#eeveelutiontrainer

[gingeart]

a seepy cosy ven for @eeveelutiontrainer as thanks for helping me out!!! ven is their witch oc; the tattoos grow and shrink as they use their magic!

[joculine]

also we hung out too! @eeveelutiontrainer @wizardwithnogoodspells @adhdnarut0 @althaea-bed @walcutt @eruditetyro

[alilbifurious]

got tagged in a music challenge by @california-andy so lets go

last song listened to:

favorite song of the moment:

song of my choice:

i tag @eruditetyro @walcutt @adhdnarut0 @joculine @eeveelutiontrainer @malinspacescience and anyone who wants to i guess

[eruditetyro]

I got tagged to post my recieptify! thank you @butchronan! I’m also doing last six months bc boygenius is overrepresented on last month’s due to the 3 new tracks they released.

I tag @joculine @walcutt @eeveelutiontrainer @adhdnarut0 @imnotrealimsleeping @premiumgelato and anyone else who wants to! feel free to ignore also

[strongbademail]

eeveelutiontrainer replied to your post: betcha cant guess what cospla...

hows it going then

i have ironed the fabric.

yay.

[iiiridium]

im pretty sure the person who sent the ask has like 3 and she carries one around with her all the time too

[eruditetyro]

@eeveelutiontrainer yeah ok. i've been talking with @unloneliest about this and many of these points should be credited to them. ronan lynch's self concept is in some ways "catholic gayboy with magic powers". ronan lynch also has a physical embodiment of his inner child that manifests as a young girl with goat legs. to psychics, ronan is "like a woman pregnant with quadruplets, but worse". ronan is a teen mom. ronan is the empress card. ronan is a magic forest. to quote den unloneliest, "someone needs to tell him being a catholic gayboy doesn't mean he can't also be a girl at the same time." and they're right. ronan is a character with a foot in many worlds, whose life has different/competing frames of context, who is used to having different identities in different situations, shifting in the light. at the same time, he's always the truest version of himself that he can be in that moment: i simply agree with den that someone needs to tell him "you can be a transfem butch sometimes without changing a thing about yourself." i think in a timeline where adam comes out as trans, ronan is put in a position where he has the opportunity to examine his own gender identity, and the outcome of that that makes the most sense to me is a ronan who finds "boy" fits about as well as "human" fits, which is to say, usefully in some contexts, loosely in others, and in some contexts not at all. i think ronan could have a lot of fun playing with gender. just as ronan as a character is often old and young at the same time, human and inhuman at the same time, belonging and not belonging at the same time, impossible but present, knowable and unknowable, limited and limitless, creating and destroying, greywaren/ronan i think could be a boy or a girl or both or neither depending on the light.

i don't want to be, like, called out for pointing at a canon gay boy and saying "that isn't a gay boy actually, that's an Entity Of Varying Gender"-- my point is that ronan IS a gay boy. but also other things. it's a "yes, and" scenario. ronan is a gay boy teen mom scribble of dark lightning in the realm between our realm and the next. if you disagree that's fine: you could also read ronan/greywaren as having chosen to be a boy in this life and being really solid in that choice. but i think there's a compelling reading supporting ronan as more gender expansive. this headcanon for me DOES depend heavily on my headcanon version of the narrative where adam eventually comes out as transfem: i think without a catalyst like that, ronan wouldn't question this aspect of his identity. this sort of thing happens many times in ronan's narrative in the books: see the "i thought i knew. turns out i know fuck all" moment in Greywaren. I think a lot of ronan's journey in the books is about his becoming more expansive and learning to accept and incorporate and honor all his different seemingly conflicting facets. i think in a world where ronan is presented with this truth from adam, he would end up restructuring his view of his own gender. i think ronan's boyhood is tied very closely to his understanding of himself as gay and i think if he was presented with a narrative where the object of his affections actually isn't a man, he'd have another "turns out I know fuck all" moment. without any change in presentation ronan could be multiple other genders. and that's my genderfluid ronan thesis.

and really IS the public ready to talk about genderfluid ronan. idk!

[alilbifurious]

Shit! I'm wearing someone else's pants!

Mel on her way out of Follies

[eruditetyro]

faradaysconstant replied to your post: jellyedcauldroncakes replied to your post: ...

YES DO IT YOU WILL FEEL SO MUCH LESS STRESSED WHEN IT’S THROUGH

eeveelutiontrainer replied to your post: eeveelutiontrainer replied to your post: ...

i would help but i have no idea how to so p much all i can do is wish you luck

SCREAMS AT BOTH OF U

[eruditetyro]

eeveelutiontrainer replied to your post: eeveelutiontrainer replied to your post: ...

i have not in fact been in such a situation but i understand how terrifying it must be so idk it’s up to you but

I want to but I'm scared it is awful

I'm probably gonna do it but I'll have to work up to it first and I have no idea how I'll do that

[eruditetyro]

got tagged by @shivroyscunt to do this again and so I am doing it again, skipping if the song came up last time. you're welcome everybody

elevator operator - courtney barnett

the frost - mitski

bobby reid - lucette

temporary - vérité

velodrome - dessa

heat stroke - black math

cassandra - florence + the machine

the giver - the dead tongues

the millenial whoop - luna and the lush, bella nona

smalltalk (four tet remix) - ultraista, four tet

tagging @iiiridium @iowadream @eeveelutiontrainer . and again it's open to anyone else also!

playlist shuffle tag game

tagged by @friendofcars (thanks!!)

rules: shuffle your on repeat playlist and post the first ten tracks, then tag ten people

dream yourself awake (feat. thao) - san fermin

hollow - cloudeater

karmageddon - abbe may

fickt-euch-allee - grossstadtgeflüster

house of mercy - sarah jarosz

down to the river (reimagined) - ben caplan

like you know you're alive - bcbc, harve

geyser - mitski

phenom - thao, thao & the get down stay down

devil's sweetheart - alice phoebe lou, olmo

i tag @walcutt @joculine @premiumgelato @virginwerewolff @alilbifurious if you'd like to do this, & anyone else who wants to share!

[eruditetyro]

eeveelutiontrainer replied to your post: jellyedcauldroncakes replied to your post: ...

u should do it

hah ah ha

I should definitely

but like

have you even been in a situation where that is a thing you should do it is hella terrifying 

[alilbifurious]

friends please reblog my selfie

[eruditetyro]

eeveelutiontrainer replied to your post: now I want to dress up in...

Doooooooo iiiiiiiit

my parents just came home

[alilbifurious]

The powers out again. Fun times singin You Can't Fight the Homestuck with mel in our boring choir class