#drugz are fun

[dezzurtur]

DRUGZ!!

I was having fun with colors and gradients and made this -w-

[the-cozy-writing-corner]

Character info

Full Name: Arabella Lilith Kingswell

Meaning of Name: Beautiful Lion

Nickname(s): Bella, Bells, BeBe, Lily

Reason for nickname: Childhood/friends given name

Birthdate: 08/10 (Leo)

Gender: Female

Sexuality: Lesbian

Age: 26

Apparent age: 23

Weight: 100 lbs

Height: 5’2”

Body build: Petite

Face shape: triangle shaped

Eye color: light green

Glasses/contacts: glasses

Skin tone: very white

Distinguishing marks: birthmark on the back of her left shoulder

Predominant features: nose, eyes, jawline

Hair color: brunette (& sometimes blonde)

Type of hair: fine, soft straight hair

Hairstyle: loose curls or wavy & sometimes natural

Voice: Soft but stern sometimes (feminine)

Overall attractiveness: 10/10

Physical disabilities: none

Usual fashion of dress: mix between formal & casual

Favorite outfit: Cropped tank, low cut jeans & converse

Jewelry or accessories: Lesbian necklace, ring passed down to her after her grandma passed (on her right hand)

Good personality traits: Polite, sweet, caring, selfless, loyal, funny.

Bad personality traits: Stubborn, quick to anger, impatient at times, violent when angry sometimes.

Mood character is most often in: Angry or sad

Sense of humor: Dark

Likes: Women, boba tea, books, boots, her friends, drugz & being h1gh

Dislikes: olives, men, heels, cold weather, U2, the color brown, onions.

Fears: death, being alone, being or feeling abandoned, feeling unsafe

Ambitions: Singing, songwriting, acting, ballet, exercise

Most at ease when: in bed or high

Most ill at ease: when feeling anxious (especially in crowded rooms)

Adulthood

occupation: acting, singing

hobbies: songwriting, ballet, dance, reading, painting, drawing

current residence: New York City, NY

close friends: Sophia Hilton, Chloe Fitzgerald, Thomas Greene, Logan Margo Carmichael.

relationship/history with close friends: Sophia, Arabella & Chloe have been best friends since they were little girls, Thomas is Arabella’s gay best friend she met in high school, & she met Logan during a rehearsal for a show .

relationship status: complicated

financial status: very good

driver's license?: yes

criminal record: arrested for public intoxication & a DUI charge

vices: addiction/addictive personality, substance abuse, BPD

SEX AND ROMANCES

sexual orientation: lesbian

preferred emotional role: emotionally dependent on others

preferred sexual role: submissive

relationship tendencies: emotionally closed off and sexually careless sometimes.

turn ons:

turn offs:

MISC INFORMATION

theme song: Lonely is The Muse by Halsey

habits: nail biting, sleeping in late and going to bed late, dr1nking, drugz

fears: death, spiders, heights, being abandoned, being alone romantically, the ocean, choking on food, eating too much at once, gaining weight

self confidence level: 40/60

favorite color: purple

the most prominent personality trait: her kindness

vulnerabilities/mental health problems: her ED, anxiety, depression, BPD, self-doubt, PTSD, body dysmorphia

fashion aesthetic/color scheme: purple & modern & elegant

First Last (Role)

Full Name: Logan Margo Carmichael

Meaning of Name: little hollow

Nickname(s):

Reason for nickname:

Birthdate: 11/24 (Sagittarius)

Gender: female

Sexuality: lesbian

Age: 28

Apparent age: 30

Weight: 150

Height: 5’10”

Body build: muscular & toned

Face shape: round

Eye color: brown

Glasses/contacts: both

Skin tone: fair, lightly tan

Distinguishing marks: tattoos

Predominant features: hair, lips

Hair color: Black

Type of hair: curly & thick & long

Hairstyle: shaggy & effortless

Voice: suave and feminine

Overall attractiveness: 10/10

Physical disabilities: none

Usual fashion of dress: masculine, street style

Favorite outfit: black tank, flannel with rolled up sleeves, ripped jeans and Doc Martens or Vans

Jewelry or accessories: gauges, industrial piercing

Good personality traits: cute, charming, fun, quirky, good sport, patient, lovable, loyal

Bad personality traits: alcoholic

Mood character is most often in: happy

Sense of humor: Dark

Likes: playing guitar, hot Cheetos, women, horror movies, moose tracks ice cream, alternative rock music, classic rock, all kinds of music

Dislikes: men, entitlement, shallow people, snobby people, the color brown

Fears: abandonment, fire, the dark, needles, drowning, airplanes

Ambitions: songwriting

Most at ease when: playing her guitar

Most ill at ease: feeling out of control over her body when she’s drunk.

ADULTHOOD

occupation: musician

hobbies: painting, skateboarding, working out, playing guitar, sleeping, reading

current residence: New York City, NY

close friends: Arabella Lilith Kingswell

relationship/history with close friends: complicated

relationship status: complicated

financial status: good

driver's license?: yes

criminal record: none

vices: alcohol

SEX AND ROMANCES

sexual orientation: lesbian

preferred emotional role: reliant

preferred sexual role: dominant

relationship tendencies: loyal to a fault but not caring for herself emotionally

turn ons:

turn offs:

MISC INFORMATION

theme song: Can’t Hold Us by Macklemore

habits: smoking, sleeping, drinking, bed rotting

fears: the dark, drowning, death

self confidence level: 50/50

favorite color: blue

the most prominent personality trait: bubbly & social

vulnerabilities/mental health issues: self-doubt, self-destructive, emotionally closed off. Depression, anxiety, ADHD

fashion aesthetic/color scheme: masc, black & red, angsty and dark.

[haveyoulistenedtothisalbum-poll]

Tracklist:

PARANOIA INTRO • WODRAINER • YUNG SHERMAN • FLATLINE • ONE SECOND • SAD MEAL • FUN FACT • ONLY GOD IS MADE PERFECT • DONT WANNA HANG OUT • I DONT LIKE PEOPLE (WHITEARMOR INTERLUDE) • I DONT LIKE PEOPLE • END OF THE ROAD BOYZ • D.O.A • DONT DO DRUGZ • LOWS PARTLYY • SO COLD INTERLUDE • MESSAGE TO MYSELF • TERRIBLE EXCELLENCE • RED CROSS • LUCKY LUKE • RIVER FLOWS IN YOU • KING NOTHINGG • BAD 4 BUSINESS • OTHERSIDE • NORMAL • FLEXING & FINESSING • PM2 • FALSE • CANT END ON A LOSS (OUTRO) • COLD VISIONS (OUTRO 2)

Spotify ♪ YouTube

[societyfixer]

bladee- Cold Visions

TRACK LIST

1 PARANOIA INTRO

2 WODRAINER

3 YUNG SHERMAN feat. Yung Sherman

4 FLATLINE

5 ONE SECOND feat. Yung Lean

6 SAD MEAL

7 FUN FACT feat. Yung Lean

8 ONLY GOD IS MADE PERFECT

9 DONT WANNA HANG OUT

10 I DONT LIKE PEOPLE (WHITEARMOR INTERLUDE)

11 I DONT LIKE PEOPLE feat. Yung Lean

12 END OF THE ROAD BOYZ

13 D.O.A with Skrillex

14 DONT DO DRUGZ

15 LOWS PARTLYY

16 SO COLD INTERLUDE

17 MESSAGE TO MYSELF

18 TERRIBLE EXCELLENCE feat. Yung Lean

19 RED CROSS

20 LUCKY LUKE feat. Thaiboy Digital, Yung Lean

21 RIVER FLOWS IN YOU

22 KING NOTHINGG

23 BAD 4 BUSINESS

24 OTHERSIDE feat. Black Kray

25 NORMAL

26 FLEXING & FINESSING

27 PM2

28 FALSE

29 CANT END ON A LOSS (OUTRO)

30 COLD VISIONS (OUTRO 2)

[caught-in-time]

This shit is like drugz it was fun at first and now I need to see his face at least once a day to feel normal… I haven’t felt normal in a while x

[oldsamarie]

im so tired. to refuse to acknowledge the many many reasons people cant do one "cool fun thing" or another is so annoying like seriously. i mean its cool you want to lump these strawman "agoraphobic losers" (phrasing ive seen btw) in with disabled people and etc but it kinda shows a lot about your character to fully judge random people on tumblr for what """""normal fun things"""""" they can or cannot do... I don't know. you guys are just being so weird over "oooh people on tumblr dont go to the club oooohhh people on tumblr dont do drugz omfg ooohhh people on tumblr dont drink!!!1!" WHO GIVES A FUCKKK sorry you guys annoy me.

[clown-demon]

Mun Comforts

Comfort food(s): Cheese, mac n cheese, mozzarella cheese sticks, pizza, croutons, gummies, starbursts, peas, corn, french toast.

Comfort drink(s): Grape drinks, energy drinks, grape and raspberry ICE, Fruit punch ICE, Fruit punch crystal light, grape crystal light, soda

Comfort movie(s): Bungou Stray Dogs Dead Apple, The Cat Returns, Spirited Away.

Comfort show(s): Bungou Stray Dogs, Bleach, My Hero Academia, Chowder, Rocko's Modern Life, Grim Adventures of Billy and Mandy

Comfort clothing: Anything baggy

Comfort song(s): Bernadette by IAMX, Killer by The Hoosiers, Black Rover by Blinding Sunrise, Acid Rocket by DK-Zero, Get Jinxed (Russian) by Onsa Media, Happy by Secrets in Studio, Execution is Fun! by Tardigrade Inferno, Everyday is Halloween by Creature Feature, Misery Go Round by Night Club, Toy Soldiers by Marianas Trench, Burnt Babies Fear the Fire by Blaqk Audio, Simping for the Villian by Boy Jr., Lucifer by Elle Lexxa, Kinda Outta Luck by Medusa, Boy Jr., Heart Eater by Connie Glynn, Happy Face by Jagwar Twin, Better than Drugs by Skillet, Happy Face by Aesthetic Perfection, Summer Goth by Aesthetic Perfection, Clarity by ZEDD Foxes, BEELZEBUZ by Fake Type, Everyday Oblivion by 8Graves, Evil by 8Graves, Anti-Hero by Taylor Swift, Dead Air by Rufus Rex, Shallow Grave by The Birthday Massacre, Happy Birthday by The Birthday Massacre, Bones by Imagine Dragons, Wash it all away by Five Finger Death Punch, All Systems Go by Krypteria, I Idolize you by Massive Ego, Living Dead Girl by Rob Zombie, Merry Go Round by Man with a Mission, The Perfect World by Marty Friedman, Monkey Boy by Kontrust, Dried Moat by Stolen Babies, Oh Raven (Sing me your Happy Song) by Unlike Pluto, Rad Drugz by MISSIO, Can you Feel the Sun by MISSIO, Riptide by grandson, Toxicity by System of a Down, Kill Everyone by Hollywood Undead, The Underground by 8Graves and Unlike Pluto, Blood//Water by grandson, Villain of my Own Story by Unlike Pluto, Outrunning Karma by Alec Benjamin, Turn the Lights off by Tally Hall, Hit the Streets by Aesthetic Perfection, Oh! Gloria by Aesthetic Perfection, Big Bad Wolf by Aesthetic Perfection, Riot by Three Days Grace, Fly Home by The Living Tombstone, Can't Wait by The Living Tombstone, Not One Less by Ken Ashcorp, Alkatraz by Demon Dice, The Sky Will Turn by The Birthday Massacre, Touch Tone Telephone by Lemon Demon, Ghost by Mystery Skulls, Thnks fr th Mmrs by Fall Out Boys, Coin Operated Boy by The Dresden Dolls, Pyramid by Two Door Cinema Club, Stray Cat by Vicke Blanka, Kids by MGTM, Devil's Wedding by Fake Type, Back on Track by DJVI,

Comfort book(s): Bungou Stray Dogs, Guardians of Ga'Hoole, cat Warriors, The Sight, Wings of Fire

Comfort game(s): Hollow Knight, Okami, Pokemon, Disgaea, WoW, FFXIV, Guild Wars II, Wario Ware, Super Smash Bros.

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[unpleazant]

Why zome ppl draw Poob az a literal child like with child anatomy and behavior THEYRE A GROWN AZZ DUDE THAT GOEZ TO PARTIEZ EVERYDAY AND DOEZ HARD DRUGZ WHAT

Like Itz ok if ur Poob dezign haz ""childizh"" clothing or perzonality BUT MAKE THEM A ZTRAIGHT UP KID. ZOME 5 YEAR OLD. c'mon now

God forbid characterz who like having fun and colorful ztuff

[ziegler2039]

Anyway tho. It's time to go home. It's time to pack. It's time to get ready for the rave. Pack my damn drugz. And have fun.

[mourgeprincessz]

My Personal Experience With Drugz TW: SELF INJURY MENTIONED

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Hellooo ( ˶ˆ꒳ˆ˵ ). I know this is a bit personal, but it’s something that has had a massive impact on my life, and I feel like sharing my story could help others avoid the same mistakes. Lately, I’ve been seeing a lot of people romanticizing drug use in the media, and honestly, it’s been bothering me. From the outside, it might seem fun or glamorous, but the aftermath is a whole different story. Here’s my experience, and why I think it’s important to talk about the harsh reality.

It all really started with Mike. We’ll just call him that for now. Mike was an avid drug user and a vaper, and dating him became a constant struggle. Drugs were always present in our relationship, from weed to occasional LSD trips, and even getting "crossfaded" — smoking and drinking together. What felt like a fun way to escape eventually turned into a nightmare that would change my life forever. Throughout our time together, the drugs were never far away. They became the glue that held us together, but they also slowly chipped away at me. The trips, the highs, the shared experiences — they all felt exhilarating in the moment. But in the aftermath, things began to unravel. The summer of 2022 was a turning point for me. That year, I spiraled into a deep psychosis that left me lost in my own mind. It wasn’t like my past episodes, where I would experience brief moments of confusion or anxiety. This time was different — it was intense, all-consuming, and terrifying. Eventually, the chaos caught up with me. My psychosis grew so severe that I had no choice but to go to a mental hospital. The experience was eye-opening, forcing me to confront the state of my life and mind. The time I spent there made me realize just how far I had fallen, but ironically, once I was out, I didn’t stop using drugs. The pull was too strong, and my relationship with Mike made it hard to walk away from that lifestyle. At some point, my mom discovered what I was doing, and it felt like my entire world was crumbling. My drug use worsened, and my hallucinations became unbearable. I would see things, like the shadow of my groomer, someone who haunted my thoughts and tormented me. It wasn’t just a bad trip — it felt like I was living in a waking nightmare. The drugs were no longer just an escape; they were the source of my pain, amplifying my psychosis and leading me down a path of destruction. In the summer of 2023, Mike and I broke up. The reason? Another woman. The betrayal stung, leaving me heartbroken and lost. But as strange as it sounds, it was also a wake-up call. Mike, my source of drugs, was no longer around. I had no choice but to sober up. But the withdrawal wasn’t easy, and neither was the battle with my own mind. Without the constant haze of substances, I was left with the harsh reality of my mental health issues. Psychosis lingered, and I struggled with self-harm, a dark habit I’d developed as a way to cope with everything I had been through. Looking back on everything, I can say this: don’t do what I did. I wouldn’t recommend my choices to anyone. The drugs, the toxic relationship, the unhealthy cycle — it all led to a place I never should have gone. Drugs can be helpful for some people when used carefully and under the right circumstances, but for me, they only exacerbated my problems. They spiked my psychosis, worsened my schizophrenia, and pushed me to the brink. If you take anything from my story, let it be this: don’t use drugs if they harm you or the people around you. Addiction can destroy lives, relationships, and your sense of self. The journey to recovery is never easy, but it’s worth it to stay away from what pulls you into the darkness.

Take care of yourself. Take care of your mind ♥︎.

[sparkelfox]

blog update 1

who are i am on dis website??

da simple bloggorz. Will commentate my feelingz.

imma sittin on da pc wit my iced tee and thinkin

waat da heck are all these guyz sayin now??????

---------> internet user <-----------

i am speakin directly to u scroller person

will cover u in all deez pawz til u cant breeth if u dont stop talkin bout ur america fanficz in chat. stop it out.

not very poggers friendoz

(datz wat the skibidi kiddoz sayin now dayz???)

need to chill the pill as da gf sayz every day to me. shez good at da advice thingy

taek da chill pill but drugz rnt cool. look at da state of da state of minnesoda

like in da quinto tentorito movie jacky brown samuel L jackson says so

jus sayin

imma thinkin u all needz to figure out how to have fun on da webz again or u banished to da outside dimension with come up pens of touch grass.

dun b a loser >:T make da internet fun aggain.!!

-sparky

[0piummaddict]

the Wrld on Drugz

[dope-shiit]

if you want to go to heaven, you should fuck me tonight✨

[pocketinmyjacket]

La Rougue (RED VELVET)

💋Viviane Tang💋

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[baptizedinboilingsewage]

[evicted-angels]

every moment i want nothing more than to fill my lungs and lose my mind again. every day slips away and i cannot see the consequences through the smoke that i’ve blown in front of myself.