#dysphoria posting

[eldritch-loverboy]

“On dysphoria, on attraction to men, on noticing the details that make them so alluring, and on the acute awareness that you lack these things.” by Raphael D.

[loserdudelover]

Hear me out, a wikihow article for diy top surgery

[wirelessmousegirl]

they should make a me that has tits and a vagina

[bayfuzzball7050]

God cursed me with the body that no man would ever want and now I have to pay thousands of dollars on medicine that my mates produce for free

[worseperson]

Dysphoria fucking sucks, I'm just playing Guilty Gear with my brother why the fuck am I feeling the cold dread and fear of never truly being a woman can I please reschedule?

[femboy-jerma]

God gives his subbiest, yearning, autistic femboys the most masculine facial structures

[starcell00]

i wish i had a childhood.

like, i did have one, but i wish i was me when i had it. the me that i am, the me that i want to be and that i try to be every day, has only existed for about four years or so, and the period of time when society allowed me the ability to have a proper childhood was wasted on a person i was not.

and i fucking despise him, despite knowing that he didn't really do anything to deserve it, and despite knowing that he's me, even though i'm not him.

[junebugwriter]

Sometimes I think of the insane privilege it must be to be actually attractive. Sure my partner thinks I'm attractive, but I know what I look like. I know the faces I've gotten whenever I expressed attraction to the few people I worked up the courage to ask out. I know the look of disgust that flashes on their eyes, even when I presented as a masculine person. And I know, social media is designed to cook your brain, and I know, I shouldn't compare. But it's hard not to. Not when you're 300 pounds, 6 feet tall, and built like an actual linebacker. This isn't just dysphoria talkling. These are actual facts, and I'm not insane. I'm looking in the goddamn mirror, and I can't not think of how pathetic I look. I look like a woman, sure. But not one that anyone would ever actually think was attractive.

[shorebirdss]

Me: *not having worn a binder in a bit and feeling ok* You know- maybe im not trans

Depression: =D

[fancy-fangs]

I just want to wear dresses and feel pretty. I want to put on a cute outfit and feel cute. I want sundresses and short skirts and clothes that flatter my body but every time I do I want to rip myself to shreds

[emmie-time]

Hey gamers how do you combat dysphoria on a day to day, I am usually pretty good but I'm in a prize fight with my brain today and I'm 3 points down. Advice pertaining to the transfem experience is supper appreciated but any help would be great!

I guess either like comment your thing or use the tags cause like I could use all the cool tips I can get.

[wariowaretrans]

probably nothing about my childhood is so like insanely on-the-dot for a little kid who knew she was some kind of girl and didn't have the language for it than the fact that in my second grade school play they cast as me as the ugly duckling but ONLY for the part of the show where he's a gross duckling. they brought out a thinner more graceful kid for the swan parts. like if i wrote this in a trans coming of age YA book the reviews would say it was over the top

[swordofthesanguine]

i want to strap someone so bad im going insane. ive been so dysphoric lately and all i want is to pin someone down and fuck into them nice and deep while they whine and beg for me, tell me no one else makes them cum this hard while they clench down tight on my fake cock. want them to need it all the time, tell me how much better i am at it than any cis man theyve fucked. even if i cant feel it, itll have to be enough for now. i need it. i need something.

[lilithsbunnysideblog]

Tw: Dysphoria

I wish I could transition, not even hormones, just dress more feminine, grow out my hair and stuff. To just maybe pass somehow, I hate how masculine I look. I want to meet a nice person to be with who will accept me but how will it happen if I don't pass at all. I hate my face, my chest, my body, my hips, my thighs, my bone structure, voice, everything. I just wanna be happy and he myself. But I can't.

[worseperson]

Call me Salar de Uyuni the way I'm-

[loserdudelover]

waiting patiently for the day i can grow an eddy burback mustache