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Shocking news!

I started posting my Love for Love's Sake OT3 fic on AO3. I can't accept that a fun and cool charactwr like Sangwon is the one left after happy ending to wallow in his angst, so I decided to add him into equation. i can and I will write Sangwon/Myungha/Yeowoon and no one will stop me. 😈

However, I'd really like encouragement because the fic is planned to be long... Some of you might remember all the snippets I've posted so far - it might take several chapters to get to them 😆

I already have 16k words in my draft that need to be edited (and then continue writing it) so I decided I can safely start posting it. Please check the prologue of "NPC Sumpremacy Zone" out😋 (you'll need an AO3 account for this because I closed my fics from guests this year because of all bots and AI scraping problems)

Link to the fic 👉

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This Collar is Binding Universe to You, and You to Me Tae Myungha / Cha Yeowoon (Love for Love's Sake)

Summary: When he first clasped the metallic collar-looking device around Myungha's neck, it slightly buzzed, turning itself on, and Yeowoon could see his boyfriend's eyes widen up, clouding with haze as he stared somewhere far far away – and then a relieved exhale slipped between his lips. The collar was grounding him. He needed this. Even more, he liked this. Or: Yeowoon begged the game god to stop Myungha from glitching, disappearing or being erased from his universe. That's how Myungha got his collar. And how Yeowoon discovered how much he enjoyed it.

Words: 2 595

Before I bring my OT3 story, I randomly managed (no, I was actually enabled :D) to whip out this oneshot about Myungha in a collar. It started with "isn't it funny how Myungha canonically have a Mad Dog nickname, what if we put him in a collar, wait I can actually think of an in-game explanation for this–"

I hope people are still tuning in for LFLS fics because I have more to bring xD

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Soft & Fun BlackYok Tattoo Drawing fanfic

You can ask me, Lex, when will you stop baiting people with your platonic but weirdly almost kinky-tense shit for very rare pairings when there are so many canon ships in BLs?

And I'll tell you, never. That's what my AO3 account is for xD And sometimes I find out with surprise that there are people that enjoy this as well, so!

I wrote this 'Yok drawing tattoos on Black' fic in celebration of @xagan's birthday! Hope you have a fantastic life, you're the best person I ever divorced (but still cherish my damn best)<3

"I can design tattoos for you." Yok slowly got up and traced the pen up to Black's chest, hovering just slightly above his denim jacket and a sleeveless dark-red hoodie. "I can put the meaning on your skin, if you tell me what matters to you in this world." He tapped lightly against Black's heart, making a point. Black was staring at him with dark eyes and a heavy gaze. "Do it. Draw on me."

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Seven Sentence Sunday

No one tagged me, but I saw Bad Buddy fandom having some fun on my dash, so I wanted to join – I need to get inspired for my BBS OT4 funky slowburn fic (Magnetic Hearts), so I'll share a wip from several chapters ahead.

Actually, I don't even know whether this bit will even take place in the story, but I had it in my mind and might as well share, in case I won't put it anywhere x)

Wai stops renting his apartment and moves in with Korn, even going as far as helping him to feed his ball python. Pat suggests buying one huge apartment for them all to live in. Wai: "Maybe later, we're not even sure yet that all of this (gestures between the four of them) will work out." Pran: (firmly) "It will. I can't handle the thought of not being able to keep my favorite people close to me. Even if it's going to be rocky, we'll manage." Korn: "We could always have a trip to that one beach village you guys love going to and accidentally forget Wai there." Wai: "YOU FUCKER! (Holds himself back, breathes out, in a perfectly calm therapy-induced voice) I can't believe I love you." Korn: "You what?!" (Shocked, never heard it before)

Encouraging everyone else who wants it to participate as well:D

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Fic authors self rec! When you get this, reply with your favorite five fics that you've written, then pass on to other writers. Spread the self-love~ 🫶🏻

Thank you for the request, I finally got to it :D Five fics that I've written which are my favourite - (and I had to choose only those I've already finished, but a lot of my fav settings are in the long long chaptered poly fics x)) 1. Caught In the Downpoor – Sky/Rain, Love in The Air I love the entire trilogy I wrote because it was a silly whimsy idea that we had a lot of fun developing on discord and then I started writing it, and other people supported it too and now there are so many awesome SkyRain fics out there that absolutely fit my taste with ADHD, platonic bdsm and close friendship vibes. This is just such a comfort ghost ship for me that is popular enough to constantly return to xD I might even write fourth story for them one day! Who knows when inspiration hits but I'm not really done with those weather besties.

2. Young And Menace - Sand/Ray, Todd/Black, Not Me + Only Friends I love this one because crossovers of any Thai BL with Not Me is an amazing idea, in my opinion. And since we got to know Sand lived in the same building as Black, and we didn't get to see him using his bat, I took the headcanon of them being friends and ran with it xD Plus, I think, this story just poured out of me in one sitting and I didn't really know what was going to happen, but all of them ended up very emotional. And poetical. And I consider it well written so yeah, my fav!

3. I let you paint me in black - Black/|Yok, Not Me I am back with my Not Me fics and ghost ships :D We joked on NM discord that Yok definitely tried to get it on with all of gang members, and he's also the kinky one - meanwhile Black is on the violent side. I put handcuffs on Yok, gave Black some tools and played with them like dolls. And as expected, they had a lot of fun! This and its sequel fic are some of my short stories that I write in one sitting simply for an idea but I think I managed to capture some tension between these characters which I don't usually have in my stories.

4. Capturing the sight of a broken soul - Nick/|Sand, Nick/Boston, Only Friends Uh... I don't need to put a disclaimer about another ghost ship, do I? I just love platonic bonds and close friendship that are borderline romantic or touchy. And somebody needed to comfort Sand after everything he's been through! Come on! And Nick had to repay with his kindness and softness back. Also I challenged myself to write Boston's POV here which was... extremely fun! I was thinking how he and Sand could get to a more friendly side, and I think I found the way.

5. Boredom is a crime - Korn/Wai, Bad Buddy Last but not least, this was my first ever fic I wrote for Thai BL series. Which was on itself fascinating, as I haven't been really writing for years in my other kpop fandom. But meeting other fans and ficwriters, getting overwhelming support and attention for my works and forming community felt so inspiring that I started writing and drawing for myself and for fun again. It was also the time when I challenged myself to write coherent stories in English, and I practiced on BBS and NM. Also I should really write more (even more) asexual and ADHD characters... Anyway, Korn's POV is still my favourite and I had a lot of fun and it's a very important milestone.

It was a nostalgic journey, and I remembered once again what I love writing about. I never know what message do I give but I hope my stories are simply comforting or fun to explore for other people =)

I'm passing the torch to @ullvide @xagan @springkitten @doyou000me @wereflamingo-in-thai-dramaland (or tag me if you already did such post!)

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my heart is bleeding into every vodka shot and every drag of cigarette just makes it worse i don't know how to make the people stay they look at me, then roll their eyes and go i am a burden. just a trash you find on any street i have been told i'm sensitive and fucking rude, a spoiled brat but all the money can not buy a single kiss from someone who does not desire my body nor my mind my heart is drowning in another whiskey glass hands trembling, I light up my own cigarette and spill the bitter, honest thoughts amidst a laugh: i love you. please, don't leave me. please. i beg.

Poem about Ray [Only Friends]

[can be seen as another form of this fic i also wrote as Ray's character study] p.s. strong hugs to @xagan for patiently working with me to make it sound better < 3

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I am finally slowly getting back to writing fics! Reading TSC was surely a good motivation boost for a story that I'm working on x)

Anyway, my Love for Love's Sake boys are back and Sangwon's POV is so fun to write once I pushed through the writer's block.

Hehe. This boy can and will make a throuple out of those two boyfriends, even if he has to insert himself against all best wishes xD

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This world clearly needs more Bad Buddy OT4 poly fics, so I wrote more of my self-indulgent story. I just really wanted to explore all the different romantic and plpratonic dynamics between Korn, Wai, Pat and Pran.

And you're welcome to read it :D Hope you'll enjoy the ride ^^ Magnetic Hearts on AO3

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I'm writing Boston, Ray and Sand chatting during their visit in New York post-canon and it's so fun adsfjahljdfl look at them

Sand sighs. "Why did you even want to come here for him? It's hours off our schedule and planned route. Boston is not even a good person." "You don't know him," Ray protests, and eyebrows shoot up Boston's face as he comes up and inserts himself into their conversation. "He's right, I'm not a good person," Boston chuckles bitterly as he stares into Sand's unfazed eyes. "But Ray isn't either, yet I don't see you having problems with him."

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Boston is suddenly hit with the realization that sober Ray is so damn cute. He always got his charms – and Boston prays that Sand never learns of the fact that he and Ray used to hook up when they were drunk in the beginning of their friendship – but there is a different glow about him now. He opens his mouth at the moment when Sand shoves a potato fry in Ray's mouth, lovey-dovey look in his eyes. "When did you get so handsome, Ray?" "Don't even think about it," Sand threatens him with another fry, and Boston winces. "It must be the therapy. My therapist keeps calling me pretty too," Ray grins, and Sand gasps next to him.

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"Actually, I should already go, I have an art practice in forty minutes. Damn, I'm supposed to get nude and I just ate fried chicken stripes," he sighs as he stands up, gathering his jacket. He doesn't register the moment of silence that passes between him and the couple. "Do you, like, pose naked for people?" Ray questions him with wide eyes. "It's not like you are the one drawing?" Boston nods. "I work part-time as a model for artists in the academy. It's not as sexy as you think, unfortunately, but it's fun and I've got a good body, so why not." "You do," Ray hums and grins. "Shi-it~ That's so cool." Boston feels his lips stretching into a smile. "I got a drawing as a gift one time, but at least the recording is forbidden there. I can't get into troubles, people praise me, and I get paid for it. What's not to like?" Ray gives him a thumbs up, and Boston feels proud of himself. That it, until he looks at Sand staring up at him with the mixed emotions on his face. Boston tilts his head. "Why are you looking at me like that? Don't believe me? I can get you an invite to the session, if you want to look at my body and try painting it as well." Ray is looking at Sand with the frown, probably searching for the desire on Sand's face, but Boston gets an answer to his question pretty soon. He doesn't expect it at all, though. "No, I'm just… I'm really sorry," Sand says, and Boston freezes. Did he hear it right?

they are fun but also i still have an entire first chapter of Boston being moody in nyc meeting his photographer friends before sandray arrive xD

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[Dream Wrapped in Gold] – Last Twilight fanfic

This is my passion project because this fic started years ago as my own original short story about a 'bad' guy befriending and falling in love with a sportsman who lost his vision.

Do you see why I thought it would fit so perfectly for Last Twilight with Mork and Day?:D

I had it half-translated to English, and now I decided to make it finished with the newfound inspiration. Of course, I am rewriting it to suit it better (I need Night in it as well!), but I hope my story will find its readers.

Fandom: Last Twilight Pairing: Mork/Day Tags: Vision deterioration, Blind Character, Blindness, Mental Health Issues, Mood Pills AU, Alternate Universe, sort of canon compliant, Mork is an Actor, Day is a Gymnast, Dreaming about someone else's life, Hurt/Comfort, Romance Chapter: 1 and counting; (7586 words in original but it'll expand) Summary:

In this world, it's a usual thing to buy someone else's feelings and memories in stores. They are made in pills and categorized by different labels, containing hundreds of lives and stories. Mork had to take a break in his acting career due to losing himself. For years he played a dark role of a gangster and took too many pills that distorted his real personality. Every day as a therapy Mork took only happy memories. Until one day, he accidentally bought pills with the wrong label…

Read it here:

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Guide of my creations

For all the new people stumbling upon my blog – I know it's very confusing, but I do have some art and fanfics and indie games and other stuff. I finally got around to collect all the links and tags here, thank you for the pressure xD

Feel free to interact even with old stuff and send me asks about anything, even if you just want to chat or discuss new thai lakorn.

Welcome, take some pizza and roam around!

ART COMMISSIONS POST [currently open, DM for more]

ART TAGS:

#my works — everything from art to animations to flash games to random edits etc

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#phanart — Dan and Phil fanart (also animations and flash games)

#supernatural — Supernatural fanart (quite old tho xD)

#dropthegame — my future visual novels (I'll update other games to this tag later)

#dropthemeta — some of my meta posts for Thai BL series

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#dropthefanfic — my recent fanfics (also mostly Thai BLs)

(AO3) Birds On Concrete Wall (Thai BLs and my passionate practice of writing in English)

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Love for Love's Sake translation+culture details+meta

Time of Fever recap (Unintentional Love Story spinoff spoilers)

My social media (iKON, phanart, album designs, AR apps, IG masks and filters, vlogs and my other creative projects)

My website with cool projects I made inspired by K-pop group iKON (and their approval :3)

List with my plans and ideas (messy)

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⏳ Hold The Sand With Care So It Won't Fall Apart

Nick just hugged him tighter and pressed a small kiss on Sand's sharp cheek. He needed to let Sand know he would always be on his side too. Sand shifted, turning his head to him, and Nick quickly raised his eyes from where they fell on Sand's lips, getting caught in his sharp gaze. Holding an intense look, Nick smiled. "Just wanted to make you feel better too." Or: Nick and Sand comfort each other through their heartbreaks

I present you Nick/Sand, Comfort fic and no crying, 2573 words :3 I think they both deserved to kiss each other in the show, they've suffered enough, come on, don't you all agree

// My other Only Friends fanfics //

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«they say love is the grandest, mightiest, and bravest of all feelings there is to be – and yet, i swallow while holding my breath, and my eyes seem to quiver, my posture askance – you shine like a battalion of thousands of suns... your touch burns me no less.

when you tilt back my pin, i let out a gasp. it's quiet and it's small but it's there; and there's no path behind me – my steps heavy no more, and i know it, i feel it, i fear it. so i raise up my voice and i push you away, but your smirk hunts me in dreams; though it's your eyes i will never forget.

i fall down, and i'm scared. i can not afford to break – or to crack, i've got many things to do, but you're wrecking all my mind. you're no sun, you are a moon; you eclipse me – and i'm gone, done, obscured by all the feelings, all the tricks you play on my

life. you are the moon. your touch corrupts. when i look at you i feel like fire in my chest and in my lighter needs to die. you hold my face in palms, and i can't help but cry. it's such a terrifying feeling, yet we are bravest when we love».

Akk about Ayan. The Eclipse Series (2022)

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when i was born, my mother gave a gift to me called Grief, for many years unwanted kid like me read fairy tales and foolishly mistook that gift with Care because the vinyl records in our living room were playing gentle lullabies into my ears they drowned out man's yelling and the woman's cries i didn't know the mother's hands should not be cold i didn't know the bitter drinks in glasses smell like death not knowing any better, i grew up her perfect copy – the same dead look, dramatic outbursts and mourning of life i longed for love but how can one discover something never seen? it only grazed my heart in bathtubs, drawn by a path of pills the actress passed a cursed theatric play to only child – the ghost of one, who danced with Death more often than with other people; her hugs were cold, awaited and familiar

tonight i take a cigarette and put it in between my bleeding lips unknown singer lights it up for me, and suddenly i breathe – your flame feels warm your eyes see me your touch is nothing but a gift of Care so maybe if you sing the lullabies for me the Death will never interrupt us she won't dare

[Ray, Only Friends Series]

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I was thinking about Sci-Fi AU for Not Me fandom for a long time (tbh I always entertain these thoughts but never brave enough to venture there, usually resorting to just writing about Bad Buddy engineers))

But this time I wanted to write Yok for @springkitten birthday and we kept talking about steampunk or Sci-Fi AUs on NM discord and this happened xP

Black has gone on a mission to face Todd and disappeared. Yok and Gram went to get him back.

AU: Futuristic setting, some of the people augment themselves with devices, sometimes they implant something in themselves as well. Yok has Augmented Reality glasses and skill to change digital design, Gram - access to many databases and information and ability to quickly scan and filter through it, Black - connectors implanted in himself to augment his brain and hacking abilities.

Neither toddblack nor gramblack but also both and also secret third thing aka Yok's POV^^ And lots of gadgets, I wonder if what I wrote is even understandable by non-tech people, I guess we'll see, I didn't have much time in the narration to explain the universe fully x)

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Chapter 7 of Magnetic Hearts is out!

It's first half of the scene with prankorn :]

They are so adorable, and it's fun to write their interactions – Pran and Korn aren't chaotic but quite soft, chill and funny (more fun coming in CH 8 next week xD)