#don't pay attention

[goreroll]

Okay, I just sat in pinterest and looked at screenshots from the anime and

Saiki definitely have a habit lol

Although if we are talking about their ship their relationship would have been just like that in any case xd

[lunali-moon]

If someone asks me why watch One Piece fillers, then I will say: for moments like these

[a-rabid-snake]

I'm acting like a little kid who wants attention. Because I thought it would be a good idea to just go quiet for an unspecified amount of time.

I do not know why, I just thought that maybe someone would pay attention to this and remember me. I probably have some problems with other people's attention.

I just remember how other people forgot about me when I was walking next to them and didn't say anything, and when they noticed me, they were obviously scared, startled and all that.

My biggest mistake was that I decided to combine this with the fact that I won't be painting for a while. This is the second day for me that I haven't painted anything. I have a headache, as if my bones hurt, especially on my hands, and I feel very sick.

It seems that my emotional state depended on drawing

I might be banging my head against the wall if I don't draw something or talk to someone.

[blabbershere]

[thechantrydeservedit]

Find new things to love about yourself, pay attention to the little things that make you. Your quirks, your mannerisms, the way you express yourself everything

I love wearing colorful lipstick and see how it gets on my food or my cup. It's mine and it makes me happy

[agniyagrif]

Wait fuck... Why does bird have boobs

That doesn't make fucking sense

Why any other kind of birds have feathers on their body and don't have breasts, but these ones

Wh- what

Does it does it fucking means i i need to to reOUGH redesign her?

But drawing female characters with breasts is so cool, man... They end up having such a cool shape that is nice to draw...

Egh... I guess i can't have sexy birds with boobs then... Sigh...

But like... Having just a bigger chest without boobs is like ok because i just want to have the shape

but like what the explanation... AND WHY THEY DON'T HAVE FEATHERS ON THEIR BODY... WHY, FISHER?????

[enigma-the-glitch]

No arts yet. Hold Enigma

[evil-bean]

You know how Gallifreyan's script looks like, all these round thingies?

Is this the reason The Doctor always talks in circles?

[steevbuckk]

sorry, i had to post my old lockscreens bc i'm deleting them from my phone but i want to have them somewhere 😅

[onmywaytofanfic]

People who are able to commit to one fic and post periodically about it, the same about a ship or AU, I envy you. I am unable to finish one thing without having to start four different ones. Doing conics has helped me a little but still I start three simultaneously. I just can't, I may focus on a week into something and then another stuff next week and then both the next after that.

It is horrible not being that stable when it comes to writing, drawing and posting it here. I feel defeated at times.

[sirfrogsworth]

Retrieving bread from the infinite bread dimension.

[isolationaroundus]

Damn it.... I didn't want to... But I guess there's literally nothing I can do about it... Because I suck...

So I just have to play the game like most of y'all do...

[egophiliac]

WAIT when did he get FANGS

[inkskinned]

hey btw if you're in the USA at  2:20 p.m. ET on Wednesday, Oct. 4, they're testing the emergency broadcast system. your phone is probably going to make a really loud noise, even if it's on silent. there's a backup date on the 11th if they need to postpone it.

if you're not in a safe situation and have an extra phone, you should turn that phone completely off beforehand.

additionally, if you're like me, and are easily startled; i recommend treating it like a party. have a countdown or something. be surrounded by your loved ones. take the actions you personally need to take to make yourself safe.

i have already seen mockery towards any person who feels nervous about this. for the record, it completely, completely valid to have "emergency broadcast sounds" be an anxiety trigger. do not let other people make fun of you for that. emergency sounds are legitimately engineered to make us take action; those of us with high levels of anxiety and/or neurodivergence are already pre-disposed to have a Bad Time. sometimes it is best to acknowledge that the situation will be triggering for some, and to prepare for that; rather than just saying "well that's stupid, it's just a test."

"loud scary sound time" isn't like, my favorite thing, but we can at least try to prevent some additional anxiety by preparing for it. maybe get yourself a cake? noise cancelling headphones? the new hozier album? whatever helps. love u, hope you're okay. we are gonna ride it out together.

[belbeeps]

Life in plastic...is fantastic?

[canisalbus]

A quick 'how's it going' update, maybe? Since I haven't been posting much lately.

Things aren't great, I've been going through very challenging times. My physical health and finances collapsed simultaneously and without a warning at the end if August and I've been stuck in increasingly dire survival mode since. I've used up all my savings. I had been doing so much better all of 2023 but now my depression has worsened again steeply, partly due to the aforementioned stressors no doubt. It's such a bitter pill to swallow to notice I'm sliding back to the position where every day is another struggle to simply continue existing, and I have no energy left for anything besides the most basic life preserving routines. I'm taking one day at the time, trying to keep engaging with things that I normally enjoy to hopefully help me climb out of the tar pit, but I don't know. My old computer is dying, it keeps shutting itself off sporadically so drawing has become a nerve-racking experience. Feels bad. It's like the world is dimming and growing cold, and I feel helpless to reverse this course.

I hope you're doing better than I am. Things are pretty rotten across the board right now, it seems. Stay safe.