#don't worry eddie will have shannon for support this time 😊

[wikiangela]

wip wednesday

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today i'm back with my beloved alive shannon fic (I really need to come up with a title for this lol) it's a bit from chapter 4, eddie's pov right after the ladder truck bombing (I might have started writing chapter 4 before even finishing chapter 3 🙈 and I hate writing out of order but i'm all over the place with all my fics lately lmao what is happening 😂

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It feels like some sort of cosmic joke. Just a few months ago he was sitting in this hospital waiting to hear if his wife survived her accident. Worrying, crying, squeezing Buck’s hand, sure that he’s about to lose her, that Christopher’s about to lose her. And now he’s back here again, this time waiting for news about his best friend in the world. He can’t lose him, Christopher can’t lose him. When Eddie thinks that if Buck fell a little bit closer to the truck, it could’ve crushed more than just his leg… He can’t go there. It’s going to be fine. He’s lost a lot of blood, but they got him here in time, he’ll be fine. 

It’s just that, now that the adrenaline wore off, he can’t move, all he can do is sit there and stare into nothing, and worry. It feels like deja vu, like he’s back to that day, dreading having to tell his son he’s lost one of the most important people in his life. But unlike last time, he doesn’t even have Buck for support now.

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