#during a fucking bath????? | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

plain-and-simple-ninja · 1 year ago

Text

.

#personal #tw self harm #i write it mostly to myself so dont bother to read ok? I'm fine. i always am. i will be. don't reblog and don't talk to me about it-#it's almost 5 am and i am so tired. anyway................#it's the first time i did it in a few months? a year maybe?#it sounds like a progress lol #it wasn't as spontaneous as always #it was weirder #i was very methodical about choosing on which side the scars are paler #(it was the right side)#so i could choose where to put the fresh ones #and then i did #and it didn't work as '''good''' as always #because it was always.......sobering i think?#the pain always made me stop fucking wailing #and this time #idk if im calmer #i think im not #i stopped crying so hard but i still cant breathe #i don't even know WHY. why today?#i know the 3rd anniversary of her death is coming closer and closer (it's in 5 weeks) and i can't believe it's been 3 years already #and i STILL can't believe she's gone #i knew her for 15 years #she never EVER fainted #why did she chose such a moment to faint huh #during a fucking bath?????#why #i just feel like screaming this #screaming ''WHY'' so loud her soul in heaven would hear and fucking answer me #because i still don't get it-

0 notes

nightmarearian · 2 months ago

Text

live up your life as a wraith

half assed render of a line from Scylla that I kept imagining with naga Ody (as a proper monster, I mean. Like. Basically Ody as Scylla) that would nooooot get outta my head

idk how to draw boats :,)

also close up of Ody's face cause I like how i did the expression.

additional hc: Ody's iris are realllly light, being grey from Athena's blessing. They're basically 1.5 shades darker than the whites of his eyes, and only distinguishable in harsher/colored lighting, and the slight hazel glint of Hermes' bloodline. In contrast, Ctimene's iris are realllllly dark, near pure black (like dried blood, per being Ares' favoured). Both their eyes are quite piercing when directed at someone, especially with eye contact. Ctimene looks particularly threatening & serious, Odysseus looks quite unsettling.

42 notes · View notes

kaijuno · 3 months ago

Text

I feel like hmmmmm idk man I have some stuff to say about young people and alcohol culture and being bipolar and getting so fucking sucked into it that I was an alcoholic by my 21st birthday and no one gave a shit not even my parents

#don’t worry I got better #but first I got very very worse #like I probably should have died I had multiple organ failure #I saw a light during the night I had to have an ice bath #idk if I was hallucinating that or what #I mean don’t get me wrong I was mega fucking hallucinating #bad dts #bad seizures #bad bad bad #but I lived bitch!!!!!!

13 notes · View notes

evilkaeya · 1 year ago

Text

So what happened to Sigma

#Chuuya entering the pm safe house: man I'm BEAT I can't wait to take a bath-#Dazai: FUCK #Chuuya: WHAT #Dazai: WE FORGOT SIGMA #this is like parents accidentally leaving their child at home during vacation #OH #Home alone #bsd spoilers

102 notes · View notes

theha1rarch · 3 months ago

Text

as soon as the zyrtec & the aleve i just took kick in, i will be here besties <3

#( a pathological people pleaser // ooc )#( mobile )#(i ended up just getting too tired last night i’m feeling somewhat better today)#(it’s just these fucking sinuses/sinus headache - but hopefully these don’t take long to kick in)#(i hateee allergiesss - i wanna say i can’t wait till winter but then i’ll just get sick from everything that goes around during wintertime #(so tell me when do we win WHEN DO WE WIN 😭😭😭)#(might also go for a hot bath w the steam we’ll see)

2 notes · View notes

confinesofmy · 5 months ago

Text

my littlest cousin is very sick with some sort of upper respiratory for like the 20th time in his very short little life. 😢 it's so hard not to mentally backseat parent in a situation like this. at least his mom is always quick with the doctor's visits, that makes me feel better at least.

#it's hard not to judge #not that i ever say anything because what use would it do #but she's a nurse who doesn't mask at work #and he's been in daycare since he was like 3 months old #he had rsv before his eyes had the light of awareness in them #she is doing a good job with him in many ways! he's vaccinated and he gets all sorts of boosters and she's got tricks & tips for everything #like his eyes used to cross a lot when he was a newborn and she would hold her hand over his eyes for like 10 seconds to unstick em #and she was putting breastmilk in his baths to help his skin #and using barrier cream to prevent diaper rash like i honestly don't know that he has ever in his life had diaper rash #idk what to think. i don't have a baby specifically because of situations like this.#he needs to stop being around tons of other children during a pandemic #he also needs socialisation and his parents need to earn money to keep him alive #like. the fuck are you supposed to do.#i guess everyone's just gonna be sick all the time now. especially babies with no immune systems. and that's that.#adam yaps

2 notes · View notes

fangirlinginleatherboots · 1 year ago

Text

I love my job so much I want to cry. I have personal, unique relationships with 40 dogs and their owners and they give my life so much joy and meaning. Tonight we opened the bar officially and the social club at the facility and it means so much to me. I'm so happy. I'm so proud of the work I do.

#this week one of the customers got me a gift just because i work over the phone with her each week #she got me a nice bath and body works set like the candle alone is pretty huge!#and on top of that i just. during my walk aroind during the event tonight i stopped and talked to each pwrson #and the dogs are my friends and i know my customers by name #and after everyone left my manager bought me a beer and we sat outside with the owner in the fire light #and we were proud and it felft fucking good #i love my customers and their dogs so much. and they know i mean it. one of the moms teared up today while we spoke bc i know her dog like #he was my own.#i love all those dogs #so much #bootsie's adventures

17 notes · View notes

thegeminisage · 2 years ago

Text

i've become one of those white women who wells up leaving the dog at the groomer. HE'S NEVER BEEN TO A GROOMER BEFORE. WHAT IF HE THINKS I'M NOT COMING BACK.....

#personal #mom's dog #it isn't even my fucking dog my mother should be doing this #it's her dog and i do 110% of the taking care of this animal. smh #i would NEVER adopt a dog. dogs are wonderful but i am simply too introverted to match a dog's energy #except for how he and i were both an anxious mess during the car ride over there #he really needed a bath though and i am tired of getting dog hair in the kitchen sink

16 notes · View notes

fragiledate · 1 year ago

Text

cringetober day 31: HALLOOWEEEEENNN!!!!

#halloween #micah #samael #first time trick or treating. guess who insisted on going and decided to be funny about it...#and guess who's an anxious nervous mess literally stress levels like he's about to get mauled to death my literal wolves ?#I TJINK YOU CAN GUESSSSS #micah is such a little asshole literally hes insane #he soo would dress up as a DEMON what a FREAK #cringetober #im finally fucking done #only prompts i didnt do wasss i think definitely old art redraw #and maybe something else unsure...#hot villain and all edge no point #i didn't really get all edge no point no ideas for that one #and didn't feel like drawing the villains i found sexy too much mond searching #anyways. Soo proud of myself.#28/31 prompts is literally so so so much more than ive ever done before oh my god !? ive probs done max 5 during the month. crazy!#this drawings colors r rlly dark but . its ok.#bath soup

6 notes · View notes

llegato · 1 year ago

Text

hysteric birthday could have been so good it makes me want to kill myself

#like whatever. iiii dont care 😁#the concept is so good. so so good.#and despite it all there were parts of the game i really really loved #and those parts make me rate the overall game higher than it probably should be #the fanservice is fucking insane and im not talking about ms yui again #i skipped like 2 chapters one of which was entirely the girls in bathing suits and the harem thing #pissed me off. the end where they go swimming is adorable thats not what im talking about #the grief they were expressing during the bonfire scene was goooood.#the cooking thing was fun. the morisaw thing was fun (despite how they were tied up) and the play was FUN!!!!!#the random tentacle thing during the race? extremely fucking weird #and i know lots of people found the mansion thing weird but i liked it #anyways i like the game. kinda.#finn.txt

2 notes · View notes

mellow-elbow · 1 year ago

Text

oops sorry for radio silence a tornado came through my state and the winds fucked up my house

#the tree hit our house but our power line caught it??#and then the tree slid down the line onto our garage… ripping the power line off our house #so now we gotta chop all this wood up and get it to the curb for trash day #and we may get a new electric box tomorrow?? so power tomorrow or the next day maybe????#ive also been off my adhd meds during all this so all I’ve done is sleep unfortunately #also my moms car got fucking totaled bc the wind blew our chimney cap off directly into her car :(#but yea I have not had power for a few days and family members keep yoinking us so I can bathe and charge up :)

2 notes · View notes

separatist-apologist · 1 year ago

Note

HP anon here. You could make them teachers to get around the smut if you wanted? No pressure of course, I just would love to see your take on it

I was actually thinking that, too. I wouldn't need to change a ton from that WIP, either. It's intriguing- maybe for Lucien week although I was telling LB today I wanted to do mean Lucien UTM as a sequel to my mean Rhys on Calanmai for Rhys week

#mating bond snaps for Rhys during calanmai whoopsie #it's a fuck fest and then a blood bath #I just miss making them mean you know?

4 notes · View notes

xythlia · 2 years ago

Text

exhausted head hurty already I hate being around the medicaid ppl they're beyond idiotic & unhelpful

#tried really hard not to bite this ladys head off during that interview #but when she said well i see no reason to think three hours a week in insufficient #i wanted to be like are you fucking for real right now? it took me over an hour to move her from the bed to the living room by myself #I cant clean her #its just fucking impossible to do alone & inevitably i miss some & then she gets an infection #I can't bathe her thats just not possible in any way #so the sores never get cleaned properly bc a sponge bath just doesn't do it #I showed her the bruises all over my body bc im covered head to toe in cuts & bruises from falling myself #bc trying to maneuver a 300 pound adult isn't easy alone and inevitably i get injured during the process or she does #so like?? is ur head stuck in ur ass lady or what bc i think its obvious to anyone with eyes this isn't a sustainable setup #not to mention my aunt's temper #ik thats the reason why a lot of home aides have quit on us bc she just berates & fights with anyone trying to help her #and i don't blame those ppl for quitting bc no its not appropriate to be verbally abused when ur just trying to do ur job #but in the nursing home she was docile at least #she doesn't act like that to doctors or ppl she sees as authority figures so being in there is much better for her behavior wise too #𓏲 ࣪₊ 📎\ rambles

2 notes · View notes

milo-is-rambling · 2 years ago

Text

Smoking real weed after only vaping for two days slayyyyyy I ❤️ weed but I also ❤️ not smoking around my bird so he lives a full life

#laying in the living room in a big soft blanket with my dog next to me smoking weed and watching Rick and morty after also not watching Rick #and morty in like a week and so I’m like :))) watching the rixty minutes episode and thinking about making food #idk what I want to eat. I want fancy food tbh. maybe I’ll make toast with goat cheese and raspberry preserves and honey for lunch #and a cup of tea and I can journal and cuddle my dog while I eat #hmmm :) daydreaming about life while not moving bc I’m comfy #my eyes are practically closed already. I might nap. I love indicas. I need to start vaping during the day and only smoking at night for #sleep. if I use actual bud for more medicinal and only use my vapes for fun bc they dint hit me as full body as real weed #I want a bagel but we dint have any :(((#if I could eat anything rn I would be six or seven at my grandmothers house eating a pudding and cool whip layered cup thingy in her fancy #cups with stems and I would have my special cup with the colored fruit marshmallows in my hot chocolate #showering with my princess cup in the bath #I might cry. I want to be small again. I don’t want to be grown up I want it all back and my dad is dead fuck. :’(((((#weed u have betrayed me I hate it when weed accidentally unlocks my feelings

4 notes · View notes