#edit: abt the baller

[ruegarding]

this is one of my favorite parallels. kronos repeats luke's words from tlt slightly wrong in tlo. just how he tries to achieves luke's goal slightly wrong, slightly corrupted. the same idea, but different meanings. different endings.

[100-gar]

Controversial take but i watched all of jjk, in subbed, so it had my full attention 100% of the time, and i am of the opinion that it just fucking sucks.

So me and my wife were talking about it, and we were trying to figure out why people like it and we've come up short. I do not understand what's so appealing about this show for so many people. Can someone PLEASE tell me.

[everymlmhybrid]

The edibles kicking in and I'm opening the word document. Pray for me.

[piraterefrigerator]

FIRNRKFNSKDNKWKDKAKAKAWKXKSMSLWLEKWW

[clowsvillesuckz]

Newest Lego Set – The Enchanting Table!

Replicate the famous enchanting table area from hit server Area Unknown SMP! This set contains 3 Mini figs - Aimsey, Guqqie and Michela!

[Ramblings abt this below!!!]

OKAAY HOLLYYYY SHIT. So. I started working on this march 30th after I made a lego themed thing for my work! I made a lego version of our work like character person lmfao and i was like hm... this is super cool i kind of want to do my own project with this! So i thought ooo I can make either area unknown or maybe like soul swap! so I was watching michela and was like hai would you reckon AU or SS would be cooler in lego and she said probably area unknown and so then i set off designing the characters! I started with Guqqie’s first and did the jacket. I made it while watching the lego batman movie because its a baller movie... BUT ANYWAY YAS! So i started with the jacket. Because this was the first time I was doing this and really didn’t know how to go about recreating the lego look in terms of lines and stuff so i used 2 of the mecabricks like lego designs and mushed them together annd then from then on i kind of got a feel for everything and was able to design my own more effiencetly! Once i finished guqqie i moved on to to michela’s! and holy shit hers was a bit of a nightmare LMFAO. so i started with the hat because there was no actual bucket hat i used a top hat and then edited it to get the right shape before adding on the axolotl bits! the rest of the design was quite simple and then i went to the hair. GOD. okay so i used 2 mixed together and her bit at the front is actually a pony tail that i re-sculpted and meshed and it made me want to end it all a bit... I was going to add her jacket but i just didn’t know how and also valued my sanity a bit so i decided to Not do it. Before moving on to aimsey’s i actually did the build portion! and MY FUCKING GOD. okay so basically i couldn’t find flats for the minecraft textures that were HD enough so i decided to pixel by pixel recreate every single one! Every. Single One. All of the blocks are 16x16 i believe and i hand colour dropped everyone from shitty screenshots i found of the blocks. Mapping them in blender would seem easy! its just a bunch of cubes and rectangular prisms... but no No it was not. trying to lego ify it was even worse. so like i found a youtube vide that showed how to use geometry nodes to create the lego effect but it just didnt have the effect i wanted so i went ahead and did it by hand... and then i had to fucking RE MAP every block because it fucked it up... i only wanted to slightly end it all... and then finally i went back to aimseys design! you cant really tell but the arm cast is actually seperate to the arm! i duplicated the piece, scaled it up slightly removed a bunch of the bits and then used the solidify modifier and then mapped the bandage on it! I sculpted the horns form 2 circles and then just kind of deleted random bits for the broken one lmfao! once all that was done i rendered them all adding them illustrator where i designed the box and then brought THAT into blender to get renders of the box! I then added all 3 minifigs, the build And the box into 1 blender project to create a cool epic scene to show off the complete set! and thats how i did this! 

[mlfirescaped]

ima post it here yayayaa

so i posted it on insta cuz im half active there than tumblr buuuuut i will show you the pain and struggle of me doing all 31 day themes of @ftmultislacker s cogtober thingyyy YIPPIE ight lets see how long tumblrs limit is on a single post lol/hj

fyi a majority of the things i drew are my ocs had to figure out how many r's were in the brrrgh (i literally looked it up, ttcc wiki W) anyways day 1 CHILL-Y (poor seeker out in the cold :<)

day 2 BREW okkkk lemme break down this one here, this is the FIRST EVER TIME I DREW PRESTER, AND I LIKE IT GRGRGRGR also theres a lot too look at kinda (everything is hard to see unless u zoom in IF you have shit eye sight like me :3) sooo lets point out details! bottom right is @creator-indy gushing over prester, on the far left is me, drooling over prester (cuz dilf) theres an advocate in the bg just flying bros damaged, theres a toon in the cauldron w/ paces glasses (fucking hate that guy) theres a low baller in there (o7) and a few rats, also the "stick" is a stick and totallyyy not a toon's arm!

day 3 PUMPKIN ok this one also has ig detail so ima also break it down!! toon is supposed to be my 2nd toon which ing his name is like little pepper or smth but his actual name is Peterson P. Peterson which the P means Peter soooo Peterson Peter Peterson, long name ik anyyyywayyyys!! mans holding small pumpkin HR in the background is saying "long lives the cog" lion king ref but ttcc editted!! and its HR doing that to count eclaim or whatever skinny vampire cog, yea anyways theres a backstabber eating popcorn (greatest thing i drew tbh) duck shuffler's in the bg just being himself yk cra cra in the zy zy oh and karma is in the bg too but no one gives a shit abt him cuz he is evil even tho hes just there W A T C H I N G

day 4 SWITCHED not much to say cuz my head was drawing a blank space for this theme and i didnt know what to do so i did the not original idea, which is clothing swap gl hf yk?

day 5 SHADOW uhh uhh yea me in shadows and and eyes and yea idk it is what it is

day 6 MOON its karma and dan chattin, abt what? who knows karma's probs flirting or some shit idk, dan aint buying it tho cuz he's just in it for the free drinks, i had a nice time drawin this one tho

also im doing parts since i like go to bed at 12:35am and sleep at 1am soooo i'll do a part 2 of this when i wake up

[piratefishmama]

i just wanted to say i love your abo steddie dynamics!! definitely made me change my instance on how i view their dynamic in an abo setting. now i am starving for more omega eddie fics which the fandom is surprisingly lacking

Awee thank you!!! Omega Eddie is definitely my favourite of the dynamic obviously lmao, i also wish there were more writers taking up the Omega Eddie angle, but alas, if i must carry that torch, I SHALL.

But also has anyone thought abt a jane the virgin omegaverse au yet??? with like. omega Eddie getting accidentally artifically inseminated instead of a pap smear an it's hotel owner Alpha Steve Harrington's swimmers?

cause i think that'd be baller.

Edit: oh yeah, remember folks to slash your a/b/o!! Without the slashes it's a slur against indigenous Australian people!

[431989]

okay fuck it we ball im posting resident alien stuff here. hyperfixation time. spoilers below so be warned.

im sooo bummed over the recent ep. the gripe i have w every single piece of media happened agaiiinnnnn. can i have ONE thing that doesnt force relationship arcs. especially ones that dont fit the initial or continuing tone of the shoooow. <--- edit again to clarify. i loved the tone of s1. i want that back. its getting too comedyish.

like i rlly connected w harry esp the fact he wasnt really getting infatuated with anyone but this whole horned up episode was grating to watch. like i still think there were sweet moments but boooo 🍅💥🍅💥 im hoping its just for some sort of conflict and that itll get squashed come the next few eps. (ALSO EDIT: at least the thing with harry and isabelle was palatable. gahhh im just peeved….)

s1 was so baller too like it had good clever comedy and still had drama to it. like im hoping the very like… bland surface level humor gets dialed back. like its soooo forced to me. but i guess thats what the average viewer likes which is dog doodoo. dont make it a sitcom please im begging. it was soooo unique.

i will be rewatching season 1 for the 5th time tonight but another thing i noticed is the increased use of like… musical scores. its like one step removed from a laugh track. gahh.

anyways im a harry asta supporter also harry joseph supporter so this forced stuff hurts to watch esp bc it doesnt fit character to me. considering harrys whole thing so far has been about developing and realizing connections, the sudden shift to horniness just! isnt consistent. not to be autistic or anything haha.

speaking of! i think its boring and cheap to have this alien/alien thing going on. and also feels really like.. “nd people can never fit in so they have to be with other nd people.” i think i wouldnt be so turned away if it was more genuine. but this is a comedy ig, i just wish it was handled differently. its uninteresting to meeeee. like an alien/alien thing can work but not like this. gives very nd are forever seen as weird and are therefor ostracized. like it feels othering to me. ESP BC OF HOW FORCED UGHHHHHHH i hate forced romance shit so much. perhaps thats an unpopular take but i said what i said! sudden nonmeaningful stuff like this i feel will kill the show. i wouldnt be surprised if it fizzles out.

UM ALSO? tudyk bringing up shape of water on insta abt the newest ep????? i dont think so???????? i never watched that but i kind of know what it was about and it certainly wasnt fish on fish love. smdh. like i feel like the reason why it was so big when it came out was (albeit as someone who hasnt watched it and have surface level understanding) bc it was between a lady and fish guy. and it was heartfelt. not to be harry asta or anything but that was already developing so like. AGHHHUU. even a harry joseph dynamic i can get around in a way bc theres room for development. also itd be gay so thats a plus.

anyways i might check out the graphic novels. told myself i wouldnt bc my brain works weird but maybe itd be a good idea to get into that. unfortunately i will probably be begrudgingly keeping up bc im hyperfixated on it. GAHHHGG anyways ramble rant over.

edit ps: i will also clarify that if asta were to be written out to be nd i would be just as pleased if not more pleased. im just not liking how this is going so far. tomato tomato tomato

[murdrdocs]

as an association football girl turned f1 girl, the baller fan to motorsports fan pipeline is real and i encourage it heavily :3

i … know nothing abt football gonna be so real

edit: this is a lie i know basic rules and offside

[thoughts-on-tv]

Ballers HBO Season 2 Episode 10

I hope Ricky goes to New England, mainly because I'm from there LOL but also I respect the sentiment about putting legacy in the long term over money. But honestly, it's crazy turning down the Rams in LA to go to fucking Foxborough for a 10-and-a-half-million-dollar pay cut. Also, his actor, John David Washington was real good in Black Klansman, and I found out he actually used to play for the Rams way back when which was really cool to find out. I also found out that DENZEL FUCKING WASHINGTON is his pops which is wild to me. I mean the name shoulda given it away but Washington is a very common last name. No wonder he had such an easy time transitioning to the industry though bros dad is literally denzel. Hes a really good actor though deserves all his success and all that.

Why does this dude Spencer refuse to take care of that hip? First, we had dude worried about his brain health (which I'm not all the way convinced is doing too well), then he's over here getting cortisol shots on that shit while the doctors are talking abt the ball and socket are rubbed raw. Every time I get a stuffed nose I reminisce on days I could breathe clearly, I can't imagine hobbling around like that ... just get that shit fixed you get paid minimum 6 figures bro. and don't give me no shit like "Oh I'm busy I can't fit it in" cus he has his whole rock bottom moment at the end of the episode and the season ended on him getting it fixed. Also he likes them pills too much.

Charles is spending mad time at work so his wife gets a nanny, but that man is too attractive. I think if you're gonna be a nanny you shouldn't be fuckable in the slightest cus that's just a recipe for disaster but I digress, the news near the end of the episode about his promotion and being on the road for a few months is wild though, he gotta put his family first, his wife legit just had a kid smh. That fuckable ass nanny gonna be walking around raising your kid man that's tragic

Lastly, I find the ball player cameos in this show so funny cus I don't really watch football like that at all despite having played for a few years, so I don't recognize 95% of the people they bring onto the show for guest appearances. I just kinda get confused as to why the show is calling so much attention to this random dude. Half the time they cant even act they just end up looking mad stiff.

edit: I should make these shorter

[thebahwrites]

San Diego, 2011

 “I’m sorry… Mav, it’s time to let go.”

Iceman’s words come out marred in grief and true sorrowfulness and as if those feelings physically manifested, blood starts dripping from the corner of his mouth. Hot, wet, sticky, and oh so real of a reminder. He feels it, too, as it drips down his chin and onto his uniform jacket.

His white uniform jacket, ruby droplets catching on to the blue lightning that crossed his chest shoulder to waist, right to left, following the embroidered thread, outlining in blood the blue against pristine white.

 How poetic.

 How pathetic.

Maverick seems to disagree. Stepping forward, the other man reaches for his face, thumb brushing ever so gently the corner of his mouth, uselessly trying to clean away the cold blood. Like everything with Tom, even his blood felt like it’d been stuck in a refrigerator.

But Mav… Mav never seemed to care for it. As if he even welcomed it, never flinching at the cold, never wincing at the icy touches. And he always seemed so good at bridging gaps between them, through time and space, by any means.

Maverick puts both hands around his face and leans in, pressing their lips together. It always feels electric at first, lighting up every nerve in Tom’s body, all of that temporal energy Pete radiated. Past, present, and future all at the hands of a short, inconsequential, reckless… and amazing man.                 A hero through and through.

killshot. - a Top Gun Hero AU (Ch.3)

(Chapter 3 aesthetic.)

[chaninfused]

Hmm if I remember correctly I think the kraken is still faster than the baller, but the baller explodes at the end so each have their pros and cons. ME TOO! I had such a hard time finding battles yesterday :/ but I found something interesting because of that! Fiddling with the sticks and buttons changes the music. Like it speeds up, slows down, etc. Maybe it's always been there, even in splatoon, and I'm just dumb HAHA I double bias Jisung and Chan! The rest are all my bias wreckers though -🌷

I don’t remember the music thing... maybe I knew it before, but I don’t think I’ve noticed a thing like that now 🤔 I have these mini games you can play while waiting for a battle (I believe it’s a first game thing?) they help pass the time!

[tealseer]

having a disconnect on your team should void the 10x (or god forbid 100x) multiplier on splatfest battles >:^( yes im mad that i was shredding their team until the last fifteen seconds and we lost

[pottedfairies]

ive been like. trying to envision myself in all the career options im thinking about and theres so many like i cld be a capital w Writer, a professional editor, a teacher/professor, edu researcher, speech writer, commercial/screen writer or i cld drop everything to be a housewife and out of all the options the only one i dont have any experience in is commercial/screen writing and its the one i think id have the most fun in djfhgdukskjhygkujhs like i have never wanted to be a capital w Writer bc thats full of elitism and id like to not rub elbows with ppl who will only publish u if u go wine tasting with them. and editing is like easy for me?? but also boring as FUCK i know theres jobs out there for that tho and i keep circling back to it anyway i shld just buy adobe indesign smh. if i get my teaching credential i can do it so easy i know ill like the kids but i dont think i want to teach anymore like dgbfkuyjhdks i wANT TO i enjoy teaching and education is still the most important thing to me but idk!!!! theres so much abt it that needs changing and idk if id ever wanna go into traditional avenues for teaching like so far all the times ive taught ive been in extracurricular programs/not govt affiliated programs and those seem to allow more fun for the kids so if i teach id wanna do smth like that BUT ALSO private schools r the worst creation ever id rather pull out my eyes than teach in a private school and research is good and all and creates those avenues for change that i want to see in education but it seems so stiff and flavorless like i LOVE to read edu theory and stuff and to create smth like that would be BALLER as FUCK but also oh my god imagine researching something for 12 years and writing 300 pages just to say “kids are autonomous people and education is eurocentric and art is healing.” and speech writing is just so goddamn boring lol also i hate writing in voices of white men rip [redacted] i know u think u can keep me around but i have OTHER PLANS but also hes already paying me so like HMMMMMMMMMMM money is good also his white money connections could get me to places that my name and hijab wouldnt otherwise having a white man in ur pocket rlly helps if u wanna do media writing BUT LIKE the shit i have the MOST fun with is creating stuff with and for kids so script/screenwriting for childrens shows and media sounds SPECTACULAR bc books r fun and all but i love love love the ways in which visual media interacts with the written and esp bc barbie was so formative for me as a kid like cultivating that whimsy and passion for joy is so important to me as a sad kid but also for other kids to connect to and idk!!!! maybe i never matured properly bc i still love to and prefer to watch shows/movies aimed at children but!!! they just are so much better and always treat the characters with so much more care than shows aimed at adults AND IDK IDK IDK this is fuyckign scary!! bc i always thought i was gonna teach/do research so i only know grad schools and stuff for edu and i think!! i want an MFA now!! in screenwriting!!! AND I HAVE ZERO EXPERIENCE AND IM FUCKING SCARED likeduifbhkhdj i have to change all my plans and start from fresh and i dont kndiubj i dont know if this is the right path!! AND I HATE THAT I FEEL PRESSURED TO CHOOSE ONLY ONE PATH LIKE WHAT THE FUCK ID LIKE TO DO MANY THINGS but also screenwriting still gives me opportunity to publish individual work and i can still hold writing workshops and stuff so this is the path with the most Options but i cant shake that my undergrad profs and stuff always told me that the Best writing is heartwrenchingly personal and not commercial at all so im trying to unlearn that but god is it hard 

[tfw-no-tennis]

h.x.h.

back after a long hiatus of being too lazy to tag/edit this post...hxh eps 33-34

2 months have already passed! ok then!

gon is such a good boy

i just gotta say....i love zushi. hes so cute. also im pretty confident hes not gonna turn out to be secretly evil or anything. Hes Baby 

ah, so many nen....words. seriously are we gonna b quizzed on this or st

oh god these rancid bitches again 

‘this is why nobody likes you’ vhbakjdshfbajksf we can always rely on killua to roast fools 

POOR ZUSHI LMAO dont worry its not your fault that gon and killua are Anime Protags who are speedrunning a training arc rn

OH FUCK NO LEAVE ZUSHI ALONE YOU CRUST MOTHERFUCKERS

oh thank god killua is here to fuck them up

wow im shocked killua is like, bargaining w/them, rather than just kicking their asses....i guess these guys probably know more nen stuff that killua but STILL, i feel like the crazy assassin shit killua can do would more than cover him 

N O LEAVE GON OLONE

the guy w/the weird eyes looks like hes wearing bootleg kurta robes and its throwing me off

aww so killua is trying his v best not to murder people...i support you my boy. even tho seeing killua obliterate dumb adults is like, the best part of the show

killua out here wearing a gay ass hat

OH BOY. ZOLDYCK THEME AND SCARY EYES....killuas fuckin PISSED 

killua is such a smart boi 

ah, nen stuff

gon angy 

hmmm is killua gonna do something?

OH HE SURE IS. SOMETHING WITH A KNIFE

HELL YEAH FUCK HIS SHIT UP KILLUAAAAA

oh he didnt actually stab him. how did that work. whatever still baller

i love angry scary assassin killua. epic 12 yr old murder moments 

LOVE the anticlimax there

rancid guy #1: that gay kid was scary im gonna leave forever and you should too byeee

these guys are morons lmao they rlly just heard all that and were like weellllll whatever lets fuck it up anyways 

YESSS KILLUA IS HERE TO FUCK THEM UP

maybe THIS time theyll listen to killua

im glad we’re not seeing a whole lot of their actual training, cause i feel like we’re still seeing plenty, and we’ve had a lot of nen info thrown at us lmao 

THE FISHING ROD RETURNS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im so happy abt that omgggg i fuckgin love it. i wish that was gon’s Signature Weapon but from what i can tell he doesnt use it much later on :( 

im sorry but all this talk of ‘the tops’ is still so funny help

i wish they put this tops guy’s VA on one of those spinny carousel things at a playground to record his lines, for maximum realism

NO WAY GON MISSED..my boy does NOT miss w/his fishing rod no sir

OH SHIT THERE HE GOOOOOES HELL YEAH 

oh my god i love the absolute disregard for like, physics and shit LMAOOOO 

gon has The Strongest Fishing Rod And Lure Of All Time

YEAHHHH FUCK HIM UP GONNNNN

oh shit blood

damnnnn gon is PISSED. in true shounen anime protag form - do NOT mess w/his friends

ok time for killua to fuck it up

HOW did this guy not Leave after experiencing a slight dose of The Killua previously. fool

love killuas epic flips

KILLUA LOOKS SO BORED BY ALL THIS HBJSDKFNSKF MY BOY

why is killua saying ‘sorry, but im not a normal person’ so funny to me vhbhvjkdfbjaskfd

hes talking about being gay but everybody thinks its cause of the whole assassin thing

killua: lame ass. ive been abused by my family to the point where this shit is laughable. lol byeeeeee

KILLUA IS SUCH A LITTLE BASTARD HBVHDSJKHFSD I LOVE HIM

killua pullin out the baaaaaka 

gon and killua. dating

OH GOD. HISOKA

wheelchair guy Rlly came back to let gon kick his ass too? damn

GON STRONK BOY

gon: i will yeet the FUCKING FLOOR at you

oh god. hisoka leave. just go get arrested for being nasty or st

IS GON GONNA ELECTROCUTE THIS GUY JUST LIKE KILLUA DID LMAO

‘just kidding’ GON DO YOU KNOW, I LOVE YOU, MY SON MY BOY,

he blepped ;_; 

boyfwends...

HISOKA FUCK OFF CHALLENGE 

PLEASE just kill him gon. just do it. end him 

eugh i feel like hisoka fixated on gon rather than killua partially bc he could tell that gon is too nice or w/e to just murder hisoka, unlike killua who probably would

ok looks like next ep starts the gon hisoka fight so ill stop this recap here. seems like the minibosses are out of the way, now gon has to fight the main boss...ive been looking forward to this fight for a loooong time now

til next time!

[elftwink]

im not gonna have time tomorrow but the last like two years ive been trying to think of the good things that happened in the year and writing them down and im just gonna post it here bc we’re trying to be positive people and thats the vibe. under a cut bc its long and obnoxious but heres my personal Good Things list

i figured out i was gay :o and i got comfortable calling myself gay and i still like Have Doubts or whatever but i think those r the regular doubts we all get and not questioning doubts. anyway i love being gay

i got a bunch of writing done and i think improved as a writer. step 2 is learn how to FUCKING edit dljkhjsj

i’m one step closer to top surgery!!!!

i actually do think i started being a more positive person. like im still Fuckt Up by my anxiety and adhd (specifically rsd) rsd and also im just a sad angry person a lot of the time but ive gotten much better at removing myself from situations and not internalizing things and being constructive w/my feelings. 

i can make baller playlists and thats a fact

i love using this face :o and it makes me feel happy. :o :o 

i took up all the hobbies i wanted to be good at in a chill way. like i draw and im not freaked out abt being good i just Do It. i can play like 3 chords on a ukulele but i have fun

i saw wtnv live this past feb w/one of my best friends!!!! it was really good except i made a heartfelt post before i saw it about realizing Who I Am and i said i was a bisexual trans man and then like a month later finally admitted i wasnt bi jksdhjgshkjhjg which sort of takes away from the point to other ppl i think but. its good. 

this website is bad but my mutuals, specifically my lgbt+ mutuals are very very good ily

uni is really hard work but i actually do love going like a lot

also my friends emma and taylor who you dont know but who i wanted to mention by name because they both mean a lot to me and its always kinda weird bc we were never friends in high school?? but i love them both so much and im so glad i got to know them better

also we’re mentioning ppl by name ig my longtime best friends holly and hannah who i havent seen as much of but whom i love anyway

it was foggy at my school when i left late at night one time and no one was around while i walked outside and ive never felt so at peace

thats all i can think of right now which doesnt seem like much tbh but. 2017 was wild lol so can u blame me