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blushouyo · 9 months ago

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EGO DEATH

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icewindandboringhorror · 23 days ago

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Pages from trying to keep a little sketchbook-scrapbook type thing going for two weeks lol. I gave myself specific rules in hopes they might all end up more cohesive/consistent seeming, but alas, scribbly chaos reigns, it seems

#sketchbook #scrapbook #Actually I feel like these are kind of incomprehensible in photo form like.. In person holding the book its easy to look at #but as images on this scale I feel like there's so much tiny little text and small scribles and stuff you'd have to 'right click > open #image in new browser tab > zoom in' just to actually really see the thing. which for 7 images is excessive lol.. so. probably not the best #medium for sharing really but. I suppose I thought they might look cooler lined up next to each other. The whole part of using a #limited color palette is so that maybe they kind of seem to have more consistent color schemes or something throughout. but I dont #know if they look all that 'related' or not. I think these types of challenges I have always sucked at because I am a being of clutter and #excess. I can't just do like one little simple nice looking design and have that Crisp Neat calligraphy with evenhanded perfect lines #and perfect symmetical composition and etc. etc. Like some poeple post very aesthetically clean and cohesive looking sketch #pages or something but I simply cannot hold back the brain impulse to add more. more. more. Fill every single blank space with color #or a little drawing or a sticker or something. I take away 500 things and there are still a million there. Even when I thik I'm being #'simplistic' I'm still usually being 2x more complicated and cluttered than the standard or whatever lol. I guess thats clear from my #outfits/costumes though too. Like whatever that saying is from that person about something like 'before you leave the house take off one #more accessory. you dont need it' for me is like.. 'before you leave the house. add 10 more accessories. and 6 more layers. and another'#AAANyway. I wonder if also maybe some people would try to plan theirs in a way to look good or something or like.. plot things on the page #before placing them. I did sometimes have a theme for a day kind of (like day 10 I ended up finding a few gold and green things and then #was like.. hey... what if I looked for a few other things and only used these colors today') but aside from that I was just slapping down #stickers randomly and working around them to fill the page. Maybe a lot of neat minimalistic asthetic design is about planning and #having a Vision set ahead of time. instead of just complete random whatever. doodling whilst watching youtube videos or eating lunch. It's #a miracle actually I've managed to not spill any food on the book the whole time. anyway.. I do wish the highlighter really showed up. the #scanner kind of makes the colors look VERY different to irl. But also it got much clearer images than just camera pictures of pages. alas..#..Still oddly enjoy the phrase 'Salisbury Steak gently kissed with industrial pollutants'#probably my favorite section of 'gluing random papers and things onto the page' lol #Also I wonder if it's super obvious that I literally never ever use references when I draw (save for the few freakish looking youtube #face sketches) since everyone is always in the same positions and looking very similar ghhb. This could have been a good opportunity to #work on not solely drawing from my mind and try to do more Dynamic Experimental scribbles. NO. Same exact eye for the 90th time #be upon ye. But I guess it was meant to be casual 'daily doodles'. True 'practice' would make it seem too effortful like a full project. hm #(lol the one decimated pencil in the set... never hand me a writing utensil. i will passively destroy it somehow. shaving the sides of a #pencil off with a knife or snapping a pen in half as a nervous fidget without even realizing i've done it. sorry to the drawing implements)

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ophanstears · 2 months ago

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I know that Clover's gender is up to interpretation (the devs DID say so themselves) but I still feel weird when people make them exclusively male or female LOL Like it's TECHNICALLY fine??? but it leaves a bad taste in my mouth.

more in tags as usual because I am a yapper. i am so sorry for having strong opinions about gender and representation. i am usually more fun than this 🥲🥲🥲🥲

#whenever ppl talk about clover being male it feels like they are unconsciously reinforcing gender roles???#vague sexist vibes yknow #this is such an innocent thing to complain about but i dont care!! i am a HATER!!!!!!#I think it bothers me so much because it reminds me of how Kris was treated and is STILL being treated. “well in my headcanon he is a boy”#again its technically fine!!! the devs said its cool and i wont hate anyone for it. but its still so weird yknow #especially cus most ppl reason them to be a boy because “well he likes guns and thats a boy thing!!!!!!”#“his design looks like a boy but his animations are like a girl”#“he is a cowBOY and he looks masculine so-” shut up i will stick your head down a toilet #many people think its an obvious fact that they are male.#whenever the cast calls Clover by he or a boy in fan content I can feel my entire face shrivel up #“THEY WOULD NOT FUCKING SAY THAT!!!” aka the curse that keeps me from enjoying anything thats just made for fun #i think its a case of self-insertiritis... even though clover is their own separate person as is UTDR's tradition #bonus points if they make them a boy so they can ship them with kanako without being gay 🤨🤨🤨🤨🤨#🤨🤨🤨🤨bonus points if they make them female so they can ship them with flowey without being gay 🤨🤨🤨🤨#female clover is actually rare and not nearly as problematic. i can tolerate female clover because luckypatch is such a rare ship anyhow #this does not even mention the weird ships with martlet and ceroba. yeah its the monster girls only. and in those theyre also a boy #never starlo or dalv which thank god but. guess why. go figure #ive had people headcanon martlet knowing clover as a kid and dating them later? i do not need to explain why thats grooming LOL #the undertale yellow fandom on reddit. is so bad. god. do not go there #i know its filled to the brim with teens who have the media literacy skills of a wet piece of paper and their minds in the gutters 24/7 but #cmon.#the things they have done to ceroba and martlet. the curse of being women. girlypops i am SO sorry you do not deserve it #undertale #undertale yellow #uty #clover #ceroba #martlet

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francy-sketches · 3 months ago

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'why does show joffrey look like that he's supposed to be handsome' no sorry there's so many ugly/not conventionally attractive characteracters being prettywashed I think the rare cases of deyassification are based as hell. I like his weird little face ❤

#.txt #someone said his show version makes people less charitable to sansa and like. genuinely whats so different except that he looks a bit weird #like ok it does take him a bit longer to be nice to her again post trident but like she wasnt deterred when he tried to kill her sister so #people would blame sansa for trusting him even if he had mind control powers let's be honest #'I would have simply been unaffected due to my superior gigabrain. skill issue'#I do think people would be slightly more understanding if he looked like his book ver but that's a them problem #also like she's gonna be conditioned to think he's attractive no matter what bc he's the prince lol #its like when dream face revealed and all his stans were like omg he's so hotttttt 😍 I dont mean he looks like dream im just saying #people can gaslight themselves into finding any random guy attractive. especially children #and it's not like he's hideous or anything come on #imagine if sansa was like hmmm the rich young prince im supposed to marry isnt looksmaxxed enough. pass

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superbellsubways · 5 months ago

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he is home

#I had to takw a bit to take him out of the package cuz i got too excited #Hes Wayyy bigger than i expected him to be forreals its almost overwhelming LOL #i wanted to be able to take him places but i cant hes too big. I dont mind it too much tho #his face is sewn on rather than printed which was a surprise to me! I thought it was printed based on the pics #jacket and vest+shirt are removable which is also a plus #My only complaint is that I wish i got emailed about tracking the order. i only got emailed for when it arrived at my door #other than that this was a smooth order #heis the biggest plushie on my bed now. insane. mettaton was the biggest before

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gunsatthaphan · 7 months ago

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so anyway been losing it over this pic for hours bc they're all looking fine and then there's khao looking like my lesbian aunt--

#the heart killers #firstkhao #joongdunk #khaotung thanawat #first kanaphan #joong archen #dunk natachai #LIKE MY DUDE 😭#whats going on lmao #the glasses aint it sweetie #and the haircut? remains to be seen dkljgdf #i dont mind shorter hair for him but only if its like.. a good cut lol #i cant tell from this pic #all i know is the glasses need to go ASAP #😭#also joong can kindly fuck off with his insane face card tbfh #tired of him driving me crazy with every single selfie he posts

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alukaforyou · 23 days ago

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im trying to draw a desktop bg for my new imac uhh 💀🔫

it verrrrry very vaguely reminds me of an old hanbok girl drawing i made

i should draw it like that, add the pink flowers because f it i love pink flowers?? and put a MOON in there too cuz i love da moon 😍🌙💖 like the theme of the pic can be "all the stuff im obsessed with" what the hell maybe creamy & crunchy should be there as well 💀 PEAK DESKTOP BG FOR ME 👍🏻 and we all kno i am all about hanboks in this shape from late joseon era 19c

the itty bitty crop top and the super high up skirt 👌🏻 but im getting into the looser boxy tops too from earlier like 16-17c?? artist cred for the illust

ooh waist skirt + loose top yeah its growing on me 😳 also i have this hanbok and im like in love with the bigger sleeves sooo 😭💖 IM IN MY BIG SLEEVES ERA

also the ladies from 16-18c with the. big wigs 😭 ouch neck. older kr dramas loooved to put royalty charas in these huge wigs omg i always thought it looked kind of unnatural with how neat and even it was 😭

no way ur relaxing at the palace home with that on ur head 😩 neck problems speedrun???? the only show i've seen this look good in was the saimdang drama it looks rly pretty and not over the top here v believable v natural 👍🏻

i feel like if i lived in kr my dream job would be a stylist for period dramas / movies or for when ppl do hanbok traditional wear for weddings / photos etc i literally can make this hairstyle irl plzz ㅠㅠ i am qualified looooooolll

#sorry i rambled like krazee abt hanbok like usual under the read more LOL #나 ㅁㅊ사람 아냐 ㅅㅂ aksjsjjsjjs lmfaoooooo THE DIRECTION I TOOK THIS PIC SJEJWJKSAK(#i made a hair down ver of this sketch too its not as spicy tho idk #2024 really the year i draw anything 💀💀#also the way i keep my hair long specifically to do that hairstyle if i want to sjsjskakksak #i've never gone out like that but u know. the principle of it. that i can :) LOL i am committed to the bit #i've sold my soul to the hanbok aes for realsies..#i love pink sm wtf i need to be studied #and u kno what i need to draw ME x pink hanbok girl too cuz.... i love.... her.... my gay ass..... 😫😫😫 sukuna is my pink bf CONFIRMED but i #would also like a PINK GF AAAAAAA :(#im imagining this pic but instead of sukuna im holding her LOL eye am #imagining it in my mind...#👁️👁️#also i drew the face without a ref n i dont like it anymore :( im gonna pull up like 5 pics of my fave kr celebrity faces and go to town👍🏻#SHOULD I SHOW THIS TO MY SIS IDK IM SCARED SHES GONNA ROAST ME LOOOL AND CALL ME A ㅁㅊㅈㅅㅂㅈㄸㄹㅇ 😂😂😂😂😂#이 지랄같은 인생

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lucalicatteart · 11 months ago

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A new sculpture! Finally... I feel like I never sculpt anymore since I'm always sick or have some 500 other things going on or projects to finish, but I'm trying to schedule time to do it more often this year hopefully..! Just a generic fantasy creature as usual, but did try making the eyes a little more sparkly this time.. hrmm..

#sculpture #fantasy art #fantasy creature #art #elf #lol what are the tags I should use... I still never know.. EVIL social media.. hate the idea of tagging anything ever anyway. but alas..#I also would ideally like to start selling them again and open up custom commmissions and stuff again once I can hopefully get paypal #stuff sorted out. and find like.. a good way to do things.. etc.. I did still want to sell them through auction instead of agonizing #over setting prices being afraid they're either too high or too low. So being able to just be like. Here. this is $50. or more. or less.#negotiate. the worth is whatever you feel like it is so i personally dont have to make that decision. etc. lol... But etsy doesn't let you #do auctions or like pay what you want type stuff so.. then I was thinking ebay? but idk.. ANYWAY.. I want to set things #up so I can sell stuff again hopefully. I still haven't fully recovered from the costs of when I had to take my cat to the vet and put #them down last year and etc. So it'd be good to sell a few things. perhaps.. maychance... perhamble... so on and so forthe... ANYWAY #I was going for whiter more milky sort of hair that blends in closely with the skintone but after the paint dried it seems more yellowy kin #of. which is fine. But just not exacltly like my mind vision lol..#Also it's like... wow... someone with face spots and elf ears and a half open mouth with a gap tooth and wavy hair and kind of downturned #eyes... revolutionary... never been seen before... every sculpture I have ever made surely doesnt look licherally exactly like this... LOL #but maybe it's just a style. so what. People have their motifs lol.. Im just getting back into sculpting. I shall sameface in peace. huzzah #Just like the only thing I ever carve out of avocado pits anymore is eyes. Because that's just whats fun to do. I'm going to accumulate lik #25 similar avocado eyes and have nothing to do with them. I was thinking of stringing some together into a necklace of eyes or something li #like that but.. hrmm... ANYWAY.. Love to do the same things repetitively. :3c

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septemberlikestea · 2 years ago

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when the rite is fearsome. when the rite is downright creepy. scary. a little frightening even.

#not tagging lol #if you find her you find her. if you dont then its what she wouldve wanted #a silly doodle to make me not lose my mind and also to practice her faces (theyre so difficult to draw)#doodle #my art

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ruikasas · 1 year ago

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#rui kamishiro #kamishiro rui #project sekai #project sekai colorful stage #pjsk #prsk #prsk edit #wonderlands x showtime #wandasho #wxs #mine: all #mine: gifs #mine: prosekai #relied on muscle memory for this lol havent done a gif in ages #but this specific rui wouldnt come out of my mind #babygirl dont make that face....

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leah2eroes · 1 month ago

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tumblr stopped being fun at some point in the last like 3 weeks. i hope it comes back. i feel awful.

#i wish guilt wasnt a factor here #i feel bad about not providing content #idk i just #its 7am here and i havent slept quite yet #im really sad right now #like on the verge of tears but theyre not coming #im saving up to get back on hrt but its so fucking goddamn expensive #my hormones are having a fucking hard time balancing themselves i think #like theres a mountain of problems im faced with right now and theyre too real and i just want to burrow into the recesses of my own mind #and like stay there forever #it sucks when the “i feel broken” thing is manifesting in very real ways #when like your mental health issues are causing real tangible problems n shit #ive been too depressed and lacking in motivation to do anything with my life and its put me in a hole i dont feel capable of crawling from #im just #endlessly frustrated at my inability to function #which gets more potent the longer it goes on and the worse things get #blegh when did this become a vent post no thanks #whatever #people have already unfollowed me in the last 2 weeks of inactivity why should i hold myself back from posting this #i feel like im supposed to turn to drugs at this point lol #like thats the logical progression here #shame thats not a thing im willing to do #unless someone links me to a dubious but entirely safe source of adderall or something #amphetamines save me.....#i need sleep #fuck

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naffeclipse · 2 years ago

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I'm so happy to have @lilmissnia's Moondrop Glitch shirt! It just came today hehe ❤️

#dont mind my floor i was in the middle of doing laundry lol #dropped everything to run out to the mailbox!#also half a face reveal?#naff nuh huh #it's me (naff)#i do have a long sleeve undergarment shirt because its too cold here for just t shirts #but summer will be great for it

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icewindandboringhorror · 1 year ago

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sneeping with his legs up over his head for some reason... weird boye

#cats #love the second picture... skrungly sleepy well rested boye face...#since he's an elderly boy now sometimes when he wakes up from a nap he looks a bit scruffy and squinty eyed #Hard to beleive he's like 15 though.. he still looks like a kitten to me.. due to his giant round creature eyes and childlike demeanor #I think it's interesting that like... baby cats are babies. kittens are kittens. and you can tell a cat is like 'young adult' phase #looking from like a few months to maybe 1yr or 2yrs.. but after that they just always look the same to me #a 5 yr old cat is a 10 yr old cat is a 15 year old cat. unless the cat in question is particulalry aged or youthful #I still have so so little energy... it's been icy here this week. like not even FUN but just scary icy even thoguh i lOOOVE the cold #and its my favorite weather. I think it'd be okay actually if I had a woodburning stove/fireplace/hearth thing. literally thats my only #concern with the power going out. I genuinely don't mind stuff like having to go to the bathroom in buckets or cook over a fire or do other #less conveninet things. Its just that if eveyrhtng is electric then you have no way to cook and all of that. well.. and I literally need #background noise to go to sleep lest my ocd sprials become so loud I am slowly driven into maddness.. but a few battery packs or something #and a phone with one downloaded video I could play on repeat is fine for that. I dont need internet. ANYWAY.. so so sad that my fav #orite season ever (winter) is here. and the first cold of the winter is like... just an ice storm that you cant even walk in. I #love like 4 feet of snow where you can play in it and stuff. But just a thin flat sheet of a few inches of ice over every imaginable surfac #is not really playable. the wind speeds are so high and so many trees fall it's actually not that safe to go hang out outside anyway unless #you were in a totally clear open field. which is SAD also because i love ice and high winds. i love to stand out there and get whipped in t #he face with ice crystals and feel like I'm in some dramatic movie or something. but alas.. the threat of being attacked by a falling tree.#I did go out some but again it's like. literallyyou cant walk on it. so I just squatted and dragged myself along the ground lol #One of my stories has a whole section where the main characters are trapped in a deadly cold environment for a week and have to use magic #to survive and etc. etc. so I'm always like.. ouuu.. I should go in the ice.. it's Writing Research actually.. *foolishly gets frostbite*#THOUGH yesterday I went on a harrowing evil journey down a bunch of icy hilly roads to go check on some person's cat because the cat #had been left in the house for like 5 days at that point with nobody to check on them and nobody else seemed to want to do anything #about it (like call all of the neighbors or try to get someone out there) so I just went myself with a roommate who agreed to drive me.#It seemed acting totally normal and I gave it more food and water but.. I am still worried about it.. Apparently the person will be able #to get back to their house tomorrow but.. I dont trust them. But I couldnt take the cat with me because it's like.. a stranger's cat #basically and also no carrier + very skittish.. so I feared if I just tried to carry them bare handed they'd definitely leap from my grasp #and then it'd be like.. sliding on a sheet of ice chasing a cat and so on.. I still think they need to be watched for health issues tho >:|#ANYWAY.... many cat adventures lately... and strange weather... I wish for a normal week without always so many Things Happening.. augh

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cassielsunstone · 3 months ago

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It me and my Gengars

#I know its not my usual zora stuff #but i decided to draw myself #as im in an art slump #and maybe any of y'all wondered what I may look like!#yes the nightgown and the gengars are real #they are my plush medical gengars :>#I have more but these are the main plushies of the collection #also dont mind the expression #i have resting deadpan face and wanted to express it lol #art #my art #digital art #me #gengar #sketch #doodle #pokemon #sona #my sona

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dangerliesbeforeyou · 2 months ago

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i need y'all to know that this in9 art series is just an elaborate way of getting me to remember the names and order of the episodes lol

#personal #i love learning the order of things lol... cant explain it #anywayyy a mini update to anyone interested is that ive completed 21 of them #iev actually changed my mind on a couple of the screenshots i initially chose #which means i wont be drawing nick from tempting fate rip :(#(i'll get round to drawing him eventually dont worry)#(i mainly changed it cos i realised there are too many screenshots featuring r's face lol like this isnt even smth i did on purpose #several of these screenshots were picked by other people so its not even my bias showing istg lol !!!#but anyway needed to remove one of them so... rip nick sorry babe)#anyway i wanted to get 3 done today and ive managed one #but im sooarrrr sleeeepy that i may end up just getting another one done later lol #also tentatively i am currently thinking i might be able to get them all done by the 22nd but like...#that's a tentative maybe #anyway idk if anyone is actually interested in this but here ya go lol #i think ive said anywayy like 300 times int hese tags #annywayyyyyy

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reikunrei · 2 years ago

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“Will felt rather than heard the horrified scream that tore painfully through his chest...”

a bit of an experimental piece! inspiration taken from chapter 10 of @henrysglock ‘s fic Paper Faces. i had this visual stuck in my head all week and had to get it down somewhere :p

#my art #tw hanging #will byers #stranger things #anyway uuuh i hope u dont mind me drawing for ur fic. it just really got my drawing juice flowing in my brain #gotta grab the inspiration wherever i can get it!#have lots of other little doodles from various scenes too but #idk if they'll turn into anything LOL dont have the time or stamina in my poor fucked up hand #this isn't perfect but uuuhhh it was fun to get out of my comfort zone :3 #also i know that eddie is supposed to already be on the ground but i hope u dont mind i took some artistic liberties lol #just. will with like. 50s horror movie lady screaming face. now lives forever in my head bc of this scene

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