#dont even entertain that because i sure as heck aint. just kinda a testament to the level of irrational brain ive got going on rn | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

kxllerblond · 4 months ago

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besties ykno after like 3 hours of just refreshing my dash over and over. staring at my screen. aimlessly recommend clicking on youtube. and just having no real drive to do anything and feeling this constant and underlying hum of sadness i think it's safe to say i may be a lil depressed

#hate to waste the few hours i have after work but like idk man #i dont feel like finding new people. reaching out to anyone on the dash. doing drafts etc #like i want to do stuff i just. cant lmao. i just wanna stare at a wall and cry mb :)))#and i have this like super uncharacteristic 'wahh wahh no one likes me im no one's fave wahh wahh' going on too which like #dont even entertain that because i sure as heck aint. just kinda a testament to the level of irrational brain ive got going on rn #i think im just gonna try the set a timer technique and try and idk lmao trick this funk and trick my adhd thats playing accomplice and see #if i can get anYTHING done before bed.#tbd #cw negativity #cw mental health

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