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edge-oftheworld · 3 days ago

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like you guys (probably) don’t understand how I get out there and it just DOES something to my brain when I can disconnect and focus on it. not even like a regular workout like I have to PROBLEM SOLVE with my brain and try work with/against other people AT THE SAME TIME AS RUNNING WAY TOO MUCH and it’s the worst feeling when I get all anxious and start overthinking it and can’t narrow in my focus or whatever but beat myself up and then end up making more mistakes. it’s a spiral that I need self deprecating sad boppy optimistic music to get me out of and TO THINK of any of those people making the music get it? is the best really

really need calum to give me advice on soccer right now :(

#don’t want to squash the representation of anyone who can’t play sport for whatever reason #personally it’s one of the most important things for my mental health and I’m really privileged to have a body that can do it; idk what id #do without and at the same time tho that motivates me to take better care of my body than anything else does. just to be able to do this #but that wave of sadness man #personal mental health tag

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