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[thoughtlessinsecurities-blog]

7.1.12

Today I feel like utter shit, bearing the feelings of heart ache and insecurities really just isn't my cup of tea.

I cut my arm up really bad the other day and when I went to hang out with Ricky he saw and did say one thing about it. I wanted him to, because then I can have some hopeless feeling that he still cared for me. But whatever I guess, onto other news a guy I had met back in march has finally left for Florida, the reason for why I am even mentioning this is because I know this is gonna sound so stupid but I had fallen in love with him, he was perfect, everything I had looked for in someone and now he is gone forever. 

I feel so dumb, please just let me die.