#edit: FUCK MY LIFE THIS WAS MEANT FOR TOMORROW BUT OKAY. WHATEVER. FUCK.
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day 168!! the brides and the ugly ass groom
#daily polyshow â#queued#doodle posting#polyshow#emu otori#nene kusanagi#rui kamishiro#tsukasa tenma#i love bullying the rui wedding card. boy what are you wearing. what is that hair.#also yes im aware lilykasa isnât a wedding card but its a wedding card to ME. also its the closest i have for this joke to work#i confused it for being one from a wedding event when i first started playing the game and its still a wedding card in my brain#edit: FUCK MY LIFE THIS WAS MEANT FOR TOMORROW BUT OKAY. WHATEVER. FUCK.
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[Actually] Automating my life
Day 16 - Nov 21st, 12.023
Another late post, another short post. I have to admit that the motivation of yesterday faded a little this morning, and things like today's heat didn't help me to get my laptop to work outside of home as I like. I'm still having trouble knowing what to do daily, but there's a reason: I need to work on my Obsidian setup and workflow, but knowing what to work when you don't have the tools to know it even harder. So in summary, it is a vicious cycle.
Thankfully today I was able to work on one of the steps of this setup: the weekly notes. These notes are meant to just get an overview in the start of the week and to schedule tasks of each weekday, said tasks are from the month's projects, and I'm really feeling that this can work better than my last workflow. Unfortunately this was what I mostly did today, because it is Obsidian, so I need to create/edit the templates from scratch, and a lot of the functionality is custom-made to myself and my setup, so it consumes a lot of time, which I hope that will be paid off when I start to work on projects themselves.
The process is simple: create a weekly note, see what tasks the select project has, and schedule them to a weekday. And to always help me be in focus and know about data/information, things such as the current quarterly theme are informed, if there are other tasks not related to the project and/or overdue from the past weeks, if there are any events in this week, etc. I still need to add some "decor" to the note, like a progress-bar or info of how many tasks were done in the week, a heatmap on how the routine is going, etc. But the basic functionality is there.
Compared with the previous it is a lot cleaner and organized also, hopefully now it will also be easier to add or remove functionality of the notes. Something which is a lot better to me now is that most of the note's logic is at the template level when it is created, so I'm less locked-in into Templater, Dataview or even Obsidian itself, because the end result is just a markdown page and I don't need to add backwards functionality for future notes, tasks, data, etc.
This is a very different post I have to admit, but it kinda returns to what I planned this daily journal to be, a log of how I'm improving in my productivity, project work, personal growth, etc. Now that I'm trying to actually work, more than just talking about how I need to work and build this workflow. Hopefully tomorrow I can complete this weekly note, finish the daily note, and maybe refactor a little of the code in the monthly note now that I found a better way to code the logic of the notes.
Today's artists & creative things
Song: You Will Be Okay - cover by Caleb Hyles I started to watch Helluva Boss since the first episode, and I think I never liked an animated series so much since then (to be honest I don't watch a lot of series, but whatever, it's still marvelous). And this song... fucking god... this song hit me hard when I listened it the first time, I don't know why exactly, but personally, it is not so frequent that I'm told that "everything will be okay, you will be okay" y'know? So highly recommend listening to it, the original or the cover which I recommended today, it just fits more the music style that I like than the original.
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âprobably married to this dumbassâ
pairing: katsuki bakugo x female reader
cw:Â pro hero (aged up) fluff, language, implied 18+ and kissingÂ
word count: 2600+
a/n: i was in the mood to write some bakugo i have three requests atm so if you guys want to send in more iâll write someee
summary:Â in which you and bakugo get interviewed on a talk show on what itâs like being pro hero, what turns into a simple where do you see yourself in five years leads to your relationship being announced on live tv
â back to my hero academia masterlist
You and Bakugo were in love, you knew it, your friends knew it. The people of Japan however had no idea, you were seen just as partners on patrols when out and about. They had no idea of the lewd things Bakugo whispered in your ear as you tried to make sure there was no crime going on. His aim of being the number one hero was becoming a reality, his personality from UA had changed, he may still be the loud explosive man, but he was sometimes kind to civilians. You stress the sometimes.
He would help people get up and tell them off for falling, his logic made sense, but you still loved him even if half the time he was screaming. You had both been asked to be on a talk show that aired at night so nothing you and Bakugo ever saw as you spent many hours at your shared apartment fucking.
It was a love language for the shouty man, and you wouldnât lie and say you didnât love coming home to be pinned against a wall. Feeling ever so small under his gaze filled with lust and love.
âYouâre telling me, me and Y/n have to be on a fucking show.â He hollered at one of the girls who was currently interning.
âDonât shout Katsuki.â You mutter giving a more sympathetic look to the poor girl. âIt might be fun.â
âFun.â He raised as eyebrow shouting, as he dragged you to a secluded area of the hero agency. âFun would be making you beg for my dick; this is not my idea of fun princess.â
You rolled your eyes at his comment as his arm rested on the wall, he leaned further and further towards you. âIf we go then tomorrow we get the day off.â You move your finger up his arm to his shoulder, âwe can do whatever you want to do.â
You were taunting him; he gave a smirk however falling right into it. You couldnât lie you wanted to get dressed up and gain some attention. âWhatever I want yeah.â
âWhatever you want baby.â You cooed as he smirked, he watches as your hands moved to his hero costume, his exposed neck as you brushed your finger across it about to move it to his lip to brush against.
He quickly walks away as you huff as the lack of contact, not even a kiss goodbye. You followed as you saw him storm to the girl who looked scared for her life, he mustâve said an okay as she gave a small smile to you. You smiled back before Bakugo came back.
âItâs at 7, they want us to look nice for the reputation of the agency or whatever.â He crosses his arms leaning against the desk you had leant against.
You were all giddy now, happy that you were able to look pretty, even with your very much exposed hero costume due to your quirk needing more skin contact, you still wanted to feel pretty in something that you didnât associate with hero work. âI know youâre happy to look all amazing, but even if you turned up in a bin bag youâd still be the prettiest girl in the room, dumbassâ
When Bakugo spoke you instantly blushed at his comment, he was never one to outright praise you with hero work, but as soon as it came to your relationship and making you happy he was always one to compliment you, even with it ended with him calling you dumbass. But at least you were his dumbass.
You had been made to choose from a couple dresses as they wanted you to look drop dead gorgeous, you chose a red one that matched Bakugoâs eyes as it hugged your body and went to the ground, it had thin straps and you couldnât lie and say that if Bakugo saw you in this he would want to tear it right off.
You had been told someone would do your make up at the showâs base, and to Bakugoâs dismay the two of you had been separated. Being guided to the base, you sat down eagerly as you saw women and men surrounding you, they did your hair and your make up effortlessly making you look like an absolute goodness.Â
They were really pulling out the stops for this one thing, it was rare for you to do talk shows as you were more into interviews that were pre recorded and edited. Live ones were more Dekuâs and Bakugoâs thing though.
âYou look gorgeous.â The same girl who had told you about the talk show spoke as she held the dress out.
âThank you.â You smiled back as you put the dress on, you had worn the necklace that Katsuki had got you which had the letter K on it assuming people would think it was anybodyâs name and not the man who in a couple minutes would walk out with you.
A red bracelet wrapped around your wrist as you wore a couple rings on your fingers, the promise one encasing your ring finger, it had a small gem in the middle of the gold band and you had refused to take it and your necklace off as it meant so much to you.
Before you knew it was nearly time to go and you saw as Bakugo huffed walking in with a man, Bakugo was for sure not paying attention as the red button up adorned his chest and black trousers clinged to his legs. He had left the top two buttons open, wearing similar rings to you with the black ring you had gotten him around his own ring finger. It was small and thin but inside had your name inscribed in it, he loved it and would wear it with anything, the feeling of it around your throat always sent shivers down your spine.
As soon as he noticed you standing in front of him, he was dumbfounded, he couldnât even speak, looking at you up and down. He walked towards you putting his arms around your waist, âYouâre too gorgeous to resist princess.â You blush as he turns you around so he can get a better view of you.
He loved the sight in front of him, your confident nature was brought out through the dress, everything about the way you looked defined you and it made him fall even more in love with you.
The girl from earlier had gestured for the both of you to go in, Bakugo let go of your waist, missing the touch of your hips on his ever-irritated cock. You both smiled as you saw that there was even a live audience. Bakugo walked in like he owned the place as you just kept straight not wanting to trip in the heels they had made you wear.
âWelcome both of you, come sit, sit.â She gestured as there was a long couch waiting for the two of you, Bakugo let you go first as you sat closest to the host and Bakugo sat beside you, your legs touching as his arm wrapped to the back of the couch, ever so relaxed. âSo, we have Pro Heroes Dynamight and (your hero name), better known as Katsuki Bakugo and Y/n Y/L/N.â
You smiled at her as Bakugo didnât speak or look at her, he had been dragged in this due to thinking with his downstairs brain at the heat of the moment. But seeing how happy you looked in the dress how could he ever have said no to you?
âSo, first off we need to know what got you to want to become heroes.â
âKatsuki.â You mutter if he wanted to talk first, you noticed that in a lot of these live stuff he liked talking a lot, but his normal chatty nature had changed as if he was in a trace and the cause was most definitely you. âOkay well, itâs probably the most basic reason but I saw a hero save someone and I instantly fell in love with the idea of saving and helping people.â
You knew it was common for many heroes to have this sort of epiphany, you heard Bakugo speak as he sat up right, âAll Might of course, from seeing him I knew I wanted to be number one hero.â
He had a calmer demeanour trying not to shout or get as pissed off as he usually did, you smiled at him as he looked down at your body again. âDo you have any advice to any kids out there who want to be heroes?â
âWork hard and even if it doesnât work out at first youâll still be a hero in your own way.â You smile out.
Bakugo laughs at the comment, he knew you were being nice for the show as he knew what youâd have really said, âIf you suck, you suck, get strong or youâll die.â Your eyes grow wide at his bluntness.
âKatsuki.â You scowled at him as the host and the audience laugh, you hit his chest feeling his hard muscles underneath.
âItâs the truth Y/n, you started to sugar-coat stuff.â He raises an eyebrow as he leans back again.
The host continues to ask questions as you answer enticingly as Bakugo makes remarks that lift the comfort of the room, you had finally becoming comfortable, the host asking about UA. âSo, we heard that you two went to UA together, were you two friends, did you get along?â
Bakugo was the first one to speak, you two had been dating since UA and had kept it a secret from everyone except for Class 1A, as soon as the dorm system had been implemented it made it a lot easier to be around each other and one by one the class found out. Even with continuing dating after graduating they all knew you had remained strong together and it was a surprise nobody had found out on the amount of dates you two went on.
âYeah we were friends I guess; we were in the same class and spent time with the class together.â He smiled as he thought of the days were youâd both sneak into each otherâs rooms to be able to cuddle at night. His taller frame always encasing you in love. âShe was a pain back then though.â
You glare at the boy before you interrupt up him, âme a pain, I distinctly remember you pissing off everybody.â
You laughed as he glared back at you, âseems like you two really are the best friends everybody talks about.â You nodded as to try and not blow your secret relationship. âNow for the finally question of the night, where do both of you see each other in five years?â
You had never been asked something like this, you were only in your early twenties and five years is a substantial difference now then it was in your teens. Where would you be? Would you and Bakugo remain strong with you still be partners would Bakugo be the number one hero. You carefully thought trying to get a satisfactory answer out.
Well you had clearly been thinking because Bakugo blurted out the words nobody had expected, âprobably married to this dumbass.â
Your head shot as he had his arm around the couch still, his legs spread as if he was waiting for you to sit on his lap. âKâŚKatsuki.â Realisation hit him as it made his mouth went dry.
The host looked before the two of you noticing, how Bakugoâs arm moved to behind your back, your legs touching, the K necklace around your neck and the look of love that surrounded the two of you.
âYou two are dating?â She asks.
He gives a look to you as you nod at the idiot, âYeah since our UA days, isnât that right princess, you were always obsessed with me.â The nickname rolling off his tongue as your face flushed a bright pink.
âKatsuki you liar.â You mutter, the mic still picking up on it as you could hear it play on the speakers.
âThat is adorable, you two are such a cute couple.â The host coos as you smile at her.
âYeah we might be cute but dating his is like dating a kid.â You laugh as you were trying to get back at Bakugo for embarrassing you.
âI expect it would beâ The host smiles as the audience still hadnât said anything only watching at you two. She wrapped the show up as you could almost hear your phone go off in the other room.
The host said goodbye to you both as the audience watched intensively as they walked out, âyou and your big mouth.â You mutter to Bakugo as he grabs your hand walking you to the side.
âBut now we can go on dates anytime we want now, idiot.â He laughs.
You shrug as he still held your hand, not bothering to change he grabs your bag and clothes as he takes his own, passing you your phone as he remained holding hands with you. âTwitter has gone mad.â
âYeah cause two sex godâs have been dating and they never knew.â He smirks as you push into his side.
âMr and Mrs Bakugo, thereâs a car waiting outside for you.â You almost choke on the name as you look at one of the producers.
âItâs Miss Y/L/N.â You spoke softly but she hadnât heard as Bakugo grinned at the thought.
âCome on Mrs Bakugo, our cars waiting.â You wanted to rip his throat out, as you both walked outside.
Fans around the both of you as Bakugo put an arm tightly around you, he didnât want this to happen, but he basked in all the attention. âYouâre enjoying this too much.â
He grins looking down at you as he goes to you ear, âItâs because tomorrow you wonât be doing any walking at all.â
Your face reddens at what he said, the sex addicted Bakugo was too comfortable and having said that in front of fan only made your face blush even more. He opened the door for you as you got in, he followed as he sat right beside you, the driver taking you to your apartment.
âWe could always have some fun here.â You watching his hands move across your thigh, slowly getting higher and higher at every touch.
âYouâre such a perv Bakugo.â You hissed slapping his hand, his quirk created little sparkles as he lifted your dress up, putting his hand inside as he grabbed your thigh. The hotness making your legs shuffle at the closeness it had to your pussy.
âYour perv though princess.â His antics continued and before you knew it you were inside the elevator to your apartment, his hands around your waist as his chin rested on top of your head. âI love you.â
He spoke calmly for once without any snideness or ulterior motive. âI love you too.â You reply back as you turned to face him, your hands wrapping around his neck as you leant in and kissed him, his arms wrapping around your waist, the kiss deepening as he pulled you closer towards his body, he groped at your hips as he moves to your ass, squeezing it through the thin material. The elevator opened up as his teeth bit into your bottom lip as you retracted, the feeling of him remaining on you.
You knew what was going to occur for the next day and you knew you certainly werenât prepared for losing the ability to walk for the next week. But as he watched you look gorgeous in the dress you watched over him with the same love and lust. You were perfect for each other and nothing would ever change that.
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What about reader is the manager/assistant and fucks up some bug career opportunity for them?
Mistakes can allways happen but that was something really big
Maybe even gets fired for it?
Fucked It +
TW?: Mostly angst but theres some very slight smut with readers S/O
A/N: Not to age the writing but Im writing this as colson tweets that heâs gonna play at the halftime show in the next few years. S/O= Significant Other. I wanted to keep it kinda gender neutral cause bi people exist i dunno.Â
Word count:1.8k A little longer than a blurb, but just as dialogue-y
This year had been stressful, to say the least. There was the release of tickets to my downfall, and along with that the cover scandal, the bloody valentine music video, downfalls high, the snl episode. It was like every second of your day was filled with something, you rarely got the chance to spend time with your S/O.
Thatâs right, you had an S/O. Being Colsonâs manager wasnât your entire existence, although youâd seemed to have forgotten that recently. Their name is Devin, and they are not very happy with you.
Theyâd broken down in tears your first full night home, telling you how under appreciated they had felt while you were away. Devin had a life of their own too, though, and considering the pandemic at hand had chosen to go stay with their family to avoid the covid hot spot that was LA. You understood, and as much as you hated to admit it you barely even realized they were gone. You didnât know what that meant, but you knew whatever it meant wasnât anything good for your relationship, but, you loved them and you wanted to recreate that spark.
You wanted to put work into them, and you, and most importantly your relationship. Youâd gotten through the emotions, but as for the spark there was only so much you could do thousands of miles away. So, you decided to put in the work and devise a plan. Your plan started about an hour and a half ago, beginning with a shower and ending with your favorite lipstick.
You love Devin and you want nothing more than to wrap them up in a soft blanket and kiss them on the forehead and take them on picnics, but you also wanted them to look at you and touch themselves. You could do one of those things in your current situation, and you felt both would help to replenish your spark.
You looked good too, dressed in your lingerie with your hair all done. You felt so unbelievably sexy just looking at yourself in the mirror, you wished they were here to witness it.
You stood in the doorway of your bedroom, your LED lights set to red, your phone set to start recording inÂ
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You tried your best to pose sexily in the small frame, arching your back and playing with your hair, slowly slinking down the wall. You were sure when you sent this Devin would be calling you within seconds. You checked the video, editing it to the length you liked and saving it to your camera roll.
Butterflies began fluttering in your stomach as you looked at your message app. You had seen Devin in so long, what if the spark had really gone? What if they didnât want you anymore? Or what if they just didnât want you right now, what if this wasnât the right thing to do?
You took a deep breath, looking yourself in the mirror and quickly clicking through your messages, sending it before you could think too much and clicking your phone off. You moved from the bathroom, moving to your bed, staring at your phone and waiting patiently for a response.
After thirty minutes you gave up, too nervous to check if theyâd seen it. You were cool.
Well, you were cool now that you had cried and and picked yourself apart piece by piece, ending up on the couch in a heap of blankets eating a family bag of your favorite chips to yourself. Family guy played on the TV, the episode only really meant to drain out the noise of your thoughts, and momentarily the bling of your phone. You wouldâve missed it entirely if it werenât for the flickering of your flashlight that youâd enabled to make sure you didnât.
You rushed from your comfy blanket fort, spilling your chips on the way, your hand wrapping tightly around your phone. You turned it around, seeing that the notification that had popped up was only from Dylan, the guy that got Colson a place at the halftime show.Â
Work, great, the thing that started this all. Was this the universe telling you it was over? You read on.
It simply said âCall me.â
Your eyebrow raised, considering waiting until tomorrow. You opened your messages, seeing that you had accidentally sent him the video of you in your lingerie. Fuck, thats why Devin hadnât responded.
You opened his contact, calling him quickly, each ring feeling like needles being inserted into your brain.
âSo I hope you understand why we wouldnât want to be associated with that unprofessionalism.â He said, youâd zoned out through his lecture
âI understand, I do, but I hope youâd be willing to reconsider as this was a mistake on my part and not Colsonâs. And seeing as this isnât public I hope we can just brush this all under the rug and forget it ever-â
âI hear you, but I donât think that will be possible. Mistake or not it was unprofessional on so many different levels
âBut, sir-â You tried, your fingers thumbing over the buttons of the remote to mute the tv.
âItâs over, Iâm afraid.â He responded, a beeping noise signalling the call had ended
Oh, nicer, you thought sarcastically, it wasnât the universe after all, it was the manager.
Tossing your phone on the couch beside you, you retreated to your blanket fort, unmuting the TV.
Colson and the boys had been looking forward to performing at the halftime show since youâd met them. Theyâd been so excited when you told them youâd got them a spot. Although it was the last thing you wanted to do right now, you knew you had to break the news to Colson.Â
You stared at your phone, willing yourself to reach over and call him, eventually drifting off into an unsatisfying sleep.
âOh good, youâre here! Okay, so I was thinking for the halftime show-â Colson began, but you cut him off before he could continue
âOh, yeah, about that.â You say, rubbing your head in hopes it would soothe the dull ache that had begun to rear its ugly head. You opened your eyes in time to watch the excitement drop from Colsonâs face.
âIâŚâ You began, not sure how to start âI fucked it.â You began to laugh, taking a moment to acknowledge how ridiculous the situation had really been.
âWhat do you mean?â He asks, knitting his eyebrows together in confusion.
âDevin and I are going through a bit of a rough patch with them being away and all, so I decided to try and,â You made a vague shimmy movement with your shoulders âspark things up a bit. You know the silhouette challenge on tik tok? I did that, but I got nervous when I sent the video and I was on the couch for like hours crying too scared to see if they even looked at it, next thing I know Iâm getting texted by Dylan asking me to call him.â You paused, partly for dramatic effect and partly to let yourself laugh. You buried your face in your hands, Colson watching in amusement, eager for the end of your clearly hilarious story.
âI accidentally sent him my nudes. It was so fucking embarassing, oh my god!â You finish, looking up from your hands to realize no one else seemed amused.
âWhatâs that got to do with the halftime show?â Rook questioned.
âOh, right.â Youâd completely lost track in the midst of your rambling âHe said it was completely unprofessional and he wasnât interested in working with us.â
Colson remained silent for a moment, looking over to the other boys before responding âHe isnât interested in working with you.â Your eyebrows furrowed at this, looking between the boys..
âWhatâs that mean?âÂ
âThis is the gig of our lifetime. Iâve- Weâve wanted to play the halftime show since⌠forever. This was our one chance and because of you we got booted out. And you were laughing about it.â
âIâm sorry, it was a genuine accident, I thought youâd find it funny. Some corporate guy saw my tits âcause my relationship is failing, if I donât laugh I cry.â
 âYouâre the one who sent him the nudes. This is your fuck up.â
âYeah, okay. But I work for you, so by association he wonât work with us.â
âThen you arenât a part of âusâ anymore.â
âColson, seriously? It was a fucking accident. Youâre being ridiculous.â
âWatch your tone, I think youâre forgetting you work for me. Iâm a nice guy, but this isnât my shit to deal with.â
âIâm sorry.â You repeated, your voice lowering. It was easy to forget Colson was your boss, he never treated you like an employee. There was more respect between the two of you than any boss/employee relationship youâd ever seen before. Youâd never even seen him mad before today. You were genuinely lucky to have had this experience, to think that it was about to come to an end broke your heart.
âIs sorry going to get us this gig back?â The question was rhetorical, but you shook your head âThen Iâm sorry, I canât let this pass me up because of something you did.â Colson says, staring you down. You stood like a statue in your place, unsure whether or not you should leave. The tension in the air could be cut with a knife.
You took it upon yourself to make the decision to turn and leave, driving to the nearest gas station, where you sat in your car, crying in the parking lot.
Everything was fine and in the matter of a week it had all gone to shit. How did this happen?
You were in a happy relationship, and now they were living with their parents for who knows why and telling you they felt neglected. Your career was going amazing and youâd ruined it completely with one mistext.
You started your car back up, settling on the hope that maybe Colson and Dylan would come to their senses, and come Monday morning you would still have a job.
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Living, Learning, and Filming Ch.1 | Connor Brashier
A/n: once again I am just here rewriting/revising this series. Not much will change most likely, just some minor editing.
Summary: Y/n and Connor are partners for their final project. Their topic of choice, however, might get them in some trouble.
Warnings: just a little playful banter
Word count:1.8k
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Week 1
âBrashier, Iâm having a girl over tonight so Iâm gonna need you to - whoa. What is going on in here? Youâre cleaning?â My roommate, Brian questions, stopping in the doorway of my room.
I shrug, âYeah. It was looking too messy.â
âToo messy,â he repeats.Â
âThatâs what I said.â
âOkay⌠Whoâs the girl?â
âThereâs no girl,â I answer, putting the dirty clothes in my hand in the hamper by my closet.
âWell youâre definitely not cleaning for yourself. Iâve seen this room worse than this and it didnât bother you then.â
âCraigen, I donât know what youâre talking about. My room was dirty, I wanted to clean it.â
âBecause you want a girl in here,â he crosses his arms over his chest with a smirk, coming further into the room. âWhat class do you have with her?â
I sigh because I know thereâs no point in hiding it from him, âSheâs in my film class. Weâre partners for our final.â
âAnd you want to fuck her?â
I scoff, âBrian, come on.â
âYou do,â he cocks an eyebrow.
âWhy does it matter? Sheâs coming over tomorrow for us to start on our project.â
âUh huh. And whatâs the project?â
I know my face just got a little redder. âFalling in love in college,â I mumble.
He laughs and I donât mean one of those mocking âhahaâ types of laughs. I mean, heâs clutching his stomach, almost doubling over, heâs laughing so hard.Â
âFalling,â he stops himself, still laughing. Dick. âFalling in love? Like with each other? Whose fucked idea was this? Do you know anything about her?â
âThatâs what Iâm doing with this. I made her a bet that one or both of us will be in love with each other by the end of this project.â
âHa! By the end?â he shakes his head, running a hand through his hair. âYou realize sheâs already got you fucked, right? I mean, sheâs already got you cleaning for her.â He gestures around the room with his hand as if thatâs supposed to prove his point further.Â
I scoff again, âWhatever. Itâs just for fun, Brian.â
âA game?â he questions.
I shrug, âYeah. A game.â
âAnd if you do just so happen to fall in love with her? What then?â
âItâs not gonna happen like that.â
âBut if it does?â he persists.
âThen I lose.â Sheâs already made it pretty clear sheâs not gonna fall for me.
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Iâm walking out of my ethics class when I catch sight of y/n with some, Iâm assuming, friends. Theyâre just walking out of the cafeteria, sheâs laughing, her hand combs gently through the ends of her hair. I wonât deny that sheâs pretty. Dangerously, so. I donât realize that Iâm still staring until she catches my gaze and waves, smiling with teeth. I donât want to be rude, so I wave back and I watch her say something to her friends before making her way over to me.Â
âHi,â she says brightly, a much different greeting than I was expecting. Our last encounter, she left the room without a smile on her face, head down, watching her feet as she walked.Â
âHi,â I respond, hands in my pockets, trying to bring out my âtoo coolâ persona that I put on in front of other people.
âAre you busy right now?â she asks, her eyes shining bright, popping against the eyeshadow sheâs wearing, which compliments the too big, navy blue sweater dress thatâs currently swallowing her frame.Â
âUm⌠no. Whatâs up?â I scratch the back of my neck.
âYou in the mood to start filming?â
I hum, âIâd love to, but I left my camera at home.â
âI have mine in my dorm, I could start my part.â
âYou sure?â
âYeah. Come on, itâs nice out. We can go to the coffee shop down the street. I had a few ideas about what I wanted to do, if youâre down.â
âWhat are these ideas?â I ask as we start to walk toward her dorm, Iâm guessing.Â
âI donât just want it to be a plain subject with no interaction between the director and subject. If weâre going to do this specific topic, we have to do it a little differently than just saying âokay, action.â We wonât get the best results that way.â
âOkay?â
Sheâs looking at her shoes again as she walks. âI was thinking about something like an interview process. Just as an introduction. A kind of âwho are you? Have you ever been in love?â type thing. Obviously asking questions pertaining to the topic, but also just to get to know the different subjects, and to get them comfortable.â
âI like it. And I think toward the end of the project we could do another one, same questions, hopefully different answers.â
She nods, still not looking up. âYeah, hopefully.â
âYour shoes are still there, you know?â I joke.
âWhat?â Finally, her eyes meet mine.Â
âYou watch your feet when you walk.â
âOh, um⌠sorry. I didnât notice.â
âNo, donât apologize. Itâs cute. It just makes it hard to look at your eyes when you talk.â
âWell theyâre nothing special. Youâre not missing anything,â she chuckles.
âTheyâre pretty,â I tell her and her cheeks heat up.
âThank you,â she says quietly.Â
âSo, this is the way to your dorm?âÂ
âYep⌠do you live on campus?â
âNo, my friend, Brian and I share an apartment a few miles from here.â
âOh, does he go here too?â
âYeah, heâs a business major.â
âOh, thatâs cool. Thatâs what I was going to do if this whole photography thing didnât work out.â
âWhy do you think itâs not going to work?â
âWell thereâs a lot of film going on recently. Itâs competitive, I donât exactly know how my work is going to fit into the equation, but thatâs not stopping me just yet.â
I smile softly at the confession. âWell, I may not have seen your work yet, but Iâm pretty sure youâre gonna make it.â
âAh, says the guy who has already made his big break, traveling the world with Mr. Shawn Mendes himself.â
âYou've been reading up on me,â I muse.
âI thought if we were going to be working together, I needed to know who I was going to be spending my time with. Your stuff is really, really good. I can see why he hired you.â
âOh,â itâs my turn to blush, âwell, thank you.âÂ
When we get inside her dorm building she turns to face me, âSo, the elevatorâs broken. Has been for a couple weeks. They keep saying theyâre gonna fix it, but at this point Iâm expecting them to be working on it the day we come back from Christmas break. Anyway, are you good with the stairs?â
âWell I donât really have a choice, do I?â I counter.
âI mean, you could stay down here if youâd like. Iâll just be a minute.â
âNo, I was kidding. Iâm good taking the stairs.â
âOkay, then follow me,â she says, taking her keys from her bag.Â
Sheâs a few steps ahead of me, and if I look up at just the right time I can -Â
âLooking up my dress isnât going to get you under it any faster, Brashier.â
My eyes widen and I shake my head, âNo. I - I wasnât.â
âYou were,â she looks down at me from her step and smirks. âYouâre not very smooth, are you?â
âUp until this very moment, I thought I was.â
She nods, âYou might be a smooth talker, but your actions need a little work.â
I chuckle, âIf you say so, sweetheart.â
Y/n scrunches up her nose, âSweetheart,â she continues walking and I follow. âThatâs condescending.â
âYouâre really gonna make this hard for me, arenât you?â I shake my head in disbelief.
âWell whereâs the fun in me making it easy for you?âÂ
I hum and press my body close against hers, holding gently onto her elbow as she reaches to unlock the door, âHow about we save âsweetheartâ for the bedroom then? Hmm?â
She scoffs and rolls her eyes, âYouâd have to get there first, Connor. And right now? You couldnât be further away.â She looks back at me and I glance between her eyes and her lips.
âYou keep frowning and your face will stay like that.â I run my index finger over her bottom lip and her eyes flutter shut.
But she quickly opens them again, turning away from my burning gaze, âTwo and a half months,â she mumbles. âGod, help me.â I donât think she meant for me to hear either of those things, but the proximity of us was currently my friend and I thank god she hasnât told me to move yet.
---
âOkay,â Y/n fixes the settings on her camera, looking through the lens every few seconds and then back at me. âI think weâre ready.â
âWe're just going right in?â
She nods behind the camera, âYep. And⌠weâre recording. Whatâs your full name?â
âMy name is Connor David Brashier. I am twenty-one, and a junior here at UCLA.â
âWhat are your hobbies?â
âI like filming, playing video games, and surfing.â
âWhat is it about filming that you like the most?â
I push at my bottom lip with my tongue, thinking the question over. âI like capturing the things that would otherwise go unnoticed. Those small things that no one thinks about until after the fact. Like at concerts, people are there and they watch the show, but they donât see what happens behind the stage, they donât see how incandescently happy they are to be there. I like giving that back to them. That feeling they had, the feeling the performer and the team had before and after the show.â
Sheâs smiling behind the camera and I canât help but blush, looking down at my hands. âDo you see yourself doing this for the rest of your life?â
âOf course, I do.â
âEven if it takes you away from your family?â
I have to think about it for a minute. âIt doesnât take me away from them. Theyâre always with me, supporting me.â
âI like that answer,â she says, tugging at the bottom of her sweater. âAnd uh, last couple questions.â
âAlright. Hit me.â
âThese questions pertain to the actual topic of our project. Which as you know is the average life of someone falling in love. So your question is: have you ever been in love before?â
I look at her, hiding behind the screen of her camera and I canât stop myself from smiling fondly. âNo. Not yet.â
She nods. âCan you see yourself falling in love with someone?â
I take my time to answer this, because I know my answer, but I donât want to seem too eager.Â
âConnor?â
âSorry,â I clear my throat. âCan you repeat the question?â
âCan you see yourself falling in love with someone?â she asks again.
âYes,â I answer. âYeah, I can see myself falling in love with you.â
***
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Title: Kismet {8}
Henry Cavill x Famous OFC Aliya Taylor
Warning: Plot, Tiny Slow Burn, Mild Cursing, Dialogue Heavy, POV Changes, Small Time Jumps
Words: 6.6k
Summary: Aliya is a singer turned model turned actress. Since she was fifteen, sheâs been creating her empire in the entertainment world. As the daughter of a famous fashion model/designer and Hollywood director, youâd think life is easy for her, but her past has been anything but easy. Due to past trauma, sheâs forever changed and no longer trusts any man that is not in her family and a select few in her team. Sheâs sworn off love and serious relationships and has planned never to fall again, but love isnât something that can be planned. It just happens when itâs meant to. Can Aliya outrun a love that seems hellbent on holding tight to her, a love that is Kismet?
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-Henry-
The minute he woke the next day and the alcohol had worn off; he instantly regretted his actions. His head was pounding and his nose stuffy, which was always what the morning after a drinking fest looked and felt like for him. the pain in his head made him painfully aware of everything heâd said to you. More than half of him wished he would have just held his peace and moved on, but the other side of himâthe stubborn bull side felt nothing but satisfaction from what heâd done. It was time, especially seeing that you completely had the wrong idea about who he was and his character. He couldnât help but wonder what you thought about your conversation, but instead of dwelling on it, he decided to push it to the side and do the logical thing. Move on.
 It was now five days since that conversation, and though it felt strange the first couple of days to not send you a message when you ran across his mind, he did it and adapted. He now was throwing himself into work because there wasnât a shortage of it. Most days, he was in pre-production for Witcher two, and that in itself was a lot of work. Production decided to kick fight choreography up a notch because last season wasnât badass enough. The choreography this season was definitely taking it up several notches, and it meant more long hours of training and even more potential for him to be hurt.
By week two post convo, he was steadily counting down to his vacation time. Training was kicking his ass, and the more and more days that passed, the more he thought of you. That wasnât all though, the more the way he thought of you changed. In the beginning, he thought he was infatuated or possibly obsessed. When he was around you, he always felt as if he wasnât in control. He felt like there were forces that were controlling your interactions and pulling a starry blanket over his feelings. He expected this time away to act as a purge, but it hadnât, not in the way heâd anticipated.
 âCome on, her name is Becca, and sheâs super cute,â Alisha said.
 âWhy is it that all my brotherâs wives want to set me up?â
 âBecause we care. Youâre too great of a guy to be alone,â Halley complimented.
 They all nodded, and his eldest brother painfully squeezed his cheek.
 âPlus, look at this face,â Nik teased, making all of them elate.
 It had been like this since they were kids. Nothing had changed.
 âIâm perfectly fine being alone,â he answered.
 âDoesnât mean you should be,â Amee piped out.
 No matter what, he said it wouldnât be good enough until he gave them what they wanted. He had no intention of doing it, though. He wasnât sure if it was really his loathing of being set up or because he didnât want to pretend to want anyone else. Whatever it was, it had him declining to their annoyance. He could stick it out for the next two weeks until he got out of London.
  -Aliya-
âYou fucked up, plain and simple,â Amaya blurted out as she flipped through a magazine.
 You rolled your eyes and tried to continue writing notes to the song youâd just wrote. As sure as you were that it was pitch black outside, you knew she wasnât doneânot by a long shot. A minute passed in silence, but as projected, Amaya began again.
 âJust explain to me why you donât want to be happy.â Amaya tossed the magazine aside, giving you her full attention. Still, you ignored her and kept your eyes glued to the note pad.
 âLiya, come on. At some point in your life, youâre going to have to be honest with yourself.â
 She was right. For the last few weeks, youâd spent a lot of sleepless nights doing just that. Since Henryâs call, youâd been forced to look at your situation in a light youâd ignored. It wasnât that you were doing it maliciously. It was just easier and neater to see the worst in every situation hence the worst in people. Youâd been the girl who dug deep for the best in people and only focused on that and their potential for too long. It made more sense from a survivalist standpoint to be different.
 Youâd went back and forth and round and round your situation, and perhaps you were too quick to jump to conclusions. The bottom line was the things he said had affected you, more than you liked and more than you could ignore. A few days after his call, you saw his picture in The Sun. He wasnât alone. It looked like heâd had a long night of partying. You deduced it was probably the same night he called you. Though he was obviously drunk, he still looked so damn good. In the last few weeks, youâd thought about him a lot. On several occasions, youâd taken up your phone for the sole purpose to stalk his Instagram or even scroll through your gallery to gawk at his pictures. Never though, did you attempt to call.
 The main reason was that you hated being the one in the wrong. You hated feeling like the asshole and what was worse was that you also hated apologizing. So, you bit your tongue, pushed your thoughts and emotions aside, and just hoped time would make it all fade. It didnât.
 âAliya!â
 Closing your notepad, you stood. âWeâre going to miss the flight.â
 âWhatever! Itâs a private jet. Itâs your private jet.â
 You were already out of the room, which meant thankfully, you didnât have to see her face. The drive to the private airfield was about forty-five minutes. For the entire ride, you could feel Amayaâs annoyance with you. she didnât say one word. Instead, she kept her nose buried in her phone scrolling her life away. It was okay with you; you had plenty of work to do. Plus, you knew this wasnât over, not by a long shot.
 Sure enough, twenty minutes into the flight to London, she was back at it. The difference between Amaya and Alicia was simple. Where Alicia liked to leave me be until she knew the perfect time to go in because she knew the perfect time would come when you would be more receptive to it, Amaya preferred to go in all the time. She was always on one hundred. You loved both your best friends dearly, and they both spoke to different sides of you, but sometimes you wished they were wrong a lot more often than they were right.
 When you got pulled into a phone meeting, you were grateful and even more so when it lasted for almost two hours. By the time you ended the call, Amaya was napping. Though you thought the silence was what you wanted, it was a blessing in disguise. It meant you now had peace and quiet to think, and your thoughts more often than not went right to Henry.
 When you landed in London and checked into the hotel, it was after midnight. Once youâd taken a shower and answered a few emails, you popped two sleep aids in hopes they would knock you out because you needed all your energy tomorrow.
  -The Next Day-
Hectic was an understatement for how your morning and afternoon had been going. One of the great things about being you was that when you got bored with one career avenue, you had three more to distract yourself with. For the last several months, youâd been focusing on your acting career and had been able to complete two films and three guest appearances. In between acting gigs you were also able to do a few modeling events, including Fall and Spring fashion week.
 What had fallen to the wayside was your singing career. It was almost time for you to fulfill your contractual obligations by releasing another album. Youâd been focusing on writing new material for the last few weeks, and tonight you were putting on one of the last stops on a mini-tour your team had planned months ago. The travel alone was killing you. You were exhausted, even more than usual. With every show, you felt your body telling you it would soon be time to slow down or stop for a few months. You needed a break.
 âI should have flown in days ago. I hate feeling like this isnât perfect.â
 âAliya, itâs fine,â Alicia countered.
 The perfectionist in you didnât believe her.
 âI promise. I wouldnât lie to you. You have to go anyway. The show is supposed to start at six; itâs already three.â
 She was right. Though you hated it, you would have to cross your fingers and hope things looked cohesive. After finishing up the last-minute wardrobe adjustments and a quick pep talk with your dancers, you made your way back to the hotel to get in a little bit of pampering before having to get back to the center for prep.
 As you laid on the table and enjoyed your deep tissue massage, you allowed the worries to float away. There was nothing you could do about it now anyway. You were also sure it was perfectly fine, and just your obsessive nature taking over. Tuning everything out, you focused on your meditative breathing. Before you knew it, it was time to get back to the center to get into wardrobe and put on a show worthy of the hundreds that were spent on tickets. You were determined to perform your ass off.
 -Henry-
He couldnât have gotten out of tonight no matter what. Heâd tried. When Charlie announced to everyone that Heather had made plans for their adults' date night, he rolled his eyes. Now that he thought of it, it was around the time that Amee tried to set him up with that woman. This was supposed to be a blind date, and since heâd declined, he was here alone while all his other brothers were snuggling up and whispering to their significant others.
 Here he was an hour and ten minutes into your show, and heâd never had more fluctuating thoughts and feelings. At first, it was surprise; then annoyance, then it transitioned into awe until it moved to arousal and admiration. Now he was stewing deep in all of them, and it was not a good look. Your voice was incredible. Heâd always known how talented you were. Your stamina to dance and sing blew his mind. Then when he watched those dance moves closer, it was impossible to keep his thoughts pure. It also didnât help that the outfits you were wearing only fueled his imagination more.
 âWhatâs wrong with you? You said you liked Aliya Taylor,â Amee shouted over the music.
 Plastering a smile on his face, he nodded. âYeah, sheâs great. Iâm tired.â It wasnât a complete lie.
 When you came out for the final song in a flowing low cut white gown and barefoot, he staggered backward when he envisioned you walking down a flower aisle.
 âFucking hell!â
 All eyes snapped to him, and the curious looks on their faces only had him needing air even more.
 âIâIâm gonna get a head start to the cars.â
 Not waiting for a response, he turned and walked through the crowd, not daring to look back at you.
   -Aliya-
Amaya and Alicia laughed together at something on Amayaâs timeline. No doubt it was some picture of one of her boy toys. You sipped from your flower decorated porcelain teacup while staring out over London to the Eye. Just behind it, Big Ben stood tall and proud as it chimes for four oâclock echoed through the city. This was a city youâd spent a lot of time in thanks to your grandparents on your fatherâs side. Not as much time as theyâd like, but there was only so much free time you had. Big Ben and the Eye were two of your favorite things about London.
 You should have been on cloud nine after another successful show and checking another thing off your extensive to-do list, but you werenât. You felt almost as gloomy as the rolling clouds in the sky that threatened rain.
 âYou seem depressed.â
 Aliciaâs voice had you turning back to them you softly smiled. âIâm not.â
 âYou look it,â Amaya slid home.
 Rolling your eyes, you finished your cup of tea and gently placed it on its matching saucer with a shrug. âI donât know what to tell you then.â
 Amaya then gasped with a smile in her eyes. âI know what it is. Youâre finally missing your grade A prime beef of a man.â
 Snorting, you shook your head. âOh god. Try again.â
 âYou might be right, Mya,â Leece started placed her elbows on the table to peer at you closer. âThis all started the night we had dinner with him. Whatâs his name again?â Both of them pretended to wrack their brains to remember his name, but they knew damn well what it was.
 âAh, Henry,â Amaya cooed, making you roll your eyes even harder.
 âBoth of you stop. Youâre not funny.â
 âWe approve.â
 âI second that,â Alicia added.
 âWhat? Really?â
 âAre you kidding? Yeah. Not only is he gorgeous, like drop dead gorgeous, but he is also super nice. Throughout dinner he was very courteous and sincere. You know Iâm a good people reader,â Amaya attested.
 âHeâs funny, and he seemed to be genuine with his efforts to get to know Mya and me. He also was putting in effort into proving something to you.â
 Sighing, you took a few sips of your water.
 âHonestly, I couldnât find anything wrong with him.â
 âReally? Perfection?â
 You couldnât believe your ears. Yes, youâd suspected they liked him, but the perfect word was just uttered. It was never spoken of, not by them.
 âPretty much,â Amaya doubled down.
 âWow.â
 âTell me about it. Move on that before some other chick does. He will not be single for long,â Amaya added.
 For some reason, this was the first time youâd thought about that, and you couldnât believe it. She was right. He was gorgeous, among other things, and women already fawned over him. He wouldnât be licking his wounds much longer. A knot formed in your gut, and a sour taste in your mouth followed. Glancing away from their penetrative gazes, you looked around the restaurant and nearly dropped the water glass when you saw Henry across the restaurant laughing. This was the first time youâd seen him in person since your breakfast in New York weeks and weeks ago, and he looked great.
Your eyes drank him up, taking their time soaking up every detail of his face, the slight stubble that decorated his chiseled jaw, his perfectly imperfect smile, his hair that fell slightly longer than you remembered. When he spoke again, you watched his mouth move and quickly got lost. You didnât have to hear his words. You knew how he spoke them. You knew the effect his voice had. At the thought of that effect, you peeled your eyes away and tried to keep them on either Alicia, Amaya, or the table. Of course, it was impossible. Your eyes continuously found him, and it was on him they remained until you forced yourself to look away.
 âWhat do you keep looking at?â
 Amaya glanced around the restaurant. You knew sheâd found him because when she turned to face you again, her smile was as wide as a thief's.
 âOh ho ho, looks like fate is on mine and Leeceâs side.â
 âStop. Be cool, act natural. Donât make a scene,â you pleaded.
 âLook at that, same place, same time, just mere feet away.â
 From the tone of her voice, you knew she was tempted to fuck with you.
 âStop, Amaya. Donât.â
 âWhy?â
 Trying to keep your voice down and the panic from your face, you pleaded again. âJust donât.â
 Amaya studied you for a few moments before she nodded in defeat. Relief flooded you. Though you tried, you couldnât get your head back onto lunch and off of him no matter how you tried. The three of you left shortly after passing his table on the way out.
 Thanks to a little free time, you, Amaya, and Alicia were able to soak up some shopping in London and before getting back to the hotel for a quick change, then dinner. Even though you tried to stop thinking about Henryâs face earlier, you werenât the least bit successful, but you played it off like everything was cool. You didnât know if you fooled either of them, but you really didnât care. You were so ready to get the hell out of London.
  -That Night-
Big Benâs chime for one in the morning ringing out all around you. It was yet another night of sleeplessness. From your seat at the window, you could feel the nice breeze. It still smelled like rain, but for whatever reason, the rain was staying away. Finishing your glass of wine, you sighed out and nearly leaped out your skin when your phone rang in the quiet room.
 âHello?â
 âWhatâs wrong?â
 You smiled from the unexpected sound of your gramawâs voice. It was like the concrete gate you had around your heart that was constricting it to the point where it was challenging to breathe loosened.
 Sighing, you leaned back, reclining against the surface.
 âI think I fell in love,â you whispered.
 âIn love?â
 Hearing the words said back to you made you close your eyes and shake your head.
 âYeah, at least I think thatâs what Iâm feeling. I canât sleep well, not that I could before. I feel a little depressed, and I canât pinpoint why, but when I think about it, I feel this way when I think about him. Not to mention, I think about him all the time. Christ, I even dream about him.â
 Pausing, you glanced at your phone to find his picture there. It was the last thing youâd been looking at before tossing your phone away.
 âI truly feel like I did something wrong, like I was wrong,â you confessed.
 âHave you talked to him?â
 Hitting your head back, you groaned. âNot since he called me and told me Iâm missing out on him and gave me all the reasons why I should realizing Iâm missing out.â
 You couldn't help but smile at his words as you remembered them.
 âDo you feel like youâre missing out?â
 Your Gramaw always knew the right questions to ask. She was one of the few that did, one of the few that youâd even listen to. Bowing your head, you sighed again.
 âMaybe. Normally Iâm sure about someone and sure that I donât need or want them in my life, but with himâI have doubts with my snap judgment.â
 âOh no, snap judgments are never a good thing, Aliya.â
 You groaned hearing the disappointment in her voice. âI know, jeez do I know.â
 âWhat do you feel like doing?â
 You scoffed, if you knew that you wouldnât be going through this struggle.
 âIâll be to you in a few days. Iâll see you soon.â
 âYour heart, Aliya, not your head,â she cautioned before you ended the call.
 For the next thirty or so minutes, you paced the balcony of your room as you debated with yourself over what you were going to do. After psyching yourself up as much as you could, you bit the bullet dialing Henryâs number before you talked yourself out of it. After one ring, you almost hung up but forced yourself to stick through the terror running through you. Two rings passed, then three. At the fourth you began to lower your hand to end the call and then his voice echoed through the speaker.
 âHello?â
 You froze drawing a blank and forgetting for a moment you had a voice.
 âHello?â
 âHello,â you whispered.
 The rustling on his end was loud but brief.
 âAliya?â
 Swallowing the lump, you took a deep breath. âYeah. Hi.â
 âItâs after one in the morning. Is everything all right? Are you hurt?â
 Your heart lurched, and a soft smile spread across your lips. âYeah, Iâm okay. Iâm not hurt,â you assured.
 He sighed, then yawned.
 âI uhâI know itâs late or early. I know you, um, probably have something better to do than be up. Iâm sorry if I woke you,â you half rushed and stuttered out.
 âYouâre rambling, Aliya.â You stopped your pacing then and slapped your forehead.
 âYes, I am. I do that when Iâm nervous,â you blurted.
 âWhy are you nervous?â
 Pausing, you gripped the rail on the balcony and used it to center yourself and get your nerves under control.
 âWell, Iâm about to ask the man I told I wouldnât be with to meet me somewhere at nearly two in the morning. Iâmâsending major mixed signals.â
 Henry didnât speak right away. Instead, he waited, making you chew your bottom lip as your anxiety increased.
 âWhy?â
 âWhâwhy? Why what?â
 âWhy should I?â
 Stunned, your jaw dropped. âOh, wow, out with the hard questions. Okay. Umâwellâyou should meet me because uhâitâs not often that I realize I was wrong or did something wrong and when I realize that, I like to say so.â
 Again the silence over the phone stretched for long moments. After a full minute of it, your anxiety peaked.
 âStill there?â
 Henry sighed. âIâm here. Iâm thinking.â
 His voice sounded so deliciously deep. Either you had woken him, and this was his sleepy voice, or he was purposely giving you that sexy baritone.
 âBy all means. Think as long as you need to. UmâIâll be at the eye until 2:30. I umâI hope you show. If you donât, I understand, really I do and no hard feelings.â
 Quickly you ended the call and panted as if youâd been running a marathon all in an effort to calm yourself down. It had been years since youâd put yourself through something like that, and you had a feeling it was only the beginning of you making amends.
Being Aliya Taylor afforded you some perks, and one was being able to have access to the eye well after closing. All it took was one call, well two to be exact, and voila, you were sitting in one of the cars anxiously waiting for Henry. You had no idea if heâd show, and the more and more time that passed with him not magically appearing, the more and more your brain worked overtime. The scenery helped a lot, but when you glanced at your watch and saw that it was almost 2:30, the scenery could do no more. Your nerves and anxiety had erupted like a volcano.
 âYou shouldnât be out here alone.â
 Spinning, you saw Henry at the door still on the platform. You released a relieved sigh, realizing he hadnât stood you up.
 âGood thing Iâm notâanymore.â
 Henry stepped into the car and took a few steps to you but stopped when he was still a ways away.
 âLondon after two is not safe,â Henry informed.
 âI know.â
 The doors closed, and the contraption began moving.
 âHow in the world did you get them to open this for you?â
 Smiling, you shrugged. âI may know people in high places,â you replied, which made him smile.
âThis is one of my favorite places in London,â you announced as you walked around the car, taking care not to get too close. You didnât know if you could handle it right away, and you had to feel him out to see what his coming really meant.
 âWhy?â
 âYou can see all of greater London from here and out to the countryside if you really look once youâre up high.â
 Henry also walked around the car, mirroring your intentions. Neither of you came close enough to touch one another.
 âHow often do you come to London?â
 âA lot. I have some family here, plus I prefer the countryside.â
 âSo you have some British blood,â Henry inquired, half a question, half a statement.
 âI had to. Only the Bris would dare think to send their daughters off to finishing school,â you quipped.
 Henryâs laugh filled the car, making you smile widely. He walked to one of the many windows turning his back to you. Slowly you looked over his broad back, taking in every detail. Your fingers could still remember what the dance of his muscles felt like underneath them, and they itched to feel them dance again. Taking a deep breath, you fiddled your fingers.
 âUh--I hope I didnât interrupt anything important by asking you here. Like I hope I didnât impose onâanyone.â
 You were fishing, it was obvious, and you felt no shame.
 âEh, who needs sleep anyway. I can sleep when Iâm dead,â Henry replied with a shrug of those magnificent shoulders still keeping his back to you.
 âWere um--were you uhâsleepingâalone?â
 Your heart was pounding so loudly you could swear he could hear it. He didnât speak or turn around. He just stood there torturing you. You wondered if he knew it was sheer torture what he was doing. Did he even care? The longer he remained quiet, the more you freaked out until you decided to backtrack all the way back.
âIâm sorry. Donât answer that. It is absolutely none of my business. I donât even know why I asked that,â you rushed out, rubbing your forehead from embarrassment before beginning to pace the car.
 That was when Henry chose to turn around.
 âI know a woman doesnât say something she doesnât mean, and usually when a woman asks a question, she wants to know the answer either to prove herself right or in hopes sheâs wrong. What is it for you?â
 His voice made you stop in the midst of pacing to watch his mouth as he spoke. There was something poetic about how he spoke, and it always distracted you. Nibbling your bottom lip, you thought about how to respond. You were already tired of the verbal Olympics and talking around each other.
 Sighing, you rolled your eyes. âHenry--.â
 âYou know thatâs the first time youâve said my name without the word goodbye in front of it.â
 That made you snap your mouth shut. Had it?
 âThatâs not true,â you protested.
 âIt actually is. I was beginning to think you like saying goodbye rather than hello.â
 You took a step to him. âThatâs not true. I like saying hello way more than goodbye,â you defended.
 The neutral look on his face gave you no confidence to go on, so you rolled your eyes and continued to walk around the car. This would be harder than you expected, you thought.
 âI was sleeping alone. Iâve slept alone for quite some time now,â he informed just as you were looking out of the window to the city.
 âLook, Henry, I-,â you began again, but then henry cut you off.
 âThat day in New York those weeks ago, I should have plain and simply laid it out for you. I should have told you everything. I was with Francesca--.â
 âDonât, donât, donât. I honestly donât want to know.â
 âBut you need to know. There is no way you can begin to trust me or begin to let yourself gravitate to me the way youâre entire being wants until you know,â Henry slid out. Pressing your palm to your abdomen, you tried to slow the butterflies that began flitting.
 âI was with Francesca for about two years. The whole time I knew she wanted a family in life. She was always vocal about her wanting to get married young and have kids. I knew, but I never paid attention to it. I was away filming something for a while, and when I came home one weekend, I caught her with someone else.â
 Your eyes widened, hearing his words.
 âturns out she was beginning a relationship with someone else, someone who she thought would lead to marriage and kids,â Henry added. His voice held steady, but you could imagine the pain going through those memories again.
 âIâm sorry.â
 Henry shook his head, âItâs not necessary. After a few months of her trying to make amends, I thought weâd try again.â He scoffed then rubbed the back of his neck. âIâm a hopeless romantic. After months of trying, I knew it wouldnât work, but I kept a relationship of sorts with her.â
 You understood. They were bed buddies.
 âI then met Abby, and what started as a fling developed into something more. Long story short, I got wind of a rumor she was using me for fame and money, so I distanced myself from her. after some time of her telling I had it all wrong, I decided it was easier keeping her around though my heart wasnât in it. I wasnât juggling them. I hadnât slept with either of them in a long time. I justâI felt it was better to have someone who misses me and wants me than living the lonely actor life.â
 His honesty had you frozen. When he began to explain, you hadnât expected him to reveal so much. You expected a bare minimum explanation, but what youâd gotten revealed so much more about him. You felt bad.
 âI guess allowing the attentions and affections to remain is just as bad as juggling them. I was playing with their hearts. Iâm not proud of it.â
 Henry dipped his head, showing he felt some shame for his actions.
 âWhen I met you, I realized although I had these two women sort of vying for me, I was still lonely, but those moments we were together, I didnât feel alone. I felt--,â he paused as if trying to find the right word. His hesitation made you look down.
 You knew what youâd felt.
 âWhen I met you, I felt someone Iâd never felt before, something I donât fully understand. I donât know what that means, but I know I want to find outâwith you.â
 Finally, able to release the breath you held, you took another, then cleared your throat. âIâm not juggling two guys. I was dating two guys, but not sleeping with both. I was with Liam first, and we had an okay relationship. We were busy, never saw each other and when we did it wasnât for long. He umâhe got annoyed and broke up with me. He said I was impacting his work, and he needed to focus.â
 You remembered how heâd said it too. Heâd said it like you were the one to blame for the roles heâd gotten or hadnât gotten.
 âI was fine with it, and during those five months apart, I met Jesse. We worked together and had fun and began dating. It wasn't anything sexual. Then Liam comes back and wants to pick up where we left off. I told him about Jesse, and he was fine with it.â
 The shock on Henryâs face almost made you laugh. Alicia and Amaya were also surprised theyâd chosen that unconventional path. Amaya, of course, thought you should have kept it secret from both of them.
 âOne day, Jesse sees Liam and me out, and it pissed him off enough to end things. Three weeks later, I lay it out for both that I donât want to choose, and I donât want anything serious. They were both fine with it, and so it went on. Six months later, I decided I needed to be on my own to focus on work and me. They didnât like the decision. They call and text me to try toârekindle something.â
 Henry scoffed, and you watched a soft smile tickle his lips.
 âI havenât physically seen either of them in weeks, now maybe months,â you finished.
 Henry was quiet for a few seconds before he snorted.
 âThey were mad.â
 âAngry?â
 âNo, mad, bonkers,â Henry clarified.
 âOh, crazy.â
 âYeah. To be okay to share you, be willing to do something like that. I couldnât do that,â Henry informed, making you smile in the process.
 âWell, men do crazy things.â
 âI can attest to that, but Iâd never do something that crazy. I canât share whatâs mine. I wonât.â
 Your eyes locked, and your body swayed toward his. It was like he was metal and you a magnet. Everything in you wanted to be close to him. The more you tried to fight the pull, the harder it became to breathe. The harder it was to breathe, the dizzier you became.
 âIâIâIâI,â you began before gulping the knot in your throat down that was making you speak in a raspy whisper. âI donâtâknow what this is.â
 Henry nodded.
 âI am not used to not knowing and being out of control,â you continued.
 âYou feel less controlled too?â
 You couldn't help but to nod. Once you did, Henry took a step to you. You took a step back.
 âHold on. I like control. I like control a lot. Anything that threatens that control is not for me.â
 Henryâs eyes lowered but only for a moment before he was looking right back into yours.
 âButâI really want to find out why you make me less controlled,â you finally admitted.
 The uncertainty on his face spoke volumes.  âWhat does that mean? Where does that leave thisâus?â
 You chewed your bottom lip; you realized how ill-prepared youâd been.
 âHonestly, I didnât think this meeting out that far. I only planned up to when you showed up. Iâve umâIâve been winging it this whole time.â
 His smile started small but spread wide in seconds; then, he laughed loudly.
 âSo you wonât mind me making a plan?â
 Oh lord, you thought, feeling his alpha pop out. You bit your bottom lip again.
 âWhat kind of plan?â
 Henry closed the remaining space between you. Every step he took had you shaking even more.
 âA plan that Iâve envisioned every night since brunch.â
Stopped in front of you and held you captivated by his gaze and the sheer dominating energy rolling off of him. The way he stood there taller than you made your mouth run dry.
 âJesus, youâre freakishly short,â Henry teased in his perfect Englishman voice.
 Smiling, you shook your head. âI know, I debated wearing heels but didnâtâI wanted you to see me normal for someone reason I donât under--.â
 Henryâs sudden movement cut you off. He dipped down the entire foot he overshadowed you and lifted you into the air to hold you flush against his body. Then he lowered his lips to yours, taking and keeping control of an intensely passionate kiss. A kiss you hadnât known you craved until it began, a kiss you were not prepared for. You moaned against his lips, and that moan triggered his. Wrapping your arm around his neck, you clung to him, and every sensation you were feeling and even new ones he was awakening within you.
 Slowly, Henry pulled his lips from your, but he kept your body to his. You kept your eyes closed, relishing the lingering effects.
 âYouâre shaking,â Henry whispered.
 âSo are you.â
 You opened your eyes and gazed into his as he slowly lowered you back to your feet.
 âWhat else is part of your plan?â
 Henry's smile spread across his face. âFor me to carry out any other part of my plan would be completely rakish of  me.â
 His smile was adorable, but still intimidatingly sexy.
 âI take it youâre not a rake.â
 âNot in the least.â
 âAll right. So, alternate plan?â
 He smiled again. âStill pretty rakish.â
 With that, he brought his lips back to yours, but this time he didnât pull back for several long minutes.
 Though you knew people in high places, it didnât mean you could keep the eye open all morning. After three trips around, the two of you got off then walked around London holding hands and eating ice cream. It was such a weird sensation allowing someone to hold your hand. It had been a long time since youâd ever wanted to. The entire time you laughed and talked about everything and nothing at the same time. One thing was clear; neither of you was in any rush for your time together to end.
 But end, it had to. When Henry walked you back to your hotel, it was almost time for the sun to come up.
 âHome safe and sound,â Henry joked.
 âYes, thanks to Superman.â
 âNo, no, Iâm just the man. Henry Cavill.â
 He held his hand out to you. Smiling, you rolled your eyes.
 âNow is when we get to this?â
 His goofy smile and shrug had your head skip a beat.
 âAliya Taylor,â you said, shaking his hand.
 âNice to meet you. Mind if I call you Aliya or Liya, that's all a mouthful,â Henry teased.
 Your laugh was loud, and you had to clamp your hand over your mouth, remembering what time it was.
 âYes, you can call me either. Can I call you Henners or Hank?â
 âNo. My friends call me that.â
 âSo, Iâm not your friend?â
 âIf I have anything to say about it, which I do, then no. I donât want you as a friend.â Henry replied, making you smile like a little girl at Christmas.
 âThen what do you want me as?â
 Your eyes lingered for a few seconds before Henry was pulling you closer to brush the back of his hand against your cheek.
 âFor now, Iâll settle for my girlfriend.â
 The man was an expert at charm. You bit into your bottom lip and tried to stop smiling. âGirlfriend, wow. Thatâs a loaded title. What does it entail?â
 âWell, for one, it entails being your true self with me, accepting my true self, being there for me when I need you, letting me be there for you when you need me or when I need you, allowing me to be your strength when youâre weak, your hope when youâre hopeless. Allowing me to grow with you, learn with you. Giving me your time and attention, enough of it so what we have can grow. Trusting me and letting me spoil you rotten.â
 If he werenât holding you against him, you would have fallen back.
 âIs that all?â
 Henry leaned closer kisses your cheek. âTo begin.â
 âAnd if I refused to be this girlfriend you speak of?â
 âThen Iâd just have to convince you,â Henry cooed.
 âHow?â
 Right on que, Henry dipped his lips to yours. The second they touched, you moaned and held him close. Why resist when you could enjoy it, you thought. His tongue swirled with yours before he nibbled then sucked your bottom lip. When he pulled back, your eyes remained closed.
 âIâm convinced.â
 Henry pecked your lips once, then twice. âGood. Girlfriend.â
 Your eyes locked again, and you forgot all common sense for what felt like an eternity.
 âEh-emâI have to be on a set in the morning.â
 âWhich is now,â Henry filled in.
 Still hazed in the brain, you stuttered and smiled like a fool.
 âMm, did I stay out all night?â
 âYou did. I hope it was worth it.â
 Smiling, you kissed his jaw. âWeâll see,â you whispered as you backed away from him, making your way to the door.
 âGood morning, Henry.â
 He smiled again, watching you disappear inside the hotel. As you walked to the elevator bank, you couldnât stop smiling or stop the butterflies that had been flying all night in your stomach. As you stepped onto the elevator and watched the doors closed, you recognized the feeling you felt as happiness. It had been absent for a long time.
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I love your pike JJ fic!! Are you going to do anytime of prologue(I guess?) with her meeting Pogues and how they all got along? Or her time in OBX??
so sheâs not from the obx and in pike universe they all went to different colleges so letâs do a âshe goes back to see his hometown and they meetâ but when theyâre still pining
(warnings: cursing, i know nothing about surfing, light editing)
when you met jjâs friends it was a little unexpected. he told you they wouldnât be in the outer banks while you were there because none of you had the same spring break. which was a lie.
the minute the two of you stepped off the ferry and started walking toward the parking lot, jj got a text from one of his friends asking to meet at the chateau, whatever the fuck that was. jj smiled sheepishly, âso i know you arenât too keen to meet my friends...â
you furrowed your eyebrows in confusion, âwait, what?â
âi know you donât want to meet them, but theyâre here.â
heart stuttering, you fumbled for a response, âitâs not that i donât want to meet them, i do, but theyâre important to you, what if they donât like me? then youâll drop me and iâll have no friends in college. iâll have to move home with my parents and start somewhere new.â
jj rolled his eyes, âyeah, okay, dramatic, seems totally realistic that theyâll hate you and then your life as you know it will end.â
âyouâre right, tyler will be my friend.â
with a sigh, jj ruffled your hair, âlisten, i love you and so will they. itâs gonna be great, i promise.â
âi feel like iâm going to my doom.â
âwell, pope is here to pick us up and then weâre headed to the chateau which is john bâs house. kie wonât be here until tomorrow so you can meet her then.â
âokay, yeah, i can do this,â you shook your hands out, hyping yourself up.
âyou can so do this,â jj promised, massaging your shoulders a few times.
âiâm fun. people like me all the time.â
âfuck yes,â jj agreed.
before the two of you could say anything else, a truck pulled up in front of you and the window rolled down. jjâs face lit up and he ran over, throwing the door open to pull the guy driving into a hug, âpope, my man! boy did i fucking miss you!â
you had to smile at his enthusiasm, startled when he grabbed your arm and introduced the two of you. pope smiled brightly at you, âiâve heard nothing but good things, great to meet you!â
âsame,â you promised, bumping the fist he was holding out to you.
jj tossed both of your bags into the back and opened the door on the other side for you to climb in. pope turned the music down and asked, âso, what have you been up to, jj?â
âstuff with the frat, weâve been pretty busy with events lately.â
âand you?â he asked politely, glancing at you from the road.
âwork, class. iâm in a sorority, so iâve been kind of involved there.â you couldnât exactly remember where pope went to school or what he was doing, so you figured it couldnât hurt to ask, âhow about you?â
pope went off talking about his classes and how he loved one of his calculus professors. he cut himself off at one point, âdonât mean to go on a tangent here.â
âno, feel free, i donât mind,â you tried to reassure.
jj clapped a hand on popeâs shoulder, ânerd out, dude, weâre chill.â
and with that, you won over pope.
-
john b was laid out on a hammock, beer in hand, when you met him. he lazily saluted you when you, jj, and pope all walked up. jj nodded at him, âroutledge, how goes it?â
âsame old.â
âsame.��
the silence that befell was a little awkward, and you shoved your hands in your hoodie pockets. john b looked you over, âthis the girl you were telling us about, jj?â
âyeah,â he responded, voice giving nothing away, which made you nervous.
john b nodded, ânice to meet you.â
âthanks, good to meet you too.â
you couldnât really get a read on him, but he offered you a beer so you figured that was a good sign. pope squeezed your shoulder in a way you figured was meant to be encouraging, and walked away to sit on the same hammock next to john b.
jj sat in the other and tilted his chin, inviting you to sit next to him, so you did. john b stared at the two of you inquisitively and you felt like he was sizing you up almost.
âso,â you broke the silence, addressing john b, âjj told me you had a girlfriend, sarah, right?â
he raised his eyebrows and nodded, âyeah, sheâs visiting her parents tonight, but sheâll be here tomorrow. her and kie are pretty good friends.â
you werenât sure if it was meant to be a dig or to intimidate you, so you just nodded uncomfortably, âwell, i look forward to meeting her.â
it went silent again, and you played with the tab on your beer can, the awkwardness was stifling. jj nudged your shoulder before telling john b, âso, my girl hereâs pretty good at surfing, i say we go this afternoon.â
john b tilted his chin up, looking down at you, before standing up, âletâs do that.â
it didnât take time for the group of you to change, load up the boards, and drive down to their normal surf spot. pope passed you a board and told them, âyou know kieâs gonna be pissed we went without her.â
jj shrugged, âweâll go tomorrow too. plenty of opportunity.â
before long, you were all paddling out, and waiting for some good waves. the water was pretty calm, so it was a lot of sitting and chatting between the guys. eventually, you spotted one, and since none of the guys were paying attention, you decided to go for it.Â
john b saw it too and started paddling after you attempting to cut you off. in attempt to shut him up, or prove yourself, you were unsure which, you started paddling harder, determined to beat him. jj whooped behind you, cheering you on.
just as john b got close, you stood up, effectively cutting him off. you rode it out and popped out of the water right after to see jj and pope cheering. even john b had a little half smile on his face.
âthought you were a stronger swimmer, routledge,â you called out, possibly pushing the boundaries of what was okay.
âyou beat me once, but itâll never happen again.â
âbig words when iâm the one undefeated,â you joked.
he looked over at jj, âwell, i guess she can hang,â before looking at you, âwelcome to the outer banks.â
and thatâs how you won over john b.
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jj took you to eat at a place called the wreck for brunch the next day. you were walking up, his arm draped casually around your shoulder, when he told you, âby the way, kie normally works here when sheâs home from school.â
âwhat,â you hissed, âhave you not thrown me off enough this trip?â
âweâre only on day two, baby,â he said joyfully as the two of you walked through the doors.
âjj!â someone yelled as soon as you were in, and a girl came out of nowhere to wrap him into a hug.
he returned the hug tightly and it was only a few seconds before she had you wrapped into a hug too. you were taken aback, but hugged her back. she pulled away, âhi, iâve been wanting to meet you for so long! it takes a special kind of person to put up with jj being around all the fucking time.â
you laughed, âyouâre absolutely right.â
jj made an indignant noise next to you and kie waved him off, âdonât think pope didnât tell me about yesterday and how much shit you let john b put her through.â
âit was fine,â jj defended and you glared at him, not thrilled about yesterday still.
kie rolled her eyes at him before turning back to you, âsarah and i are hanging out tonight for a girlâs night. youâre invited of course.â
something in your chest loosened and you smiled, âi would love that.â
âgreat, give me your number and iâll text you when i get off. jj can drop you off at my house.â
you gave it to her and she squeezed your shoulder, âgo sit at a table and iâll be over to take your order. it really is nice to meet you.â
âyou too,â you smiled back.
jj put a hand on the small of your back and led you to a table. when you sat down, he started chattering about what all he wanted to do that day and where he wanted to take you. it felt just like school, when the two of you would get lunch together, and you finally felt a little closer to home in the outer banks.
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What We Have (2)
Viktor Drago x reader
Warnings: Smut
Summary: Reader is Adonisâ adopted sister, she and Viktor falls for one another.
A/N: There is unprotected sex in this story. Remember this is fiction, so in real life, make them wrap that before you let them tap that, babe. Please keep in mind, as to not completely butcher the Russian language, everything in bold italics is Russian. Hope you guys enjoy!!
Word Count: 2,362
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You got dressed and headed to the arena. You hadn't heard from Adonis yet, but you knew as a part of his ritual that he didn't watch any TV or get on social media before a match.
The stares and the whispers were upsetting, but Dennis stood by your side like the good friend that he is. You went to Viktor first to get a few words before the fight.
When you entered the locker room, Ivan stood and was on his way over to you. He looked menacing and every muscle in your body tried to force you to run, but you wouldn't let him see you waver. Viktor stopped his father and came to you instead.
"Here to make me look like a monster again?" His face looked like stone, but you heard the small quiver in his voice.
"I did not edit or approve that final cut. I would have never done that. No matter what, I'm serious about my job and true to who I am." You tried to explain.
He looked you up and down. The hurt in his eyes was ever present.
"Why should I believe you?"
"Because why wouldn't I want to show the world that behind this tough guy exterior, youâre just a giant softy?" You shrugged.
He softened for just a split second, but as always he quickly regained his composure.
"Ask your questions and leave," Ivan said from behind him.
You rolled your eyes at him and asked Dennis to start rolling. You did your introduction first and then asked Viktor one question.
"What's your goal tonight, Viktor? Let the world know what it is that you hope to accomplish since that part of the interview never made the cut." You pushed the mic towards him.
"The only thing that I wish to accomplish tonight.... Is breaking your brother," he said and walked away.
Ivan smirked at his son and clapped him on the back.
Dennis stopped the camera.
"Why did you do that?" You asked him.
"Because this guy and his father are assholes and we need to see the champ before the match," he said loud enough for the men to hear.
Dennis was no fighter and wouldn't stand a chance against either of the Dragos, but he was your friend and he would always stand up for you when needed.
The two of you left to go see Adonis before his introduction. When you got to his locker room Duke stopped you and stared you down.
"I don't wanna hear it Duke. I did something stupid and it was caught on camera. There's nothing I can do about it now." You said to him.
"We ain't tell him nothing, because we want him to be at his best for this fight, but when it's over you got a lot of explaining to do," he moved out of your way and let you in.
You went inside and spoke with your brother, wished him luck and gave him a big hug.
"Yo, you good?" He looked at you concerned. He'd always been able to tell when something was wrong with you.
"Yeah, you know I'm always a little nervous before you fight." It wasn't a total lie.
"Don't worry, sis, I got this." He shadow boxed the air a bit and even smiled a little.
You bumped fists with his gloves before leaving and going to your seats.
You watched as Viktor hopped around in the ring. You took a deep breath and locked eyes with him. You averted your gaze when Adonisâ entrance music started playing.
You joined the crowed in cheering for the champ. Bianca stood by you a nervous wreck. You gave her hand a tight squeeze and smiled before resuming your cheering.
You watched as Adonis threw the first few punches after the starting bell. Victor wasn't even trying to hit back the first few seconds.
"Careful Dee, he's baiting you!" You yelled.
The moment you said that, Viktor started in on him. He had him backed into the ropes when the first bell rang.
When the second round started Viktor came in hot. You don't know what Ivan had said to him, but he wasted no time throwing hammers.
Your breath caught in your throat when your brother fell through the ropes. The entire crowd jumped to their feet.
"Come on, Dee, you got this!" You shouted when he stood.
Viktor landed one big punch to his ribs and Adonis dropped. He stood back up and kept taking hits, but was once again saved by the bell.
"He's not gonna let you call it, Duke," you said aloud when he climbed in to talk to him.
You looked over at the other corner and Ivan was yelling at Viktor.
The bell rang for round three and both men went in swinging. You knew it was over when Victor hit him in the ribs again. Adonis dropped to the mat and Viktor hit him with an uppercut.
You jumped over the divider and ran into the ring. You dropped to your knees by your brother's side as the doctors checked him. You turned to see Duke trying to keep Bianca back.
You stood and ran over to Viktor who watched from the other side.
"He was already down!" You screamed and smacked him across the face.
You were about to hit him again when you were pulled back by the ref and restrained. Duke grabbed you.
"I know you're upset. I know, but you gotta chill. I need you to get B outta here." He tried to talk some sense into you.
You looked over at your sister-in-law and calmed immediately. You took her outside, so you could follow the ambulance to the hospital.
You were in your office waiting for Viktor to arrive. You tapped your foot and looked at your watch again. He was 40 minutes late.
You were already upset that your boss was making you still do a post fight interview with him. He didn't care that the man literally tried to kill your brother just a few days earlier. He also didn't care about the constant gossip surrounding you. You wanted this and you got it.
"I don't think he's coming," Dennis said.
"Neither do I. You can go home," you informed him.
"Are you sure? I have no problem waiting for you to finish whatever needs to get done."
"I'm sure. A few minutes alone will do me some good, besides, I'll only be about a half hour, so I'm right behind you."
"Okay, well, good night," he waved and shut the door.
You flopped down in your chair and closed your eyes. Moments later you heard a knock at the door.
"Hey, did you forget... something..." Your words trailed off when you opened the door and saw Victor staring back at you.
"Sorry I'm late, I â"
"Your excuses aren't needed," you turned to walk away. "Your time window has expired and there is no longer a reason for you to be here. Goodbye."
His hand reached out for your wrist. You stopped in your tracks and looked down at him.
"Can we talk, please?" He asked, softly. He didn't wait for you to answer. He stepped in and closed the door.
"Let me go," you tugged.
"Please?"
"If you wanted to talk, Mr. Drago, you would have shown up on time for your session. I would like for you to let go of me, now!" You snatched away.Â
"I wish you would just listen to me!" He raised his voice slightly.
"Oh, so what, are you gonna hit me now?!"
"I would never, you know that's not who I am!"
"You almost murdered my brother. I don't know who you are." You walked away to your desk and sat in your chair.
He put his hand on the knob and stopped himself from opening the door. You heard him inhale and exhale loudly.
"I am sorry. I never should have done that and I never meant to hurt you." He walked over and kneeled in front of you. He laid his head in your lap. "My father... he said some things to me in the corner and I just lost it."
"Tell me," you said.
He was quiet at first, but then he started speaking again.
"He said, 'That's why she left us.'"
"Your mother?"
"Yes..."
"I heard him tell Rocky."
"She left and never looked back. When he said that, I just lost my mind."
You lifted his head so he would look at you. His eyes were so sad.
"It doesn't excuse what you did, but you being vulnerable like this is making it very difficult for me to not just hate you." You told him.
"I'm so sorry," he said as he stood to his feet. "I just wanted to let you know. I couldn't leave tomorrow without telling you."
He pulled you up and wrapped his arms around you for a hug. You let go of him and put your hand in his to walk him to the door. He pulled you back and kissed you.
He pushed his tongue into your mouth and you could feel his big hands gripping your ass. You tore yourself away.
"No, Viktor, I can't do this."
He grabbed your thighs and hoisted you up, so you'd wrap your legs around his waist.
"I don't care what people say. I want you."
He laid you back on your desk and went in for another kiss. You could feel his length pressing against his jeans.
He pushed your skirt up and ran his fingers over your lace covered clit.
"Mmm," you moaned as you sucked his tongue into your mouth.
He pulled you to the edge of the desk and lifted your legs. He kneeled in front of you and pulled your panties to the side exposing your pussy and used two fingers to rub in between your folds and spread your wetness around.
"Look at that pretty pussy," he said, just before standing and sliding your underwear off and stuffing them into his pocket.Â
He got back down on his knees and put a hand on each thigh to ensure you won't close them.
You were feeling exposed. You were on your desk and wide open to this man.
Viktor bit your thigh lightly and pulled you from your thoughts. You then felt his warm tongue press against your clit. Every worry you had disappeared in that moment.
He licked and sucked your pussy like the sweet treat that it is. He used his tongue to fuck your cunt and his thumb to rub circles on your clit.
"Viktor, baby, I'm gonna cum." You warned.
He never slowed his pace. You moved his hand and rubbed your clit fiercely.
"Oh my goâ" you screamed as your pussy squirted all over him.
Viktor stopped and watched in amazement. He hadn't been with many women, but he definitely thought squirting only happened in porn.
Once you'd stopped, he stood, wiped off his face and kissed you.
"That was so fucking sexy," he growled.
You pulled his shirt over his head while he worked his jeans and pushed them down. You wrapped your hand around his thickness and circled your awaiting tunnel with the head before he pushed in.
"Mm, fuck!" You dug your nails into his neck.
"You're so tight, printsessa," he sighed.
He hit you with hard strokes. You could feel the desk shifting and surely by the time you were finished, it would be on the other side of the room.
"Yes, baby fuck me!"
He buried his face in your neck. You could hear him moaning as he gripped your thighs and drilled your pussy. The office was filled with the sound of your love making.
You pushed him off of you. He looked confused until you told him to sit down in your chair. You put your feet on the sides of his legs and held on to the arms of the chair. He guided his throbbing cock back inside of you. His eyes rolled as you sank down onto him.
You bounced on his dick. He undid the buttons on your shirt and watched as your tits bounced up and down before leaning in to place soft kisses on each. You grabbed his jaw and brought his lips to yours.
He rubbed your clit as your tongues darted in and out of one another's mouths.
"Yes, rub that pussy," you chanted. "Oooh, yes!"
Your legs were starting to give out as you neared your orgasm.
"Come on, printsessa keep going," he encouraged.
You hissed as the damn of pleasure swept over you. He kept rubbing your clit as you surfed the waves of your bliss.
When he stopped he grabbed your hips and drove himself into you. You kissed him as his grip tightened and he coated your pussy with his seed.
You dropped to your knees on his lap and laid your head on his shoulder. You could feel his heart beating with yours.
The room was quiet as you both thought about what this meant. You finally got up once you regained feeling in your legs and went to the bathroom in your office to clean up. Viktor redressed himself and was waiting for you to return.
"I feel like we probably broke so many unwritten laws just now," you joked.Â
"Yeah..." He shrugged.Â
"What's wrong?" You asked when he didn't say anything else.
"The next fight... Will you be in my corner?"Â
The smile that was on your face dropped.
"Excuse me?"
He walked closer to you and held your hands in his. He looked into your eyes sincerely.Â
"I want you to be in my corner," he said.
"No," you snatched away from him. "It's bad enough that I just fucked you on my desk after what you did and now you want me to throw it in my brother's face?"
"But what we have, it's â"
"It's wrong, Viktor. It's wrong and we both know it."
"Okay," he said, sounding defeated.
He kissed your forehead and left without looking back.
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hi, for the dreamie drabble game; jeno with 4, 8 and 6 please ^^
based off of this post
this is highkey a ficlet because itâs 1.7k words but whatever
okay i wanna expand this and make it a full fic with a lot more detail and timestamps but idk if anyone would ever want that so lmk if you do i guess?
4: college
8: childhood friends
6: Â âyou used to joke calling me little brother but something changed and now youâre my girl.â
[february of 2019]
after being denied entry at not one but two frat parties (dismissed each time with âwhat kind of freshmen think theyâre allowed in?â and laughter that can only be described as mocking) your friends and you find yourselves back where you pre-gamed: the lobby of your residence hall. your RA has been turning a blind eye for quite some time (you mentally thank johnny for being the chillest person alive), allowing all of you to drink almost completely freely in your dormâs common areas.
as you settle onto one of the beat up couches in the corner farthest away from the entrance, you canât help but survey your surroundings. mark is getting his ass absolutely handed to him by donghyuck at the center pool table while renjun discreetly videotapes the debacle. you have a sneaking suspicion that heâll edit it to death (you can envision it now - the camera zooming in on markâs face after he accidentally hits the 8 ball in prematurely, colors fading to black and white as wasted swims across the screen in bold, brilliantly red letters) and post it on his growing youtube channel by tomorrow night. jaemin, ryujin, and chaeryeong are parked in front of the sole tv, hollering drunkenly at whatever game replay is flashing across the screen. yeji and chenle are bickering over something or the other - âa yellow hat? with that monstrosity of a jacket? are you out of your damn mind, zhong?â - and jisung, who, like chenle, is definitely still a high schooler, sits on his phone in a corner of the room, likely playing pubg.
even in a room full of the people you love most, however, your gaze ends up naturally falling on the person beside you - jeno, who pauses in whatever heâs doing (moving magazines off of the coffee table so he can put his feet on it) to send you a small smile that makes your heart beat out of your chest. he finishes up, setting his bottle of dos equis down on a haphazard stack of time mags before leaning back onto the couch, throwing one of his arms around you as he does. before you can say anything, he pulls you into his chest, pressing his lips to your temple.
you relax into his arms, knowing itâs exactly where youâre meant to be. frankly, you note, itâs a wonder that it wasnât always like this.
[june of 2012]
you shift awkwardly on your feet as you wait. you chew on the inside of your cheek, you inspect your nails for dirt not once, not twice, but thrice. the door stays closed, though, and you wonder how long you have to stay before your mother calls you back.
after what feels like a true eternity, you sigh, finally giving up. just as you turn around, however, you hear the door fly open behind you, hitting a wall - or a person, you arenât sure - with a resounding thwack that makes you wince on impulse. you turn around quickly, only to come face to face with a boy whoâs wearing the most sheepish expression of all time.
âhi,â you say once youâve regathered your wits, stepping forward to reach out your hand. âiâm (name), and i live right next door. i figured i should introduce myself, since youâre new.â a lie. your mom had noticed that your new neighbors seemed to have a kid around your age and had all but forced you to go talk to him. she seemed excited at the prospect of you making a new friend. you? you really couldnât care less.
the boy smiles, taking your outstretched hand into his. he shakes it once, twice before letting go, and you find yourself smiling back before you can register your own reaction.
âiâm jeno,â he finally says, and a voice in the back of your mind tells you that this moment is important. you push it away. âit was nice to meet you,â he says politely, although not unkindly, and you recognize that neither of you have much else to say to each other. it isnât an unpleasant end to the conversation, but, and you only realize this much, much later, itâs a reasonably pleasant beginning to the most important friendship of your life.
[april of 2015]
âso i went in and asked for extra credit and, surprisingly, he said y- jeno!â you reach across the table to smack your best friendâs hand away from your basket of french fries, only to hand him one of your precious fries yourself once he pouts at you. your friend felix snorts at your interaction, and you shoot him your best pissed-off glare you can muster.
âi canât believe mr. kim really gave you extra credit, though. heâs usually kind of a hard ass.â somi brings your attention back to your story, and you nod in agreement.
âmaybe he just likes (name),â jeno says, leaning across the food court table to finesse another one of your fries. âafter all, who could dislike you?â he directs the last part at you, and you canât help but roll your eyes even as you smile at him.
âyouâre just saying that because you want more of my fries,â you state, pulling your tray towards you. your best friend furrows his brow at the growing space between him and his (your) potatoes, but before he can say anything, hyunjin beats him to it.
âweâll be late to the movie if you two idiots keep flirting, so letâs get a move on, maybe?â
before you and jeno can protest, the rest of your friends are already getting up to go throw away the remnants of their lunches. you simply share a look with jeno that says everything you need to say before you both toss your trash away and move to join the rest of yourâ friends. as you all fall into step and chatter with each other, jeno throws his arms easily over your shoulder. you fall into his side embrace naturally.
neither of you notice the glances your friends throw at you from time to time.
[january of 2017]
âare you sure you and jeno arenât a thing?â
somi has always been fairly blunt, and you suppose you canât blame her for something thatâs so inherent. still, you choke on air, forcing daehwi to smack you repeatedly on the back until your breathing pattern restores itself.Â
âgod no, not at all,â you force out between wheezes. âheâs like - heâs like a little brother to me.â
âso i guess we live in alabama now-â she starts, but before she can finish her sentence, jeno drops his backpack down onto the seat next to you.Â
you turn around to greet him, only to be taken aback by just how pissed off he looks. in that moment, you decide itâs better if you leave him alone, though you do make sure to tell yourself to ask him about whatâs bothering him after school. after all, heâs your ride home anyways.
âcan you find someone else to drive you home today? i have errands to run.â jeno asks you, abruptly pulling you from your thoughts. his voice is low, slightly gruffer than usual. whatever it is must really, really have upset him.
âsure,â you say, shooting him a smile thatâs - you hope - reassuring. he doesnât return the expression, only nodding curtly before moving to pull his notebook out of his backpack. you turn away from him as well to face the board, although you find it hard for you to focus when the teacher starts to drone on and on about lâhospitalâs rule.
you started the class period with no worries, and youâre going to end it with two: is your crush on jeno really that obvious? and, speaking of jeno, whatâs bothering him so much? it canât be you, can it?
[september of 2018]
âso thatâs it, then?âÂ
jenoâs voice is steady but as sharp as a knife, and if you werenât so angry at him youâd stop pacing to ask him if heâs doing okay. unfortunately for both of you, however, youâre pissed. extremely pissed. at him.Â
âwhatâs it? huh? pray, tell me, what the fuck is it?â
âour friendship. itâs over, right? ever since you started hanging out with that prick yeonjun -â
â- heâs not a prick!â
âever since youâve started hanging out with him,â jeno continues. âyouâve had no time for me. none! i donât care if you donât like me back, but at the very least it would be cool if you made some goddamn time for me!â he slams his hands onto the frame of his bunk bed to emphasize his last point, but you donât register the noise.
he likes you? jeno... likes you?
âyou like me?â your voice is soft, a direct contrast to how jenoâd been speaking only moments earlier. he whips his head around to stare at you, and you see the realization of what heâs said dawn on him.
âfuck...â he murmurs, stepping back to lean against the ladder thatâs build into his bed. you take the opportunity to step forward, your chest heaving as you try to let all of your anger go as you realize why jenoâs been acting the way he has.
âiâm not dating yeonjun, by the way,â you finally say once youâre directly in front of him. âhow could i, when itâs always been you?â
[back to february of 2019]
âyou know, itâs kind of crazy that we ended up together now, just within the last school year, after being best friends for all these years.â you say, looking up at your boyfriend. he raises an eyebrow back at you before leaning both of you over so he can grab his beer.Â
âyeah? and whose fault is that?â
âboth of ours? duh?â you respond, though you know heâs only messing with you. still, he just laughs before throwing a reply back at you.Â
âyou used to joke, calling me little brother, but something changed and now youâre my girl.â he emphasizes âsomethingâ with just the right amount of pointedness, and you canât help but roll your eyes at him.
âyeah, that something was me confessing to you, you idiot.â
âyou only confessed because i told you i liked you first!â he exclaims, and you canât help but giggle at his antics before craning your neck to press a kiss to his cheek. before jeno can capture your lips with his own, however, you hear someone mutter a âdisgustingâ from somewhere above you.
you both look up only to come face-to-face with renjunâs video camera.
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My One and Only - Levi x Reader
Fandom: Attack on Titan Word Count: 1,057
My Masterlist
Warnings/disclaim: general Soulmate AU, also modern AU This soulmate AU is: Â You stop aging at a certain age until you meet your soulmate and grow old together. In my thing of this. Youâll know itâs your soulmate because after you meet and touch. Youâll get a hot flash.
Authorâs Note: Originally posted on DeviantArt, under the same username, on 02/26/2017. Revamped/edited in 2020.
___ is a blank for your name/oc/whatever you prefer Written in 1st Person, Leviâs POV
Line/header is to separate paragraphs to indicate time skips, as Tumblr hates my formatting.
Story under cut
          âIâve been alive for almost a century. I donât think Iâll ever find my soulmate,â I mumbled bitterly while taking a sip of my tea. My long term friend Erwin, who I had only met 20 years ago, recently found his soulmate, he was asking me to be his best man.
          âIt could be, your soulmate died somehow before meeting you, now you have to wait until they reincarnate.â
          âThey better fucking hurry up.â
          âHave you ever thought about why we stop aging at only 25?â
          âNot really. I donât think about my soulmate anymore. I stopped about 50 years ago.â
          âI bet no one believes that youâre so old and so short.â
          I gave Erwin one of my deadliest of glares. âNot my fucking fault youâre a fucking giant. At least my eyebrows are normal.â
          âOkay, okay,â he gave a hearty chuckle. âSo whatâs your answer?â
          I glanced at him then to my tea. âSure, why not? Iâll be your shitty best man.â
          These dress rehearsals were going to be the death of me. They dragged on for so fucking long. The dumbass giggling bridesmaids didnât help either. One only seemed composed, I thanked her in my mind.
          âHey, would you like a water?â The quiet girl of the pack of hyenas offered me a bottle.
          âSure, thanks.â I was careful not to touch her. I didnât need the small heartache I knew I would face when I felt nothing from touching her.
          âSure thing. See you tomorrow and at the wedding, I have to leave early today, bye!â She gave me a cute smile and wave before going over to Catherine, giving her a goodbye hug.
          I watched her exit as I opened my bottle of water.
          âI now, pronounce you husband and wife,â the priest declared. âYou may now kiss the bride.â
          Catherine leaped into Erwinâs arms and kissed him deeply, a small applause sounded at their kiss. I clicked my tongue before looking away.
          God this is so sappy, I need a drink, whereâs the bar?
          I wandered around until I found where I could drown my annoyance in booze. Good thing I couldn't get drunk. Because I would be drinking in the corner alone for as long as possible.
          âHey, Shorty,â Erwinâs new wife bubbled next to me.
          âWhat do you want?â
          âI want to thank you for coming. It means a lot to Erwin to have his best friend here.â I clicked my tongue in response. âAlso I have a really sweet girl I want you to meet.â
          âWhatâs the fucking point?â
          âWell, sheâs a close friend to me. So youâre bound to see her again, might as well get to know her now. Especially while youâre all cleaned up, make a good impression.â
          âWhy the fuck should I care about impressing anyone?â
          âCome on!â Catherine dragged me over to the main table, where Erwin was still seated.
          I noticed the girl Catherine was talking about. She was one of the bride maids, the beautiful one who handed me a bottle of water before, but I wonât waste my time on anyone but my soulmate, if I ever find them.
          â___!â Catherine called out, who then looked away from the other girl she was talking to and giving a soft wave to me and the shit-head dragging me. âThis is Levi!â she pushed me over to ___, which made me growl a bit.
          âDonât fucking push me.â
          âWell grumpy-gills, this is ___ sheâll be turning 25 in a few months.â
          âHello, itâs nice to meet you, ya know formally,â she stuck out her hand, offering to handshake. I used to dread these, always waiting for that hot flash, but it never happened. I stared at her hand. She raised an eyebrow at me, keeping her hand extended. It was tradition to shake hands with everyone, to find your soulmate faster.
          âHey, nice to meet you brat.â I gripped her hand, for a quick handshake.
          The fire that coursed throughout me, said otherwise. I could feel my breathing pick up, my heart thundering in my chest. I pulled her from her seat to face me, she was exactly my height, a small mental note I took before I pulled her into a tight hug.
          âYou have no idea how long Iâve been looking for you, you shitty brat,â I whispered, as she clung onto the back of my suit. I almost didnât notice the silence around us, I didnât really care. I did, however, want this to be more private than how public it was right now.
          âLevi, I take it, youâve found her finally?â Erwin smiled at us clinging to each other while wrapping an arm around Catherine.
          I nodded slightly before pulling back from ___. She gave me a soft smile.
          âSo I guess this means weâre dating now?â
          âNo.â her brow knitted together, she was confused, some hurt was creepy onto her soft features as well.
          âW-why not? Weâre soulmates arenât we?â I sighed and grabbed her hand, pulling her away from everyone, no one needed to be around for this. Everyone else seemed really confused too. Iâve been waiting for over 7 decades, they wouldnât understand. But my soulmate, ___, she would.
          âLook,â I started holding her hands tightly. âIâve been alone for almost a century, expecting your fucking ass for way too long. Youâre lucky I am in good health and no one wanted to kill me. Or else you'd have to face the same fate as me.â
          âWhat does this have to do with you refusing to date me? That should be even more of a reason to be together like weâre meant to!â
          âItâs not enough!â I snapped a bit at her ridicule. âItâs not enough, weâre getting married, very soon. Weâre engaged, itâs the only way you can make this up to me." ___ started giggling, I would have found this cute if I didn't just tell her something so serious. âWhat the fuck are you laughing at, you shit?â I growled at her.
          Her giggles soon stopped and felt her lips press gingerly against mine which seemed entirely too short. âIâd be happy to marry my one and only.â I pressed my forehead to hers, my heart raced as I now pictured the life I had given up on long ago, I smiled.
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Take it Slow - Part Fifty-Three
a/n: okay this is my first shot at a harry:y/n fic, and it will be multiple parts. y/n had a bad experience with an ex over a year ago, and finally accepts her coworker and good friend Niallâs invitation to go on a blind date with his friend Harry.
Warnings: Fluff, Smut, and some Angst.
Masterpost (all previous parts can be found in the masterpost)
Julia mostly kept her distance from Harry as much as she could for the rest of the week. She was embarrassed by what she had done, or what she had attempted to do. Harry couldnât wait to get home to you. He felt slightly depressed Friday morning. It was your six month anniversary, and he wasnât even there to be with you. He didnât say much at breakfast.
âEverything alright, H? You should be happy, weâve done great work this week.â
âIâm fine, I-â His phone goes off. A notification from Instagram and Facebook.
You had edited together a video for him. It was of the two of you, different pictures and videos of the two of you over the last six months with one of your favorite songs in the background. It was a song you two had listened to on the way to New Hampshire. Your message in the caption was short and sweet.
To the man Iâm lucky enough to call my boyfriend and the love of my life, six months may not seem like a long time to others, but I have loved nothing more than being with you all this time. You make every day better. I canât wait to see what the next six months hold for us. I love you, Harry.
Harry put his phone down and put his face in his hands. He starts crying, leaving Christin and Julia deeply concerned and confused.
âHarry?â Christin puts a hand on his shoulder. He slides his phone over to her so she can watch the video. âOhâŚhoneyâŚâ He grabs a napkin and blows his nose. His eyes were red and puffy. âItâs your anniversary?â He nods his head yes. Christin had never seen him like this before. She finally understood he really had it bad. âThis was shit timing, Iâm so sorry.â
âI need toâŚ.I need to go call her, excuse me.â He sniffles and gets up to call you.
âHi baby.â You coo.
âHiâŚsaw your videoâŚâ
âAreâŚare you crying?â
âNo!â He wipes his eyes. âOkay, maybe a little, but only because it was so sweet and I just wish I was with you.â
âOh, Harry.â You wish you were there to console him, your sensitive boy.
âUmâŚbefore I left I packed away something for you. Can I tell you where it is?â
âYou donât want me to wait until you get back?â
âNo, itâs similar to what you did for me, so I want you to have it now.â
âAlright. Where would it be?â
âGo to where all of my picture boxes are.â
âOkay, one sec.â He hears you shuffle around. âOkay.â
âItâs in the box labeled London 2015.â
You open up the box and gasp, a smile grows on Harryâs face. Inside was a photo album with a picture of the two of you on the front. It looked like he had it made himself.
âPrinted it at work.â
âOh my god, Harry.â
âFlip through it later. Just wanted to know you had it.â
âI canât wait to look through it, this is so sweet. I love you so much.â He feels tears prick at his eyes again.
âI love you too.â
âOnly one more sleep baby.â
âI know.â
âI finished my period yesterday, so Iâll be good to go for you.â You joke, trying to make him happier.
âWell, thatâs excellent news.â He chuckles, and then sighs. âI have to goâŚIâll call you later.â
âSounds good, canât wait to see you tomorrow.â
âMe too, love you.â
âLove you too.â
He hangs up the phone and walks back over to the table. He slumps down in his chair. Christin looks at Julia, then to Harry.
âIâll be fine.â He takes a sip of coffee. âI donât want a word of this spread, do you both understand?â Christin smiles at him. âWhat?â
//
You sit down on the sofa with the book. The picture on the front was him kissing you on the cheek on the London Eye. You open it up, and on the first page was a message from him.
To my light, my love, my everything.
You smile big as you flip to the next page. It was the picture of the two of you laughing on the trail when you went to New Hampshire, just underneath was the picture he had taken of you, and the picture you had taken of him. The next page were of some silly selfies and pictures you had taken of each other when you had lazy days at each of your apartments. There were pictures from England he hadnât shown you. Some from Christmas morning, and others while you walked around London. He must have been planning this book for a while. He had such an incredible eye, he was truly gifted at his craft. There were some pictures form your work party, and he had even managed to squeeze some pictures in from his birthday. When you were done you hugged it to your chest. You felt tears prick at your eyes, you were so overwhelmed.
You spent most of the morning organizing your linen closets, and medicine cabinets. Niall had been a big help all week. He help set up your wifi and TV. You had some pictures printed and put into frames. You left them on the floor under the walls where you wanted them. You didnât want to hang anything up without Harry though, just to make sure he liked what you had put together.
During the midafternoon, you finally finished putting away all of yours and Harryâs clothes. You hoped he wouldnât mind the way you folded his laundry, and chose the drawers each article should go in. Niall said he would meet you for dinner that night. At least youâd be able to go out with someone.
You meet him at an easy going bar after work.
âThat video you posted was really sweet.â
âThanks. He made me this really nice book filled with pictures of the two of us. I felt so bad, he called me crying this morning.â Your phone goes from a notification. âOh wow.â You smile.
âWhat?â
âHe posted about me on his private insta, look.â It was just on photo, and there was no caption, but it meant the world to you. âGod, heâs so sweet.â You and Niall dig in to your food. âAre you seeing Sarah tonight?â
âYeah, sheâs cominâ over for dessert.â You both giggle.
âIâm so happy you guys are together. Do you think you two will ever move in together?â
âAt some point. I was thinkinâ of givinâ her a key soon.â
âOh! Thatâs great.â
âI have to say, selfishly I canât wait for you to come back to work Monday. Was a borinâ week without ya.â
âIâm so sorry to have done that to you.â You put your hand over his playfully as you speak with a sarcastic tone.
âI ate in my office all week, the one day I tried to eat in the breakroom the old biddies came in and tried to gossip with me.â
âAbout what?â You laugh.
âI have no idea! I pretended to get a call on my phone and left.â You both laugh.
Dinner with Niall was the perfect distraction from missing Harry. When you get up to your place, and key in, you notice a pair of black boots in the front hall that werenât there before you left. You practically run into the living room.
âHarry?!â He turns around to look at you, and he smiles brighter than you think youâve ever seen.
You run into his arms. He picks you up and swings you around, and you wrap your legs around his waist. He stands there, just holding you as close as he can nestling his face into your neck, taking in a deep breath. He never thought heâd miss the smell of apples and cinnamon so much.
âWhat? How? Iâm delighted, but confused.â You say looking at him.
âWhile I was talking to you this morninââŚChris saw how upset I was and she changed my flight immediately. She knows her way around a camera, she covered for me today.â
âWhen did you get here?â
âLike thirty minutes ago. Iâve just been lookinâ around at everything you did. Itâs amazing in here, you did such a great job.â
You cup his cheeks in your hands and kiss him, you kiss him so hard you figure his lips will be bruised. He groans into you, and sucks your bottom lip into his mouth. Your tongues collide, and you suck on his. God you missed the way the mint from his gum tasted. He starts walking you both towards the bedroom. Your lips detach as he sets you down, both trying to catch your breaths. He tugs at the hem of your shirt to lift it up overhead.
âI missed you so fuckinâ much.â He says pulling you close and sinking his teeth down into your neck. You moan out, and unhook your bra for him.
âI missed you too.â You say breathlessly.
His hands go right for your breasts, and he twists your nipple piercings. Your head falls back. He plasters wet, open mouthed kisses down your chest, and he takes one of your nipples into his mouth, sucking harshly.
âAh, fuck.â Your hands reach for his pants. âWant you so bad, Harry.â You undo his belt and unzip his pants.
He shimmies them down his legs, and tugs your pants down as well. He takes his shirt off, grabs you, and practically throws you on the bed. You giggle and take your panties off, throwing them to the floor.
âI donât even know what I wanna do first, I just want all of you.â He looks down at your body.
âYou have me, do whatever you want.â You tilt his chin up so heâll look at you. âI said you could annihilate me, remember?â You smile. âThat is, if you did what I said. Were you a good boy while you were away?â
âYes, very good. Iâm about ready to fuckinâ explode.â He starts to spread your legs apart. âDid you hold up your end? Were you a good girl?â
âYes, but it wasnât easy. I was so lonely here all week.â You whimper as his thumb rubs over your clit lightly.
âYou were?â
âYes, wanted you every night.â
âAnd I bet it was even worse from the hormones?â
âIt was torture.â You gasp when his fingers plunge inside you. Your head rolls back into the pillow, and your hand moves to his hair. âOh my god, oh my god, fuck!â His fingers were already curling up inside you, rubbing against that special spot. His thumb rubs hard against your clit. âFuck, Harry!â You come on his fingers.
âJesus, donât think youâve ever reacted so quickly.â He smirks.
âJust felt so good.â He takes his fingers out and sucks on them.
âMissed the way you tasted.â
Your tongue peaks out of your mouth and he leans down to kiss you. You wrap your arms and legs around him. He slides his tip against your folds, just grinding against you.
âPlease, Harry.â
âCanât hear ya, love.â
âPlease, for the love of god, put it in! Fuck me!â
Harry grins, and pushes inside of you. You both gasp at how tight and snug the fit is.
âChrist, a week without me and youâŚI meanâŚthis is how it was when I first fingered you.â He bites down on your neck again and you arch up into him. âFeels so fuckinâ good.â He breathes into your ear.
Your nails rake up his back as he starts to move. Your heels dig into the backs of his legs as he gets a rhythm going.
âYouâre so big, Harry.â You say against his neck. âLove the way you fill me up.â
âTell me youâve never been fucked like this before.â
âIâve never been fucked like this before. No oneâs ever fucked me the way you do. I only ever want you inside me, forever.â
âJesus, shit.â He pulls all the way out of you and flips you over. His ring clad hands squeeze your cheeks and you gasp. âIs this oaky? Can we do this?â
You look back at him over your shoulder, and grin.
âWreck me, babe.â
His eyes grow wild. He grips your hips, and brings you up closer to him. You prop yourself onto your elbows. Harry lines himself up with your dripping center, and slowly slides in. The moan he makes is music to your ears, but you canât help but clench tightly around him.
âJust me babe, youâre okay.â You relax slightly. He starts to move in and out of you slowly. âYou have no idea how fuckinâ good this feels, and you looks beautiful from this angle.â
You moan in response and grip the blankets, your knuckles growing white. He keeps one hand on your hip and the other slides up your back. He desperately wanted to wrap his fist around your hair and pull you back to him, but he didnât want to scare you.
âDoinâ alright?â He breathes harshly.
âMhm.â You werenât though. It felt really good, but you were struggling to stay in the moment.
He was hitting deep inside you. He lowers himself slightly, and reaches one of his hands around to rub your clit. You back your ass up against him.
âShit, Iâm not gonna last much longer.â He groans. You continue to grind back against him as he rubs your clit.
He fully lays on your back as he pumps in and out of you, making you collapse fully to the bed. The angle of his dick this was delicious and deep. You let out a loud moan, finally feeling like you could enjoy the position. You felt hot all over. Your orgasm was just around the corner.
âHarry, ngh, Iâm gonna come. Holy shit! Iâm gonna come!â
His release comes at the same time as yours. You werenât sure what sound you let out, but you missed the way his hot come filled you up so much.
âPut your fingers in after you pull out.â
He does as you say and you arch up into him. He was still trying to catch his breath. You open your mouth for him and turn your head slightly to take his fingers into your mouth. You suck on his fingers and lap around them with your tongue. When youâre done, you roll over onto your back. You wipe your eyes. Your makeup got all fucked up.
âWere you okay?â
âYeah.â You squeak.
âYouâd tell me if you werenât?â
âYes, baby.â You push the hair that fell onto his forehead back.
âThis room is huge.â He chuckles.
âI know! I put all our clothes away today. Iâve been loving the shower too, so much room.â
âDo you have plans tomorrow? Can we just stay here all day?â
âMy only plans were picking you up from the airport.â You giggle. He turns your body towards his and squishes his nose to yours.
âCan I take ya out on a nice date tomorrow night? To make up for tonight?â
âYou have nothing to make up for. Having you home a day early was the best surpriseâŚbut yes, Iâd love to go on a date with you.â
âGood.â He kisses your lips lightly.
âYour gift was so lovely.â
âYou looked through it?â
âMhm, it was so sweet.â
âSânot all I got you.â He gets off the bed.
âHarry, we said no crazy gifts.â You sit up against the headboard.
âI know, itâs not crazy.â He rummages through his bag and takes out a long box. âHere.â
âHarryâŚâ
âJust open it.â You open the box and smile. âGot you a proper chain for my ring.â
âI love it, thank you so much.â He leans down so you can kiss him.
âDo we have any food, Iâm starvinâ.â
âLet me make you something!â You switch the ring to the new chain. You gesture to have him help you clasp it. âThanks. Howâs it look?â
âAbsolutely perfect.â
âHave you taken your pearls off?â
âNot once.â He smiles.
You get up and grab your robe out of the closet. You grab a brand new one out for him.
âWhatâs this?â
âGot you a robe of your own.â You giggle.
âIâm honored.â He puts it on, and follows you out to the kitchen.
âMy mom said she wants to take us shopping for a proper dining room table.â
âShe doesnât have to do thaâ.â
âI told her over and over, but she insisted.â You shrug. âWhat are you hungry for? Iâve got a salad made up, some leftover veggies and rice, some-â
âVeggies and rice, please.â
âYou got it.â
You take the container out of the fridge and put some in a bowl for him to heat up. He wraps his arms around you from behind, and he nuzzles into the back of your neck.
âMm, so cozy.â You coo.
âMissed ya so much, I canât wait to cuddle all night.â
âMe too, baby.â
And you did. Harry kept his arms and legs wrapped around you all night. You slept pretty peacefully until you woke up drenched in sweat. He was fully on top of you, with his head on your chest, drool dripping down his chin. You sigh and try to turn over, but thereâs no use. You chuckle softly to yourself and try to fall back asleep.
//
Harry didnât let you leave the bed for nearly two hours when you first got up. He was like a ravenous animal. But you didnât mind, you pretty hungry for him too. Distance truly makes the heart grow fonder. His stamina never ceased to amaze you. After another quick fuck in your giant shower, he gave you some time to yourself to get dressed.
He was in the kitchen making you some eggs when you came out in a sports bra and leggings. He plated them up for you, and put some toast on the side.
âMm, thank you, Iâm starving!â
âIâll bet.â He smirks.
âShut up.â You shovel the food into your mouth.
âNoticed some pictures and frames lyinâ around.â
âI didnât want to hang anything up without you, baby. Itâs not just my place itâs ours.â He smiles.
âAfter we eat we can hang some up, yeah?â
âSounds good, and I left the heavy stuff alone like you said.â
âGood. Iâm gonna bring a ton of my pictures up to the loft. Was thinkinâ of havinâ Niall over tomorrow so he could help me put my desk back together.â
âI can do that, Iâm pretty handy.â
âOh really?â He smirks.
âYes, actually. My dadâs an electrician remember? He practically rebuilt our entire house. I helped him a lot. I know how to use a drill.â
âOkay then, will yeh help me with that today? Iâd like to get all my shit up and runninâ.â
âSure!â You kiss him on his cheek and clean up your plate.
Harry gets the tool box out and you start hanging up various pictures, a mixture of what you had hung up at both of your places. You kept some of the family photos in the hallways so they werenât so âin your faceâ. There were a few you had printed of the two of you that you wanted hung up as well.
âWhere do yeh want these, love?â
âI donât know, I donât want to be obnoxious with how cute we areâŚâ He laughs.
âWe could put them on the book shelves instead of hanginâ âem up.â
âOh good idea. I wanna keep this one on my night table actually.â You snatch one of them and go into your bedroom to put it where you want. You come back out and see him placing the others in various spots.
âReady to do my desk?â
âYup!â
You help him carry up the pieces. Your desk was already up there and set up. It was the perfect space, and you enjoyed working up there.
âCan you hold the flashlight fâme, the screw holes on this thing are so fuckinâ dark.â
âMhm.â
He gets under part of the desk with the screw driver and a few screws between his lips. You hold the flashlight for him how he asked. He gets the screws in, you loved watching him do this, you werenât sure why. He stands up.
âThere, didnât need Niall at all.â
âGuess so.â He smirks. âShall we break it in?â
âWhat?â You giggle.
âLet me bend ya over it.â He grabs at your hips.
âLittle sore for that right now, you kept me pretty busy this morning.â He pouts his bottom lip out at you. âOh stop it.â You swat an arm at him. âLetâs get your monitor and printer hooked up.â
âFine.â He sighs.
You get him all set up, and move some of his equipment around so it looks nice and organized.
âStill plenty of room up here too.â
âI know! I was thinking when the holidays roll around we could decorate the staircase with lights and stuff, I think it would look really pretty.â
âI think thatâs a great idea.â He kisses the top of your head and you both go down the spiral staircase.
âDo you think every apartment here has a loft?â
âI donât know, they could. Be really cool if they were all set up different.â He wraps his arms around you. âI appreciate you gettinâ so much done while I was gone. The place really looks great babe.â You lean up and kiss his nose.
âI was happy to do it.â
âI hope they donât send me off like that again for a while. I had some fun while I was down there, but it wouldâve been better with you.â
âYouâre so cute.â You nuzzle your face into his chest. âWhere you taking me tonight?â
âSomewhere really nice, way over the top.â
âOh, HarryâŚI donât wanna spend a lot of money.â
âYou wonât be spendinâ a dime.â He pats your bum and goes to sit on the couch. He catches you rolling your eyes right as he sits down. âDonât.â
âDonât what?â You sit down next to him, turning the TV on.
âRoll your eyes at me.â You turn your face slowly towards him. âDonât do it?â
âWhy? What are you gonna do about it? Spank me?â You scoff. His mouth forms into a straight line. âYouâre a freak.â You shake your head and turn back to the TV. Your face snaps back to him.
âWhat?â
âYou wonât spank our kids will you? I donât believe in that.â
âY/NâŚâ He sighs. âHow did your mind even just go there?â
âI donât know!â You both start laughing hysterically.
âTo answer your question, no I wouldnât spank our kids. Only person gettinâ a spank to their ass in this house is you baby girl.â Your jaw drops.
âYou need to stop.â Â
âWhy?â He smirks.
âWhy do you want to spank me so bad?â
âLove watchinâ that ass ripple.â
âHarry!â You smack him in the arm and get up.
âWhat?â He says laughing.
âIâm very self-conscious about my butt.â
âYouâve got to be kidding me.â He gets up. âYou have the most perfect ass Iâve ever seen in my life.â
âBut itâs so jiggly.â You pout.
âYeahâŚitâs sexy.â
âStop it.â
âIt is! Love that I have somethinâ to hold onto.â You scrunch your face at him.
âDonât say stuff like that.â
âYou know you have a beautiful body, why are you gettinâ like this?â
âIâm not getting like anything.â You pout. âI just donât like everything about my bodyâŚâ
âWould you rather have a flat ass?â
âNo! Thatâs not what Iâm sayingâŚI donât know. I have stretch marks and-â
âY/N, please, I canât listen to you talk about yourself like that.â He puts his hands on your shoulders. âI wouldnât let anyone talk about you like that, including yourself. Just donât.â
âI canât help that I feel that way sometimes.â
âYou take such good care of yourself, inside and out. Youâre so beautiful, every part of you is beautiful, okay?â You nod reluctantly. âThank you.â He kisses your forehead.
âIâm gonna go pick an outfit out.â He nods and lets you walk away.
Harry had been around women his whole life. There was plenty he understood, but the one thing he would never understand is how a womanâs mind could just flip a switch like that. One second youâre having fun banter, and the next youâre talking shit about yourself from simple comment he made. He had no idea you felt that way about yourself. He figured you just preferred the lights off most times because you were shy, not because you were self-conscious. He ran a hand through his hair and walked to go stand in the doorway of your bedroom.
You were standing in front of your closet pondering on what you might like to wear. It was a little colder out, and you werenât sure you felt like a dress. You had a really nice pair of black dress pants that were slightly high waisted, so you pull those out and lay them on the bed. You turn and see Harry standing in the doorway.
âWhat are you doing?â You chuckle.
âJust makinâ sure youâre alright.â
âIâm fine.â You look back at your closest and pull out a few tops that would work with the pants. âThink Iâm gonna go for slacks tonight.â
âAnything you wear will be perfect.â
âAlright mooshball.â You shake your head at him. You pick up a long sleeve pastel blue crop top and decide that would look nice with the pants. There was a cute ruffle on the bottom so your skin would barely even be showing. âIâm gonna take some time to do my hair and makeup, okay?â
âOkay.â
Harry goes up to the loft to get a jump on his pictures form Florida. You shake your hair out and run your curler through it. You brush out the curls to get a nice wave. You put your clothes on and start to do your makeup. Harry comes down to get dressed himself. He didnât see you because you were in the bathroom. He pulled out a white button up and a navy pair of dress pants. You come out of the bathroom and smile as he pulls up his pants.
âHandsome.â You coo. He turns to look at you.
âYou look gorgeous.â
âThanks baby.â
âLove the way my ring looks on that chain.â You twist it between your fingers.
âMe too.â You slip your feet into a pair of one inch black heels. You knew they wouldnât hurt your feet too much.
Harry tucks his pearls under the collar of his shirt and smile at the way the rest of the dangle. You were happy he was happy with them. He runs his hands through his hair a couple times and turns towards you.
âShall we?â
âMhm.â
He keeps his hand on your thigh the entire car ride. He takes you to a fancy French restaurant that you had heard of, but had never been to. You go inside and are seated right away. Harry must have made the reservation when he thought he was still going to be away. Harry has your favorite wine ordered to the table, and you clink your glasses once itâs poured.
âHappy six months, love.â
âHappy six months.â You both smile and take a sip. You lick your lips after. You end up ordering a bowl of creamy tomato soup and a salad. Harry ordered ratatouille.
âSoup and salad is really all you want?â He looks slightly disappointed.
âYeah, I love cream of tomato soup. I got a whole bowl, Iâm excited.â You take another sip of the wine.
The food was delicious. You couldnât help the small moan you let out when you tasted the soup. Harry told you more about his trip, and what it was like to dive under water.
âWish I couldâve seen you in the wet suit.â You giggle.
âThere was no wet suit, I went in with a t-shirt and trunks on. They hooked me up with some air and I went under.â
âIs that safe?â
âYeah.â He shrugs. âWater was plenty warm for me.â
âIâm sure Julia enjoyed seeing you in a drenched t-shirt.â
âGod, please, donât say that.â He groans.
âIs everything going to be okay with her at work?â
âI think so. She sort of let me be the rest of the week. I think she was embarrassed.â
âGood, she should be. Trying to make a move on my man like that.â You take a bite of your salad.
âDidnât seem too upset about it over the phone.â He smirks.
âIâm still not upset. Iâm just saying, Iâm glad you put her in her place. Hope itâs not weird for her next time I show up at the studio.â
âSheâll probably steer clear of you.â He gasps with excitement. âMaybe this means sheâll bother me less in general. Wouldnât that be nice?â You laugh at him and shake your head. âI have to go to my old campus Wednesday night by the way.â
âFor what?â
âLouâs gonna pop the question to El.â
âThatâs so exciting!â
âIâm going to hide somewhere to take pictures for them.â
âThey both have the day off from work?â
âGuess so.â He shrugs.
âThe day after that is Valentineâs Day, why wouldnât he just propose then?â
âDidnât want it to be too corny.â
âI get that, itâs kind of tacky to propose on a holiday now that I think about it.â
âWhat makes it tacky?â
âI donât know, if something went wrong the holiday would be tainted forever. Youâre also sharing it with everyone else in the world. A day like that should be special and totally your own. Props to him.â Harry takes in everything youâre saying and makes a mental note.
You look over out the window in the restaurant and notice that itâs snowing. You grimace.
âWhatâs wrong, love?â
âNothing, Iâm just done with winter I think. Iâm counting down the days until I got to Aruba already.â
âOh.â
âBooked my flight while you were gone, I got a really good deal. I managed to get on the same flight as my mom too. Youâd be fine having her spend the night with us before right? We have a really early flight and since you and I live closer to the airport I thought she could stay with us.â
âYeah, thatâs fine. When do you leave?â
âUm, a couple days before Easter I think. Has your mom and sister said if theyâre coming here or not?â
âHavenât exactly had a chance to talk about it with them.â His jaw tenses and you notice immediately.
âAre you mad at me?â
âNo, why would you think that?â
âJust this whole vibe youâre giving off right now.â You gesture in his direction. âYouâre allowed to leave for a week for a work thing, but I canât go on a family trip?â
âI never said that.â
âWell, thatâs how youâre acting.â You cross your arms.
âIâm not going to fight with you right now.â
âWho said we were fighting?â
âY/N, cut the attitude, weâre in a restaurant.â You scoff at him.
âIâm not the one with the attitude, you are.â
âDonât you think it would be nice for you and I to take a tip to some tropical island together?â
âHarry, of course I would love to do that with you, but my Nannie invited me to come on her annual trip, and I had a lot of fun last year. Itâs really hard for her to go there by herself because her and my Papa went there together for like twenty years. She needs me there.â You feel tears start to prick at your eyes.
âCalm down, I never said you couldnât go.â Your eyes widen with rage.
âAs if I needed your permission.â
âSânot what I meant.â You roll your eyes at him. âJesus, fuck, this was supposed to be a nice dinner.â
âAnd it is, the food is delicious.â He sighs heavily.
âI feel like I can never say anythinâ right sometimes.â
âYou say a lot of things right, but Iâm going to call you out of I notice something. Iâve known you long enough to pick up on when youâre mad about something.â
âOh really?â
âYeah really. The second I saw your jaw tense.â
âItâs so cool how you put your communication degree to work like that. All that knowledge about nonverbal communication and shit.â He says facetiously.
âAlright, Iâm done.â You say putting your fork down.
âWhat do you mean youâre done?â
âPlease, get the check from the waiter.â You stand up and put your jacket on. âIâve lost my appetite.â You reach into his jacket pocket and pull out his keys. âIâll be in the car.â He grabs your wrist.
âAre you serious?â
âYou wanna be a child and act up in a public place? Iâm going to sit there and have you talk to me like that.â You yank your wrist free and walk out of the restaurant. You get into the passenger seat of the car and turn it on. You take a deep breath and wait for him. You truly didnât understand him sometimes.
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Play With Fire - part 6
Masterlist!Â
The tender boys become feral again. Time for more smut!Â
(Jaskier be like *mood swing* *mood swing* *mood swing* *mood sw)
Edit2: Used to contain dubcon elements, but I now edited it to contain explicit consent, since I wasnât comfortable with what I first posted.
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âWell,â Geralt mutters, burying his face in the crook of Jaskierâs neck, âIâm going to miss you.â
He feels nimble fingers carding through his hair, tucking it behind his ears. âWhat do you mean, love?â
Geralt scoffs, pulling back a bit, looking into impossibly blue eyes. âThey know you used my badge to escape, and well, you killed two people, so theyâre gonna charge me with involuntary manslaughter. Theyâre handing the file to the cops tomorrow.â
Jaskier frowns at him, hands tightening on his shoulders, something dangerous taking over in those blue eyes, his jaw clenching. âWhoâs they?â
Geralt shakes his head, kissing Jaskier softly. âDonât worry about it. Itâs alright.â
âNo, itâs not.â Jaskierâs voice is cold, sharp as steel, and Geralt knows he should be scared, reasonably, but he canât bring himself to be.
âIt is.â He shuts the young man up by putting a hand over his mouth, and Jaskier frowns at him. âIt is. I donât care. I made a mistake and I need to be punished for that. I really donât care, as long as youâre safe.â
He doesnât know where this is coming from, doesnât know why he doesnât give a shit about his own life, doesnât know why heâll willingly trade his freedom to ensure Jaskierâs. He doesnât know, but he doesnât care, either.
âAnd maybe you should stop killing people, thatâd also be nice,â he adds, for good measure.
âOh, love,â Jaskier says, pushing Geraltâs hand away, some of the familiar snark returning to his voice, âwe both know thatâs not going to happen.â He leans forward, brushing his lips against Geraltâs. âJust tell me their names and Iâll take care of them for you.â
Geralt sighs, leaning backwards, away from Jaskier. âYou canât just kill everyone who gets in my way, dear. Itâll be suspicious and itâs just gonna land me in more trouble when the next person finds out.â
Jaskier grins at him, hands lightly tugging at the small hairs at the nape of the guardâs neck. âYou called me âdearâ.â
Geralt freezes for a second, as he realizes that he did indeed just call Jaskier âdearâ. He shrugs, hands tightening around the younger manâs waist. âYou donât like it?â
Jaskier laughs, leaning forward, kissing him deeply. âI love it.â He looks at Geralt sternly. âStill, Iâm gonna need their names.â
Geralt smiles, kissing the tip of the young manâs nose. âAnd Iâm not gonna tell you.â
âYoull end up in jail if you donât.â
âIâll probably end up in jail anyways if I do.â He sighs. âWhy are you so opposed to me being punished for my crimes?â
Jaskier frowns at him. âBecause you didnât do anything wrong. And besides,â he pouts, âIâll miss you.â
Geralt smiles again. âWe both know I did plenty wrong. I let you seduce me.â He leans forward, their noses brushes, smiling lazily. âTwice.â
âThrice, if you count that time on the phone.â
âYouâre just proving my point more. And donât worry, Iâm sure youâll find someone else soon enough.â
Jaskier frowns, pulling back, hands on Geraltâs shoulder, blue eyes searching his face. âDo you think Iâd really move on so quickly? Do you really think so lowly of me?âÂ
Geralt blinks. âI- I just thought-â
âWhat? That I didnât mean it all those times I told you I love you?â
âNo, I- I just-â he sighs, not sure what to say. âThatâs not what I meant, dear.â He buries his face in the crook of Jaskierâs neck again. âIâm just saying that you shouldnât wait for me to get out of prison. Iâm not worth that.â
He hears Jaskier sigh. âSay it again.â
âWhat?â
âDear. I like it when you call me that. Do it again.â
Geralt chuckles, sucking a small hickey into Jaskierâs neck. âAnything for you, dear.â
âAnything?â
âAnything.â
The hand thatâs been stroking through his hair stills, tightening into a fist, Jaskierâs voice growing cold. âThen tell me their names.â
He clenches his jaw, not letting Jaskier pull his head back. âNo.â
Jaskier growls wordlessly, pushing Geralt back into the pillows, keeping his hand tightened in the silver hair. âTell me their names.â His blue eyes are cold, spitting shards of ice into Geraltâs skin.Â
âNo,â Geralt repeats, not budging a bit.Â
Jaskier snarls at him, strong, nimble fingers gripping his throat right underneath his jaw, tipping his head backwards. Geralt growls back, hands coming up to grasp at Jaskierâs forearms.
The young man bends forward, bringing his face close to Geraltâs, blue eyes shooting fire, features contorted in rage. âIâm not gonna let you go to jail, you hear me?â he hisses at Geralt. âTell. Me. Their. Names.â
âNo,â Geralt spits back. âI am going to jail, I am going to be punished for my crimes. Try and fucking stop me.â
Suddenly, Jaskier lets go of his throat, sitting back on his haunches, face relaxed and slightly amused. Geralt doesnât know where the sudden change came from, but it does scare him. Just a little.Â
âOh?â Jaskier asks, voice suddenly light and innocent, a drastic contrast with the rage he seemed to exude mere seconds ago. âSo you want to be punished for your crimes?â
Geralt narrows his eyes at him. âYes, thatâs what I just said.â
Jaskier smirks down at him, one hand softly taking Geraltâs wrist. âAlright, fine. Have it your way.â
Geralt frowns. âWhat-â
Before his mind can process it, Jaskierâs taken something from the nightstand, pushing Geraltâs wrist up. Something cold touches his skin, and before he can resist, Jaskierâs already taken his other arm, pushing it up as well, closing the handcuffs around his wrist.
The little shitâs chained him to the bedframe.
âJaskier,â he growls out through clenched teeth, tugging at the handcuffs, âget these off me right the fuck now.â
The young man laughs, bending forward, pressing a few small kisses under the line of his jaw. âYou said you wanted to be punished. So here I am, punishing you.â
Geralt frowns as Jaskier moves off him, standing next to the bed, taking his shirt off, revealing lean muscle and a surprising amount of hair. âThis isnât exactly a punishment. At least not enough.â
âOh, really?â Jaskier asks innocently, pushing his jeans and underwear off in one movement, kicking them off, and Geralt has to fight not to stare. âItâs okay, love, you can look,â he says innocently, as he straddles Geraltâs lap again. âBack to what I was saying,â Jaskier continues, bending to the side, opening the top drawer of the nightstand, âIâm sure this is plenty of punishment. After all, I know how much you hate not being in control.â
And Geralt does have to admit, heâs itching to be free of his bonds, to be able to be in charge of the situation. Jaskier smiles at him knowingly. âAnd trust me, love, Iâll make sure it feels like punishment enough, once Iâm done.â
The words and the growl in Jaskierâs voice sends shivers down Geraltâs spine. Finally, the young man finds what heâs looking for, slamming the drawer shut. âAh, there it is,â he mumbles.
Geralt frowns down at the bottle of lube thatâs tossed onto his stomach. âHow did you know-â the question sticks to his tongue as a realization dawns on him. He lets out a long-suffering sigh. âYou went through my shit while I was asleep, didnât you?â
Jaskier shrugs, his fingers trailing lightly over the muscles of his stomach. âI got bored. Not my fault youâre such a heavy sleeper.â He leans forward, kissing Geralt softly. âLast chance. Tell me their names.â
Geralt clenches his jaw again. âNo.â
Jaskier sighs, taking the bottle of lube. âThen you leave me no choice, love. Tell me, have you ever fucked a man before?â
Geralt frowns, but nods. âA few times, yes.â
âAnd tell me, love,â Jaskier leans forward again and Geralt hears the unmistakable sound of the bottle of lube being opened, smells a hint of pineapple as Jaskier pours some in his hand, âhave you ever been fucked by a man before?â
Geralt freezes, then blinks. âNo,â he whispers, and Jaskier grins widely.
âWell,â he whispers against the skin of Geraltâs jaw, his slick fingers reaching down, softly caressing Geraltâs balls, âIâm honoured to be your first.â He pauses for a second, the determination in his blue eyes subduing a bit. âUnless you donât want to, of course.â
Geralt hesitates, thinking for half a second. Of course, heâs a bit nervous, but those few times heâs been with a man had always left him a bit curious, as to what it felt like to be filled, stretched open and fucked - though heâs never trusted someone enough to ask them to do it to him.
And, strangely enough, he trusts Jaskier.
âI want to,â he says, and the cockiness returns to Jaskierâs eyes, as Geralt plants a chaste kiss to his lips.
He gasps, arching his back off the bed a bit as Jaskierâs fingers slip inside the cleft of his ass, circling his rim.Â
âHmm.â Jaskier leans back a bit, blue eyes studying his face, as he softly pushes the tip of one finger into Geralt. âThis is going to be so much fun.â
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âYouâre a little much for meâ
A.N: So i disappeared for a month again and I honestly donât know what Iâm doing
Pairing: Lee Taeyong x female reader (Iâm sorry i literally couldnât avoid the pronouns) kinda Jaehyun but ???
Genre:Â ANGST kinda but idk if it should be called thatÂ
Warning: I know I said it was angst but really I just wrote words so itâs actaully very bad. Mentions of a dependant relation, smoking, but i didnât develop any of it properly. Not readproof but i needed to psot something tbh.
Plot: I honestly donât even know what the fuck i did here but Taeyong gives too much of himself for the girl he loves even when she wonât see. (None of this makes sense, actually, but pretend it made you sad somehow idk donât read this rly)
Tears fell from her cheeks as she walked back home. Her feet hurt inside her shoes, she purposely wore them to look better even though she regretted it as soon as she walked a mile. Clouds gattered threatening to rain when she less expected it. Her heart ached in a particular way, and for a moment she really thought she might die from sadness.Â
Around her, groups of people walked together, laughing and couples would pass her by holding hands. Her hands were shaking as she looked for a cigarette in her purse, and took the lighter out of her pocket. She promised herself she wouldnât smoke again, but that wouldnât be the first promise she had broken today. Her phone rang, a text message from someone that she wouldnât want to hurt by replying in a bad mood.Â
She felt dumb crying in the streets, grateful that she made everyone too uncomfortable to ask if everything was alright. The truth was that she wasnât, she felt her life was falling apart, piece by piece, knowing perfectly well all that she was doing wrong, yet unable to do something to fix it. She felt like she was spiraling down to hit rock bottom, and she was hoping that as soon as she did, sheâd have enough strenght to overcome what was going on.Â
Usually, she would call her boyfriend, but he was exactly the problem. Jaehyun was an amazing friend, beloved by her friends and family, a caring human and the best son to his parents, but he didnât know how to be an okay boyfriend. He wasnât a bad person, but he didnât know how to be good to her.Â
Heâd often excuse himself saying that settling down wasnât in his plans, but he tried for her, and he expected her to understand and forgive him when he screwd up because she was a lot to deal with, like today, when she found him kissing another lady, she felt her heart breaking when he saw her too and played the âI didnât mean you to see this and Iâm sorry for thatâ card that he had use too much before followed by âI canât handle you sometimes so itâs okay for me to do thisâ. She knew she loved him too much, she knew that he had hurted her too much this time, though.Â
âYou know what? I literally canât stand you this days, itâs not my fault youâre dependant, I donât even love you anymore, I just canât leave you because maybe youâll kill yourself and then Iâll be the bad guyâ
âYouâre already the bad guy, Jaehyunâ âIâm not, youâre overwhelming, youâre too much, I donât know how Iâve been dealing with your shit for so longâ Deffinitely not what youâd want to hear from your boyfriend of 3 years, but deep down she felt sorry for him, he was right, she was overwhelming, she was annoying and she was a little too much for anyone, even for herself, sometimes.Â
The phone rang again, you noticed it was a call and hesitantly picked it up.Â
âCan I see you tonight?â
âIâm not in the mood tonightâ
âPleaseâ he was pouting on the other side of the line âIâm outside alreadyâ
She ran as fast as she could, knowing that he never joked about being outside, not wanting him to be alone when it was about to pour, It was funny how much she cared about others too much, even when she wouldnât care about herself. At least she knew he cared about her too, he was the person he truted the most.Â
Taeyong could read her like a book, he knew every breath of hers meant something, he knew something was wrong just by the way she walked, even when she greeted him with a wide smile. And she knew that he could never hide anything from him, she knew he would always be there for her, so pretending that everything was fine was pointless, she broke down when they were infront of eachother, he gave her a hug and a kiss on the forehead. Her teardrops wetting his clothes enough to mistake them from the raindrops, that couldnât chose a more dramatic moment to fall. After a moment she was able to take her keys and they came into her cold apartment, the only thing that made that place be cozy, though, was her presence. âYou smell like cigs againâ He looked concerned, she quitted smoking some months ago, and they were both proude, it was sad that she went back to it again âDo you want to talk it out?â
âNot reallyâ she boiled some water for tea and brought cookies to him âIt was awful, it tastes like shit, I donât miss it at allâÂ
âIâm glad you donâtâ he hated to ask but he knew he had to âHow was your date?â
Her eyes watered immediately at the scene of him with someone else, and she didnât want to hear what Taeyong had to say about it.Â
âIt was alright, IÂ guessâ
âGoodâ
He felt awkward around her, no matter how cool he played it, he was weak for her smile, he couldât help his heart from beating too fast when she spoke, he knew how to hide it from her, but everyone else could notice the way he felt, even her boyfriend, which was the main reason that they hated eachother.Â
âCan we go to my room and cuddle?â Sometimes she left him speechless, for a long time he wondered if she knew and that was the reason that she gave him mixed signals, but he came to the realization that she was too nice to ever do that, she was just too friendly âOr whetever, honestly, I could use some sleepâ âI was planning on watching this movie I got recommended, but sureâ he followed her to her room, she crawled into the bed and patted next to her, when he layed next to her, he felt joyful and it took her a little to fall asleep. Taeyong felt complete next to her, he wanted to have her like that forever, and he wondered how many times Jaehyun had the chance to sleep with her before, bitter again because he knew heâd never have her.Â
It only took him five minutes to fall asleep too, only to be woken up by her phone ringing like crazy. She stood up and picked up too quickly when she read it was Jaehyun calling.Â
âIâm sorry, babe, I shouldnât have say that, you know I loove youâ
âI love you too, Jaeâ
âIâll pick you up tomorrow and make it up to you, how about that?âÂ
She knew, somehow, he was with someone else, she could feel it, she knew he meant nothing of what he was saying, but she decided to believe it anywayâ
âYouâre the best, Iâll see you tomorrowâ
Those words shouldnât have hurted Taeyong as much as they did, but it happened every time, sheâd be âover himâ and heâd think about confessing, and then Jaehyun would call her, because he was just as dependant as she was, he was too selfish to let her go, but not interested on her at all. Jaehyun liked to know heâd have her whenever he wanted to, without doing much to have her, he liked knowing someone needed him as much as she did, somehow.Â
Taeyong loved too hard, and he knew he was unable to move on, he knew heâd always love her, no matter how many times she made him feel like he was not enough. It was funny how he got hurted everytime but he came back for more, thatâs why he couldnât blame her for loving Jaehyun too much. He wondered if sheâd move on the day he would move on, too.Â
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A.N: I DONT KNOW HOW TO USE TUMBLR ON A COMPUTER HELP . Iâll edit whatever needs to be edited, I wasnt able to add the song but of course âLiabilityâ was playing while i was tying to write something-
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Fight Part II
Prompts: âdonât give me space. Thatâs the last thing I want from youâ, âI know I shouldnât be hereâ, âWhatâs this between us?â - Pinterest
Summary: Billy told you something that you didnât expect while you were suffering from concussion, so you ignored it until Billy started to ignore you. With the help of Robin and Max you realize you have something to tell him too, so you make the decision to talk to him and see where things go.
Warnings: A lot of angst and a bit of fighting maybe?
Words: 2194
Read Part One Here!
A/N: Okay so I have been working on this for a few weeks now. It has taken me so long thanks to both college and the fact that I had to restart it about five times because it didnât flow well or just didnât feel right. This is the first time I have done a part two of a fic I have written, and I am super happy with how it turned out. This has now been sitting in my rafts for well over a week and I have been meaning to post it! Hope you all enjoy! Feedback is greatly appreciated!
Edit: I had to repost this thanks to tumblr acting a bit weird but hopefully thi time it works out a little better!
It had been a week since the fight and things between you and Billy couldnât be any more awkward. Billy still brought you to and from school but there was never much of a conversation. The night of the party was a little blurry for you thanks to the concussion, but you could remember everything he had said to you. You still couldnât take it in, but you wanted to move on, but Billy was making that difficult for you.
It was a fresh week and you hoped that meant Billy would be back to himself. Like clockwork you hear his car come to life and you run downstairs shouting a goodbye to your parents. Before you even get into the car you can already tell Billy is still being awkward. He is sat bolt upright and refusing to even acknowledge you coming out of your house. You were sick of this and you were determined to say something.
When you get into the car you notice his black eye and split lip. You couldnât help but wince knowing the exact pain he was in.
âHeyâ Billy just nods driving down your street.
âReally? You are still being weird with me? Why are you so damn stubborn? Itâs like you are going out of your way to make me feel like its all my fault when you were the one to confess to me!â You raise your voice slightly not meaning to, but you can tell from the look on Billyâs face that it has an effect.
âFuck seriously Y/N? You know how hard this has been on me? First you beat up my fri3nds and then this shit. It takes two to have a conversation and last time I checked you didnât put much effort in either!â You recoiled back into the seat a little as Billy begins to shout at you. You can feel your eyes begin to sting and so you turn and look out the window watching Hawkins pass by you in a blur.
âMaybe if your friends werenât such dicks Billy, I wouldnât have to get into a fight with them. They arenât the ones who patch you up after every damn fight you get in are, they? They are all the type to peak in high school Billy and it looks like youâre going to be the sameâ Your voice cracks and luckily Billy pulls up outside school and you quickly get out before he can say anything else.
You walk towards the doors pulling them open as you hear Billy shouting after you. You run down the hall passing Steve and Robin who try to catch your attention before you go into the bathroom. You enter a cubicle and try to calm yourself down. You hear the bathroom door open and shut and the tap of shoes across the tiles.
âY/N? You okay?â Robin calls out through the bathroom. You reach out and unlock the door pulling it towards you and leaving the cubicle.
âYeah Iâm fine. I had another fight with Billy and I just needed to calm down a little sorry.â You walk over to the sink splashing cold water on your face as Robin sits up on the counter beside.
âAgain? I blame the sexual tension between you two!â
âRobin!â You were surprised she would even say such a thing.
âWhat? I always felt there was a little tension between you two and then I saw how he acted after the fight and I knew there was something going on there!â You nod knowing you had to tell her what he said to you. You check that all of the stalls are empty before saying anything.
âWell that night when he brought me home, he told me he liked me, and he has been really off with me and thatâs what we fought about today. I brought it up and he got a little angry and so did I and we both said things we regret. As per usualâŚâ You sit up beside Robin who has a massive smile plastered on her face.
âWow I knew it. This is pretty big Y/N! Please tell me you told him you like him back because if you didnât, I understand why he isnât talking to you!â You wince at what she says remembering the night.
âI was concussed I didnât know what I was saying!â You try to defend yourself, but you know Robin is right.
âShit youâre rightâŚI hate that youâre right. Can you ask Steve if he can give me a lift home?â
âI know Iâm right I wouldnât say it with full confidence if I didnât know I was right! Yes, he will give you a lift he has no choice!â The bell rings and Robin pulls you towards your first class.
All day you have done your best to avoid Billy. You knew you couldnât face him after everything you said. You knew what you said was wrong and would effect Billy because he already thought it was true. By last period you were ready to get home and collapse into bed and sleep for the rest of eternity, but you knew you had to apologise to Billy. Mo matter what it took.
By the time you got home both Steve and Robin had hyped you up to tell Billy that you do in fact like him a lot and that you regret everything you said. You wouldnât blame him if he hated you for everything you said but a small part of you hoped things would work out. As you walk into your house you are hit with smell of cookies. It almost as if your mom knew you were having a bad day.
âSomething smells goodâ You say as you push the door open to find the entirety of the Hargrove family sitting at your dinning table.
âY/N! I invited the Hargroveâs over for dinner. I was a little surprised that you hadnât come home with Billyâ You put on a fake smile hoping it will conceal everything going on.
âOh yeahâŚI had to stay behind and do some work with Robin for an English report so Steve said he would drop us both home. Actually, mom Iâm not feeling to great I think Iâll pass on dinner Iâm going to go and do my homeworkâ Your mom doesnât question anything and allows you up to your room.
You get changed into comfy clothes and get started on your homework. A little while later you hear a light knock on your door. You turn around to find Max standing at your door with a plate full of cookies.
âHey kiddo!â
âHeyâŚI guessed you might be a little hungry since your not actually sickâ Max sits down on your bed handing you the plate of cookies.
âHow did you know?â You ask taking a big bite out of the still warm cookies.
âBillyâs guilty faceâ You smile knowing the exact face she is talking about.
âFunny this time it isnât just his fault. I messed upâŚsaid a few things I shouldnât have and now I need to apologise and tell him something pretty bigâ You sigh savouring the taste of the cookie before swallowing.
âThat you like him?â You snap your head towards Max who has a big smile on her face.
âGod first Robin now youâŚI swear you two are literally sisters separated at birth. How did you know?â
âIntuition and the weird tension between you. Itâs very obviousâŚeven my mom has noticed itâ Max grabs a cookie and takes a huge bite out of it
âShitâŚIâŚIâm kind of surprised by that actually. I guess I should bite the built all things considering. Itâs not like I have much left to lose.â You finish your cookie and grab another one.
âExactly! I better see you getting in his damn car tomorrow morning and him smiling because Iâm sick of him being in this crap mood!â You nod knowing what you have to do now.
After awhile they all leave and its just you and your parents at home. You lay on your bed and think about what to do and how to tell Billy. You can hear the lull of the TV from downstairs as you take  in the noises around you. You hear the rain hit your window as you watch as it drips down hitting the frame.
Your parents go to bed early and you decide there is no time like the present. You get u and pull on a hoodie and some shoes. Thankfully you are on the ground floor so you can jump out of your window easily. You run across the road to Billyâs house. The rain getting heavier the nearer you get to the front of his house. You quietly walk around the side to his window. As you approach you can see his light is still on and as you get closer you can hear he is listening to Def Leppard. You stop outside his window and knock lightly catching his attention straight away. He looks up from whatever he is reading. You can see him visibly sigh as he gets up to open his window. You watch as he walks towards you. You cant help but feel the nerves build in the pit of your stomach. In one swift push Billyâs window is open.
âWhat do you want?â Billy whispers as you play with the sleeve of your hoodie.
âI know I shouldnât be here, but can we talk please?â You ask quietly hoping not to wake his family.
âWhy? So, you can insult me again? Donât think so Y/Nâ Billy goes to close the window, but you place both of your hands on the windowsill.
âIâm sorry okay! I didnât mean any of it and it was cruel of me to say those things because I know thatâs the opinion you have of yourself. It was such a shit thing for me to do and I regret it so much because I might lose you and I really cant imagine life without you. Iâm sorry about fighting with your friends, Iâm sorry for making you look after me, Iâm sorry for not telling you I love you and Iâm sorry for being such a shit person sometimesâ The rain is even heavier now as you continue to confess everything to Billy.
âShut up and get in hereâ Billy holds out his hand helping you into his bedroom. As soon as you are in his room, he drops your hand and walk towards his bed throwing himself onto it.
âThanksâ You mumble shifting from one foot to the other starting to feel uncomfortable.
âSo, you love me?â You look up from fiddling with your fingers to find Billy smirking at you.
âUhmmâŚyeah I did say that didnât Iâ You begin to pick at the skin on your finger as Billy stands up from his bed.
âAnd do you mean it?â Billy asks as he stops in front of you. You take a deep breath in before answering.
âI mean it, but I donât want to make things weird between usâ You say quietly
âI think itâs too late for that princessâ You both laugh as Billy tucks a strand of hair behind you ear.
âSo, what is this between us?â Billy takes youâre hand and leads you to edge of the bed sitting down together.
âI donât know Billy whatever it is I donât want to get hurtâ You say holding his hand in yours.
âYou know Iâm not likeâ He was right you knew he wasnât what the rumours made him out to be.
âBut if you need space, Iâm willing to give you it.â You hear Billyâs voice crack a little causing you to look up to find him looking away from you.
âDonât give me space. Thatâs the last thing I want from you Billy!â You place your hand on Billyâs chin and tilt his head towards you. You can see the thoughts racing through his head as he begins to process everything. You are unsure on where you go form here but you hope it will involve talking to each other again.
âIf you need space IâŚâ Without thinking Billy leans forward and kisses you. Youâre caught off guard and so when Billy realises you arenât kissing back, he begins to pull away. You wrap a hand around the back of his neck and pull him back towards you, lips smashing together. The passion between you two fills the room and the tension lifts as the kiss continues. Billy is the first to pull away to catch him breath. You struggle to open your eyes after the sheer bliss you had experienced from the kiss.
âI donât want space eitherâŚI guess we should go about this the proper way so Y/N will you go on a date with me?â You canât help but smile at Billyâs attempt at doing things traditionally.
âSureâ Billy pulls you in for a hug as Def Leppard continues to play in the background. And just like that everything is back to being normal.
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Thank you Alex, my fellow âI have a URL that no longer really fits the fandom Iâm in but Iâll be damned if I change it nowâ TOG AU conspirator, @meet-the-girl-who-can, for tagging me in this!
I enjoy âend-of-year reflectionâ a lot actually, but Iâve not really gotten round to it much in previous years, and so Iâm making the best of my planlessness this year. (Also itâs Theodor Fontaneâs birthday tomorrow, and I believe itâs what he would have wanted.)
Rules: Itâs time to love yourselves! Choose your 5 favorite works (fics, art, edits, etc.) youâve created this year and link them below to reflect on the amazing things youâve brought into the world in  2020. If you donât have five published works, thatâs fine! Include ideas/drafts/whatever you like that youâve worked on/thought about, and talk a little about them instead! Remember, this is all about self-love and positive enthusiasm, so fuck the rules if you need to. Have fun, and tag as many fellow creators as you like so they can share the love! <3
The Old Guard found me at a strange little time in my life. I lost my job earlier this year and decided to take it as a clean break, try to go back to university and take it from there. The Old Guard came out the day I got the acceptance letter from my uni, which was great â but also meant I would definitely be starting all over again, and find myself in a long-distance relationship after years of living with my partner. I guess what Iâm trying to say is, when I randomly saw the film on Netflix and pressed play, I was in a bit of a mental and emotional limbo from all the uncertainty suddenly going on in my life, and I latched onto the ideas of immortal love and the only true difference we can make is through acts of kindness like a baby koala to its mother. I wrote my first TOG fic a day later, and what a ride itâs been since.
Iâve read fics by and spoken to so many amazing people in the past couple of months, but I think theyâve all already been tagged (because Iâve been reading these posts like the morning paper) and so I will cop out of tagging on this one. (If you havenât been tagged and want to do this, feel free to use me as your tagger though â I mean it when I say I love reading these posts!)
5 - a slow landslide AND what i wouldnât gif
I canât pick between the two so Iâm including them both. This is probably surprising to anyone whoâs read both because they could not be more different if they tried, but thatâs exactly the problem â I like them equally, but for entirely different reasons. (I also wrote them really shortly after one another, and so itâs quite hard to disentangle them in my mind.) But because while I think I personally just want to read the same fic with the same topic from the same authors over and over, the fics I write sure are all over the place in tone, theme, setting and relationship tackled, and nothing has made me happier than seeing people read and enjoy both :)Â
4 - i am lost, in the robes of all this light
Writing Andromaquynh fic can be a bit demoralising if you also write Joe and Nicky â and I donât mean this as a dig at all, itâs just that that part of the fandom is smaller and so thereâs less people reading/commenting/leaving kudos â but I really like how soft this one got. My friend somewhat rightfully pointed out to me that itâs basically an atonement fic because I felt guilt for writing an absolute angstfest of a witchhunt retelling beforehand, but if you canât guilt trip yourself into writing fix-it fics, who can you guilt trip?
3 - and you smiled, because you knew.
This is the first thing I wrote in this fandom, and itâs a silly idea (five times Joe proposed and one time he didnât) executed with a degree of serious introspection Iâm not sure the trope is made for. Looking back, the narrative voice is off, the tense I used for flashbacks questionable, and the imagery quite literally all over the place, but it also has some of the best lines Iâve ever written and it introduced me to @avaniesque, who has taught me so! much! about history and been a wonderful beta whenever I forayed into historical settings with the guard, so I can and will not complain about it. (Sheâd tell me to shorten that sentence, too.)
2 - we that are true lovers run into strange capers
Okay so. For my brain, writing this fic was a little like going to my favourite fast food restaurant every day for a month. It was a strangely addictive endeavour, occupying most of my waking thoughts and causing my Spotify Wrapped to look like a fever dream, but it was also the most fun Iâve had writing anything, ever. By all rights, it should have been a hot mess, (I guess it kind of is, but by the time I noticed it seamlessly transitioned from rom-com to corporate heist it was too late) but thatâs the way of self-indulgent fic! I still read the comments on this fic when I have a bad day, because everything about it is my happy place.
1 - not sleepy enough to give it up
I was tempted to put this here just because itâs the last thing Iâve written, and the last thing Iâve written is always the momentary best thing Iâve written. But more than that, I think this is the first time I managed to actually write the fic I intended to write; a fic that, reading it, feels exactly the way I imagined it would in my head. I donât usually reread my own work, but Iâve reread this one a couple of times for non-editing purposes, and I still love it.
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Just the Way You Are | Peter Mendes
Peter gets even more insecure about his feelings towards you, that you donât even know about (Best Friends to Lovers).
* Hi! This is my first work ever on this site, so Iâd love if you guys could give me some feedback or whatever, it would mean the world to me!
*Word count: 4.7k
*Warnings: mentions of sex, drinking, cursing, adorable Peter, and I guess thatâs it!
*Posted: December 2nd, 2019.
                            -*-
âY/N?â Peter asked breathlessly answering his phone.
âAre you okay?â She asked with her voice a little weird.
âYeah, I was just editing some photos, really focused and only noticed my phone was ringing when it fell of my nightstand, so I had to run or youâd have reached voicemailâ
âSorry, I didnât even think to text you to see if youâre awake or with someone, or studyingâ
âItâs okay, so, why are you calling me on a Wednesday at one a.m.?â
âI just got home from that trip I told you I was going with Jake...â
âOh, great, how was it?â Peter sighed closing his eyes and rubbing his temple with his free hand, already hating himself for asking.
âIt suckedâ She said pacing around her room.
âReally? Why?â
âHe was extremely selfish and rude with everyone, I just wanted to leave as fast as I couldâ
âWas he rude to you?â
âNo, just annoyingâ
âThatâs a little less fucked up, isnât it?â
âDunno, donât care, I dumped himâ She said shrugging and laying in her bad, starring at a picture of her and Peter hugging and smiling, with Shawn and Raul kneeled in front of them with the funniest expressions.
âYou did what?â
âI ended whatever we hadâ
âWhy?!â
âYou didnât seem to like him that much to care about the reason why I dumped him, I thought that youâd be thrilledâ
âI didnât, I hated him, itâs just, I... how are you dealing with it? I thought you actually liked him and stuffâ
âHe was... fine I guess, itâs not like he was the love of my lifeâ
âDonât you miss him?â
âI was with him like, two hours agoâ
âYou know what I meantâ
âI know, Iâm sorry... itâs just... is it bad that I donât? Like, at all?â
âOf course not, just means that you did the right thing, angel... it wasnât meant to beâ
âGod, I just wish I could hug you and squeezing you right nowâ
âItâs late, angel, you should sleepâ
âI know, Iâm sorry, what are you guys doing this weekend?â
âNothing, just going to Shawnâs place, heâs getting back tomorrow nightâ
âOh, thatâs niceâ
âDo you want to join us?â
âAre you sure?â
âOf course! They love you as much as I do, and we miss youâÂ
âOkay, then count me in, are you sleeping there?â
âNo, Iâm coming back home with Raulâ
âOkay, can you give me a ride?â
âDo you want to sleep here?â
âAt your house?â
âYeah, thatâs dumb, sorry, sure, Iâll give you a rideâ
âNo, itâs not, Iâd love to crash thereâ
âGreat, angel, see you Saturday then?â Peter asked trying to confirm that he wasnât going completely nuts with a smile that was already hurting her cheeks.
âYeah! That will be perfect! Thank you so much, Peter, I love youâ
âI love you too, goodnight, angelâ
And just like that, they both went to bed with the most idiot smiles plastered on their faces.
                            -*-
When Saturday arrived, Peter went to the gym to try to spend as much energy as he could, seeing her after a month is literally almost killing him. Theyâve been friends since they wore diapers, the four of them to be precise. But sheâs always been closer to him. He had a crush on her since he was seventeen and he hid that like it was the worst thing that had ever happened in his life. Shawn and Raul only found out last year, on Shawnâs twenty first birthday, where they saw Peter drinking more than usual because she was making out with her boyfriend at the time.
What Peter didnât know was that she started falling for him when theyâre fifteen.Â
Y/N couldnât stop thinking about seeing the triplets, especially because theyâve never been so many days apart, except for Shawn that was touring the world. But spending the last month and a half away from her best friends, specially Peter, was actually bothering her. She spent the rest of the days until Saturday counting the hours to see them. She simply couldnât wait to hug and annoy the heâll out of them.Â
So now sheâs sitting in her bed, staring at her closet, trying to figure out what to wear. A nice outfit would be good to say âIâm single but Iâm so fine with my selfâ or âhi, missed you, Iâm too intimate with you to care about how I look and I want to be comfortableâ. In the end, she ended up opting for a tight tank top, some cute sweatpants and a pair of her favorite sneakers. Her hair was naturally wavy and face bare of makeup, except for mascara and lip balm.Â
She grabbed her backpack with her toiletries and a few clothes to change later and headed out the building, deciding to walk to Peterâs place instead of driving, it was only a few blocks away and it was still day. She left early anyway, so since walking would take longer, she opted for that to donât be early, since he told her to go there around seven.
Well, she was too eager and ended up early anyways. She was in the front of the building deciding if she should go upstairs or if she should wait twenty minutes til seven. When she was almost giving up and heading for the coffee on the corner, she felt someone wrapping their arms around her torso from behind and she completely froze, relaxing a bit when she heard his laugh.
âHey, baby!âÂ
âRaul!â She said turning around and hugging him as tight as possible.
âWhat are you doing down here?â
âI got here too early, didnât know if I was supposed to just go upstairs or waitâ
âOh, thatâs bullshit, you know you can come in anytime, you even got the keyâ
âYeah, whateverâ
âLetâs go?â
âSureâ I said letting go of him but he never let me, so he kept his arm around my shoulders.
âPeteâs dying to see youâ
âReally?â She said lightly chuckling.
âYeah, heâs been driving me nutsâ
âOh, come on, heâs sweetâ
âOf course youâd say that, you love him!â
âHey! I really appreciate him as a friendâ
âUh sure, so youâre just gonna lie and say you donât have a crush on my brotherâ
âFuck you, Raulâ I said pushing his shoulder playfully and he full on laughed getting out of the elevator.
âIâll be right backâ Raul said in the moment we stepped into his place and disappeared on the hallway to his bedroom.
I wandered around the place, seeing new pictures hanging on the wall and admiring every little detail in every single one of them, knowing that Peter probably took it and spent hours editing. Just when I grabbed on that was me and only me I heard his voice.
âRaul, who were you taking to?â Peter asked and I turned around, placing the picture on the couch and pretty much throwing myself at him, wrapping him in the tightest hug I could possibly give âhey, angelâ he said surprised as heck, wrapping his arms around me just as tightly and kissing my hair multiple time, taking me off the ground.
âHey, Peteâ I said nuzzling my face on his neck, wrapping my legs around his waist.
âYouâre earlyâ he said chuckling.
âIâm sorryâ
âDonât be, Iâm glad youâre hereâ he said kissing my temple.
âGod, I missed you so muchâ
âI missed you too, sweetheartâ
âNot as much as I didâ
âI doubt thatâ Raul said coming from behind Peter âdude, put on some clothes at leastâ
Thatâs when she noticed that his skin was not completely dry, his hair was damp and he only had a towel wrapped around his waist. Y/N quickly let go of him and walked backwards, feeling her cheeks burn, and she was able to see Peters whole body tint pink.Â
âShit, Iâm so sorry, Y/Nâ
âNo, itâs okay, Pete, I donât mind, go change, Iâll be hereâ
âIâm sorryâ he said going back to his room.
âDamn, I didnât know you were that crazy about himâ
âOh, fuck off, Raulâ I said rolling my eyes âI didnât even noticed that he was partially nakedâ
âOh, but you liked the view, he is working out a lot more than he used toâ
âI noticed that, heâs bigger than youâ
âHe isâ
âWhat happened?â
âHeâs just interested in getting built or somethingâ
âWhy?â
âMaybe a girl, I donât knowâ
âIs he seeing someone?!â
âDonât know, he doesnât really talk about it in detailsâ
âOhâ
âHey, what are you guys talking about?â
âNothing reallyâ Raul said shrugging âwhen are going to go to Shawnâs?â
âI donât know, is he home yet?â
âProbably, Iâm just gonna call him to checkâ Peter said texting him âhe said we can go now, he just asked us to go to the market first, to grab somethingsâ
âFine, lemme just grab my jacket, okay?â Raul asked going back to his room.
âSureâ
âDo you want to leave you things on the guest room?â
âGuest room?â
âYeah, we have one nowâ
âNiceâ
âYeah, so... do you want to leave your things there?â
âMhmâ She mumbled and following to the room he pointed, dropping her stuff on the bed.Â
âCome on, losers, letâs grab Shawnâs list and head to his houseâ Raul called from the front door.
âOh, shut up, doucheâ She said rolling her eyes and trying to suppress a laugh.
Peter chuckled and offered his hand for her to grab, and she happily did it.Â
                            -*-
They grabbed a lot of snacks and Shawnâs requests which were always the same since he was away for too long and had nothing on his fridge. We went straight to his condo after the little market stop by and Peter parked at his spot in his brotherâs garage. When they got in the elevator she was practically bouncing of excitement to finally see Shawn, Raul couldnât stop himself from laughing and Peter was constantly grinning at her.Â
âGo, just get in and hug himâ Raul said patting her back.
She quickly did what he said when the elevator doors opened and barged into his house.
âHey, gu... Y/N?â Shawn sounded extremely surprised, but quickly ran to her and hugged her as tight as possible.
âHey, rockstarâ
âI canât believe youâre here!â
âNo one told you I was coming?â
âNo! God I missed you!â Shawn said spinning her around making her laugh.
âSurprise!â Raul announced getting in with the bags ânot saying hello to your big bro?â
âHey, I had lunch with you guys yesterday, I donât see her in ages!â
âWhat are the plans for today?â Peter said placing everything in place in Shawnâs kitchen, Y/N running there to help him.
âI thought we could watch something, talk, have a few drinks and maybe play some games, for old times sakeâ
âCount me inâ Raul said.
âIâm cool with itâ She said placing a hand on Peterâs shoulder.
âSo am Iâ
âCool, Iâm ordering pizzaâ Shawn announced.
âMe and Pete are getting the kitchen organizedâ
âIâm getting the living room readyâ
                            -*-
After they ate three whole pizzas, a movie in and a few beers down, except for Peter whoâs going to drive back, they started debating which movie they should watch next. Shawn was sitting with his feet on the central table, Raul was lying on the floor. Y/N and Peter were on the same side of the âLâ shaped couch, she was with a pillow on her lap and her legs on top of Peterâs lap, which he was gently caressing, but never going to far high, always the sweetest.Â
âJust put on something random and letâs talkâ
âLike what?â
âI donât know, Raul, Friends maybeâ she said shrugging.
âFineâ
âSo, Shawn, how was tour?â
âAmazing, the last leg was fantastic, everything was great, the crowd was fantasticâÂ
âThatâs so nice, Iâm so fucking proud of youâ She said smiling and Shawn.
âThank you, honey, what about you?â
âMe?â
âHow was that trip?â
âShitty, dumped himâ
âWhy?â
âHe didnât deserve herâ Peter mumbled.
âWhat?â Raul asked turning around to face us.
âHe was not enough, he was rude and didnât treat her the way she deservedâ
âIf you say so...â Shawn said shrugging.
âPeterâs actually right, he was just... whateverâ
âYouâre fine?â
âCouldnât be betterâ she said lying her head on Peterâs shoulder.
âThatâs greatâÂ
âYou know what we should do?â
âWhat, Raul?â Peter asked rolling his eyes at his brother.
âPlay some sort of truth or dareâ
âOh noâ Y/N said chuckling.
âWhat do you me by âsome sort ofâ?â
âWe can just ask questions, like, spin something and ask something, if the person doesnât want to answer, the person needs to do a dareâ
âOkay, that seems innocent enoughâ Shawn said chuckling.
âGuys, are we twelve or something?â Peter asked playing with his fingers, clearly nervous.Â
âWhy? Scared?â
âFuck off, Raulâ.
âAre you in?â
âYeah, whateverâ Peter said sighing and she grabbed his hand.
âWe donât have to if you donât want itâ
âNo, itâs okay, angel, Iâll do itâ Peter said kissing my knuckles.
âFine, everybody on the floor!â Raul said downing his beer bottle and everybody settled down on the fluffy rug.
âOkay, Iâm spinningâ Shawn said grabbing the bottle from Raulâs hand and spinning it, the edge pointing to me.
âOkay, youâre gonna ask a question and the three of us are going to answer, if we choose not to, we have to do something, you can propose a dareâ
âCool, who was your worst kiss?â
âJust like that, huh?â Raul asked grinning at her.
âSure!â
âMine was with that nurse I dated for two weeksâ Raul said.
âFive days, Raul, mine was my exâ
âBut you guys were together for a few months, Pete!â
âI know, I liked her, we just didnât fitâ
âWell, mine was my first, awful experienceâ
âOkay, great, Iâm spinning now?â
âYep!â
So she did and it was Shawnâs turn.
âWhat was the worst thing youâve ever done in school?â
âUuuh, thatâs easy, I purposely blowed up the chemistry class so I could go home early to watch a game without ditchingâ
âI thought you were going to say you burned someoneâ
âHey, Y/N, Iâm not that badâ
âWhatever, Raul, the worst thing Iâve ever done? Oh, I went on a date with that substitute teacher and the next day we made out on the library, and then I never saw him again, Mr. Harrison was backâ
âI canât believe it! You were like seventeen!â Shawn sounded extremely shocked.
âHe was twenty something at the time, not so old, okay? What about you, Pete?â
âMe? I... o helped someone cheat on a test or somethingâ
âReally? I didnât think you did thatâ Raul said with his brow arched.
âWell, it was a one time thingâ
âThat makes a little more senseâ Shawn said spinning.
âPeter!â
âHmm... when was the last time you guys actually liked someone, as in, really like?â
âLast yearâ
âTwo years agoâ
âWhat about you, angel?â
âMe? I donât, maybe now?â
âNow?!â
âThatâs another question, Peterâ She said chuckling, making him blush.
âYeah, right, sorryâ he said spinning the bottle.
âFinally! Okay, where was the craziest place you guys did it? And Iâd say something like Eiffel Tower Iâll literally murder you, Shawnâ Raul said making all of them laugh.
âThe jetâ Shawn said shrugging.
âOn the hood of my exâs carâ
âHoly crap, really? Where?â
âAnd the end of a cliff we used to hang out at, it was always very emptyâ she said playing with the throw pillow on her lap.
âThatâs niceâ Raul said smirking.
âFuck offâ
âAnd you, Peter?â Shawn asked.
âThe end of the bed, I guessâ he said lowly and sighing, feeling a hand being placed on his thigh, seeing her fingers lightly caressing the area.Â
âWhy donât we play a little bit of Mario kart?â
âWhy? This is nice!â Raul said crossing his arms.
âWhat? Are you afraid to loose for a little girl?â
âNever, letâs play, baby!â
âFine, will go find the remotes, come help me, Raulâ Shawn said getting up.
âWhy me?â
âBecause youâre a looserâ
âFuck youâ he said getting up and pushing Shawn into the hallway.
âThanksâ Peter mumbled under his breath.
âFor what?â
âFor getting me out of that situationâ he almost whispered.
âHey, of course, you donât have to thank me, Pete, Iâll always have your backâ she said grabbing his hand.
âThank youâ he said kissing the back of her hand âcan I ask you something?â
âSure, shootâ
âWho do you like?â
âWeâre not playing the game anymoreâ
âI know, I just thought that there were no secrets between us, Angelâ
âThere arenât, itâs just that itâs nothing serious, he doesnât even know yet, and I donât know if I want this to become a thing so yeah, anyway, Iâm sorry, I promise I will tell you if I change my mind about himâ
âOkayâ he said kissing her forehead and she smiled at him.
âFound them!â Shawn said coming back to the room.
âGreatâ She said getting up and sitting on the couch âready to loose, Raul?â
âIâm not loosingâ
âYeah, you areâ Peter said climbing on the couch as well.
And so they spent their night like that, between teasing, laughing, eating junk food and just spending some precious time together, which has become more rare with their schedules. Around two in the morning Peter decide itâs time to get back home and leave Shawn to rest, so the three of them go back to the boysâ apartment. Raul went straight to his room, not before kissing the top of your head goodnight, and probably fell asleep pretty quickly.
Peter did the same thing, but went to the guest room with her to wish her goodnight and kiss her forehead one more time, before going back to his room. She couldnât sleep well that night, feeling a little weird towards Peter, he got all weird after the game and wouldnât talk to her. But what she didnât know, is that he couldnât either. He spent the whole night rolling on his bed, thinking how pathetic he was and how she would never fall for him if he was still like that.Â
                            -*-
One week. Thatâs how long Peterâs been acting weird. He suddenly attended parties in the middle of the week, wasnât wearing his glasses, and had a date every single night, but still trying to make time for Y/N by meeting her for lunch. Raul noticed the difference as well and actually asked him what was that all about, but he only got a âthereâs nothing different, I just never told you guys about itâ as an answer and that only triggered Y/N more. Since when was he lying to her?!
On the next weekend she went to the boyâs house without texting any of them. Itâs not something that she had ever done before, but still, it felt weird. So there she was, in front of their apartment door, considering knocking or just barging in. So she just grabbed her key and got in, not seeing any sign of the guys there. She made herself at home, dropping her bag at the couch and went straight to Peterâs room, not finding him there. So Y/N just sat at his bed and waited until he got home, but she ended up falling asleep.
When Peter got home, after going out with another girl just to impress her or forget her, whatever happened first, he could swear his heart melted. She was sprawled on his bed, cuddling the hoodie he left there and curled into herself. He quickly grabbed a blanket and placed over her, leaving his things on his room and heading for the kitchen to make them both something to eat. Deciding to ditch the party he didnât even wanted to go to be with her.
âHey?â Her voice sounded soft from behind him.
Peter turned around to see her actually wearing his hoodie and with her hair in a messy bun.Â
âHey, youâre upâ
âYeah, I didnât even know I fell asleep, sorryâ
âHey, itâs okay, you know I love having you here, everythingâs okay?â
âWith me? Yes, what are you doing?â
âPasta, for us, Raulâs at the hospital and heâs not coming back todayâ
âOh, sorry to bother your Saturdayâs plansâ
âItâs okay, youâll always come first, so, what brought you here?â
âYouâ
âMe?â
âYeah, you, Peter, we need to talk, can we?â
âOf course, just let me do something about dinnerâ he said tiding up the kitchen âwanna sit on the couch?â
âOkayâ she said turning around and sitting there with her legs crossed, he sat on the same couch, turning to face her.
âWhatâs wrong, angel?â
âYou are all wrongâ
âMe?! Whatâs wrong with me?â
âWhatâs wrong with you? In one day you changed completely, started partying on week days, having several dates in 24 hours, ditching classes, not wearing your glasses, you even got your ears piercedâ
âThatâs me!â
âThatâs not you! And really, if thatâs what you want to be, fine, I donât care, I love you, but everything happened so fast and I never thought you would be someone like thisâ
âLike what? Actually nice? Actually interesting? Someone girls would want?â
âNo!â
âNo what? Whatâs wrong with me being lime this? Iâm not boring old nerd, Iâm actually someone desired and cool, canât you see it?â
âSee what?â
âThat like this Iâm not invisible anymore, people actually want to be around me, they see me the same way people see Shawn and Raul, Iâm not there shadow anymoreâ
âPete...â
âNo, Y/N, thatâs the first time you actually noticed me? Even my best friend didnât see me, Shawn is the popstar, Raul is the bad boy with a golden heart, and me? Well, I know how to use a camera and canât say ânoâ to anyone, wow, the best tripletâ
âPet...â
âPeople would only talk to me to get to one of them, maybe even Aaliyahâ
âP...â
âAnd to add to the whole equation, Iâm not enough for you. Iâm not cool enough, Iâm not hot enough, Iâm not the kind of guy the would be brave enough to have sex with you on the hood of my car in the middle of nowhere, Iâm not the guy that parties all night and wear cool clothes, or has a bunch of tattoos and lots of ex girlfriends, or am the best kisser, or the most talented or...â
âPeter, shut up!â She said watching the guy in front of her almost pull all of his hair out.
âIâm sorry, you donât need to hear this, Iâm just...â
âYouâre perfect!â
âIâm what?â
âYouâre perfect, Peterâ
âNo, Iâm...â
âHey hey hey, you talked too much already, lemme speak a little, okay?â She asked grabbing his hands while he nodded âyeah, youâre not the âcoolestâ triplet or whatever, but youâre equally talented and hot, you might not be a bad boy who would fuck me on the fucking top of the Eiffel Tower, or the one that would take me to hundreds of parties, or wear leather jackets, or date a bunch of peopleâ with that Peter lowered his head but she wouldnât have it, so she cupped his face with both hand, kneeling in front of him âbut youâre my Peter, the guy who would light up the whole place with candles and dance around the apartment with me, who would take me to an art exposition and tell me everything about the guys technique, who wears the coziest hoodies and the sweetest glasses, who dates only a few girls, but makes them feel like they are the only one in the world, youâre my person, Peter, youâre the guy Iâve fallen in love since I am fifteen years old and tried to forget all the time cause youâre my best friend and I didnât want to ruin it, okay? I love you, just the way you are, Pete, donât you dare change yourself to please somebody elseâ
âYou love me? Like that?â He asked with wide eyes.
âI love you, just like thatâ
âOh my God, are you for real?â
âOne hundred percentâ she said giggling and kissing the tip of his nose.
âI love you too, so so so muchâ he said placing his hands carefully on her sides.
âGood, now promise me one thingâ she said leaning forward.
âAnythingâ
âDonât ever lie to me again, if you feel insecure again, talk to me, okay? Iâll always love and support you, no matter whatâ she said mere inches way from his face.
âOkay, angel, I promiseâ
âGreat, now can I kiss you or not?â She asked with a smug grin on her face that was quickly erased by his lips colliding with hers in the sweetest kiss sheâs ever had.
Peter wrapped his arms around her waist and pulled her to him, making her fall on his lap, straddling his body. She ran her hand through his curls, tugging lightly making him groan slightly, and a little after that, she felt his tongue on her lower lip making her part her lips almost instantaneously, deepening the kiss.
They spent a while just lazily making out on the couch, curious hands discovering each otherâs bodies in ways theyâve never done before. After a while they parted just slightly, to recover the breaths and he rested his forehead on hers, panting a bit. They both had the most stupid smiles plastered on their faces.Â
âAngel?â
âHm?â
âDo you want to go on a date with me? Letâs say, tomorrow at lunch?â
âIâd love to... Pete?â
âYeah?â
âCan I sleep here tonight?â
âOf course you can!â
âBut like... with you? And maybe cuddle?â
âYes, yes you canâ
âOkayâ she said pecking his lips and getting up, receiving a whine from himâ
âWhere are you going?â
âIâm starving, I want the pasta you promised me!â
âFine, but then Iâm not letting you go, this still feels too much like a dream to meâ
âSeems fairâ she said chuckling and offering him her hand, which he gladly took.
âLet me finish our foodâ
And with that, he was back at cooking, bur eventually taking breaks to peck her lips softly. They ate in front of the tv, watching a random romcom and making fun of it. After that, they cleaned everything up and headed for his room, in which he changed into a pair of sweatpants and she took her jeans off, deciding to sleep only in his hoodie (and he wasn't complaining about it). They lied down together and immediately tangled themselves and started to talk about everything and anything until they fell asleep, which she did first, giving Peter some time to admire her and let the facts that happened that night sink in.
He never felt happier, and neither did she.
                             -*-
âWHAT THE FUCK?!â They both sat up extremely quickly to the sound of someone shouting at the end of the bed âwhy were you barely dressed on top of him?â Raul asked in a normal tone this time, but still sounding like he saw a three headed unicorn.
âWe got our shit together yesterday and I guess we are together nowâ She said simply, laying back on Peterâs bed.
âAre you two together for real?â
âYeah, Raul, now can you just leave? We went late to bed and Iâm tiredâ Peter said laying back and pulling Y/N to lay on his chest.
âOkay, okay, sorry, guess Iâll see you at lunch?â
âWeâre going out on a date, but maybe later, now leaveâ Peter said playing with Y/Nâs hair.
âI canât believe it, I have to call Shawnâ Raul said leaving the room.
âWell, I didnât want you to wake up like thatâ Peter mumbled kissing her forehead.
âItâs okay, waking up with you beside has always been the best, but now is even betterâÂ
âIâm sorryâ
âItâs okay, if we go back to sleep and wake up later we can pretend this never happenedâ
âThatâs an amazing idea, Angelâ Peter said kissing her hair softly and going back to playing with her hair.
âI love youâ she whispered lightly before going back to sleep.
âI love you too, Y/Nâ
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