#dontwantthis

[the-firebird69]

The Lady Bogue. Bogue. The Lady Bogue. She touched our son down the stairs. Was threatened into it. And people could not tell by who.. And we understand it was frightening. And people thought that she was Melissa and she's not. And there's a reason why he. was get the canaM. and it's a spider. And people should figure it out who are ours. It's Canada and America and a spider. but their reasoning is for him to get an accident and for them to hold him in a hospital under threat. And that's what they want to do. And they've been trying to do it the whole. time. And it's really these pseudo empire. And they're going to all pay for it. But the thing is that nothing happens. And he says, so something happens. to Camilla. But really, there's no direct tie to him. at all. And there is a weak one. It's really kind of lame. So we're not really sure how that would happen.

Hera

So there are arguing and talking and. he thought she had an answer and so forth, but not yet. And the reason he would get someone else's bike doesn't make sense. except for inheritance. And it's used. and he doesn't really ride. So people try to figure that out It's the same with the slingshot. We do know what happens and how it happens and he has a lot of aunts and uncles. And he says Connie chasse, looks a little odd. A lot of people think that. she might be a shoe in for Camilla but she would have to pass on. And that's not what happens. Camilla is hit and she doesn't look like herself. She looks like Gareth's sister.. And he's related. but distantly. and they never discussed it. So it's going like that so far.

Thor Freya

I just thought of something We're kinda talking about it, but we're not. And if I had a Web Trike, I wouldn't want him to have mine. without his father in law and the analogy is probably irresistible. And I'm most likely be back if something were to happen. But I do know. that this lady Camilla she had contact with our friend here. And it was as an aunt. as herself practically. And that's what they want. And she was an aunt who is from New York. And she came by the house. and he has no recollection. It was in Westboro and says I don't remember it. I The. he says I recall the African American family and doesn't look like here. That's another thing too. The Gentry's were just friends. This lady came by and was an aunt. It was back in the 70s. Now it was about 1983. and he was astonished. and said wow, she's an auntie. Where is she from And they're telling you and you are going. Boy, that's interesting. And you were kind of up and bouncing around and we know why that you're mixed race and you have proof. and they knew about it. And that's what they were up to And they got in trouble. So you can try and remember it. when she doesn't want you to

they dontwantthis out wedo.

need itnow

and yes they plan to hit her and hnd it over. adntons will see the relationship and john r thinks it good. and will help him get in. tons say it he is a nincompoop. nd he is and might go the other way all who support her will look like seem like us.and her base will grow

Thor Freya

stil dont want to get shot and i know he is a moron and might anyways. so be it i win then

camilla

Olympus

[ephialtea]

Ive been doing well, for a month or two. Sure there are some intrusive thoughts but they were just bumps that I could shrug off. Unlike ones before that sends me off to a car wreck. I am fond of watching movies or tv shows, and I was happy that I wasn’t bothered as much to watch women without the sexual or romantic thoughts waiting to raid. I’ve started working out, it felt great.

I am a college student, about to be a third year. For two years, I haven’t been able to go to my campus since we only had done online classes. Since, every school has slowly adjusted and most welcoming face to face classes- I have decided to join in a Red Cross organization at my university.

Ive been wanting to participate on these kind of stuff since I’d considered it very helpful personally as well. Today was my shift, it was a graduation ceremony for the seniors. Me and others (who were new) were assigned to our stations, to guide people- help if someone needed it.

I had to wake up early, around 4 am to prepare. I wasn’t feeling myself and got really conscious with my body. I was suppose to fast for 16 hrs before as part of my diet, but I got carried away with my stress that I overate dinner. Next morning, I was bloated as fuck, wore a baggy shirt instead.

I have a particular body type that I want to achieve. So when I saw this other member in our team- who has the exact one that I want. My brain just scrambled all over. Saying that she’s my type, she’s my type, she’s my type. Emotions just rushed all over place, the tiredness wasn’t a help either. I didn’t know her at all, and ofc everyone could see her figure since she wore these skinny jeans of some sort and small shirt with the word ‘medic’ at the back.

One of the head nurse of the organization had a little talk with me, getting to know me and such. He realized that the girl and me have the same course so he introduced me to her. I was uncomfortable as fuck already, I wanted to go home already. She was a talkative person, I wasn’t. Yes, she was nice but I hated the feeling that we stood close next to each other. Had to force down the urge to throw up. But I forced myself to just stand there and at least make friends, I have not made a single friend in the organization.

I didn’t want to be seen as the girl who has a secret crush on the other. I don’t want to be seen as someone who’s attracted to women at all. But THIS, is torture. My brain, my emotions just keep on repeating phrases and certain things that I’m sick with. The lack of anxiety made me think that “oh, I like her.” “I have a crush on her”.

Thank God the ceremony was almost over, we headed back to the clinic and I had to make up some excuse as why I’m going home early. Shit sucks, now I’m getting urges that I should “come out” and ask her out. To which I am genuinely oppose to since I am still in love with a man who doesn’t fucking talk to me anymore.

But because of that now I just keep having thoughts such as: why don’t you try dating women? Maybe you’ll like it, come out as bi or a lesbian, ask that girl out. And dozens of images of me dating that said girl, I had to break my diet cause I was fucking stress eating, now I am right back where I started. I never felt more miserable, and I just wish so badly to hang out with girls without these thoughts or feelings. I want to have girl FRIENDS, to bond with and to lean on. This whole shit has made me view girls who wants to be friends with me as something awful, as they have some sort of motive with me or some shit and it’s ruining me. Every-time I talk to them, I have to keep repeating “I’m straight” In my head a dozen times for reassurance.

[rant-and-rage]

I hate when you're over someone and you can FINALLY ignore all the feelings you had for them and then they start hurting and even just listening to them makes your heart squeeze straight into your fucking brain and you

wonder why you stopped.

[warriorsouljah-blog]

Rona don't want that smoke... It's dangerous in here 🤪😂 #Vets #Danger #Inside #Hostile #Environment #Rona #DontWantThis #AllTheBad #InOnePlace #stayhome #StaySafe #Covid #VetIssues #laughteristhebestmedicine https://www.instagram.com/p/B-82ZzmnQ48/?igshid=1aftnil7yum25

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[superdoggie5000]

kinda wanna die rn

[isabellaofparma]

at this point i`m not waiting anything from this sl, i don`t need that christmas redemption/reunion, i definitely don`t want another wedding now. the only thing i `m waiting is to North Korea or USA to drop A-b omb and free me from this bullshit. i stg when Robert takes a baby in his arm, i am for real gonna smash my laptop to the wall #SOS #dontwantthis #WHATIDIDTODESERVETHIS

😂 This is the most realatable ask. Same.

[ririchiyo-stuff]

#sad #sadness #rightnow #hatethissituation #pain #tears #cry #selfhate #dontwantthis #noescape #everytimethesame #fear #scared

[rebikmpsk]

Thinking of you. Az orosz meg van. #dontwantthis

[sunshinethrrrpyhome]

He loves the puppies! Haha

[isayyoalot]

I want to fucking die.

[les-be-honest-here]

Kinda falling for someone kinda wanna fall off a building

[tiamoallafollia]

Stufa, semplicemente stufa. Una cosa che va nella maniera giusta mai eh?

[colemarchetti]

Lunchtime is the best time #sketch #lunchtime #BAMF #dontwantthis #planetoftheredneckapes #wouldofbeenbetter #fuckyeah

[ohgreatcanadianking]

Bruh. #hands #2K14 #dontwantthis #dudewasamazed #leethoughtitwasmagic #thompsondoingthewalkofshame #trailblazers #dunkoftheday

[rickdoperazor36]

#bad #stress #it'llkillya #breathe #dontwantthis #count2ten #letitgo