#dressing up as a clown for halloween just brings me joy and im always excited by the idea

[hauntedtrait]

sometimes i think about what i’m losing by deciding to move to brasil and then quickly realize/remind myself that a. those are very superficial things and do not outweigh all the significant things i’m gaining and b. i am so disenfranchised and so deep in poverty i don’t have those things now, just because i live in the us doesn’t mean i immediately have access to these things just because they’re supposedly easier to access here