the way my brain tries to tricks me into doing substances is insane. i was playing videogames. i got bored. suddenly thought it couldn't hurt me to look things up about a substance i used to do. fell down a rabbit hole until i found free samples of it online that are purported to be adulterated to be stronger.
my brain wouldnt shut up so i went to my room to call someone. got scared my family would overhear and i dont want them to, so i decided to go on a walk to call someone. kept finding reasons to not stop walking. next thing i know im a block down from the train station/liquor store, the entire time having known going outside was yet another trick.
as soon as i accepted that if i kept walking my brain was gonna find a reason for me to go cop something, i pulled onto a side street and made phone calls. no one picked up and i know i should have kept calling people til someone picked up, but at least im posting here to just get it Out.
im omw home now and i bought some mozzarella sticks to eat when i get home. hungry and that doesnt help. so yeah. i also wanna share this so people can see just how insidious addiction can be. you can even know it's tricking you and it's still hard to break out of. stay vigilant i guess, and be more understanding of addicts in general. our brains are trying to kill us. even when we genuinely do not want to use or be doing whatever other unhealthy thing we do.
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Look man, it was too perfect not to do, I was obligated to make this-
Anyways another drawing for my little series of dumb doodles, gotta keep the fandom well fed💪💪
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(you don't have to be a frequent enjoyer of either to vote. weed can mean any type of marijuana products: joints, edibles, oils, etc.)
add where you're from in the tags if you feel like it!
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At a party and a guy was telling me about how one of his coworkers was complaining about how he thought his dealer was lacing his heroin with cocaine and then the party guy was like “but his dealer was his brother” and I said “that’s some cocaine and abel shit” and the joke flopped so hard but I stand by it so I had to share it somewhere
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Tumblr ads trying to educate me on "new" scary heroin blends that blew up 4 fucking years ago using graphics of a generic white powder that looks nothing like it
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hey can you roll my newborn son into a joint and smoke him real quick
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kept reading the original comic in patience's voice. she would do this to him maliciously
credit to @punkitt-is-here for the original!
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Timothée Chalamet offered me crystal meth and when I said no, he told me I had a very heteronormative way of thinking about meth.
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