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The next chapter draft of my LFLS ot3 fic is slowly painting itself out xD I wanted for Sangwon and Yeowoon to get closer but turns out, writing them bicker is just way funnier lol

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Shocking news!

I started posting my Love for Love's Sake OT3 fic on AO3. I can't accept that a fun and cool charactwr like Sangwon is the one left after happy ending to wallow in his angst, so I decided to add him into equation. i can and I will write Sangwon/Myungha/Yeowoon and no one will stop me. 😈

However, I'd really like encouragement because the fic is planned to be long... Some of you might remember all the snippets I've posted so far - it might take several chapters to get to them 😆

I already have 16k words in my draft that need to be edited (and then continue writing it) so I decided I can safely start posting it. Please check the prologue of "NPC Sumpremacy Zone" out😋 (you'll need an AO3 account for this because I closed my fics from guests this year because of all bots and AI scraping problems)

Link to the fic 👉

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burning ice PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE

burning ice is just a canon compliant one shot, filled with emotions that I NEED DONGHEE AND HOTAE BE HAPPY! Time of Fever was not enough and Unintentional Love Story doesn't want us to be happy either! (I know you feel the same :')) So I was in the angsty mood, but here's a snippet xD

Maybe I'll finish it once I rewatch ULS... And think of a happy ending I want to give them :D

He thought he could avoid the fire when he saw one. How foolish of him. * Hotae's lips burn him.  Donghee felt cold just a moment ago, but now -- huge flames engulfed him, cutting off all means to escape. When they kissed for the first time, it didn't feel real. It was a hesitant, cautious dream, dancing around and trespassing their normality with a taste of a healing balm. When they kissed the second time, it felt magical and scary, like a firefly light in the pitch black forest, full of bewitching touches that lured both of them into danger. When they kissed now, it was -- no, he was kissed by Hotae. It was void of any illusion, ugly incident in the middle of a barely hidden alley, down to earth and painful. It was bitter, it burnt Donghee, and left an iron taste on his lips. It didn't end well either. But Donghee felt flames dancing on his skin till the end of the day. He thought he already put the fire out until the coals went cold. He was wrong.

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This Collar is Binding Universe to You, and You to Me Tae Myungha / Cha Yeowoon (Love for Love's Sake)

Summary: When he first clasped the metallic collar-looking device around Myungha's neck, it slightly buzzed, turning itself on, and Yeowoon could see his boyfriend's eyes widen up, clouding with haze as he stared somewhere far far away – and then a relieved exhale slipped between his lips. The collar was grounding him. He needed this. Even more, he liked this. Or: Yeowoon begged the game god to stop Myungha from glitching, disappearing or being erased from his universe. That's how Myungha got his collar. And how Yeowoon discovered how much he enjoyed it.

Words: 2 595

Before I bring my OT3 story, I randomly managed (no, I was actually enabled :D) to whip out this oneshot about Myungha in a collar. It started with "isn't it funny how Myungha canonically have a Mad Dog nickname, what if we put him in a collar, wait I can actually think of an in-game explanation for this–"

I hope people are still tuning in for LFLS fics because I have more to bring xD

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Soft & Fun BlackYok Tattoo Drawing fanfic

You can ask me, Lex, when will you stop baiting people with your platonic but weirdly almost kinky-tense shit for very rare pairings when there are so many canon ships in BLs?

And I'll tell you, never. That's what my AO3 account is for xD And sometimes I find out with surprise that there are people that enjoy this as well, so!

I wrote this 'Yok drawing tattoos on Black' fic in celebration of @xagan's birthday! Hope you have a fantastic life, you're the best person I ever divorced (but still cherish my damn best)<3

"I can design tattoos for you." Yok slowly got up and traced the pen up to Black's chest, hovering just slightly above his denim jacket and a sleeveless dark-red hoodie. "I can put the meaning on your skin, if you tell me what matters to you in this world." He tapped lightly against Black's heart, making a point. Black was staring at him with dark eyes and a heavy gaze. "Do it. Draw on me."

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Seven Sentence Sunday

No one tagged me, but I saw Bad Buddy fandom having some fun on my dash, so I wanted to join – I need to get inspired for my BBS OT4 funky slowburn fic (Magnetic Hearts), so I'll share a wip from several chapters ahead.

Actually, I don't even know whether this bit will even take place in the story, but I had it in my mind and might as well share, in case I won't put it anywhere x)

Wai stops renting his apartment and moves in with Korn, even going as far as helping him to feed his ball python. Pat suggests buying one huge apartment for them all to live in. Wai: "Maybe later, we're not even sure yet that all of this (gestures between the four of them) will work out." Pran: (firmly) "It will. I can't handle the thought of not being able to keep my favorite people close to me. Even if it's going to be rocky, we'll manage." Korn: "We could always have a trip to that one beach village you guys love going to and accidentally forget Wai there." Wai: "YOU FUCKER! (Holds himself back, breathes out, in a perfectly calm therapy-induced voice) I can't believe I love you." Korn: "You what?!" (Shocked, never heard it before)

Encouraging everyone else who wants it to participate as well:D

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Fic authors self rec! When you get this, reply with your favorite five fics that you've written, then pass on to other writers. Spread the self-love~ 🫶��

Thank you for the request, I finally got to it :D Five fics that I've written which are my favourite - (and I had to choose only those I've already finished, but a lot of my fav settings are in the long long chaptered poly fics x)) 1. Caught In the Downpoor – Sky/Rain, Love in The Air I love the entire trilogy I wrote because it was a silly whimsy idea that we had a lot of fun developing on discord and then I started writing it, and other people supported it too and now there are so many awesome SkyRain fics out there that absolutely fit my taste with ADHD, platonic bdsm and close friendship vibes. This is just such a comfort ghost ship for me that is popular enough to constantly return to xD I might even write fourth story for them one day! Who knows when inspiration hits but I'm not really done with those weather besties.

2. Young And Menace - Sand/Ray, Todd/Black, Not Me + Only Friends I love this one because crossovers of any Thai BL with Not Me is an amazing idea, in my opinion. And since we got to know Sand lived in the same building as Black, and we didn't get to see him using his bat, I took the headcanon of them being friends and ran with it xD Plus, I think, this story just poured out of me in one sitting and I didn't really know what was going to happen, but all of them ended up very emotional. And poetical. And I consider it well written so yeah, my fav!

3. I let you paint me in black - Black/|Yok, Not Me I am back with my Not Me fics and ghost ships :D We joked on NM discord that Yok definitely tried to get it on with all of gang members, and he's also the kinky one - meanwhile Black is on the violent side. I put handcuffs on Yok, gave Black some tools and played with them like dolls. And as expected, they had a lot of fun! This and its sequel fic are some of my short stories that I write in one sitting simply for an idea but I think I managed to capture some tension between these characters which I don't usually have in my stories.

4. Capturing the sight of a broken soul - Nick/|Sand, Nick/Boston, Only Friends Uh... I don't need to put a disclaimer about another ghost ship, do I? I just love platonic bonds and close friendship that are borderline romantic or touchy. And somebody needed to comfort Sand after everything he's been through! Come on! And Nick had to repay with his kindness and softness back. Also I challenged myself to write Boston's POV here which was... extremely fun! I was thinking how he and Sand could get to a more friendly side, and I think I found the way.

5. Boredom is a crime - Korn/Wai, Bad Buddy Last but not least, this was my first ever fic I wrote for Thai BL series. Which was on itself fascinating, as I haven't been really writing for years in my other kpop fandom. But meeting other fans and ficwriters, getting overwhelming support and attention for my works and forming community felt so inspiring that I started writing and drawing for myself and for fun again. It was also the time when I challenged myself to write coherent stories in English, and I practiced on BBS and NM. Also I should really write more (even more) asexual and ADHD characters... Anyway, Korn's POV is still my favourite and I had a lot of fun and it's a very important milestone.

It was a nostalgic journey, and I remembered once again what I love writing about. I never know what message do I give but I hope my stories are simply comforting or fun to explore for other people =)

I'm passing the torch to @ullvide @xagan @springkitten @doyou000me @wereflamingo-in-thai-dramaland (or tag me if you already did such post!)

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my heart is bleeding into every vodka shot and every drag of cigarette just makes it worse i don't know how to make the people stay they look at me, then roll their eyes and go i am a burden. just a trash you find on any street i have been told i'm sensitive and fucking rude, a spoiled brat but all the money can not buy a single kiss from someone who does not desire my body nor my mind my heart is drowning in another whiskey glass hands trembling, I light up my own cigarette and spill the bitter, honest thoughts amidst a laugh: i love you. please, don't leave me. please. i beg.

Poem about Ray [Only Friends]

[can be seen as another form of this fic i also wrote as Ray's character study] p.s. strong hugs to @xagan for patiently working with me to make it sound better < 3

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I am finally slowly getting back to writing fics! Reading TSC was surely a good motivation boost for a story that I'm working on x)

Anyway, my Love for Love's Sake boys are back and Sangwon's POV is so fun to write once I pushed through the writer's block.

Hehe. This boy can and will make a throuple out of those two boyfriends, even if he has to insert himself against all best wishes xD

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This world clearly needs more Bad Buddy OT4 poly fics, so I wrote more of my self-indulgent story. I just really wanted to explore all the different romantic and plpratonic dynamics between Korn, Wai, Pat and Pran.

And you're welcome to read it :D Hope you'll enjoy the ride ^^ Magnetic Hearts on AO3

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IM SORRY??? how did i miss you have a wip with toddblack and tinnchan interracting? i need to know more

Young and Menace (Not Me & Law of Attraction | toddblack & chantinn + toddray + gumpa & tinn)

I think you might know exactly what this wip is, because we might've brainstormed it for fun on the server together, but it's been suuuuuuch a long time ago that I also forgot it existed, but there were quite a few scenes in my doc :D

I think it was the idea that Chan would make a great morally grey lawyer for Todd and Black would be annoyed af and tried to threaten him into stop working with Todd - but Chan would be protected by Tinn. Chan would ask Tinn to kick Black's ass but Tinn would be like I WON'T, THAT'S A WHOLE CHILD (also he's friends with Gumpa cuz ofc he is!) but once Black tries to kill Chan, Tinn decides that's enough angry kitten for today xD

I don't think it'll ever get finished tbh, because I don't have any ending or idea in mind, but it stays as a funny oneshot in my docs.

"If you won't let me talk to him, then tell that dickhead yourself to stop covering Todd's frauds!" His voice sounds muffled until he raises his head to glare to the side, searching for Chan's smug face but his moves were limited. "Excuse me," Chan sounded offended behind him. "We all need to earn money, how can you just tell me not to do my job? Do you think I'll just tell you 'sure, no problem, I'll just let my client know that I'm so unprofessional because I was threatened by some teenager?'" Black tried to roll his eyes and jerked up again, but Tinn held him firmly. So he hissed, "You fucker, you can't just destroy all evidence over and over again! I'll find them eventually and then I'll bring down both of you." "I'd love to see you try, nong Black," Black twisted his head and finally stared right up to witness the shark grin on Chan's face, the one he hated so much. These guys, Chan and Todd, always thought they could do anything just because they were rich. And Black would only feel satisfied seeing their faces stripped of their confidence and bleeding, getting a taste of justice.

Todd's pov:

Boy, he loved seeing Black so flared up, so passionate, fighting against people just to show that he cared about Todd and what he was doing. Even if it was cursing him for doing some small financial tricks. He wouldn't even call them frauds per se, Black just saw the world in a really – well – black and white perspective.

Ah, and in this story Todd was drinking buddies situationship with Ray, because that fic is in the same universe of Only Friends x Not Me fics Young and Menace (where Sand is Black's friend), so he was actually watching Black trying to go after Chan and fight Tinn while Ray was hella drunk and clingy :D (I also had a tiny thought that Ray would absolutely hit on Gumpa and then Yok would be offended because he tried to tap that first, and then Yok and Ray would also become good friends xD)

Todd sipped some wine from a flask that wasn't his. The owner of it currently was draping himself on Todd, nuzzling into his neck and whining – just like whenever he felt too drunk and lonely, which was a picture way too familiar. Todd didn't mind, he had a thing for fierce and bitter people who turned sweeter under the influence of an alcohol. Made him feel like he had power over them, like he was important – no, he was wanted enough for them to shed their defenses. Unfortunately, Black stopped hanging out with him and brought guns instead of bottles of beer in his house, and Ray needed someone who could care about his whining any more than Todd. He could play with it, could tolerate it, but not much more.

And Gumpa maybe would be able to handle more protests and rebel events with the help of Chan and Tinn (they just need a hacker but come on, Chan could teach Gram and White a thing or two about law, right?)^^

Anyway, Not Me crossovers are the best and infinite potential for fics with any show!:D so LoA seemed to be perfect to end up in my docs as well.

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WIP Tag Game!

RULES: make a new post with the names of all the files in your WIP folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. Let people send you an ask with the title that most intrigues them, and then post a little snippet or tell them something about it! Then tag as many people as you like!

Tagged by @doyou000me and @fairylokai, thank you guys<3

In a Chaotic Lawful author's style, I usually upload stories on AO3 as soon as I write them, no regrets :D But I have some ongoing long fics and half-abandoned stories that I just need to get excited about again so... Maybe someone will be still curious to learn more (or get future snippets :])

Fanfics

Make NPC Happy/Game of a Misfit (aka NPC Supremacy Zone) - Love for Love's sake ot3 (all chapters after 6)

bros before hos in love with the bros (aka Magnetic Hearts) - Bad Buddy ot4 slowburn (chapter 12 and forward)

burning ice - Donghee/Hotae, post-canon Time of Fever

hold each other's hands - Kawi/Pisaeng, aspec exploration

in the room with scarlet curtains - Junhoe/Jinhwan, supernatural dream AU

Waterfall in the Sky - B.I pov AU, healing after depression (webtoon)

It snows in my heart (aka Free Spirit) - Boston in USA, meeting SandRay, Only Friends post-canon fix-it fic

Dream Wrapped in Gold - MorkDay, Last Twilight AU, other chapters

Meet me, Death - KanThua, supernatural grim reaper AU

Young and Menace - Not Me x Law of Attraction, Black and Todd interacting with Tinn and Chan

Not Me, Not You, We Switched Places - Not Me x Eclipse, Yok and Akk switch universes

Paint My Life Orange - FirstKhao AU (interactive visual novel)

Originals

Fire Ocean Orden - supernatural/superhero, found family, finding yourself by overcoming unfortunate gift of powers (characters based on iKON)

Bird of Color - steampunk world, art vs engineering, rebel

U MAD - urban magic, rebelling against capitalism and politics (not me style), found family

The very touch of you corrupts - coming of age, identity navigation, MLM, Ace Guy/Allo Guy (Trans)

It was fun checking out my drafts and remembering stories I wanted to work on! I should really focus on my original stories... but they are easier for me to write in a form of fanfic (even before turning to webtoon or visual novel) so that's why a few original stories are in the Fanfics section for now xD

If anyone's curious about some specific story, ask me! I'll find a snippet ^^

Tagging without any pressure my fellow discord sprinters @wereflamingo, @welcometothelairofthebitchking, @xagan, @ablazenqueen, @thepancakelady :]

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But today, even the simple gestures - such as morning messages between them – felt different. Well, they weren't different in their content but they had to be different somehow. And for some reason, Wai was thrilled to find out about those small changes. He got pulled out of his thoughts by a loud knock in the door. Wai jumped up from the bean bag and went to open it. First thing that greeted him was the atrociously vivid – highlighter green colored – windbreaker. The second one – Korn's disarming smile, and then infamous ponytail he hasn't been putting up lately. "That fashion style… is definitely a choice," Wai said as a greeting, chuckling. Korn managed to grin even wider.

So... how do we think their "first date" is gonna go?:D

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Chapter 7 of Magnetic Hearts is out!

It's first half of the scene with prankorn :]

They are so adorable, and it's fun to write their interactions – Pran and Korn aren't chaotic but quite soft, chill and funny (more fun coming in CH 8 next week xD)

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I'm writing Boston, Ray and Sand chatting during their visit in New York post-canon and it's so fun adsfjahljdfl look at them

Sand sighs. "Why did you even want to come here for him? It's hours off our schedule and planned route. Boston is not even a good person." "You don't know him," Ray protests, and eyebrows shoot up Boston's face as he comes up and inserts himself into their conversation. "He's right, I'm not a good person," Boston chuckles bitterly as he stares into Sand's unfazed eyes. "But Ray isn't either, yet I don't see you having problems with him."

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Boston is suddenly hit with the realization that sober Ray is so damn cute. He always got his charms – and Boston prays that Sand never learns of the fact that he and Ray used to hook up when they were drunk in the beginning of their friendship – but there is a different glow about him now. He opens his mouth at the moment when Sand shoves a potato fry in Ray's mouth, lovey-dovey look in his eyes. "When did you get so handsome, Ray?" "Don't even think about it," Sand threatens him with another fry, and Boston winces. "It must be the therapy. My therapist keeps calling me pretty too," Ray grins, and Sand gasps next to him.

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"Actually, I should already go, I have an art practice in forty minutes. Damn, I'm supposed to get nude and I just ate fried chicken stripes," he sighs as he stands up, gathering his jacket. He doesn't register the moment of silence that passes between him and the couple. "Do you, like, pose naked for people?" Ray questions him with wide eyes. "It's not like you are the one drawing?" Boston nods. "I work part-time as a model for artists in the academy. It's not as sexy as you think, unfortunately, but it's fun and I've got a good body, so why not." "You do," Ray hums and grins. "Shi-it~ That's so cool." Boston feels his lips stretching into a smile. "I got a drawing as a gift one time, but at least the recording is forbidden there. I can't get into troubles, people praise me, and I get paid for it. What's not to like?" Ray gives him a thumbs up, and Boston feels proud of himself. That it, until he looks at Sand staring up at him with the mixed emotions on his face. Boston tilts his head. "Why are you looking at me like that? Don't believe me? I can get you an invite to the session, if you want to look at my body and try painting it as well." Ray is looking at Sand with the frown, probably searching for the desire on Sand's face, but Boston gets an answer to his question pretty soon. He doesn't expect it at all, though. "No, I'm just… I'm really sorry," Sand says, and Boston freezes. Did he hear it right?

they are fun but also i still have an entire first chapter of Boston being moody in nyc meeting his photographer friends before sandray arrive xD

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[Dream Wrapped in Gold] – Last Twilight fanfic

This is my passion project because this fic started years ago as my own original short story about a 'bad' guy befriending and falling in love with a sportsman who lost his vision.

Do you see why I thought it would fit so perfectly for Last Twilight with Mork and Day?:D

I had it half-translated to English, and now I decided to make it finished with the newfound inspiration. Of course, I am rewriting it to suit it better (I need Night in it as well!), but I hope my story will find its readers.

Fandom: Last Twilight Pairing: Mork/Day Tags: Vision deterioration, Blind Character, Blindness, Mental Health Issues, Mood Pills AU, Alternate Universe, sort of canon compliant, Mork is an Actor, Day is a Gymnast, Dreaming about someone else's life, Hurt/Comfort, Romance Chapter: 1 and counting; (7586 words in original but it'll expand) Summary:

In this world, it's a usual thing to buy someone else's feelings and memories in stores. They are made in pills and categorized by different labels, containing hundreds of lives and stories. Mork had to take a break in his acting career due to losing himself. For years he played a dark role of a gangster and took too many pills that distorted his real personality. Every day as a therapy Mork took only happy memories. Until one day, he accidentally bought pills with the wrong label…

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