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disabledplanet · 1 year

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I know I'm not autistic

But definitely in the spectrum, because I don't think is normal that I fell like I'm about to throw the desk to the other side of the room just because my friends keyboard is kinda loud when she writes

Nwxjxwi1soqsmsnk a don't know wtf I wanna sleep

#neurodivergent #menthal health #random #dont mind me I'm stupid

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uncanny-tranny · 10 months

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This might be a weird piece of advice, but instead of complimenting somebody (especially children) with an overarching, nonspecific compliment (like "smart" for example), it can be better to compliment somebody for their effort or for the work they have done.

I was always complimented as the "smart kid," and was always doted on for being "smart," but I found that it really stressed me out as a kid because being "smart" was a good thing, but I had no idea what they meant by it. I stressed out about it because it felt like, at any time, my status as The Smart Kid could - and would - be taken away at anybody's discretion. I wish my efforts in being a Smart Kid would have been highlighted, because maybe that would have made me feel less like my status mattered rather than my efforts.

#advice #maybe this is because i'm like. autistic. and don't understand what people mean with very nonspecific labels like smart #i've noticed people label a lot of things as 'smart' when to me that seems too nonspecific like i've said #like we have book smart and street smart but people don't get what 'smart' is. also smart looks like a stupid word to me now.#it got to the point where i told people directly i dont like to be called 'smart' because it's Stressful #and again maybe this is advice that's too specific but i think it can be helpful to keep it in mind #my biggest thing is making people (especially young folk) feel empowered and feel like they are being seen as they are

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persy-r-bozo · 2 months

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Electricity is a super fun episode.

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thenixkat · 8 months

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Still fascinating to me that there's people who truly think their experiences are universal, that because something is popular in the circles they run in means that everyone should know it and will insult and treat people like stupid uncultured swine for even perceived differences in experiences. or if folks disagree with them when they make overly broad generalizations on what 'everyone' knows or thinks.

(b/c it's not like poor people, people from different cultures/subcultures, and people with fundamentally different interests exist.)

Like? That's complete asshat behavior.

#nix meows #fandom fuckery #like i know for a fact that there's people out there who dont know pokemon at all and would not be interested in it if it was shown to/#explained to them #and not even just old people #also yes this is about blackfilmmakers/afrophunk and their buddy stephanos-spaceopera #and the convo that lead to blackfilmmakers harassing me for daring to make a vent post about being gaslit by fuckers for not agreeing #with them about having to know tolkien b/c according to them all dnd and generic western fantasy settings are tolkien #and the *only* way to avoid antisemitism in fantasy writing is to know tolkien's trope #which is understandably an absurd assertion and the overly broad generalizations they made about other things to try and drive that point #home (regardless of my repeated statements of disinterest) that there was no way that i'd agree with #swinging a bat at a hornet's nest? maybe but the thought has been on my mind #especially given stephanos tried to 'own me' after i pointed out that i have no intrest in trying to convince them to read dungeon meshi #especially since they and blackfilmmakers have a very obvious and really funny bias against it and go out of their way to read every thing #as negatively as possible #by again infering that I'm stupid b/c they decided to interpret 'that term is used differently in this setting' as not knowing #what a dark elf is

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lunar-wandering · 2 months

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head hurty

#was up so fucking late last night stressed out of my mind #cause it turns out all the stress and sacrifices i made for the foundational course i took??#all for fucking nothing #''the waitlist hasn't moved.'' yeah cause y'all brought in way more foundations students #than u actually had the diploma course space for #and like. theres nothing else i can fucking do.#if i try to get into a university i'd have to do something like a foundations course all over again #and have to do a bunch of shit i have no interest/talent in in order to get to the stuff i DO have interest/talent in #which is just fucking stupid. why the fuck is it set up like that.#if i'm trying to get into a uni creative writing course why the FUCK do i need to take SCIENCE #and i can't do online courses that are just writing. cause i can't fucking FOCUS in an online course #and any other course i might be interested in are in schools that are too damn far away and that i cant afford #so basically. i can do fucking nothing.#but once i tell my parents that the waitlist hasn't moved and that im definitely not gonna make it in #they're going to start HOUNDING me. even more than they already constantly do #im gonna have to sit through 3 hours of them yelling at me to ''stop pretending to be an idiot'#and to ''pull my life together''#and that ''everyone has to do stuff they don't like sometimes''#(yeah well my brain doesn't work like that. if i dont like the subject of the course i literally CAN'T LEARN)#(i will just straight up not retain any of the information and just be annoyed and stressed and upset the whole time)#and my parents will tell me im gonna end up living under a bridge for the thousandth time #and then they'll threaten to kick me out of the house/take away my internet for the millionth time #and then this will happen every day until i get into SOMETHING

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mychlapci · 1 month

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i do truly admire transformers fans who are willing to admit when they are not familiar with a continuity or certain characters. couldn't be me, the moment you start talking about a character or continuity i'm not familiar with i'm on the wiki reading plot synopsises and looking for screenshots. i was clutching tfa asks for weeks without having had seen a single clip. I've been slowly collecting idw prowl character analyses before i even bothered to read the wreckers comics. There is literally no reason for me to do any of this stuff btw

#I just like to feel included #does it make me really stressed? yeah kind of. but i'm already stupid so i dont think people mind it when i fuck some lore up #also spoilers are enrichment to me as i said #i would not have managed to force myself to read another tf comic if i didnt already have a general idea of what happens in it

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kqltlc · 11 months

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Ultrakill Brainrot Moment

So for self-inserts right. I like the idea of reskins of the v-series to represent the user / player, kinda like in MOBAs or fighting games. The v-series build and appearance is the perfect base, both for the reskin idea and if anyone decides to go wild and add more to it.

On that note, low-effort self insert time. Lolol.

[11112023] social battery be like

[11162023] (I was too tired to work more on / finish this)

Honestly the best part of this is that it's making me practice drawing robots so I should hopefully start improving over time. lol

#kqltlc #my art #digital art #digitalart #krita #krita art #krita drawing #self insert #ultrakill #ultrakill self insert #robot #robot art #it's so funny because I bet a lot of users first thought when they hear self-insert is shipping #but no I literally created this appearance exclusively to shitpost #I'm just here for the funni dont mind me #Im that one background character doing stupid shit while the main plot goes on

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piplupod · 3 months

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feels like the isolation is a gushing wound and going to the centre is just a small bandage. i think perhaps i am not really ever going to feel okay unless something miraculous happens. i am retaining some semblance of sanity now that I'm leaving the house and socializing with non-family more than once a week, but i am still hurting more than I can really tolerate and I don't know what to do about it. there doesn't seem to be a fix for this that I can enact.

#part of me wonders if going to the centre is helping or hurting more #but i think it's definitely helping more. however it is definitely also hurting/making some things worse #i just wish I could be operating at the same level as most of society #and i feel so egotistical when I talk abt this #but like. why am i always so fucking aware of every single thing going on #and everyone else is just painfully oblivious #I AM USING HYPERBOLE. ITS NOT EVERYONE. i know im not the only person ever lmao #when i got my autism diagnosis i thought oh good okay so THIS is why im such a freak #and now I've met so many other autistic ppl irl and um. no. no thats definitely not it still.#yes its probably part of it but im also just. so fucking traumatized i guess idk. i hate this so much #i just want to be the same and fit in and not be analyzing everything and be able to actually speak my mind #and not be so kind and polite and respectful all the time and be able to say shitty stupid things without thinking anything of it #im so tired of being the only one who seems to care so much about everyone else's comfort and feelings #but also at the same time i would hate if i acted like everyone else bc i know how shitty it makes people feel #and people are always so happy to see me because I am useful and make them feel good and comfortable and heard #and that matters. that means a lot to people i think. but also I am not a person. i am a tool.#and I'd really like to be a person #i somehow feel like im operating at a higher level/awareness than almost everyone irl and also way below everyone at the same time #like im so hyperaware of everyone else more than most ppl but im also so socially inept sometimes. and just... idk how to be a person.#i dont know i just want to not be like this. its so lonely and tiring and i want to matter to people #i want them to like me for more than just what I'm able to do for them. I want to be liked for Me i guess. but Me isnt likeable maybe #Me is uncomfortable for people. Me is a trembling cornered prey animal with a longing to tell stories but is too afraid to do anything #and so Me just exists in a hollow shell made out of people-pleasing and fawning and mirroring everyone around them #and then i get lonelier and more isolated and nothing really changes. but every time i try to crack open the shell a little it goes badly #like i genuinely dont think its my paranoia. i think it is not Safe for Me to exist properly.#i am too sensitive probably! but it does very much feel like a raw wound that peope jab aggressively at when i open up a little!#boy howdy i sound like such a wuss. i mean i probably am one fjfkdl #i just feel like I keep trying to fix things and improve and try new things and nothing ever really works well #my counsellors have always commented on how impressed they are at my willingness to try things #and its like ?? yeah ! ofc i am going to try things! maybe that will be smth that finally helps!

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aq2003 · 1 year

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there comes a beautiful time in life where i have to ask myselg th question, "did i accidentally project too hard onto the character that i only relate to a little bit and in doing so hugely missed this one entire aspect/interpretation of the characters . am i stupid"

#ARE THEY STUPID!#dr who #this is about ten specifically his relationship w martha lmao #m being so serious i genuinely did not. see the 'ten was on purpose leading martha on to make her think her feelings were requited' angle #until going out into the wild and reading the tumblr posts. like i genuinely did not. at ALLLLLL. its like a brick hitting my head #bc the ENTIRE time s3 ten came off to me as 'doing stuff w no romantic intent behind it but would consistently get misinterpreted as such'#cuz IIIIIIIII have done this. IIIIIIII have run into this problem before. and it sucks so incredibly bad.#i actually do want to think my og interpretation still holds water cuz like. well i could gather all the evidence but #first one that comes 2 mind would be him going 'it's like when you fancy someone + they dont know you exist' to martha. in episode TWELVE #two routes; either ten is needlessly cruel and callous even after a season's worth of building up trust and friendship w her #or he is on super 'i dont think she has feelings for me and this is a very unhappy coincidence of a line' cocaine #Or the 'she fancied me' line in s4 to donna. either he is disregarding all the good and positive impact she did him. or the fact that this #went over his head the whole time made him look back on that time w discomfort <- I DID THIS. I MIGHT HAVE BEEN PROJECTING #THIS ONTO HIM. AM I STUPID.?.?????#you know how mikage rgu can either be read as an incel or a gay man lost so completely in the sauce #ten is like in this same ballpark. i think. of 'emotionally manipulative and disrespects women' or 'aroacespec and missed the cues'#funniest possible options to pick from. ten my brother how did you set yourself up like this #absolutely not denying that he was toxic and unhealthy during s3 in like 500 ways btw. but well. ths is the one concwpt that #flew over my head. so completely. and i can kind of see it now but i also still find it hard to incorporate into my belief system #bc its like. brother I'M aroace and missed the cues too lol #tangential note we can trace many problems down to a writer's room filled w white people not giving #martha's character the respect/agency she deserves for the existing narrative she has. bc they pulled this w mickey too both in series 1+2 #if they wanted to portray ten as manipulative then him and martha should've been given more screentime #together where martha (or anyone else) calls him the FUCK out on this. and ten would need to suffer narrative consequences of doing smth #as fucked up as that rather than his happy stable dynamic he has w donna. if they wanted to portray him as oblivious then marthas character #shouldn't have constantly been boiled down to an unrequited crush (particularly her dialogue in the s3 finale - there's a LOT more reasons #why she would choose to leave/why their dynamic was unhealthy besides ten not returning her feelings)#if you read all these tags you may be entitled 2 financial compensation #ten and martha #aspec doc tag

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graciebrams · 3 months

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#tw: vent #so my mother is basically mean to me like 99 % of the time and we literally argue every single day #and i have been trying my hardest to not pay any heed to what she tells me but recently she told me something that really #made me feel so incredibly hurt and stupid idek how to put thaf into words #i avoid sharing things with her because she makes me feel bad about even the tiniest most unnecessary thing i share with her #so basically i have this one friend who was staying away from home for uni and she lives near me so i always try to be there for her #becayse i know how lonely it gets for her and i always go everytime my friends need me and my mom hates that #she makes me feel like being nice to my friends and others is the dumbest thing on this planet and that im stupid #but if my sister does it she's an angel #i was just waiting for my friend to figure things out as she was moving back home after uni ended so we could go look at internships #toghether #and she went home and got a job and while im happy for her she didn't even mention anything about it which made me sad enough but when i #told my mother about it she made me feel worse she said that was not very nice what she did you did so much for her and i told her #that's alright i dont mind and she said that my friend used me for her benefit and that I'm stupid for being nice to people #because according to her every nice thing that ive done is stupid and nothing i have done is going to make her feel proud or is enough #she qould NEVER say this to my sisters EVER #aah fuck this became too long #im so sorry if anyone came across this #but yes my mother is literally my biggest enemy most times ngl #she makes me feel like i wish i was not alive #it hurts to see my friends have great relationship with their moms and sisters #:')

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i-like-omori · 1 year

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Hey!

I saw your post about your au Coldmori, and thought of an idea of it! Since its cold all year round, the lake would also likely be frozen most of the time as well. Maybe instead of swimming, the gang could have ice skated together a bunch as kids! Sunny could have fallen into the lake by falling through a thin patch of ice while skating or something. I don’t know, it was just a thought I had!

I look forward to seeing more of your au! Your art is awesome, and I love your artstyle! Your shading is so soft and fluffy :D I’m sorry if the formatting of this was a bit crazy, this is my first ever ask I’ve sent in so I have no clue what I’m doing ^^”

(Also, Kel appreciation>>>>>>>>>>>>>>)

love this idea, I mean it just makes sense, y'know? like i dont really think anything else could really happen alternative to this, since all the AU is is that it's just cold all the time, it's not like the entire lake would just be a fucking hot spring or something, simple yet nice idea for a simple AU ty for the idea man! love it

#omori #coldmori #last time i tagged it as “snowmori” even though i said “coldmori” dont mind me i'm just stupid #you could still use either name tho #omori au #omori au idea #this strangers energy perfectly matches their profile picture #like i have no clue who that guy in their pfp is but i imagine they're in that stance when saying this #snowmori #im gunna still use the snowmori tag to keep everything organized

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nosygay · 6 days

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oh you know how tinder doesn't let you send photos, I'm assuming because of the amount of unsolicited dick pic type things? I think WhatsApp should block links to articles. this is hate speech

#i know this is a whole genre of mothers doing this. wheres my support group #literally i have a visceral reaction to WhatsApp bc i only use it for my parents at this point #theyre just so STUPID its baffling. I'm taking back what i said about intelligence. I'm now realizing ive falled victim to propaganda #my parents are smart. who said that? them. their education 30 years ago. im calling statute of limitations on that one #i might start screaming if yall dont mind. thanks #they'll read an article and believe a generalización about Most Of Gen Z and believe it #and the thing is. im the only gen z person they know and these things dont apply to me #not that it would matter much because im not an accurate statistical sample. being a singular person and all. but you understand #did you know Gen Z never drink alcohol which is awesome 👍👍 (i do because im awful)#but they do have FUN with FANTASY MEDIA 👎👎 (i do because im awful)#*youtuber voice* thanks for listening to my rant pls leave a “shut the fuck up” comment if you stayed this long 👍👍#nvm self deprecation isnt fun. leave an ily comment bc i know in your heart it is true :)#im going insane but its chill i swear. kind regards #x

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flamingtoads · 17 days

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I'm begging you, if you're gonna send me hate at least be knowledgeable about what you say.

#smh #toadanswers #go back through the art #come back and write a new hate message dummy #because this one was hella stupid of you #toad rambles #i personally dont mind some hate here and there #keeps me humble lol #and it's good for some laughs especially when they don't know what tf they're talking about #but pls make it make sense dude!#you're looking like a real fool and i'm starting to feel bad #who hurt you anon?#let's talk it out #*pats a chair next me*#why are you so mad?#why do want to hurt others?#are you hurt and feel like you deserve better?#because better isn't going to come if you react like this when things don't go your way

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whywoulditho · 1 month

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nothing is more exhausting than sitting in a room with stem bros trying to argue that AI is good

#bonus points if said stem bros are your cousins #bcs you won't want to call them stupid and ignorant to their face #but its so obvious that the last time they read something other than youtube comments was in middle school #and you just have to sit there and nod like you dont wish the world was rid of the likes of them #ai #i'm bitter #dont mind me #chatgpt

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spade-club · 1 month

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Its so hard not having a person to talk everything through with. Its so hard making my own decisions. Its so freeing to be able to do what I want but I get the paralysis making decisions again... I want to make my own decisions but I want to make smart decisions and I think I'm too unstable to be trusted like that right now.

#bleeehhh #so hard.#I'm gonna do something stupid this wekend #maybe also because I just want to be stupid??#its my life I guess #I can do what I want.#if I dont mind hurting their feelings (and I dont right now.) I can do what I want.#its only stupid because it hurts them but gosh... they've really hurt ME over time...

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mwagneto · 1 year

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ah gomens fandom homophobia it's you again. i hoped you were dead

#looove seeing takes where you cant tell if op's a conservative christian or supposedly woke and still insanely stupid #godddddddd i dont want to start hating this show again like the fandom/everything that #happened post s1 is literally why i went from rly loving it to despising it i cantttt have that happen again it's a good show😭#like i make an active effort to stay away from things that would upset me but the #homophobia of some fans (and the man himself 😐) is so insane it's inescapable #whatever whatever I'll always have canon and also the delusions i made up in my mind. everyone else can shove it #i try to stay in my miniscule bubble and just make my silly little posts but the things some ppl say..😭#I'm legit just sad like I'm just sad. why are ppl like this ☹️#i dont want this thing that makes me really happy to be soured (AGAIN) like I can't have that happen i really can't #can we pleeeease just be normal please ☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️#good omens #gomens

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