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esbi19 · 4 years ago

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[TRANS] 6.30.2020 SB19 Menpa on Twitter

Translations under the cut. I tried to get all of them, please let me know if I missed any.

[SB19] Hi, A’TIN! Thank you so much for all the inspiring messages 🥺 We love you FORBeS (forever) hahaha do you know that we miss eating together. How are you all, by the way? 💙

[SB19] Hihihi

(video audio)

Someone offscreen: Isn’t it against the light?

Justin: Against?

[Sejun]

Wassup hotdogs?

[Ken]

Ayyyeeee 🔥🔥🔥 🤟🏼

What is your ulam? (directed at A’TIN)

[Justin]

Oh just in time our ulam earlier was chicken inasal (in reply to ken)

[Justin]

A’TIN: If my bias reads this, jiggle the saucer please 👉🏻👈🏻

Justin: (formally) who is your bias?

[Justin]

*can’t see the tweet unfortunately*

Justin: (formally) no

[Justin]

A’TIN: My heart is beating fast waittttt (or my heart raced for a secondddd)

Justin: Hala chase it or someone else might steal it

[T/N: Hala is an interjection used to indicate that someone is in trouble]

[Sejun]

A’TIN: Is this really sejun?? We want a punctuation mark in the replies

Sejun: ;

[Justin]

A’TIN: What will you handa for your birthday, Jah?

Justin: (formally) I’m the handa 😉

[T/N: Handa is the food that you prepare at a get together, but the word literally means “ready”. I thought it would flow better if I just left the word in.]

[Josh]

This is a MENPA then?

Why is twitter so slow for me? Is it the same for you guys?

[Justin]

A’TIN: Where is Ken?

Justin: He can’t log in HAHAHA

[Josh]

A’TIN: (formally) SSOB Josh! Where is Ken?

Josh: Twitter is eating him

[T/N: I think he might be saying that Twitter is eating up his replies? / Ssob is slang for boss (ssob is boss backwards) used for someone you look up to)]

[Sejun]

A’TIN: Leader! I have the same birthday as Josh can you greet me? Jah won’t acknowledge me

Sejun: Happy Birthday! God Bless you! Stay safe :)

[Sejun]

A’TIN: Sejun, I asked this last time but you didn’t answer. If you were made to pick, would you rather tell the truth or lie?

Sejun: Truth. Always

[T/N: Not sure if he’s picking between something in general or the fan meant picking between the members]

[Ken]

(in reply to his own tweet: Ayyeee) Hi to all the chickens by the way✨⭐

[Josh]

A’TIN: (formally) Hello can you jiggle my cup please

Josh: Fine I’ll jiggle it

[Ken]

A’TIN: Kennnn were the abs on your previous icon real?? It wasn’t photoshop??

Ken: Yes they were real hahaha

[Ken]

A’TIN: Have you really gotten a haircut?

Ken: Just a trim haa

[Josh]

A’TIN: (the same one that was talking to Sejun) Jah, we have the same birthday can you give me your greeting as a gift

Josh: (in jejemon) Happy birthday

[T/N: “1/2phi v3rTtH31!” - halfie vertthei!]

[Josh]

*tweet is also unavailable*

Josh: O let’s go one at a time

[Ken]

A’TIN: Hi ken (accompanied by pic of Ken showing abs)

Ken: HAHAHAH I’m dead

[Justin]

A’TIN: I’m so lost, I don’t know which thread to reply to

Justin: anywhere is fine hehe (spelled as h3h3)

[Ken]

A’TIN: Ken come on let’s duo on pubg, raise our ranks

Ken: Weeee hahahah

[Sejun]

A’TIN: Sejun, when Manny Pacquiao retires, is that called unboxing

Sejun: You know hahahaha

[Justin]

(everything in jejemon)

A’TIN: Baby, your birthday is so cloe

Justin: Yes, baby, seven more days

[Ken]

A’TIN: Ken I’ll guess your ulam, chicken! HAHAHHAHA

Ken: basic hahah

[Sejun]

A’TIN: Leader, what are the things that people always do that you don’t?

Sejun: Other than bathe, tiktok

[Ken]

A’TIN: Kennnnn if you reply to this I’ll dance chinita girl

Ken: If you don’t do that I’ll shoot you too hahaha (in reference to his tweet telling Josh to follow him)

[Ken]

A’TIN: Please always remember that your Garuda are here supporting you always 🥺

Ken: Hello Garuda warriors 🌸💕💕💕✨✨✨

Love y’all ✨⭐

[Ken]

A’TIN: hoyy so you’re here did you know that we were sulking before because you never pay attention to us HAHAHAHH

Ken: you’re all cute HAHAH

[Josh]

A’TIN: do I need to DARE you to reply to me?

Josh: Of course not. Hahahaha! I’m just joking around but of course I also don’t want you to difficult dares

[Justin]

A’TIN: I can reply anywhere? And I’ll get a reply

Justin: (in jejemon) maybe

[Josh]

A’TIN: Ehem maybe just maybeeee

Josh: It’s all beef, is there no pork?

[T/n: Maybe is “baka” in tagalog, which is also the word for beef or cow]

[Sejun]

A’TIN: Leader! One “good job” please. I passed all the activities i needed to pass in school

Sejun: Good job!

[Justin]

A’TIN: Jah, what comes after PURE?

Justin: Rangers, but it could also be Pop Girls 😉

jk, PAYB (five)

[Ken]

A’TIN: Ayieeeee 🌸💕💕💕 i love you all ✨🌸 sorry alreadyyyy

Ken: HUHU 🥺🥺

[Josh]

A’TIN: JOOOSSSSH if you reply, I’ll dance chinita girl!

Josh: No need! I’m also glad that I can interact with you guys again

[Justin]

A’TIN: Huhu. Is there a menpa? I’m about to drive home. Please wait for me. how sour. Anyway... i missed you boys.

Justin: Take care on your way home!

[Sejun]

(can’t see the A’TIN’s tweet for some reason?)

Sejun: I want to do the second thing, but I often do the first one

[Ken]

Hoy, charm me HAHAHAHA

[Stell]

A’TIN: what does tired look like?

Stell: *posts gif of Boo from Monsters, Inc. looking tired*

[Ken]

Ayyieeee 💕🌸 i’m gonna be charmed now HAHA

[Justin]

A’TIN: waaaah I stopped in the middle of bathing here. 😂 hopefully Ken replies to me. 🤞🤞

Justin: Ken doesn’t reply to those that don’t bathe like him, (formally) just a joke! 😁

[Ken]

Are you guys also sulking? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Yes I’m aware guys, ‘cause you’re so cute HAHAHAHA so eat some broken glass for now haha

[Justin]

A’TIN: My fingers are hurting now but I won’t give uppppppp

Justin: you can substitute your toes, (formally) please try. 👍

[Josh]

A’TIN: When bhie (baby?) notices me who told me that I wasn't beautiful hahahaha

Josh: Who said you weren’t beautiful??? 😡

[T/N: I think this was what they were trying to say? I think there’s a typo somewhere in that A’TIN’s tweet]

[Josh]

A’TIN: hey read my name HAHAHAHAHA (Cullen’s lice)

Josh: You’re my lice? Hahahahahahaha 😂

Josh: I don’t have lice of course but you’re my lice. Yiee 🤪

[Stell]

Stell: Tireddddddddd

A’TIN: Me too stell, tired of replying but not getting replied back

Stell: Awww :(

[Stell]

A’TIN: Do you know

Stell: Not yet :/

[T/N: idk what the fan is referring to but they were replying to stell’s tweet saying he was tired]

[Stell]

A’TIN: Rest stell :( eat a lot. I miss your zumba hihi

Stell: No zumba for now I might get in trouble

[Sejun and Josh]

A’TIN: Sejun, do you know? When I first got into SB19, my dream of becoming a performer reignited. That’s why this is me now, practicing vocals then dancing because when I turn 18, I plan to audition for ShowBT. Any tips, leader?

Sejun: Just keep working on your dreams. More than anything else, just trust and believe in yourself! We support you. Be brave. Take care.

Josh: (formally) ThAnK yOu fOr ThE aDvIcE LeaDEr!

[Stell]

A’TIN: Bebelab! You were chatting with your other bebelab right?? That’s why you were late :((

Stell: And who would that be?

[Stell]

A’TIN: What do you say to my editing skills?

Stell: You even worked hard on editing. You can just request it. So I’ll be the one to do the editing.

[Stell]

A’TIN: Stell, I have a serious question,,, how come when you guys do a live it seems like you’re gonna enter the screen (meaning he’s really close to the camera)

Stell: Ahh hahaha because if I’m far away from the screen I have a hard time seeing my eyesight is getting a little bad hehe my head starts to hurt if I force myself to read from far away that’s why I’m close to the screen

[Stell]

A’TIN: Stell, you won’t pick me up? Is it final? 😟👉👈

Stell: are you a student? are you in kindergarten? if yes, then fine where are you?

[Justin]

A’TIN: What’s more beautiful? The sun or the moon? Come on, reply to me

Justin: you

[Ken]

it’s too much A’tin we miss you so so much

[Ken]

i’m so lost, where are my comments haays 🥺

[Josh]

A’TIN: Are you not tired of cancelling my friend request yet hnggg

Josh: THIS IS WHAT REALLY HAPPENED HAHAHA! (formally) I’m not cancelling friend requests guys, it goes away by itself once the limit is reached. So please don’t sulk hahahahahaha

[Stell]

A’TIN: (formally) Hello? Tao po? Is Stell still there?

Stell: he’s still here :)

[T/N: “Tao po?” literally means “is there someone there?” but is used as a polite way to say hello, especially when calling for someone inside their home]

[Sejun]

A’TIN: What small gesture from a stranger made a big impact on you?

Sejun: When they sit at the edge of the jeep near the driver instead of near the door and they hand over the jeep fare even if there’s no other people besides the two of us. It’s better to fill the end first. It’s also for senior citizens or pwds.

[Stell]

A’TIN: Stell, why are you replying to Sejun’s post? Are you lost?

Stell: ehh this is Sejun’s post? :O

[Stell]

A’TIN: Can I ask you to make a cake for me for my Debut in December?? 👉👈😀

Stell: I’ll practice first so the cake will be beautiful for your debut ;)

[T/N: A debut is a coming-of-age celebration when someone turns 18]

[Ken]

I feel bad for the chickens, eating broken glass 🥺 (formally) krok krok 🥺 boobokaak🥺puhlease

[T/N: He wrote “krok krok na pooo”, so I guess it’s in chicken but the chicken is speaking formally]

[Josh]

A’TIN: YOU REALLY WON’T PICK ME UP? I’M GONNA CRY NOWWW AAAA

Josh: Which house did you end up in now? Come home I’m not mad anymore

[Stell]

A’TIN: I miss the one who is in my icon. 😔😢

Stell: By how much? ;)

[Josh]

A’TIN: do you have any plans to dye your hair black?

Josh: (formally) My hair has been black for a while hahaha 🤣

[Justin]

Thank you so much A’tin! We miss you! Take care always (in jejemon) Love you all!

[Josh]

A’TIN: JOSH PLEASE. SO I CAN SWERVE TO THE IHAWAN.

Josh: Don’t even have to think about it. Your futures are secured when you’re mine.

[T/N: Ihawan can be the place where things are barbecued

[Stell]

Sorry if I was late to the menpa. I’ll make up for it next time my loves :) Thank you for you time. I miss you guys! Let’s talk again next time ahhh bbye!!! :D Super Advance Happy Birthday Justin bebeboy that is a young man ahik

[Josh]

I’m not just for the stage, I’m also for real life HAHAHAHAHAHA

[Josh]

A’TIN: it’s too much you really won’t reply to me? i’m crying here already huhu (fan included a pic of their face)

Josh: I almost felt bad eh

[Ken]

Dead noww 🥶 the chicks don’t know me anymore! It’s like that ahhh! Crispy fry is what is in front of you all!

[Ken]

Notice: for everyone who are Chickens that eat shards. I just want to let you know that, I’m courting you all now ⭐✨ those who don’t accept, there is an additional punishment and you will dream with eyes open and eat shards.

[Josh]

Thank you for your time A’TIN! I missed you all a lot, I hope next time we can interact with you guys for longer. But for now I’ll just say good night! You guys make me laugh every day even if you don’t know it.

I LOVE YOU!!

[Josh]

A’TIN: (formally) I don’t want to seem pitiful but it looks that way..will you be the one to break the curse of 0/5?

Josh: Okay before I log out. Have a great night!!!

[Sejun]

Bye everyone! Till next time. :)

(in jejemon) thank you again for your time. Miss you guys so much! Hehehehe

[T/N: don’t think that last one was sejun lmao]

#sb19 #sb19 translations #sb19 josh #sb19 ken #sb19 justin #sb19 stell #sb19 sejun #sns: sb19 #twtr: sb19 #oh my fingers lmao #this is rly long so be warned...

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kaispen · 5 years ago

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Seal of Approval

"Why don't you just take me in, Tita?" I affectionately said, As I'd grown warm towards her after two years. "I know! I'll match you up with HIM!" Hahahaha! Her son who picks her up After our weekly retreats The same who drives me home At his mom's request - The three of us driving to my place. He appealed to me, But of course I kept this to myself. And then tonight, a week after our last session, Tita and I had a dinner meeting at her place. No, he wasn't there. No, she didn't know that I fancied him in secret. No, I had no motives (hahahaha, but I did have a secret crush on him). Tita and I were talking about all and sundry And because I'd grown up with old people, I was at home chitchatting with her - She really felt like family, And then she said, "I'll match you, I'll match you!" Hahahahh I was giddy, Could she tell? "Naaaw, What would her son say?" Hahahahhah I guess that kind of gave it away, And then I ask, "Oh, how's his girlfriend?" She never liked her, I'm sorry to say. "Oh, she's so jealous, he's getting tired." "Tita, bye, ok? We'll never end this chatter, as we can see!" "I'll match you up, ok?" Still smiling... you could tell. 11.20.2019

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prepossessingdetritus · 6 years ago

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get to know me tag💫

(was tagged by @magicshopx and also by @nurnocheinkeks for this one, thank you!!! sorry i’m getting to this so so late😅)

star sign: aquarius

put your playlist on shuffle and list the first 4 songs:

i’m fine by bts bohemian rhapsody (cover) by pentatonix pray for me by the weeknd and kendrick lamar like what by tennyson

grab the nearest book, turn to page 23, what is line 17?

“For in a quarrel since I came ashore” (my collection of shakespearean comedies was the closest book to me ok)

have you ever had a song or poem written about you?

hahahahh no

when was the last time you played the air guitar?

uhmm,,,,

what’s a sound you hate? a sound you love?

i hate the sound of long nails scratching against the scalp (very specific i know, but it really bothers me), and i love the sound of small birds chirping and also wind chimes

do you believe in ghosts?

not reallyyy

do you believe in aliens?

100% but not like the aliens that movies or fictional stories depict;; aliens as in there are certainly other living species in the vastness of outer space, even if they are just single-celled living organisms

do you drive? if so, have you ever crashed?

yes but don’t have a license yet :(( lmao let’s hope i don’t crash anytime soon

do you like the smell of gasoline?

no ://

what was the last movie you saw?

isn’t it romantic (tbh i was unsure about this movie BUT IT WAS RLY GOOD AND SO FUNNY!!! i recommend!!)

last book you read?

demian by herman hesse

what’s the worst injury you’ve ever had?

my left hand ring finger was in someone’s wooden cubby/locker and they didn’t see, so they slammed the door on my finger while it was still inside and basically the top half got squished completely and my bones broke and i had to get stitches :(( this was when i was 9 tho and my finger is totally fine now hahah

do you have an obsession?

other than bts, not really 😅

do you tend to hold grudges against people?

not really, i’ll eventually understand and forgive

are you in a relationship?

with my bed yes

not tagging anyone specific but @ followers please feel free to do this if you want and tag me so i get to know you better! :))

#tag game

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stupidpianist · 6 years ago

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8 november 2018

07:32: There goes alarm number one

07:44: There goes alarm number two

07:45: And number three

07:50: Not gonna snooze this one I SWEAR. Anyway, like, if you don’t at least snooze your first three alarms, what kind of a sociopath are you?? Have “big plans” today, if “big plans” means just having a productive day where I don’t make continual bad decisions. Don’t have a good reason for not liveblogging yesterday, it was just, I stayed up way, way, way too late on the night of the sixth, which resulted in me waking way, way, way too late on the day of the seventh, and in a complete state of brain fog, and entirely incapable of thinking in general. Spent the, uh, spent the afternoon hahahahh cause that’s when I woke up, Jesus, spent the afternoon doing administrative-related things, then had a work shift. Managed to touch a piano for, like, ten minutes before my shift started. Then did work. Then went home.

Felt pretty dysphoric for all of yesterday, as a result of just knowing that it was due to my own stupidity that I wasted an entire day. And not only wasted it, but that I wasn’t in an acceptable mental state for the entirety of the day as well. Was a bit of one of those “wake up calls,” or something, like, a personal “get your crap together, dude” moment, which made me decide, like, “okay, you’re sleeping before the sun rises tonight. you’re going to bed at midnight, no compromises. then you’re going to wake up early and DO THINGS, and not be in a completely debilitating stupor for the entire day.”

Seems like I’m off to an okay start, got seven hours of sleep, which is, like, for me, just above the bare minimum I get so that I don’t feel like I’m incapacitated at all. If I get less than six-and-a-half hours these days there’s a definitive, quantitative difference in my performance both mentally and physically, so, like, seven is, like, okay, nice job, guy. Been getting less than that for so long, and it’s one of the worst feelings, for me, at least, to go through a day in some fugue state, knowing that you’re not thinking clearly. Extremely frustrating, like knowing something is wrong, but not knowing what, exactly the cause/root is. Not worth it to stay up and enjoy the “festivities of the night” most of the time, unless it’s like, a get-together, or a celebration, because just the crappiness of feeling disgusting the next day outdoes so much of the fun/productivity that you could’ve just displaced with sleep and felt, overall, better. Don’t know why I keep getting less sleep than I need, it’s not for any productivity-related reason, it’s just self-indulgence. FEeling good that I’ve “reset” the sleep schedule today, going to see if I can continue it?? Know for certain that I need to wake by, at least, 11h on Saturday morning, so I can’t “go too hard” on Friday night, but Sunday I’m free, might be sleeping in on Sunday until noon, I fear… But probably not, I have nothing planned Saturday night, so I think a one, or two bedtime isn’t too late to be up by 10h or 11h again and feel, like, well-rested, even if I’ve had a bit to drink.

Outline of the day:

-go to health clinic (routine blood test just to make sure i’m not diseased or something)

-go to mclennan library to update liveblog

-go sign new work contract in music building

-practice (if time)

-go to actual appointment (since first visit to the drop-in clinic can only assign you a time, you can’t just jump into the appointment)

-go home for lunch/slight break, before heading to blood-work (since the actual appointment is just going to get me a blood-work time)

-go to music building to update liveblog

-practice

-go to piano organization meeting

-grab 710mL can of beer en route to home

-work out

-consume beer while reading/browsing internet intermittently

-shower

-bed

08:00: Teeth brushed (oh, did I mention I flossed last night?? That’s right I’m getting back on my floss game before I lose all my teeth and gums to decay!!!), face washed, hair wetted (it’s naturally looking good today, somehow, like, my bed hair looks pretty nice, so, minimal product needed), thermal shirt on, Champion hoodie I took from Corrina (on the night of Dungeon World, she had this bag of clothing she was going to donate, and offered any of it to us, and there “just so happened” to be this amazing coral or light-pink Champion hoodie that fits me PERFECTLY) on, brown slim pants on. Making a G Fuel shake, feeling a little out-of-it, probably because I’m really not used to waking this early, but I’m sure after a day or two it’ll be fine. Weather today should be good, for the first time in a while, we haven’t got much sun in a long time…

08:10: Taking this G Fuel “straight to the face,” really chugging it while updating music on iPod. Putting some more black metal on it, feel like I’m in the right mood today to listen to something bleak and aggressive but still feel good while doing so?? Not sure why I feel this, but, I mean, just going to “go along with it.” Could have left a bit earlier, but, like, I only have to sign the new work contract at 11h, which gives me way enough time, if I get there when the clinic opens at 08h30 there might be a substantial line already, but it’s not going to be, like, two-and-a-half hours long substantial. Feeling like I’m “leisurely treating myself” by allowing myself to leave by 08:30.

08:21: En route to clinic now. Witnessed police stopping bikers for some kind of infraction at an intersection, who look like students. Jesus, imagine just trying to make your 08h30 lecture on a frigid morning, biking and not driving, and you get stopped by a cop?? Who’s going to write you a ticket?? That’s going to cost an inordinate amount of money that you can’t afford because you’re a student?? And then it’ll make you late for your lecture?? That’s gonna throw your entire day off, like, what the heck, I understand they have a quota and they need to write a certain number of tickets, but why give it to a student… Who’s clearly on their way to class… I don’t know, this upset me, I don’t like this, I don’t like this at all. Keep turning backwards to witness the cop writing the ticket, trying to internalize their face.

08:36: Okay, got my ticket, number 90, the last number that was called was, like, 72? So I’m really not that far off. I know that people like to “trash talk” this clinic, and I know individual experience is no way to accurately report anything, but I guess I’ve always been lucky in that I haven’t yet had a bad experience with this clinic. I mean this in the physical sense, like, for physical ailments, I have no concept of how the mental health side of the clinic operates, though from what I hear it’s, uh… It’s not the greatest…

One of the comfy chairs is available, and not just the wooden benches, miraculously, going to read Foucault. Feeling alert, and, like, sort of preppy?? This is unlike me, I almost never feel like this. I think it’s just because of the early start, and my optimism with finally “setting things straight” in my life. Also feeling excited to go to arcade with A on Friday, feeling like I need to “earn” it, need to accomplish my lists of tasks for the day or else I can’t allow myself any relaxation time. Seems like this is a good thing to do, if done responsibly.

Always feel a strange sort of social structure exists at the clinic, not sure why I think so, though… There’s a weird sort-of tension between the students, and the secretaries behind their desks, like, a palpable but under-the-rug aggression between them, and then between the students there too seems to be a weird no-holds-barred sort-of attitude that I can’t place. Need to think more about this, maybe it has something to do with the stress that comes with being ill, and also the mutual struggle of attempting to see a limited amount of doctors?

09:45: Okay, my number was called, wow, that went by a lot quicker than I thought it would. Making my way through the Foucault, so far it hasn’t been terribly difficult to comprehend, though that’s one of the reasons why I chose this book and not other philosophy books I was looking to “get into.” Wanted to explore postmodern philosophy since I am not well versed in it AT ALL, but didn’t want to immediately start with a philosopher that writes primarily through references to other philosophical concepts, or presupposes a wide array of knowledge of other philosophers, because I just don’t really know much about philosophy at all. His rhetorical strategies are so efficient, was sending a message to [removed] about it being, like, “he’ll introduce an argumentative position you didn’t even know you had, and then he’ll explain why it’s invalid, before you even realized you could take that perspective.” Not sure if I’m describing this well, I hope I am…

09:47: Got my time for the appointment: 12h exactly. Going to head to McLennan now and update liveblog, which should take me right up until when I need to head to the music building to sign the contract. Mission: Accomplished.

10:43: Just finishing up this first liveblog update, feeling mental state continuing to ascend from a place of grogginess to a place of awareness. Really enjoying this feeling, like, really appreciating that it’s happening, and wanting it to continue. Realize, too, that even if I get adequate sleep and wake early, it doesn’t guarantee days like this, but also know that it caters to them a lot more than sleeping at 3, or worse.

Appointment time also means I’ll have adequate time to get a bit of practicing done, can at least get through my finger exercises and maybe some run-throughs, though maybe I should focus more on passage work at this point? I don’t know, I’ll “feel it out” once I’m in the practice rooms. Need to leave soon for the music building.

Also know I shouldn’t have more caffeine, but?? Like?? A coffee and a donut sounds so good right now? Do I do it, do I “become the slob?” Picturing myself as this giant amoeba sac right now, just sort of flopping along the ground, trying to get somewhere in the least efficient manner possible. I think, yeah, yeah, I think I’m gonna do it… but not yet… Going to do it before heading to the clinic again… Yeah, yeah, going to get that donut after I finish practicing. Then I’ll at least feel less guilty about spending money out on a coffee and donut. Remembering when I used to go to MIT on the weekends and my dad (who drove me there) and my little brother would sit in the student centre and get Dunkin Donuts. Dad would do work on his laptop and brother would study, or play handheld video games, and brother would always get the “glazed stick.” Was his favourite of all the pastries they had there. I don’t think I really have a favourite donut?? Depends heavily on my mood, but, like, okay, George’s Most Frequently Consumed Donut: jelly. Yummie. Gimme that jelly, need it, need that, need that jelly-- gimme.

Walking to music building now “with a pep in my step” hahaha

11:05: Finished signing the new contract. Took all of five seconds, though I don’t really know what I was expecting?? It’s, I mean, it’s just a contract, I have no idea why I thought it would take anything longer than that… Also have to make an amendment to the daily schedule, I completely forgot that the bloodwork lab is just walk-in as long as you have the right forms from your appointment, so I should be able to go directly from my appointment to the bloodwork lab, get my blood drawn, and then leave right after!! Less time wasted, can also mitigate it further via reading more Foucault while back in the clinic. Have a bit of time now to try and practice.

11:07: All piano rooms taken. Seems to be par for the course these days around this time, but it would have been nice to have an upright, even for a small chunk of time. There’s some uprights available on the third floor so I’ll just take one of those, even though almost all of them, like, literally, 99% of them are just horrendous. But, most people never even get the chance to touch a piano, so who am I to complain?

Going to run through my Alkan and Thalberg, and then going to focus work on Beethoven. Not too unprepared for prescreenings, and will definitely not be unprepared for auditions, for once, feeling confident about this. Just have a handful of passages in these two romantic-era works that I still stumble on that I’m not 100% feeling comfortable with, but, I mean, they’re not out of reach, or anything, I just really hate detail-oriented practicing.

Upright I got is one of the “absolutely atrocious” ones. Surprise, surprise. Terrible touch, terrible sound, feels more like I’m playing on soggy bread than a keyboard. Going to “make the most of it,” hopefully will get a grand in the next practice session.

11:50: Heading back to clinic for actual appointment and bloodwork. Shouldn’t take too long, I’m anticipating, so there’s still a huge chunk of the day left to practice piano. I’ll start studying for the second behavioural neuropsychology midterm on Saturday and Sunday, that should be enough time before Monday to make my way through all the lectures that are being tested on, not too worried about this. Thank god the bulk of midterm season is over and I don’t have to honestly worry about finals for a bit, feels good not to be freaking out every single night over not spending enough time studying.

12:50: Okay my appointment time was 12:15 and I’m still waiting…

13:15: Yeah, I guess they’re running way behind. I should have anticipated this, “should have known” not everything clinic-related would go so smoothly. I’m not angry, or anything, like, they have an enormous volume of students to handle and not enough funding to do it properly, it’s not their fault, just would’ve liked to get “in and out.” Making good progress on the Foucault, on a particularly difficult section now where he discusses the concept of soul in relation to penal systems. Having to reread a bunch of sections to understand what he’s talking about, I hate when this happens, always gets me annoyed/frustrated and makes me want to hurl things against walls, or something. Keeping me occupied, at least.

Also feeling first surge of exhaustion of the day; I figure this is just cause of the earlier wake time than I’ve been used to in a while, also that I got just over my threshold of sleep, this always happens, feels like this happens to most people a few times a day anyways, especially when they’re just sitting in a warm space on a relatively comfortable surface while reading. Fighting it off via taking massive breaths and shaking my head.

13:25: Hey, okay, the consultation is done! Went in, doctor was real nice and all. Got my forms for all the blood tests that they’re gonna run, “making my way” to the bloodwork lab. They’re closed for lunch until 13:45, but that means I might be one of the first people in before they get back, so I’ll definitely not have to wait long for someone to stab me with a needle.

14:25: DONE. WE DID IT. They’re only gonna call me if I need to come in for some reason because of some concerning results or whatever, so if they don’t, I should be A HEALTHY HUMAN from the perspective of BLOOD. Got message from [redacted], going to go and have lunch with them instead of lunch at home; nice that we have this weekly Thursday lunch recap thing, feels wholesome, and a nice way to “keep in touch.” Always enjoy talking to them. Will probably splurge and get a banh mi, keep telling myself I’m making the “big bucks” now post-promotion, but, like, should still probably “keep a wrap” on how much I spent eating out… Walking to music building now, feeling high levels of excitement.

15:49: Lunch/talk with [redacted] done. Seems like we never have a shortage of things to discuss, it’s always rapidfire conversation from the second we see each other until one of us or both have to leave. Glad to have people like that in my life, where conversation never seems to be exhaustible, in a natural, non-forced way. Still going to head home, though; not going to my cog sci lecture. Feeling like it’s “not worth it” because I’m behind on the readings and I know, from attending a bunch of previous lectures, that I’m not going to be able to follow much what’s going on. Don’t have to study for the final for this for a while longer, thank the lord, but I do have quite the backlog of readings for this class. Imagined myself saying “I do have quite the backlog” with a heavy British accent of some sort. Reminds me of Dunkirk, that Christopher Nolan film, was rewatching parts of it last night. Feel like it’s definitely one of my favourite films, one of the few films without much dialogue and with a huge focus on pure action that still makes you endeared to the characters and story, even if the story is all but nonexistent, in my opinion; I feel like the way it was structured, which confused some reviewers I like, was really good and made a lot of sense; feel like if the story was told entirely linearly, things wouldn’t have coalesced and climaxed in the way that it did; by splitting the story into three timelines shown on screen at the same time, but taking place in actuality at different moments, and depicted on-screen at differing speeds, only to finally come together, where the viewer can see all three parts merge, really makes the film; first time seeing it in theatres was with my parents, I was immediately like, “I have to see this again, I can’t watch this 70mm film on my laptop.” This was during one of my breaks, and I headed back to school soon after, and then I literally saw the movie another two times, and even bought a ticket for one of my friends to “coerce them” into seeing it before it was taken off screens.

Gonna walk home now and just recuperate for a moment, not going to risk lying down in bed, or anything, but it’ll be nice to be back in my apartment even for ten minutes or so.

16:32: Okay, spent twenty-ish minutes idly watching tech-related YouTube videos, now going to head back to school for some practice. This little forty-minute diversion cut a chunk out of practice time, but felt it was worth it, was feeling a little strained after the talk with [redacted], not because of the talk, but, right after the talk ended, I felt another surge of tiredness. Realizing now the first surge might be because of the caffeine crash after the G Fuel I had in the morning, combined with having just eaten, which has a whole host of reasons why it naturally makes people feel tired. Gonna “do the ol’” Beethoven, it’s the opus 110 sonata, my favourite sonata he ever wrote, but I think I already told you that?? Whatever, I’m telling you again, this is my blog, shut up.

18:22: In McLennan now, gonna use these forty minutes to update the liveblog. Piano meeting “looming,” imminent piano organization meeting. Great way to end the penultimate weekday. Tomorrow though I do have a really really long all-day work shift that’s not going to end until 22h, which I’m sort of miffed at, actually. Still, it’ll be a good impetus to get me out of bed again at seven-thirty-ish so I can practice before my 10h lecture, because right after the lecture my shift starts, and then right after the shift I’m meeting up with A. Glad I also got that banh mi in my stomach earlier, feeling minimally hungry. Today was a productive day.

Might be the last blog post of the day, if I have beer I usually don’t really feel the need to update the liveblog, because I’m just sitting in my apartment sipping beer and reading things. This might be it for today, I love you people so much, and I hope your days were good too!!!! See you soon!!!!!!

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xxxbgdrgnimagines · 7 years ago

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FORBIDDEN LOVE

( Credits to whoever owns the moodboard…)

Chapter 1

Chapter 2

Characters : G dragon X Seungri X Reader

Genre : Smut / Angst

“ I’ll be going to Tokyo Tomorrow “ Seungri said as you guys were headed towards your apartment .

“ What it’s Tomorrow ? “ you asked shocked . “ No please Don’t Go please ! .Don’t leave me “ You pleaded .

“ Baby it’s just two days , I’ll be back before you know “ Seungri said

You huffed . “ I miss you “ you said looking at him . Actually in reality the thought of risking seeing jiyong , at least not alone, was what haunted you .

“ I see , you miss me “ Seungri said kissing your neck and slowly moved his hand over your thigh and moved it under the hem of your dress touching your clothed core .

“ Seungri , The driver might see “ You glared at him .

“ Then let him enjoy the show “ Seungri said grabbing rubbing his fingers over your core . You closed your eyes feeling his touch . When you opened your eyes for a mere second , you saw jiyong’s face . You immediately pushed Seungri’s hand away . Remembering what had happened an hour ago .

“ Seungri , I am just really tired and not in the mood “ You pleaded . He frowned but kissed your forehead

“ It’s Okay , I love you “ he said .

As you lay in bed your mind repeated everything in front of you , how could you let lose . How could you do this to Seungri . You let out a quiet sob as you turned to face Seungri and drifted off to sleep.

You woke up to an empty bed with a note placed by your side

“ Couldn’t Really Wake You Up

When You Looked So Pretty . I Made Breakfast .

Eat Up Before Working .

I Love You .

Forever . “

You started crying . The guilt washing over you . You looked at your phone . There were around 30 missed calls from jiyong but You just put it away .

You stood up and went up to the kitchen and to have your breakfast . When you were about to take a bite there was a loud knock on the door so you went and opened the door . Your eyes were in shock as you saw Jiyong standing in front of you .

“ I just need to talk “ He said with eyes that were red as if he had cried .

“ Jiyong i don't think it’s a good idea “ You said

“ Please just for a second “ He pleaded . You moves aside and you let him in .

“ Whatever happened yesterday I know meant nothing to you but to me it was the best moment of my life “ He said .

“ I don’t want to talk about that please “ You said .

“ Please don’t blame yourself for anything . That moment happened . Let’s just forget about it please . I don’t want to lose you please . I beg you“ he almost cried .

“ I want that , let’s just forget it “ You said trying to smile .His face brightened as he hugged you . You stomach growled at it’s emptiness .

“ Looks like you are hungry . Let me treat you to something . I know a place that sells some delicious gaeran tost-u . You’ll love it “ he said with a grin . his offer .

Your stomach growled again . Thinking about the breakfast Seungri made which was already cold , you couldn't deny his offer . You grabbed your coat and got into the car with and drove along as he guided you .

“ The Food was amazing , Actually really amazing “ You said while driving “ So should i drop you of at YG ? “ you asked giving him a quick look .

“ Can we maybe go the beach , I just don’t feel like working today . If you have time though “ He asked with hope .

“ Ummm. Yeah . I mean i could use some good time to “ You said smiling .

When you finally reached the beach , you pulled up your car near the shore.

“ Come on let’s go “ You said pulling on to your seat belt.

“ I just want to sit here and enjoy the view “ He said looking out the window .

An awkward silence fell in the car as you too sat . You stared out the window but you could feel Jiyong peeking at you from time to time .

“ Remember the Last time we came here “ he said all of a sudden . You turned to look at him . “ That was the first time i realized i had fallen for you. Your hair was flowing in the air , as you stood at the shore . Your face was shining so beautifully as you waved at me . That is one of the best memories i have f you . I just want your happiness even if it means , I have to stay far away from you “ He said looking at you .

Your eyes locked with his , the sincerity in them was beyond explanation .You moved towards him until your faces were inches apart and you leaned forward to kiss him .

He was startled but didn’t back off . He kissed you back and held your face in his hand . He pulled you closer to deepen the kiss . He pulled back to see your face you smirked at him and he had a wide grin as he kissed you again . He moved his lips to your jawline kissing and imbibing on it . Then made his way to your neck kissing and sucking every inch of it . Your head fell back at his touches . But you were pulled back to your senses by the ring of your phone . You immediately puled away from him and answered the phone . Jiyong sat there touching his lips and smiling to himself .

“ Seungri “ You exclaimed as you ran a hand through your hair in frustration and guilt .

“ I am sorry to call late , I just landed and headed for the meeting . I love you and miss you alot “ He almost shouted .

“ I miss you too Seungri “ You said . Jiyong scoffed at your statement .

“ I got to go now i’ll call as soon as i am done with the meeting Okay .” Seungri exclaimed .

You turned to look at Jiyong who had a smile of hope on his face .

“ Did this moment meant you love me . Is this what it is ? “ Jiyong questioned .

“ Jiyong , I don’t know i just lost control , it’s nothing it was nothing just forget it I am with Seungri . This wasn’t supposed to happen “ You said defeated

“ What do you think I am a play toy , that you could use whenever you feel like .” He said getting vexed .

“ I don’t know Okay i am just really confused “ you said holding your head in your hand .

“ I will help your confusion , You won’t see me again . You want lose control anymore . “ He said getting out of the car, slamming the door behind him .

You called out to him but he didn’t look back or stop . You just sat there aggrieved .

The two days passed like an year , Your mind had only Jiyong fixed in it . Your mind was clouded with his perception . The moments you had shared with him . You knew it was wrong but a part of you wanted this . Seungri came back . You didn’t saw Jiyong since that day ……

“ Y/N , How long will you take the exibiton is today you know “ seungri shouted from the lounge .

“ i am coming ” you said walking out of the door .

“ woah! You are trying to kill me looking that sexy . Yah let’s not go please ” he pouted grabbing onto your waist.

You wore a long deep neck black dress with black shining high heels . Your hair crimson red , Staright and sleek .

“ hahahahh funny let’s go ” you said pinching his nose .

The place was marvelous, it was embellished in gold and red. Beautiful chandeliers hung from the roof and each and every painting there was beautifully displayed in flood of lights.

“ It’s so Glorious ” you gasped .

“ No , no it’s not when you are standing next to me ” he said looking at you .

You couldn’t help but smile . You both went up to meet with the everybody .

Stop thinking about him . Knock it off . But to your dismay your heart still searched for that man in the crowd. Despite everything you wanted to see him .

“ Y/N I am sorry there are some people I gotta have a little meeting with . It’ll only be ” before seungri could say anything else you lashed out on him

“ Yah ! This is not fair what am I gonna do here alone . Everybody is busy in their own world and now you are going to ” you pouted and folded your arms.

“ Aigoooo Aigooo now whose getting all goofy . It is really important. I promise I’ll be back quickly ” he said kissing your hand .

“ Okay ” you said frowning.

You stood alone at a table with a drink in one hand.

You looked around and saw a man with hair dyed white , pushed back , wearing a finely tailored Royal blue suit . Your heart fluttered as soon as you saw him . Jiyong who was crowded by many people around him

His name fell from your lips .He immediately looked up to meet your eyes as if he heard you . You smirked at him but immediately turned around .

Snap out if you are with Seungri this is wrong . You reminded yourself.

You gulped the alcohol down your throat and went the other way to look for Seungri . You were unable to find a way because of the lights that dimmed to set up the dancing floor

As you were moving over the dance floor . An arm grabbed you by the waist and pulled you back . Your back bumped into a chest . As soon as you did , you knew who it was

“ you shouldn’t move around looking so sexy . I don’t like people looking at you ” he said running his fingers from your hands to your shoulder .

At this moment Seungri was long gone from your thoughts . He tuned you around and placed your hand over his shoulder and held the other firmly in his hands .

He placed his other hand on your waist . Tango music started playing . As he slowly moved you around on the floor . Your body was under his command , your senses under his dominion . He stared deep in your eyes with a blazing fire .

Your hand snacked around his neck , pulling him closer . He slowly slid his hand beneath your thigh raising it to his waist and turned you around slowly and pulled you close .

Your lips inches apart as the passion between you became overpowering . His hand traveled to your waist as you slowly slid your leg over his and smirked at him .

“ Tango is our dance ” he whispered , “ Ambitious , Passionate , like love . Like us ” he said spinning you away only to pull you back towards him .

You never left each other’s eyes . You smiled to him as you flowed around the dance floor . He pulled your hand above and and moved around eyeing you like a hungry wolf . Like a prey you were lured to him , as your bodies touched each other . Being with him made you forget all the eyes that could spot you , but for now the only thing mattered was his excruciating presence against you .

“ I missed you ” you said .

“ Are you sure it’s no confusion because the last time I checked you lost control and were confused ” he said smirking .

“ Jiyong ” you said .

“ I’ll be in the back alley . You have 5 minutes to decide whether it’s your confusion or you want me . If you don’t show. I’ll leave and never trouble you again ”. he said as he kissed your hand .

As he left a certain coldness surrounded you . Your heart beating so fast that you felt as if you had a panic attack . Time was ticking . You knew if you went there, there was no coming back.

But Seungri you loved him but Jiyong you fell for him too .

No I can’t do this. you thought to yourself and turned around to walk away.

But you couldn’t. You closed your eyes and only saw Jiyong and at that moment you almost ran outside and towards the alley

“ Jiyong ” you called out “ Jiyong ” you called out again .

The thought of losing him had you on the edge of crying .

" Please Don’t leave me cold like you did before “ a voice came from behind . You saw Jiyong standing there with tear running down his cheek .

” i won’t “ you said staring at him .

He moved towards you and grabbed you by the waist and pulled you to crash his lips with yours . He pushed you back towards the wall kissing you passionately .

“ I’ve wanted this so much . I love you so much “ Jiyong breathed .

” we have to be quick “ you said between the kiss .

Jiyong looked at you and grabbed both of your legs and wrapped them around his waist . He unbuckled his belt and slid down his boxers . He impatiently tore down your panties and aligned himself infront of your pulsing core .

” I love you Y/N “ he said . You kissed him in response .

He slowly slid inside of you and waited for you to adjust .

” aghhhh …..ohhhhh.. fuck…Y/N you feel so tight “ he grunted .

He picked up a fast pace pushing in and out of you . He slammed into you hard and faster .

” faster Jiyong. Faster “ you moaned . He went on faster and faster . You bit down on your lips to silence your moans . He hid his face in your chest to keep his moans down . He went faster , hitting your g-spot .

You both came almost at the same time . He stayed in that position for a little while before slowly placing your legs down and pulling out of you .

He held your face in his hand and said ” Come with me now “ .

” I can’t .ummm. Seungri will be waiting for me inside “ you pleaded

” Tomorrow meet me no matter what “ he said staring at you.

” Okay “ you replied.

He held you in his embrace and then kissed your forehead before heading out . You made your way back , luckily Seungri just came seconds later before you arrived .

” Y/ N I am sorry I kept you waiting “ he apologized.

” it’s fine. It wasn’t to long. Let’s go “ you smiled .

Seungri kissed your shoulder as you went inside your room .

” I have been waiting to do this all day long “ he breathed into your neck .

” Seungri I am already sore because of standing to long “ you said as guilt washed over you.

” I’ll take good care of you “ he said smirking.

” we’ll do it later . I am really tired “ you said moving out of his grip .

” You are gonna be the death of me “ he called behind you.

As you headed for bed . Your phone ringed

” Tomorrow it’s only you and me . I miss you “ Jiyong texted you .

” I miss you too “ you replied …..

@thegdragonsdungeon another chapter up tonight

#bigbang scenarios #gdragon #smut #gdragonsmut #cheating #kwonjiyong

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itseivwhore · 4 years ago

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Wowe,that's super cute,thanks for tagging me in this @assassins-and-hidden-blades ;>

Appearance:

i’m over 5’5” // i wear glasses or contacts // i have blonde hair // i prefer loose clothing to tight clothing // i have one or more piercings (earrings do count?HAHAHAH) // i have at least one tattoo // i have blue eyes// i have dyed or highlighted my hair // i have gotten plastic surgery // i have or had braces // i sunburn easily // i have freckles // i paint my nails// i typically wear makeup // i don’t often smile // i am pleased with how i look // i prefer nike to adidas // i wear baseball hats backwards (sometimes).

Hobbies & Talents:

i play a sport // i can play an instrument // i am artistic // i know more than one language // i have won a trophy in some sort of competition // i can cook or bake without a recipe // i know how to swim // i enjoy writing // i can do origami // i prefer movies to t.v shows // i can execute a perfect somersault // i enjoy singing // i could survive in the wild on my own // i have read a new book series this year // i enjoy spending time with friends // i travel during school or work breaks // i can do a handstand.

Relationships:

i am in a relationship // i have been single for over a year (all of my life HAHAHAHH) // i have a crush // i have a best friend i have known for ten years // my parents are together // i have dated my best friend // i am adopted // my crush has confessed to me // i have had a long-distance relationship // I am an only child // i give advice to my friends // i have made an online friend// i met up with someone i have met online (but I want and will).

Aesthetic:

i have heard the ocean in a conch shell // i have watched the sunrise// i enjoy rainy days (also when it’s raining AND sunny) // i have slept under the stars// i meditate outside // the sound of chirping calms me (can I double bold this???Answer:yes you can) // i enjoy the smell of the beach // i know what snow tastes like // i listen to music to fall asleep // i enjoy (LOVE) thunderstorms// i enjoy cloud watching // i have attended a bonfire // i pay close attention to colors// i find mystery in the ocean // i enjoy hiking on nature paths // autumn is my favorite season.

Misc:

i can fall asleep in a moving vehicle // i am the mom friend // i live by a certain quote .// i like the smell of sharpies // i am involved in extracurricular activities // i enjoy mexican food // i can drive a stick-shift // i believe in true love// i make up scenarios to fall asleep // i sing in the shower // // i have a canopy above my bed // i am multiracial // i am a redhead // i own at least three dog s// i have a cat (5 cats,I won).

Tagging: bho? HAHHAAHHAAH

I was tagged by @iceboundstar ! :)

rules: bold everything that applies to you and tag five people you’d like to get to know better.

appearance:

i’m over 5’5” // i wear glasses or contacts // i have blonde hair // i prefer loose clothing to tight clothing // i have one or more piercings // i have at least one tattoo // i have blue eyes// i have dyed or highlighted my hair // i have gotten plastic surgery // i have or had braces // i sunburn easily // i have freckles // i paint my nails// i typically wear makeup // i don’t often smile // i am pleased with how i look // i prefer nike to adidas // i wear baseball hats backwards

Hobbies & Talents:

Relationships:

i am in a relationship // i have been single for over a year // i have a crush // i have a best friend i have known for ten years // my parents are together // i have dated my best friend // i am adopted // my crush has confessed to me // i have had a long-distance relationship // I am an only child // i give advice to my friends // i have made an online friend// i met up with someone i have met online

Aesthetic:

i have heard the ocean in a conch shell // i have watched the sunrise// i enjoy rainy days (also when it’s raining AND sunny) // i have slept under the stars// i meditate outside // the sound of chirping calms me (can I double bold this???) // i enjoy the smell of the beach // i know what snow tastes like // i listen to music to fall asleep // i enjoy thunderstorms// i enjoy cloud watching // i have attended a bonfire // i pay close attention to colors// i find mystery in the ocean // i enjoy hiking on nature paths // autumn is my favorite season

Misc:

Tagging: @britishhotassassin // @marshmallow--3 // I can’t think of any blog names atm :(( so anyone who wants to do it can go ahead!!

#tag game #thanks for the tag!

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