#dont ask why suddendly the guys have hands

[kingyo7273]

For me, gigan cooks in the house

Megalon: gigan, do u love me?

*gigan just wake up to gib him the breakfast*

Gigan: take ur hamburguer, eat it.

[dream-and-just-dream]

I felt horrible the past few weeks, i was never before in such an awful episode of my depression, i couldnt do anything but had to. I didnt went to work anymore (since the 8th of december) and dont have to go to work til next year bc i actually went to my doctor and got diagnosed with depression

But i had so much to do for my school, i had fights with my family and had to organize a lot for my new flat.

I felt like falling apart. I didnt want to get up in the morning and even when i did the only thing i wanted is to sleep, to escape everything. I really really was in such an dangerous episode of my mental illness and dometimes i wanted to just end my life. My doctor asked me if i had thoughts about su. But i lied and said not in the moment, but if i would have been honest she would have kept me there to prevent a possible su.

I could talk about some of these things with a guy from my school, who is actually 12 years older than me and it was good to finally talk with someone about my feelings and depression

But

Yesterday we went to a christmas market and he considered it as a date. But i didnt, not at all, i see him as a good friend and nothing more. We went to spiderman 3 in the cinema and suddendly he grabbed my hand midway in the movie and i felt so frecking awkward .. and i stopped it and after the movie (i thought he understood that i didnt wanted it) he put his arm around me and i never felt so uncomfortable in my whole life but than he noticed it and we both didnt knew what to say...

Ughh i really would like to have a bf, i want to feel loved and anything and i also thought nobody could like me and there is that guy, who isnt bad looking but absolutely not my type and he understood my mental illness but i feel like he is a friend, nothing more and of course he liked me more. Why he ? Why couldnt someone like me, who i also like ? (Bad english sry) uhh and now oir friendship is not the same and i feel even worse...

[ukiss-imaginess-blog]

The Time Of My Life Part 1

Pairing : Jun x Reader

Genre : Fluff / Romance

Summary : You meet A stranger at the coffee shop, the two of you keep  bumping into each other, you become friends, and maybe more...

You were waiting inside the line for your coffee, trying not to get annoyed by the warm room, the many people surounding you. You were always nervous around crowds and the coffee shop at this hour of the day was full. You clutched your phone, checking once more to see if you didn't receive any messages. Even if you know your friends couldn't send you any since they were at work. You repeat to yourself your order, getting nervous beyond control, your anxiety kicking in. '' One cappucino with extra cream. '' You keep on repeating your order, staring at the few people ahead of you. '' One cappucino with extra cream. One cappucino with...- '' Your thoughts are interrupted when a stranger put  his hand on your shoulder. You turn around to see  who would bother you like that, but are quickly silenced. The man, who seem around the same age as you is tall, too tall ! You have to step back a little to see his eyes, reflecting his kindness. His smile is huge, contagious. He is bright like the sun and you feel very unconfortable looking at such a beautiful person. '' You dropped this. '' The stranger extend his hand towards you, returning you your keys. '' oh ! '' You hesitate to touch  his hand, even a little, feeling suddendly shy you answer '' thank you so much ! '' Really Grateful towards the man you offer him a smile. You dont know what to do next, you're not the type to make conversation with strangers, so you just turn around, seeing at the same time that there's only two people before you. You try to ignore the strange feeling of nervousness you feel. '' So what are you going to get ? '' The same sweet voice startle you and you turn around to answer '' A cappucino '' The man smile even more nodding his head '' Going for the sweet taste I see. '' You feel calm and a little bit amused by his behavior. '' I suppose you're going  to take something sweet too  ? '' The Brown haired boy nod his head, leaning a bit towards you, like to tell you a secret '' I can't stand bitter taste, drinking Iced americano is one of my nightmare '' You laugh a little. Then the young man extend his hand, smiling at you '' I'm Jun by the way. '' You take his hand and shake it, answering '' I'm Y/N '' Before you can say anything else, it's your turn to order, and you concentrate to say what you want correctly '' One cappucino with extra cream please '' You swear you can hear Jun chukle soflty when you order more cream but you put it on your anxiety. You had to wait a little. Once your drink is ready you take it from the barista, paying with your card. Before leaving the line you turn towards Jun '' It was nice meeting you. '' He offers you a beautiful smile, his face seeming to brighten the whole room. '' It was nice meeting you too, I hope to see you around. '' He waves at you with his smile, and you can't help but laugh a little as you exit the store. Jun seemed like a very  nice person. And funny too. You start to walk towards your work, feeling more motivated than before you leaved your house. A few days after your encounter with Jun, when you head for the same coffee shop as always you hope once more to see him again. You won't lie you like his bubbly personnality and you felt calm around him. You wait in the line, your eyes fixated on your phone's screen. You wait a few minutes, time stretched like always. '' Oh ! '' The exclamation is loud and when you turn around to know the source of the sound, you see  Jun and his signature smile. When he see you, he smiles even more '' Y/N I knew it was you ! '' Ignoring everyone else ( thankfully there wasn't anyone waiting behind you ) he walks up to you, waving '' Hi ! How are you ? It's such a beautiful day, It's refreshing ! '' You listen to his happy ranting, waiting that he finished before asking with a smile '' Does anyone ever told you you're bursting happiness ? '' Jun smile, putting his hand inside his trench coat. '' No but it's a beautiful compliment. '' You can feel your cheeks burning, Jun doesn't seem to miss it either, so you turn around shyly. '' You're going to order a cappucino again ? '' You nod, wondering what he wanted to ask. He  tugged at his hands, looking at the ground when asking '' So...- Can I offer you a coffee ? And maybe my number ? '' You froze, wondering why a guy like him would want to give  you his number. Jun seemed to take your lack of answer for rejection, because he suddendly start to talk super fast while gesturing with his hand nervously. '' I'm sorry I didn't want to make you feel uneasy, I just thought you're beautiful and I see you often in this coffee shop. I wanted to talk with you for a long time and...- oh my god I'm making this worse aren't I ? '' Jun seemed really ashamed and you couldn't take it anymore. You're not going to let your anxiety affect him. '' I'd really like to have a coffee with you. '' You smile gently and Jun calmes down, looking at you with really soft eyes for a second. '' Okay, thanks. ''