#e:i still

[ace-net]

참아본다 - I Still

[hunterstorys5]

Meeting new friends part 2

*emerald and alex walk until the entrance of a forest" A:? Where did she go now? She said she would wait here?

E:about who are you talking?

*a Umbreon with purple rings jump on emerald. Emerald screams*

Umbreon:hi Alex, I see you have made a new friend who is shEEEEEE *A psychic force launch the Umbreon away.*

E:*trembling* who was t-that?

A:Wow. How you did that? Psych moves aren't supposed to work on dark types.

And that was my girlfriend, umbra.

E:I think I'm more powerful than even I know.

*Umbra walks back slowly*

U: Really powerful. Ouch *rubbing her back.* You throw me really hard

E:Sorry

U: It's ok. Like Alex said I'm umbra and you?

E: I'm emerald. Nice to meet you.

U:Same.

*They talk for a while. While umbra and Alex tell a bit about themselves. Emerald doesn't know what to talk of her without giving she isn't a espeon. They enter the forest. Passing by a lot of pokemon like Rattata, pichus, all of the starters less snivys and other little pokemons. On the way they pass by a cute zorua that gets curious about emerald. A zoroark catch the zorua and give a strange look to emerald and go away*

U:Bye Zack *with a smile*

E:that Zack gave me a strange look.

U: Don't worry. he is like that with anyone he doesn't know.

E:Ahn. Ok.

*They walk for a bit more. Until Alex and umbra stop*

Emerald:uh?

Umbra: shit. Emerald you can climb trees?

E:yes, why?

U:I explain later, now go up. *Umbra start to climb a tree and carry Alex too*

E:*a bit slow she reach a branch on side of Alex and umbra one. She looks down and see a black mass passing in the ground* What the fuck is that thing?

Alex:We don't have any idea. She appeared a few days ago. The ones that entered in contact with her started to feel weak. So we are trying to stay away.

E:I understand. Still that thing looks interesting. *Without noticing emerald start to float as the mass slither*

Umbra and Alex:What the fuck?

E:hmm:? *Notices she is floating* oops

Continue

Part 1:

[mikereads]

Au: Motorcycle debacle

R:Um I don’t know. Regina said reluctantly crossing her arms. I don’t think it’s such a good idea.

H:Oh come on please mom I promise I’ll be careful.

R:I know you will sweetie but you’re not the one I’m worried about it’s everyone else. I know you think it’s cool but this is dangerous.

E:I agree and I don’t want to dispute with your mother. She’s right and I’m with her.

R: Thank you Emma.

E: but she continues I do think it could have its perks. Of course if your serious?

H: I am he utters.

R;What! Would could possibly be good about it.

H:Explain our plan to her mom. Henry says to Emma.

E: Well it will teach him patience and endurance. It will show him hard work pays off and will be good practice before he gets his license.

R:He already has his permit so I can’t see any benefits to it. You know 93% of all motorcycle accidents end in fatal crashes and don’t get me started on the mortality rate.

E:Geez

R: I don’t mean to scare you but this is serious. So I’m sorry Henry if you think im overreacting and I’m sorry Miss. Swan if this doesn’t frighten you as much.

E: of course it does, I’m terrified Gina but I can’t control everything and this could be good for him besides at least hear my plan first.

R:Fine she replies shaking her head.

E: I was thinking we could get him lessons. At first he could start in parking lots with us but we could eventually get someone to help him.

R: Who exactly did you have in mind here. He’a a decent therapist but I hope you don’t mean Archie. Oh wait she says coming to realization you think your little boyfriend Hook could teach him. It makes perfect sense know as to why your so keen to this idea.

E:Actually no she replied I wasn’t even thinking of him. Hook isn’t a professional I wasn’t even going to ask him. I was thinking of Jefferson. I’ve seen him riding around town with his daughter. He could start teaching him but eventually he could go to Storybrookes DMV. Besides Hooks better steering a ship. I want Henry to learn the right way.

H: See mom we have this all figured out now all we need is you.

R: Oh so this is an ambush. Your hoping to guilt trip me into this?

E: No we came to you for your blessing. We would understand if you didn’t want to be in any part of this but we hope you will. We want to do this together as a family.

R:Family she repeats.

E:Yes with just the three of us. Of course with my mom and dad sometimes tagging along.

R:Alright she replies seeing the look on their faces. It doesn’t mean I like it I’m still hesitant but ok I’m in. Just remember I will pull the plug after the first ordeal.

E:That seems way more then fair, deal!

[jebentnietalleen]

Eliott and Idriss catching up. I:Lucas really loves you. E:I agree. But why are you so sure? I:Seriouosly? Sofiane and I have told you a 100x that your dubstep+dance moves suck and yet you still decided to show them off the first time you hang out together. Not only did Lucas not run away, but he watched you, listened to the whole thing and played a song called "ILY" for you right after. If that's not proof enough that he was gone for you from the very beginning, I don't know what is

This conversation 100% happened. 

[thetravelingwaxmusuem]

An interview with Echo.

The following is a record of an interview between ****** *********,Aka Tango,head of the Robotics Devision and ****** ****,aka Echo,a technician and robotics expert for Project [Redacted] since 2009.

November 17th,2012. 4:00 pm

T:Thank you for coming in on such short notice. Please,have a seat.

E:It’s no trouble at all. Uh…this isn’t abou-

T:Yes it is unfortunately about the incident from two months ago. I understand you had an encounter with two of our figures after hours,correct?

E:Yes,that is correct.

T:Alright. I would just to confirm some things,where the two individuals you interacted with EA1897 and MM1926?

E:Yes,it was them.

T:And I understand the pair of them were significantly damaged?

E:Yes,they were. EA1897 worse then MM1926,but they were both heavily damaged.

T:Can you describe the damages for me?

E:Yes. MM1926 had one of her legs torn off at the knee,and the other leg had significant damage to the thigh area. EA1897 had damage along her arms and chest area,as well as damage to her vocal synthesizer and some parts of her lower face and jaw.

T:I understand that you fixed them on your own?

E:Yes I did. I didn’t do it incorrectly did I?

T:No,they were checked over by November,they are both in full working order. Do you know how they were damaged?

E:No. They had some mud,grass stains and other natural components on them,and the damage seemed to line up with some kind of animal,but I don’t know how they got out of storage,or what could possible damage them so much.

T:Alright. We will be putting the Figures into full shut-down storage until further notice,but before we do so,do you feel that you have developed a level of trust with either of the figures?

E:I….don’t know? I just fixed them,we didn’t exchange much dialogue. In all fairness I was a bit scared to say anything.

T:Why’s that?

E:I mean it’s a bit irrational,but we’ve seen what they can do,we’ve ran plenty of tests,those synthetic muscles are no joke,one of those figures could tear a human apart within seconds.

T:And this fact scared you,even if EA1897 and MM1926 where completely non-violent towards you?

E:Yeah…kind of stupid of me to feel like that hit they did kind of burst into to workroom out of nowhere,I was on edge. Never worked on an activated figure either,it was like preforming open heart surgery on a completely awake person.

T:Mhm. Are you alright with this interview being recorded and documented?

E:Yes,absolutely,I have nothing to hide.

T:Good,we can proceed. Did you notice any unusual behaviour from either of the figures that may not line up with their usual behaviour when they were alive and organic?

E:They were both real quiet,ya know? Like they were in shock. I got the feeling that this was a last resort,that they didn’t really want to be near me. Although I don’t know if they tried to fix any of the damage before hand,I highly doubt it.

T:And why’s that?

E:Judging by the time periods they come from,the technology that makes up their current bodies would be too complex for them to understand properly.

T:Do you believe that a figure could learn to understand modern technology?

E:Absolutely yes,they are still human despite their bodies,they can learn just like the rest of us.

T:Mhm…And do you feel any level of guilt or sympathy for the Figures current situation?

E:Yes,I do. But I understand the importance of our work,and I will not let my feelings get in the way of my job.

T:I’m glad to hear that Echo. You have been with us for three years correct?

E:Correct.

T:You haven’t called in sick once,you are very dedicated. Well the Figures are in Full shut-down storage,you will be called in for wellness checks on the figures to insure that they are not damaged from being shut down fully for so long,as well as meeting to plan for the creations of new Figures. Can you manage that?

E:Yes,I can.

T:Excellent. Thank you again for coming in. Do you have any last minute questions before you are dismissed?

E:How long do you plan to put the Figures in full shut-down storage for?

T:Four years. We have sent out a notice stating that ‘Countess Bathory’s Traveling Wax Museum’ was vandalized and all the figures must be rebuilt. This will give us time to improve the figures,and help prevent their true nature from being found out prematurely.

E:I understand. Do you need anything else from me?

T:No,you are dismissed. Have a wonderful rest of your day Echo,it’s a pleasure working with you.

[culledtrolls]

1 4 11 17 32 40 42 for Sharil and Eldrid and A B for you. :D

I’ll do S and E for their responses.

What’s the maximum amount of time your character can sit still with nothing to do?

S:A long time, hours if she needs to. She is a model and is used to sitting there while make up is put on her, hair is done, clothing, etc

E: Complete opposite, with a single caveat of stargazing, they get antsy very quickly, often having something to fidget with if they are required to sit through something.

How easy is it to earn their trust?

S: Hmm pretty difficult, especially since she can be kind of catty, though she means well. If you put up with her judgmental side for a bit it’s easy to see that she actually is very nice and loyal. Just dont break it cuz she can kick your ass.

E: He probably really only trusts his quadrants, and even then he is more cautious than he lets on. The only non-quadrant he trusts with anything substantial would be Fleura.

How do they cope with confusion (seek clarification, pretend they understand, etc)?

S:They will ask someone to explain it to a certain point, but has no problems admitting they dont know something.

E:Same answer, though Eldrid will be a bit more Flippant about it.

Are they easily embarrassed?

S:Not even a little bit. They are used to people eye-banging her basically 24/7 so she has pretty much no shame.

E:I have yet to see anything that embarrasses the guy who wears space hoodies around

Do they have a go-to story in conversation? Or a joke?

S:Usually horror stories about the fashion industry, trolls going down in flames, lots of gossip.

E:War stories, mostly. Maybe some constellation myths if the troll doesnt want to talk about work or anything violent. He will gab on about most sciences, as well, but mostly Physics and Chemistry. Trust me, dont get him started.

How sensitive are they to their own flaws?

S:She owns the shit out of her flaws. She knows she’s a gossip and her judgmental attitude puts people off, but she accepts them and the people who do make it into her inner circle she is happier to have.

E: He knows his flaws very well and has a lot of failsafes and fall back plans based on them. He knows he’s a sucker for a pretty face, he knows he can be cocky, and always has those things in mind when faced with situations those parameters fall under.

How badly do they want to reach their end goal?

S: Hmm, she does have the drive to be a top fashion designer, but falls into the highblood rut of relying on their long lifespan, so she tends to get get distracted by other things and loses focus. She wants to have a good time as well as succeed, and isn’t the type to be up at 4PM drinking red eye coffee.

E:He’s reached his end goal, honestly. At this point he is holding on to it as hard as he can. It’ll take quite a bit to roust him from the life he’s chosen, much to the disappointment of his quadrants. He really wouldn’t have it any other way, though.

ME!

A) Why are you excited about this character?

S: Sharil I saw as a really nice foil to Eldrid when I saw her as an adopt. I had them be childhood friends and kismesis to kind of flesh out how they react to those quadrants. Eldrid keeps his preference for trolls some might consider a little bitchy(there are exceptions, but 9/10 is a theme), while Sharil came to know that she was asexual. I was excited to try and give that spectrum some representation as well.

E: Oh man Eldrid is my son. He started out as a trollsona, moved on to a troll used in a fan session, and evolved into something completely different. I definitely embraced a couple what some may consider OP augments for his character, but he was never meant to be very contentious anyway. Getting his own ship and crew, his own fancy custom hammer, more-than-moderate levels of charisma. Sometimes I worry I over-packed him but eh its fun so I don’t worry too much

B) What inspired you to create them?

S: Kind of similar questions, but I found her as an adopt and her character kind of grew from being Eldrid’s friend/foil, their personalities kind of mirror each other in certain respects.

E: Being a giant homestuck nerd who wanted a trollsona, basically lol

[damppieceofbread]

thoughts

I just need to get this of my chest.

So,moving to Australia has definitely been an eye-opening experience.You meet all sorts of people and have tons of new experiences.Tonight I’ll just talk about something that’s been on my mind a while.

Love.

This magical,serious four letter word.

What is it really?What does it mean?

You read about it,You watch shows and films about it.You hear from your friends about it.Is it really just a chemical reaction?My flatmates :

S:Everyone has their own definition of love,and I don’t have one.

E:I don’t know.

Guess it’s something super complex then.

I reconnected with my ex, D before i moved to Australia and remained friends. Until I made the decision to move on to another person,let’s call them R.

Don’t know whether it was the loneliness,after being single for 2 years and moving into a new environment but I fell hard.Being emotionally connected to someone is  scary,it’s a new level of understanding.But,do we confuse this with sexual attraction?

Does our blind faith in love strip us of our logic,our dignity,our sense of self-worth?How far are we willing to go for the person whom we perceived as who we are in love with?And why do we risk falling,even though the outcome is always the same?

Meeting R was like staring into a reflection,holding them was like holding them softest pillow that makes your head sink into it and snooze off peacefully.Gazing at them,how their eyes look at you with such wonder,framed by long lashes that made them look every bit as glorious as the night sky studded with countless stars.What hurts me the most is never being able to experience what it’s like to have them around.

When I first them,I told my friends,I don’t think this is going to go anywhere,but when it’s over it’s going to kill me. It did. I liked them way that cannot be explained.But it doesn’t matter anymore.Because they never felt the same for me,so here’s to my rebirth again. I hoped for the longest time,but they have been after several people this year,and each time I hear about it,my heart breaks.My heart breaks every time a guy lies to me,My heart breaks every time I invest more time and effort into someone in order to “save” them, and when they grow they leave,whereas i am left behind to build myself up,while trying to repair the damage they have inflicted upon me.I am grateful for the opportunities to have known them,and shared parts of their lives with my ex partners,but as narcissistic as it sounds,I’m starting to think no potential for romance is a worthy emotional investment.Because, who’s going to give you everything you want?Yourself,obviously.

So say it with me,

I am not okay with being your 2nd,3rd,4th,5th or more choice,

I am not okay with you thinking it’s okay to own me while fool around with other people.

I am not okay with you wasting my time.

I am not okay with you thinking you can do whatever you want with me.

I am not okay with you lying to me.

I am not okay with you abusing my trust and care.

I pride myself on being an independent girl,which is why i always fall for the boys who are too internally broken,who thinks it’s okay to play with my feelings as I try to fix them,love and support them. But I don’t know why I’m sick and tired of this role.I’m starting to become fixated with the idea of having a hero.Someone who does what I do for everybody else for me.It hits me at the most oddest hours.Sometimes I still feel T in my bed and hugging me while I prepare dinner,that’s when it hits me the hardest.I don’t enjoy being romantically involved with anyone,because I don’t trust people to have my back in that way,because in every relationship I’ve been in.I’m always the most giving.I’m trying to hold off commitment until I meet a person who is like me.In the mean time,I’ll focus on myself

So,welcome to Thoughts #1,where I will express my feelings in a healthier outlet.

[noroomforhateinmyheart]

Shit Cadets Say Week 1

C: One of my best friends last name is Love, I’d marry him just to divorce him and keep his last name.

K: Thats really Gay. * K: What really grinds my gears is that I can’t carry my gun at the college. * K: now that we are military you are always a terrorist target. Nowhere is safe. * E:I love those commercials when they peel off the family stickers after an accident. Like" lol you dont need that anymore" * N: if you put sunglasses on Hitler, he’s still Hitler *Dab*

[ace-net]

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