#don't @ me i'm bad at numbo

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@roguewen for some reason i didn't get notifications for your replies??? thank you, tumblr, you blue piece of absolute garbáge

ANYWAY, YEAH WE GOTTA GET OUT BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE!! and also THANK you, i really like to think so

[efsukirtiyashi]

Day 19

Dehradun 22nd March,2018 Thursday 1:32 pm

It's quite strange that people around me tend to make claims that they know me , but the truth is that no one except for ME and ME only knows myself . I don't want to correct them .. for let their believe and faith of knowing me prevail .. I wouldn't like that it be destroyed .!! There are times when they make such absurd and vague assumptions about me .. in my head I be like .. woah .. you totally blew me away ... that's something new .

The most weirdest thing that someone said to me a few days ago .. well .. lets be precise on the 10th of March,2018 was ... "HOW CAN A PERSON BE THAT GOOD , I'VE NEVER SEEN ANYONE OF HER AGE BE THAT PERFECT, SHE SHOULD GET RUDE AND BAD SOMETIME " ... and I was like ... ahem .. sorry what was that ... you don't like me the way I am ... was that a good or a bad point about me ... I just couldn't get it .!!

Now I've stopped thinking over it ... and I have an answer to that .. I am what I am because of the 4 immensely strong , determined , loving and down to earth people ... I am unable to express what they mean to me ... they are the 4 pillars of my life and there can never be a replacement for them .!! Who are those people ... well they know who they are .!! I'm truly blessed to have been able to witness a part of their lives although from a distance .. it's taught me more than books ever could .. not that this is a comparison .. whatever knowledge u have acquired via books was only possible because of these 4 people .. they keep showing me the way of life each day .. I wish I could share them with whoever is reading this .. in time perhaps.. not now .. it's getting late .. time to pack up all my numbo jumbo and have some rest .. if I don't want to miss my lecture tomorrow .!!

This post was written perhaps 21 months back .. but it still holds revelance for me .. thus posted !!