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petersasteria · 7 years ago
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Dreams That Came True Without You - Drew Dirksen Imagine
Requested? Nope.
Pairing: Drew x Reader
Warning: None
This imagine is based on a line. I guess it's a one-liner so I hope y'all enjoy it.
The italicized one is the line this imagine is based on.
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"It's unfair for you to live out your dream and I'm just here waiting for you to come home"
Your P.O.V
When I was a little girl, I've always wanted to be somebody. Whether it was a ballerina or a reporter, it's fine as long as I get to be one. In my whole life, it all came down to two big dreams of mine: becoming Miss Universe and a famous writer/author.
People tell me it's impossible for me to be Miss Universe, because I don't have what it takes. They also tell me that being a writer/author won't do me any good, because I won't get to do anything.
The reason why I want to become Miss Universe is because I want to show the world what I can contribute and I want to be a writer because J.K. Rowling inspired me to write about things out of the ordinary that made people like me change the way we view things. Like how a normal column/pillar at the train station could be something we can run into in order to get to Platform 9 3/4.
My boyfriend of 3 years, Drew hasn't been really on my side. I brush it off and think nothing of it, but now I think it's unfair.
It all started when we started dating back in 2014. He said he wanted to be in a band that would go places. Of course, I supported him and he asked me what I wanted to do. I'm the kind of person who gets excited when it comes to talking about my dreams so, I kinda got upset when Drew told me that my dreams were rubbish. That didn't stop me, though.
Fast forward to 2017, Drew managed to slightly change his view on my dreams. He said that I should just keep dreaming. Although it sounded sarcastic like, "yeah sure, keep dreaming".
I'm getting kind of tired just waiting for him to come home from tour. So I make sure to keep myself busy by writing a book and joining some small pageants. Drew's fans haven't been really supportive either. Of course, why would they support me in the first place? All they support is Drew and the rest of the lads. They don't give two shits about the people around them. Drew defends me, though. But he can't keep doing that forever so, I told him not to bother anymore.
Drew's coming home today from tour and to be honest, I'm really nervous. I know that he's tired, but he has to know what I'm truly feeling. It's not that I don't love him anymore, it's just unfair already. I feel like I haven't been treated fairly in this relationship.
I was sitting on the couch when I heard the door open. It's him.
"Hey babe! How're you?" Drew greeted cheerfully and kissed your forehead. I smiled slightly and looked at him. "I'm good. How're you? How was the tour?" you asked as he sat down next to you; not bothering to put his suitcase in your shared room.
"Tour was amazing! I had the time of my life. I wish you were there, Y/N. It'd be more fun with you! The boys missed you too...not as much as I missed you, though." Drew cheekily smiled.
"I missed you too." I said. Here it goes. I packed my things a few days before and I'm going to move back to my parents' house for awhile. "Drew, I need to tell you something."
"Okay what is it?" Drew asked. Thank goodness he knows when it's time to be serious.
"I don't think there's any nice way to say this, but I'm breaking up with you." I said. After saying that, I let out a breath I didn't know I was holding.
"Why? As far as I know, there's nothing wrong." Drew said softly.
"Actually, there is. You're just blind. You don't see how long you've been hurting me." I said loudly.
"What do you mean 'hurting you'?! I never hurt you and you know that! Heck, I know that! What's this bullshit you're saying?!" Drew shrieked.
"The bullshit I'm saying is you not being here!" I yelled. From this point I knew that I just sparked up something in Drew, because I knew that we're going to start yelling at each other.
"What do you want me to do?! Quit the fucking band?! Let me remind you that I'm working for the both of us! You wouldn't know, because you don't work at all!" Drew yelled and kicked the side of the couch.
"I never said that you should quit the band! And you should know that I would never tell you that, let alone suggest it! I know how much you love that band, Drew! You've always wanted that and I want you to be happy!" I yelled back.
"Then what're you trying to say?! Stop being so childish and get straight to the point!" Drew yelled and ran a hand through his hair in frustration.
I opened my mouth to yell again, but what's the point? Instead I said what's been going through my mind for the past 3 years. "You know what? This is unfair. All this time I've always been here to support you. I supported you and adjusted to give way for you to make your dreams happen. What about my dreams, huh? What about my dreams, Drew? You never supported me in anything. You're being selfish. Just because I'm your girlfriend who's willing to stick with you through all this, doesn't mean that I don't have dreams. I'm human and I have dreams too, Drew." I said calmly and went upstairs to get my already packed things.
Drew sat down on the couch; not believing any of this and sighed heavily. He looked at me as I descended the stairs with all of my things. All the color drained from his face when he saw all my things.
"W-Where are you going? We're not--we're not done here. Y/N, please there has to be another way." Drew shakily stood up from the couch and walked to me. I just kept walking until I reached the door. I put my hand on the doorknob and looked at him one last time and gave him a curt nod and left his life forever.
When I got to my parents' house, Drew kept tweeting about his misery.
@TheTideDrew: I honestly didn't know that I was hurting you until you left.
@TheTideDrew: Back to square one; cuddling with my pillow.
@TheTideDrew: I'm so sorry.
@TheTideDrew: It's funny how yesterday we were together and happy, but now we're not.
I decided to tweet indirectly, because his fans wanted to know and they kept bugging me.
@Y/T/N: All I'm gonna say is that I've been treated unfair. There, I've set my peace.
I clicked "tweet" and before I knew it loads of his fans were "shookt" and kept tweeting me. I yawned and head to bed.
-one year later-
Drew's P.O.V
It's been a year since we broke up and the situation is still eating me alive. I honestly didn't know that I was being selfish. I feel like a jerk.
Today the boys decided to hang at my place and chill. We needed a break from writing and recording and we wanted to just stay in and watch tv.
Austin was flicking through random channels and stopped at a beauty pageant. "Guys, who's down for watching Ms. Universe?" Austin asked, his eyes not leaving the tv.
"I mean, there's nothing to watch so might as well watch this." Levi shrugged and put his feet on the coffee table.
"Drew, remember when Y/N said it was one of her dreams to be in this?" Nate asked. He didn't know that it was still a touchy subject so, I forced a smile on my face. "Yeah I did." I said softly.
"Wouldn't it be crazy if she actually joined?" Nate wondered.
"Speaking of, look at candidate number 10." Levi said. I didn't know he was listening to Nate and I.
Nate and I fixed our gaze on the tv and sure enough, candidate number 10 is Y/N. Wow. She really is serious about this. I pulled out my phone and opened my Twitter. My notifications have been blowing up than usual and I checked some of them.
(a/n: these are all made up fan accs and if it's the same to any real fan acc, it's a coincidence.)
@drevisbutt: @TheTideDrew watch Ms. Universe you little shit
@DrewIsMyHero: @TheTideDrew *cough* candidate #10 *cough*
Even some people I personally know are tweeting me about it.
@TheVampsBrad: @TheTideDrew #MissUniverse candidate #10 looks familiar...oh yeah you used to date haha x
@NewHopeGeorge: Candidate #10 looks gorgeous! I don't want to break the bro code bc @TheTideDrew dated her oops
I decided to tweet a picture of the tv showing Ms. Universe.
@TheTideDrew: Yes I'm watching #MissUniverse right now. Calm down guys hahaha
I liked some of the fans' replies but one reply caught my eye. (a/n: holy crap I rhymed again. I've been rhyming a lot this year.)
@levischarmandertattoo: @TheTideDrew who are you rooting for? ;)
I quoted the tweet and said: "Candidate #10 of course! USA all the way."
Of course a lot of people reacted and freaked out saying that I still love her and care for her. They're not lying. I'd be lying if I said it's not true.
A few hours later, it was now time for the question and answer portion. Yes, Y/N made it until the top 3 thing. It's now her turn to be asked and she looks absolutely stunning in her gown.
"She's hot." Austin said, staring at her in awe. I would've smacked his head, but we're not together anymore. We all just agreed with what he said, because he's right.
(a/n: I can't pick a gown so just pick one. Comment what you picked!)
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"Good evening, candidate number 10!" the judge, Ellen DeGeneres, smiled at her.
"Good evening, Ellen." Y/N smiled that perfect smile of hers that I've grown to love more and more.
"How are you?" Ellen asked. "I'm okay. You?" Y/N said.
"I'm good. You look gorgeous tonight!" Ellen complimented.
"Thank you." Y/N lightly blushed.
"Okay. So, young people today are much more diverse and open minded than the past generations that came before them. My question is, how can you encourage the youth to promote acceptance of all genders and sexualities?" Ellen asked.
Holy shit. I personally think it's a difficult question.
"I'm so nervous for her." Nate said, holding his breath.
"She can do anything." I whispered, thinking no one would hear me. I was wrong. Levi heard me...again. "Yeah, she's smart. She can do anything." Levi said with his "game face" on.
"Thank you for that wonderful question." Y/N began. "I can encourage the youth by promoting awareness through the media and encouraging well known brands to showcase models that have different gender identities. Same with tv shows so that the youth can be more open minded and be able to identify with themselves more and when more people get used to this, they will find it normal. The youth will no longer be scared to express and be themselves whether it's identifying one's sexuality or merely being a supporter for the LGBTQIA+ Community. Thank you." Y/N answered and ended with a smile. The crowd was cheering her on and so were we.
"I know that Y/N is smart, but I never knew she was THAT smart." Austin grinned. Nate pulled out his phone and immediately tweeted.
@TheTideNate: @Y/T/N is one of the most intelligent people I know. So proud of you, candidate 10! #MissUniverse
I liked and retweeted it and so many people have been tweeting about her answer.
"Guys, Y/N is trending number 1 worldwide!" Levi said with wide eyes. Wow. She did all that without me in her life. I guess I've just been holding her back from what she can do.
A few minutes later they're announcing the winner of the pageant. Y/N and the two other girls held hands together and looked at the crowd. All of us were at the edge of our seats as well.
"Second runner up is, Ms. Colombia!" the host said and Ms. Colombia got her sash and flowers.
Y/N and the other girl are facing each other, smiling and held each other's hands.
(a/n: take note that I clarified that it's set a year later so don't kill me)
"Finally, the moment we've all been waiting for. Ms. Universe 2018 is...Ms. USA!!! Congratulations! Ms. Philippines is our 1st runner up." the host said.
We all cheered and Y/N cried tears of joy as they crowned her, gave her flowers, and the sash.
"Ms. USA, you may now take your first walk as Ms. Universe." the host said.
With that, the pageant was over.
Everyone was tweeting Y/N.
@TheTideAustin: @Y/T/N I'm so proud of you! *cries* Congrats!
@TheTideLevi: @Y/T/N remember when you & I used to ask each other difficult questions? I never knew you wanted this and now you won! You're the OG. Congrats!
@TheTideNate: @Y/T/N QUEEN. THAT'S ALL. QUEEN. #MissUniverse
@NewHopeReece: Congrats to our new #MissUniverse ! @Y/T/N don't forget me haha xx
@NewHopeBlake: My best friend @Y/T/N is the new #MissUniverse. That's right be jealous hahaha
@NewHopeGeorge: @Y/T/N is officially my celebrity crush. She's gorgeous & intelligent. How can someone be both? *heart eyes* Congrats, love! #MissUniverse
I decided to tweet too.
@TheTideDrew: @Y/T/N congratulations on winning and making your dream come true! :)
The haters are gone now. Everybody loves her.
-a few months later-
The lads and I are here to perform at this charity event. We've never done anything for charity before. Needless to say, we're so excited to perform.
"Guys! Guys!" Nate said pushing through the crowd to join Levi, Austin, and I.
"What?" Austin asked.
"You'll never guess who I saw." Nate said.
"Who?" I asked.
"Y/N. She's here! Turns out, this is one of her projects as Ms. Universe! Small world, huh?" Nate smiled.
Yeah. Small world.
"I heard she's dating that actor..." Levi trailed off in deep thought as to who that actor is.
"Well? Don't leave us hanging!" Austin chuckled.
"Ahh! Cole Sprouse! Such a great actor. He's everyone's bae." Levi said as he drank soda.
"Go talk to her, man." Austin nudged me.
"What? No! She's dating someone else. Plus, she probably hates me." I said. She's doing fine now. I don't want to ruin that for her. She's also in the process of writing her biography. She's come so far and I'm so proud of her.
"You'll never know until you try." Austin said with a shrug and talked to Levi and Nate.
I walked up to her when she was finally sitting alone and tapped her shoulder.
"Um, hey Y/N. Long time no see." I casually said, trying to act cool.
"Hi Drew. I'm excited to hear you boys perform today." she smiled.
"Same here. Um, listen. I'm really sorry for doubting you and ignoring your dreams. It's just that I've been so focused on mine that I never got to support you. Like, I didn't know you and Levi kept asking each other difficult questions, not because you find them fun but because you're preparing yourself in case you're serious about joining Ms. Universe. I'm so sorry. I really want you back in my life, Y/N. I really do." I said, pouring my heart out.
"I want things normal again. We'll be civil about this, okay? I forgive you, but that doesn't change what you did. It's too late to realize that you've been selfish throughout our relationship. It is, and always will be, unfair. I'm going to be honest, even being friends with you right now won't help. Let's start again as acquaintances. Then we'll see. If I act like how I used to towards you, that means we're friends. Deal?" Y/N suggested. I mean, I do want her back in my life..and arms. If this is her only offer then I'd take it.
"Deal." I smiled.
"Okay. I have to meet Cole by the entrance." Y/N said, standing up from her reserved seat. She looked so good especially with her crown on. "Good luck on your performance, Drew. You'll smash. I know you will." she smiled before leaving.
I don't know if I'll ever find someone like her. Cole is very lucky.
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argierae · 9 years ago
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how sassy of you, dirksen ✋🏼
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petersasteria · 7 years ago
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The Tide Preference!
Requested? Nope.
I’ve had this idea for awhile and I just decided to write it now.
A/N: Y/BF/N = your boyfriend's name
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Your Boyfriend Dies/Died
Austin (BSM):
Like your heart, your boyfriend's mom broke the news to you that Y/BF/N has passed away. You tried not to cry, because you knew you had to be strong for his mom. Y/BF/N's mom is like a second mother to you and you didn't want to breakdown on the phone knowing that she gathered up the only strength she had left just to call you. You ended the call and you just lost it.
Austin was asleep in his room after coming home from tour. You didn't want to wake him up from his sweet slumber, but you couldn't help let out loud sobs escaping your mouth and the tears streaming down your face. You heard a knock on your bedroom door and wiped your tears and said, "Come in."
The door opened and only to reveal Austin with tired eyes looking at you sadly. He sat down next to you and engulfed you in a tight brotherly hug that you longed for. Your parents never really favored you that much. They always liked Austin and your little sister. They liked Austin, because he's in a famous band and is actually doing something with his life. They liked your little sister, because she's the youngest and it's understood that the youngest in the family gets most attention. All your life your parents were never there for you, but Austin was. So when he left for tour, you were devastated knowing that you're stuck with your family without Austin.
To say that you cried even more when he hugged you tightly was an understatement. You were shaking really bad and your breathing was uneven. Austin noticed this and said, "Look at me, Y/N. Focus. Look at me." Still shaking, you look at him. "Copy me. Inhale, exhale." Austin said before inhaling and exhaling slowly. You did the same thing and soon enough, you were calm.
"I was asleep and I heard you crying. Are you okay? What's wrong?" Austin asked, his face full of worry.
"It's um, it's Y/BF/N." you said slowly.
"What did he do? Did he break up with you?! I swear if I see him I won't hesitate to punch him in the face. Do you know where he—"
"He's dead." You cut him off before he could say another word.
"Oh. I'm so sorry. I didn't know." Austin apologized.
"Well, now you do." You said and laid your head on his shoulder. "It's so real when I say it out loud, Austin. I don't want it to be real." Your tears never seem to end.
"It's okay. He's watching over you now. It'll be alright in the end. I'm here for you." Austin said with a small smile.
Nate (best friend):
You and your boyfriend have been together for 3 years now and you promised each other that after college, you'd get married. From Ohio, you flew to New York City to study at NYU with the course of your choice. It was your first year of college and you miss Y/BF/N like crazy. Thankfully, your first year passed by fast, because it's now summer.
Last month, Y/BF/N began to feel distant towards you. He never called or texted or FaceTimed/Skyped you. You didn't want to pester him about it, because you're coming home anyway. You arrived at the airport and saw your best friend Nate waiting for you.
"Y/N!! I missed you so much!" Nate grinned and gave you a big hug. You matched the grin on his face and hugged him back. "I missed you too!" you said and pulled away.
"C'mon everyone's waiting for you at your house!" Nate said as he grabbed your suitcases. The ride from the airport to your house was filled with joy and laughter. You finally arrived at your house. You ran to the front door with Nate trailing behind you with your suitcases. He didn't want you to carry anything.
You took a deep breath and opened the door of the place you call home. "WELCOME BACK!!" Everyone jumped from their hiding spots and cheered. You engulfed everyone in a hug and thanked them for welcoming you. It was just a small gathering. Everyone sat in the living room and chatted amongst themselves. It was you, Nate, your family, Nate's family, your boyfriend's family and Y/BF—wait where's Y/BF/N?
"Guys, where's Y/BF/N?" you asked everyone instead of going up to them one by one. Everyone stopped talking and looked at you with sorrow in their eyes. Some gave a sad smile. "What's going on?" you asked.
"Y/N, I'm sorry we didn't tell you." Y/BF/N's sister told you sadly.
"Tell me what? His flight got delayed? That's alright." You reassured them.
"I wish it was his flight." Y/BF/N's mom whispered. You're really confused. You looked at Nate who was standing behind you with a confused look on your face. Nate just smiled sadly and put his hands in his pockets. You faced everyone and you started to feel worried.
"We didn't want to tell you, because you were doing so well in NYU." Y/BF/N's dad started after a few moments of silence.
"What's going on?" you asked, tears clouding your eyes. Everyone stayed silent. "I said what's going on?!" you yelled. You rarely yelled so, everyone was shocked.
"He—He made this for you. I think it's better if it will come from him." Y/BF/N's sister handed you a USB. You took the USB and excused yourself to go to your room. You opened your laptop and put in the USB which only had one file. It was a video. You played the video and smiled when you see Y/BF/N's handsome face.
"Hey Y/N! When you watch this, you'll know that I'm gone." Wait. What?
"The reason why I haven't been FaceTiming or Skyping you is because I have cancer and I didn't want you to worry about me. I didn't want you to see me confined in a hospital. I told everyone not to tell you, because I didn't want to distract you from your college work. I know that NYU's your dream university and I'm so proud of you for getting in! You're doing so well and I hope that what happened to me won't stop you from pursuing your dreams."
"Always remember that I'm here for you and I'm watching over you. I'll be guiding you along the way. What I say will hurt both of us, but I want you to move on from me; from us. I know it'll be difficult, because you didn't even know and this is such a huge shock for you. You're the greatest thing that's ever happened to me. Please don't forget about me." I won't forget you.
"Find someone who can make you happy; someone who's worthy enough to take my place when I'm gone. I'm not gonna lie, I've always had someone in mind for you ever since I found out. I'm not forcing both of you to be together, but I just feel like it's right. I want Nate to take my place. I know he likes you, because I've seen the way he looks at you when you're not looking. I know, because that's how I look at you; full of love. If you're going to ask me if I'm mad whenever he looks at you that way, my answer is no. Who wouldn't look at you that way? You're so beautiful." Nate likes me?
"Nate, bro, if you're watching this please take care of Y/N for me. I know you'll do that, because you care about her. I know you'd make her happy and I wouldn't want anyone else to take care of her for me other than you. You're her best friend and Nate, as your friend –who's sadly gone by the time you see this-, I wish you both turn to be more than that very soon."
"Y/N, for one last time...I love you. I love you so much it hurts. I'm getting weaker everyday and I'm afraid I won't last long enough to welcome you back from New York. I hope you forgive me when I suddenly don't call or text or FaceTime you. See you later, Y/N. I love you dearly." With that, the video ended. You were in tears and got out of your room to see everyone.
"You all knew? You all knew and you never told me?" you cried.
"Honey, we wanted to tell you, but Y/BF/N told us not to." Your dad said to you.
"I never got to see him one last time." You sobbed hard.
"But you were so busy—"
"I would've made time." You snapped at your dad. He didn't get mad at you for it, because he knew you were disappointed and hurt. You ran outside and stayed at the park nearby. You sat on one of the swings and cried. You feel a presence on the swing next to you. You looked up and saw Nate.
"I'm sorry I didn't tell you. I was on tour when it happened. I came as soon as I could." Nate apologized.
"When was that?" you asked, your voice hoarse. Nate bit his lip and said, "Last month."
No wonder he never called or texted or FaceTimed...he's gone.
"I'd be lying if I said I never watched the video message. I'd be lying if I said he didn't make me a video message too. I'd also be lying if I said what he said about me wasn't true, but I won't force you and you know that. I'm just saying that it would be such an honor and a privilege if you trust me enough to be with you." Nate said softly after a moment of silence.
"Of course I trust you, Nate. Just give me time. I'm not ready for anything right now." You said almost in a whisper.
"Good thing it's summer, then? I have so many things planned for you after I found out, because I know you'll be like this." Nate chuckled lightly.
"You have plans? Wow, you actually made plans! How about your future plans?" you tried to joke.
"My future plans are with you." Nate said seriously which made you shut up. "Sorry." Nate added when he realized he said that out loud.
"It's okay." You smiled. "I'd be lying if I said you aren't a part of my future plans."
Levi (other boyfriend):
Today is your ex-boyfriend's 2nd death anniversary. Every year on this date you go to the cemetery then go to your ex's favorite café. Levi doesn't know about this, because you felt like he didn't need to know. You dressed in a nice black dress and fixed your hair.
You grabbed your small purse containing your phone, wallet, and car keys. It was early in the morning, 8am to be exact, and Levi was still asleep. You always went to the cemetery in the morning to avoid traffic and your ex's favorite café is not crowded in the morning.
You finally arrive at the cemetery and put the flowers you bought on the way on Y/BF/N's grave. You prayed in silence and felt a small gust of wind which made you smile. You felt like he's actually here.
"Hey Y/BF/N, it's me again. I've been waiting for this day since last year. I know I can visit you anytime, but I feel like it's special if I visit you on this day. I mean, I come here every time I don't feel alright. Somehow, you still make me feel better. Don't get me wrong...Levi makes me feel better too, but I've known you longer and we were together for ages!"
"He makes me happy, though. He doesn't know about you, because I don't know what to tell him...I don't know how to tell him." You said and looked at your watch, "Oh my! Look at the time. I'm going to your favorite café. I'm basically a regular there now." You chuckled. "I'll see you later, because I know how much you hate goodbyes." You smiled softly and flew a kiss on his grave.
You walked to your car and drove to the café. You parked the car and found the seat where you and Y/BF/N used to sit. It was the seat at the back next to the window. You smiled to yourself and sat down. You saw your favorite waitress and she smiled at you.
"Hey Y/N! Same thing, then?" she asked with a sweet smile.
"Mhm. Except only for—"
"Only for you. I know. You miss him don't you?" she asked sadly.
"Every single day." You said, looking down.
"Okay. I'll give you your usual in 5 minutes." She smiled and left to prepare your order.
You felt a person standing in front of you. You looked up and saw Levi.
"How did you find me?" you gasped.
"I notice your random whereabouts whenever you feel down and last year on this exact date. I became suspicious so, I followed you." Levi shrugged and sat across from you.
"Why were you suspicious?" you asked.
"I don't know. For all I know you could be on a date with someone else behind my back, but when I saw you today at the cemetery I understand now." Levi said as he took your hand in his across the table.
You smiled and said, "I would never do that to you and you know that. But I'd probably think the same thing if you have random whereabouts."
"Exactly. Can you tell me more about him?" Levi hesitated to ask, but you told yourself he needs to know and now's the right time.
"He was my boyfriend. His name's Y/BF/N. He died because of an accident on the highway. He got hit by a truck. Turns out the driver was drunk and lost control. Since then, I've never really liked the thought of the people I love and care about driving late at night." You explained.
"Oh, I see. I'm sorry he had to experience that." Levi looked at you with sincere eyes.
"It's okay." You said softly.
"Why is it okay? You lost the person you loved and cared about."
"It's okay, because I know that he's not feeling pain anymore wherever he is." You said and looked out the window. Knowing that Y/BF/N is alright now is closure for you and that makes you smile everyday.
Drew (Y/BF/N's best friend):
You and Y/BF/N's friends weren't really close so, it was rather peculiar when his best friend, Drew, called you on a random afternoon.
(y = you; D = Drew)
Y: Hello?
D: H-Hey Y/N
Y: What's up?
D: Um, how can I say this...there's no nice way to say this, Y/N
Y: Spit it out, Drew
D: Y/BF/N's at the hospital and I don't think he's gonna make it.
Y: I'll be there in 5 minutes.
It's peculiar to get a call from Drew on a random afternoon, but it's also peculiar as to why Y/BF/N is at the hospital. Five minutes later you arrive at the hospital and saw Drew sitting outside –at you assume- Y/BF/N's room. He stood up when he saw you and embraced you.
"What happened?" you asked when you pulled away.
"We were at a store and a random man walked in and yelled some words. I didn't know what he said, but it's something about money. The cashier didn't give him the money and he grabbed the person closest to him. Unfortunately, it was me and Y/BF/N. We looked at each other and he pushed me out of the way so, he got taken instead. At first, the man threatened to shoot him. Then it turned dark. The cashier ended up giving the money so no one would be harmed. Sadly, after the cashier gave him ALL the money, he still shot Y/BF/N on his chest." Drew ended with tears streaming down his face. You wouldn't blame him. He was next to the man. Poor Drew must be traumatized.
You both went inside Y/BF/N's room and sat down next to his bed. "Y/N?" You heard Y/BF/N's faint voice say.
"I'm here." You smiled through your tears.
"I don't think I'll last much longer. Just know that I love you so much—"
"Don't talk like that! You'll live. I believe in you. Drew believes in you too, right Drew?" you looked at Drew with pleading eyes. He looked at you and Y/BF/N he didn't say anything and just hung his head low.
"Y/N, it's true. Just let me speak. I love you so much and I'd do anything for you. But I can't do that anymore, because I'll be gone soon. I told Drew to look after you and no you won't be a burden. I'll haunt Drew when he says that." Y/BF/N lightly chuckled and both of you and Drew chuckled too.
"If you have any questions just ask Drew. He knows everything. He'll look after you too. I'm just glad I got to see you one last time. I love you, Y/N." Y/BF/N said almost in a whisper. After he said that, he closed his eyes and that's when you knew. You kissed his forehead and whispered, "I love you too. Get some rest."
Then your chest caved in when you heard the heart monitor started a long beep. That's when you broke down in tears. Drew was there to hold you when the nurses rushed in. You both stayed in the corner holding each other whilst crying.
"We can get through this together, Y/N. I promise." Drew said in tears and hugged you.
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Lmao reblog if you liked it.
QOTD: Tiders! Do you all remember that video of Nate sitting down on a skateboard yelling "truck" when you saw the word 'truck' in Levi's preference?
AOTD: Yes I did. For those of you who don't know, here's the video:
(I can't find the exact video like individually. But I found it on this video. It's on 10:47 - 11:00)
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argierae · 9 years ago
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for the anon asking for the drew pic, i hope this is the right one?
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argierae · 9 years ago
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happy 19th birthday, drew tilanus dirksen! i hope you have the happiest of birthdays. you’re one of the most amazing people i’ve ever met and i’m so thankful for you. you’re such a beautiful person inside and out, and definitely one of the sweetest and funniest. your laugh and your smile always make me so happy, as lame as that sounds but whatever 💁🏻 i’m so proud of how far you’ve come and i’m here to keep supporting you through this whole experience. i got your back, dorksen ;) have a wonderful day, i love you 💝
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