. How’s your heart? swelling with love 62. Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about? a few shitty things ive done 63. Have you ever cried over a guy? yes 64. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now? i dont know exactly probs someone or other 65. Are your toenails painted pink? er i wish 66. Will your next kiss be a mistake? hope not! 67. Girls love it when boyfriends cry; correct? gosh i wouldnt say ‘love’ it - it does create a certain kind of intimacy though, perhaps the vulnerability   68. Have your pants ever fallen down in public? at first i thought this said parents! no to both 69. Who was the last person you were on the phone with? chas probably 70. How do you look right now? not ma best - lazy with worn off makeup 71. Do you have someone you can be your complete self around? idt i can even be my complete self around myself - but 99% yes 72. Can you commit to one person? i really hope so 73. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to? most things 74. Have you ever felt replaced? step-parents amirite? 75. Did you wake up cranky? yesssss 76. Are you a jealous person? gotta admit yes 77. Are relationships ever worth it? totally 78. Anyone you’re giving up on? i dont think so, drifting from naturally but giving up on is harsh  79. Currently wanting to see anyone? yup 80. Name something you have to do tomorrow? revise ew 81. Last person you cried in front of? the boyfriend 82. Is there someone you will never forget? i feeel like this is a meme that charlie is the answer to every qn  83. Do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you? yep i do 84. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now? mightnt be appropriate for the internet  85. Are you over your past? who is? 86. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex? not sure 87. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to? u already asked this 88. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept? y would he be apologising? 89. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in? yep 90. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated? not rlly 91. Will you be in a relationship in 2 months? hope so 92. Is there anyone you know with the name Michael? uhuh hes really nice 93. Have you ever kissed a Matthew? dont think so! 94. Were you in a relationship in January? How was it going? i was, a little rocky but all the love was there 95. Were you happy with the person you liked in March? i was 96. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive? ma beautiful sister  97. Who do you have texts from? many people ? mostly mam dad and charlie tho ngl 98. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say? oh 99. Have you ever kissed someone older than you? yes 100. Who’s in your profile picture with you? just moi 101. Ever kissed under fireworks? noooooo 102. Has anybody ever given you butterflies? yes

@die-a-betic @lxvedlikethis @i-am-unstable @purplebraindrops

[zelvars]

rules: answer all questions, add one question of your own and tag as many people as there are questions. Tagged by @rhyesand (thank u!!)

1. coke or pepsi: coke pepsi is the devil’s drink

2. disney or dreamworks: disney probably

3. coffee or tea: neither diet coke

4. books or movies: probably movies

5. windows or mac: windows but im getting a mac soon so

6. dc or marvel: neither dont rlly care

7. x-box or playstation: my brother had a playstation a while ago and it was fun so playstation

8. dragon age or mass effect: neither i have no idea what these games r abt

9. night owl or early riser: night owl but so much so that im up at like 4am so i see the sunrise

10. cards or chess: cards omg sooo many good card games

11. chocolate or vanilla: chocolate vanilla is for pagans

12. vans or converse: converse 

13. Lavellan, Trevelyan, Cadash, or Adaar: who

14. fluff or angst: fluff

15. beach or forest: beach

16. dogs or cats: cats i love my two cats

17. clear skies or rain: clear skies

18. cooking or eating out: cooking bc i cba to leave the house

19. spicy food or mild food: spicy am i yt no

20. halloween/samhain or solstice/yule/christmas: umm christmas, halloween isnt that big here

21. would you rather forever be a little too cold or a little too hot: um neither but i guess cold??

22. if you could have any superpower, what would it be?: to be at literally anything i try so like i can learn all language etc or the ability to steak superpowers from fictional characters

23. animation or live action: live action

24. paragon or renegade: huh

25. baths or showers: showers

26. team cap or team ironman: dont care

27: fantasy or sci-fi: fantasy

28. do you have three or four favorite quotes, if so what are they:

“What happened to us? she was lighting and i was thunder, the timing was always slightly off”  “I loved you head over handles/like my first bicycle accident-/before the mouthful of gravel and blood,/I swore we were flying.” - Sierra DeMulder “Nothing ever ends poetically. It ends and we turn it into poetry. All that blood was never once beautiful. It was just red.” - Kati Rokowski 

these are more like poems than actual quotes but eh

29. netflix or youtube: netflix mans got premium uno

30. Harry Potter or Percy Jackson: unpopular but percy jackson i read them first n they got me obsessed with greek myths

31. when you feel accomplished: not rlly ever lol if i manage to finish a thing in one night

32. star wars or star trek: star wars !! in this bitch!!

33. paperback or hardback: dont mind it depends

34. horror or rom-com: rom-com

35: Tv shows or movies: both

36. spotify or pandora: spotify tf is pandora

37. zootopia or inside out: didnt watch either

38. 3 favourite artists: halsey, fifth harmony and then too many vying for a stop in the top 3

i tag (not 37 ppl) @afycso @alecilghtwood @rhystarlight @andrewminyird @sanasevaks @narxotics @andybergs @downworllders

[ch99rry]

1-102? 😁😁😁

omg ur gonna kill me

1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?

i think the last person who told me they loved me was my mother lmao so im pretty sure she meant it

2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now?

mmmm i mean i would if they were comfortable with it. im 17 so its not that much of an age difference but im still underage but idk

3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time?

LMAO NGL IT WAS WHEN I WAS SITTING NEXT TO MY BOYFRIEND (i feel like its too early to call him that......) DURING LUNCH. AS MUCH AS I WAS HAPPY THAT HE WAS THERE I WAS ALSO RLLY MAD THAT IM SO AWKWARD WITH HIM

4. Would you ever smile at a stranger?

i mean??? yeah???

5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?

omg yeah probably coughdominiccough

6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?

yepppp it was where are you by taeil i think

7. What exactly are you wearing right now?

uhh my caltech hoodie and some gray sweatpants

8. How often do you listen to music?

like every minute of everyday. i will always listen to music

9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more?

probably sweats since i dont normally wear jeans during the week (i have uniforms at my school)

10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2013?

...what?

11. Are you a social or an antisocial person?

both??? im very social and open with my friends but its hard for me to talk to groups of people (even if its just like 10-15 people) and people im not that close to

12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘A’?

hmmm nope

13. What about ‘R’?

nope

14. Can you drive a stick shift?

UM NOPE PROBABLY NOT

15. Do you care if people talk badly about you?

g o d y e s

16. Are you going out of town soon?

i dont think i am

17. When was the last time you cried?

uhhh tuesday? yeah tuesday

18. Have you ever told someone you loved them?

yeyeye

19. If you could change your eye color, would you?

mmm maybe... i kinda want a lighter brown but idk

20. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for?

PARK CHANYEOL PARK CHANYEOL PARK CHANYEOL PARK CHANYEOL PARK CHANYEOL PARK–

21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having.

uh well the day im having is over so

idk what i disliked tbh. maybe during lunch when my bf’s friends forced him to sit with my friends and i while at the same forcing me to sit with them

that was so embarrassing lmao

22. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?

YES YES YES YES YES except i got acne and shit on my forehead so its kinda gross

23. Are you dating the last person you talked to?

mmmm nah

24. What are you sitting on right now?

my bed

25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you?

yeye!! my best friend aleks!!

26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?

GOD Y E S

27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?

aleks!!

28. Do you get a lot of colds?

nah

29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from?

caltech

30. Does anyone hate you?

yeah definitely lmao

31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room?

nah

32. Do you like watching scary movies?

eh not really but i’ll watch them anyway

33. Do you want your tongue pierced?

nah

34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be?

probably freshman year

35. Did you have a dream last night?

none that i recall

36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?

yesterday?? i think

37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?

mmm probably not

38. Do you think someone has feelings for you?

umm yes?? hopefully my bf???

39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?

y e s??? h ope f u l ly my b f????

40. Did you have a good day yesterday?

mmm yeah! i would consider it a good day

41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship?

nah

42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl?

mmmm i dont think i will

43. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?

mmm probably aleks but idk i dont remember. in a romantic way, no one

44. What’s the best part about school?

def my friends

45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook?

yep

46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school?

mmm nah bc all my teachers have been so chill with my friends and i bc we’re like the smart group of kids

47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head?

Y E S

48. Were you single over the last summer?

yep

49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago?

oh god no. if my life were anything like two years ago i would probably be dead by now

50. What are you supposed to be doing right now?

sleeping lmao

51. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?

nahh

52. Are you nice to everyone?

i try to be but if someone pisses me off lmao i’ll go off on them

53. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?

yepppp (i had a crush on two of my gay friends lmao)

54. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?

ofc!! cheating is literally the worst thing you could do in a relationship (besides kill them...)

plus i dont wanna hurt jaydon by cheating on him omg :((

also who tf would i cheat on him with wtf

55. Are you good at hiding your feelings?

mmm yeah. not so much online but in person im p good at hiding my feelings

56. Do you think you like someone?

uh???? yes????

57. Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a ‘J’?

GOD I WISH

58. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys?

lmao this is a dumb question

59. Has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry?

probably franchesca

60. Do you hate anyone?

GOD YES

61. How’s your heart?

its... p okay rn i guess. i got some insecurities still but im in a good place rn i think

62. Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about?

yeah kinda

63. Have you ever cried over a guy?

lmao who do u think i am? of course i have

64. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now?

probably zu

65. Are your toenails painted pink?

nah

66. Will your next kiss be a mistake?

mmm i hope not!!

67. Girls love it when boyfriends cry; correct?

i mean. sure? if he did it in front of me, i’d be glad that hes being open but i cant imagine jaydon crying lmao

68. Have your pants ever fallen down in public?

nah

69. Who was the last person you were on the phone with?

mmmm rene or kat

70. How do you look right now?

like a mess

71. Do you have someone you can be your complete self around?

yes!!!!

72. Can you commit to one person?

OFC

73. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?

mmm yeah

74. Have you ever felt replaced?

oh my god yes

75. Did you wake up cranky?

today? a little bit

76. Are you a jealous person?

yeah i get p jealous and paranoid easily

77. Are relationships ever worth it?

yes!! maybe not if u get rlly bad paranoia and anxiety but im trying to work past my paranoia and rlly enjoy this

78. Anyone you’re giving up on?

nope

79. Currently wanting to see anyone?

y e ss

80. Name something you have to do tomorrow?

go to a roller rink!!

81. Last person you cried in front of?

uhhh i dont think ive cried in front of someone in y e a r s

82. Is there someone you will never forget?

my best friend from 3rd grade

83. Do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you?

lmao i would like to think he is but im not sure, i’d have to ask

84. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now?

probably watching a movie. i rlly wanna watch train to busan with someone (preferrably him lmao)

85. Are you over your past?

more or less

i still think about the past year or two with kat, alex, and tay but everything before then im p okay with

86. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex?

y e

87. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to?

yep

88. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?

first true love??? uh??? true love is a dumb concept???

also my first love already apologized for being a dick to me and i already accepted it lmao

89. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in?

uh no thanks

90. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?

mmm nah

91. Will you be in a relationship in 2 months?

i hope so!!

92. Is there anyone you know with the name Michael?

yepp and hes a loser senior :^)))

93. Have you ever kissed a Matthew?

nope

94. Were you in a relationship in January? How was it going?

nope

95. Were you happy with the person you liked in March?

i mean??? i guess?? he was also kind of a dick

96. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive?

ye shes p cute (it was aleks lmao)

97. Who do you have texts from?

what does this even mean

98. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?

i would honestly cry but even if i felt crushed (which i would be) i wouldn’t be surprised bc i think all the time that im not good enough for him. besides that, i feel like the last option tbh. like after leeloo and franchesca, its me, and i know im probably overthinking that but i cant help but feel that way. so yeah i’d probably tell him its doesnt surprise me but i’d still be upset

99. Have you ever kissed someone older than you?

nope

100. Who’s in your profile picture with you?

uhhh thats chanyeol

101. Ever kissed under fireworks?

nah

102. Has anybody ever given you butterflies?

yes!!!!