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tumblr needs a way to block peoples content without blocking them completely. theres so many people i dont hate or even dislike, i just dont wanna see the same shit all the time
#this isnt aimed at anyone in particular im just so fussy with stuff i dont like or dont wanna have to read#i have like 80+ filtered tags on here#ive tried the thing where you filter someones username it doesnt work#l#its usually like themes of art or aus or stuff thats either a squick or i just get sick of it#do i hate this content now? usually not i just end up seeing lodes of one thing at once and im like ugh#but blocking completely feels so mean when ppl did absolutely nothing wrong its just me being sick of smthn
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There’s an influx in liphiyo shippers and tbh, that’s totally fine. Go off, ship what you like. There’s absolutely nothing wrong with that.
But if people are explicit when stating they do not like a ship, then please be respectful of that. A lot of us fans don’t like liphiyo because we see them as friends only. Because Honeyworks keeps telling us how much Aizou and Yujiro mean to each other (I mean, hell, Hiyori wasn’t even mentioned in the LOVE&KISS novel, and even the summary says it’s because of each other they can overcome their trauma), and it feels weird to force her into their relationship.
Also I still feel extremely uncomfortable with how lipxlip treat Hiyori, telling her she won’t be a heroine unless she dresses up nicely, telling her that she’ll be rejected looking the way she does, telling her to throw away her hoodies because they’re “ugly”, and then mocking her for being comfortable with her normal looks over her gussied up appearance. And I know a lot of other fans feel the same way I do.
For me personally, I have personal reasons I dislike the ship, and other people have their reasons as well, some may even be as simple as “I just don’t vibe with it”.
If you wanna be friends, then let’s all just enjoy the music that Honeyworks provides, instead of shoving ships down people’s throats.
#ive had people send me asks back when herotaru was still airing abt liphiyo and tbh its. rather annoying#like. literally look at my blog. do you see me gushing abt liphiyo at all?#when did this fandom turn into people throwing ships at everyone expecting them to ship it just bc its an ot3 or just bc its gay or straight#or whatever#if you wanna talk abt your ship tell your friends who dont know abt it#or talk to other people you know who ship it#but if people are saying ''hey i dont ship this. this here is my ship''#then dont send them that ship!#liphiyo and yhiyo and ahiyo are big time squick ships for me#again. bc of personal reasons#that im Not entitled to share with anyone#idc if people ship it. literally go have fun!!!!!#but pls keep it away from *me*#and other people who dislike it
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i hate people bein like “do you present more masc or femme” i dont want to present at all. why do i have to put effort into presenting a certain way in order to be seen as masculine or feminine. i want to put exactly 0 effort into my appearance and have people look at me and go “thats a man” or “thats a woman” or whatever without me having to do anything. if i dont look feminine/masculine in your eyes will you still respect my identity? i dont give a shit about what society calls gender roles so why should i have to conform to them by going out of my way to present a certain way.
Im tired of people trying to force queer people into boxes and labels when often queerness is just outside of the societal conventions and norms. “You dont fit into the cishet norm? then clearly you must fit into this other norm where you have to present a certain way if you wanna be trans” shut up. especially with nonbinary people, people say “oh you’re nonbinary? you must be this third gender category and androgynous presenting and” Shut UP i am literally outside of the gender binary stop trying to force it into a binary gender! the struggle of not caring enough about your looks and feeling no real desire to change your looks but still feeling frustrated when everyone assumes youre cis.
#sorry this is incoherent i am sleepy and ranting about my own bigender thoughts#might not even make sense to anyone else please ignore#personal problem but i hate the terms masc and femme. i know its completely a personal squick#im just. tired of people assuming that things like ‘how your face/hair/clothes look determines gender’#i dont want to present as anything i just wanna exist. wear the clothes i like. do nothing to my face have my hair how i want#without people assuming it means a certain thing
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Content Filters - Your New Best Friend!
I dont think we take advantage of content filters enough. So I'm putting together a little tutorial in case anyone isn't aware of them.
Now we may all be aware of tag filters, both via tumblr saviour and also tumblrs in built tag filtration system.
But that still runs into issues as some people just dont tag their posts, and therefore some posts will still find their way to the dashboards of people that dont want to see certain content that they have blocked.
If you are in a small fandom, sometimes popular content that you arent interested in can become quite prevailent and unavoidable even if you have tags blocked. But there IS a way to avoid that content regardless of whether people are tagging their posts or not
CONTENT FILTERS.
Content filters work by blocking certain words that appear in posts. If there is a certain thing that you really want to avoid, you can just block that word or phrase and boom! You'll never have to see it and everyone will be happier for it. If you don't know where the content filters are, I can show you. On tumblr mobile go to account settings:
Then scroll down to "content you see":
Here you will find the filtered tags:
And if you're anything like me you'll have a nice long list of blocked tags to curate your feed.
However if you just scroll down to the bottom of your blocked tags list, you'll find this:
Here is where you add words you wanna block. You can block trigger words, you can block things like "blood" if thats not your jam, you can block "omegaverse" if that gives you a squick, and you can also block ship names and names of whole fandoms if you find them annoying (blocking Supernatural may help with your mental health lmao).
It can be overzealous, so its best to block phrases more than random words as those words can be used in many contexts after all (which is why its excellent for blocking fandom ships as those are usually portmanteaus that wont appear in regular language). Blocking the word "omega" may be a bit too wide a net for instance, but blocking something like "omega Dream" will work wonders and calm those buldging temple veins.
Now this is just a tumblr app tutorial but I believe the content filters are in the same place on desktop. Its not hard to find them and I strongly suggest everyone uses them.
We all want to have a peaceful pleasant fandom experience, and as always, the best way to do that is to CURATE YOUR OWN SPACE. I'm someone who loves searching in the fandom tags, so I dont rely on following/unfollowing to curate my feed. I often expose myself to things in the tags i may prefer to avoid, or maybe I follow people for some content but dont wanna see other content they reblog. Either way, the content filters protect me from triggers, things that squick me out, and content I just find annoying.
Whilst we can all ask that people tag appropriately, it is never the OPs fault if you have seen something you don't want to see. You have all the tools available to you to avoid everything you dont like. Use them.
#tumblr etiquette#content filters#tagging systems#the sandman#fandom#fandom problems#curate your experience#no shade towards anyone here#but please stop with the drama#its not necessary
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OKAY!!!!
okay. so. i want to share this for anyone who is like.... cool about this worst case scenario bullshit i keep talking about. i think im writing it kinda good or at least in a compelling way, and honestlyyyy i just wanna post shit to be like hey. im having fun with it, and i think its really interesting to see how it all turns out. i think its been fun every other time ive posted about it, you guys seem to like it, but this is the part that will come off the most weird. if you dont know, ive tagged all previous things in this timeline as #wcs (worst case scenario)
so i think yall get this is like. the fucked up timeline. but like that its the going to be okay timeline too.
to explain more about it if you dont know, lets just say like. shredder did the fucked up thing he wanted. i think ive made that clear in previous posts about this. shredders dead now. they had to deal with the consequences of what he did to them. if the implications of that squick you out its totally fine. if youre not sure what i mean, im sorry. you DO NOT need to read further. but theres nothing specific about it here, this is just alllll the result of that. the results will be made clear by the end.
they went to big mama's hotel to get help from her with said consequences. its been dealt with. theyre now just recovering, being normal kids, still going to therapy. they're coping. but big mama's help always comes with a cost, but they havent figured out what that cost was yet.
so like. its been fun to explore in writing. IF YOURE WILLING to hear me out about all the fucked up shit turning out okay, feel free to read further. even if it sounds weird. i hope everyone can just be like.... respectful.
this doesnt have to be canon to the rest of my au, but if youve enjoyed it when ive talked about it....this is a big reveal shit for that timeline. if you are cool about everything im implying so far.
if youre not, again, you dont have to read forward. this isnt mature rated or anything, its just the implications of what the characters have been through are dark.
but the characters are going to be okay. and this right here is the reason they will be.
okay? okay. please be fucking nice.
missing context would be: raph saw someone in their room the night before, but he thinks he made it up. donnie also saw what he thinks was a ghost.
they went out for breakfast, and raph saw a turtle yokai he couldnt help but chase to the elevator who said her name was jennika, but she really wouldnt look him in the eye. and then they all discussed whether shredder had another experiment done before they existed.
questioning their origins, donnie and mikey scout the pool for recon as leo and raph come back from their joint therapy session with big mama.
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The elevator door opened and they stepped out into the pool area. It seemed to be a rooftop pool, but the elevator had felt like it was going down. The view was the highest they’d seen, and yet the air was warmer than it had been in their room. And there was no wind, unlike their room.
They looked around and spotted their brothers, Donnie was sitting on the edge of the pool with his feet in, looking at his phone, while Mikey was doing laps.
Leo grabbed Raph’s arm and the two of them wandered over.
“Hey guys.” He said. “How’s the mission going?”
Donnie looked up and looked around. “No other turtles spotted here.”
Mikey jumped out of the water with a splash. “Yeah, just old people really. I don’t think they liked us.”
“You were doing cannonballs, that's why.”
Raph wandered over to the edge of the roof, resting his hands on the railing and staring out at the city. It was so high. Higher than fathers tower was. In fact he could see Foot Tower in the distance, dwarfed by this view.
He was above it. He was beyond it. But god were they ever high.
He felt Leo walk up behind him. “I hate this view.”
He sighed and nodded. “I’m surprised I don’t feel sick. I hate heights.”
He felt him step beside him and press his shoulder against his. “I know what you mean… it’s like it’s not a real height. There’s none of that wind whipping in your face. Like a big realistic dome with a view.”
Raph nodded, squinting out at the view. “The feeling of the window was freezing.. like ice. And here there’s no wind at all.”
“Me and Slash got Big Mama to tell us there’s some kind of cross dimensional portals between the floors.. that there’s protection magic around the floors. I wonder if something broke the one by our window.”
Raph tapped his fingers against the railing.
“Maybe…”
“You okay..?”
He looked up at him nervously.
“I’m… scared, honestly.. and I’m not sure why.”
Leo smiled down at him. “We’re gonna be okay. We got this, partner.” He held out his fist for a bump.
Raph ignored it to give him a tight hug.
Leo rubbed his back lightly and looked back over at the twins.
“Should we get the raisins out of here? Or do you want more recon?”
Raph sighed and let go. “I think I’d like to stay out of the room for a while. Try and relax.”
“Didn’t bring a bathing suit. Mikeys got those shorts, but you’re wearing jeans.”
Raph shook his head and looked around at what other yokai were wearing. Some were in bathing suits, others looked more naked from what he could tell.
He wasn’t sure if he was comfortable being naked though, shell or not.
“Maybe I’ll just sit.” He said as he spotted a lounge chair to the side.
Leo walked past him to go talk to the twins again and he watched them. He felt like a mom again. Out with her kids. At least he didn’t look like Splinter this time. Bathrobe and all.
It was about noon and the sun was shining, so it was getting busier the longer they stayed out here. But he just sat in the warm sun and let himself feel calm, he watched Mikey try and splash Donnie to coax him in, watched Leo strip down to his sweatpants to wrestle with their baby brother in the pool.
At some point Donnie wandered over to hand him his electronics and he smiled at him.
“You wanna get in?” Raph asked him, surprised.
He shrugged. “Might as well live in the moment for once. It is a nice day, and we’re not too weird here.”
“You want me to help you with your braces?”
“Nah, I’ll need them. I don’t care if they get wet.” He pulled his hoodie off and Raph stared at him. He never went anywhere without something on his chest.
He was surprised how weird it felt to see him like that in public. Donnie was somewhat round like Raph, but had more masculine features, for a turtle. But no muscle definition. Even in the cage he’d been wearing his hoodie. But he was feeling more free right now. Maybe this place was good for them.
Donnie pointed at his phone and headphones.
“If you don’t wanna join, you can like... Read or listen to music. There’s free wifi here.”
Raph hummed and put the headphones on.
“Thanks Donnie…”
He shrugged and made his way into the pool to try doing laps. Which for him was holding the edge the whole time.
Raph eyed the phone and looked through his music. Not much he recognized. He found Queen though, and decided to play that and close his eyes. Letting himself be a turtle basking in the sunlight for about 20 minutes.
He sensed someone sit near him and opened his eyes.
A tall furry lion Yokai was in his sunlight, looking down at him.
And suddenly he felt uncomfortable.
They seemed to be talking to him so he pulled the headphones off.
“Huh?”
“I said kinda a weird look for the pool. The jeans.”
Raph looked down at himself and back up.
“Yeah. Wasn’t planning on coming to the pool.”
He gestured over to his brothers with his head.
“Those your kids?”
Raph furrowed his brows and looked over at his brothers. They seemed to be having fun splashing each other.
“Kinda, yeah?”
“Huh. That one your… husband?”
Raph felt his face flush as he looked over at Leo.
“No, that’s my brother.”
He raised his brows and smirked. “So you’re a single mom?”
‘Female female female!’
His body felt cold despite the heat from the sun.
“Sorry, bet they dragged you out here without a bathing suit. Shame, you look like you’ve got a good figure…”
‘You’re going to get assaulted again!’
His heart was pounding in his chest. He looked in Leo’s direction desperately, needing someone to help him.
“Hey kid.” A deep familiar voice behind him said as he felt a hand on his shoulder.
The lion looked over him nervously.
Raph watched as the backside of a tall muscular turtle stepped into view, shielding him from the Lion’s gaze. They were wearing flowery swim trunks.
“That’s my son you’re talking to. He’s 17. Do I need to call security?” The voice said angrily. “Or are you gonna fuck off?”
Raph tried to quiet his beating heart. He felt like he might throw up. He felt like Slash might jump out.
And yet… This turtle made him feel safe.
“U-uh no problem man! My bad!” The lion quickly rose up and left. And the turtle took the chair and sat down beside him.
Raph looked at him nervously.
Broad shouldered and maybe 30 years old, his skin was a dull light green, his plastron wide and pointier than Raph had ever seen. Thick legs and strong arms. He looked tired but smiled warmly at him with wide, kind eyes.
“Are you okay?”
Raph stared at him nervously, pressing his hand to his chest.
“I-I might be having a panic attack…” he said softly.
The turtle reached out to offer his hand.
“You want me to count for breathing?”
Raph nodded quickly, taking his hand.
“In one two three four… out one two three four...”
He closed his eyes and followed the turtle's instructions. After a few minutes he felt okay again and stared down at the hand in his.
Two fingers. Their hands were so similar, but his were much larger.
He looked up at his face. He’d seen those eyes.
In the dark.
“It’s.. it’s you.”
He grunted softly in affirmation.
“You keep trying to get into trouble.”
Raph stared at him hard. He wanted to look away but he was terrified the man would disappear.
“What.. What's your name?”
“Kirby.”
“W-why are you following me? Why were you…”
“I just said you keep getting into trouble.”
Raph felt his eyes water as he stared at him.
“I-I’m not trying to, I thought I could just… be out in public, but I guess I’m too much of a s-slut…”
Kirby winced and leaned forward, resting his elbows on his knees and holding Raph's hand in both of his, staring at him so kindly.
“You’re not. People always want to take advantage of you. I’m sorry, it’s not fair.”
“W-why do you know that..? W-who are you..?”
He shook his head. “Just someone who cares.”
“D-do you know Jennika..?”
He laughed. A familiar laugh. “Yeah. We know each other.”
“Why… why did she cry when she looked at me?”
He shrugged. “She’s got complicated feelings. Hard to explain.”
“I-I’m not scared of you. I should be, I don’t know you…”
“You kinda know me though.” He said, a weird glint in his eye.
Raph grunted and stared at him frustrated. “Why are you so vague and annoying?”
He laughed and shook his head. “I don’t know. Ah. Leo’s noticed. You should be fine now.” He pulled away from his grasped hand.
“Hey!” They heard Leo yell from the edge of the pool.
Raph didn’t turn. He watched Kirby bolt up and give him a salute before disappearing into the crowd, he presumed to the elevator.
Raph just stared blankly at the space he’d been.
Leo sat in front of him, dripping wet and waving his hand in front of his face.
“Are you okay?! Did he hurt you?!”
Raph looked up at him and shook his head slowly. “No… h-he… uh, saved me..? There was.. a guy trying to…” he closed his eyes and winced. “He saved me.” He looked back at Leo, who looked worried.
“What did he say? Did you get anything out of him?”
Raph rolled onto his back and stared at the pool.
“His name’s Kirby. He says I keep getting into trouble. He pretended he was my dad to make a guy leave… I.. I felt really safe.”
Leo groaned and lay back on the chair. “What the hell is going on…?”
“I-I didn’t want him to leave..” he whispered and held himself. His heart hurt.
Leo looked at him sadly. “Raph..?”
“I-I knew him… h-he said I knew him…”
Leo frowned and rubbed his neck. “Maybe it’s like.. You said he pretended to be your dad. Maybe it’s not pretend. Maybe he’s our real dad. Maybe he’s our dad, and Jennika’s our mom and that’s where we really came from.”
Raph looked up at him. “Jennika wasn’t female… she.. she had a plastron like you, not me. Her tail was long. A-and dad.. dad was so clear our human stuff is his… They couldn’t have made us.”
He sighed. “Let’s just imagine we get to come from somewhere better though, yeah..?”
He looked up at him sadly and nodded.
“O-okay…”
“Do you want to go back to the room..? Cuz we can go…”
He looked over at the twins and saw they were just splashing each other. It looked fun.
“I.. I wanna join, but…” he looked down at himself. He couldn’t swim in these jeans. It was naked or nothing. And he couldn’t do naked.
Leo smiled and bumped his shoulder.
“Trade pants. These are fine.”
Raph blinked and shook his head.
“Then you’ll be in wet jeans…”
“Eh, it’ll dry.” He picked up a rolled towel from a rack nearby and held it up in front of Raph as a privacy barrier.
“C'mon, you go have fun for a minute.”
He groaned and relented, unzipping his jeans and pulling them off. Leo dropped the towel on his lap for privacy and quickly undid his wet sweatpants and passed them to him. Raph put them on, they were a little snug and too long but it was stretchier than the jeans. Leo put the jeans on and smiled.
“See? Easy. I’ll watch the stuff, you go swim.”
Raph eyed him nervously and unzipped his hoodie.
He wondered if Yokai had weird gender rules even without nipples.
He tried not to let it bother him, Leo was being nice and it would be a waste to make him do all that and then just chicken out.
He tossed the hoodie on the pile and decided to jump in.
He let himself float on his stomach for a while, feeling the refreshing water and the sun on his back. He probably looked like a corpse.
He felt someone jump on him and whipped around, seeing Mikey had decided to clamber on his back.
“Raph’s here!” He cheered and hugged him.
Raph laughed a little and shoved him off. “Careful, I’m not that strong a swimmer.”
He looked around. Leo waved at him from the lounge chair.
Someone splashed him and he turned, seeing Donnie holding on to the side of the pool.
Raph beamed. “Oh? We’re doing a splash off now?”
Donnie yelped and started swimming away.
Raph laughed and chased after him, Mikey was cheering from the center of the pool.
“You can escape Donnie! Kick those legs!”
Raph caught up and waved his arm at him, causing a big splash to hit him in the face.
“Nooooo!” He cried dramatically and pretended to sink.
Raph laughed and dove under water, grabbing him around his middle and standing up straight in the shallow end to carry him over his shoulder.
“I caught you!”
Donnie shrieked and laughed, pounding on the back of his shell. “Stoooop!”
“I’ll save you!” Mikey rammed into Raph who dramatically threw Donnie into the deep end.”
And then Donnie didn’t come back up for too long.
“Shit.” Raph dove down and saw him sinking, he grabbed his arm and swam up, dragging him back to the shallow end of the pool and stood holding him up.
He was sputtering and struggling to breathe.
Raph held him against his chest and climbed out of the pool with him and patted him on his back.
“Cough it up, you’re okay.” Raph tried. He was trying not to freak out and placed him on the ground to sit.
He was still wheezing
Someone touched his shoulder and he turned to see a sweet turtle face smiling sadly at him. “I can help.” She said as she pushed him out of the way and waved her hand in front of Donnie’s chest.
She was gaunt. Her arms and knees were wrapped in some kind of bandages, and she was wearing a strange one piece swimsuit on top that fit around her shell. The shell looked too big for her body, slightly off center.
She waved her two fingered hand from chest up to his nose, and a floating bubble of water came out of Donnie’s mouth and then dissipated on the ground.
Donnie stared at her in awe. “W-water bending?” He was panting and taking croaky breaths.
She laughed a little and smiled, confused.
“I don’t know what that means. Simple magic. Are you okay?”
Donnie was clapping himself on the plastron, trying to breathe without croaking. She rubbed his shoulder.
Raph looked between them. Their skin was the same deep blue green. She looked like she could be his older sister.
“I-I think I’m okay…” he glared up at Raph. “Why would you throw me in the deep end?!”
He kept staring at the woman.
She turned to look at him and gave him a sad smile. “His knees aren’t strong enough to keep himself afloat. Maybe with some practice.”
He kept staring at her. She was his height, and much thinner. But she had the same flat plastron and short tail.
“…how do you know that?” He asked.
She laughed sadly and looked down at her own limbs. “Experience.”
Raph looked down and realized that her feet weren’t actually on the ground. She was hovering 2 inches above it.
Donnie seemed to follow his gaze and his eyes went wide.
“Are.. you the ghost?” He asked quietly.
She turned to look down at him and rolled her eyes. “Do I look like a ghost? I’m quite corporeal.”
Donnie looked up at her frustratedly. “You know what I’m talking about.”
She tapped her chin in thought. “Do I?”
He groaned.
Raph put his hand on her arm gently.
“I.. I know you…” he said quietly.
She turned to look back at him with sad eyes.
“We’ve never met. I’m Venus.”
“I’ve… never met another female turtle…” he couldn’t help but say.
She tilted her head sadly. “No.. I guess you haven’t.”
“I-I’m sorry…” he said suddenly.
He didn’t know why he was sorry.
She laughed a little. “You don’t have to be sorry, it’s not bad to be female.” Then her eyes got sad. “But I guess that’s to be expected…”
Donnie shot up and stepped between them.
“How are you floating? Is that like something you were born with or can you learn? Does it help with weight distribution? Is that why you do it? If I could do that I bet it would help. Oh but then you wouldn’t be exercising your knees…”
She blinked and sighed playfully, placing a hand on her hip. “You are too inquisitive.”
Raph stared between them. They had the same snout. The same smug look on their faces.
“Venus…” he said softly.
She turned to look at him. She saw something in his eye and winced, looking away.
“Anyway, I’m glad you’re okay, kid. Don’t go swimming where you can’t stand up, and keep a brother with you at all times in the water!” She saluted and seemed to float away.
Raph wanted to chase her but he just… let her go.
Donnie groaned and looked at him funny. “She could have taught me magic! Bones don’t hurt magic!”
Raph looked down at him sadly, he knew there were tears in his eyes and Donnie’s expression confirmed it.
“Raph what’s wrong..?”
“Sh-she looked just like you…”
He scoffed and folded his arms. “Hardly. She was thin and agile.”
He shook his head and reached out to touch Donnie’s snout. “She had your snout.. your skin.”
Donnie was looking more nervous as Raph looked at him. He pushed Raph’s hand off him. “She can’t have been my mother. Shredder would have seen her as useless damaged goods. Maybe there’s just.. turtle yokai out there who come in such variety that she somewhat looked like me.”
Raph rubbed his arm. He was right, if she was chronically in pain like Donnie, and small and female like Raph… she would have been dead to their father.
“You’re not sure though…” Raph said. Donnie was making a face.
He sighed. “Hereditary illnesses are a thing, I suppose. But I don’t think she was old enough… unless she was… you know, younger than us when it happened.”
“Which Shredder would never have done, obviously..” Raph rolled his eyes and hugged his arms, turning away.
“Sorry…” Donnie mumbled.
He sighed and looked over. “I’m sorry I threw you in the deep end, I wasn’t thinking about that. I was thinking ‘don’t let him crack his head’ more than I was thinking ‘he needs to hold on to the edge to stay up’.”
Donnie shrugged and leaned against him. “I get it. We’re not used to pools and stuff. Thanks for jumping in after me.”
Raph smiled and rubbed his back. “I mean it would be shitty of me to let you drown don’t you think?”
Donnie grunted and nodded. “Extremely shitty cuz it would have been your fault yeah. Still. Thank you.”
“Are you as done with pool time as I am?”
“Yeeees..” He whined. “Need to recharge.”
Raph laughed and nodded, giving his head a kiss. “Okay.”
They wandered back over to Leo and towelled themselves off, Leo stared up at them questioningly. “How did the recon go? I hope that was what the FAKE drowning was?”
Donnie rolled his eyes as he was letting Raph rub his back dry so he could put his hoodie back on.
“Unfortunately that was a real almost drowning. I am fine, thank you for asking.”
Leo winced and stood up. “Shit, sorry. Are you okay?”
“Fine. She literally water bended the pool water out of my throat. And she was FLOATING! Did you see that?” He couldn’t contain his excitement.
Raph pat his shoulder and decided he should collect Mikey while Donnie got him up to speed.
He turned to the pool and didn’t see him.
Mama turtle went in overdrive.
“Mikey?” He called out, darting between people in the crowd.
The more he looked the more worried he got.
‘Idiot, you almost kill ONE brother and LOSE the other?’
He groaned and smacked his head. “Shut up Slash.”
That was new but he couldn’t blame him.
He did a lap around the pool and saw the backside of a turtle behind the bar to the side. He rushed over and realized this turtle was bigger than him.
“Jennika.” He breathed.
She turned in surprise and he could see Mikey behind her, smiling up at him.
“Oh, hi Raph!”
He whimpered and rushed forward, ignoring her to grab him around his shoulders.
“Where did you go! I was worried!”
He grabbed his arms and pushed him back.
“I’m fine! I made a friend, see?” He held his hand out to Jennika, who was standing awkwardly beside them. She was wearing a big white t shirt and baggy trunks.
“Sorry, you… guys were distracted and I wanted to make sure he was safe somewhere…” she barely looked at him.
That hurt for some reason.
“Thanks…” he stood back up, keeping his hand on Mikey’s shoulder to make sure he knew where he was. “I.. sorry, I shouldn’t.. assume things but. You’re… not female like me, are you..?”
She blinked and shook her head. “Uh… no. I used to be… sad. About that.”
A new emotion came over him and he gave her a look of awe.
“Are you… trans..?”
She gave him a surprised look. “Is that… okay?”
Raph could feel his eyes water but he smiled big. “I… I’ve never met a.. I mean, you’re a turtle like me, and you’re.. trans too! A-and that.. makes me happy, I-I don’t know.. sorry, I’m not… not trying to be weird.”
She smiled and shook her head, her eyes were wet too.
“No, it’s not weird, I really get it…” she rubbed her arm. “I didn’t know uh…” she coughed and shook her head. “No, I guess I’d always hoped you were. I didn’t understand myself.”
Raph was confused by her words but kept smiling at her.
“You’re beautiful.” He told her. He didn’t know why he felt the need to tell her that. It was overwhelming seeing someone like him out in the world.
She stared at him with a shocked smile. Tears were rolling down her cheeks.
“O-oh…” she sniffed and then laughed, rubbing her eyes. “F-fuck, can I hug you? Th-this is a lot but..”
Raph reached in instantly to wrap his arms around her. He just wanted to make her feel as happy as he felt seeing her. She was taller than him and thicker up top, but she was just a beautiful turtle girl to him.
She seemed to be crying above him as she held him back.
Mikey wandered over and smiled up at her. “See, she’s a friend Raph!”
The two of them parted and Jennika got down on her knee to idly punch his shoulder.
“You’re a good judge of character, but you still shouldn’t run off with people. Not here. There’s bad guys here. Only trust turtles, got that little man?”
He made a determined face and nodded. “Got it.”
Jennika then leaned in to hug Mikey. It looked like a bone crushing hug. Mikey just took it and tried to hug her back just as strongly.
Raph looked between them. They looked.. so similar. She looked like if Mikey had been well loved as a child and grown up strong.
The idea was making him cry again.
“Jennika!” They heard a voice call out.
Raph looked over and saw Kirby again. He was standing by the elevator and waving her over, he looked frustrated to see Raph again, and maybe a little sad.
Jennika looked up and wiped her eyes. “Shit. That’s my brother, he’s gonna give me a talking to…” She muttered slightly annoyed.
Raphs eyes snapped up at her. “Kirby’s your brother?”
She winced and rubbed her neck. “Uh, it’s been nice talking!”
She shuffled away.
Raph was shaking suddenly.
“W-wait!” He started to run but they both looked at him inside the elevator with a sorrowful look and then disappeared.
And he dropped to his knees.
Mikey put his hands on his shoulders. “Raph? What’s wrong? Is it the voices again?”
But his head was silent, save for a ringing in his ears. He stared at the elevator blankly. It opened again and they weren’t there anymore.
He wasn’t sure how long he was staring, he knew Donnie and Leo had wandered up holding all of their stuff, and it took the three of them to lift him off the ground.
“What happened, Raph?” Leo asked gently as they walked his body towards the elevator.
He just stared inside. He hoped to god they’d just reappear and let him ask the burning question on his mind.
He couldn’t say this out loud until he knew.
The elevator door closed and it was just him and his brothers again.
‘You’re right.’
He whipped his head around to look, but realized the voice was Slash again.
“W-what do you mean I’m right?!”
His brothers looked at him funny but he paid them no mind.
‘You know who they are. And you’re right. Big Mama told me the first time you let me out, she wasn’t gonna crush the eggs. She said we’d never see them again. She lied.’
“B-but that makes no sense Slash! Th-they’re too old! I-it’s been a week!”
‘I don’t know. But you know that’s who they are.’
Raph slammed his head against the wall and shook it hard.
“N-no!”
Leo grabbed his shoulder and looked him in the eye. “Raph. Talk to me. What happened?”
Raph looked around the elevator in a panic. Mikey and Donnie looked scared of him, scared of what was happening.
“I-I… not here… I-in the room..”
He didn’t want anyone's secret eyes on him right now. He couldn’t trust Big Mama. Leo was right. Why had they bothered to talk to her at all today? They were better off on their own!
The door opened on their floor and they quickly rushed back inside their freshly cleaned room. Raph checked every room, every cranny. The windows were closed and no one was hiding in the corners.
After his panicked rushing he sat on the freshly cleaned sofa and tried to calm his breathing.
His brothers all stood in front of him in the conversation pit. None of them wanted him out of sight.
“Raph.” Leo said sternly. He looked up and saw them all staring at him with worried eyes.
He looked between them. He took a deep breath and closed his eyes. “It won’t make sense. But nothing here does. There’s.. magic and portals and dimensional travel…”
“At this point no theory is too out there.” Donnie said.
He opened his eyes and looked at them all seriously.
“They’re our kids.”
#wcs#writing#UHHHHHHHHH ANYWAYYYYYYYYY IM HAVIGN FUN OVER HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!#LEMME KNOWWWWWWW WHAT U THINK......... okay bye#get seperated au'd mother FUCKER#please be fucking nice though. like please. i know its fucked but like. you know. the insanity of the fucked up ness is easier sometimes
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thoughts on lucifer x charlie??? they're eating away at my brain, but i wanna check if u r okay with that before going insane over them in your inbox (since u said that thing in the alastor/his mom post, its similiar territory cuz its parent/child too. i dont want to make u uncomfortable or anything ^^)
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Oh, I love that one! I know, its ironic. I really like father x child ships (probably some weird way my brain is coping with trauma lmfao).
I just get squicked out by mother x child specifically, but I dont mind hearing about those ships! I just probably wont have much to say about them.
Now... about Morningstarcest... im super super into it. I would love to hear you (or anyone else for that matter) rant about it because its so pervertedly cute i cant get enough of it! Lucifer loves his little girl so much, and after being distant from her for so long, hes suprised to see how much shes grown and matured. Shes beautiful, and he just cant resist 🤭
Also call me crazy but I also like Lucifer x Vaggie x Charlie too. Like. Lucifer slowly spending more time with each of them individually, then spending... "special" time with them individually heheha
#hazbin hotel#morningstarcest#lucifer morningstar#lucifer#charlie morningstar#hazbin hotel ships#hazbin hotel fandom#hazbin hotel ship#lucifer x charlie#charlie x lucifer#asks#🌈 anon
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thanks for being understanding about my ask earlier
honestly was kind of nervous because i really do believe people should be allowed to ship whatever
i dont wanna make anyone uncomfortable for liking what they like. fandom is supposed to be respectful of everyone, even if someone is into something that squicks you
but yeah i do use filters
thanks again for being so chill!
Of course dear anon 💚
And don’t worry, it’s just as valid not to like something as it is valid to like it ✨
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I have many thoughts about Trans Green.
I just hope the fandom isnt choosing to make Green trans due to him being portrayed as a effeminate gay man. I have see too many ppl do just that and make any male that show traits of fem… trans. And as a enby fighting to like pink and not get misgendered. It brings up similar feelings
This isnt to bash anyone that DOES hc Green as Trans. Cause i’m all for the relatability of your comfort characters. (And i really dont care what you do in your free time) This is a thing ive noticed that just squicks me.
Any ppl that hc green as trans would like to comment on why they hc green as trans?? Im interested to learn why. (No worried if you dont wanna send me an ask or comment. Its really not that big of a deal in the grand scheme of things)
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pinned post until i gather the motivation to turn this into a rentry
denver ⚰️ he/it/blood 🩸 tmasc gay queer umbreonboy 🔪 transid user
alter in a collective of sorts, the hosts blog is @/hideawaysis im just a parasite
my stances: pro-fic, pro-para, pro-kink, anti-callout, anti-abuse, anti-contact for paraphilias that could cause nonconsensual harm, radqueer-neutral (my stance on that kinda thing falls under lobotomyqueer, the collective as a whole is uncomfortable associating with the community due to past experiences but youre free to interact if youre a part of it so long as youre not pro-contact), pro-good faith identities, pro-nontraumagenic plurality origins (plurality is a symptom not a disorder), pro-blood and killing and murder
other general warnings: i am a blog that posts nsfw so chrono/bodily minors avert your eyes, sometimes when im really excited i type in all caps it doesnt mean anything, i use the r slur untagged because im autistic and find it sexy, i will post a lot about sadism and guro and borderline necro stuff in general but as ive said im anti-contact for things like that irl and the idea of doing that stuff for real makes me wanna yarf sooooooo
if any of the above things squick you out just block or something dont harass. this section is here so you know what youre getting into
no actual dni because those are dumb as fuck i just block
my ids (subject to change im always adding more): cisplural (traumagenic origins), cisdisabled (physically, mentally, developmentally), cisautistic, cislowfunctioning (we use functioning labels over support labels), transmasculine, xenogender (deadgender, bloodgender, umbreongender, vampgender), xenoautism (murdertism), trisqueer, transharmful (transkiller, transabusivebrother), deadfluid, permateen (bodily an adult), nonhuman (transumbreon, transwolf, transblackcat, transdemon, zombiefluid, vampfluid), transreality (im a fictive to simply live in this reality is to be transreality LMAO), transslitthroat/wrists, transcreepypasta, and many more (for more transids see #the hoard)
yes before anyone says anything i AM deluded and a lot of these ARE delusions so fucking what who cares if i call myself a killer umbreon with murder autism for schizospec reasons its my life and fuck it we ball 🏀 🏀 🏀 put me on r/transidcringe see if i give a fuck
also anything related to umbreon gets me to front immediately. in case you need something or whatever
thats all for now. if you got this far welcome and i hope you dread your stay here
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just a random guy who really loves your art. i noticed you made the cute doodle asking peeps to reblog your art and i just wanted to share why i dont? i really love your art and i absolutely wanna reblog it but im a songxue shipper and lowkey you seem kinda grossed out by that ship. which is totally oki, i know its not everyones cup of tea, but sometimes it seems like you'd be offended if a shipper reblogged your art i guess? and i dont rlly wanna bug you, i love your art and i adore your content. i think your likes and dislikes are valid as hell and you're totally allowed to have them. i just wanted to say that i do want to rb your stuff and i do love your stuff and im sorry im not supporting your art in that way, i just really didnt want to cross your boundaries. thank you for sharing your art and drawing so much of the guys (they're my blorbos, thats why i ship them and you're basically the only person who draws them ic imo). you're a wonderful artist and your art regularly impresses the hell out of me. your sense of humor, expressiveness, color pallet, creativity, and just plain Skill are all so freaking amazing and you deserve accolades. im sorry for being a weirdo who likes one of your squick ships but your art is fabulous. maybe i'll make a sideblog where i hide my ship tendencies and just rb you a lot there, you deserve the support :)
hey now,,, this is very sweet lkdhlkh and i really appreciate it + am glad you enjoy my art so much and think it's in character LOL i know i make things that are completely silly and absurd so it fascinates me (in a good way) that it's still seen as in character
also thank you so much for reaching out, i've been having a really rough time (depression! YAY) and honestly didn't expect anyone to say anything ;; (which is totally fine, people don't need to say anything! but it feels really good to be acknowledged)
i guess i'll take this as an opportunity to address this in general! i don't mind if people ship something i don't like/a notp as long as they're not making me engage with it, i don't track people down at gunpoint like HEY SHIPPER SAW YOU TOUCHED MY ART! no! all i ask is people don't /tag/ my art as whatever if i don't want it tagged as such (and don't ramble on about ship ideas in there either lol please), but i'm making an effort to make that obvious in the body of the post itself :) lots of my friends/followers ship things i don't and we coexist just fine!
but as for your ship, i've made mention to it a few times i think that it doesn't really bother me that much! in fact, the more i draw them together, the more chill i am with people taking away whichever kind of interactions they want from my art of them! they're my blorbos too and i love drawing them together, and although sometimes i am explicit about not wanting them tagged as a ship (so like, if they're drawn as family, xy is a child and sl is not for instance, lol), and sometimes i wish not everything were seen as shippy, it's very unreasonable i think for me to expect people not to see it that way. does that make sense? that's why someone requested i tag it a certain way so they wouldn't have to see it anyway OTL
anyway, you're totally fine! if you want to reblog it go right ahead, and if you wanna slap that tag on it, go ahead too (WITHIN REASON, see above). it's the other ostensibly more popular xue yang ship that i'd rather not get wrapped up in, haha
don't hide who you are! don't try and bottle things up for the sake of making someone else feel better. i've been doing that for too long and regret it immensely. maybe this year i'll finally put that to rest too
#the big secret here is that mostly any negative reaction to it i have is when it feels Mean#i cannot stand people being Mean to song lan that is my man#songxue#for blacklist ily shin mwah mwah#shin dont look
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⚠️🏗🚧 teehee an intr o post!!! 🚧🏗⚠️
Haaaai ^-^ hi hi for the love of god hi. My name is fizix im a 22 y/o transman whos here for the silliness. And the cock and pussy and hole and tongue and cunt aand slick but also the silliness ^-^ i also answer to fizzy or fiz or puppy :D
yes i will make typos. its not a dumb puppy horny moment i just have fast fingers and im also halfblind with no autocorrect >_< please dont make fun of my typos!!! Unless its obvious its supposed to be a joke
This is also a sideblog!!! So if u know my main shhhhh no you dont :] i probably wont follow back but we r mutuals if youve dmed me and we've held a good few convos tbh
Im still kind of exploring this stuff but for the moment i'm a sub-leaning-switch. Like yknow how clownfish change genders to even things out. I can step up for the dom shortage if theres high enough demand but id prefer to sub ^-^
Im what you could classify as polyamorous but i dont identify with that label, im not looking for anything committed im just here to whore around and have some fun :D im bisexual, so anyone can interact! (EXCEPT CISHET MEN. OBVI.)
I am a man!!! anyone can interact but sapphics be known that i am a man and feel free 2 block me if that makes u uncomfy <3 godspeed queens. I try not to interact with wlw/mendni posts so if i do im SORRY </3
MINORS LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE. ITS FOR YOUR OWN GOOD. GO OUTSIDE DO YOUR HOMEWORK OR SOMETHIGN
And also on that note ANYONE OVER 27 LEAVE ME ALONE THANK U <3
AND AND AND any ageless blogs/blank with only porn gifs are getting blocked <3<3<3<3<3
Dirty asks are open!! I'm always down to talk dirty with anons bc in a whore <3 i thiink tho im gonna leave horny DMs to mutuals only!!! So dont dm me like "ouhh i wanna fuck you so bad with my big dick" because its not gonna work. lol. Also i know i act all funny and silly but i AM down to clown if you get me in a mood <3 feel free to send a horny ask and see what happens :D
Current anons in da box: 💙 || 🐝 || 🐶 || 🦋 (feel free to ask for ur own emoji if you plan on sticking around!!)
If ur just dying to know what i look like then uhhhh im a redhead w no surgery so i got titties and a cunt <3 im also not a shaver so you gotta fight the WHOLE underbrush to get to the center of the tootsie pop <3<3 is it like a. Cherry tootsie pop? because im a redhead and the. the pusee. also since this apparently drives people crazy im 5'4"
I dont wanna have a full list of my kinks bc i feel like itd be more fun for ppl to figure that out for themselves instead of getting a cheat sheet <3 anyone that does a quick scroll on my blog can tell im into oral, p3tplay, and praise tho. ill give a list of my No-Gos bc i wanna have fun with this blog and not get squicked/triggered away from it. List might be updated as time goes on
Yellow Light (stuff im neutral/alright with that i might indulge every so often): dumbification, degredation, daddy/mommy title, impact play, only mutuals can bondage me
Red Light (hard stops, if u come at me with this stuff ur getting blocked): r@pe, piss, inc3st, scat, v//mit, p3do/4geplay, gun/knifeplay, k1dnapping/hostage, detrans, intox, feederism
And thats all for an intro poast i think! Thanks 4 reading have a good day and DRINK SOME WATER i know youre thirsty ;] This isnt a sex thing this is tumblr we are all dehydrated here. Suffering is not noble drink the damn water
#and.now 4 tha tags#nsft#mlm msft#bi nsft#uhhh#trans nsft#queer nsft#is that all of them. have i gathered the nsft infinity stones#WAIT 1 more#t4t nsft#hehe
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I posted 3,292 times in 2022
That's 3,292 more posts than 2021!
881 posts created (27%)
2,411 posts reblogged (73%)
Blogs I reblogged the most:
@angelstoneyaoi
@enderspawn
@albatrio
@pretzel-the-frogtopus
@oli-disaster
I tagged 1,813 of my posts in 2022
Only 45% of my posts had no tags
#jrwilb - 619 posts
#jrwi - 213 posts
#just roll with it - 112 posts
#jrwi riptide - 70 posts
#jrwi spoilers - 52 posts
#councilblr crew - 41 posts
#gillion tidestrider - 33 posts
#jrwi prime defenders - 31 posts
#chip jrwi - 30 posts
#jay ferin - 25 posts
Longest Tag: 122 characters
#to be fair if i was a teenage noodle boy who had died twice and it sucked both time i don’t think i’d wanna get hit either
My Top Posts in 2022:
#5
Okay I’m making this while tired but I figure I can at least get it started and smart people can add on. if you’re here from jrwitwt first off HELLO!!! Welcome. I know there have been several posts going around saying watch your step, we do things differently here, and to get with it, that might seem a bit intimidating. So I wanted to make this non-exhaustive list of how tumblr works and HOW we do things different so you can get settled in :)
also these are just to the best of my ability and based off my time here i am by no means a standard, just a starting point
-You might’ve heard this one already but there isn’t much of an algorithm here. You can follow certain tags and blogs. The best way to find people is to just scroll through tags and check out blogs whose posts you enjoyed
-reblogging is standard. Likes are typically for letting a mutual(or anyone rlly) know you saw their post or during liveblog sessions(at least that’s how I use them) while we have replies on posts that might look like a comment section. It really isn’t most of the time. Comments are normally put in the tags of reblogs. It’s completely okay if your blog is just reblogs that’s super normal here. you don’t have to have an original thought if you don’t want to
-If you really don’t want to post/lurk and only follow ppl, change your pfp so we know you aren’t a bot. Blank blogs have a history of being bots and if we can’t tell you’re a person a lot of people will block on sight. Just fair warning
-We do a lot of blocking here. If you don’t like someone’s posts, block em and keep going. The filter tags system on tumblr really works(I’ve heard twt is fussy and not great) and most people tag things appropriately here so you Will Not see the shit you don’t want to
-TAG THINGS APPROPRIATELY PLEASE it’s a give and take. When it comes to spoilers, as long as the original poster tagged it you normally don’t have to tag it again in a reblog but you can out of courtesy
-Bonus point a lot of us use “jrwilb” as a tag when everyone is on the dash liveblogging a stream ep or just when they get around to watching it. Some people have personalized ones, and some ppl also main tag their liveblogs so it’s just a good one to know ahead of time
-People chit chat through asks frequently. You don’t have to feel shy abt it, esp if you are being friendly. But if you’re anxious a lot of people leave on anon asks so you don’t have to have your name attached
-We don’t really do callouts/negativity posts. If you see a take or headcanon you aren’t fond of going around. You can block/filter, or you can make a positivity post or post abt your own interpretation!!! A lot of people here love different takes and headcanons and try to value all of them. Again, if one squicks you really bad, filter/block it. If you really wanna complain, be sure to do it in dms or a private discord server
-our concept of what jokes are okay to post are very lax. there really isnt an official thing but i’ve tended to notice we dont really tend to do anything the council havent done. we joke abt gillion tits and eggs here because the council have done it. we have made very lewd jokes because . . . mcs and everything else grizzly does when he’s not playing dakota. so be prepared to be jarred by how . . . interesting it gets here
Okay that’s all I can think of for now. Members of councilblr feel free to add anything smile
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#4
BEHOLD THE RESULTS OF The Most Projectable�� PC of All Time SURVEY
See the full post
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condi the only mf in this house i respect
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i am coping
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My #1 post of 2022
AYOOOOOO
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#tumblr2022#year in review#my 2022 tumblr year in review#your tumblr year in review#not my long ass posts being my top ones#lmao#great to see the number of liveblogs too that’s funny
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Self ship problems:
This is just personal thoughts. By no means am i bashing or hating. Just personal thoughts. That is all.
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Its sucks having to use my pen name or self insert name for fics/hc posts.
Because my irl name gets spelled wrongly irl so many times it's frustrating.
And other users n blogs who have the same real name i dont wanna confuse them or readers.
Like it's not huge of a deal it's just something I've noticed.
So i was wondering,Does anyone else feel this way sometimes? Having to use a pen name,nickname,or a self insert oc name to convey that that's you not another person? Or because people use their name wrongly or spell it not the same?
I feel bad for people who have to use one because of people refusing to learn the persons name in their native language the most.
Or worse it's not a common name and it's super unique. Or its really old fashioned and hardly used anymore.
I know my situation is probably minor. And others may have a worse situation.
But it just sucks having to use a pen name/nickname/self insert name all the time.
Especially for more self indulgent stuff. People trying to swoop in on your stuff. When it's clearly for you and you only. Not an x reader or you clearly state its something more for comfort. But you wanna share anyways.
I usually dont have that problem of people stealing self indulgent fics,at least to my knowledge. But some might have that problem. And i wanted to address that too.
If someone makes a self indulgent fic or post. For their blorbo. And that state in tags and in post that it is not for you. Plz respect those boundaries.
Again no hate,no bashing,i understand the wanting to share blorbos,f/os and faves. But some dont like that in the self ship community. And that's ok. We all need to be respectful of each other. (Sometimes i share sometimes i don't wanna share my faves. Shang tsung from the mortal kombat games/series i don't like sharing because well i dont trust people to do him well or respectfully,anyone else of my faves i don't mind nor have any qualms with sharing. Personal interpretations aside. Sharing Shang tsung however? Not so much. I get squick with others takes. And am very particular.)
Again this is just observations and just thoughts of late. This is by no means any personal attack. I have to state this.
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censored the stitching bc i dont wanna squick anyone out but ohhhh my god look how bald he is lmfao
my darling boy has returned home 😭❤️
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2, 5 and 12 with blitzwing 👀 and 7 for mccree! (@robotlover)
@selfshippinglover
Ok I'm gonna make a separate post for Mccree later bc theres a lot and I'm just gonna do a few with him. Thank y'all for waiting on this!
1) what’s a Hot Take you have about your f/o?
Blitzwing would absolutely hesitate to love someone because he has self esteem issues and everyone always throws that out the window when writing him in a romantic scenario. Only when he's the character that's gotta be uwu depressed and romanticizing it is anyone noticing that. This bot has gone through a horror show and he would feel like a burden to whoever he has feelings for because he's just the crazy triple changer that no one respects or likes.
2) on what do you disagree with other fans of your f/o?
Ok this is a bit lemony for my blog but Blitzwing isn't a sex crazed power top and y'all need to get that through your minds, he's Ace or Demi. Yes I'm projecting but I'm still right bc giant alien robots canon don't have that "equipment" boo me all you want I'm still right.
3) did you used to ship your f/o with anyone before realizing you wanted to ship them with yourself?
No actually! I have honestly never actually like.. shipped characters that weren't cannon. I've rarely liked romance in media. I have faint memories of shipping Fluttercord though..
4) do you feel like you have to defend your f/o all the time?
I feel like most folks project so much onto him theres nothing left but on the other end there's folks who just made the stupidest things of how he's an uwu feral boi and I wanna yell underwater. There are a few things I agree with fanon about but those are very few things.
5) what’s the dumbest thing you’ve heard about your f/o, either on the internet or irl?
The dumbest thing I've seen in canon and fannon is that he's an idiot. That just doesn't make sense?? He's shown to be a really smart guy in his first episodes even getting Ratchet into a chokehold forcing the autobots into a standstill until Megs calls him off. (Idiot move there boi)
6) what are some tropes that fan art of your f/o tends to follow?
That his "personalities" have separate bodies and bicker with each other. Which.. doesn't really make sense. If anything he'd be happy to have someone who understands him.
7) did your f/o deserve better?
He got used in an experiment that caused him severe psychological trauma and we don't even know if he was a willing patient. He was a deadly opponent in the first season that got nerfed into a henchman buffoon and shit talked anytime someone brought him up. My man was treated as a trophy in his final scenes to further the political career of an authoritarian xenophobic jerkwad. My mans deserved so much better..
8) do you even like the source your f/o comes from or do you only watch it for them & nothing else?
Oh I absolutely love Transformers animated!! It has such a unique personality compared to other iterations and it has the smartest megatron. Its also the show that got me into transformers (other than the first bay movies which I like much less)
9) do you distance yourself from other fans of your f/o or their source?
In the beginning? No. I was completely fine with all the weird fannon interpretation and ships (and we'll fucking get to that) but I didn't think about it. Nowadays I stay away from anybody that draws blitzwing because if I go to their blog to see more, it turns out they've got 20 other posts tagged as bli***ee or interact with those who do or don't bother tagging ns//fw things
10) how did you feel when you realized “oh of course i had to like That Character”?
(Ok so I didn't really understand this one so I kinda gave 2 answers)
It was when I realized that he had the same emotional issues as me. Having BPD and living with folks with BPD is quite a rollercoaster but I saw so much of me in blitzwing I just wanted to be his friend at first and chill and then the emotions got so much deeper and now I've made fankids and we're happily married ksjdaksj.
But when I realized that he had the traits of the 3 main tumblr sexymen I had a "oh no, people are gonna be weird about him aren't they?.." moment but my heart was set anyway.
11) do you think it’s better to have a copious amount of content for your f/o, even with the risk of finding a lot of ship art, or better to have a lot less?
Oh god this is a tricky one because either 1 when the art isn't a ship and just him he's looking sad or bored or he's insane and never a nice wholesome happy or 2 its ship art. So uh ima say quality over quantity.
12) aren’t you tired of being nice? this is an excuse to rant.
LET'S FUCKING GOOOO!! Listen. LISTEN. I get loving Blitzwing. I fully get it. I also understand having a childhood crush on Bumblebee. Because I had that, as a *child*. Because Bumblebee behaved like a child. Because as a child. I enjoyed his antics. See where I'm going here? It's not that I don't like seeing Blitzwing shipped with other characters! Its really not! It squicks me a bit but it's totally ok! It's the fact that it's with a character who's supposed to be a little brother to the bots and the same age as Sari! Really any ship with Bumblebee or Sari feels very fucking *Yikes*. Not to mention the fact that it's always painted Blitzwing as someone to be fixed, someone who needs to change who they are to fit the wants of someone who showed them the slightest iota of kindness that he's so desperate for and that said person is an irresponsible child that could rival Blue from Fosters Home for Imaginary Friends, or it treats him like a beast that should be controlled by said child. It feels so ableist at best and pedophilia at worst and I'm so upset that more folks don't see it.
(Also want to add that the person who popularized the ship is known to draw porn of underage characters. Ya'll really love rose glasses to hide those red flags for the sake of "good" art huh?)
#shiny speaks#blitzwing#rant#self shipping#self ship#self insert#W O W ok that took so long#let me know if you need something tagged bc i know there's some serious stuff here#dont wanna squick anyone
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#i feel bad bc i rlly feel bad seeing other ships containing Virgil or roman and i blocked those ships. im so sorry#prinxiety is a comfort ship and i freaked when i suddenly saw an analogical drawing (it was rlly good don't get me wrong!) an blocked the-#tag along with logince. hhh im sorry. i feel bad. I dont want ppl to think that i hate the ships is just that it sudden squicked me and hhh#im sorry. I dont wanna hurt anyone i don't want to upset anyone. I dknt know whats wring with me#I haven't had any problem with them before but all of a sudden i got upset?? hhh#i should tag this just in case#im sorry#analogical negativity#logince negativity#should i tag it as hate??#maybe i should just in case#i don't wanna hurt anyone because of this#i dont hate it. i just suddenly got squicked#analogical hate#logince hate#please don't rb
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