#dropthefanfic eclipse

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«they say love is the grandest, mightiest, and bravest of all feelings there is to be – and yet, i swallow while holding my breath, and my eyes seem to quiver, my posture askance – you shine like a battalion of thousands of suns... your touch burns me no less.

when you tilt back my pin, i let out a gasp. it's quiet and it's small but it's there; and there's no path behind me – my steps heavy no more, and i know it, i feel it, i fear it. so i raise up my voice and i push you away, but your smirk hunts me in dreams; though it's your eyes i will never forget.

i fall down, and i'm scared. i can not afford to break – or to crack, i've got many things to do, but you're wrecking all my mind. you're no sun, you are a moon; you eclipse me – and i'm gone, done, obscured by all the feelings, all the tricks you play on my

life. you are the moon. your touch corrupts. when i look at you i feel like fire in my chest and in my lighter needs to die. you hold my face in palms, and i can't help but cry. it's such a terrifying feeling, yet we are bravest when we love».

Akk about Ayan. The Eclipse Series (2022)

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Here is a little treat for all WatNamo lovers :D

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"Red sky morning whispers a warning, whispers the "silly boy, you're forever mine". Bleeding your soul out, a nick before fallout, you're staring so bravely like there's nothing to hide - like you know how to breathe, like you're perfect for this. You give a promise you won't keep, and that's how it slips. That's how it kills you - to be torn apart by different palms on both shoulders, by their warmth and their weight, oh how they manipulate - you, the silly boy bleeding under the moon.

And by the time when it's noon, by the time you've endured, you can breathe for a while and wish you were gone. And to the island you're gone, salty tears washed away... There's a different warmth that you find in embrace. There's eclipse on your lips, and even though in your sleep there are footprints of nightmares and judgemental jeers,

you are here. Not alone. You're not gone, and the skies in the morning may bleed,

but you won't."

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Fic authors self rec! When you get this, reply with your favorite five fics that you've written, then pass on to other writers. Spread the self-love~ 🫶🏻

Thank you for the request, I finally got to it :D Five fics that I've written which are my favourite - (and I had to choose only those I've already finished, but a lot of my fav settings are in the long long chaptered poly fics x)) 1. Caught In the Downpoor – Sky/Rain, Love in The Air I love the entire trilogy I wrote because it was a silly whimsy idea that we had a lot of fun developing on discord and then I started writing it, and other people supported it too and now there are so many awesome SkyRain fics out there that absolutely fit my taste with ADHD, platonic bdsm and close friendship vibes. This is just such a comfort ghost ship for me that is popular enough to constantly return to xD I might even write fourth story for them one day! Who knows when inspiration hits but I'm not really done with those weather besties.

2. Young And Menace - Sand/Ray, Todd/Black, Not Me + Only Friends I love this one because crossovers of any Thai BL with Not Me is an amazing idea, in my opinion. And since we got to know Sand lived in the same building as Black, and we didn't get to see him using his bat, I took the headcanon of them being friends and ran with it xD Plus, I think, this story just poured out of me in one sitting and I didn't really know what was going to happen, but all of them ended up very emotional. And poetical. And I consider it well written so yeah, my fav!

3. I let you paint me in black - Black/|Yok, Not Me I am back with my Not Me fics and ghost ships :D We joked on NM discord that Yok definitely tried to get it on with all of gang members, and he's also the kinky one - meanwhile Black is on the violent side. I put handcuffs on Yok, gave Black some tools and played with them like dolls. And as expected, they had a lot of fun! This and its sequel fic are some of my short stories that I write in one sitting simply for an idea but I think I managed to capture some tension between these characters which I don't usually have in my stories.

4. Capturing the sight of a broken soul - Nick/|Sand, Nick/Boston, Only Friends Uh... I don't need to put a disclaimer about another ghost ship, do I? I just love platonic bonds and close friendship that are borderline romantic or touchy. And somebody needed to comfort Sand after everything he's been through! Come on! And Nick had to repay with his kindness and softness back. Also I challenged myself to write Boston's POV here which was... extremely fun! I was thinking how he and Sand could get to a more friendly side, and I think I found the way.

5. Boredom is a crime - Korn/Wai, Bad Buddy Last but not least, this was my first ever fic I wrote for Thai BL series. Which was on itself fascinating, as I haven't been really writing for years in my other kpop fandom. But meeting other fans and ficwriters, getting overwhelming support and attention for my works and forming community felt so inspiring that I started writing and drawing for myself and for fun again. It was also the time when I challenged myself to write coherent stories in English, and I practiced on BBS and NM. Also I should really write more (even more) asexual and ADHD characters... Anyway, Korn's POV is still my favourite and I had a lot of fun and it's a very important milestone.

It was a nostalgic journey, and I remembered once again what I love writing about. I never know what message do I give but I hope my stories are simply comforting or fun to explore for other people =)

I'm passing the torch to @ullvide @xagan @springkitten @doyou000me @wereflamingo-in-thai-dramaland (or tag me if you already did such post!)

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AKK <> YOK

I posted the second chapter of Akk from The Eclipse and Yok from Not Me switching bodies and universes!:] This time Akk meets the gang xD

There's still so much to play around with, but I need to think through some plot first... But it's okay, Akk needs adjusting 😆