#edit: THANK FRICKING G O D

[doodle-girl]

Nascence - Luz’s Sacrifice

Hey guess who finally got around to making this after having the idea written down in notes since *checks the notes app* April 30th

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[awindylife-writes]

Voyage of the Damned Part 2

Relationships: the Doctor x reader, Astrid x reader (platonic), Astrid x Doctor (platonic)

Summary: Voyage of the Damned rewrite. The Doctor and you find yourselves on the Titanic, space edition. You meet Astrid and get ready for a wonderful day, but then a meteor shower hits the ship and it starts falling towards Earth.

Author's notes: There was a number of things l didn't like about this Christmas special so again, l rewrote it.

Warnings: a ship crashes, multiple mentions of dearth bc a lot of people die

"Oi, Steward! I'm telling you, the shields are down!" a new man yelled.

"LISTEN TO HIM! LISTEN TO HIM!" the Doctor desparately screamed in the Steward's face. The two crewmen let him go and you didn't know it, but it was too late.

A moment later the ship started rocking like it was being torn apart, because it was. You lost your footing and fell back as everything turned sideways.

"Y/N!!!!" you heard the Doctor's terrified scream through the noise of the ship's destruction and the cries of other passengers. You couldn't even get a good look at where he was before something in the walls exploded and you threw yourself away.

You found Astrid near you and thank god for that. "I've got you!" you yelled over the noise and gripped her tight as you tried to shield her from the hell around you.

Then there were arms around you too, holding you up and protecting you. You knew those arms.

The Doctor had found you and the three of you clung to each other in that madness. You could feel each shudder of the ship like a wave of an earthquake. You tried to keep yourself steady and upright but you were the snow in a snowglobe someone was shaking. Balance was a mith and everything was being ripped apart. Various pieces of equipment were falling on all sides, there was fire burning all around you; you could feel its heat on your skin and you breathed its smoke. You felt sick from being thrown around but you were too terrified to hurl.

You couldn't close your eyes even though you wanted to. Everything in you was screaming to watch out for danger, but there was so much of it around you you didn't know where to look. You stared at disaster over Astrid's shoulder and the Doctor's arm. Shadow and light mixed into a disorienting mess and the shades the fire threw joined the dance. You coudn't distinguish what was near and what was far but you still looked.

The only thing you could do was clutch Astrid and the Doctor with all the strength you possessed and wish they wouldn't be harmed.

Finally you were thrown to the side in one last bang and then it stopped. You were lying on the floor and partly on the Doctor. He was on his back, still holding you and Astrid.

After a breath he let go, then stood up and swiftly looked around. You sat up, thankful you were still in one piece. You let go of Astrid enough to check her over and relief washed over you when you found out she was unharmed. You were about to yell if everyone was okay but the Doctor sushed you. After a moment of absolute silence he quetly declared, "It's stopping."

He then looked down at you in worry and offered you a hand. "You alright?"

As you quietly nodded, he looked over at your friend. "Astrid?"

She nodded too and took the hand he'd offered her. He pulled both of you to your feet.

"Bad name for a ship," he told you, scowling. "Either that, or this suit is really unlucky."

"We'll get you a new one and then we'll test that theory," you smiled weakly at him.

He looked at you, grateful, and then you heard Astrid suck in a breath.

The three of you looked down at the unlucky officer who was on the ground close to you. The Doctor kneeled to check him over. You saw him shake his head at the Steward and your stomack turned to stone.

~

The Steward was dead now too. You looked out the door with the Doctor, at the wreckage and the distant Earth. Still beautiful, you thought to yourself. You were a bit dazed, nothing felt real and everything was too real at the same time.

You knew you never wanted to feel so powerless again, but you also knew that drive was in you still. You would help where you could.

You gathered yourself and asked, "What happened?"

"How come the shields were down?" Astrid demanded a second later. You jumped, you hadn't noticed her there. She smiled gently at you, blue eyes kind, and caressed your shoulder. You managed a small, grateful smile in return.

"I don't think it was an accident," the Doctor growled. You figured that.

"How many dead?" Astrid and you asked in one voice, both looking at the Steward's body out in space. She was indignant though, while you were simply sad.

"We're alive," the Doctor answered her and then looked at you. "Focus on that," he told you gently. He knew what people being hurt did to you.

"I'll get you out of here," his voice was soft but firm. Then he turned to Astrid and you followed his eyes. She was trembling, still looking out at the result of the hell you all had endured. You took her hand into yours and squeezed it.

"I will get you both out of here," the Doctor assured her. "Astrid, l promise. Look at me." He held her shoulders and when she found his eyes, he assured her again, "I promise."

You were glad, because when the Doctor promised something, it happened. You needed her to live. Even if she'd want nothing to do with you after this, you needed her to live. Even if she had been anyone else, you would have done your damnest to ensure she survived, but Astrid was extraordinary. To think about the universe without her?

No. No.

After she nodded shakily, he concluded, "Good," and turned around. He went on about reception but you tuned him out. Instead, you looked Astrid in the eye and then pulled her closer. She gratefully accepted the hug.

"You heard what the Doctor said and l'll say it too. I promise we'll get you out of here." You squeezed her shoulder in emphasis.

She breathed deeply and slowly let go. Then she smiled and her bright eyes crincled. "Thank you," she told you gratefully. You nodded and swung your still joined hands.

"You know, l met you about two hours ago, but now l think l've known you for years," she said in wonder.

"Yeah?" you asked her and she nodded, still smiling. "I feel that way too," you told her, giddy in this moment. You both grinned at each other.

"Oh," the Doctor's sad voice cut through.

You whirled around. "What is it what's wrong?"

"That's the TARDIS over there," he told you and you desparately searched for the blue box with your eyes. He was right, it was spinning in zero gravity, so close but still out of your reach.

"What is that?" Astrid asked in confusion.

"It's our ship," you told her, throat tight. "It's our home."

"And it's programmed to lock onto the nearest centre of gravity, and that would be the Earth."

~

You took care of the other passengers with Astrid as the Doctor talked to the bridge. You overheard enough to know the picture.

"Are we going to die?" Foon asked and everything started going downhill.

The Doctor sushed the frightened passengers. "First things first," he began in a determined voice. "One, we're gonna climb through this ship. B, no, two, we're gonna reach the bridge. Three, or c, we're gonna save the Titanic. And, coming in a very low four, or d, or that little iv in brackets they use in footnotes, follow me."

Good, that was good, you thought to yourself. Always good to establish a goal.

"Hang on a minute." The fricking billionare decided to show he's an ass. "Who put you in charge?" he demanded. "And who the hell are you anyway."

"I'm the Doctor. I'm a Time Lord." Sparks flew behind him and he was suddenly bigger than everyone in the hall.

"I'm from the planet Gallifrey in the constellation of Casterbourus." You were grinning like mad. You could almost hear magestic music playing.

"I'm nine hundred and three years old, and l'm the man who's gonna save your lives and all six billion people on the planet below. And she's gonna help," he interjected, looking at you. "Have you got a problem with that?" he asked the billionare.

"No," the man admitted, baffled.

The Doctor turned to you. "In that case..."

"Allons-y," you said for him with a smile and started walking. You turned back, grinning at the group as the Doctor fell into step with you. You found Astrid with your eyes and nodded your head for her to join you.

~

"This whole thing could come crashing down any minute!" the billionare whined as he helped you clear the staircase of debris.

"Oh, Brixton, did you get that message?" you asked him sweetly.

He frowned in confusion. "No, what message?"

"Shut up," you told him, not covering up your annoyance.

Then you heard from above, "Bannacafalata, made it!"

You climbed up behind Astrid. You weren't about to leave her alone on this bloody ship.

~

Foon's screams echoed in the chasm. Death, death, all around you death, whywhywhywhy WHY?!?!

~

"Alright, when it's ready, that blue light comes on there," the Doctor pointed at the spot on the battery Bannacafalata had given you. Another person you hadn't been able to save.

Astrid frowned. "You're talking as if you two aren't coming with us."

"There's something down on deck thirty-one," you told her, "and we're gonna find out what it is."

"But what if you meet a Host?" She was worried about you and the thought melted your heart.

"Well, then we'll just..." The Doctor wiggled his eyebrows at you, smiling, "have some fun."

"Sounds like you two do this kinda thing all the time," Astrid added nonchalantly.

"Not by choice," you assured her, voice soft.

"Yeah, all we do is travel," the Doctor pitched in.

"Imagine it," you told her, suddenly wishing with all your heart you were out there, with her in the stars. "No stakes, no bills, no boss. Just the open sky." The wonder you felt when you thought about all you've seen seeped into your voice. There was all that space out there, so much room to wonder, so many skies to see.

"I'm sort of, uh, unemployed? Um, now," she answered as you looked at her expectantly. "I was thinking that blue box is, kinda small," she raised her eyebrows, "but l could... squeeze in? Like a stowaway!" Her eyes were so full of hope and your heart was bursting.

"It's not always safe," the Doctor's voice cut through the feeling. And you remembered. You remembered Foon and Morvin and Bannacafalata. How could you have forgotten???

"So you two need someone to take care of you," she protested. "I've got no one back on Stoe, no family. Just... me." She looked at you, blue eyes pleading. "So what do you think? Can l come with you?"

The Doctor smiled and looked at you. You were already grinning and nodding at Astrid, so incredibly happy. It was decided. "Yeah, we'd like that," the Doctor answered while you nodded on enthusiastically.

Her lips stretched into a wide grin and you pulled her close. You hugged her tightly, with a bright future ahead of you.

And then all three of you fell to the ground as the room shook.

~

"All charged up!" the Doctor yelled as the blue light came on. You all hurried back to the two waiting men. "Mister Copper, look after her; Astrid, look after him." He pointed at them. "Brixton, um..." he trailed off at a loss for words. "Look after yourself," he finally finished.

"We'll see you again," you reassured Astrid. "I promise." You steadily held her gaze so she knew you meant it.

And then you were off, running to the door on the other side of the hall.

"Hold on!" she called after you. "There's an old tradition on Stoe!"

"We've really got to go," the Doctor told her and you swatted his arm.

"Just wait a minute!" she yelled as she ran up to you.

She stopped in front of you, cradled your face and deftly kissed your cheek. "You'll get the other when you come back," she told you, smiling, then turned to the Doctor and did the same.

"See you later!" she called after you when you turned to leave.

"Not if l see you first!" you told her over your shoulder, a huge grin splitting your face.

"What she said," the Doctor joined in.

After seeing Astrid smile in turn, you were gone.

[imagine-loki]

Mean Tweets

TITLE: Mean Tweets

CHAPTER NO./ONE SHOT: One shot

AUTHOR: timeladylaufeyson

ORIGINAL IMAGINE: Imagine the Avengers are on the Jimmy Kimmel show promoting their Young Avengers initiative and hoping for volunteers to join them to train and defend the earth.

RATING: Everyone, with some language

NOTES/WARNINGS: I know it’s been ages since this imagine was posted, but i just randomly thought about it and decided to write a story. It’s kinda short, but I simply needed to get it out of my head in order to be able to concentrate on more serious matters. 

  Everyone thought it would be a wonderful idea. What could possibly be a better way of promoting the new Young Avengers initiative than going on one of the most famous late night shows? 

The evening was, in fact, fantastic. Despite Jimmy being used to a whole different kind of celebrities being on his couch, he handled everything well and knew exactly what to ask. Everyone had a great time. When it was time for the Mean Tweets segment, the whole team was excited.

Tony, naturally went first. He could barely contain his laughter as he read: “I am so fucking sick of this Stinky Stank bitch. Dude literally thinks he can just make a 360 degree turn and the world will completely forget the shit he used to do. What the fuck. Rich privilege at its finest.”

Tony shook his head in disbelief, the corners of his mouth twitching. “Well, first off,” he said. “It’s supposed to be 180 degree turn. 360 would be a circle. Second of all…” he thought for a moment. “I actually have no idea what to say to that. I guess…” he raised his middle finger at the camera. “This will have to suffice.”

The ones about Steve are all aimed at his patriotism and the nature of his powers; “Literally all Captain America is is some wannabe wimp from Brooklyn who got lucky and became some scientist’s lab rat and now has the audacity to prance around in an ugly ass suit and talk about how great America is.”

“Well, I mean… you’re not wrong,” Steve shrugged, smirking.

“How the frick frack did Spider-Man become a thing? I mean he’s just some random ass dudebro that does parkour, I could do that. Literally anyone can do that. But I guess you have to make a funky lil costume to be important. Pathetic.”

Peter, from under his mask, giggled. “Well, buddy, I would love to switch places with you.”

“Bruce Banner should go the fuck to therapy.”

“I couldn’t agree more,” Bruce chuckled.

“@BlackWidow make me a sandwich, hoe.”

“Come and get it, @BigDickNick.”

It went on and on, the jabs people had being more ridiculous with each one. There was even a few of them on the newest member of the team, Y/N.

“I am willing to bet money that this Omen girl is just a random ass fortune teller they picked up on the carnival one day. What the fuck does she even do, yeet crystal balls at aliens? Not give them a discount on their tarot reading?”

Y/N laughed, her head falling back. “Honestly, I have never thought about weaponizing crystal balls. Thanks for the tip, @hotdoghoe420.”

Loki, who didn’t really understand the point and did not find the idea amusing, tried to stall as much as he could, therefore his turn was the last.

“How the  f u c k did they allow that space bitchboy Loki to join the  a v e n g e r s??? When he is LITERALLY the one who tried to fucking d e s t r o y the Earth???? What the  f u c k??? Did they fucking forget that he’s a genocidal maniac or smth???”

Loki blinked a few times, shifting uncomfortably in his chair. He didn’t say anything, but everyone could see how upset he got. When he looked into the camera, his eyes were full of pain.

As they wrapped the shoot, Y/N noticed how quiet Loki was, sitting in the corner and not talking to anybody. She walked over to him and took a seat beside him.

“Hey, Lokes,” she greeted him. “Everything okay?”

“Absolutely,” he nodded without looking at her.

Y/N stayed silent for a moment. “You’re sad because of the Tweets, aren’t you?

He nodded again, this time without words.

“They didn’t exactly pick the best ones for you, I must say,” she sighed. “Should have found some that make fun of your helmet or something.”

“What’s the point of this?” he asked. “What kind of entertainment is that?”

“I think it’s to show people that their opinion doesn’t matter to us,” she said. “That we’re going to keep doing what we do no matter what they say about us.”

“It’s hurtful,” he said. “And humiliating.”

“It’s supposed to be fun and uplifting,” she sighed. “But as I said, they really picked the worst ones for you. It wasn’t fair. I think none of us would be comfortable with that.”

“The person is right though,” Loki said.

“No, they’re not,” Y/N shook her head and laid her hand on his shoulder. “They’re not. They’re a dumb piece of shit. Everyone knows New York wasn’t your fault. Even you know that. Don’t take it personally. You’re a literal ray of sunshine that’s trying to make up for everything. People actually love you.”

“Do they?”

“Absolutely!” she grinned. “People are actually rooting for you, you know. Don’t let those few stuck up bitches get to you.”

“How can you be so sure?” he asked.

“I can literally read minds, honey. And besides, even if they didn’t, who cares? You’re trying so hard to do good. Other people’s opinions shouldn’t matter to you.”

He smiled ever so slightly. “Thank you.”

“You’re welcome,” she said, ruffling his hair. “May I call you sunshine from now on? I think it suits you.”

“Won’t people-” he began, but Y/N’s raised eyebrows cut him off. “Right. Who cares.”

“That’s what I’m talking about,” she said. “Give me a sec, I think I forgot something over there.”

He watched her as she walked away again, stopping to talk to Jimmy himself. He didn’t know what they were talking about, but it seemed that it was quite a serious conversation, making him feel bad for watching. He turned away, getting lost in his own thought.

A few days later, when the Mean Tweets: Avengers edition came out, the whole team sat together in the lounge and watched it, laughing at the absurdity of it all. But as the video ended, they realised a tiny little detail - Loki’s part wasn’t there. It was in that moment when he realised what Y/N’s conversation with Jimmy was about. She noticed her looking at him and whispered a thank you just for her to see.

[strawbbseason]

alphabet game !

@planetaryleia @frecklessbellamy thanks for tagging me <33 love u

Rules: answer the questions in a new post and tag 10 blogs you would like to get to know better.

a - age: 16

b - birthplace: new hampshire

c - current time: 9:19pm

d - drink you last had: mocha frappuccino (i think that was my answer the last time i did this a few months ago.............. i swear that’s not all i drink)

e - easiest person to talk to: @joyeux-chatnoel is that even a surprise?

f - favorite song: currently i love how you love me by jeff magnum

g - grossest memory: rather not talk about it

h - horror yes or horror no: nopenopenopitynope

i - in love?: i’m like 120% sure that’s a yes

j - jealous of people?: sometimes

k - potassium (my edit: alrighty then)

l - love at first sight or should I walk by again?: still don’t know how to respond to this

m - middle name: grace

n - number of siblings: two

o - one wish: to stop fricking having nightmares bc they give me anxiety

p - person you called last: @joyeux-chatnoel you i think?

q - question you are always asked: how’s school?

r - reason to smile: i actually have a pretty good life with some pretty good people who love me (and my cats)

s - song you last sang: first day of my life by bright eyes

t - time you woke up: 7ish

u - underwear color: black (scandalous i know)

v - vacation destination: france as hell

w - worst habit: forgetting EVERYTHING

x - x-rays: never

y - your favorite food: spaghetto

z - zodiac sign:  scorpio

tagging: @joyeux-chatnoel @beachfckerblake @sherlockvowsontheriverstyx @otayuri-life (are we at the point where i can tag you in tag games? welp too late now) @sat-star-one @thankfulclarke

[chenlays]

I request a scenario where you, sam/foot/weeb, get to marry the love of ur life chenle

thank u for discussing this w me I’m gonna cry r u ready for this NOBODY ASKED BUT IM GIVING

• y'all know I love my bby chenle right ?? • ok so I’m on my phone doing this I’m h u Rt• but aNYWAYS • I would marry him like 59 times and ?? I’d still be happy that’s good• ok so just he’s rly cute and I’d buy lots of cats and just bury him in kitties and I would cry actual tears of joy that’s a pile of amazing• and ?? Like y Es I would totally be up 4 going out to get sweets at like 2am and just sitting out at night and eating them and talking about life• also oHMY g o d I love breakfast u know just pls I’ll make u breakfast every morning with ur fav even if I have to wake up at 4am or travel 5 miles by walking BYE • I’m probs the most annoying person ever and I’ll just literally shower him in love and just literally every 5 minutes ask him if he’s ok• also I am rly affectionate just l o v e me and keep me warm pls I’m cold all the time• I’m also that cliche bich that takes sweaters and hides them in a secret closet (´ｰ｀)• this is fun• look chenle bby pls if ur ever sad I will cry too and just h u g the pain away and love u okay• also protec u with my life• I’ll buy cute lil cat pajamas for u bby I love u• I’m actually sobbing why did u sarcastically ask this radish• my dream is to actually live in Iceland but I will sacrifice for him• like sure we can live in china if u want idc• also I just wanna b a veterinarian • u know how many cute lil animals I’d have omGG• just havin like 28 parakeets and they’re all just o u t and he’s runnin n screaming everywhere SO CU TE• also stress• but I mean I love him with all my heart like,,,yes release the keets if it makes u happy• ice cream like once a week tho pls• I want that to be my religion• J U ST eatin ice cream n walkin around to look at stuff and just BUying everything • also pls,,,gimme ur nose it’s rly cute bby• u guys I’m tearing up the more I think about him the more love I feel• he just too cute• id probs pay him for a bunch of solos （╹◡╹）♡• wakin up to hear him screeching chewing gum I AM A L I VE• als o just constantly me having to stay away once a week to silently sob• y'all He is p e r fect • “uhm why do u have 600 pictures of an Asian guy with u all the time”• “yeah sorry gtg something came up”• OMG • I literally am so fascinated with spiders• and he’s scared of them aw babs that’s cute• if u see a tiny jumping spider to a huge as fuk tarantula gET ME!!!• the cutest thing ever would just be him SCREECHING because I’m holding a tiny lil spider in my hand just crawling everywhere • can I mention cats again• I am a strong believer in cats soothing your heart and protecting you from heart problems• literally I will spend 10mil to make a cat a service cat for him 🙃• like,,,,if ur scared here’s a cute kitty to purr n make u smile• also endless supply of love from me I’m full of it• I never stop feeling love this is a fact• I am also a good listener and 99.9% reliable with secrets• u ate marks fav cookie??? Don’t worry hun I’ll never tell• also I will literally b rich if I’m a veterinarian so I’m going to a new country every other month• forcibly pushin out that home• pls,,,come to Russia with me I can speak Russian bb • honestly when I’m 25 what can’t I do• I WANT GIANT PUPPERS OMG THEYRE LIKE THE SIZE OF ME NOW• c. Henle riding on a giant Caucasian ovcharka just scremaign and being happy that’s so fukin cu t e• literally take my s o u l I love u• this is re a l LY long I’ll edit it tomorrow I G• but also just I wanna pinch his cheeks and sMOOSH them together and make him happy that’s so wonderful • lele with smooshed cheeks ::))• also like 4993020 lil cheek smooches FUC• I shed a tear I would be so s h y tbh I don’t act like it• I’d probs be that person who has to ask for a hug• I see so many people talking about backhugs for chenle and I would love lt that’s so adorable• also I wanna be bigger than him • like taller ig ??• I like to be big spoon !! Fun fact • I like to snuggle up to ppl rather than snuggle into them• kitty cuddles aw• pls I like to play with hair and snuggle and just squeeze occasionally it’s so sweet• also literally a separate drawer for cat socks • probably just buying like 500 presents for Christmas just for him u know• also that birthday• pls lemme just drag u around lil cute shops and buy u literally anything u want• just luv me and hug me n hold my hand I will be 1056% content• oh I’m crying??? Didn’t notice I was too busy lookin at u smile• ommmmmm I would definitely go to roller coasters with him just for that cute squeal• not if he’s scared• I’ll protect u bby ily• I’ll protect from everything • I can’t fight tho I’ll learn for u• I actually have 37 wallets with just pics I show to people • I don’t like a lot of pda just hold m Y hand thx ❤️• literally I hope I have like 50 succulents just at my job • omg what if he sent cute lil notes in my pocket or food just to say “I hope ur day is amazing!! ily!!”• if that happened • “hey there did u know I am in love wit h zhong chenle”• radish I’ll b at ur house w hyuck a lot just to talk abt happiness• BOY DO I HAVE SOME SOFT STUFF FOR U• frick omg cuteness!!! sittin outside in the middle of fall with kitty print scarves and cute gloves and fluffy sweaters and just sitting in the dark and cuddling to stay warm • just out to look at the stars• silence is so beautiful and that silence is amazing • or “cloud” gazing• his imagination would be so adorable• comin home to literally 60 pillows in every room• “uh bb what’s this??”• “pls shush n stop being mEAN I didn’t know what to DO”• omgmgm im so sappy I’d send cute short letters to him all the time • if I got them back I’d s c r e a m• eating a samich or smth and reading it and just almost suffocating • also I’m sleepy af rn and it reminds me• I love laying on laps or having ppl laying on my lap so I can play with hair• pls let me nap on ur lap and just literally encase myself in my big af pink rainbow sweater  • it covers everything but my legs• I would be so warm w him I’m sobbing• huggin me while I’m nap on the lap• I am so soft for this• sending selcas every few hours just because• literally no I won’t send my ugly• but sweetie pls send all of urs I will s OB and frame literally all of them• more lap naps• just gimme hugs and lemme smooch ur nose and cry myself into a nap on ur lap  • I’m really tired • I can’t think anymore and I’m so soft right now• so here’s the hcs about the marriage id want with the bby I can’t have that nobody asked for•my e yes•ok sorry ily• i also love u radish sm❤️• n chenle babs, bby, sweetie, hun,,,I’m literally cryin for u 💚