#edser coffee

[lizacstuff]

Edser + Coffee

[giulsherondale]

"Welcome Eda!"

Ehm Balca, dear, this is not your home so please don't behave like it is... Ahh my nerves.

And more the earrings tactic... Soo childish. I really can't stand her.

Loved that Eda literally throw the popcorn into Serkan's belly😂

And Sirius at the end, I love my son.

Honestly... I really love Ferit and Ceren together. They are so cute, and I love how Ferit is trying to correct his mistake. He confesses that he is love with her, that he constantly thinks about her. So sweet.

Serkan telling Eda that the first time they met she used the same tactic of Balca because she forget her bag in his car. I love flirty Serkan and the fact that he remembers everything about Eda and their relationship.

The bet, honestly this is only the pretext so that Serkan can take Eda to Paris and have a romantic moment so the two of them.

"What does Efe wants?"

"You heard. I said I'll talk to him in the office."

"How strange. Not answering anyone's calls, and doesn't answer questions. But he calls you."

"I still work for him Serkan. Did you forgot? Okay, let's move on to our bet. Perhaps you agree that I won."

"I've told you. Nothing is clear yet."

"What has to happen for you to understand? How much clearer should it be? She ordered the same dish."

"Maybe."

"She said she was interested in the stars."

"Everyone loves stars."

"This was not enough, she also said 'Love' looking into your eyes Serkan."

"I think when she talked about love she was thinking about another person Eda."

"She answered by looking at you."

"Who else Eda? There were two people in front of her. Either you or me. Should she look at the salt shaker?"

"Either you are really stupid, or you pretend not to understand. Okay. It won't last long. It is seen, in a couple of days she will already confess her love to you."

"And you will win the bet right?"

"Of course. It's not my business."

"I agree."

"At the end of the day, what matters is how you respond to Balca's attention."

"You're right. This is a special topic that only concerns me and Balca. This is between us."

"Between you? There is something? Then I will call her."

"Eda sit down please. You..."

"I'm not jealous of you Serkan Bolat."

"You're not jealous... Really?"

"Think for yourself what could have been. Is this funny?"

"Okay... But I'm jealous of you like crazy. What to do about it?"

"You crossed the boundaries again. We'd better have coffee in the office."

"Let's have coffe here."

"I have something important to discuss with Efe. We will have coffee in the office."

"Efe can wait."

"Then I'll send him a message."

"No emoji."

This was hilarious. Eda kicking Serkan under the table and Balca was obviously flirting all the time. I loved Eda expression, she was so jealous. Serkan is soo smart, I think that he is well aware that Balca is flirting with him and he pretend not to see in order to push Eda to near to him. My smart babe.

Engin and Piril... I really like them. They are opposite of each other but they are so in love. And I think their love is actually more stronger that the difference they have. And they take out the best part of each other.

"As if there is an invisible connection between them."

Balca, dear, believe me there is... There is. So better not to put your nose between Eda and Serkan because nothing will change.

"Your coffee Eda Yildiz. Much better now. When you aren't stressed, you're becoming even more beautiful."

"Don't stress me out then."

"I don't."

This moment was so sweet and romantic. Obviously ruined by Balca. And then when Eda takes his coffee mug I was laughing out loud. Love that my girl is marching HER territory.

WHAT ARE YOU DOING BALCA?! I think she is really stupid because of course by removing the paper in the dossier Serkan will lose faith in Eda but you're damaging everyone and the holding too. She's so silly. And Balca even said that she felt hurt by seeing Eda and Serkan close the night before... Darling you know him for two days what the hell???? I hate her really.

Soo the interview and the photoshoot aren't enough... Balca you aren't spending too much time alone with Serkan and you even ask him to get a photo together and post it... Balca age 33... Balca real age 10.

"Well, until I'm 100% sure, this bet will continue Eda."

"What else should happen to make you 100% sure? What else? I'm just wondering."

"For example... When she look at me I have to feel that everything inside of her melts... When she's trying not to show her excitement... I have to see it by the way she look away... And when she try to stand firm... I have to see that her heart starts to beat faster... In her breath, in her voice, in her scent, even in her veins... I must feel this love."

"Serkan..."

"When she says my name... I must feel everything inside of her tremble."

TOO MUCH HOTNESS IN THIS SCENE🔥

Serkan reads her like a book... Honestly I don't know what to say about this scene... It speaks for itself. And plus new Serkan is enjoying his life, especially when he has the woman who he's in love with in front of him... Ahh Serkan❤️

"I really need Serkan"

Sorry Balca maybe I did not understand well... You NEED Serkan? For what? I really don't get her and I think I never will.

"His partner will arrive tomorrow and he wanted me to bring some flowers to his house and get everything in order."

"You went to his house? While I was doing the interview, you were at this man's house?"

"Yes I was. But there was nobody here. So I left some flowers and left. Anything else?"

"What kind of psycho would want flowers in his house? Is he romantic?"

"What's the problem? At least he doesn't have any allergies."

"And I also have another kind of allergy."

"What kind?"

"I'm allergic to Efe. I don't trust him."

"You should trust me. I know what's right and what's wrong."

Ohhh Eda, honey, you don't have an idea how wrong you are... And I love that Serkan says that he's allergic to Efe. My jealous boy.

I really like boys time, I like when Serkan, Engin and Ferit are together. And every each of them have some suspects on Efe,his behavior and the secret partner.

"You won."

"What?"

"You won."

"What did I win?"

"You won the bet."

"What bet?"

"Serkan, you won the bet."

"Ah... Are you sure?"

"I'm sure. Balca is a little in doubt, so it happened. But she may still like you."

"Of course."

"I'm sure about it. You cannot change my opinion. She's just not running after you. As a result you won I lost."

"As a result, then, we are going to have dinner in Paris."

"It seems to me not to worth so many adventures. We can just go to that restaurant with flowers..."

"No no. A bet is a bet. Is it not? Therefore, after the results of the tender are announced tomorrow, we will take my plane and fly to Paris."

"It seems that I have no other choice."

GIVE US EDSER IN PARIS PLEASE✨❤️

During the ice skating scene was like the director told them to do whatever they want, have fun with each other, just be themselves. And I think we saw that, everyone was having fun, was laughing. In fact I really loved the scene it was one of my favorite of the whole episode.

"What?"

"I haven't laughed like that for a long time. It did me good."

"Me too."

"You keep well on ice."

"Ah yes? I am good in the air, on the ground, on the ice, in the elevators when you're around."

"Stop showing off. And when I'm not there?"

"You are always there. And you always will."

"Maybe tomorrow... Instead of going to Paris, can we eat fish and bread on the water front?"

"I will never agree. We will fly to Paris anyway. Have you ever benn to Paris before?"

"No. If you've noticed, I don't even ask you."

"I went. But to be honest, this is the first time I'm so worried."

"You probably planned everything hourly now. What are we going to do?"

"Yes. We will have a wonderful tourist route. First we will climb the Eiffel Tower, and then visit the best cafes and pastry shops. We will dine in restaurants. And then we will meet the order over the Seine. And then the Bridge of Arts and the Bridge of Lovers. But of course, none of this worries me so much..."

"Yes? What worries you?"

"Get lost with you in Montmartre."

"You won't get lost. You will not be lost anywhere. It seems to me that you even have a map of places where you are going in your head."

"You're right. But I've never been there before."

"Why?"

"Because I gave myself my word. I promised myself that I would go there with the girl that I really love. And it's you."

"Suddenly it got hot..."

Plus we got Serkan saying "Mon amour, je t'aime" and when she said that she understood what he said Serkan throw the ultimate romantic bomb "Because love has no linguage".

THIS IS POETIC CINEMA✨

Who the hell is Piril father?!��

He has to be someone really important. He even has the guards.

And the final... Boommm... Grandma has come. I can't wait to see her and her plans.. In the fragment we saw that she will help Balca with Serkan because se has a "future husband" for Eda... Clearly grandma has no idea who Serkan Bolat is, he will never give up on Eda. Moreover I think that grandma arrivals is the thing that will unite Aydan, Ayfer, Eda and Serkan. They will work as a team against grandma. I can't wait to see it.

[acertainsomeone]

Finding us- EdSer one shot

If he had any doubts before, this incident cleared them altogether. Eda Yildiz had not only taken over his holding and life but his dog as well. He couldn't come to terms with the fact that his best friend, his dog, whom he had brought up since he was a baby, had turned his back on him. Ever since he proposed to Selin, Eda had asked Seyfi bey to get Sirius back to Bolat place. Not that she didn't love him anymore, she found it appropriate that the dog was returned to his rightful owner. She didn't wish anymore for Serkan to treat her worse, if fate planned, his memories will come back otherwise she was not going to desperately beg him to choose her over Selin. It wasn't about pride. Her love was much more than self-respect. She realized that Serkan was scared of her because she managed to strike chords of his heart that were nonexistent for him. If she pushed him further, if she hovered over his head, he would be irked and god forbid if something serious happened to his health, she won't be able to forgive herself.  

Sirius wasn't home, this was twice in the last three days that he had managed to escape. Serkan's pride was too much to call Eda and ask her to pay a visit to Sirius. Usually, he came back wagging his tail, it wasn't hard to spot him around but this time Serkan panicked. He checked the entire neighborhood and every possible place where Sirius could've gone. He had lost his memories; he couldn't afford to lose him.

"Where are you oğlum ?" He drove across the seats of Istanbul in apprehension. His heart skipped a beat thinking of a much worse possibility. Sirius wasn't among those dogs who get along with people, forget strangers.

What if somebody tried to harm him?

It wasn't hard to come across such crackheads, who would hurt animals for their pleasure.  

"Alo" Serkan answered his phone in panic upon seeing Eda's name on the screen. She was going to chide him enough for being so careless.

As if he wasn't to be blamed in her eyes already

"No need to wander around the streets, Sirius is with me. I'm sending you the location. Hadi gel." Her voice was devoid of any emotions, she didn't let him speak and hung up asap. 

 Did he make a mistake?

What was this place? And why would Sirius come here? He wondered while climbing the steps of the apartment. He entered and found a wounded Sirius lying in Eda's lap. He was asleep, and Eda was caressing his head.

"SIRIUS!" He cried in panic, and Eda glared at him for being so loud. 

"Shhhh you're gonna wake him."  

'What happened?" He asked incredulously. Sitting beside Eda, caressing his only best friend with affection.

"I think he ran from your place - to find me. He would've expected me to be at the park. Few children hit him there. Thankfully, I was there for a walk and spotted him immediately."

"What park? I checked all places where he could be."

"There are places that became Sirius's preference, if not yours." She rolled her eyes

"Anyways Serkan, tell me in all honesty, can you take care of him or not? I can't risk his life like this."

He was about to fight back with a 'he's my dog' but he knew that would've turned into a nasty conversation. He owed a thank you to Eda.

"Teşekkürler Eda."  

Eda looked at him plainly. It was hurting him to see her eyes without that love he was used to seeing ever since he came back. Why was it bothering him?  He pushed her away, that's what he wanted.

"You stay with him tonight. He needs to rest."  

"What is this place?" Serkan asked

"Home." She sighed in reverence. "I mean your home, you shifted here."

"Neden."

"I'll leave that story for your fiancé to tell after all she had been telling you everything, and you only believe her."

Eda picked her bag and stood up. "There's food in the fridge. Sirius's food is by the coffee table. And-        your room is upstairs."  She seemed in a hurry. He felt she was only telling him this to fulfill an obligation. He could feel her restless. But why? He had no idea

Serkan examined his room carefully. He was amazed Selin hadn't told him about moving out. The bedroom screamed that he was in a relationship with her Eda Yildiz.

Yok, the bed was made and broken lamps were fixed.

It had their memories. Her memories and belongings. Belongings that he would've never allowed in his premises.

Her clothes and undergarments were piled up along his. Her toothbrush and other toiletries were neatly placed in the bathroom. It didn't seem that they were placed there recently.

A weird sensation was pulling him towards those things. He ran his fingers through her belongings, having flashbacks. They were vivid.

For the first time, he heard her cackling voice too. It was blurry but even his bones could tell that they were in bed, and – he was doing things to make her laugh.

It can't be me

He shook his head in denial.

Serkan opened a drawer and found a USB. It wasn't the USB that grabbed his attention but the flower and note attached to it. That was his handwriting

"For us to remember all the good times- just in case."

***  

"Serkannn!! Would you stop? Look at my state." A sleepy yet annoyed Eda shrieked at Serkan, who was prolly filming a video. He chuckled at her words, not paying attention to whatever she said.

"Eda I know how you look like without clothes." She threw a pillow at his head, and the video disrupted. "Watch out!"

"Are you filming us naked in bed?"

"Hayır, I'm filming this for us to remember that you can't stay mad at me for long." He replied in amusement. This was one of those nights when she had been mad at him but they made out in less than a moment.

"You think too highly of yourself Serkan bolat."

"I've got the brightest star for myself. Shouldn't I?"

"Can you stop this? I have to get up Serkan!"

"How about first you record a message for an 80-year-old Eda, who might've forgotten me?"

"How are you sure that it can't be you."

"I love you way too much to forget you. More than you could. We can bet on that." He winked at her shamelessly

"Tamam." She wasn't going to fight him on this. Eda moved forward cautiously wrapping her naked self with the duvet and kissed Serkan on the tip of his nose.

"This message is for old, yet madly in love Mr. and Mrs. Bolat! No matter how hard the times are, no matter how grave misunderstandings can be, no matter how bleak the road of hope is, we will find our way back, together." 

"Always." He said with a smile and pulled her into a kiss. The video was for them so it didn't matter if it was all being recorded in that state. 

*** 

We don't choose our parents, we don't choose our family, and at times life doesn't allow us to choose our partner as well. He would've never in his right mind made an illogical choice of falling for Eda Yildiz.

Yet he did

Did he make a mistake?

Because all that he had given her in this relationship was pain, so far.

The video brought back a bunch of memories. Their first kiss, first fight, first night, and the last goodbye.

Serkan was mercilessly driving on the empty roads of Istanbul. It was raining heavily and he was drenched. This rain could've made him sick, terribly

But did he even care anymore?

He had hurt the most important person in his life. He ruined everything

How could he forget her of all people? Serkan always claimed to love Eda more than she could. His love was fragile

He sobbed mercilessly, wishing to hit the car somewhere and end this pain. Events of the past few weeks circulated in front of his eyes. The way he was indifferent towards her. The way he resisted her touch and broke her heart all over again.

I never deserved her

He smacked his head against the steering wheel. His tears blocked his vision and he had no idea that he was driving beyond the speed limit with an absolutely insane state of mind.

Suddenly it grew all dark. He couldn't see anything. It felt that the steering wheel was moving in its own direction

All he could hear was noise. Eda's cries and his broken promises.

He was sitting in the police station absentmindedly. Eda was completing the formalities. They hadn't had any eye contact so far else he would've started crying right there. She took him by his arm as if he was lifeless.

"Serkan noldu? You were absolutely fine when I left." She asked him apprehensively, careful not to touch him. "Do you want me to call someone? Selin-"

She stopped immediately. He looked at her for the first time. 

The gaze

Eda caught her breath. It was him. 

It was really him

She knew that man 

Those eyes, they weren't of a stranger. Those eyes recognized her, and she had seen love for her in them. But why was she seeing something stronger than love right now? Anguish

"Serkan!" She gasped unbelievingly. Her hands wrapped around his face possessively as if he'd leave this time if she didn't hold him tight

"I-" he was struggling with words. Should he tell her how scared he was when the pilot told them that the plane was going to crash? How he cursed himself for leaving her behind? Or how much he loves her? Where do I begin

Eda sobbed with happiness. She did not know what to say anymore. He was there, right in front of her. Her Serkan. Her robot bolat

The man who loved her

They were sitting at the shore. Looking blankly at the sea. The waves were calm but their hearts weren't. He had held her hand, and the grip was so strong that it was hurting her a bit but she didn't complain۔

"Eda" he broke the silence

"I don't even have words to ask for your forgiveness. I made another mistake, I broke your heart once again, didn't fulfill my promise, and became the reason for your tears." He was stuttering۔ words weren't leaving his mouth easily whereas Eda kept on looking at him with tears in her eyes

"What I did in the last few weeks can't be forgiven. I've hurt you. I won't beg you to return back to me. I can't make mistakes repeatedly and expect you to stand by the road waiting for me. I-" He stopped and his voice broke further

"Eda you might not want me back in your life but can you please forgive me? One last time? I won't be able to live with the fact that you hate me. Just don't hate me please"

He was begging her, his hands joined together in front of her pleading for forgiveness. His eyes were screaming in pain. He won't be able to bear that hate in this heart. If she stopped caring for him, he won't even bat an eye, but accepting the fact that she despises him? Serkan Bolat would die.

He knew he was being selfish. Yet again, he was thinking of himself. But he was selfish, he never deserved someone as selfless as Eda Yildiz. He disgraced their love, he ruined their relationship, and now if she wished to discontinue this fragile relationship, he won't subject.

"I failed our love Eda. I failed you." She could tell that he was not able to breathe properly. Eda's heart sunk the moment he adjoined his hands in front of her. With each pleading, it felt as if someone was squeezing her heart mercilessly.

"Fate failed us Serkan." She sniffed between her sobs. Her hands cupped his face immediately. She wanted to protect him, she wanted to curl his masculine self among her soft frame. She wished to provide him that comfort and safety his heart seek for the last few months.

He was asking her to forgive him. He feared that she hated him now. How could she?

Serkan had become more than a partner for her, he was a part of her. We don't detach ourselves from what lies within us.

He looked at her disbelievingly. Eda wiped his face with her palms. No more crying. They had enough, more than enough. The pain they had endured was enough for a lifetime.

"We'll leave. Somewhere far away, nobody could find us. Away from this mess, this hate, this chaos. Serkan we have each other. We are not going to let them ruin our happiness."

Was she for real?

"Tamam?" Eda pestered. He nodded in return, unable to say something.

"Seni cok seviyorum." Serkan mumbled only for her to hear as she adorned his face with delicate kisses.

"I have so much to tell you." She sighed in between.

"Where are you taking us?" He did not know why he was asking this. It didn't matter, the question came out of his mouth involuntarily.

"We are going to look for phoenixes." He did not know what that meant but he need not ask. As long as she was there, he didn't have to worry about anything. Eda embraced him protectively like a child. He was in his safe haven.

He was finally saved from the crash. 

[jan31]

Rambling Review Episode 33

So..... what can I say apart from it was not good, not the worst, but just frustrating.  I looked at my watch after an hour and thought, oh well this next hour will definitely lead somewhere, and of course it didn’t.

Interesting that after Seline and Deniz found Serkan and Eda in the cabin asleep in each others arms, that all she could scream about was he had missed her birthday, not sure if she forgot her lines but she said it many times!!  And of course it was all Eda’s fault, Serkan is starting to see another side of Seline, how she talks nastily to Eda and isn’t even interested in following her into the night when she storms away.  I am wondering if Serkan heard Deniz talking to Eda about the “game”, as he was on the verandah and the door to the cabin was open.

Finally Eda has a new car and whipped Serkans ass in the race!

Seline checking herself out in the car mirror before getting out the car to see Deniz, definitely something going to happen there.  The sooner the better, they are both evil.  I just don’t see the attraction these women have for Deniz, he always looks like he needs a good wash to me! 

Seline knows how to play the victim game and will take every opportunity to make Serkan feel bad about the cabin.  And we see if almost immediately when he call a meeting to give Seline 5% of his shares

She makes a point of refusing them so she does not look like Eda (taking the shares just cos she was with Serkan).  Of course in the end she accepts, but insists Serkan controls everything, this woman is so dangerous and knows exactly what to say.

Serkans mind is confused at the moment with thoughts of Eda, he has no idea he is falling in love with her as he doesn’t know what love feels like. He was about to sign the document Engin gave him without checking it first and he forgot that Layla said she would be out of the office for a few days.

When Engin confronts him he admits he cant stop thinking about her, her scent confuses him and he does not know what is happening.  He is getting flashbacks from the past which he is not sure are true or not.  Engin tells him he must decide, return to Eda, or marry Seline as it is not fair to either of them

He lets Seline go off into the night from the cabin, but Eda leaves the office after the shares meeting and he actively seeks her out!  He can see love in her eyes, which she denies, but speaking to herself she is still so in love with him but needs him to take a step forward.  Then Deniz who is always lurking interrupts them, he is so creepy and annoying, Eda did not seem pleased that he arrived.

Again when Eda leaves the office and doesn’t say where she is going, he finds out from Erdem where she has gone and follows her there.  Its so nice to see them doing something together and laughing, we need Edser back together, its been too long.  Again creepy Deniz arrives and sniffs Edas neck, that was so ugh and even Eda was shocked.   Seline is also watching them from her car, does anyone in Art Life actually work.

Seline deliberately crashing her car shows how psycho she is and the lengths she will go to gets Serkans attention away from Eda.  Despite Eda asking if there is anything she can do to help, Seline snaps back at her that she wants nothing from her, this doesn’t go unnoticed by Serkan. He is slowly realising that Eda is not this manipulative, cruel woman Seline has portrayed to him, and perhaps makes it easier for him to realise why he is thinking about her all the time.

I hate seeing Seline at Serkans apartment, she is really loving the attention after the crash, but is too stupid to see he is not even sitting next to her and is deep in thought about Eda.  

Ferit and Melo still the only two outstanding characters since the amnesia plot started.  Ferit still bringing Ceren coffee and trying to convince Seline not to go running after Serkan.

I am really not sure why Serkan suddenly decided he wanted Melo and Ceren to set up a surprise dinner for him and Eda, perhaps its what Engin said about deciding who he wants to be with, 

He brushes Seline off with excuses of matters to sort out when she unexpectedly turns up at his apartment wanting to go for dinner, so of course she does the usual thing and follows him.  For Seline this is not about loving Serkan, I don’t believe she does, obsessed yes, but not in love, this is about revenge on Eda for being happy with him, she never got that Serkan when she was dating him.

We see photos of Deniz and Seline kissing being delivered at Art Life, and there has been much speculation on who is behind it, I have heard Ferit, Leyla, Ceren and even a spy for Babanne!  We see Seline opening the envelope in the next episode but it is not clear if anyone else has seen them ie Serkan or Eda, and these photos will be the start of the downfall for Seline and Deniz, hopefully they will be gone in Episode 35.

The kiss in the restaurant is real, even though we all assumed it was a dream so lets see how Serkan explains why he did it.

We are getting the promised falling in love of E and S, but with so little screen time its getting frustrating as they are meant to be the lead characters and appeared for less than 30 minutes in this episode.  i am not even going to mention AAS scenes, honestly they weren’t bad, but too much screen time.  Pryl is getting on my last nerve with her screeching and whining and her storyline was so pointless, i have never been a big fan of hers, and Engin is just wasted in this story line.

The amnesia plot would be easier to tolerate if we did not have Seline and Deniz ruining every one of S and E scenes together, its enough.  Seline and Serkan have been together longer that Edser which is absolutely ridiculous.  Fans are getting vocal and downhearted, twitter is burning with hatred for Seline, Deniz and Serkan right now.  I have never seen such negativity and I cant blame people, they love this show and it is being ruined by bad writing , ratings are tumbling and if its true about a big meeting at Fox on Monday about the shows future then I am worried.  The only thing keeping this show together is the popularity of Hande and Kerem and the other cast and crew members.  The new writers and production team need to listen to the fans who watch the show, they need to know that the show is losing its charm, and why is there so little marketing.  The two fragmans showed nothing, and while i appreciate they want to keep some things a secret, they also need to entice viewers to watch the show live on Saturday.  And get rid of Selin and Deniz, they serve no purpose and have overstayed their welcome.

on a brighter note I have just finished Her Yerde Sen, omg i loved it, so little stress, lots of laughs and the leading actor Firkan is gorgeous, I am so shallow!!!!

[mrsgreenworld]

Okay, maybe I am being delusionally hopeful right now but in episode 24 we had some pretty clear marriage foreshadowing: "Eda Bolat" on Eda's coffee cup (Serkan also said it out loud at least 3 times) and Serkan catching Pırıl's bouquet. Of course these are all hints written and left by Ayşe and new writers can very well ignore all of it. But if they don't... If they don't ignore it and Serkan asks Eda to marry him in episode 25, she might actually say yes and they might actually get married. Maybe it will be in secret. But can you imagine married for real Edser? And not for 10 minutes in the series finale or even for the whole final episode. But right now? So that we can see them moving forward and take on Babaanne as a married couple??? This would be mind-blowingly good 🤯💞💕

[yourpakichic]

Episode 15 Thoughts

-Broken. Both of them. I want to hug them both soooo bad. Serkan looks so defeated while talking to Engin, it’s heartbreaking.

-The parallels between their conversations. Great choice of revealing after thoughts from both sides.

-RUHIKIZIM. Soulmates. They said it, not me. To be very honest, I was surprised to hear Serkan mention anything about soulmates cause I don’t know why I just thought he would be the type to not believe in soulmates considering he’s always denied believing in the idea of love and pretty much running from anything that seems similar or so. But the fact that he not only believes in soulmates but knows Eda is his, just freaking makes my heart burst with happiness.

-The way she straight up and confronted him! I STAN ONE FEMALE LEAD AND IT IS EDA YILDIZ. I don’t think I’ve ever seen a female lead come out and straight up confront the male lead right after the break-up. But it’s so true to the core of Eda’s character, I loved it!

-It physically hurt to see him putting that photo and Eda’s gift in her belongings box. He’s returning the world that she gave him. He’s returning the kind of life he could live back to her. Turning back into that cold-hearted Serkan.

-I know Eda hates her grandmother. But seeing Eda go off on Ayfer really set how much. Ayfer is the only parental figure and up until this point, we’ve only seen Eda get a little bit confrontational with Ayfer (only about Serkan) but to see her yell and get mad at Ayfer for being in contact, woooo. I really am intrigued to find out the core of Eda’s hatred for her grandmother and why does she blame her for her parents death. We know the grandmother disapproved of her parents relationship but Eda hates her and wants no contact with her specifically for their death. So what exactly is the role of the grandmother in their death? And could it possibly change the way it’s been shown Serkan’s dad responsible for their death?

-The way Efe coming into this, I don’t like. Also Eda just let him into her house and everything? I really don’t know what to make of Efe. He definitely adds the third party angle well but I also don’t worry about Eda really falling for him or anything. Something about him just gives me weird vibes like trusting him is gonna be a mistake.

-THE FACT THAT SHE SHOWS UP LIKE THAT WITH EFE right after he says that to Engin. Serkan’s reaction was absolutely hilarious 😂 😂😂

-THE TENSION BETWEEN EDA/SERKAN. Takes me back to the beginning! Just goes to show the chemistry and the fire between these two!

-Erdem playing it cool and then absolutely cracking as soon as Fifi leaves 💀

-The ring conversation was to die for, they are both so petty and indifferent toward each other, I loved it!

-If Alptekin needs to tell the truth to anyone, it’s Eda. The first to hear about it should be Eda. The one to tell her has to be Alptekin. If Eda or Ayfer find out from anyone else or find out by accident, that would be such a cop out. It is not Serkan’s duty and nor should it be brought to light for everyone by an error. For Eda, it’s important to hear it straight out. Because that’s the only way there will be a way for their relationship to move forward. Otherwise, there’s too much blame left to go around.

-Engin is the most amazing friend. The way he just knew by Serkan’s look to inquire about Eda/Efe leaving. But the way Serkan tried to okay cool and disinterested....this man is a fool!

-Y’all if Efe turns out to be related to Eda, I’m gonna die!

-Serkan’s conversation with Aidan was so gentle and sweet. That’s probably one of the most revealing characteristics about Serkan is the way he treats his mother. Serkan always gives in and coddles to her wants and needs. And he talks so gently to her no matter what the situation or problem he himself is going through.

-Serkan’s anger with his dad is so fresh and strong to the point that he can’t even be near his dad. For many reasons. 1) Serkan is still mad at his dad for the way he was just sent away after his brothers death and pretty much exiled from their lives. 2) It’s clear that Alptekin always treated Serkan harshly when he made a mistake and yet he had made a huge one himself. And instead of teaching Serkan it’s okay to make mistakes and learn from them, he instead played hard when Serkan made mistakes. All the while he had made this huge mistake. 3) Alptekin’s mistake led Serkan to have to lose the only one he truly fell in love with. I mean Alptekin’s mistake caused the biggest loss/pain in his lover’s life and is the reason behind Eda’s sleeping habit and panic attacks. To know that, how can one expect Serkan to be okay with Alptekin and just continue to live as if nothing has happened. And knowing all that, how can Serkan be with Eda. Knowing that his father is the one who caused all this in Eda’s life. Now imagine is Eda were to know the truth. Can you imagine the pain, the anger she will feel. If Serkan’s anger is like this, imagine Eda’s. Eda isn’t afraid to confront anyone, we’ve seen that. Serkan knows that finding out the truth will hurt Eda, but also could hurt Alptekin. Due to Alptekin’s health scare, it’s understandable that Serkan wants to keep him from having any other issues and protect him. But he also wants to protect Eda. So in trying to protect both from pain and suffering that the inevitable truth will cause, he does what seems plausible at the moment. Breakup with Eda in the same way you met her. As the cold-hearted robot. But in doing so, he may have saved Eda’s pain from knowing the truth (for the time being), but he chooses pain and suffering for himself.

-Meeting at the university and giving speeches is an Eda/Serkan thing Efe, don’t interfere please.

-HE CONNED A CAR RIDE WITH HER, all because she didn’t pour him coffee! Gosh, he makes me so proud sometimes!

-He gave a bad presentation all so that he can work together with Eda on one comprehensive project. This man has no limits. He’s too much for us.

-Serkan walking out that car toward the group for camp..... He hasn’t looked hotter!

-That entire camp sequence was a check-out session for Eda/Serkan. They both couldn’t keep their eyes off each other.

-THE ANGST. THE JAW TICK. THE BROKEN EYES OF EDA. The “Does it matter?” Someone take me out cause I can no longer. It hurts.

-He felt her. He felt her absence. And he felt her presence. He knew where to find her. And he did. Their love is only beginning to flourish but their connection is the strongest it’s ever been. To be so connected with someone, it’s rare. Eda/Serkan have a connection like no other. And it will pull them back to each other everytime.

Overall: WONDERFUL EPISODE! I think this was one of the best episodes so far! It was kind of like the first couple of episodes with the comedy, EdSer fights, pettiness, drama, and pretty much everything that makes this a great show! I didn’t expect to get such a playful episode after the end of episode 14 but I liked that they didn’t bring on the full drama with the break-up and kept it light and classy in the true EdSer style! I think the drama and real angst should be saved for after the truth comes out. Based on the trailers, it’s hard to tell exactly what the new episode will be about and the major story plots but I’m pretty sure Eda is gonna do her best to figure out the reason behind the breakup and we actually get romantic scenes! I’m excited for next week now!

[where-theres-smoak-2]

Sen Cal Kapimi Theories

I have a new show that I’ve become obsessed with. It’s a turkish show called Sen Cal Kapimi and its the first turkish show I have ever watched, its amazing and I’m totally in love with it, I am particularly obsessed with the main couple Edser, their chemistry is off the charts. I am finally all caught up and now my inner detective has been awakened which means I am aflood with theories for the next episode. Obviously there are spoilers for anyone who isn’t caught up and for the fragmans that have come out so if you want to go into episode 21 completely spoiler free skip over this post. The rest is under the tag. 

Ok so I’m first gonna talk about the emoji’s  Neslihan (serkan’s mother Aydan) posted when a fan asked if she could give a hint as alot of my theories are based on them.

So the first one of the ring crossed out I think could be to do with the scene in fragmen 1 where it looks like serkan and aydan have come to ask for Eda’s hand. I actually don’t think this is what happens and that Melo misunderstood which is why she looks sad during the group photo and does a side look over at eda and serkan. I think she’s disappointed that they are not getting engaged. I actually think that they are there because of the school project they were involved in and that’s why the photographer is there. Aydan could actually be there to ask if Ayfer is willing to do an interview to do with the cakes she made for the foundation. Part of the reason why I think that is because in some of the shots in the fragman Fifi is in the background so we know she’s at eda’s house yet she’s not in the group picture, everyone in the picture is either related to art life or to the commitee. I think Fifi isn’t in the picture because although she helped out she’s not directly involved in either. The other explanation is that Fifi leaves before the picture is taken. But this is my best theory for what is going on in this scene. They’ll be a string of hilarious misunderstandings and it’ll be revealed this isn’t an engagement request thus the crossed out ring. However there is a snag in my theory which is Aydan’s line of ‘with god’s will, for my son.’ This apparently is part of a phrase said when asking for a woman’s hand and is unique to that situation it’s something like ‘with god’s will, for my son I ask for your daughter’s hand.’ Now I’m not turkish so I can’t say for sure. But another snag is if you look at this low quality screenshot I took from the fragman.

You can see that Melo is holding a gift and some flowers, there also appears to be more gifts on the table. From what I understand from my research into turkish engagement traditions traditionally the groom and his family will bring flowers and chocolates when asking for a bride’s hand and well that wrapped gift does look like it could be chocolates. As for the other gifts on the table there is also a tradition where the mother of the groom will buy gifts for the bride usually jewellery, a necklace, bracelet and earrings. Other famuly members also present gifts. However from what I can tell from the research these are usually given at the engagement party not when asking for the bride’s hand. 

Another thing that might suggest this is them asking for Eda’s hand is Eda announcing she’ll make the coffee. This is another tradition that goes with this ceremony of asking for the bride’s hand. The bride will make the coffee to show she’ll make a good wife and she’ll put salt in the groom’s coffee, if the groom drinks it all without showing disgust this shows that he has patience for difficult times ahead. So another theory could be that they are there to ask for Eda’s hand but that its a show for the papparazzi. Of course there is a slim chance that its all real but its a very slim chance in my opinion. 

Which brings me back to the emoji and another theory because if it turns out that it’s not a misunderstanding then what else could the emoji mean. Well another theory I have is it could be in relation to Erdem and Fifi. Maybe Fifi confronts Erdem about his engagement to Layla and he admits that they aren’t really engaged and that he did it to try and make Fifi jealous. 

My third theory for this emoji is it could be that Engin formally asks Piril to marry him and she says no. I hope its not that one personally I’d rather see Engin and Piril’s realtionship move forward and become stronger.      

So moving on, the second emoji I think is in relation to Aydan. In the last couple of episodes she has been campaigning, I spose you could call it, to become the new head of the committee. I think in this episode that will happen and she’ll win the vote to become the new leader. I also think its possible she will get it with help from eda and Ayfer and that could be another theory on why in the fragman serkan says to Aydan ‘because you will ask for it.’ I actually think she’ll be asking for a favour from Ayfer and serkan is making it clear to Aydan that if she want’s Ayfer’s help that she has to ask for it herself. 

So the third emoji is because I think it might be Eda’s birthday in this episode. This could be another explanation for the gifts on the table in the screenshot above. Maybe these aren’t gifts for an engagement but for Eda’s birthday. This could also be part of the misunderstanding. Melo thinks the chocolates and flowers and other gifts are because of the intent to ask for Eda’s hand when actually they are birthday gifts. Possibly? Either way this emoji obviously indicates a party or celebration of some kind. If its not Eda’s or someone else’s birthday maybe its a party to celebrate Aydan becoming head of the committee. 

In the second fragmen it is shown that Serkan is helping Eda with her claustophobia. I think this could give us a clue to the fourth emoji. I think Serkan will also help Eda with the falling alseep when stressed issue she has. Earlier in the season serkan said that he and eda would do sports together and Eda said she wanted to do horse riding and boxing. I think we are going to see them go horse riding together. The other thing it could be is to do with that story Serkan told Eda about the horse that doesn’t have a name. Maybe he finally is able to ride the horse or maybe its a combination of the two. Maybe the horse does allow herself to be ridden but by Eda when she and Serkan go for their horse ride. After Serkan lets Eda name the horse. 

The next emoji is an engagement ring. Again I have a couple of theories on this, obviously I’m really hoping that its a case of Eda and Serkan reconcile and decide that after everything they’ve gone through they want to really get engaged. I’m not sure how likely this is though. I don’t think its impossible. I know alot of people feel like its too fast after Eda discovering the truth for them to reconcile, but the way I see it Eda and Serkan have been separated for a while now, we’ve been waiting for a reconciliation for a while now. I also feel like they made alot of progress towards Eda forgiving Serkan in ep 20, Eda wouldn’t have gone to the restaurant if she was unwilling to forgive him. I know the ending of ep 20 complicates things because now they both believe the other one didn’t show up. But I think this will be solved fairly quickly and I can see a scenario where Eda and Serkan realise that while there are things they need to work on in their relationship alot of the problems they are having is because of the actions of others. They could decide to throw caution to the wind and just get engaged and decide to give their relationship a real chance. 

The other scenario is that it could be that Engin will propose to Piril. I  think this one could be possible but at the same time I feel like they didn’t really address the issues Engin and Piril were having moving in together and clashing. So unless they bring that up earlier in the episode and then they get engaged towards the end I’m not sure how likely an engagement would be. It could also be that they resolved those issues offscreen, Piril did say that they would talk about it but we never saw the conversation and they’ve been shown as seemingly happy in their relationship since. 

The last emoji in my opinion looks a lot like the new cast member they’ve just announced. I think the characters name will be Balca and the actress is called Ilayda Cevik. I reckon she will show up at the end of the episode as the cliff hanger. As for who this character might be there are again a couple of theories. She could be the Efe’s secret client or partner. However I, like a lot of people, feel like the client/ partner Efe was talking about is Eda’s grandma this actress is far too young to be anyone’s grandma. It could be this character is working on behalf of the grandma because the grandma isn’t yet ready to reveal her involvement to Eda. But I have another theory. 

In this screenshot from the second fragman we can see that Seline appears to have packed up her desk and is writing a letter to Serkan. I think Seline is gonna be hit hard by her conscience and realise that because of her jealousy she’s become someone she doesn’t like. As a result she will write a letter to Serkan handing in her resignation and confessing to switching the restaurant addresses. Now I don’t think that she’s going to be leaving the show, its possible she might be gone for a couple of episodes, maybe she goes on vacation to clear her thoughts and regather herself. But I do think she will still be involved in the plot in some way though at this point I can’t say for sure exactly in what capacity she will be involved. But if my theory is right and Seline is leaving the holding then they are going to need a new PR representative. I think this will be the role of that new character. No doubt the new character will stir up all kinds of drama but whether she is good or bad remains to be seen.  

Ok so moving on from the emojis I do have some other theories. In the second fragman there is a scene where Serkan is telling Eda not to go. Which begs the question of where is it exactly Eda is thinking about going? Is it just a case of now that Efe is leaving she’s leaving Art Life? Or could it be that Efe offers for Eda to come to Italy with him? I have a theory that the Grandma is planning something nefarious behind the scenes and that she will show up soon but that she might want to get Eda out of the way so to speak first. Or more out of the firing line. She might be worried that if Eda is still there when grandma arrives then Eda will act against her and basically cause problems in Grannies revenge plan so she tells Efe to convince Eda to go to Italy with him. Obviously Serkan is defo not going to want Eda to leave with Efe so he is trying to convince her to stay.  

Something else to note is that Serkan says ‘I missed you’ this could possibly indicate that Serkan fails to convince Eda to stay and she does leave for some period of time. Maybe we’ll even get a little time jump if it is a case of she goes to Italy. Or if its a case of she’s just leaving the holding maybe its been a few days since he has seen her. This could be supported by the fact that Eda seems to be organising flowers and they seem to be at the flower shop, so maybe she leaves the holding and takes over the flower shop so Ayfer can focus more on her cooking/ Star Garden. 

But here’s my favourite theory as to why he might have said he missed her. Eda is very smiley in this scene and Serkan is looking at her pretty intensely. It could be that by this point they have already made up and Serkan means he’s missed her more in an emotional sense, more of a I’ve missed being with you, I’ve missed us, as oppose to I haven’t seen you in while so I’ve missed you if that makes sense. 

Ok so the main thing I think everyone is excited about is that elevator scene, the big debate, will they kiss, won’t they kiss? Will those stupid doors open before we get a kiss? Will they kiss but all the lights go out in the elevator so we don’t see anything? Well I’ve got my clown nose and wig nearby ready and waiting just in case but I’m actually going to be positive and say that not only do I think they will kiss but that I think they would have already got back together by this point in the episode. Yeah I know defo could be totally wrong about it but I don’t know, something about the way he is saying ‘remember us’ in an attempt to get her to calm down I just don’t think he would be saying that if they were still at odds with each other. I mean she’s in a stressful situation where she is trying to conquer her fear of enclosed spaces. If they haven’t worked things out and he’s still trying to win her back then saying something like ‘remember us, be calm’ isn’t going to go over well and won’t exactly help her feel calm. I mean it would be the equivalent of him saying hey remember how I lied to you and how you don’t trust me anymore, by the way stay calm. Because if they haven’t made up then that’s what is going to come to her mind when she remembers them, how he hurt her. Of course all of this is just my opinion but to me the only way that statement makes sense in that situation is if they have already reconciled. 

I have seen some theories on facebook that Serkan will kiss Eda but then she will slap him. This, from what I can gather, comes from Kerem saying that Eda slaps Serkan in the next episode. I do think it’s possible especially if they haven’t made up yet.  But I have my own theory on when and why I think Eda will slap Serkan. I actually think it will happen way before this moment. In my opinion it’ll be the first time she sees him after the dinner fiasco. I mean Eda has got to be soo frustrated at this point. I mean he spends the entire day being really attentive to her making it clear that he wants to get back with her, telling her she’s beautiful, that he loves her, he even invites her to dinner, it would have taken a huge leap of trust for Eda to go and meet him and then (as far as she knows) he stands her up. I could legit see her just storming into the office the next day and slapping him across the face before going off on a rant about how he is so unbalanced and announcing that she’s leaving which will lead into the scene where he asks her to stay. 

So another theory I have is that Aydan will go and stay with Ayfer for a while. 

In this scene we can see Aydan, Seyfi and Ayfer at Ayfer’s house and they’ve got suitcases with them. Aydan also looks like she is breathing a huge sigh of relief like all the tension is leaving her. I think poor Aydan is not going to deal well with being at home alone without Serkan and Alptekin, especially after Alptekin cheated on her. Don’t know about you but I’m not sure I would want to stay in the same house that I shared with my cheating husband, especially when I have no one else to stay there for. Ayfer is the kind of  woman who would help another out in this situation so I feel like she wouldn’t refuse Aydan.  

I also think we are going to get some really great bonding scenes between Aydan and Ayfer and I also feel like they could be quite comical moments. 

I mean look at these beautiful scenes. I do however think that Aydan has another motive for going to stay with Ayfer. We know that Aydan wants Serkan and Eda together. When you think about what obstacles lie in their way you’ve got the misunderstanding about the restaurant and everything around Eda’s parents deaths. There’s not much Aydan can do about those its up to Serkan and Eda to resolve them together. However another obstacle is Ayfer who is very mistrustful of Serkan now. Eda even says as much in the first fragman. I think Aydan is going to work on trying to mend Ayfer’s opinion of Serkan and help reassure her that Serkan loves Eda and doesn’t want to hurt her. She might even try and convice her to help get them back together.

Now in regards to the top picture of them in the kitchen together I think this scene could go one of two ways. It could be a very wholesome scene of them bonding while baking or cooking together. Or it could be that Ayfer has caught on that Aydan is up to something and is trying to use her hypnotising powers to get information out of Aydan. Either way I think it’s going to be full of laughs and I can’t wait to see these ladies bonding together. 

Well that’s all the theories I’ve got at the moment. Can’t wait until Saturday. I might have some more theories when the summary and emoji’s come out. What do you guys think? Any theories?   

[ladylillianrose]

Episode 16 thoughts

Serkan being all concerned and confused at Eda lovingly reaching for him. Also I cannot with his facial expressions/eyebrows lmao

Serkan you're going to have your hands full keeping her awake lol (speaking from experience, you get pretty cranky and snarky when you've had a concussion)

Bless you doctor, you are clearly team Edser. Let's introduce you to Seyfi and Sirius

We need more Ceren Engin and Piril together!

Serkan don't deny that you want to spend all day with her

Engin honey you are so bad at lying it's adorable.

Oh Serkan love, having her this close and yet not is going to hurt so much.

Aydan yelling at Seyfi and Seyfi running off 🤣🤣

Someone should keep track of how many times Serkan has to tell Eda to not sleep.

"I would give everything to stay in this moment forever" *swoon*

Romantic Robot is my favorite nickname 🤖❤

Lol Serkan being haunted by the song.

Oh no, no too quick that she remembers! Serkan knew it wouldn't last.

Engin wearing jeans 🔥🔥🔥

Okay I take back what I said, Piril is a way worse liar than Engin 🤣🤣🤣

Lmao so much like their behavior early on in their relationship

Oh Serkan you giant liar!!! You want nothing more than to spend the night with her.

Eda you don't really want a "normal life"

They're going to be tormented by soooooooo many memories from that night!

Uggghhhh they're just so domestic and perfect together 🥺🥺🥺

Making her coffee 🥺🥺🥺

Oh yeah no one is going to make it through this night not tormented by memories

Fifi with the tarot cards lol

Thank God Eda is so smart and knows that there has to be a reason for the breakup because they both still love each other❤❤

Lmao the "depression cardigan" as Kerem called it🤣🤣

Lies you would so not go to the same levels you are for another employee! Similar but nowhere near these extremes

That face when he saw Efe's name!

"What remains in your life for a long time?" Yowch savage Eda!

Cranky surly Eda lol! This is basically me when my husband has to wake me up.

Lmao the music!! He’s so damn pleased with himself 🤘🤘

Uggghhh Serkan you both are hurting so so much!😭😭😭

Ooo Ayfer is going to murder him

Aydan's face at the ring and Serkan fiddling with it🤣🤣

Oh Eda you have no idea how justified in his mind the break up is.

Serkan is 100% right to not trust Efe! Omg hiring a detective yesssss!!!!

Selin, Eda and Serkan are none of your business!!!

Lmfao Engin listening to Piril over Serkan

Oooo I want to rent the café next to the flower shop

What is Eda wearing??? It's like she stole the linebackers fraternity sweater vest 🤣🤣🤣 Can we call it Eda's "depression sweater"?

Efe bringing her ice cream and Serkan being jealous

Jealous Serkan 😍😍😍

Ceren is an incredibly competent lawyer, Selin's jealousy is ridiculous

Yes Serkan wanting to keep Ceren!!

No no no you don't move Eda out of the building! 🤬🤬🤬🤬

Where are Erdem and Leyla to just lock them in a room together! (not one that will make Eda claustrophobic)

I'm glad Ferit refuses to sell to Selin. He’s coming into his own working for them

Oh no you won't get what you want Efe!!!

Piril giving Eda hope of Serkan's feelings, by telling her he knew where she was at the beach 😍😍😍😍

Eda go talk to Engin, he'll spill the beans!!

Leyla remembering Piril's birthday 😍😍😍 And saying she remembers those who are important to her.

I love Leyla so much!!

Ferit did right telling Ceren and offering advice.

Lmao Alptekin trying to arrange a boys night

Serkan you are terrible at watching Eda and not getting caught lol

Efe is missing the leather jacket to look like the "bad boy" with the wat his hair is and in that white t-shirt lol

Oh no Engin is going to be in so much trouble for forgetting Piril's birthday

"Have I ever asked you for something?" "Engin, you ask for something every day" 🤣🤣🤣🤣

Oh yes Serkan always wins

Oh no Efe did not just call Eda honey. That's Serkan's thing!!!

And there's the leather jacket, 100% the bad boy greaser look on Efe

Lmao Alptekin taking the "good controller"

Uggghhh these two and their rings 🥺🥺🥺😭😭😭

Yaaaasss Karaoke night with the girls!!!

Erdem moved out!! And is sleeping in the office oh Erdem

Lmao the boys wearing team jerseys

Wow Leyla 🔥🔥🔥

I miss doing Karaoke with my friends 😭😭😭

Alptekin you can fix things by telling Eda the truth!!

The boys are so ridiculously competitive

I love Piril's voice

Oooo Engin you are so dead!!

Lmao Leyla drunk on the phone with Serkan 🤣🤣🤣🤣

Erdem singing and cracking that hard exterior of Fifi's

Oooffff poor Engin

Serkan watching Eda sing about her heartbreak 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

Good girl Eda don't back off! Find out the truth!

Aydan is so backed into a corner feeling like if she doesn't try to leave the house she'll never get to see Serkan

Drunk Eda trying to pair everyone off lol

Don't even try Efe, she is not yours!

How could you say no to him *swoon*

He just wants to love her and take care of her 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

Lmao post girls night hangovers

No Eda nooooo come on you know better!!

Lmao at Leyla and Erdem hangovers

Oh Serkan finding a way to help Ayfer and Eda without directly assisting,

Lmfao at Serkan throwing water on Engin to wake him up!!

NOOOOO not Efe! Serkan!!!

Yes put the pieces together Serkan!! Secret partner is Grandma!!!

Don't you dare take credit for it Efe!!

Aydan doing therapy 🥺🥺🥺 And being so upset about Eda because she loves her and has a strong bond with her

Okay so Efe's secret partner is a man, who could it be???

He never has been able to say no to her 🤣🤣🤣

He loves seeing her so passionate about her work!

Oooooo direct challenge!!!

Eda not willing to go to Aydan for coffee, but willing to help her with her therapy stuff

Ferit supporting Ceren 😍😍

Eda has a point about Ceren and Ferit, but Ceren also has a point

Lmao at Eda's condition for helping Aydan.

"Did she hurt you?" "Not as much as her son" damn Eda!

[heartfucksmouth]

So, I've been up since 530 this morning and everything is weird today. Might have had too much coffee but I just got up from the kitchen table and I got a sharp pain in my chest that I've never experienced before - it definitely felt like my heart?

It was to the left in a spot I've never felt. It went away pretty quick, but I stood there for a minute with my hand over the spot. My heart rate is in the 70s, which is actually pretty low?? for me??

Idk. Was just strange enough to note somewhere. I never know when to take anything seriously anymore with my EDS diagnosis and none of my doctors want to be my "home base" so to speak. My PCP obv wouldnt mind, she is helpful, but she is by no means an expert on EDS at all and I dont have a lot of energy to be doing research for her (she is at a community health center so they are jammed with low income/no income patients, I imagine my load of health issues is NOT ideal for her). I specifically switched to the rheum I'm seeing bc another EDSer referred me and said she was great, but uh, so far the rheum has been pretty low contact and my last appointment she seemed to not know what to do with me either. Which, at some point I do get bc rheum is a specialty and doesnt encompass a whole disease but wtf, there is NOTHING like that! There is one EDS specialty doc that I know of, in fucking Maryland. I cannot afford that. Not even once.

I just really have trouble keeping all my symptoms/comorbidities tracked and where I am in treatment, and which doctor I've called and which test I need to call for pre approval, which test the doc will call me about and which test results o have to call THEM about. Like. What the fuck.

For instance - I just found out, I was supposed to call my rheumatologist for my hip MRI results. They werent gonna call me. That shit was done like a week before Thanksgiving. Thanks for that. Guess I'll call tomorrow to find out what the fuck they saw, since my ortho didn't see much with his short glance at the images.

Like, I'm having severe memory issues??? That I prob need to mention to a doctor. And they expect me to be able to manage all of this on my own. Right. Thanks.

[lizacstuff]

[acertainsomeone]

Edser Drabble - Morning Blues

Eda pulled Serkan in for another kiss before he could protest. They'd spent that entire dark and stormy Monday morning in bed, finding it a better place to be than anywhere else.

"We can be an hour late," she murmured against his lips.

"I thought you said I had a meeting this morning," Serkan replied before his hands roamed down her bareback, giving her bottom a light squeeze. She sucked on his lower lip, nipping it lightly, then let it go and answered, "I always schedule them for ten or later. It's only..." Her voice trailed off as she glanced over at the clock on her nightstand. "Seven. We still have a good hour and a half to have a little fun."

"What did you have in mind?" he asked, his fingers tracing along her hairline, brushing her hair strands out of her face so he could stare up at her from where he lay nestled beneath her naked body. A smile lit up her face and Serkan swore it made the room seem brighter. That's what her smiles did to him. They made him feel light as if the weight of the world didn't rest on his shoulders. He made it his silent mission to make her smile like that every morning. It was a better way to start the day than coffee.

"I have a craving for my French toast," Eda giggled sheepishly. he countered before rolling on top of her to capture her lips once more. Her giggles died in her throat as his mouth swept over hers, his tongue demanding entry until she relented. Its gentle caress soon had her moaning, but Eda pushed against his chest, forcing them apart before he could go any further.

"If you keep that up, Serkan, you might actually miss your meeting," she warned him. "Hadi, let's get ready and head out for some breakfast." When he gave her that soft pout and those sad puppy dog eyes, Eda added, "I promise I'll make it up to you tonight. Maybe we could indulge that fantasy you still owe me."

"Which one is that?" Serkan replied.

"I think tonight would be a fun night to have sex in the executive elevator," she answered. When he gave her that devilish grin and leaned down to kiss her once more, she stopped him with a hand on his chest. "Ah-ah! Breakfast first!"

"Ugh, you and food," Serkan groaned as he rolled off her and landed on the floor beside her bed like an angry panther. "You're lucky I like this place just as much as you do."

"Shut up and go shower so I have time to take one too." Eda shooed him towards the door as she picked up their clothes and laid them out on her bed then grabbed her robe, throwing it over her shoulders and tying it at the front.

"You know it'd be faster if we just showered together," he replied, his arms wrapping around her waist. He pulled her into the warmth of his embrace and stole a kiss before she was shoving him off again, this time forcibly pushing him towards the door.

"And you know that's not going to happen," she said, her hands falling to her hips once he turned around to face her.

"It did once." Serkan gave her one of his best sly smiles in hopes of getting her to relent one more time.

Instead, Eda rolled her eyes. "Yeah, once, because I was exhausted. Now go shower! I'm hungry!" She practically kicked him out the door towards the bathroom before shutting it behind him.

"Alright, alright!" Serkan grumbled, finally giving up on one more romp in the sack that morning.

[jan31]

Rambling Review Episode 31

If I came to this world 100 times, I would fall in love with you a 100 times all over again

This is what we need to remember, its a love story between two soulmates, not about Serkan getting his memories back first.

So...it was better than 30 but still some tough scenes to watch and very little time spent on the two main characters, Eda and Serkan

We see Serkan listening to the radio and its all about Eda’s surprise engagement and saying ‘is there no other news in the country’, I am hoping this is the writers throwing shade at the paps who relentlessly pursue Kerem and ask him brainless questions!

Engin, Erden and Pryl discussing the baby and doctors appointment, Erden and Engin crying about it, loved this scene!

We see Eda putting her game into action...making Serkan jealous.  She knows exactly how to do that, make it look like there is another man interested in her and sending her gifts. And it works, he keeps telling her to act professionally at work, but really its his heart reacting to her and he does not even realise it.  I loved Eda calling him out for staring at her, he is really intrigued by her.

Serkan not remembering Melos name was heartbreaking, they used to have such a close relationship.

Sirius is the star of the show and the excuse Serkan has always used when he needed to get close to Eda, which is the reason he turned up at Deniz’s cafe during the day. He just cant stay away from her and doesn’t  realise his heart is ruling him as he does not know what love feels like, he never had that with Seline. 

Eda are you happy

Eda: Serkan, you, me and Sirius we were a family  that no one could destroy.  Serkan: Did I destroy this love?  Eda: Yes you destroyed it

Tough words to hear, and ones that I am sure will haunt Serkan

The chaos that goes on at Edas house when the two sides of the family meet is always funny and this was no exception, Serkan getting slapped by Aidan, “He does nothing, only drives us crazy’ and Eda agrees! 

Its troubling Serkan why Eda never told him about Deniz...someone is jealous

‘Who’s love was better, Serkan or Deniz?” Of course we know who, but Eda says Deniz just to torment him.

Melo as usual is holding everyone together, I am worried it will all become too much for her.  Her and Ferit in the coffee lounge was special, he really is such a gentleman and still cares for Ceren even though their relationship is clearly over. Melo reveals to him about Cerens hard life and she has been taking medication for many years.  He is obviously upset as he had no idea.  Can these two please get together or can we find decent people for them to love and be loved

Ceren is spiralling downwards, has stopped taking her meds and turns up to talk to Deniz with pink hair, I’m not sure if this is how she looked when she was young and was in love with Deniz or just wanted to change her image. Deniz chucking her out of the cafe after she kissed him was harsh, she clearly has problems and he could of least called Melo or Eda and let them know or offered to drive her home.  But instead opted to release Seline from her locked office (well done Melo), he is very focussed on Eda and its worries me as she is totally unaware of his feelings for her, can someone please tell her?

Any one else think it was strange that Serkan just sat there on the boat and did not get up to help Eda, until she asked.  He has always had good manners like that and I found it ooc?

Loved that he felt very comfortable to dry off Edas boobs when he spilt water on them, he was so wide eyed and shocked when Eda called him out, while secretly enjoying his touch!  I love getting to hear about poems they learned, that they had meals on this boat many times before, all the things we did not see in any episodes.

Eda:  Serkan when you left you told me you would be back.  This is the last thing i remember.  We were unable to say goodbye to each other.  And because we didn’t have such a memory, I always think its right to ask you if you remember?

So sad for Eda, she loves him so much, this is her soulmate and he has no memories of her, how that must hurt.

He clearly did not want her to leave the boat, he is drawn to her when they have these times alone and must be wondering where this manipulative woman is that Seline described. Giving her the ring back as a necklace was his way of keeping her close, and the trouble he obviously went to, compared to choosing Selines crappy engagement ring!

Wanting to drive Eda home and then telling Seline to go and he will come later, love it!!! His face lights up when he is with Eda, they have an invisible thread that connects them, and with Seline there is no sign of affection or caring for her.  Serkan took that time on the boat once Eda left to create new memories of their time together, yip he is falling in love and he will try and fight it but its pointless, hes a goner!

Pryl crying over baby booties, those hormones can do that!

After yesterdays boat trip, I fell in love with him even more, is this normal?

My poor Eda, she is being so strong and positive, how, I do not know.  Especially when Serkan tells Farook that they will never get married, as he is marrying Seline soon.  Her face just fell, that really hurt.  and we have to tolerate Seline and her smirking at Eda, ugh i hate this woman.  

Eda opens the box from Deniz and its wedding invitations, obviously a plot created by Deniz and Seline, that why she is looking so pleased with herself.  What a nasty trick and I hope Eda calls Deniz out for it, he is supposed to be friend.

I strongly want to believe that Deniz is working with Seline, but then realises the love between Eda and Serkan is something that cannot be broken and will turn against Seline.

My other worry is this fake engagement, Seline has the recording and she will have no worries about letting Serkan hear it.  I just hope he realises Eda did it because she loves him so much and not to manipulate him.

My hopes for next episode, I am sure we have all seen the fragmans and it looks very edser centred...finally.  Seline finally realising Serkan does not love her, lets see how the pyscho bitch deals with that.  Serkan falling in love more and more with Eda, even without his memories of her returning. We saw in the fragman him saying,’ No one can touch you but me’, his heart knows what he wants and that is Eda.  

Seline is obviously on her way out and hopefully we will see that in 33, there is talk of her going off with Deniz, but hopefully not before Eda tears into her for what she has done. Whilst Serkan had memory loss and did not remember Eda, Seline could have chosen a better path and called Eda and let her know her fiance was alive, for that she needs to be roasted alive 

Enjoy the episode tomorrow, its going to be a good one xx  

[mrsgreenworld]

Serkan turned out to be even more romantic then what we've seen and what we've seen on the show is already very romantic. The things we've found out since he's gotten amnesia are so romantic, like buying a yacht, memorizing a poem with Eda and renting the table at the cafe where they had their first date!

Yeah, our boy is such a romantic robot!🥰

Too bad all these things happened off screen. It would've been glorious to see Edser reading poetry together and memorising that poem. I'm not sure about the yacht though. I think just something the Bolats own cause they're, you know, rich people. But not showing Serkan take Eda there for a romantic dinner - a wasted opportunity.

But how cool is ordering special to-go coffee cups with Eda's name and hearts????😁😊🥰

[yourpakichic]

Episode 23 Thoughts

Pre-warning:LOOK I AM SO EXCITED FOR THIS EPISODE. Based on the trailers, we’re about to get some great EdSer scenes so prepare to be annoyed CAUSE MY JOY IS OVER THE MOON. Here we go!!!!

-Did Balca really welcome Eda into Serkan’s home? Like ma’am that is her man’s place, who the fuck are you to welcome her there! I’m glad that Eda didn’t attack Serkan for this but was just trying to figure out Balca’s moves and tactics! After all, a woman can recognize another woman’s intentions! Honestly, I’m not surprised Serkan doesn’t see it that way cause let’s be honest he’s not the brightest when it comes to understanding the intentions behind a woman’s words or actions. Look at Eda giving her a death glare like Balca, you messed with the wrong girl!

-Clearly Eda doesn’t consider her and Serkan in a relationship but I think in the end, the whole Balca thing will make her claim to be in a relationship!

-Damn, Selin was slimey in a way but Balca is a straight up snake and definitely poisonous! At least with Selin, I had a bit of a empathy but not with Balca! She really thinks she can one up Eda Yildiz and the girl gang! However I like that she’s kind of direct with her words and play because with Selin it was back and forth. Here she’s pretty obvious of her intentions with her questions. She’s clearly trying to get Eda and Serkan to think and fight about their “confusing” relationship. But hey if that leads to them actually talking it out and laying it all on the table, I’m here for it!

-Not at Ferit and Jeren having a more mature and honest relationship than our main couple!

-Eda was ready to cut that bitch! Not at Eda absolutely destroying Serkan’s leg! Eda and Balca throwing daggers each other while Serkan pretends to be oblivious 😂😂😂

-I think it’s funny how the way Eda was pointing out how Balca was trying to create similarities with Serkan is also how Efe was with his brunch a couple of episodes ago where he was trying to create similarities between Eda and himself. Back then, Eda didn’t make anything of it but she’s trying to use this now as a way of trying to prove Balca’s intentions. I kind of think it’s childish how Eda wants Serkan to make it clear to Balca he’s not interested but won’t admit she’s jealous.

-I know it’s just a drama but what kind of friend does Balca have! Why is it she’s encouraging Balca to go after a clearly taken man! Like more than Balca, I’m annoyed with her friend for such advice!

-Jealous Eda is so petty and flirtatious, I love it! The way she took his coffee cup, I’m dying laughing!

-I cannot believe this Balca bitch. Anyone that knows Serkan knows that his career and his work matters so much to him. She’s trying to break the trust between Eda and Serkan but in the end she’s gonna end up causing Serkan one of the greatest losses of his career. Just because of her idea of love, she’s willing to cause a great loss and chaos in his professional life. The one thing Serkan hates is to be lied to and manipulative moves. And she’s done both. Love? How can you be in love? You met him 2 days ago. And love what? She’s doesn’t love Serkan. She loves the idea of Serkan because of what her friend said. This bitch has some nerve.

-What the heck is up with Eda? For someone who’s all about being professional with each other, her asking Serkan to not look at the report was super unprofessional. Like this had nothing to do with her personally. As someone whose the boss and responsible for this project, he had every right to look at that report. I swear she really pissing me off. She tells him to be professional and that there’s no relationship and then she goes and does this. That was a manipulative move right there. In a way, she used his guilt against him just to satisfy her need. I’m sorry but that is just not acceptable. The way everyone would be going to town on Serkan if the roles were reversed. For someone who hates to be controlled herself, Eda sure walks around trying to control Serkan.

-BABAANNE!!!! The scream I let out! We finally see her! Omg! She’s here! I can’t believe it!

-Melo said bitch leave my Dada and Eniste alone! You go girl!

-The chair pull scene was absolute 🔥🔥🔥 their chemistry is EVERYTHING. That was one of the smoothest scenes I’ve ever seen. The dialogue. Serkan’s intense stare as he reads Eda. Eda’s changing expressions in being at the close proximity. This was perfection.

-Ughhhhh, I want Eda to just cave and give in one time to Serkan. Like lutfen, throw your pride away and just go for it.

-Not at them giving into Balca’s game so quickly. I hate it here.

-Everyone skating was so cute! It reminded of Antalya, like they let everyone just go out and do whatever they want!

-That Eda/Serkan ice skating scene OWNS my heart. To see them just be happy and in love and just being in the moment with each other. I loved every part of it. I loved the fact they were just staring at each other the whole time with their loving gaze. I loved Serkan’s plans for them in Paris. I loved that they just enjoyed each other’s company for the night. It was just perfect.

-Who the fuck is Pyril’s dad? I had figured that Pyril came from a wealthy background but the mysterious and rich/wealthy aura that his arrival had at their meeting has me concerned. Pyril clearly seems to have some problems within the home considering she spoke to formally to her dad. And the way that his car was guarded. And Pyril is usually very confident but here she seems vulnerable and scared. Who exactly is her dad? What does that mean for Engin and her?

-Honestly kudos to Eda for rechecking and finding the problem!

-And there they are. All face to face. The way I had waited for this moment for so long! And now the drama begins! I wish her entry was a little bit more dramatic and surprise but I’ll take what I get. Honestly right now it’s a toss up whether I think the grandmother will be good or bad. I know for sure she’s going to create problems for Eda/Serkan and be an obstacle for them but will that be it? Will her desire for revenge from the Bolat’s be stronger than the love she has for her granddaughter? Will she help Balca breakup our couple and risk hurting and losing trust of her Eda?

Overall: I really enjoyed the Eda/Serkan scenes the most in this episode. I don’t really care for whatever is happening with Ayfer really and at this point they need to take a direction with Erdem/Fifi cause I don’t even know what’s going on there. Also all those scenes with Balca’s friend were freaking annoying and pointless to me. Like stop with all these unnecessary scenes and storylines. Stick to the main plot which is finally in full gear and take it to the end. I look forward to the next couple of episodes and hope that there is some real progress now that Babanne has entered.

Fragman: Babaanne is clearly on a mission to separate Eda and Serkan and has some tricks up her sleeve and will clearly align with Balca to do so. However I have genuine hope that this strengthens Eda and Serkan and they stand as a united force. I’m looking forward to all the EdSer scenes because they look 🔥🔥🔥

[nerdymedzebra]

I think about a chair a lot. I'd get out of the house so much more, I'd get to take K to do more stuff, esp in the summer when being upright is harder for me. Several of my EDS friends have them and it helps their quality of life a ton.

But a thing I've noticed: almost all are fairly thin. Heavier EDSers seem to get approved for wheelchair far less, which is entirely as expected in our fat-phobic medical culture (ps low bmi is more medically dangerous than high). I really wish I had one for museums and airports and other long on your feet situations. I spend a lot of time on the floor in those places if they don't have ample seating, which museums almost never do).

"My disabilities — Ehlers-Danlos syndrome and a secondary neurological condition, dysautonomia — make sitting upright for more than a few minutes, or standing still for more than 30 seconds, impossible. If you spotted me on the street, though, you’d never know that I need a wheelchair. When I walk, I am usually agile and quick; it’s just that I can’t do it consistently or over long distances.

For the first seven years after acquiring a disability, I had been content to pass most of my time in settings that allowed reclining: my home, my friends’ homes, certain coffee shops...

But around my son’s first birthday, I realized that I needed to rethink my approach to adaptive equipment in order to parent my son the way that I wanted — to be there as he started to discover the world. A few months later, I got my first reclining power wheelchair.

Not one health care provider had suggested that I look into a power reclining chair. The consensus seemed to be that if I couldn’t stand or walk on my own, I didn’t need to do activities that typically entail standing or walking. When I finally asked my primary care doctor for a prescription for the power chair, she readily agreed and even seemed surprised that she hadn’t considered it sooner.

Using a wheelchair can invite judgment — from doctors, strangers and friends. When my former neurologist saw my chair for the first time, he expressed concern that a wheelchair could cause deconditioning — that allowing my body to sit and recline might weaken my heart and further compromise the complex nerve and vascular system that makes standing possible. Because I am deeply invested in my health, I had informed myself about the risks of deconditioning and have made sure not to reduce my daily activity on account of my new adaptive equipment. The gall of my neurologist, to see my chair and suggest that I hadn’t considered its impact. This assessment was based on a total of four 20-minute examinations in as many years."

(also, my health makes me spend most days reclining on a couch (my dysautonomia doesn't bother me while sitting, but my subclinical scoliosis does significantly) and still when I had an excersize stress test earlier this year the Dr said I was NOT deconditioned, so I think Drs are largely just assholes about people being "lazy". Nevermind if without a chair they spend the same amount of time sitting, just holed up in their homes! )

[where-theres-smoak-2]

Sen Çal Kapimi Emoji/ Summary Theories

I said in my last Sen Çal Kapimi theory post that once the emoji’s and summary came out I might do a follow up post on anymore theories so well here it is. Obviously if you don’t want any spoilers for episode 21 skip past this post. 

So this is the summary for the episode:

Serkan and Eda continue to wait for each other in separate venues. After a while both of them run out of hope and they get up. While Eda tells the girls that she will not believe in Serkan again, Serkan tells Engin that he will never stop trying. The next day, when Eda goes to work, she gets an offer to be the face of the campaign run by İnci Smiley Girls Association . The same offer was made to Serkan. While Serkan refuses without thinking, Eda tells Serkan that she will attend the photo shoot. Ayfer, who learns the secret that Alptekin has kept, goes to Aydan's house to face it, and when she goes to Aydan's house, she encounters a scene she never expected and has to help Aydan. Meanwhile, Serkan is looking for a way to join the campaign he refused to be with Eda. On the other hand, Aydan also makes plans to bring Serkan and Eda together, but these plans become so disrupted that even she herself has a hard time getting out of it.

And here are the emoji’s:

The wonderful thing about these emoji’s is there are plenty of love hearts in there which makes me really optimistic about the episode and Edser’s future. But I’m going to try and use the summary to decipher the emoji’s along with everything else we already know. 

One thing I do want to cover first real quick is that I said in my other post (which you can read here if you like) that I thought the asking for eda’s hand scenes in the first fragman were a misunderstanding and not them actually asking for her hand and alot of that was based on how Fifi was at the house but not in the group photo well as you can see from this pic:

 I was wrong and Fifi is in the picture I just didn’t notice it in the Fragman. Now this doesn’t mean that I think this rules out that theory from the summary we know Eda is taking part in a photoshoot for the Girls association and that Serkan gets involved in it too so it could be to do with that. That being said having seen the emoji’s I am less sure that this is definitely not real which I’ll explain more later. 

 Ok on to diciphering the emoji’s I think the first angry looking one is pretty self explanatory I think this is because Serkan and Eda believe they have been stood up by the other. Now according to the summary they both have very different reactions. Serkan refuses to give up but Eda basically says she is done with Serkan and seems very angry. It is possible that the first three emojis is in relation to this situation and is a representation of their reactions. First is Eda’s anger, the second and third could be Serkan first feeling anxious about Eda’s reaction and her possibly leaving but also how he is still in love and not willing to give up yet. 

The next two emojis of the blonde haired woman and the sly face I think are in relation to Aydan and her plan to get Serkan and Eda back together. In the summary it says that she makes plans to bring them together but that they go so wrong that she herself gets trapped in it all which to me sounds like its going to be a barrel of laughs so I’m really looking forward to it, no doubt poor Seyfi will also get all caught up in the trouble too. 

The next three emojis I’m less sure about. The detective could be if Serkan and Eda have figured out that someone meddled in their dinner plans then it could be them doing some detective work to figure out who did. However the summary talks about Serkan tries to find away to get involved in the photoshoot so he is near Eda so this could also be what the detective emoji is representing. 

Again the paper emoji could have a couple of meanings, It could be the contract between Serkan and Eda. Maybe Eda points out that Serkan is breaking the contract by trying to use the photoshoot to get near her and he argues that its for work, or maybe they make a change to the contract or even possibly put an end to it if by this point in the episode they have made up. The other thing it could be to do with though is the letter we see Seline writing in the second fragman. Maybe a resignation letter and explaining that she switched the addresses?

The praying hands I really don’t have much of a clue on what that could mean. Maybe someone asking for forgiveness? Possibly Serkan asking Eda to forgive him. Or we know from the summary that Ayfer is going to Aydan’s to face Alptekin, obviously he’s not there but maybe she meets him later in the episode and its Alptekin asking for forgiveness. Personally I think its more likely to be Serkan asking Eda for forgiveness. 

The suitcase and the laughing face I am certain is because Aydan is going to move in or stay with Ayfer and naturally we are going to get some really funny moments between the two of them. 

The camera could obviously represent the photoshoot Eda will be taking part in. And the obvious conclusion is that the scene of the group picture is that photoshoot. But I have some doubt about that because I feel like the photoshoot will be more staged and professional than a group photo taken in someone’s living room. I’m thinking more photography background, lights and all that in a studio especially if its for a magazine which I think it is because although I can’t be positive I think the association they are talking about in the summary is Aydan’s group and they have mentioned a few times now about wanting Eda to be the face of that magazine. While I do think the photo is probably to be included in the magazine I don’t think it’ll be the main photoshoot if that makes sense. 

Ok so I specifically want to talk about these emojis. These emojis are where I have a theory but I’m trying to not get my hopes up too high :

These emoji’s I actually think are representing the scene from the first fragman where it looks like Aydan and Serkan have come to ask for Eda’s hand. Here’s how I think it’ll play out based on the emojis. The flowers I think is the tradition of bringing flowers and chocolates when asking for a brides hand, I mentioned in my other post that in the first fragman Melo is seen carrying flowers and a wrapped gift which could be chocolates. The next shocked/ dismayed looking emoji I think is Ayfer’s reaction to this, as we saw from the fragman Ayfer is not happy about the prospect of them asking for Eda’s hand. The next emoji I was a little confused about because I haven’t ever actually seen it before so I looked it up and it’s supposedly the revolving hearts emoji and usually represents reciprocated love. So I think in respose to Ayfer’s concerns Eda and Serkan will say that they are in love with each other and Eda will assure Ayfer that she returns Serkan’s feeling and this is what she wants. Now the side eye emoji usually represents drama and if we know Ayfer I don’t see her just shrugging and giving in at that moment and I think we will see that scene of Ayfer and Aydan arguing at that moment and that’s what the eyes and the laughing face mean. I feel like seeing the two woman arguing back and forth will be really funny, there might also be other characters involved in the comedy to. The check mark I think means Ayfer will eventually come around and will give approval for Eda and Serkan to get engaged. The heart eyes emoji will be Edser being all happy and in love and the coffee cup is the salting the coffee tradition. Now whether this is a real engagement or staged for the magazine I’m not sure, but for now I’m choosing to live in my lovley little dream world and hope it is real. 

To be honest I don’t really have any other ideas on what this series of emojis might mean. The asking for the hand scene from the fragman in my opinion just fits this set of emoji’s too well. The coffee could possibly represent a coffee scene in a cafe somewhere between Edser where they talk things through but I’m not sure about any of the others. 

So the last three emoji’s are a scarf, heart and kissing face. The scarf makes me think of that scene from episode 19 where Edser go walking in the autumn rain and Serkan gives Eda his scarf. I think we might get a similar scene where Eda and Serkan go for a walk together in the autumn evening all wrapped up warm. I think it’ll be a lovely and romantic scene and at some point they’ll end up at the elevator and Serkan will try and help Eda with her claustophobia. The loveheart and kissing face emoji does make me hopeful that we will get a kiss. As I said in my other post I do think that Edser would have made up by this point because I think that line of ‘remember us’ is out of place given the situation if they haven’t. Of course I could be totally wrong about that. But another reason why I think that maybe they have made up is actually because of Melo and her assuming that Serkan is there to ask for Eda’s hand. I was thinking about it and as it stands at the moment Melo knows that Eda and Serkan are broken up and in a bad place, also from the summary we know Eda goes home from the restaurant and tells the girls that she will never believe in Serkan again. So given how bad their relationship is why on earth would Melo assume that something as serious as an engagement was about to happen? Unless of course Serkan and Eda have already made up and Melo is aware of this. 

Whatever does or doesn’t happen in the episode I still think this is going to be a really great episode with lots of Edser goodness and funny moments, we have quite a few rather tense, heartbreaking episodes so it’ll be nive to have a much more lighthearted one. I personally am really excited for the episode.