#dysfunctionalfamilysystem

[pokingholes-cptsdwarrior]

Please share so my fellow warriors can find me!! I truly can't believe that this has happened as I haven't done anything to violate community guidelines. 😪😠☹️😤 Please follow me here at my back up account as my main account has been deactivated. @cptsdwarrior_pokingholes 🌟Click the link in my bio to Subscribe to my YouTube channel, follow me on my other Social Media, and sign up to my email list on my Website/Blog so you can always find me. @cptsdwarrior_pokingholes Sharing my healing journey to help you feel less alone. Wanda aka CPTSD Warrior ❤️ #cptsd #complexptsd #complextrauma #cptsdwarrior #cptsdsurvivor #nocontact #smearcampaign #flyingmonkeys #dysfunctionalfamilysystem #toxicfamily #narcissisticfamily #narcissisticmother https://www.instagram.com/p/CmGRoUJutWC/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[pokingholes-cptsdwarrior]

Just like it says, I think my family/sister got my Instagram account disabled. Slide to watch an excerpt from the YouTube video I uploaded about this. Click the link in my bio to watch the full video. @cptsdwarrior_pokingholes Please follow me here at my back up account, which is now my main account. @cptsdwarrior_pokingholea #smearcampaign #narcissisticfamily #cptsd #dysfunctionalfamilysystem #toxicfamily #cptsdwarrior #nocontact #boundaries https://www.instagram.com/p/CmFzzpWrydv/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[pokingholes-cptsdwarrior]

Absolutely! That's what this journey of mine has always been about. Sharing authentically, exactly how I am, so other survivors will know that they are not alone. There's already plenty of other profiles out there that leave that part out. 👍 You're not alone!❤🦋 Photo & Caption below ⬇️ Reposted from @nate_postlethwait "Be patient with yourself. Be curious on what you need most going forward. Be kind, knowing you are experiencing a lot. Be compassionate when you see yourself triggered. ⁣ ⁣ And at all costs, pursue the healing path that is right for you and do so unapologetically….⁣" . . . . . Check out my healing journey on my YouTube channel and my blog. ✌❤🦋 ▶️ Link in bio @pokingholes_cptsdwarrior If you'd like to support what I do here you can make a one time donation, or buy me a cup of coffee.❤ ▶️ Link in bio @pokingholes_cptsdwarrior #authenticsharing #authenticity #triggered #toxicfamily #dysfunctionalfamilysystem #blacksheep #scapegoat #cptsd #cptsdrecovery #cptsdawareness #cptsdwarrior #cptsdsurvivor #complexPTSD #cptsdsupport #complexptsdawareness #complextrauma #DevelopmentalTrauma #childhoodtraumasurvivor #childhoodptsd #dissociation #depression #anxiety #socialanxiety #sharingmystory #myhealingjourney @pokingholes_cptsdwarrior https://www.instagram.com/p/CSLNtCJFKEF/?utm_medium=tumblr

[pokingholes-cptsdwarrior]

They will try to silence us. They will say we are crazy, out of control, living in the past, and the latest, I need to "grow up". We need to keep using our voices. It's sooo obvious it's working! I feel like the abusive types are noticing that they aren't getting away with as much of their shit like they used to, because we are out here talking about how they do it. I mean, you know how it seems like they all behave so similarly, like they've all been given the same play book? Haha! It's facking working!!! And they're so mad! 😆🖕 Grey rock always from now on. Block and delete. No supply for those *******. 😋😊✌❤🦋 Follow @pokingholes_cptsdwarrior for more Photo Credit: @yasminbrooke1 Check out my healing journey on my YouTube channel and my blog. ✌❤🦋 ▶️ Link in bio @pokingholes_cptsdwarrior #shareyourstory #silentnomore #toxicfamily #dysfunctionalfamilysystem #blacksheep #scapegoat #cptsd #cptsdrecovery #cptsdawareness #cptsdwarrior #cptsdsurvivor #complexPTSD #cptsdsupport #complexptsdawareness #complextrauma #DevelopmentalTrauma #childhoodtraumasurvivor #childhoodptsd #dissociation #depression #anxiety #socialanxiety #sharingmystory #myhealingjourney @pokingholes_cptsdwarrior https://www.instagram.com/p/CRnejn4MujQ/?utm_medium=tumblr

[pokingholes-cptsdwarrior]

This is such a great list to help us recognize when we may be struggling. 💚 Follow @pokingholes_cptsdwarrior for more Photo Credit: @realdepressionproject Check out my healing journey on my YouTube channel and my blog. ✌❤🦋 ▶️ Link in bio @pokingholes_cptsdwarrior If you'd like to support what I do here you can make a one time donation, or buy me a cup of coffee.☕❤ ▶️ Link in bio @pokingholes_cptsdwarrior #selfcare #toxicfamily #dysfunctionalfamilysystem #blacksheep #scapegoat #cptsd #cptsdrecovery #cptsdawareness #cptsdwarrior #cptsdsurvivor #complexPTSD #cptsdsupport #complexptsdawareness #complextrauma #DevelopmentalTrauma #childhoodtraumasurvivor #childhoodptsd #dissociation #depression #anxiety #socialanxiety #sharingmystory #myhealingjourney @pokingholes_cptsdwarrior https://www.instagram.com/p/CR-FwBPpMlO/?utm_medium=tumblr

[pokingholes-cptsdwarrior]

Our anger is there for a reason. I'm using the anger I feel to ask for what I need. Don't get me wrong. I'm not freaking out, or being rude, or hysterical. Quite the opposite. I'm noticing the anger, and instead of stuffing it down, I'm using it to ask for what I need because I'm worth it! ✊💥❤ You're worth it! ❤ Follow @pokingholes_cptsdwarrior for more Photo Credit: @mindmattersmhc (2nd slide) Check out my healing journey on my YouTube channel and my blog. ✌❤🦋 ▶️ Link in bio @pokingholes_cptsdwarrior If you'd like to support what I do here you can make a one time donation, or buy me a cup of coffee.❤ ▶️ Link in bio @pokingholes_cptsdwarrior #powerofanger #gabormate #toxicfamily #dysfunctionalfamilysystem #blacksheep #scapegoat #cptsd #cptsdrecovery #cptsdawareness #cptsdwarrior #cptsdsurvivor #complexPTSD #cptsdsupport #complexptsdawareness #complextrauma #DevelopmentalTrauma #childhoodtraumasurvivor #childhoodptsd #dissociation #depression #anxiety #socialanxiety #sharingmystory #myhealingjourney @pokingholes_cptsdwarrior https://www.instagram.com/p/CSNdv2VJ4cX/?utm_medium=tumblr

[pokingholes-cptsdwarrior]

This can happen in romantic relationships involving a narcissist, but it can also happen in family relationships with narcissistic family members. One day you can be one of the favored children, the next you are being scapegoated and demoted to an unlovable child. I know, because it happened to me in my narcissistic family. Continue reading on my blog by clicking the link in my bio @pokingholes_cptsdwarrior Or swipe up on my story/highlights for a direct link Follow @pokingholes_cptsdwarrior for more Check out my healing journey on my YouTube channel and my blog. ✌❤🦋 ▶️ Link in bio @pokingholes_cptsdwarrior If you'd like to support what I do here you can make a one time donation, or buy me a cup of coffee.❤ ▶️ Link in bio @pokingholes_cptsdwarrior #narcissisticmother #discard #devaluation #toxicfamily #dysfunctionalfamilysystem #blacksheep #scapegoat #cptsd #cptsdrecovery #cptsdawareness #cptsdwarrior #cptsdsurvivor #complexPTSD #cptsdsupport #complexptsdawareness #complextrauma #DevelopmentalTrauma #childhoodtraumasurvivor #childhoodptsd #dissociation #depression #anxiety #socialanxiety #sharingmystory #myhealingjourney https://www.instagram.com/p/CSL_LzHr1vy/?utm_medium=tumblr

[pokingholes-cptsdwarrior]

Follow @pokingholes_cptsdwarrior for more Photo Credit: unknown (please let me know if you know) Check out my healing journey on my YouTube channel and my blog. ✌❤🦋 ▶️ Link in bio @pokingholes_cptsdwarrior If you'd like to support what I do here you can make a one time donation, or buy me a cup of coffee.❤ ▶️ Link in bio @pokingholes_cptsdwarrior #toxicfamily #dysfunctionalfamilysystem #blacksheep #scapegoat #cptsd #cptsdrecovery #cptsdawareness #cptsdwarrior #cptsdsurvivor #complexPTSD #cptsdsupport #complexptsdawareness #complextrauma #DevelopmentalTrauma #childhoodtraumasurvivor #childhoodptsd #dissociation #depression #anxiety #socialanxiety #sharingmystory #myhealingjourney @pokingholes_cptsdwarrior https://www.instagram.com/p/CSILVpkhnuw/?utm_medium=tumblr

[pokingholes-cptsdwarrior]

Follow @pokingholes_cptsdwarrior for more Photo Credit: Beating Trauma with Elisabeth Corey (facebook) Check out my healing journey on my YouTube channel and my blog. ✌❤🦋 ▶️ Link in bio @pokingholes_cptsdwarrior If you'd like to support what I do here you can make a one time donation, or buy me a cup of coffee.❤ ▶️ Link in bio @pokingholes_cptsdwarrior #annelamont #tellyourstory #shareyourstory #toxicfamily #dysfunctionalfamilysystem #blacksheep #scapegoat #cptsd #cptsdrecovery #cptsdawareness #cptsdwarrior #cptsdsurvivor #complexPTSD #cptsdsupport #complexptsdawareness #complextrauma #DevelopmentalTrauma #childhoodtraumasurvivor #childhoodptsd #dissociation #depression #anxiety #socialanxiety #sharingmystory #myhealingjourney @pokingholes_cptsdwarrior https://www.instagram.com/p/CRlUcbbM82i/?utm_medium=tumblr

[pokingholes-cptsdwarrior]

I see you. I feel you. I am you. We got this. ❤✊ Follow @pokingholes_cptsdwarrior for more Photo Credit: unknown (please let me know) Check out my healing journey on my YouTube channel and my blog. ✌❤🦋 ▶️ Link in bio @pokingholes_cptsdwarrior #toxicfamily #dysfunctionalfamilysystem #blacksheep #scapegoat #cptsd #cptsdrecovery #cptsdawareness #cptsdwarrior #cptsdsurvivor #complexPTSD #cptsdsupport #complexptsdawareness #complextrauma #DevelopmentalTrauma #childhoodtraumasurvivor #childhoodptsd #dissociation #depression #anxiety #socialanxiety #sharingmystory #myhealingjourney @pokingholes_cptsdwarrior https://www.instagram.com/p/CRoEGwRs1zn/?utm_medium=tumblr

[pokingholes-cptsdwarrior]

Keep holding on. ❤

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Check out my healing journey on my YouTube channel and my blog. ✌❤🦋 ▶️ Link in bio @pokingholes_cptsdwarrior

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#toxicfamily #dysfunctionalfamilysystem #blacksheep #scapegoat #cptsd #cptsdrecovery #cptsdawareness #cptsdwarrior #cptsdsurvivor #complexPTSD #cptsdsupport #complexptsdawareness #complextrauma #DevelopmentalTrauma #childhoodtraumasurvivor #childhoodptsd #dissociation #depression #anxiety #socialanxiety #sharingmystory #myhealingjourney @pokingholes_cptsdwarrior

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[pokingholes-cptsdwarrior]

Letting babies cry it out causes complex ptsd. It is a form of needs neglect which causes dysreulation and a sense of mistrust with people, or a sense that the world is an unsafe place. Babies in their first year of life need to be held, but unfortunately some believe their needs outweigh their infants. Follow @pokingholes_cptsdwarrior for more Photo credit: crunchymama0128 on Facebook See the video on my YouTube channel called "The Link Between 'Crying it Out' and Complex PTSD. ▶️Link in bio @pokingholes (or swipe up in my stories/highlights for a direct link). Check out my healing journey on my YouTube channel and my blog. ✌❤🦋 ▶️ Link in bio @pokingholes_cptsdwarrior If you'd like to support what I do here you can make a one time donation, or buy me a cup of coffee.❤ ▶️ Link in bio @pokingholes_cptsdwarrior #cryingitout #cio #neglect #narcissisticmother #toxicfamily #dysfunctionalfamilysystem #blacksheep #scapegoat #cptsd #cptsdrecovery #cptsdawareness #cptsdwarrior #cptsdsurvivor #complexPTSD #cptsdsupport #complexptsdawareness #complextrauma #DevelopmentalTrauma #childhoodtraumasurvivor #childhoodptsd #dissociation #depression #anxiety #socialanxiety #sharingmystory #myhealingjourney @pokingholes_cptsdwarrior https://www.instagram.com/p/CRtAJMisUXg/?utm_medium=tumblr

[pokingholes-cptsdwarrior]

Before I began my healing journey, this was very true for me. Looking back at my relationships, and many of my friendships, especially my best friend of 30 years, super manipulative, toxic, and downright narcissistic. The chaos they brought to my life felt comfortable to me because it was what I grew up with thinking was normal. Was this true for you too? ▶️ Let me know in the comments. Follow @pokingholes_cptsdwarrior for more Check out my healing journey on my YouTube channel and my blog. ✌❤🦋 ▶️ Link in bio @pokingholes_cptsdwarrior If you'd like to support what I do here you can make a one time donation, or buy me a cup of coffee.❤ ▶️ Link in bio @pokingholes_cptsdwarrior #narcissisticabuse #narcissisticmother #narcissisticparent #toxicfamily #dysfunctionalfamilysystem #blacksheep #scapegoat #cptsd #cptsdrecovery #cptsdawareness #cptsdwarrior #cptsdsurvivor #complexPTSD #cptsdsupport #complexptsdawareness #complextrauma #DevelopmentalTrauma #childhoodtraumasurvivor #childhoodptsd #dissociation #depression #anxiety #socialanxiety #sharingmystory #myhealingjourney @pokingholes_cptsdwarrior https://www.instagram.com/p/CRp7iilserM/?utm_medium=tumblr

[pokingholes-cptsdwarrior]

Love this! Lovely, indeed! ✌❤ Follow @pokingholes_cptsdwarrior for more Photo Credit: @drdoylesays Check out my healing journey on my YouTube channel and my blog ✌❤🦋 ▶️ Link in bio @pokingholes_cptsdwarrior If you'd like to support what I do here you can make a one time donation, or buy me a cup of coffee.❤ ▶️ Link in bio @pokingholes_cptsdwarrior #toxicfamily #dysfunctionalfamilysystem #blacksheep #scapegoat #cptsd #cptsdrecovery #cptsdawareness #cptsdwarrior #cptsdsurvivor #complexPTSD #cptsdsupport #complexptsdawareness #complextrauma #DevelopmentalTrauma #childhoodtraumasurvivor #childhoodptsd #dissociation #depression #anxiety #socialanxiety #sharingmystory #myhealingjourney @pokingholes_cptsdwarrior https://www.instagram.com/p/CRfU6yis1af/?utm_medium=tumblr

[pokingholes-cptsdwarrior]

This is me. ✌❤🦋 Follow @pokingholes_cptsdwarrior for more Photo Credit: @tanyamarkul Check out my healing journey on my YouTube channel. ▶️ Link in bio @pokingholes_cptsdwarrior If you'd like to support what I do here you can make a one time donation, or buy me a cup of coffee.❤ ▶️ Link in bio @pokingholes_cptsdwarrior #toxicfamily #dysfunctionalfamilysystem #blacksheep #scapegoat #cptsd #cptsdrecovery #cptsdawareness #cptsdwarrior #cptsdsurvivor #complexPTSD #cptsdsupport #complexptsdawareness #complextrauma #DevelopmentalTrauma #childhoodtraumasurvivor #childhoodptsd #dissociation #depression #anxiety #socialanxiety #sharingmystory #myhealingjourney @pokingholes_cptsdwarrior https://www.instagram.com/p/CRdRB6lsjTn/?utm_medium=tumblr

[pokingholes-cptsdwarrior]

This made me think of all of you brave cptsd warriors out there. ❤ If only she could have more compassion. For herself. ❤🦋 Follow @pokingholes_cptsdwarrior for more Photo Credit: @jmstormquotes Check out my healing journey on my YouTube channel and my blog. ✌❤🦋 ▶️ Link in bio @pokingholes_cptsdwarrior If you'd like to support what I do here you can make a one time donation to buy me a cup of coffee, or subscribe monthly using the link in my bio. ▶️ Link in bio @pokingholes_cptsdwarrior #woundedhealer #narcissisticmother #toxicfamily #dysfunctionalfamilysystem #blacksheep #scapegoat #cptsd #cptsdrecovery #cptsdwarrior #cptsdsurvivor #complextrauma #DevelopmentalTrauma #dissociation #depression #anxiety #socialanxiety #sharingmystory #myhealingjourney @pokingholes_cptsdwarrior https://www.instagram.com/p/CSRM5nsqDus/?utm_medium=tumblr