#doomed yaoi = why does it feel so good but hurt so bad?!?!

[dropswand]

Ivan is so "i bet on losing dogs" coded, cept HE'S the losing dog 😭😭😭

[myhillsdonthaveeyesbbg]

Uhhhh hannigram for the questions game thingy trustt 🙏🙏 (these bitches are doomed)

YAY

When I started shipping: I went into the show knowing the gist but it felt heavily one sided until midway through season 1.

My thoughts: I love them frfr. They’re both bad and good for eachother and there’s so much going on with them to explore regarding character depth.

What makes me happy about them: They’re both so utterly themselves around eachother. Hannibal sheds tears and shows so much genuine emotion and so much of himself to Will which he never does to anyone else, Will doesn’t feel the need to hide who he is and struggle with himself every day when he’s with Hannibal.

What makes me sad about them: Toxic yaoi 😔 As much as they bring out in one another they always hurt eachother in the end which is sad fr

Things done in fanfic that annoys me: Hannibal being a strong alpha sociopath. The most intriguing thing about Hannibal is that no one knows why he is the way he is, he isn’t typical and making him an emotionless ‘alpha daddy’ undermines his character sm (same with Will being a shy little guy)

Things I look for in fanfic: Whatever explores their dynamic in a way a like, I don’t read a lot but I enjoy fresh takes and situations with them because there are many ways to interpret the two.

Who I’d be comfortable them ending up with, if not eachother: I genuinely think they are the only good options for one another due to their issues, however Molly tried her hardest to be in a good relationship with Will, Hannibal on the other hand is only ever shown to build emotional bonds for his own gain so its hard to say (EX: withdrawing Alana from Will’s life, his entire relationship with Bedelia etc)

My happily ever after for them: Hannibal waited for Will and he was able to fly Will and Abigail with him instead of Bedelia. They’d live in a secluded home somewhere with Will teaching Abigail how to fish, the two would come home each day after spending time outdoors and help Hannibal make dinner. Maybe they’d have Winston cause Will couldn’t part with him and Hannibal secretly loves the dog but complains about the shedding.

Who is the big spoon/little spoon: Will moves too much when he sleeps and Hannibal has to avoid getting kicked so they tetris it out.

What is their favorite non-sexual activity: Murder probably- serious answer probably cooking. Hannibal already enjoys it and I feel he’d like getting to share that with Will. Will seems like the type to suck at cooking but he likes listening to Hannibal and spending time with him even if he’s a bit incompetent.