#dontleaveme

[interminable-ecstasy]

"Dont Leave"

We held each other. I rested my head on their chest, crying, sobbing. I wanted to scream. I wanted to vomit. I wanted to…I didn’t know what I wanted to do. 

I wanted to let everything out. 

He held me. He stroked my hair, kissed my forehead, told me to let it all out, that everything was going to be okay. 

It hurt. It wasn’t going to be okay. I'm not okay. 

I shouldn’t be putting this on him, he shouldn't have to sit through this. 

I cry even harder at that thought. I want to push away, but at the same time I think if I let go I’ll die. That everything will shatter. That the one person that I actually feel something towards might disappear or leave me. 

“Please don't leave me,” I sob. “I love you, I’m sorry.”

He lets out a quiet ‘shh’ and kisses the top of my head as he rubs my back. “It’s okay, don’t be sorry. There’s nothing to be sorry for. I’m not going anywhere.”

I clung to him, gripping his shirt so hard that my knuckles turned white, and I could feel my fingertips digging through the fabric and into my palms. 

I kept whispering, “Don't leave, please, don’t go.”

“I love you baby,” he says. He moves us so that we’re laying next to each other, my head buried in his chest as I sniffle. God, I must’ve looked pathetic. 

He keeps whispering as he holds me. “I’m not going. I got you. I’m here. It’s gonna be okay, I got you.”

Authors Note: am i jealous of a relationship that I created? Yes, yes I am.

[daletraesp]

Letra de la canción “Don't Leave Me” de blink-182

[daletraita]

Testo della canzone “Don't Leave Me” di blink-182

[teddyniffler]

Don't Leave me

Chapter 1

Chapter 2

[fiejxfidkskkdk]

[mamasech]

“…please just-“

dontleaveme

[sipiiii]

ilove you

ireally loveyou

i dont know how to make it clear enough

i can feel you slipping and im so desperate

itmakes me feel feral

it's like you're drifting away like a dream and i love you

iloveyou

youdont knowit

you cant believe it ,

iwantto bite my teeth into you and never let go

i want to hold you gently

squeeze you tighter

press you so close to me

so that you can never leave

so that we become one

so that you'll be safe inside me

iwant you inside my bones ,

iwantyouto be safe

iwant you to rest

iwant you to know howmuch iloveyou

we've had more time to do things

but we've done less

and i can feelyou drifting

pleasedontgo

pleasebemine

ineedyou

ineedyou,

dontleaveme

pleasedontleave

iloveyou

and youdont even know howmuch

what if illnever have the chance to let you know,?

youmeansomuchtome

we could do it together

we couldbe okay

we could have a home and matching rings and decorate for christmas

and sleep in the same bed with our stuffed animals surrounding us,

there's still somuch i want to dowith you,

pleasedontgo

iloveyou

[giddy-goblin]

Okay but y'all haven't seen the stitch

I’ve been obsessed with this tiktok for days now

[regurgitatedsacrifice]

dontLeaveMe

[iffoundreturntosea]

January 8, Day 8

Day 8 2015

Today was especially difficult to get through. I took comfort snuggled up in my quilt my grandma made me though.

#love #lovemygrandma #handsewn #quilt #quiltedwithlove #handapplique #sickofbeingsick #project365 #day8

I really miss my Grandma. She was a kind, patient, and loving woman. Not to mention an amazing quilter.

Day 8 2016

A beautiful winter sunset.

#beautiful #january #winter #sunset #texas #bluesky #colorpop #shadesofblue #blue #clouds #outdoors #nature #picoftheday #project365 #day8

This field is now part of my parents subdivision. It was a beautiful field with a beautiful view and now houses. I hate it.

Day 8 2017

Mom's tatted circle of circles

#beautiful #tatting #handwork #create #inspire #circles #circle #circleoflife #january #picoftheday #project365 #day8

And just like her mom, my mom is also amazing at anything she does with her hands. Such detail!

Day 8 2018

I wanna see what's back there...

#tree #blueskies #nature #outdoors #notrespassing #keepout #curious #caution #keyhole #cutout #differentview #january #picoftheday #project365 #day8

Day 8 2019

Frank the Freckle

#niece #hand #freckle #skin #macro #upclose #winterskinreliefday #january #nationalday #nationaldaycalendar #picoftheday #project365 #day8

Day 8 2020

My sister abandoning me :D

#goodbye #dontleaveme #goodnightsister #car #taillights #red #color #roygbiv #rainbow #january #january8 #2020 #picoftheday #project365 #day8

My sister is always down to help me get my shot! No matter how long it takes! haha

Day 8 2021

Cracked open

#cracked #mug #broken #beauty #hiddeninside #ice #frozen #rose #frozenflower #lessstressmorefun #whateverthehelliwant #january #january8 #2021 #picoftheday #project365 #day8

I love freezing flowers and seeing what I will get. This was by accident though, I did not want to crack my favorite mug! haha. It did give me a great shot.

Day 8 2022

Bumps on a log, drops from the fog.

#grass #bladesofgrass #water #dew #nature #outdoors #january #january8 #2021 #picoftheday #project365 #day8

Day 8 2023

Spent such a relaxing afternoon, just walking the beach, crunching shells, and finding interesting barnacle pieces.

#galveston #beach #jetty #water #gulf #beautifulweather #relaxing #january #january8 #2023 #picoftheday #project365 #day8

Day 8 2024

Seashells by the seashore

#seashells #dailytheme #seashore #beach #washedup #shore #clams #blackandwhite #january #january8 #2024 #picoftheday #project365 #day8

The tide was high but it was a lovely afternoon walking the beach looking for my seashells to photograph. I have so many at home but it's always fun to find more!

[daletraita]

Guarda il testo della canzone “Don't Leave Me” di blink-182

[solver-017]

jumps up into the vent with her

friend FRIEND dontleaveme

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[maybenotmariam]

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