#ducking an ex is not in fact a good reason to ignore a suitable location
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At Peko's words, Shinobu's lips curled down into a small frown. "No, I won't need to depart at any point today." And if, for some reason, she did, she'd simply find a way to fulfill her obligations first, for Shinobu Yaguchi wasn't the sort of person to leave things for others for her own benefit. "I'm not so irresponsible or thoughtless as to ask you to handle things yourself. Surely your free time is as valuable as my own, Miss Pekoyama, so I wouldn't think to deprive you of it." Perhaps more so, if Peko Pekoyama spent it doing things she enjoyed, rather than things accepted merely out of obligation.
Of course, that was assuming she had much free time in the first place. Shinobu certainly wouldn't, if her father was more personally attentive regarding her development. As it stood, he was more interested in rubbing shoulders with politicians and cultural leaders, entirely uninterested in his child so long as they continued to win tournaments. How strange, the feeling of being quashed under their father's thumb, restricted in what they could wear, how they could speak, and what home tasks were delegated to them, but to then be ignored often enough to regularly spend weekends on dates. Regardless, perhaps Peko wasn't awarded quite the same amount of curious autonomy, and spent the bulk of her time at her dojo, honing her skills.
Perhaps it would be polite to ask her. The archer wasn't much for conversation merely for the sake of it, but if she was to work closely with Peko over the following weeks, it could be beneficial to have some manner of rapport with her, even if Shinobu was not the sort of person well-suited to any sort of companionship. A hand, marked with a few small bruises and cuts - from housework, rather than from archery - reached for another rice cracker, bringing it to her lips as she thought the idea over. Perhaps not. There really was no reason to force things, when proximity alone would likely facilitate some manner of familiarity, over time.
Her own thoughts were interrupted by the swordswoman's words, prompting a lifting of Shinobu's chin, eyes focusing on Peko's for only a moment before the other woman looked away. "Taishinkan Dojo, mm." The name certainly sounded familiar, though it took them a moment to place it, barely able to keep their expression from twisting into a grimace. Out of hand, she'd dismissed it from the preliminary judgment, owing to the fact that a certain young woman could occasionally be found there, sword in hand and attendants at her side. She was someone Shinobu had no desire to run into again, though, perhaps that concern was rather secondary in the face of the situation at hand.
"You're speaking of this place, aren't you," Shinobu asked, rising from her seat and sorting through another of her folders, before setting an information sheet in front of the other girl. "For personal reasons, I preferred to avoid it, but upon further inspection, and consideration of the alternatives..." Without realizing what she'd done, her teeth found her lip, biting softly with sharp teeth as she again considered things. It would be necessary to go personally, yes, but it would be unlikely to catch Miss Uesugi by coincidence. The event itself would likely draw her attention, but if Shinobu considered things logically, she would surely attend regardless of venue, given her personality, as well as the channels through which the event would be publicized.
Yes, that was the realistic way of looking at things. "If you had the thought to suggest it, even without an information sheet to bring it to mind, then you must have some degree of familiarity, as well as fondness, for it." And if that were the case, then denying its suitability for petty, personal reasons seemed even more out of sorts. To inconvenience or disregard her partner's suggestion, then, lacked basis. "And if that's the case, Miss Pekoyama, then I'd like to consider such a recommendation with the sense and clarity that you deserve."
It was often remarked upon to the archer the intense, piercing quality of her eyes. There were those who found the unyielding red alluring, or intimidating, or both alike. Not that Shinobu had much to do about it, given that it was simply how their face looked. Still, she could only hope that the swordswoman found them neither harsh nor judgmental. Coffee was brought back to her lips, with intent to break up the stare. "My knowledge of Taishinkan Dojo is largely secondhand, and surely some years out of date. Would you be able to speak at more length as to its qualities, Miss Pekoyama? I'd like to hear your opinion."
she doesn't fancy herself as an obtrusive person. not in the slightest, not when she moves breathlessly as a backdrop to yakuza phone calls, presence never tangible beyond that of the physical evidence of her lithe form. her greatest attempt is in mindlessly blocking out any of the words shinobu speaks / she needn't be nosy, and such is a mindset she has harbored since the day she met eyes with the young master. that she needs to know only what is explicitly told to her. the blanking out of her mind is akin to the unrelenting thrum of pounding rain against gray - toned rooftops. with the untrained eye, one might improperly glean that she had forgotten how to breathe, how to speak, how to dip into any facets of personhood beyond that of her somatic being seated. and yet, immediately upon being addressed, a streak of crimson shifts to the other woman in acknowledgment.
❝ i understand, ❞ she says flatly — not out of desire to externalize coldness, but rather distance herself from any stretch of humanity in the circumstances / regret comes only for intruding on the project and not for the sake of peko's own time and purpose. no matter how long this excursion took, when it was over, she would wordlessly skulk back to fuyuhiko's side, returning to her greater purpose as a tool ; though the foolish, youthful words begging for impetus would never leave her lips, they played over, and over, and over in her mind. repeated dissonance in the disharmony of her selfish and blackened heart wanting something, something to be of her own volition and seeking out, and her logical mental framework, which silently comprehends that her value is in carrying out whatever tasks she has been given.
❝ i only ask you alert me should you need to leave abruptly today. ❞ she could ... probably handle this all on her own, all things considered, even with any amount of trial and tribulation in deigning to secure adequate choice in venue and whatever else was bathed in glistening, hopeful light beyond that : but she'd really prefer only to ruminate upon such a fantasy — in the absolute loosest quotes possible — if of utmost necessity. and, as it stood both at present and ere long, that likely wouldn't�� be necessary.
it wasn't as though selection of venue was something overly difficult in accomplishing, anyway ; one of hope's peaks own gymnasiums was an obvious and evident choice, and yet remains one peko offers little consideration to. after all, garish accoutrements like the school crest painted clumsily onto the floor was an embellishment in the worst possible way for something otherwise intentioned as a love letter to tradition. and, to adequately showcase not just their talents, but everyone else honing a traditional japanese talent, more space would be desired. kendō and kyūdō alone were greedy in their demand for surface area, let alone factoring in general martial arts, aikidō, nihon buyō, and whomever else darkened the halls of the academy with a distinct demeanor. and those so it just wouldn't do.
the paper housing hope's peak's gymnasium as a candidate was promptly discarded into a pile peko taciturnly adjudged to be those removed from the pool. several other potential venues were discarded in similar fashion / in truth, she had a particular location in mind, and had no qualms about going through each locality again if what she had in mind wasn't amidst the paperwork.
[ the place in question was none other than a local dōjō to the academy, one peko herself had sporadically practiced at, of course at the behest of the kuzuryū clan. the setup of the dōjō nevertheless surprised her — perhaps for her typical bearing in mind that most dōjō served as specialized in a particular martial art — that it was more generalized in its purpose. perhaps that was owing to its proximity to hope's peak, that it could receive an outpouring of support and funding so long as it could provide a sacred place for more than kendōka, aikidōka, and kyūdōka / that even dipping into purposes of meditation and programming would be well worth it. and well worth it it was, as the dōjō itself was nothing short of gorgeous. to peko, at least, though she likely wouldn't offer a negative opinion about anything if given the opportunity. the unending funding meant that no sacrifices were to be made for the sake of users clawing for modernity : and such is exactly why it was peko's first choice in venue. ]
❝ excuse me, yaguchi, ❞ she says, eyes flitting up briefly from the stack of papers before her, shifting unsteadily betwixt the two sections once her gaze lowers once more. ❝ was taishinkan dōjō among your potential candidates ? ❞ a beat of silence in her speech, allowing for the abrupt swallowing in her throat before continuing on. ❝ i am not sure if i failed to see it in this pile. but — i believe it to be suitable not only in proximity to the school, but in traditionality and scale as well. ❞
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